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out of curiosity, and please do not take this into offense, but when you block ppl that interact: what if itโ€™s ppl just scrolling through feeds and stuff like that- or search pages looking for fics
no offense taken! I only block people who like/reblog fics that have suggestive/nsfw content! so I'll only see their users in my notifs if they interact with those fics or those asks! I can't control anyone's internet experience or anything so if they click on the 'read more' tabs of those fics and read them, it's not my responsibility for what they read,,, Ik people who are not of legal age are going to read nsfw fics (a lot of tiktok comment sections have made that very clear :( ) but I would rather they not interact with me. It makes me super uncomfortable to know that minors are interacting with nsfw or suggestive content that I have written! so people just scrolling through feeds and coming upon my fics can read the warnings at the beginning of my fics, and if only if they ignore those multiple tags, then I will block them if they interact with those specific fics/asks.
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๐Ÿ’‹Who; Kim Mingyu (Seventeen) x female reader ๐Ÿ’‹What; Friends to lovers smut. Fluff. They are in LOVE okay. Birthday boy Gyu <3 ๐Ÿ’‹Wordcount; 9.8k ๐Ÿ’‹Warnings; Profanity. Pet names from them both(baby/sweetheart). A single solitary thigh spank. Oral(female receiving). Gyu gets a little posessive over reader for a second but it's more amusing than anything. I don't think there's actually anything specific that needs to be mentioned? But do let me know. They're on very equal grounds throughout this entire story and I love that for them <3
Minors do NOT interact. I WILL block any account that interacts without an age indicator in the bio.
Summary; The intention is to sneak into Mingyu's apartment(get let in by Wonwoo) and set up banners and balloons ready for when he wakes. And then you'll cook him a meal like he's been asking for and give him his birthday gift. You don't really have a plan for what happens after that, you assume you'll just hang out, you really don't expect a confession and to wind up in his bed.
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A/N- The biggest juiciest thank you ever goes to @sluttywoozi for being so supportive as I wrote this! If it wasn't for you, sweetheart, this would just be soft hours, not sorny hours ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– And just the svthub members in general for being actual sweethearts like wtf pls save some sweet for the rest of the world okay <3
ps. scroll to the very bottom to see a very serious birthday edit I made of Mingyu instead of writing this :))
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Honestly, it's a little worrying just how easy it is to sneak around the apartment without detection. You had known that Mingyu is a heavy sleeper for quite a while now but it still concerns you that you literally managed to enter his room, tidy the little mess and set up decorations all while he slept obliviously in his bed with his mouth wide open in a sign of good sleep. Still, it makes everything all that much easier.
"Ohmygod, hyung!" The thrilled gasp edged with a just-awake roughness, alerts you to the fact that Mingyu has finally woken and spotted the decorations in his room. A few seconds later, he is stumbling through the apartment in search of his flatmate but instead finds you in the kitchen. "Oh, you're not hyung." He mutters dumbly, eyes wide. Yours are too but mostly because he is in rather skimpy little boxers and nothing else.
"I'm not," You confirm, staring without blinking at the extensive beautiful skin exposed to your eyes. Not that you have never seen Mingyu topless before, or even in shorts, but this is something else entirely that you have only dreamed of until now.
And then Mingyu realises what he is wearing, or more specifically what he isn't wearing and squeaks before rushing off with an embarrassed blush burning up his neck and cheeks.
When Mingyu returns ten minutes later, he is freshly showered and fully dressed, much to your disappointment. But at least he isn't just in sweatpants and a hoodie like you had expected; he's pulled on his nice jeans and a crisp plain black t-shirt that clings to his torso and is perhaps more devastating than seeing him bare. At least when he was bare it was less like being teased with something just out of sight. Either way, he is out of reach in every way.
The outfit choice makes you tilt your head a little in puzzlement. "You put on your date outfit." You comment, knowing that the jeans and t-shirt combo is a very common choice for Mingyu when he's going on a casual date with someone.
"You look nice, I thought I should too," Is his simple response as he shrugs and walks over to put his arms around your waist from behind and finally greet you as you usually greet one another; with a hug that is perhaps a little too lingering for the nothing-more-than-friends status you both claim to have. Which is true, nothing has ever happened between you two that passes platonic; it's just the fact that you want it to and if your mutual friends can be trusted, so does Mingyu.
"You said you like this dress," You inform, turning back to the food that you are working on. "And regularly complain that I never make an effort when I hang out with you. Seeing as it's a special occasion, I figured I should grant your wish, birthday boy." You tease and feel him grin happily against your neck where he is still tucked down into like he favours. It always amazes you how such a giant man will shrink down for extended periods just to give affection to those he cares about. "Go sit at the table, this'll be ready soon. Your breakfast, my lunch." You muse, pointing out that it is already almost 1 pm, but you had honestly expected as much. Mingyu is notorious amongst your friends for sleeping into the afternoon on days when he doesn't have to get up. And he always takes his birthday off to allow that luxury.
"Ah, you finally agreed to cook for me." He coos and squeezes you happily before letting his arms unwind, hands sliding over your waist in a way that has you suppressing a shiver. Either he doesn't notice your little shaky inhale or simply chooses to ignore it as he relocates over to the dining table.
"I asked what you wanted for your birthday, you said you wanted me to cook for you." You remind, glancing over as he gasps and picks up the little ribbon-wrapped box on the tabletop while he sits down.
"Is this for me too?" He looks over at you with big eyes full of innocent excitement. He's so fucking cute that it is honestly a giant problem for your ability to keep a level heartbeat.
"Mm, of course, do you see another Mingyu here?" You raise an eyebrow, and then he notices the tag with his name on and giggles embarassedly. "Happy birthday, Gyu."
"Thank you," He breathes out, looking at you fondly for a few long seconds and then turns down to the box. "Can I open it now?"
"Whenever you want, it's yours." You confirm, turning off the heat to dish up the food onto two plates.
"Ah, after food." He decides, putting down the box to jump up with every intention of helping you; though you tut disapprovingly causing him to lower back to his seat like a scolded puppy.
"It's your birthday, let me dote on you."
"You dote on me anyway." He pouts slightly as you carry the plates over to put on the already cutely laid table, down to a little vase with fresh flowers in it. Mingyu has obviously noticed them and knows they're from you, Wonwoo wouldn't buy flowers for their apartment after all, but Mingyu does not have the mental capacity to point them out. It's too much for his poor smitten heart to handle after waking up to birthday balloons and banners, and then seeing you looking so beautiful cooking in his kitchen domestically. If he's forced to voice anything in regard to the appearance of his favourite flowers, he is pretty sure he'll do something stupid like confess his undying love for you and ask you to never leave.
"Yes, and you do it too, but today is about you, birthday boy." You retort and make a move to sit down. Mingyu is on his feet before your ass even touches the chair, just so that he can tuck you in like he always does. You let him have this one and just roll your eyes at his inability to not take care of you, even on a day entirely about him.
Soon Mingyu is making happy sounds in his seat on your adjacent left as he thoroughly enjoys every mouthful of food. As much as Mingyu is a foodie and savours his food in general, he still tends to practically inhale whatever is in front of him when he hasn't eaten in a while, but he is genuinely taking his time to absorb every flavour and texture of this meal. It makes your heart flutter to see the genuine appreciation he has for what you cooked for him.
It occurs to you as you take a photo of him enjoying his food to send to the group chat, that the scene very much looks like a date. Your friends all know what Mingyu tends to wear for dates and if they know your own outfit of the day- which Wonwoo at least does- then they will also know that it's one of your own date looks. You stare at your screen for a second then lock the device as you decide against sending them anything despite having agreed to send update pictures. You had already sent photos of the decorations in Mingyu's room though so that will be enough, right? You know that it most certainly is not enough where your nosey friends are concerned. Still, ignorance is bliss.
For the first time perhaps ever, you finish eating before Mingyu so just sit back and watch him contently. He knows that you're watching him and keeps grinning closed-lipped at you, not at all bothered by your attention. He isn't a hypocrite, he has watched you eat his own cooking in such a way many times before and will continue to do so. Mingyu knows exactly how wonderful it feels to witness anybody enjoying your own cooking, especially those you care about. And Mingyu knows that you care about him an awful lot, he is just kind of in denial that the care had long ago stretched way past platonic territory.
As soon as Mingyu puts his cutlery down on his empty plate, you jump up to take the dishes away making him whine. "I was about to do that!" He complains, pouting at you, his left hand wrapped around his glass of water that he barely managed to touch before you dart away with the dirty dishes and distract him from his drink.
"No, you weren't, birthday boy." You sing-song, rinsing off the dishes already to put in the dishwasher ready for later in the day when it will be full enough to warrant being turned on.
"Are you really going to do everything for me today?"
"Yep, whatever you want, I'm at your disposal, Gyu."
"Whatever I want?" He mumbles, more to himself than you, which is good because you don't hear his voice over the gentle clatter of dishes being placed into the dishwasher. All he can think about is getting the one thing he has wanted almost since the very day he first laid his eyes on you. Your lips. Your hands. Your body. You in your entirety. You by his side always so that he doesn't have to face the ache of watching you walk away ever again. But he can't ask for that, not even on his birthday.
After washing your hands, you return to your place at the table and lean onto your elbows on the tabletop. You don't notice the way the position accentuates your cleavage but Mingyu certainly does. It takes everything in him to not look down at your chest. "Are you going to open your gift now?" You prompt, nodding towards the little box.
"Oh, yeah!" He perks up and reaches out for it. "Though you really didn't have to get me anything, you already cooked for me and that's the best gift I've ever received."
"Don't be ridiculous, Gyu, it was just a meal. Not even a particularly exciting one either, you regularly cook much more extravagant meals for me." You pout a little, feeling guilty about the meal you made for him. You had spent weeks trying to come up with something special to cook for him; you had even made a secret groupchat with some of your friend group who you thought would be helpful and not just ignore the chat, to send recipes and ask opinions. It had actually been Seokmin in the end who had not quite snapped but got fed up with your consistent worries over the planned meal and told you that Mingyu wouldn't give a single fuck what you cooked, he just cared that you cooked it. Seeing Seokmin speak up like that made you finally listen to the reason the entire chat had been trying to talk into you, so you stopped looking for something fancy and just cooked something you are confident in already.
"It's not about that," Mingyu speaks, looking at you earnestly. "It's about the act itself; cooking something for me no matter what it is, shows you care. That's what I care about, not the meal itself. Though it was delicious and I really hope you cook it for me again." His smile turns cheeky by the end making you let out a soft laugh.
"Mm, just say when." You agree, smiling when his whole face lights up. You playfully scrunch your nose at him. He returns it without hesitation.
A moment passes between you, not a new moment but one you have both felt many times; a moment with something meaningful floating in the air between you. But as per usual, neither of you are brave enough to reach out and capture it.
At the same time, you both look down at the box still in his hands to redirect your attention to something that doesn't feel quite so big in your chests. Carefully, Mingyu pulls on the ribbon to untie the bow that you had spent a good half an hour trying to perfect that morning so that he can then pluck the lid free. After moving aside the tissue paper Mingyu's eyes land on the jewellery within. His expression melts along with his posture. With a cautious hand, he reaches out to touch one of the silver chains.
"I hope they're what you wanted; you were very vague when you said matching bracelets. I don't know who you intend to wear them with, but I hope you both like them. And that the design isn't entirely opposite to your intention." You worry a little at the end, your own gaze settling on the little double hearts on each somewhat dainty chain. Jeonghan had given you a look as if you were crazy when you had shown them to him last week; he insisted that Mingyu would break the chain within the first day of wearing it. But you know they are much more resilient than they look after extensive testing on them both. You are confident that even Mingyu's accident-prone self won't destroy the chains, yet even if he does, you'll just buy him more. Any many as he wants. So long as he's happy, you'll buy him anything his heart desires. "I just know you like love heart designs and everything else didn't really suit you in my mind."
"They're beautiful." He breathes out then scoots closer to you and holds his left arm out over the table top. "Put it on me, please?"
"Sure," You agree even if you're confused about why he isn't waiting until he gives the matching one to whoever his intended recipient is. Still, you pluck one of the bracelets from its secure seat in the box to wind it around his wrist and clasp it in place. Your fingers trace over the chain and his skin for a second before you start to pull back. But Mingyu quickly, though gently, grasps your right hand to tug it closer to him. "Gyu," You murmur with widened eyes when he pulls the remaining chain from the box. "Gyu, I didn't buy it with this intention." You explain rapidly, worried that he thinks that you expect him to give the other to you purely because you had purchased the matching pair.
"I asked for it with this intention." He admits eyes focused on the chain he ties around your wrist. "Why do you think I asked you to get me matching bracelets if not to share with you?"
"I don't know. I've bought you stuff to match with the guys before."
"Mm, true," He agrees and looks up at you though his fingers remain on your wrist tenderly. "But I wanted these for us; something I can wear every day and have a reminder of you, so I can look down and feel better because I'll be thinking of you."
"Gyuโ€ฆ" You breathe out. His words hold a lot more weight than anything the pair of you dare to utter to one another; like he has finally reached out and caught onto that thing between you and now he is offering you the chance to reach back out. But you don't know what to say, how to reach out without risking the weight of his words not being what you hope.
He stares at you for a moment, lip between his teeth as he chews on it a little with nerves filling his chest. He's already said it, there isn't any going back now. So he decides that if he can't go back, he should keep going forward and take that leap that he truly hopes with everything in him will end in your open arms. "You said whatever I want, right?" He recalls. It takes you a second to understand what exactly he means but then you nod. "Well, I have something that I've wanted for a really long time, something only you can give me. But I don't want you to give it to me just because I asked and it's my birthday. Okay?"
"Uh, okay?" You reply, confused yet very hopeful that whatever his request is, it will be enough that if you reach out, your hand will find his own doing the same. "What is it?"
"Will you kiss me?" Your eyebrows lift in surprise as your heart races in your chest. "And notโ€ฆnot just because kissing is nice and you haven't kissed anyone in a while so you're happy to kiss for that reason." You don't even care that he has bluntly mentioned your lack of any kind of action in the past months. "But because you want to kiss me and not because I'm one of your closest friends or just for a sexual thing but because you like me and want me the way that I want you."
Your voice is barely a whisper when you respond. "And how do you want me?"
"By my side from now until forever as mine, and me as yours entirely."
"Really?" Your voice is choked and there are tears in your eyes from his sincere words.
Mingyu's own eyes look as if they are gathering tears too. Though his aren't wet just because of the rapidly growing cloud of something between you with his hands deep inside as he tries to direct it to your own touch. He's fucking petrified that he is ruining everything between you yet he hadn't been able to stop talking and let his truth flow free. He will never forgive himself if his honesty pushes you away; he'd rather have you as nothing more than a friend than not at all, so long as you're still such a big part of his life.
"Yeah, I-I'm kind of really in love with you," He admits with a weak chuckle. He tries to lighten the mood with a smile but it's much too shaky to do the job.
