Can I ask a question?

I don't feel like myself. Half the time, I feel disconnected from myself and from others. And sometimes I dissociate myself from a situation.

How does it feel when you are co-con? I am starting to suspect that I am a system, and half the time I feel like I am in control, but I feel like a different person. I don't identify with the person that looks at back at my body in the mirror.

Does this mean anything? I am so scared and so confused...

It feels like I'm being pulled out of a side of my body. Like I'm half hanging out.

HI

We're still alive!

We've a had an integration someone please give us advice we're in chaos

*Grabs your other hand* yes

holy shit

Someone help I’m trying to find the image of a woman in a bikini on a beach with a fish caught in her mouth and it looked something like this

Discord

We started a discord server. It's not a system one but you could join if you'd like https://discord.gg/QHEhMvyxdx

Wooo! Good for you! Hope you had fun! :D

I definitely did she's so amazing She's an alter in our ex-partner system so it's a bit complicated and I couldn't kiss her because they ex-partner system is dating someone who doesn't understand DID

But looking at her is enough we both cried a lot but happy crying I've never been so in love with someone

TW All caps

GUYS I JUST SAW MY GIRLFRIEND!

I haven't seen her in so long because she's a part of the host's ex's system but I just saw her for the first time and she played with my hair and said she loved me and stroked my cheek

- Annalise

Guess who figured out they have BPD

Can you draw a tiny lizard dragon that secretly hoards pennies?

obsessed with the fact that today half of the internet was down and i didnt even notice because i was on tumblr, which, very ironically, was working perfectly fine

Mentions of a8use

Out of one abuse situation into another then another. For fuck sake why wont it stop

*Screams in broken sobs and choking breaths* *deep breath out* I'm fine

Hi we're really struggling at the moment and had a really close call last night so we probably won't be posting much.

We'll still try and answer questions when we get them

Hi so. Uh.

Today at work I was having a hard as hell time trying not to cry bc of something that had happened earlier. I've been hesistantly exploring the possibility I might have DID and so in a kind of "what the hell" moment i was like "look can someone whos better at coping switch in?" Even tho ive never really heard disctinct voices or whatnot? (Okay, thats not entirely true, there was this one summer where I did - a lot - and I think I managed to repress the hell out of them??? Im good at repression.) And uh. Well, somethign happened. It felt like I've heard shifts described? Even though it didnt take a long time or anything? I suddenly was able to cope/not cry amd like felt a lot more like I do when I'm....harsher/harder for lack of a better word? At least mentally?

I don't really have like notes from others around, though I have like, left some on my phone before just in case, though.

(fwiw, I don't remember a ton from my childhood, though i do know it was .... Shitty a lot of it, hoenstly thats part of the reason i was even remotely considering yhe possibly in the first place bc of the sheer lack of memory and the like, lack of a disctinct personality until i was like, in 8th grade. I just kinda floated along until then and then suddenly bam, snapped into awarness?)

I just wanted to ask someone who is a system if this sounds familar at all. Because i have no clue but. Idk. I could be???

Thank you for being honest and yes, it does sound familiar to what we experience. Though we had a separate host to what we have now till we were 11 and so to our current host there is a lot of blanks but it feels like they weren't distinct

Our advice is research. Not just on DID but over things closely related BPD, OSDD things of that nature.

If you answer 100% honestly tests like (https://l.facebook.com/l.php?u=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.mind-diagnostics.org%2Fdissociative_identity_disorder-test%3Ffbclid%3DIwAR0OaLVOhNXJpjll2k6jBjvPKjEK1iLHal6BK0x5kmagr3SLOIWBBW7PRNc&h=AT1KC7bKUspE-_CK-EEBSsl-V7ePXA6ieVT4nV6uUG0pvyu2sh8IWYdclqPePec-gMSpXs4fmbHrKNyHfLIbI4bSmVp3CcYUat6SDT0KAUms0pB-8pJHX0svturkRmkhH3Ghww) Can give you a better hint at where you should aim your research