this is really how i feel sometimes

I've been back in my obsessing over Alfred being evil phase again and decided to sketch this up after failing to style Alex's hair right and having a bit of a bad day. Alex and Alfred are a terrible ship but I like to sip and sample it sometimes for the flavor.

I just like Alfred being an unrepentant fucked up individual.

Update: Plans feel through so Sunday is back on! Sorry about the confusion, life has been a bit of a roller coaster!

Going from the Kingdom of White and onward!

brought some fruit for the potluck

hm. random question

So me and kyo and friends have been talking about a Stardew Valley thing, and I decided to doodle a concept for Romano in a stardew setting as a farmhand to Russia's farm.

He's just a little guy who farms and fishes and cooks he just goes BRRRRR while walking by the Jojamart with two middle fingers in the air and bitching about how he wants to marry Caroline because she deserves a real man and goes to church on sundays

I was digging through my files to find things I hadnt shared yet, so have a lil guy!

Overdue Life Update

I know I havent drawn or posted much tbh ive been in such an art slump and havent done much in terms of doodles, Ive been spending a lot of time with kyo and crew rping in vrchat and testing and retesting stuff for 2pdtalia. Sorry I havent updated you all

recently one of my codevs dropped out of every game project I had with them and dropped off the face of the earth, and my other codev has been struggling with personal matters so the promise I made for 2pdt I dont think Ill be able to do on my own. so for now Im going to just slowly chip away on it this year, tho if you all wanna see weird screenshots of my code lmk Id be happy to share

Im still going to try to post more often and i will hopefully soon be able to draw some more. Ive just been kind of taking a break, focusing on finishing the minibios for all my 2ps and learning more with rpgmaker.

tbh when this happened I decided to take a step back and go through a lot of my aus and projects and cut fat and decided to shelf a lot of my projects and try to narrow down what Im working on. I have so many things I want to work on- I want to do so much because I often feel like I dont produce enough for as long as I have been here, and so many people have supported me I feel like I need to produce something completely so people will be proud. Not to mention I just have so much au ideas and beans for creation but I am so eternally drained and exhausted its an intense balancing act with my health conditions.

But for now Im just going to keep learning systems and fiddling with mini ideas. I need to stop being afraid of not living up to an invisible standard, but also need to remember to take time to improve and actually see things through to the end. Just wanted to update you where Ive been, I hope yall are well <3

been on a france kick as of late and thus, I have doodled him in something fun randomly- idk if Ill finish him but i just wanted to share it cause brain is mush right now

for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

happy coming out day jesus

So been finishing up all my 2ps and 2p based projects and I have been having writing some things out. Enjoy a taste of it because I dont have time to share it all before I go to work

i am. so sorry if i have ever used the phrase “i have an au where—” and led you to believe that there is an actual fic out there for you to read rather than, at best, a post where i explain the concept, and at worst it is simply something that lives in my brain

i dont hate you guys i swear i just have really shitty memory

honestly surprised on the split! Im gonna keep thinking on it for now, only because ive had a few things on my mind for a while now and so i wanna consider those too! But this feedback has been invaluable thank you!

if anyone wants to contact me and mention why they voted how they did(anon is fine obv) Id be curious but this is helping me decide for sure. thank you!

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And their @asking-cardverse blog!!! Their world-building so far is awesome, it deserves so much love!!!!!!

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