Luckily though, you don't notice, you're already darting forward to lean over the table and kiss him utterly overwhelmed by his confession and the swell of your heart to have the mentality to voice anything in response. You hope your lips against his will suffice until you have your full faculties back.
For a handful of seconds, Mingyu remains frozen solid in his seat, eyes wide on your own closed ones closer to his face than you have ever been before. He had hoped you'd react positively, but he hadn't dared to expect it. The hope itself had seemed like a dream. So it takes him a few seconds to fully register that you have just fucking kissed him despite all he said. You two have such a solid mutual respect for one another that he knows that you will never play with his emotions in any way. It's that mental reminder that has him jerking back to reality. His hands fly up to cup your face as his eyes close and he finally kisses you back with a soft groan.
Considering that the kiss had been rather one-sided for its start, it isn't a sweet kiss by any means. It's passionate from the first second that his lips press back against yours; both of you are full of so much emotion for one another for so long that it's being released all at once.
You hadn't intended to get carried away in the way Mingyu's tongue caresses your own or how he regularly lets out little low sounds from the back of his throat to show how pleased he is by the way that your mouths move with this same pure need for one another, but you do.
Only when you find yourself on his lap, table edge pressing into your lower back and his erection grinding up between your spread legs, do you actually recall that you hadn't meant to do more than just kiss the man until you gain your mental clarity back. Not that you do gain your mental clarity back but you've both pulled apart to desperately refill your lungs even without stopping your hips moving against each other.
"Gyu," You manage, holding his face firmly and looking into his heavy gaze. He licks his lips but doesn't respond verbally. He's at least staring at you intently enough that you know he will hear you even over the lust thick in his veins. "I'm in love with you too."
All at once, Mingyu falls still and blinks at you in dumb surprise. He hadn't expected you to say as much; even if you do feel the same way, he thought your return confession would come later. You know, after he's fucked you until you can't walk without thinking of his cock every single step. "You are?" He asks, not because he thinks you'd lie, but just because his blood is not circulating around his brain enough for him to have the ability to decipher if it's just a horny hallucination fuelled by his own love for you.
"Yeah, have been for a while."
"Oh." Another few empty blinks at you before he beams and wraps his arms around you in a tight embrace. "I love you so so so so so much, sweetheart. You'll be mine, right?" He leans back to look at you with big eyes full of love and a hint of pleading.
"Yeah, yeah, of course." You agree, beaming right back at him with your arms around his neck. "For as long as you want me."
"How does forever sound?" Mingyu offers with a cheeky smile.
You take a moment to just admire him, admire the man who owns your entire heart and soul. "I'm not sure it's long enough." You will happily dedicate an eternity to loving Kim Mingyu but even then, you aren't sure that it's long enough in comparison to the devotion he deserves.
"But it's a start."
"It's a start." You agree with a single nod. He smiles adoringly at you then lifts one hand from around you to cup your cheek tenderly and leads you into a kiss. This one isn't like the other, there's no lust in this, even if it still burns in your very blood and clearly in his too based on the bulge still pressing against you. All the kiss contains is pure unfiltered love, and you hope to have many more like it in your future together. And you're positive that it is going to be a long and happy future.
The longer the kiss goes on, the more the lust trickles back in. Soon enough, you're grinding against each other looking for friction and to feel one another closer.
"Baby," Mingyu pants out, gripping your hips tight to force you to a stop. You pout at him confused and rather offended. "There's something else I want. For my birthday."
"If it's to fuck me, you have my very enthusiastic consent." You reply immediately and try to move back in to reunite your lips but he holds you still making you whine. "Gyu,"
"No, it's not. Well, I mean I do want to fuck you, a lot but that's not what's on my mind right now." You pointedly look down at the borderline obscene bulge in his jeans then back up at him. He giggles a little, kind of shy and very out of place but so fucking cute that you can't help but smile in return.
"Okay, what do you want, birthday boy?" You coo, brushing your fingers through his hair.
"To eat you out." You raise an eyebrow at him. You thought he'd ask for a blow job if anything, not for him to go down on you. Not that you're against that at all. "Can I?"
"Mm, sure, baby, whatever you want." You agree. He grins then abruptly hoists you up onto the table making you yelp in alarm at being manhandled out of the blue. Once again, not that you're against that at all.
"I've wanted to get my mouth on you for so long," He admits breathlessly as he watches his hands smooth up your spread thighs in front of him. "Thought about how you'd taste, dreamed about it." He slowly pushes the skirt of your dress up and up and up until it's bunched at the crease between your thighs and hips.
You watch him stare at the seat of your panties for a moment, his fingers pressing into your thighs and mouth open. "For someone who's wanted this for so long, you're taking your time getting to it, baby." You tease, tapping his chin causing him to snap his mouth shut embarrassedly while flicking his eyes up to you.
"Shut up, I'm overwhelmed," He mumbles, tilting his head towards your hand so that you cup his cheek. Your thumb brushes over his lips so he presses a kiss to it without thought.
"Overwhelmed in a good way?"
"The best way," Mingyu confirms, nodding in your hold. "I just found out that you love me and now I get to touch and taste you. It's a lot, I'm not sure I've even absorbed that you love me yet."
"Will it help if I say it again?" You tease, leaning down towards his face. He straightens as you lower as if drawn to you without him even needing to consciously move his body. You have only just come together but already, it's so natural to you both.
"Only one way to find out."
Instead of saying the words, you press your lips to his. You kiss him softly, slowly in a way that makes his breath hitch and his fingers tremble a little against your skin. With just a hint of sweetness. "I love you, Mingyu, more than I can put into words."
"I can't either." He agrees and brushes his nose against yours softly before pressing a flutter of a kiss to your cheek, and then another a little lower. "I'm not good with words," Another kiss below the last. "I never have been," He continues to speak in between creating a trail of his lips over your jaw and down onto your neck, trying his utmost to carve a path of his love into your skin in hopes of it reaching your very centre and finding a home there. "And I'll spend my whole fucking life trying to find them for you." His lips are at your collarbones by now with little flashes of his tongue to taste every inch of you he can. It sends your stomach both fluttering and burning. "But for now, let me try and show you instead." He pulls his mouth from you to stand up and hover over you with both of his hands finding your face to direct your gaze up into his own.
You nod a little in agreement. "Show me, Gyu." You encourage on a whisper before his lips are back on yours, tongue sliding into your mouth as he encourages you to lay back against the tabletop without once breaking the kiss.
And then in true Mingyu fashion, once you are flat against the wood and he reaches up to prop himself up over you, he knocks over the vase of flowers.
He shrieks and flails to try and catch them but the vase topples over, spilling water out over the wood and thanks to his failed correction, in your direction. You just stare dumbly at him. It all happened so fast. One second you're making out with your boyfriend and the next, you're soaked and not in the ideal area. Luckily, it actually isn't an awful lot of water but having it over half of your face and chest really is not enjoyable in any way.
"Ohmygod, I am so sorry, baby," Mingyu rushes out when he looks at you instead of the mess of stems and petals over the table amongst the water. "I didn't mean to get you wet!" You raise an eyebrow with a suggestive grin. Instantly, his worry goes and he laughs. "This is the wrong kind of wet." He muses and plonks the vase down so that he can wrap his arms around you and pull you upright against his chest. "Will you be upset if I ignore the flowers you bought me to take you to bed and make you wet in the other way?" He wiggles his eyebrows.
"I think I'd be more upset if you focused on the flowers."
"Good." Mingyu lowers just enough to get your thighs up around his waist and his hands under them securely before lifting. "Always wanted to pick you up." He admits off-handedly as he traipses through the apartment.
"Why?"
"Becauseโ€ฆyou let Seungcheol do it that time but no one else." He pouts and you giggle, absently playing with the hair at his nape where your fingers lay comfortably. "Don't laugh at me." He whines. The slap of his palm against the underside of your thigh isn't hard and doesn't hurt at all but the point gets through. Even if it is entirely contradictory behaviour to his sulking.
"Yes sir," You reply, a tease but your voice is serious. The only sign of the playful response is in the way your eyes sparkle on him. He gives you an unimpressed look but quickly breaks and smiles. Though seconds later, the smile turns into a smirk and he tosses you onto his bed.
"You look good in my bed." He grins, eyes darkening as they roam you from where he stands at the side of the bed with his hands on his hips.
"Look better with you on top of me, come on." You settle with your head on the soft pillows and spread your legs invitingly while pulling your skirt up higher. Mingyu is between your thighs in seconds, chest flat to the mattress and face alarmingly close for the speed at which he moves. For a second, you really think that he's going to collide with you; although you have wanted Mingyu's mouth on for a long time, that would certainly not be how you fantasised. "Ohmygod, I thought you were going to faceplant my vagina for a second." You admit in a relieved exhale. He snorts a laugh then shuffles a little closer so that he can press a kiss at the crease of your inner right thigh over the edge of your panties.
There aren't any further words exchanged between you, just a moment of heated eye contact before Mingyu adjusts his position and pulls the seat of your panties to expose you to him. He takes a few seconds to burn this image of you all slick and bare for him in his mind; something for him to look back on when he misses you.
Because he knows he will. He missed you before he even had you and now? Good luck ever going a day without him whining for you in some way.
You let him look even if it makes you blush and squirm a little, half shy, half aroused at the intensity of his burning gaze locked between your spread thighs. He isn't even holding your legs open, just resting his left hand on your inner thigh without any pressure while his right keeps your panties aside. If he was anyone else, your thighs would've closed already but this is Mingyu, the man you hope to spend a lifetime with, so you figure you shouldn't be shy with him. He'll see it all eventually anyway.
Just before you can change your mind and try to encourage him either verbally or by reaching out and pulling him in, he leans down and licks a broad stripe over you, pulling your wetness onto his tongue and making you inhale sharply at the sudden wet touch. He groans deeply and his eyes almost roll back as he sucks the flavour off of you from his own tongue to swallow down. And then he's back, diving right down with his left hand moving to use his thumb to hold you open and give him easier access to lap at the arousal trickling from your hole.
He doesn't really give you any chance to think, just grip the sheets below you with your mouth open and eyes shut while he devours you with more enthusiasm than you could've ever expected. If you didn't think it before, you certainly do now; Kim Mingyu is the personification of your wettest dreams. The way his tongue travels over your folds hungrily, lips joining to suck and kiss wherever his heart desires, is so fucking sinful in the best of ways. You think he may very well suck your soul out of your clit at this rate and you'll thank him for it.
"Gyu," You finally manage to make a sound beside the whimpers and moans he skillfully pulls from your throat in a way nobody could, not even yourself and you truly thought you knew your body through and through by this point. But boy were you wrong. And for the first time, you're very fucking happy to be proven incorrect.
And apparently, calling his name out of the blue is not a smart move because he immediately leans up to look at you with wide eyes of concern. "Yeah, baby? You okay?"
"Don't fucking stop!" You wail in complaint, reaching out to knot your fingers into his hair and force him back down. Though he's more than willing to get his mouth back on your dripping pussy and lowers easily under your hands with a pleased groan. "Don't stop," You repeat on an exhale, watching him devour you as if it's his sole reason for existing. You wish you could watch him for longer but your neck quickly starts to hurt from the awkward angle so you flop back down and let your eyes close again.
Mingyu glances up at you for a second then also closes his own eyes with a self-satisfied smirk. He has imagined this so many times before; how you'd taste on his tongue, how you'd feel against his lips, but nothing he imagined can hold a candle to the haven he's discovered between your thighs. He knows he could happily spend all day with his head between your thighs and his tongue buried in your pussy. He wonders if you'd let him. Not right now, he thinks that would be too much for your first day together but in the future. Tomorrow? Yeah, he'll ask to do it tomorrow, you can both call in sick to work as far as he's concerned.
Honestly, Mingyu is too lost in his own actions to register the way your legs are pulling in either side of his head and your moans changing in pitch and frequency. He only notices when suddenly he has a thigh pressed to either side of his head and you're pressing down against him with a call of his name. His eyes fly open to watch you arch off of the bed as your orgasm shocks through your body. He doesn't mean to groan lowly where his lips are wrapped around your clit but he does and the vibration is too much when you're barely through your climax so you scramble to push his head away. "Sorry, sorry," He pants out, crawling up the bed to hover over you while you slump down, eyes closed and chest heaving. He lowers onto his elbows on either side of you to kiss your neck softly while he waits for you to catch your breath back. He isn't expecting anything more than this and would be happy if you wanted to just leave it here for today, but he's sure as shit hoping you'll let him put his cock in you even for a moment. At this point, he's sure it won't take more than just a moment or two for him to cum anyway, his dick is throbbing in his boxers, pressing against his jeans in a way that he's only now realising is actually a little painful.
The second your breath is back, you tug him up to lock your lips together. His are a little damp and sticky still but you find you don't mind tasting yourself when it's on Mingyu's tongue.
You don't wait long at all before reaching down for the hem of his t-shirt to pull it up. He leans back to give you a questioning look, more to make sure you're certain than anything else. You continue to pull it up so he maneuvers to allow you to remove it from his body.
"You're insane, you know?" You murmur out awed as you take in his defined torso. For the first time, you can touch him to your heart's content so you run your palms over his newly exposed skin, memorising the warmth, the dips and ridges of him.
"What?" He laughs confusedly, looking between your bodies and taking in how your hands look against him, how your skin tone compliments his own perfectly. Like you were made to complement each other. For each other. As he looks up at you and observes the reverence on your beautiful features, he thinks perhaps you were. It's that thought that has him lowering back to your lips again before you can even answer his question. He has the sudden urge to love you in every way he possibly can; not that he never does, but right now it's less of the usual consistent buzz and more like a heated thrumming right under the surface of his skin.
You let out a little surprised 'mmh' against his lips yet don't hesitate to kiss him back. Your hands first lift to hold his face but then they move back down, over his pecs and abs all the way to the waistband of his jeans where you tuck your fingers underneath in a silent request. He groans a little and presses against your hand in wordless consent so you quickly open the button and pull down the zipper so that you can snake a hand underneath and palm at him over his boxers.
Mingyu immediately pulls out of the kiss with a hiss and a low curse. "Baby, I'll cum if you touch me." He warns, locking pleading eyes on you. You can't quite tell what he's pleading for though. Not when his words say one thing and his hips rolling against your palm tells you another.
"Isn't that kind of the point?" You muse, lifting a teasing eyebrow.
"I don't want to," He pouts. Without hesitation, you pull your hands away and hold them to yourself. "No, I didn't mean to stop." He whines.
"What the fuck, Mingyu?" You complain, pinching his nipple making him yelp and squirm away a little but only for a second as he returns right back. Always drawn to you and unable to hide it anymore, he doesn't want to hide it anymore. Wants the world to know if at all possible.
"I mean I don't want to cum like that." He explains, soothing your displeasure with a few sweet kisses to your forehead and temple. "I really want to be inside you."
