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thangel0fdeath · 11 months
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I'll love u till the end of my days..
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thangel0fdeath · 1 year
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the weird feelings u make me feel are incredibly scary and the way u look at me it makes my heart beat so terribly fast.
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thangel0fdeath · 1 year
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And you,
as long as the light shines,
you will torment my memories,
until darkness falls.
The night will hide every bitter tear,
every whispered word,
in the silence, in the cold, of the anxious winter.
Blankets wrap around my trembling body
and your memory makes space in my mind;
your soft eyes,
If they’d let me kiss them all the time, I'd keep kissing them up to a million times,
and I would not feel full.
When sleep rocks me in the arms of Morpheus,
a soft, harmonic sound,
immediately made my heart shake
in my chest and my voice is lost on the inert tongue.
Why as soon as I look at you I can't speak,
the tongue jams, quickly a subtle fire runs under the skin,
the eyes no longer see, the ears rumble,
it shakes my heart
as the wind on the mountain beats on the oaks.
Something pushes me and I fall,
in a time that seems infinite
and the light, increasingly dim,
becomes an unattainable memory.
Find me in the darkest corner,
watch me,
like the most fearsome of the monsters I hide.
But you,
pick me up gently,
shaking the dust off my clothes.
I will follow you.
Everywhere.
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thangel0fdeath · 1 year
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and yes, I need protection cause anyone ever made me feel how’s like being embranced and loved without any reason, without any second meaning. I feel lost, how does it feel like? Well, like Frankestein when he gave life to his creature and then left him alone, made him feel disgusting, different, unloveable, by his own creator. Can you even imagine that? Giving life to someone and then making her feel alone and sad, craving for some protection by an older teacher, falling completely for her and suffering like an idiot. But you’ll never know, cause I’ll never tell you about how much you made me feel better and worse at the same time cause I wasn’t ready for the day I had to tell you goodbye, how much I loved you till I started hate on you, how much it hurts to know that as my creator, you’ll forget about me and you’ll live, instead, my life will stop on our last glance, on your last smile, on our last touch. Once again…
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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this pain burns like flames of hell in my chest
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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u saved my whole life, ur smile reminds me I’m alive
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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I wish you knew, that I have loved you to the point of getting sick
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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and I felt the weight of my soul even when I thought it didn't exist
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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I miss you like oxygen and knowing that you won’t be there forever is more painful than all the pills I’ll have to take to forget your smile.
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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this reminds me of her everytime I listen it…
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thangel0fdeath · 2 years
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I think I should stop expecting from people the same love I show them
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