This had me in chokehold

"I don't think anyone knows what love is , its an ENIGMA , it gets redefined every time someone says it ''.

In order to keep old wounds at bay, I must try to forget what has transpired in the past. But then, in order not to stumble again, I must remember it.

– Abdulsamad S. M.

I feel homesick for the person I can depend on, the one who will be my emotional support, my rock, my safe haven. I long for someone who will make me feel protected, someone I can run to on bad days, someone who will be my warmth and comfort. I yearn for someone who will love me unconditionally, despite knowing my flaws, someone I can cry to without fear of judgment. I crave someone who will be my light in the darkness, someone who will help me conquer my inner demons, someone who will give me the courage to face the world. I seek someone who will accept my dark side, even when I struggle to accept it myself, someone who won't make false promises. I dream of someone who will stand up for me, someone who will help me believe in love and fairytales again, someone who will help me heal my trust issues. I'm searching for someone I can call home.

@wordsofbz

@grosshirnkastrat

...und bis heute verstehen die törichten Narren nicht, dass in den liebevollsten und gütigsten Herzen, die dunkelsten Kammern, die grausamsten Bestien beherbergen.

MYVIBESONLY | Dies irae

“You smell like cigarettes and broken things.”

“Yeah, well, aren’t we all just a little broken?”

-Alexis S.G (-L.)

much needed morning stroll

Girl ich sag’ dir Sachen, die ich keiner sagte. Girl du bist der Wahnsinn, ich hoff’, dass dir das klar ist. /Makko - Relativ Erwachsen

You are my deepest sin

My deepest sin is a human being..

16/11/22

Leave flowers on my grave after I pass away 🌸🌼

I thought “waiting for eternity” was an exaggeration, until I was tested with waiting for you.

– Abdulsamad S. M.

I don't want to die I just want to disappear as if I never existed

Fade away from the memories of those who care,

or maybe become particles floating in the air,

or maybe just dissolve in the water floating everywhere and getting nowhere,

or just become something with no existence,

I just want to fade away.

.

@wordsofbz

Wer stolpert kommt schneller voran

Schmerz

Vielleicht sollten wir uns trennen,

Vielleicht sollten wir uns nicht trennen,

Aber insgeheim, bist du genau so toxisch,

Wie all die anderen die es schon versprachen,

Nicht zu sein.

Vielleicht wäre ich besser ohne dich dran,

Vielleicht wäre ich nicht besser ohne dich dran,

Wie all die anderen die mir das blaue vom Himmel versprochen haben.

Ich weiß nicht mehr, was ich für dich empfinden soll, ist es Hass, Sehnsucht, Verzweiflung oder ist es nichts?