"Oh," Your expression swiftly shifts into understanding and then delight. "I really want you inside me too, Gyu."
"Yeah?" It's kind of comical the way his eyes light up in pure excitement. More like he has been offered his favourite food, not to fuck you. Well, considering the enthusiasm with which he ate you out earlier though, you may very well be his new favourite thing to eat.
"Yeah, so get naked." You confirm with a giggle that only grows when he scrambles off of the bed to shed his clothes. He stumbles multiple times in his haste and honestly, you're too fucking endeared and in love with this giant clumsy idiot to do anything but sit and watch him with a stupid grin on your face.
He only notices that you have not done anything but sit upright when he turns to climb back on the bed entirely naked and spots you watching him. "You're not naked." He comments, a fresh pout pursing his lips.
"I got distracted watching the man I'm in love with," You explain smoothly. Mingyu's cheek flushes as he smiles at your words, his heart swelling with his own love in his chest. He's not sure he'll ever get used to hearing you admit to your love for him. He doesn't think he wants to get used to it.
He climbs up onto the bed further and reaches out to the hem of your skirt. You get up onto your knees in front of him and lift your arms. He presses a soft kiss to your forehead before removing the dress from your body to toss it to the floor carelessly. Later he will worry about the creases in it from being on the floor, but right now he can't think about anything but you.
"You're so beautiful." He exhales heavily as he roams his gaze over your bra and panty-clad body. You're glad you wore one of your nice matching sets today, you think he deserves to see your nice lingerie for your first time together at least.
"So're you." You reach around your back to unlatch your bra. Mingyu's eyes widen in interest for a second then he moves in and pulls the straps from your shoulders so that he can also discard that piece of clothing, leaving you in your damp, slightly stretched-out panties. "How do you want me?" You ask as you hook your thumbs in the waistband, but Mingyu bats your hands away gently so that he can have the honour of stripping you naked.
"On your back." He murmurs as he works the material down your thighs.
"Don't want me to ride you?" You offer, his eyes snap up to you and he goes very quiet and still for a few seconds as the mental image of you bouncing on his cock assaults his mind. And then he's shaking it away with a physical shake of his head and nudging you down to your earlier position so that he can remove the last item keeping you from being as bare as him.
"Not right now, I'll cum too fast." He admits, settling between your thighs on his knees and just looking at you with his hands on your inner thighs just above your knees. "Might cum too fast anyway." He confesses in a mumble making you choke out a laugh at his abrupt confession. "Will you break up with me if I cum as soon as I feel your pussy on my cock?" He asks, looking genuinely worried at the thought and like he seriously wants an answer.
So you take a breath so that you don't laugh again and shake your head a little. "No, Gyu, I won't break up with you if that happens."
"Promise?"
"I promise." You assure, squeezing his hands a little. His left moves up to grab yours in return and lace your fingers together on your thigh.
"Okay," He relaxes as he accepts your words as truth then looks down to focus on his right hand as it moves from your thigh and to between your legs. "I should've stretched you earlier when I had my mouth on you." He realises, prodding at your entrance with his lips slightly protruding in concentration and a little regret at his lack of forethought destroying his plans of sliding into your pussy any second.
"Do you want me to do it?" You offer. Two of his fingers slide into you in answer making your breath catch but then you laugh a little at his reaction.
"No, nobody touches this pussy except me." He argues firmly, already working to move his fingers within you, in and out while scissoring them with his only goal to stretch you enough to comfortably fit his thick cock inside.
"I-I can't even t-touch my own body now?" You ask, amused but his fingers in you feel too good for you to actually put any emotion into your voice. You vaguely hope he doesn't take it the wrong way and does understand that you're trying to joke with him, but mostly you don't care how he takes it so long as he keeps stretching you out in that way. It's a rushed job, you know that, you can tell that he obviously only wants one thing right now and this isn't for giving you any pleasure, but it still is. Maybe it's the way he's being a little rough about it without actually being rough, he's giving you the chance to adjust to his fingers but he's already adding a third and jabbing them into you sooner than you would yourself.
"Not like this," Mingyu answers, eyes still on his task between your thighs, though now he's seeing the way you're leaking even more and he's sort of clicking back into the fact that he should consciously be making this good for you. Though the slick sounds mixed with your laboured breathing and intermittent soft moans tell him that he doesn't really need to try to make this good for you. But next time, next time he'll make you cum until the sheets are soaked down to the mattress before he puts his cock in you. "Are you on birth control?" The question feels entirely out of the blue so you can't be blamed for not answering and just blinking at him for a second. He slows his hand to a stop and lifts his head when you don't answer. "I really want to cum in you." He explains.
"Oh, uh, no. I kept forgetting to take it." You answer and feel genuinely bad when his expression falls. He looks kind of heartbroken. "I plan to get something else soon though, so in the future you can."
"Okay," He smiles agreeably then removes his fingers from you to reach over to his bedside table, open it and rummage inside to find a condom.
"You'd have more luck if you let go of my hand." You muse watching him struggle to open the foil packet with one hand, the corner of it carefully held between his front teeth.
"No," He refuses around closed teeth. There's a victorious sound from him when the foil rips open. He spits out the ripped piece of the packet to the side and you watch the corner flutter away knowing he will be annoyed at himself for littering his floor later. "Uhm," His lost mutter draws your attention back to him. He's kneeling there, the tip of the condom pinched between his fingers as he stares between it and his erection. Clearly, he did not think this through.
You huff a soft almost silent laugh before you sit up and move his hand to his dick so that he can hold the condom and allow you to roll it down his length. He bites his lip and tries to not let your touch get to him.
"Teamwork," Mingyu giggles when you lean back and look up at him. "We make a good team, right, baby?"
"Mm, the best," You confirm, tugging him down by the back of his neck to connect your lips. Mingyu's free hand brushes appreciately over your arm before he starts to lean forward, urging you back slowly until you're against the mattress and he's over you with his right arm holding him up, his left hand still locked with yours but now it's by your side.
You can feel his erection against you, the latex sliding against your thigh until you lift your legs to nudge him over a little by his hips. He presses down, gliding his cock over your folds and catching on your clit. He can't really get the position right like this though, not to slide into you. Mingyu lifts your connected hands up to the pillow beside your head so that he can move his weight over to his left elbow and get his right hand between your bodies. He grasps his erection loosely, just enough of a grip to line himself up with your dripping hole.
"Ready?" He breathes out after leaning up enough to look down into your eyes. You nod without hesitation so he pushes in. He's only an inch into you and he's already convinced that your pussy is the greatest pussy that has ever or shall ever exist.
As Mingyu gradually feeds his thick length into you, you have the honour of watching his face contort beautifully in pained pleasure. He's trembling and his gaze is unfocused even as he stares back down at you with his mouth dropped open wide without a single sound coming out. You're not even sure he's breathing, and honestly, you're not sure you are either.
The stretch of his cock against your walls is utterly mind-numbing. You've had your fair share of sexual partners in the past and plenty of sex toys to keep yourself happy otherwise, but nothing, absolutely nothing has ever felt the way Mingyu feels tucked up snug inside of you. You're not sure if it's because his cock is just that good, big in all the right ways without being too big, or if it's just that you're in so fucking deep with this man that anything he does feels ridiculously good. You're leaning towards the latter, though you are pretty certain that he has the most perfect cock to have ever graced this earth, if not the universe.
When Mingyu's hips finally press up against you signalling that he is fully sheathed within you, you're half certain that you can feel him in your stomach and absently press down with your left hand just to test that theory. You can't feel him, but you can imagine it all the same and wrap your arm back around his neck loosely.
"You okay?" You whisper when he remains that way, eyes still unfocused on your face and both hands on either side of your head where his right is gripping the pillow with everything in him.
"No," He chokes out, finally blinking alert. "Feel so good," He slurs. "Don't wanna cum yet, wanna stay in you forever."
"You don't have to pull out right away." You soothe your hand over the back of his neck, fingers digging into the muscles a little in an attempt to calm your overwhelmed boyfriend. "And I don't have any plans today so we can spend as long as you want in bed and you can fuck me again later when you're ready."
"Really?" He perks up a little. "N-no plans?"
"No, baby, I wanted to be available for whatever you want to do today. Granted, I thought it might be a drive or trip somewhere, not sex."
"Would you rather the trip?" He teases with a little smirk as he slowly pulls his hips back, dragging his cock along your walls that try to keep him in place. His smirk wavers.
"No. Fuck me." You reply knowing he really can't hold out anymore. You really don't want him to either. He nods and thrusts back into you.
You expect him to move fast and frantic, to chase the pleasure he has been dancing along the precipice of for a while now. Yet Mingyu fucks you slowly, rolling his hips deep into you and then all the way out until his tip is barely in you before sliding back in. He fucks you like he's got something to prove. It reminds you of his earlier words, that he wants to show you what he doesn't yet have the words to say.
"I love you," You blurt, suddenly overcome with the urge to say it.
Mingyu stills for a second then surges down to kiss you passionately, spilling his response into your mouth wordlessly as his hips return to work. Now though, he barely pulls out before fucking back into you. It's more of a grind than anything, his body pressed close enough that his pubic bone is applying pressure to your clit in a way that is shattering you from your mind to your lower stomach.
Very quickly, the pleasure is too much for either of you to make your lips work further so Mingyu leans up, propping himself up on his right elbow on the pillow, his fingers threading into your hair to hold you as his body continues to make your body burn brighter with every passing second. His forehead presses to yours for a few seconds before he lifts his head and looks to his left. You look over too, wondering what could draw his attention right now when he's fucking you like no one ever has before.
At first, you don't understand at all, all you can see in his line of sight is your hands. Which is nice, sure, the sight of your fingers locked together as he shows you how much he loves you with his cock buried deep within you and grinding against more sensitive spots than you ever knew you had before, though you don't understand his laser focus. But then you find the matching silver chains on your wrists, the hearts almost pressed together with the angle you were holding each other and you understand.
Those bracelets were always supposed to be a sign of love for him, even if you didn't know it. He had asked you to pick out bracelets for you to wear together so that he could always have a piece of you with him and you a piece of him. You had exchanged hearts, metaphorically and quite literally now with the physical representations tied securely around your wrists.
Something about that very thought sends you tumbling into an intense orgasm without you realising it's going to happen until the blinding pleasure is washing over you. Your hands both grip Mingyu, one in his hand and the other around his back and drawing red lines into his shoulder blade. You're not even aware of it, of how you call his name and clamp down around his cock as you gush over it, promptly sending him spiralling into his own mind-numbing orgasm.
It's minutes before either of you return back to earth.
You're back first, blinking away the tears that you hadn't realised had formed until now. Mingyu is pressing up against your chest with his head on your shoulder and the only movement of his body is his back as his breathing starts to even out. It hits you that you missed his orgasm; you had always wanted to know what he looks like during such intense pleasure, but you missed it thanks to your own. You frown a little though a quick glance at your still connected hands reminds you that you are his and he is yours, therefore, this will not be your only chance to see his handsome features contort with pleasure.
"I love you but I also love breathing." You point out after a few minutes of tracing patterns on his back with your left hand. At first, his weight on you hadn't been too much but it seems that your gentle trails on his sweat-sticky skin have made him relax a little too much and let his muscle-thick frame lay heavier on you.
"Mmm, can we still cuddle?" He requests, making no attempt to get up though he does do his best to lean more onto his right elbow again even without lifting up from your shoulder.
"Of course." Though he still doesn't get off of you. "Are you going to move, Gyu?"
"But then I won't be in you," You can hear the pout in his slightly muffled voice, even if you can't see it. "You're all warm, s'nice."
"So you'd rather cockwarm than let me breathe easily?"
He hesitates then giggles when you tug on his ear with an offended gasp. "I'm joking, I'm joking!" He leans up entirely onto his elbow, freeing your torso from him. "I will always pick your health."
"I should hope so." He scrunches his nose at you playfully. You return it without hesitation.
Although he hadn't wanted to get up initially, Mingyu goes to the effort once off of you to go all the way to the bathroom, once he has disposed of the soiled condom, where he fetches a warm damp cloth and a dry towel to clean you up first, then himself. You expect him to return to your side but he saunters off again, allowing you to once again marvel at his exposed ass as he walks away, and returns with a couple of water bottles and an armful of snacks.
The water makes sense, you think, but the mass of snack packets is a little questioning so you raise an eyebrow at him while you shuffle to sit up against the headboard and accept one of the bottles. "What?" He innocently replies, putting the other bottle down on the side table to free his hand and allow him to set up the various snacks there too. "You said we can spend as long as I want in bed, I just want to be prepared, sweetheart."
And well, you can't really argue with that, nor his cheeky endearing smile so you just laugh softly and hand over the open bottle to let him swallow down some of the cool liquid himself before he climbs up onto the bed and wraps his arms around your body to hold you in the way you had both wanted for so long.
Later, when you both have your energy back and Mingyu is no longer constantly on the verge of cumming too soon, he presses you back down against his bed all over again so that he can see every expression on your face as he takes you apart piece by piece just to see how you work at your very core. He learns all of your curves and edges so attentively and allows you to learn his in return.
By the time you're once again laid side by side much later, tucked up in each other's arms tired yet sated, you're certain that somewhere along the way, your pieces got mixed up and Mingyu found himself a permanent home in your chest. He had taken a piece of you for his own and given you a matching piece of him in return.
You can't see it, but it feels an awful lot like his heart. Silently, with nothing more than a soft kiss on his shoulder, you vow to him that you will spend your life protecting it with everything in you. And you're confident that he will do the same with yours as his lips press to your head in return.
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A/N- don't forget to reblog if you enjoyed the story; it involved multiple moments where I almost quit so the show of support would mean a lot and motivate me to write more! & let me know what you think, that'd be grand too pls. I literally haven't written smut in years tho so be gentle on me I am babie <3
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The first of 4 bouncy themed pairings, that Tumblr helped me decide that I should write first!
I was expecting this to be a quick lil one-shot, and it's now over 4,000 words and half of it is smut. Oops, sorry not sorry.
This was not meant to be smut, but it is now. This is my first Ateez smut, so please be nice, I usually write wlw smut, not fxm smut
This is a fem!reader x HwaSang, so other than saying the reader has fem body parts, I don't get into much detail.
MINORS DNI - If you are a minor and/or don't have your age indicated in your bio, I will block you if you interact with this fic
word count: 4.6k warnings: SMUT MDNI, implied assault, implied past attempted sexual assault, creepy men, reader gets called names and also terms of endearment (whore, Bunny, sweetheart, baby), reader getting touched unconsensually but like to her face, not anywhere else, violence, mentions of blood and injuries. smut warnings: blowjobs, face-fucking, knife play technically, there's a knife involved but like it never touches skin, Hwa kinda being a little bit of a mean dom, use of the word cunt, unprotected sex (Use protection please!), a bit of degradation and dumbification, breeding kink, mommy!Seonghwa, I think that's everything? Please tell me if I'm wrong and need to add something!
