thinksadthin90
think sm0ll
SW 134. CW 127. GW 100 by 12/10/22
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I lost the game I never even asked to play
#ana trigger#meanspp#depressi0n#self h@rm#tw self destructive behavior#self mutalition#dark things#sad thoughts
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All I ever wanted was a peaceful life, I wanted to get married and have kids. Maybe travel a bit. Now I think I'm taking that away from myself as my last form of self h4rnn.
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I'm just a body with nothing inside anymore. I gave all that away. There's nothing left here
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The beautiful thing about being completely alone, is that when I finally decide which day is my last I know no one will miss me.
I worked so hard to get here. To have no one. I never wanted to hurt anyone and now I can finally do it.
🌸I'm going to be🌸 ✨free✨
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I need to focus on this so I can look in the mirror and see something other than me. I hate me. I want to be pretty
#ana trigger#low cal restriction#pro m1a#meanspp#depressi0n#thnsp0#self h@rm#tw self destructive behavior#self mutalition#dark things
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Well I felt happy for a moment guys. But no worries because I'm back! I'll always be back...
#ana trigger#low cal restriction#thnsp0#pro m1a#meanspp#depressi0n#self h@rm#tw self destructive behavior#self mutalition#dark things
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I am starting to treat my body like the embarrassment it is
#ana trigger#low cal restriction#thnsp0#meanspp#pro m1a#depressi0n#self h@rm#tw self destructive behavior#self mutalition#dark things
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Got slut shamed yesterday. And i realized that since then I haven't even been a little hungry. I don't want any food rn and haven't since yesterday morning. I'm glad
#ana trigger#low cal restriction#pro m1a#thnsp0#meanspp#depressi0n#self h@rm#tw self destructive behavior#self mutalition#dark things
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I need to lose these last 20lb before December. I am literally gonna have to run and work out every single day. I just want a nice ass and skinny legs 😭
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I was getting better
That's the worst part of it all
#anar3x1a#ed diet#ed fast#low cal restriction#pro m1a#ana trigger#thnsp0#tw ana thoughts#meanspp#tw self destructive behavior
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#anar3x1a#ed diet#ed fast#low cal restriction#pro m1a#skinnnny#ana trigger#thnsp0#tw ana thoughts#i'm sad#deep thoughts#depressi0n
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I always forget to post on here then i just spam
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It's tormenting me,
My own reflection in the mirror.
The moment I see it,
It's as if it became much clearer.
The fear I have of living,
The fear I have of dying
Yet I'm still here
Tormented by my own skin
Tortured by my own thoughts
Terrified by everything that has been happening around me
And I keep suffering alone
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sometimes I wonder how it'd feel to have good parents
maybe I wouldn't have all those scars now
maybe I wouldn't starve to feel accomplished
maybe I wouldn't be wishing I was dead
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It's my birthday in two days.
I thought 21 would be nice.
It turns out it'll be just like my other ones. Crying alone in my room c0tt!ng myself into shreds.
Just.like.every.fucking.year.
When will this end
#self mutalition#depressi0n#this is a cry for help#anar3x1a#ed diet#ed fast#low cal restriction#pro m1a#skinnnny#ana trigger#thnsp0#tw ana thoughts#meanspp
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