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Inner Battle
Every scar is a lost battle
But the war is not over
Now let's see how long it will last
Maybe a year maybe forever
As long as I live
I will try my best
But please forgive me
If I say that it's time for me to rest
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anyway while america is taking over social media as usual, syria was literally being bombed overnight by israel. petitions don’t work here, only raising awareness and donating to organisations does so here are some organisations you can support:
Islamic Relief
Islamic Relief USA
Muslim Aid
please feel free to add to this, these are just some i found on twitter! also red cross isn’t a reliable organisation so please don’t donate to them.
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Depression
The time of sunshine and warmth is over
It's time for the darkness to rule
You are fearful and want the old days back
But little do you know
What an incredible gift the darkness truly is
Now you realise who is truly near
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Self-pity
Your surroundings
They are nice
She's smart
He's funny
Now look at yourself
You slowly realize
That you are nothing like them
Distancing from everyone
Echoes in your mind
Dancing thoughts
Of no personality
No talents
Nothing at all
You start to cry
But want to stop
Falling in self-pity
Hating yourself
For this ugly part
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Golem
How do I fix this
How do I fit in
They tell me to be myself
But I don't even know who I am
Seeing what they like
Taking a part
Seeing what they do
I will do too
Forming myself
Finally done
The outer me
Your new best friend
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Overflowing
Tears rolling down
No end in sight
Trying to stop
Everything in vain
And bigger pain
Standing in a pond
Crying oneself a river
Filled with misery and pain
The wish of peace
Getting stronger
Sinking to the ground
Everything turning dark
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Inner Demon
It's getting harder to be 'myself'
It's starting to breake and fall apart
Don't want you to see
The miserable me
The thing that tears me apart
That tells me to give up
The voice is getting louder
Screaming
Blaming me
Crying over everything
This is the inner me
Small and fragile
Beaten up
Thrown away
The me you will never see
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Friends?
A new start
A new beginning
First a stranger
Then a friend
Always smiling
Getting closer
Illusional Trust
What a surprise
You got betrayed
Naive and stupid
Why didn't you see
The poison that they hid?
Now you are lying on the ground
Seeking for help
With no one around
#depression#anxiety#poems#poetryslam#poetry#mymentalstate#my thoughts#friends#fake friends#toxic people
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Inner Monologue
I want to be better
Why do you even try
So maybe they will notice me
They won't like you anyway
Being together forever
Don't be naive
I am valid, I will be accepted
You are worthless
It's a dream that I want to fullfil
Shatter your illusion
Being happy each day
It will be the same all over again
Together with my new friends
You are the last choice
So why won't you just give up?
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Society
Being kind and friendly
Working hard, doing your best
Loving yourself, in and out
Trying harder, being better
Satisfie them all
Not enough, never enough
Never perfect until broken
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Just smile
Smiling all the time
All of them being fake
Doing everything on my own
Acting as if I'm fine
Not able to hold all the shit inside
Trying to escape
Finding a room for my own
Letting it all go
Now I'm crying here all alone
Don't want them to see that I'm weak
Choking up; trying to stand tall
Putting up a smile and saying
I'm fine
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The truth
Talking is just a waste of time
Once a while you say that I'm not fine because I didn't smile
Well, no shit.
That's true but this package is mine.
It's true that I'm not fine.
But if I say it out loud I will have a breakdown
I can't handle it right now.
I want to forget it for a while
Be normal and enjoy my rare free time
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Safe place
It doesn't matter where I stay
It's always hell either way
Never feeling safe
Always on the edge
Never get to rest
Darkness everywhere
Savouring all of me
Feeling slowly like a zombie
Roaming pointless through the streets
#depression#anxiety#poems#poetryslam#poetry#my thoughts#mymentalstate#feeling safe#safe place#searching
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Scars
Use your knife
Flip it up
Cut in deep
Now relieved
A few new lines
The pain escapes
Feeling numb
All in red
No one sees
No one cares
Show a smile
You have them all deceived
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Midnight Lullaby
Staying awake at night
No sleep in sight
Feeling tired all the time.
The night surrounding you
Silence dominating all
Hollow on the inside
And overflowing ocean eyes
Dumped noises escaping your lips
Whispers of being fine
Deceiving yourself
Your favourite midnight Lullaby
Hearing it all night
A Lullaby that will never be forgotten
It will always be there for you
It will never leave
You are doing fine
Sleep tight my child,
Good night.
#Depressed#Anxiety#MyMentalState#MyThoughts#Poems#Poetry#PoetrySlam#Depression#Crying#sleeplees night#My night sky#Moon#starless night
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Me
What to do
What to say
Always insecure
Hating myself
Smashing mirrors
Never being me
What I fear
I will never be
My favorite me
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Trust
Yesterday still standing here
We together; side by side
Now I'm left alone
Without a tone
And everything's left unspoken
Worries over worries
Anger covering sadness
A state of confusion and betrayal
A never ending circle
Drifting apart
That's the rule of life
The scars remain
Forming a layer of mistrust
Meeting new people
Trying to get close
Everything's in vain
The walls remain unscathed
#lonely#poems#poetry#poetryslam#mymentalstate#ThoughtsOfMine#Depression#Anxiety#Friends#Friendship#PartingWays#DriftingApart
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