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Y/n was wandering the streets of Sector One, which she knew better than to do, especially this late at night. Who knew who or what was lurking in the shadows, but honestly, she had no choice but to be walking home this late. She didnโ€™t get off until well after conventional working hours had ended, but a job was a job, she couldnโ€™t complain as long as it kept food on the table.ย 
It wasnโ€™t exactly bustling out on the streets, she had seen maybe a couple of others on her long walk home. And maybe a motorcycle or two as well, but the streets were pretty deserted as the clock ticked closer to midnight. She usually was pretty safe on her walk home, thereโ€™s only been a couple incidents in the months sheโ€™s started walking home like this, but it was enough for her to arm herself with a knife. She hasnโ€™t had to use it so far, but on this side of town, you never knew who could be waiting around for someone like her to walk by.
Just as she passed by an alleyway, the one right before her little shortcut home, she saw a shadow move, and this made her hurry along, not wanting to get caught up in something she shouldnโ€™t. She glanced behind her, seeing a man following her slowly, but very determined to get her, it seemed. She heard the manโ€™s footsteps speed up, and just as she reached her shortcut home, she heard him start running. She pushed herself, running down the alleyway not looking behind her to see how far away her pursuer was, not wanting to take the chance that it would let him catch up with her.
Unfortunately or maybe fortunately for her, she hadnโ€™t really decided yet, she ran smack dab into some sort of meet up. Stopping herself before she could run right into this group of people, she tripped and fell onto the ground a couple feet away from the group of men. She left out a gasp as the fall pushed the air out of her lungs, and she was slightly struggling to get her breath back.
This caused the men to look at her, before looking up at the man who was chasing her. Who, upon seeing the group of men in front of him, simply ran back the way he came. Though, he didnโ€™t get far as a yell was heard before another group came out of the alleyway. The men in front of y/n looked bored at the appearance of this other group.
โ€œThis one part of your crew?โ€ The leader asked, as one of the others pushed the man down in front of them, his head hitting the pavement with a thwack, and he didnโ€™t get back up.
โ€œWhat are you doing here, Namjoon?โ€ Y/n heard one of the men behind her call out, as she slowly tried to get up.
โ€œDo I have to inform you of our every movement, Yeosang?โ€ She heard the man, who she presumed to be Namjoon, reply.ย 
โ€œYou know better than to show up around here.โ€ Was all she heard the other man reply with. She saw boots walk past her, and a long black coat one of them was wearing. She figured sheโ€™d be safe to stand up, but her movements caught the eyes of everyone.
โ€œShe one of your whores? Hmm?โ€ One of the other men from Namjoonโ€™s group asked, leering at her.
She took a step backwards, away from all of them, only to be stopped as one of the men from Yeosangโ€™s group grabbed her by the arm. She was pulled to the front, as she struggled to get away, not wanting to be a part of any of this.
โ€œLet me go!โ€ She shouted.
โ€œOh I guess she isnโ€™t. Well at least not yet, hm?โ€ The same creepy man surmised. โ€œCan I have her then? If you donโ€™t want her.โ€ He asked.
The man moved to reach out for her, not waiting for an answer, and she recoiled as he came close, flinching as his hand cupped her cheek.
โ€œYouโ€™d be so fun to play with. So pretty now, youโ€™d be even pretty covered in other things, yeah? Iโ€™m sure a pretty girl like you would enjoy it.โ€ He said, the perverted fucker sounded almost gleeful.
That was until he pulled back, hissing at the cut on his hand. One of the men, who wore that long coat you saw, had a knife that he was cleaning off.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t touch her.โ€ He said, glaring at the man.
Namjoon interrupted before anything else could be said. โ€œJimin, come back here.โ€ He told the creepy dude, who just glared at Yeosang before walking back to the men. Returning to his spot, he just stared directly at y/n, not taking his eyes off of her.
โ€œCanโ€™t keep your men under control?โ€ Yeosang taunted Namjoon.
โ€œYouโ€™re really itching for a fight tonight, arenโ€™t you? Watch your fucking back, Kang Yeosang.โ€ The other man said, before walking away, and his crew followed him, but not before Jimin winked back at her, making her shiver in disgust.
โ€œAre you okay?โ€ Yeosang turned to ask her, once the other men had left.
โ€œWhatโ€™s it to you?โ€ Y/n questioned, just wanting to get out of here.
โ€œIโ€™m asking out of concern. You may have stumbled upon us, but weโ€™re the ones who brought you into that whole mess.โ€ He said to her, being as open as possible.ย 
Y/n huffed, โ€œIโ€™m fine, besides the odd injury or two.โ€ She told him, not looking him in the eyes.
โ€œCome on, Iโ€™ll take you to get your injuries looked at.โ€ He told her, grabbing onto her hand and pulling her behind him as he walked.
โ€œWhy should I go anywhere with you?โ€ She asked him.
โ€œBecause if you walked out of here by yourself, youโ€™d be lucky if you didnโ€™t get caught by Jimin, or one of his friends. Namjoon doesnโ€™t care what they do, as long as it doesnโ€™t bring attention to them. Youโ€™d be kidnapped off the streets, and never see the light of day. So really, Iโ€™m doing you a favor.โ€ Yeosang told her, turning around so she could see how serious he was.
โ€œOh.โ€ She said, now feeling guilty about her hostile attitude. He was doing her a favor and keeping her out of the hands of that creep.
โ€œThank you.โ€ She said.
โ€œYouโ€™re welcome.โ€ He simply said, as he brought her up to a set of bikes.ย 
โ€œCome on, letโ€™s get you checked out.โ€ He told her, handing her his helmet, seeing as he only had one with him, not expecting a passenger.
โ€œBut donโ€™t you need one?โ€ She asked, looking at him in concern.
โ€œIโ€™ll be fine.โ€ He told her as he hopped on his bike.ย 
โ€œHop on behind me.โ€ He instructed her, and she did so carefully, after she put on the helmet. He turned around to make sure the helmet was on correctly, and smiled and nodded when it was.
โ€œWrap your arms around my waist and pull her feet up please, sweetheart.โ€ He told her, the endearment just coming out naturally, but unintentionally.
Y/n was glad she had a helmet on, so no one could see her blush. She didnโ€™t need to go getting a crush on a man who was only helping her, and who sheโ€™d likely never see again.
Once Yeosang had made sure she was holding on tight, and his men were ready to go, he started his bike and they were off. She shrieked as he sped off, not prepared for the speed or the feel of the bike in motion underneath her. She quickly got used to it, thankfully, and just watched as they passed by the many apartments and closed businesses, every so often passing by someone walking down the sidewalk.ย 
The journey to wherever he was taking her seemed to take forever, but also feeling like it passed by in only minutes. She was unsure of which one was right, but as Yeosang turned off the bike and helped her off of the bike, she noticed that they had made it to an abandoned apartment building.
โ€œYou certainly know how to creep a girl out, yeah?โ€ Y/n joked, making Yeosang laugh. God even his laugh was music to her ears.
โ€œHey, youโ€™re the one who decided to come with me. Would you have rathered the alternative?โ€ He asked, walking inside the building, as yโ€™n ran to catch up with him.
โ€œI never said that!โ€ She rebutted, following closely behind, as he walked down the hallway, before turning and opening the door of a room.
โ€œYah, Seonghwa, care to come help bandage up an injury or two?โ€ He called into the room, and a chuckle could be heard before footsteps got closer to the door. The man poked his head out of the door, looking at Yeosang before noticing y/n standing behind him.
โ€œYou seem to have picked up a lost little bunny on the way home.โ€ He commented, smirking at her.
โ€œWell, you know me, I do like picking up lost things.โ€ The shorter man joked before he got serious. โ€œShe got injured, help patch her up?โ€ He told the man.
โ€œSure, letโ€™s see what weโ€™re working with.โ€ Seonghwa said, before leading the two of them further down the hall into a makeshift infirmary. He motioned for y/n to hop up onto the bed, before looking at her injuries.
โ€œTheyโ€™re not bad, which is good news.โ€ He told her after finishing inspecting her injuries. โ€œSome neosporin and bandages will do the trick, and youโ€™ll be good as new.โ€ He told her, before moving to grab said supplies, and quickly fixed up her injuries.ย 
She sported a couple new bandages, but at least now she wouldnโ€™t have to worry about doing it herself. And no need to waste her supplies to do it either, though she was very grateful for the two men for helping her.ย 
โ€œIโ€™d take you back to wherever you live, but I donโ€™t think itโ€™s a smart idea. Jimin will be out looking for you tonight, and he has no qualms about doing something illegal or dangerous to get to you.โ€ Yeosang explained.
โ€œThen where will I go? I need to go somewhere to sleep.โ€ Y/n asked.
โ€œYou could stay here for the night.โ€ Seonghwa spoke up, to which they both turned to the older man. โ€œWhat? You said Jimin was after her, thatโ€™s more than enough reason to let her stay.โ€
โ€œHeโ€™s that bad?โ€ She questioned.
โ€œThe women he pursues aren't seen again after he gets his hands on them.โ€ Seonghwa said, not mincing his words, but not going into detail, even though it could be seen on his face that he knew more than he said.
The taller man turned to Yeosang, โ€œShe can stay in my room.โ€ He told him, before turning to her, โ€œIf youโ€™re comfortable with that.โ€ He said.
โ€œA bed is a bed, as long as you donโ€™t mind, itโ€™s fine with me.โ€ The girl told him, shrugging.
โ€œThatโ€™s fine, and it keeps her away from the others, which is better.โ€ Yeosang reasoned.
Seonghwa took her hand gently, pulling her behind him till they reached the room they got him from, and pulled her inside, leaving the door open. Yeosang watched from the doorway, not entering the room.
The room was fairly simple, but it was decorated nicely, and the bed looked comfy, which was always a plus. He let go of her hand so she could look around, moving to sit on his bed.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll share with Yeosang tonight so you can have the bed to yourself.โ€ He told her, looking up at her.
โ€œI donโ€™t want to kick you out of your bed.โ€ She said, feeling bad.
โ€œItโ€™s fine, unless you want me in bed with you?โ€ He smirked, tone telling her that he was only half joking.
โ€œI donโ€™t really care as long as I have a bed to sleep in.โ€ She said bluntly.
โ€œThen weโ€™ll share the bed tonight then.โ€ Seonghwa said, finishing off that part of the conversation.
โ€œI might have some clothes you can wear to bed, so youโ€™re not stuck in what you have on now.โ€ Yeosang piped up, before leaving to grab some.
โ€œSo howโ€™d you meet Sangie, little bunny?โ€ Seonghwa queried.
โ€œI may have ran into him and then he helped keep me out of Jiminโ€™s hands.โ€ She confessed, going into more detail of her escapades that night.
โ€œWell, Iโ€™m glad that little Sangie helped you out of a tough situation.โ€ He said, before patting the bed next to him for her to sit. โ€œCome on, sit down. Weโ€™d best get comfy with each other, if weโ€™re going to sleep together.โ€ He said.
She blushed at his wording, mind going in the not innocent direction, and he could see it happen, smirking at her reaction.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s got you so blushy, bunny?โ€ He teased her.
โ€œNothing.โ€ She said quickly.
He reached out and pulled her close. โ€œNothing, hm? Then why is your face so flushed?โ€ He asked, a hand reaching up and cupping her cheek.
She looked away from him. โ€œItโ€™s warm in here.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not that warm, bunny. I think something else is on your mind.โ€ He further teased her, โ€œAre you thinking about us sleeping together? Donโ€™t worry bunny, I wouldnโ€™t touch you unless you wanted it.โ€
Her blush darkened, and he pulled her down onto his lap at the sight of it.
โ€œOr is that why youโ€™re so flushed? You want me to fuck you, hmm?โ€ He whispered in her ear. He saw movement from the corner of his eye and looked over to see Yeosang at the door, the manโ€™s own eyes darkening at the position y/n was in currently.
She couldnโ€™t look at the man, until a hand under her chin made her make eye contact with him.ย 
โ€œTell me bunny, what do you want?โ€ He may have phrased it as a question, but it was an order.
She gulped, knowing that the next words out of her mouth would change how things went for the night. But fuck, she gave into what her heart wanted.
โ€œWant you to fuck me, please.โ€ She said, the please coming out as a whine unlike the rest of her sentence.
โ€œLook Yeosang, it seems your little bunny is just like a bunny. She just needs a good fuck, and for someone to take control.โ€ He said, cluing y/n on the fact that Yeosang was there.
She turned her head to see Yeosang push off the wall, heading towards her with lust in his eyes.
โ€œYou need someone to take control of you, hmm? So you donโ€™t have to think?โ€ Yeosang asked her, stopping right behind her as she strained her neck to look up at him.
All she could do was nod, unable to get any words out of her mouth.
โ€œWe need words, bunny. Yes or no.โ€ Seonghwa told her.
โ€œYes. Please.โ€ She said, the last word coming out more as a plea for them to do something already.
Yeosang threw the clothes in his hand onto a chair in the room, before grabbing her hands and holding them tight, as Seonghwa tilted her head back down and leaned in to kiss her. Her eyes widened before they closed, allowing the man in front of her to take full control of the kiss. He kissed her with such force and passion, she couldnโ€™t help but squirm in his lap, only squirming further as hands landed on her hips, stopping her from moving.
She heard Yeosang whisper in her ear, โ€œSo impatient bunny. Hwaโ€™s only kissing you and youโ€™re already getting like this.โ€ย 
She moaned into Seonghwaโ€™s mouth as she felt Yeosangโ€™s hands move up from her hips to her breasts, groping them. Since her hands had been freed, she grabbed onto the shirt of the man in front of her, gripping it tightly. Once she was almost out of air, Seonghwa finally pulled away, and from the glee on his face, she must look thoroughly debauched after that.
โ€œMmm, look at you bunny, lips so pink and swollen and pretty. Wonder how pretty theyโ€™d look around one of our cocks.โ€ He remarked, lifting a hand to rub at her bottom lip, and she took it into her mouth, sucking on it.
โ€œOh, looks like our bunny has an oral fixation, huh? Iโ€™d bet youโ€™d love something to suck on then.โ€ He taunted, looking up at Yeosang, who immediately knew what he was suggesting.ย 
Y/n heard the sound of a zipper and then pants being pushed down, before Seonghwa turned her head to the side, and she was faced with Yeosangโ€™s cock in her face.ย 
โ€œWanna make me feel good, bunny?โ€ Yeosang asked, a lustful look on his face.ย 
She quickly nodded, looking up at him as she took the head into her mouth, sucking on it softly before slowly taking more of him into her mouth. She kept eye contact with him the entire time, and he smiled down at her.
โ€œSuch a good bunny for us.โ€ He told her.
Seonghwa had decided to go ahead and explore y/nโ€™s body, his hands moving underneath her top and moving up her torso until he found her tits, pulling them out of her bra and fondling them, causing her to moan around Yeosangโ€™s cock, and the manโ€™s head tilted back in pleasure.
โ€œFuck Hwa, keep doing that.โ€ Yeosang groaned.
Hwa took it one step further, grabbing a knife that he had nearby, and slicing her top open, exposing her chest, before he undid her bra leaving her totally exposing to them, a whispered โ€œfuckโ€ coming from both boys.
โ€œSo pretty, baby.โ€ Seonghwa praised her.
As Y/n finally took all of his cock into her mouth, Yeosang couldnโ€™t help himself, grabbing a hold of her hair, and keeping her there for a couple moments, moaning at the feeling of her throat around his cock. He let her pull away and once she had pulled away from his dick, she was breathing heavily, drool running down her chin and a string connecting from her mouth to the head of his cock, but she looked up at him with such need in her eyes, and he couldnโ€™t control himself anymore.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna fuck your face baby.โ€ He told her, looking down at her before shoving his cock back into her mouth.ย 
She loosened her jaw as much as she could, letting him fuck her mouth as he needed, and he often pushed in all the way to the base, feeling her gag on him when she wasnโ€™t expecting it.ย 
He felt his own release getting close, โ€œFuck. Gonna cum down your throat baby.โ€ He told her.ย 
She was struggling to concentrate on Yeosang, due to Seonghwaโ€™s mouth on her nipple and his hand playing with the other one, but she did her best to make the biker cum in her mouth, needing it. He moaned as he came, pushing all the way in, his cum spilling down her throat as she swallowed what she could. He let go of her hair, letting her pull away and chuckled at her face, she still looked so pretty even after all of that.
โ€œYou did so well for me bunny. Such a good bunny for me.โ€ He told her, running his fingers through her hair, as she looked up at him.
โ€œItโ€™s my turn now.โ€ Seonghwa interrupted their moment, wanting his chance to play with the cute little bunny on his lap.
โ€œImpatient as ever.โ€ Yeosang commented, rolling his eyes.
Seonghwa ignored the younger man, moving to push off the clothes still remaining on her top half, before lifting her off his lap and tossing her onto his bed. He moved to kneel over her, admiring her for a moment before leaning in to leave a trail of bite marks on her shoulder and neck, before trailing down to her tits. He pinched and pulled at her nipples, her moans tumbling out of her mouth one after another.
โ€œYouโ€™re so sensitive already baby, and I havenโ€™t even touched your pussy yet.โ€ He lightly mocked her, hand sliding down her torso and slipping underneath her pants and underwear, quickly finding her clit. She gasped as she felt his fingers touch her, her back arching off the bed as her eyes rolled back.
โ€œHwa, please. Need more.โ€ She begged, moaning as the man rubbed slow circles around her clit.
โ€œPatience is a virtue, bunny. Maybe if you beg enough, Iโ€™ll fuck you with my fingers, hmm?โ€ He replied to her pleas.
โ€œFuck, please. I need you, need your fingers inside me please.โ€ She begged him, tears filling her eyes.
He didnโ€™t answer her, just smirking at the girl underneath him, before pulling away from her completely, causing her to whine and beg him to touch her again. She was filled with need, all she could think about was his touch and how desperately she needed it. He had barely done anything, and she could barely think at all anymore. He moved to pull off her bottoms and panties revealing her soaked cunt, and he cooed at seeing how wet she had gotten.
โ€œLook at you, youโ€™re so wet for us, bunny.โ€ He said, continuing to smirk. He almost crawled towards her, like she was his prey that he was ready to devour. Taking a hand, he slid his fingers in between her folds a couple times, before bringing those fingers up to his mouth, moaning at the taste of her.
โ€œYou taste so good, darling, I want to devour you and make you cum on my tongue over and over again. But I donโ€™t think either of us are patient enough for that tonight. Another time.โ€ He said, staring directly into her eyes, and he moved his body in between her thighs.
He rubbed his cock up and down her pussy a couple times, before he slowly pushed into her. His pace as he slid into her was almost tortuous for y/n, and she whined and pleaded with him to go faster. He tutted at her, keeping his slow space until he bottomed out in her.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re so tight, baby. You feel like heaven around me.โ€ He praised her, before pulling almost all the way out, before slamming back in, setting a fast pace.
She couldnโ€™t think with how hard he was fucking her, any words coming out of her mouth half-formed and more like moans that have a resemblance to words. Both men chuckle at seeing how brain-dumb they had fucked the girl, but she looked gorgeous like this. Her eyes were glassy and glazed over, and she almost never stopped making noises that were music to their ears.
Yeosang watched y/n get fucked, eyes glued onto her and Seonghwa. It wasnโ€™t the first time they had shared a girl, but this may have been his favorite time theyโ€™ve done so. She was perfect for them, and he was so grateful he found her. She took them so well, and he needed more, he craved her body, the noises she made, everything about her. And he knew Seonghwa was just as enamored with her, and they wouldnโ€™t let her get away from them that easily. He slowly stroked his dick as he watched, sitting on a chair in the older manโ€™s room, smirking as he silently observed.
Seonghwa grabbed her hips, his grip tight enough to leave lasting bruises on her skin. He felt his orgasm creeping up on him, and decided to pick up the pace. Skin slapping against skin, his almost brutal pace and the slightest change in position had him hitting that spot in her cunt, making her see stars, and she made sure they knew it, screaming out Seonghwaโ€™s name as he hit it the first time.
โ€œCome on bunny, cum on my cock. I want you to cum around me as I fuck you dumb. Gonna be my dumb little bunny who needs me to breed her full of my cum.โ€ Seonghwaโ€™s words brought her closer to her release, continuing to talk as he fucked her.
โ€œGonna cum on your cock. Breed me please, mommy!โ€ Y/n babbled, feeling her orgasm rush over her as she clenched down on Seonghwaโ€™s cock, bringing the man closer to his own release. She screamed his name as he fucked her through her orgasm, the pleasure coursing through her body almost too much for her to handle.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t worry bunny, mommy will breed you like the little bunny you are.โ€ He told her, moaning as he felt his own release wash over him, filling y/n's cunt with his sperm.ย 
He leaned over her, breathing heavily as he got his breath back. He leaned down, kissing her softly before he carefully pulled out of her pussy, watching his own cum dribble out of her. He looked to Yeosang, asking the man to grab a warm cloth, and watched the man get up and head out of the room for one.ย 
โ€œBunny, are you feeling okay?โ€ He asked, looking down at the girl in concern.
She hummed a noise in the affirmative, looking up at him with glassy eyes, not fully in the present after getting the life fucked out of her.
โ€œI need words, baby.โ€ He softly reminded her.
โ€œ โ€˜m good, promise. Just got the best fuck of my life.โ€ She mumbled out, making the man above her laugh.
โ€œIโ€™m glad to get such high praise.โ€ He told her, still laughing as Yeosang returned with a couple warm cloths. โ€œIโ€™m gonna clean you up now, okay baby bunny?โ€ He told her, waiting for her to nod before he did anything.
He gently cleaned her up, washing away sweat and bodily fluids, taking time and care to make sure she was fully cleaned up. She smiled at him as he did so, grateful that he was as sweet afterwards, as he was a demon during sex.ย 
โ€œYou feeling better now that youโ€™re all cleaned up?โ€ Yeosang asked, reminding her of his presence.
โ€œIโ€™m feeling much better.โ€ She promised him, smiling up at her savior.ย 
โ€œGood. Now I think itโ€™s probably best that you sleep now. Itโ€™s late and you need it.โ€ He told her, reminding her of the time.
She nodded, already feeling a yawn bubbling up in her chest. The two men chuckled once she did yawn, and Yeosang grabbed the clothes he brought for her, as Seonghwa helped her get dressed in them. Seonghwa lent some clothes to his friend and they got dressed as well, before joining y/n in the bed, laying on either side of her.
โ€œYou guys know how to treat a girl well.โ€ She said, sleep making her words slightly slurred.
โ€œSleep now bunny.โ€ Seonghwa and Yeosang told her.ย 
With how wrecked she was after Seonghwaโ€™s turn with her, it didnโ€™t take long for her to fall asleep. The two still awake exchanged looks, silently agreeing to talk about everything in the morning, after y/n had gone on her way. Seonghwa laid an arm over her waist, as Yeosang wrapped one around her shoulder. The two men quickly fell into dreamland themselves, though neither of their dreams were in any way wholesome.
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moonjxsung ยท 4 months
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First off, I want to say thank you for all the lovely messages Iโ€™ve gotten since my last post. I have a lot of people supporting me and I donโ€™t take that for granted in the slightest. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
The truth is, I do not feel safe on this blog right now. From people demanding requests about people I donโ€™t bias/I refuse to write about, to people sharing my socials without my consent when Iโ€™ve trusted just a handful of you with them, to people sending requests that are completely against my guidelines or even straight up admitting theyโ€™re not of age to be following this blog in the first place. This is a lot I have to deal with right now and I donโ€™t feel comfortable proceeding the way I am right now. I want to detail a few reminders and set a few boundaries moving forward:
1. Please donโ€™t send me anything flirty/suggestive in my inbox if it pertains to me. It was cute and funny at first, but some of my asks right now are really graphic and it sounds like youโ€™re just using me as a device for sexual gratification instead of being flirty in a silly way. Itโ€™s disappointing that some of you had to ruin it for the adults on here who did it as a joke.
2. Please donโ€™t send me asks about anyone whoโ€™s not a member of skz. Your ask will be deleted. Iโ€™m not giving you the attention you so desperately seek.
3. I will be carefully combing through and blocking blogs without an age indicator later today. I havenโ€™t had the time to properly do so in a little while, so if you havenโ€™t already done so, please have your age in your bio or you will be blocked.
4. Queued requests will be slowing down as we head into the new year. I need to take some time for myself to find whatโ€™s going to work for this blog moving forward. Requests aside from that are closed and will be until further notice.
5. I will no longer be giving out my socials to anybody moving forward. Itโ€™s so unnerving to get a random message saying โ€œx showed me your pics and you๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝre so pretty!โ€ From somebody I didnโ€™t deliberately share my socials with. Please do not circulate any of my social handles. If we were mutuals elsewhere previously, Iโ€™ve already blocked you, and Iโ€™m sorry I had to do so.
6. Lastly- my inbox is closed, sending messages on anon is no longer available to you all and the anon list will be updated whenever I decide to return.
I want to stay on this blog and I want to continue fulfilling requests, but some of you are making it really hard for this to feel like a safe space for me. Iโ€™m not a robot who spits out work every week, Iโ€™m a human being with a job and feelings and a life outside of this. This is just a hobby and you guys make it hard for me to even just consume stray kids content when I associate it with this level of discomfort.
That being said, this blog is on a small hiatus until I feel okay to start posting again. Iโ€™m sorry to all my regular anons who these people ruined it for, Iโ€™m grateful for all of you and I promise Iโ€™ll be here to lend a kindly ear when Iโ€™m in a better place. Rest assured I have a lot to fulfill me outside of this blog and Iโ€™ll be taking care of myself so we can reunite in good spirits when the new year comes around.
I love you all of you who did curate this to be a safe space for the rest of us and Iโ€™m thinking of you very dearly. Take care
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Hello !! Am I allowed to request for maybe all of 141 (If possible with your schedule !! I undestand if its not !!) or just Price and Ghost (separate) with a reader whos a military kid so theyre kinda just used to them going away for long periods of time with deployment. Bonus points if they werent aware of reader being a military kid till they break down and confess as to how abandoned and angry they feel when they leave :,)) Fluffy Hurt/Comfort thats SFW, please :)) Thank you ^^
TF141 x Gn!Reader That Was a Military Kid
Pairings: John Price x gn!reader & Simon โ€˜Ghostโ€™ Riley x gn!reader
Word Count: 3.7k
Warnings: Angst with Comfort, SFW, reader is mean, talk of parental death, crying, reader is called: sweetheart, love, dove. Hints at depression, John and Simon are both big softies for reader, established relationships. That should be it! Let me know if I missed any <3
Things to know: Some hcโ€™s with mini fic parts. Should be Gn!reader as I tried to avoid talking about readers body or anything that could indicate anything other than gn!reader! Also POC friendly! If you notice anything that makes you feel otherwise please let me know! I never want anyone to feel excluded with/in my work โ™ก, Also a warning to anyone that decides to follow me- if you do not have your age in your bio or a pinned post I will block youโ€ฆ just a fair warning.
Notes: Thank you for requesting this anon! I loved the idea so much so I hope this does your request justice! I kinda went a little soft with the Price one because for some reason I canโ€™t stand the thought of reader being mean to that sweet man (if you want though send me another request and I can write one thatโ€™s more angst filled ๐Ÿ˜Š) although I did bring out the reader being angry in Simons. Another thing, I wrote this for Simon and not ghost but if you want I can write another one that has reader dealing with Ghost but be warned it will be angsty with lots of hurt from both parties! Sorry if the editing is bad I did try though lol and there will be more parts to this!
Tags: @homicidal-slvt (promised Iโ€™d tag you so here we are)
Price & Simon (Youโ€™re here!), Soap & Gaz, Alejandro, Rudy & Kรถnig
(I will add the links as I post each part!)
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John Price
-I feel like he may have wondered if you were a military kid since you didnโ€™t seem to be phased by him having to leave so often
-There were other things that also made him wonder, like how you always made your bed in the mornings, how schedules were majorly important to you to the point that if you knew you were going to be late, you'd get majorly upset, and how you also seemed to understand military lingo up to a certain point. He never asked though since you didnโ€™t talk about your childhood much so he just figured that if you wanted to tell him that you would -But he started to notice that lately, you started to seem off when you found out he would have to be deployed soon.
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John had been awake since the early hours of the morning. He couldn't seem to get much sleep in the few days before his next deployment. He had left the warmth of your shared bed before even the morning birds could be heard outside, hoping not to wake you with his restlessness, but little did he know that you hadn't slept at all.
By the time you stumbled out of bed with bags under your eyes and your mind feeling exhausted from the lack of sleep and your own brain tearing itself apart, it was well past 10 a.m., which wasnโ€™t the most unusual for you, but on the day before John would be deploying it was a little odd since usually you were up trying to help him get his stuff together and would make a huge breakfast since you both werenโ€™t sure how long it would be until he would get to enjoy a home-cooked meal again.
You had hoped to get to the kitchen and make yourself a cup of coffee before seeing John, but he was standing at the fridge, putting groceries away from multiple brown paper bags.
You made your way to the coffee pot that seemed to have a fresh pot being made and got a cup from the cabinet before he started to talk, โ€œI noticed we were getting low on some things so I thought Iโ€™d save you a trip toโ€”,โ€ he pauses, causing you to turn to face him, โ€œSweetheart?โ€
You were pressing your hands into your eyes, trying to relieve the aching pressure that was remaining consistent behind them, when he made his way across the kitchen and gently cupped your cheeks, โ€œAre you feeling alright, love?โ€
You didnโ€™t mean to do it, but you flinched away from his hands, taking a few steps back so that there was some distance between you both. You could see the hurt in his eyes before they were overcome with confusion and you hated that he was looking at you as if you were a skittish kitten that would run at the smallest movement.
He reaches an arm out slowly, as if to not startle you.
โ€œLove, whatโ€™s wrong?โ€
You shake your head, pulling your arms tight around you, and try to focus on keeping your breathing calm, like your parents taught you when you were little.
He takes a small step forward so that his fingers are almost grazing your arm but stops when sees you curling in on yourself, โ€œSweetheart, something is obviously wrong. You're crying, and your body is shaking.โ€
โ€œHey,โ€ you finally look up into his eyes, โ€œyou donโ€™t have to tell me whatโ€™s wrong, but at least let me help you.โ€
Your heart breaks from the pain you can see in his eyes. In all the time you've been together, youโ€™ve never pulled away from him like this. Usually, you were the one open about your emotions and what you were feeling while having to coax John into telling you what was going on in his mind, โ€œPlease, darling.โ€
You let yourself fall into his open arms at that point, sobbing into his neck. He presses you against his chest, gently speaking into your ear, assuring you that everything is fine, that he is here for you, and that he will always be there.
You mumble into his neck, causing him to gently pull you back so that he can hear you: โ€œWhat was that, sweetheart?โ€
You try to concentrate on the sensation of his calm heartbeat against your chest before finally saying, "My parents promised me the same thing."
He pulls away, puzzled, and you notice him looking at you in the corner of your eye, so you burrow your face into his chest and say, "They were both military. They died when I was 14," you finish, taking a deep breath. โ€œThey were deployed together when it happenedโ€ฆ They said that it was an accident, that my mom got stuck on a timed land mine, and my dad wouldnโ€™t leave her no matter what.โ€
"Oh, love." You feel his body tense before relaxing.
He gently grips the back of your neck and pulls you back so that you're looking into his eyes; the softness in them is almost enough to send you running as far as possible so that you never have to feel the type of pain that you did the day that you found out your parents died.
โ€œLove, I'm not going anywhere,โ€ you go to speak but he shushes you, โ€œYou are my world, the person Iโ€™m fighting for.โ€
He brings his hand under your chin so that he is gripping it gently and says, โ€œYou are the reason Iโ€™m still alive. The reason why I feel like life is still worth living and fighting for.โ€
He tips his head down so that his lips are grazing yours, โ€œIโ€™ll always come home, love.โ€
You push forward so that your lips are fully pressing against his, then he pulls back, โ€œWhy donโ€™t we go take a bath, get you feeling better?โ€
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The next morning you wake frantically looking around, hoping that he didnโ€™t leave without saying goodbye, when he walks in carrying a tray of food, โ€œJohn? I thought you had to leave this morning.โ€
He smiles gently, his eyes lighting up, โ€œCalled Kate, they donโ€™t actually need me for another week, and I figured my love needs me a little bit more than my job at the moment.โ€ He sets the tray down on the bed, and you jump into his arms with a happy squeal, โ€œI love you, John.โ€
"I love you too, sweetheart," he says as he gently kisses you.
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Simon โ€˜Ghostโ€™ Riley
-So we all know Simon is amazing at reading people, but I donโ€™t think he would know that you were a military kid. He could see all the signs that you may have had a difficult childhood, but he personally knows what itโ€™s like to have a childhood you donโ€™t want to talk about, so he never has and never will question you about your past. -Pasts are a hard topic for Simon in the first place, so I could honestly see him being a bit grateful that you didnโ€™t share the bad parts of your childhood, meaning that he also didnโ€™t have to share his. It was almost a silent agreement between you both to not talk about the negative parts of things unless one of you came to the other wanting to talk about it.
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Back to him being great at reading people: He could tell that over the past few days, your body language had been changing, becoming more standoffish. Not being as open to cuddling and kisses, not even wanting him to walk up behind you and wrap his arms around you, which you usually loved.
He figured that maybe you were just having a few rough days, which was normal for anyone; hell, he knew he had them quite often, and you were always there for him no matter how bad they got, so he wanted to do the same for you.
Today had been the worst day of all, though. You were almost refusing to talk to him completely unless it was one-word answers, which he was able to roll with pretty easily. You would move rooms almost every time he would come in, not even saying anything, just picking up your things and going.
This made him decide on leaving you alone for the most part, other than when he would bring you a fresh cup of tea or was just checking in on you. So he decided on cleaning up the house a little bit, he was going to be deploying again in a week and he wanted to help however he could, knowing that it was a rough transition from having him around to it being an empty house again.
He had just finished cleaning the dishes when he looked at the time and decided on ordering out for dinner, which would hopefully raise your mood a bit and it would also be an easy enough mess to clean up. He found you in the living room watching a movie on Netflix with a blanket wrapped tightly around you and stood in the doorway for a moment just admiring you when you paused it.
When you snap at him, "What do you want, Simon?" Your eyes aren't even on him but on your phone, which is on your lap.
He feels his eye twitch but he keeps himself calm and makes sure that it shows in his tone that your attitude is leaving him unaffected, โ€œI was just goinโ€™ to ask what you wanted for takeout, love.โ€
You huff and try to pull yourself up from the couch while also trying to unwrap the blanket from around you, almost falling, but Simon rushes forward and straightens you up, but you quickly pull away.
You look at him with fury in your eyes, โ€œCan't you just leave me the hell alone?โ€ Your voice is rising slightly, and your face is flushed with rage. โ€œItโ€™s what you constantly do anyway!โ€
You can see Simon's eyes widen, but you don't care; the words are just spilling out of your mouth before you can stop them, "You're never actually here when I need you, but when you are, you can't take the fucking hint of when I just want you to leave me alone!"
"Sometimes Simon," you pause, feeling the tears flood into your vision, making the floor blurry, "I wonder why I even stay when you are just going to end up hurting me exactly like he did," you whisper, staring hard at the ground, your chest puffing in and out quickly, trying to pull in air after your large outburst.
The words come out in a whisper, the room becoming so silent that you can almost hear the gears in his head turning, wondering who the hell you were talking about.
You hear him take a step forward on the wood flooring, his voice incredibly soft, โ€œDove.โ€
You look up through the tears and see his hands reaching out for you, and for the first time in all the time you two have been together, Simon Riley almost looks scaredโ€”not scared of you but as if his world was coming apart.
When his hand gently touches your arm, it pulls you out of your stupor, making you pull away, frantically shaking your head, โ€œDonโ€™t touch me.โ€
The words come out shaky and broken, but they make him freeze nonetheless, and you can see in his eyes that heโ€™s trying to pull himself together, trying to figure out what he's supposed to do in a situation like this.
He takes a small step back, his gaze fixed on yours, and he holds his hands out in front of him, as if to demonstrate that he is not a threat. "Okay, I won't touch you." He comes to a halt, seeing the fear in your eyes, the look of a frightened animal ready to flee at any moment. "It's okay, love, everything's fine-"
He doesn't even finish his sentence before you're flying down the hallway, grabbing your bag from the hooks by the front door and bolting out the door, slamming it loudly behind you, leaving him standing halfway down the hallway, his mouth slack-jawed, unsure of what the hell just happened.
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After nearly ten minutes of fast walking, you finally slowed down and stopped in the nearest store to clean your face of tear marks and, hopefully, make yourself look presentable. You sent a quick text to Simon, letting him know that you were safe and that you didn't know when you'd be back. You left your phone on long enough to see him read the message and the text bubble pop up before you shut the phone completely off and tucked it into the bottom of your bag.
You spent the next two hours wandering aimlessly, wondering if you'd just ruined your relationship with the only man you'll ever love, when you came across the small Italian restaurant where Simon had taken you on your first date. You remember the way you tried to pay for your half of the dinner, but he quickly slipped his card to the waitress before you could even argue, saying something about how if you decided not to go on a second date with him, you deserved to at least get a free meal from it, and you teased him by asking him if there was a reason you shouldn't want to go on another date with him.
The memories make your stomach queasy, making you want to kick yourself in the back for being so stupid, but you walk in and order your and Simon's favorite dishes and try to keep the food as warm as possible on your walk back to your shared home. One side of you hopes youโ€™ll find him there, not an empty house, and the other side wants to avoid this conversation for as long as possible.
You walk up the steps, and most of the house seems to be dark except for the living room, where a single light is on. You unlock the door and try as quietly as possible to slip your shoes off while also trying not to drop the food.
You make your way towards the living room to find Simon sitting on the couch, his elbows on his knees, and his face buried in his hands. You look over to the coffee table and see bags with your favorite restaurant's logo tied off, trying to keep the heat in the bags, making your heart ache with the fact that he still thought of you after you treated him like complete trash.
He was the first man ever to treat you with so much love. Even while he was deployed, he was making efforts to show you that he cared, like scheduling a delivery of your favorite flowers to show up on your day off with a little note, paying for over a month's worth of your order at your favorite coffee shop, and bringing back little trinkets from the places he was deployed too.
You knew him being deployed wasnโ€™t his fault; it was part of his job. You knew he wasn't your dad and that it wasn't Simonโ€™s fault that the man who was supposed to love you treated you as if you weren't even his child but rather just another one of his soldiers.
It wasnโ€™t his fault that your dad wouldn't be home for months on end; it wasnโ€™t his fault that the last time you ever saw your dad, you told him you hated him for never being home; it wasn't his fault that the day your dad was supposed to come home from a four-month deployment, instead of hearing him come home, there were four hard knocks on the door; it wasn't his fault that two soldiers were standing at the door; it wasnโ€™t his fault that they were holding a folded-up flag with your dadโ€™s military dog tags on them.
It. Wasnโ€™t. His. Fault.
Yet you treated him as if it were. You didn't know which was worse, the fact that he didn't already know about what happened to your dad or the fact that you wished he did so that he could have a reason to hate you for lashing out.
You step into the room, setting the food you got by the food he ordered. โ€œSimon?โ€
He doesnโ€™t move for a second, then he looks up at you, and you feel your heart shatter for the umpteenth time tonight. โ€œOh, Simon,โ€ you whisper, moving so that youโ€™re standing in front of him and drop down onto your knees, โ€œI am so fucking sorry. I don't even have the words to tell you how sorry I am. I shouldnโ€™t have lashed out at youโ€ฆ I shouldโ€™ve just talked to you instead of letting it build up.โ€
You move your hands up to gently cradle his face in both your hands and connect your eyes with his molten ones, which usually provided you with comfort. Now, though, all you can see is the look he gave you after you yelled at him, โ€œIโ€” I never should have let my feelings bottle up about me being upset about you having to be gone. I know it's not your fault. I knew what I was getting myself into when we made things official all those years ago. I knew what your job would bring before then; I made the choice to be with you. I'll never regret that.โ€™โ€™
You move your eyes across his face, trying to gauge his emotions, but you get nothing.
โ€œSi, baby?โ€ you whisper.
His eyes move away from you. โ€œWho were you talking about when you said I'm just going to hurt you like he did?โ€™โ€™
You look away, your eyes settling on a loose string on his pants. โ€œI was talking about my dad.โ€ You take a deep breath before continuing, knowing that you have to tell him, โ€œHโ€“ He was military like you.โ€
His hand reaches out to gently lift your chin, bringing your gaze to his. โ€œHe died,โ€ you continue, โ€œHe died and the last time I ever saw him, I told him I hated him because he was always gone. Heโ€ฆI let him go that day without saying goodbye or telling him I loved him, and the next time I saw him, his body was in a casket."
"Love," he says with a gentle frown.
"No, Simon," you say, shaking your head. Just because Iโ€™m scaredโ€”no, fucking terrifiedโ€”of that happening again with you doesn't give me the right to treat you that way. I am so sorry.โ€
He leans back in the couch and pulls you up into his lap; once you're comfortable, he brings his hands up so that one is cupping your cheek and the other trails down your arm to hold your hand. "Dove, I know what it's like to lose family. I know what it can do to you. I understand that pain more than you know. Pain like that is unlike anything else.โ€
Tears well up in your eyes, and you blink them away quickly before they fall. "You've lost family, too?"
He nods gently, and you can see deep emotions that seemed to have been buried for a long time beginning to surface. โ€œMy mum, my younger brother Tommy, and his wife Beth.โ€ He closes his eyes, and when he opens them, they are filled with unshed tears. โ€œMy nephew Joseph.โ€
You can feel the back of your throat starting to burn from keeping your tears in, but you push your forehead against his anyway. โ€œSimon.โ€
He looks into your eyes before whispering, โ€œI wish I could tell you it would stop hurting eventually, but I canโ€™t. Iโ€™m not going to lie to you and say Iโ€™ll always make it back home to you; that's not something I can guarantee, but one thing I can promise is that I will always try my damn hardest to make it back. I will always fight with everything in my soul to make it back to you.โ€
Tears are softly running down your face at this point, falling to land on Simonโ€™s hoodie. โ€œI love you so much, sweets. I never want to lose you.โ€
You let out a choked cry before you kissed him gingerly, and you could taste the saltiness of your tears mixed in with all the flavors that reminded you of Simon. Of home.
โ€œI love you so much too, Si.โ€
He leans in to kiss you again with a light press of his lips to yours before he pulls away and looks at the forgotten food on the coffee table and lets out a light chuckle, โ€œI see we both had the same idea.โ€
You let out a shaky laugh and nod your head before snuggling your head into the warm crook of his neck. He runs a large hand up and down your back, slowly stopping at the bottom to rub gentle circles into a spot that usually bothers you. "Well, why donโ€™t we eat, and maybe in the morning we can talk a little bit more.โ€
Yawning into his neck, you pull back and ask, โ€œCan we finish the movie I was watching earlier? It was just getting to the good part before I stopped it.โ€
He nods, and you excitedly get out of his lap to get your blanket and the TV remote before he pulls the coffee table closer to the couch so that he can start opening the containers. Once you start the movie, you look over to Simon to find him already watching you with a soft look, and all you can think is how thankful you are to have found a man who loves you through all your faults and you through his.
You were grateful for ever getting the chance to be loved by Simon Riley, a man who truly believed that he couldnโ€™t love and that he wasnโ€™t worth loving. You knew that it would probably take your whole lives to heal from the things you've both been through, but as long as you were together, that was all that mattered.
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I hate to revive DNI discourse when it just ended on this blog but I often donโ€™t think itโ€™s as deep as people make it out to be and thereโ€™s a lot of, for lack of a better word, ~valid~ reasons someone may have a DNI. Like thereโ€™s absolutely contexts of โ€œKink Blogs DNIโ€ disclaimers having an anti, swerf, etc undertone but sometimes I get it โ€” for example I follow a couple of disability activists who post A LOT about incontinence, needing a caregiver, ETC who have stuff like โ€œABDL/DDLG/Devotee Blogs DNI.โ€ Oftentimes that is not an indicator on their moral stance of those kinks, but rather them just being like โ€œhey this is an activism-based journal where I post about incredibly personal things in regards to my own life, and while anyone has the right to read or reblog from me, if youโ€™re clearly getting off to my medical needs or even if I get the vague impression you are, you WILL be blocked.โ€
Obviously that is an incredibly extreme and personal example, but I donโ€™t think having a DNI boundary in your bio is ALWAYS a morality/discourse stance. On a much lighter note, Iโ€™m pretty active on Kpop Twitter, and thereโ€™s a lot of โ€œRPF DNIโ€ accounts there, and I think thatโ€™s more of a โ€œI just want to post about my favorite band without shippers quote retweeting/replying to make it about their ship, and if you do so, Iโ€™ll block you. Theyโ€™ve made public statements against these ships or about their real relationships and I am uncomfortable with people trying to dispute that.โ€
Oh yes thereโ€™s absolutely antis who hate RPF communities and all they stand for. But thereโ€™s also people who just straight up donโ€™t want that on their account.
And like. As someone casually involved with RPF (i gossip about potential relationships with close friends and will reblog joke posts about it and will read it, but Iโ€™m not a writer for it and Iโ€™m definitely not someone who actually tries to speculate just how heavy the โ€œfictionโ€ part of an RPF ship might be), whether or not I choose to follow a person with such DNI depends on context. I keep my RPF ships/opinions off my main account, and even if I DO see a post that I would otherwise interpret as possibly shippy, I just wonโ€™t bring it up on said personโ€™s posts, you know?
Damn this made me remember I have a DNI myself on one my accounts, ๐Ÿคฃ I have a minors DNI on one of my sideblogs. But I know I canโ€™t prevent minors from seeing my posts or lying about their age or reblogging to a private sideblog or doing anything else that would go unnoticed. But once I do notice you interacting, if youโ€™re clearly underage Iโ€™ll block you, just cuz I donโ€™t feel comfortable with minors following my smutty fanart account even if I know minors look at smutty fanart, as someone who did look at smutty fanart as a minor. . .๐ŸŽถMaybe Iโ€™m the problem itโ€™s me. ๐ŸŽถ
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No.
It's a stupid phrasing and no amount of validity in the criteria will make it less stupid.
No one here thinks they're always deep and meaningful. What we all say every time this comes up is that it's bad to conflate "I will block you if..." and "It is your job to research my boundaries ahead of time".
I'm not interested in people crying about how they like using an inaccurate term and everyone is supposed to understand what they mean. In practice, many people do mean that it's other people's job to enforce their boundaries for them. Validating this garbage terminology just encourages them.
It's a stupid, shitty term and we should move away from it.
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Love Maze-Chapter 2
pairing: single dad!simon 'ghost' riley x live-in nanny!reader wc: 1.3k warnings: none for this chapter a/n: this chapter was a little slow BUT we made some progress eeee im so excited to go from here yall ๐Ÿซฃ MINORS DNI (have your age in your bio or you're getting blocked) <prev chpt. >next chpt.
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You stare at your apartment triumphantly once you see everything packed away. You lugged your suitcase out the door and now youโ€™re on your way back to the Riley household. You were curious about Ellaโ€™s father. He was a very hard man to read and didnโ€™t seem like a man for much conversation. Hopefully, you could bring down the walls heโ€™s set up and get closer to him because to live with someone who appears unapproachable seems awkward to say the least. Yes, youโ€™re there for the child first and foremost, but it would be nice to get to know him outside of being your employer.
Also the mask? What is that about? That shouldโ€™ve raised more red flags in your mind, but the opportunity seemed too great to be able to look over that. He seems to be hiding a lot, but maybe he just needs time to warm up.
You showed up at 8 a.m. on the dot and knocked on the door. You distracted yourself with the pleasant dewy weather of the morning while you waited for Simon to answer the door. The door swung open faster than you expected and you had to dodge it at the last second to avoid it hitting you square in the face. Simon gave you a gruff โ€˜good morningโ€™ and moved out of the way to let you inside. He still had on the black surgical mask, but his attire was a jarring difference in comparison to the first encounter. He had on blue cargo pants with harnesses hugging his thighs and a zipped-up blue windbreaker. Ella was held against his hip with one hand and the other hand had a black vest in the other. You were well aware that he was military personnel, but you didnโ€™t think you would be acquainted with that side of him so soon.ย 
You rolled your suitcase in behind you and awkwardly stood in his kitchen while waiting for him to give you further instructions. He placed Ella down in her bouncer and leaned against the counter across from you. His eyes looked bored when looking at you and there wasnโ€™t really an emotion you could use to describe it, but it didnโ€™t feel good to see the least. โ€œI just fed Ella her morning bottle. The formula is in the cabinet over there.โ€ He pointed above your head behind you. โ€œAnd all bottles are in the dishwasher. Feed her about every 3 hours or whenever sheโ€™s feeling fussy.โ€ย 
He tilts his head to the side to indicate to follow him and you do. He takes you to her nursery and it is very bare bones of a nursery. It has all the essentials with a crib, a dresser equipped with a changing table and baby monitor on top, a black suede rocking chair, and a trash bin. โ€œIn the dresser is where all the diapers and wipes are stored. The top drawer has all of her binkies,โ€ He crouches down to the lowest drawer. โ€œHereโ€™s an extra baby monitor. I already have one in my room so keep it on your bedside table.โ€ You nodded, taking mental notes of all the information he was giving you. He wordlessly walks out of the room and takes you across the hall. โ€œThis is the spare room, make yourself at home. The closet should have enough space, but if you need more just let me know and the bathroom is attached.โ€ You gave him a grateful smile.ย 
โ€œThank you so much for your hospitality, Simon.โ€ He gave you only a grunt in acknowledgment of your words. โ€œIโ€™m heading to work now, since weโ€™re in a lull right now I should be home around 6 pm. Text me if you need anything. If you donโ€™t hear from me within the hour contact my captain. His name is John Price.โ€ He handed you a small square of card stock with Johnโ€™s name and number scribbled on it. You reached for your phone immediately out of your pocket to input the number. Simon gave you one last look over before heading out the door and you bid him one last farewell. You made your way to the living room and looked at Ella with a fond expression. โ€œWell, Ella itโ€™s just me and you now.โ€
The day moved along swiftly. It was easy to turn on your caregiver mode, but you did do some quick online shopping when Ella was having her afternoon nap as it came to your attention quite quickly that there was a scarcity of baby toys for her to play with. Ella was an easy baby though she was rarely very fussy and during diaper changes, you were able to keep her distracted enough to have her giggling. The sounds of her laughs had you wrapped around her finger. She was an adorable little girl.ย 
Once 4 pm rolled around you decided to scour Simonโ€™s cupboards to see what you could cook for dinner when he comes home from work. His pantry was scarce and you made a mental note to visit the grocery store tomorrow. You were able to scrape together a garlic chicken pasta for dinner and once that was done you let it sit on the burner on a low heat to keep it warm as it was only a few minutes until Simon was home. You made your way back to Ella to scoop her out of her bouncer that you kept her in while you were cooking, bounced her on your hip and sang lullabies to her. Her wide little eyes stared at you and observing her face made you realize how her eyes were identical to Simonโ€™s. You werenโ€™t sure how the rest of her facial features compared to Simonโ€™s as he kept it concealed.ย 
The door knob jiggled and the jangling of keys alerted both you and Ella to the arrival of Simon coming back home. Suddenly Ella started getting squirmy in your arms and wanted to be held by her dad. He quickly shuffled at the front door putting down his belongings and kicking off his boots. He made his way over to you and scooped Ella out of your arms and cradled her in his strong, muscular ones. โ€œHow was she today?โ€ โ€œShe was great, barely fussy at all! Oh, I made dinner by the way so whenever youโ€™re ready to eat I can dish it out for us.โ€ Simon did smell the aroma of food in the air, but he thought you only cooked enough for yourself he didnโ€™t expect you to cook for him. He also noted how you said us instead of just him. He wasnโ€™t used to someone being this nice to him since he joined the 141 and the task force tried their best to welcome Simon. This was definitely something to get used to.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll take a shower first and then we can eat. If youโ€™re hungry now though you can eat without me. You waved him off and told him youโ€™d be fine waiting for him. He doesnโ€™t strike you as someone who has an extensive shower routine. You sat on the couch with Ella accompanying you by your feet just crawling around and found a cartoon for her to enjoy on the TV.
Simon came out of the bathroom in 10 minutes flat with his blonde hair damp and-oh. Simon was standing in front of you without the mask and wow. You couldnโ€™t understand why he covered up his face. He is handsome, to say the least. You averted your gaze and cleared your throat making your way to the kitchen. You silently plated servings for the both of you and Simon silently was by your side getting the utensils. Dinner was uneventful as Simon didnโ€™t have much to say and you could see it in his face that he was tired so you didnโ€™t want to bother him too much. Simon said heโ€™ll wash the dishes since you cooked and you nodded. He wished you a goodnight and you made your way into your room to get ready for bed. The first day of the job is done and you would think it went pretty successfully. You couldnโ€™t help thinking about Simonโ€™s face until your eyes became heavy with sleep.ย 
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Hi! I'm Jay (She/Her), I'm a 22-year-old writer from DC.
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๐‘ด๐‘ซ๐‘ต๐‘ฐ ๐ŸŽ€Age in bio or blocked๐ŸŽ€
Fucked my way up to the top
A follow up to Clumsy Office Intern Boss!Sukuna x ClumsyIntern!Reader
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WARNING: THIS IS A HEAVILY DUBCON FIC. BUT THAT IS ALL IT IS FICTION. I do not endorse such behaviors. If this is happening to you God forbid, it's not sexy or cool it's abuse seek help. Reader is very much hierarchically lower than Sukuna who is her boss. And he takes advantage of this. He is not a good man. Sukuna is also older than reader by a bit. Reader does not say yes. Read at your own discretion.
This has been betad now. We die of cholera like normal people in the Victorian era or poverty or whatever. Many thanks to my beta reader @ominous-meme for all her help.
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Ryomen Sukuna, forty-five, manager at the company, a well-known dictator among the employees โ€“ even ones not on his team โ€“ had his eye on you. The stupid blubbering intern who kept messing up and kept getting saved by her co-workers. Why, though? Why were these men and women so devoted to you? It was simple. You had enraptured them like a demon of lust straight from the second circle of hell.ย 
He watched you now, eyes trailing up your smooth thighs to the pronounced curve of your ass;ย  to your thick tummy; to your soft breasts just barely peeking out from the pale blue shirt you wore with its first two buttons undone. Around your neck, you wore a thin silver chain with a small gemstone that glinted in the light catching his eye. A gift from an employee โ€“ Gojo-kun. โ€œFor doing so well in your first month here, Intern-chan!โ€ he had announced to the cubicle. Sukuna had rolled his eyes then, and he did so again now. It was clear that the blue topaz was a stupid way of him trying to claim you as his own. Geto and Ieiri liked bringing you little treats too โ€“ snacks from the vending machine, an โ€œextraโ€ coffee โ€œaccidentallyโ€ made. And Nanamiโ€ฆ Sukuna scoffed to himself. The biggest simp. Always softly smiling at you, making sure youโ€™re going for your lunch break, waiting with you till you finish up work. Effectively making sure that all the time you spent in the office, you interacted with Sukuna minimally.ย 
It was infuriating. So now that he had gotten hold of a chance, there was no way in hell he wouldnโ€™t let it go. Here you were, all alone in the office, working late on a project that he had strategically told you about only this morning, knowing that Nanami Kentoโ€™s watchful eye was on a work trip out of the office for the day...ย 
He approached your little deskย  (littered with small notes of encouragement from your co-workers and your cute stationery) and scoffed at your hunched back seeing the Cinnamoroll and Kuromi pen and pencil alongside the Hello Kitty eraser. Hearing him, you turned around in your chair slowly, wary of what he might ask. โ€œSukuna-kachou, Iโ€™m working on the taโ€“โ€ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s not what Iโ€™m here for.โ€ He cut you off brusquely. You waited for him to speak, anxiety slowly growing in your chest. If only Geto-senpai or Nanami-senpai were here, you thought. They might have acted as a buffer or if only just to calm you a little. โ€œWe should have a chat. Wrap up and come to my office please.โ€ย 
This was it then, you mused. At least you werenโ€™t going to be fired in an office full of people. It would just be you and him; everyone else having left for the weekend, probably enjoying themselves in clubs and bars; drinking and doing karaoke.
ย Saving the file you were working on, you packed up your things and headed to Sukuna Ryomenโ€™s room. It was a nice spacious office, with a large desk and even a sofa set around a coffee table. Being on the thirteenth floor meant the large windows displayed the sprawling city in front of you, the lights scattered all around with none of the usual bustling city sounds.ย 
Sukuna sat at his desk leaning back in his chair, his thick arms crossed behind his head, pushing up his hair. He indicated with a nod of his head for you to sit in the chair opposite; you did so, carefully trying to glean what it was going to be. A reprimand? A firing? Were you going to have to look for something new now? Your mind was running a hundred miles an hour thinking up all the possible scenarios you might have to face.ย 
Your bossโ€™ voice cut through your thoughts, โ€œHow long have you been working at this company now?โ€ย 
โ€œSir? O-one month and a few days, sir.โ€ You squeaked out a response.ย 
โ€œHmmmโ€ฆThis is your first time working in such a big place isnโ€™t it?โ€ย 
You nodded, โ€œItโ€™s my first time working, sir.โ€
Sukuna felt his cock twitch. The softness in your voice, the innocence. He couldnโ€™t wait to absolutely ruin you. He wanted to mould your cunt in the shape of his cock.ย 
There was a lull in conversation. As clumsy as you were, you didn't want to lose this job.ย 
You were about to tell him that youโ€™d work harder when he suddenly spoke up. โ€œYouโ€™ve improved a lot since you first came here, you know. But you still have a long way to go.โ€ He paused as if he was thinking, then said, โ€œI want you to do something for me.โ€ย ย 
You nodded your head vigorously, thinking you'd do anything to save your position here;ย  such a prestigious company with a good name and so much potential for growth.ย 
โ€œYou see, I need to know that youโ€™re dedicated to your work here.โ€ You were so dedicated; you could show him! โ€œI need to know youโ€™re dedicated to me.โ€ You would do anything to prove it! โ€œI want you to get on your knees and suck my cockโ€ย 
Anythingโ€ฆ?ย 
You spluttered, unable to form the words needed for an adequate response.ย  โ€œYou want to keep this job donโ€™t you?โ€ he asked smoothly.ย  Your head slowly nodded in response while your brain frantically tried to process the situation you were in. โ€œThen get on your knees and show me just how dedicated you are, slut!โ€ย 
Sukuna barked out the last word, startling you into getting out of your chair and going around his desk. You barely understood what you were doing, only that he had angled his chair as you walked around to him, to allow you the space to kneel before his crotch...and then you were dropping to your knees.ย 
โ€œGood girl.โ€ย 
You watched as your trembling hands unzipped the black slacks, pushing the band of his boxers down. These small hands pulled out his cock from inside, the pink of your nail enamel reflecting your face โ€“ wan and blank with eyes wide, lips slightly parted. It was this that made you pause.ย 
Sensing your hesitation Sukuna caressed your cheek โ€“ an uncharacteristically gentle touch that made you drop your guard โ€“ which was all the opportunity he needed to shove his cock into your mouth. The slight graze of your unsuspecting teeth made Sukuna hiss.ย 
โ€œOi, watch yourself brat. Come on. I thought you wanted me to know how dedicated you are.โ€
You couldnโ€™t help but open your mouth wider, pink glossy lips stretched around his thickness. Sukuna had thick veins running down the sides of his cock that you could feel against your tongue as you licked down.ย 
A groan made you look up at the man through your lashes. You looked so young and soft. Sukuna felt himself twitch in your mouth. โ€œSuck, brat. What are you looking at me for?โ€ You dipped your head low, taking in as much of him as you could and felt him grab your ponytail.ย 
If he wasnโ€™t before, Sukuna was now completely under your spell. Your warm mouth wasnโ€™t just sucking his cock, your hands werenโ€™t simply wrapped around his thickness. You were milking him, for all he was worth, his lust, overpowering. For a moment he had to wonder if you were really human. That you werenโ€™t in reality a succubus sent by Satan.ย 
He used his grip on your hair to shove your head down along his cock. You couldnโ€™t help but gag. โ€œGanbare ganbareโ€ฆโ€ The soft words of praise that fell from Sukunaโ€™s lips came with a hidden warning that you couldn't help but heed. Do this well, Intern, your job is on the line.ย 
You laid your tongue flat out and forced yourself to suck, pulling yourself off his cock with a pop! Then a kiss on his purplish head. You started licking up and down his length the way youโ€™d seen so many times in porn. All those unrealistic situations had now come alive; here you were kneeling in between your bossโ€™s legs and sucking his cock, taking him deep into your mouth while you played with his balls. The dark hair at the base of his dick tickled your nose and you resisted the urge to scratch it. Sukuna let you go at your pace for a while, let his cock explore the confines of your mouth as he watched your small head bob up and down in his lap.ย 
But he was never known for his patience, so without warning, you found yourself deepthroating him as he thrust up into you. Head held down by both hands, Sukuna shoved his length down your throat, over and over with little regard for your whimpers. Tears streamed down your eyes while he abused your poor mouth. Your nails dug into his thighs but he barely noticed, lost in the bliss of how you felt.ย 
โ€œCome on, little girl. Take it! Take my fucking cock!โ€ย 
Your jaw was starting to hurt now from the stretch. You found yourself thinking of your kind co-workers. What would they think if they saw you in this deplorable state? You never wanted to find out.ย 
A jerkโ€”-and Sukuna was cumming in your mouth.ย  Bitter and acrid on your tongue, you almost spat it out, but Sukuna pushed himself deeper and growled, โ€œFucking swallow, brat! I donโ€™t want to see a single drop wasted.โ€You forced yourself to swallow. The disgusting taste clung to your tongue, making you gag. Sukuna pulled you off his cock, to your feet, and onto his lap. One hand explored your body, while the other stroked your hair. โ€œYou did a good job, little intern. Perhaps we can see about getting you a more permanent position in the company now.โ€
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The intern position isnโ€™t good enough for you anymore.ย Sukuna thought to himself. Maybe youโ€™d be better off as my personal assistantโ€ฆ
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reorientation ยท 3 months
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Out-of-kink reminder: If you want to interact with me at all (follow, like or reblog my posts, message me, or send me non-anon asks) you need to make it obvious that you're an adult in whatever blog is going to come up in my notes.
Since likes always come from your main, that means you need to have some clear age indication there even if it's a SFW blog.
I don't care if anyone has an exact age ("20s" or "I'm over 18" or even "I'm an adult" are all okay), but I do need it to be something that clearly refers to you rather than your blog: "18+" or "minors DNI" aren't enough by themselves.
Lots of people on here will block on sight if you don't have this, so this is something you should do if you're at all involved in Tumblr kink scenes, not just for interacting with me, and even if I otherwise know your age (e.g. because you DMed me with it).
I've sometimes messaged people to get them to add their ages, but it's getting tiring to do that on an individual basis, so in the future I'm probably either going to share this post or just block (maybe both). If I do block you for this, and you put your age in your bio/pinned afterwards, you can send me an anon with your blog name from a non-blocked blog and I'll unblock you.
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theharddeck ยท 2 years
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welcome to the hard deck
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hello friends ๐Ÿ’™
I have a couple perpetual WIPs, so I donโ€™t know that requests are necessarily open, but if you ask me for Hangman/Coyote content, I can be bullied very easily. my current masterlist is under the cut ๐Ÿฅฐ
Most of my works include smut, and even if they didn't, I reblog a lot of itโ€”this blog is not a space for minors. if you are not over 18, or if your age is not in your bio or a pinned post, you will be blocked.
FICS
As a rule, if it's a Reader fic, it's going to be in second person, but no use of "Y/N" inline (nothing against that, just not my speed). My f!Reader characters are meant to be body and race inclusive, but I am a plus sized, mixed, no-longer-in-her-early-twenties gal so my characters will be slanted that way!
~~ asterisks indicate smut ~~
BOB x NICOLE
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i want to love you till itโ€™s devastating (in progress, 1/3) // bob pays a visit to a new tattoo artist
BOB x READER
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as if it doesnโ€™t turn you on, just to say it* // reader convinces bob to dress up as Hot Priest for halloween...and he gets in to character
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do you wanna make somethin' of it* // our favorite WSO has a side hustle, as quinnโ€™s favorite cowboy.
COYOTE x READER (sometimes known as "cross")
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santa baby (ben an awful good girl)* // Javy is in costume for a christmas party on base, and maybe they have sex on the santa throne
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your love is the love i need * // Javy told a white lie to his mother, reader is in love with him anyways, so plays along
HANGMAN x JULIE
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california coast in your green eyes // Jake falls in love with Bob's older sister
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i'll carry my bags just until I can hold you again *(in progress, 4/5) // a second chance thanksgiving romance with fake dating, family drama, and jake x jules.
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except for maybe you, and your simple smile * // The morning after Paybackโ€™s bachelor party, Hangman shows his girlfriend how much he appreciates her.ย 
HANGMAN X READER
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canโ€™t unfeel that * // jake and his FWB ignore their feelings and discover a breeding kink
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I know you want it, do-si-donโ€™tcha * // hangman and his girlfriend walk home in the rain, and warm up back at the airbnb.
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kinda might, sorta like, love you a little bit * // jake and his FWB ignore their feelings and explore her choking kink
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out of the blue, clear sky * // jake and pilot!reader refuse to be out-southerned
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talk with my hands, maybe take it real slow * // jake helps take care of reader's new tattoo...and some other things
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start the new year right * // jake and reader are stranded in a motel on new years eve, with only one bed
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the best me has his arms around you // ย Jake and his girlfriend share a slowdance after Javyโ€™s wedding.ย 
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you stole my heart right off of my lips * // jake and his girlfriend explore his admiral kink
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yours * // after returning stateside just in time for Javyโ€™s wedding after a long deployment, Jake and his girlfriend make up for lost time.
ROOSTER X READER
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i was supposed to sweat you out* // reader is totally not jealous that her FWB is being hit on at the hard deck.
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my forever, every day* // rooster and his girlfriend get sidetracked on a drive down the PCH
PLAYLISTS
songs to fall in love with your best friend (coyote x cross)
songs to fall in love with your WSO's sister (jake x julie)
songs to fall in love with your tattoo artist (bob x cole)
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Dreams, Sofas, and Whines:
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so a little bit ago I stumbled across some smut writing prompts and i couldn't stop thinking about them + Kevin and well... it kinda just spiraled from there
promts: "care to help me out?", " Were you dreaming about me again?"
waningz: Oral sex (f receiving), kissing, smut in general, Kevin being not confident in his oral skills lol, sex dreams, couch sex, cursing, clit kissing? Kevin & y/n are fwb, verrry slightly hinted at romantic feelings, afab reader, Kevinโ€™s parents think somethingโ€™s goin on between yโ€™all (idk if thatโ€™s a warning just wanted to put it in there), reader fooling themself into think they donโ€™t wanna fuck Kevin, lots of talk about boners lol, first time having sex with each other, Kevin comes in his pants (no idea what thats called), slight overstim (m receiving), dry humping, switching positions? Don't think there's any mention of reader having tits but reader does have a vagina, finger sucking, Kevin asks reader to guide him as heโ€™s eating them out, hand job, cum eating, reader calls Kevin good boy, and Kevin calls reader sweetheart, mentions of food and talking about kevins hands around a cup with condensation, kevins hands? Iโ€™m sorry itโ€™s not edited well :( AND PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PUT AN AGE INDICATOR IN YOUR BIO SAYING YOURE NOT. A. MINOR!! BEFORE INTERACTING OR ELSE I WILL BLOCK YOU
You and Kevin are friends. No, scratch that, you're best friends. You care about each other more than anything. You've made friends with his parents by now, laughing whenever they send both you suspicious glances and or ever sent the guy a thumbs up whenever you two paired off from y'all's little group. You brushed those little things off with the thought that it was all fun and games. That yeah, all good parents do that with their child's friends. And you know what they say; all the good and more easily believed lies are based in some sort of truth.
The truth was: you knew you were fooling yourself. The thought that your own mind was subconsciously covering up thoughts of him... that had been lingering for a while now. And you knew why you acted that way-- repressing thoughts of his fingers on you, in you, dragging themselves all over you, preferably leaving a trail of his cum in their wake. And the worst thing was, you had these thoughts at the weirdest and most inconvenient times. But you were going off on another tangent. It seems to happen a lot because of the man. Especially right now, which you were brought back to. The reality you were trying to escape from; with his fingers wrapped around a fast-food soda cup, condensation dripping onto his fingers. And fuck, he just wont let go of the thing. He claimed he was thirsty. And you knew he wasn't bluffing. Believe me, you kept your eye of if he drank water that day.
Mostly because you cared for him greatly, but a little sliver of you, the part that knew why your mind was a pot bubbling over when you were around him, wanted to see his fingers wrapped around his canteen or up. But you'd never say that aloud. At least no yet.
You're on your sofa. It's quiet, but not awkward. It's as comfortable as it could be/ Due to his busy all the time schedule, you don't get time like this to just enjoy each other's company in relative silence much. So you're both intent to enjoy it while it lasts. You just weren't prepared to enjoy it as much as you did then. Because somewhere along the way of lazily talking you noticed that Kevin hadn't responded for a while. It wasn't necessarily new. You were both tired, and maybe he just wanted to wait until you were done taking to say anything. But at the second time you called his name. Softly, just in case he was sleeping. You noticed how relaxed he was on his side of the sofa, slumped against the arm rest and pillow clutched to his front. He looked so calm and peaceful and quite frankly beautiful, you thought
A second later you realized that people who really were just friends and only thought about themselves and their relationship that way didnโ€™t stare like that at each other and think those things. So you tossed you blanket off and laid it over his sleeping form. You had suspected he'd stay the night because of how late it was anyways. And how it was the weekend. But why did your mind suddenly flash to both of you, in your bed, with him gripping onto your hips hard enough to leave marks as he mumble doubt a string of incoherent thoughts? Why did a shiver run up and back down your spine when you thought of him spending the night with you another way. One that ended in satisfaction on both of your parts and learning, first hand this time and not because of tipsy confessions about preferences. About each other inside and out. Him leaning what you taste like, you finding out what he feels like.
But that was ow this usually went, he'd come over, do something, two seconds later you'd excuse yourself to the bathroom to go and splash cold water on your face. And you'd torture yourself with him, knowing that he wouldn't ever want you like that. Or at least never admit it to youโ€” Unless he was drunk and sad.... which did happen one time. But that was besides the point, you thought as you climbed into bed, covering yourself with the blankets. You let sleep lull you into a dreamless land as you tossed and turned. You were awoken before dawn, to the sound of... moaning? It was coming from the living room you were sure of it. And that was where Kevin was, wasn't it? In your dreary eyed sleep deprived brain you shot out of bed, thinking he had a bad dream. He had been complaining a lot about those lately whenever he'd dose off and make incoherent sleepy noises that You guessed could be interpreted that way.
You made your way over to him on the sofa. And where greeted with the blissed-out face of him laid, squirming and wigging, on your sofa. he looked so pretty, you thought. There was that slight smile on his face even in sleep. And... oh god he was bucking his hips up toward noting, trying to search for some sort of friction. Your stomach did a kicking routine and, before you knew it your underwear was sticking to our drenched core. Shit, you nearly moaned out, stopping yourself before you got loud enough to wake him. He was having a sex dream... If you couldn't believe it now, then the way he whined out your name made it feel even more real to you. oh shit, it was almost like you couldn't wrap your head around that concept. That he was not only having an apparently very vivid sex dream, but that very vivid sex dream had you in the center of it.
You shook your head and him, before sighing and making your way back to your room. That was when you heard him stirring. You stopped dead in your tracks, cursing to yourself. It seemed like he was still half asleep when get let out a final groan of ecstasy. โ€œMmmf!โ€ He funnily shot up to look at who was there. And was met with you slowly turning around to meet his eyes. You knew you couldnโ€™t just tell him it was a dream and force hint or go back to bed. Neither of you could. Definitely not with a very prominent tent you could see even through the blanket that he was holding over his chest like he was naked and caught changing.
Which, in all honesty wasnโ€™t that differ t with what you actually caught him with. But this time he had a shirt onโ€ฆ and pj pantsโ€ฆ and you didnโ€™t think pjs could ever look that good on someone until now. It was just a regular white tee shirt, a little (very nicely) disfigured and tousled looking, and well ya know pj bottoms. But god, did you wanna take them off. Make the collar of that shirt damp from you sucking at the spot on his neck right about where the white threads stared.
He sunk deeper into the covers he had pulled to his hips when he sat up, realizing what you had walked in on. He leaned forward awkwardly in a miserably failing attempt to hide the ahem problem he was having. You clenched and unclenched your fists in an attempt to stay calm. "Hey!" He said way too happily for the time of night it was and for what had just happened. Cool, you thought, so this is what he wants to do: pretend he wasn't just moaning out my name like he was about to cum?
You gave the man a little wave. "Hey." You started, trying to maintain eye contact, "Sorry I just-- uh" Your stupid eyes just had to choose that moment right then to dart right back down to tent underneath thin blanket. He noticed it too, and bashfully went back to hunching over awkwardly. Why did he have to relax? Doesn't he realize that-- "I though you were having a nightmare. Ya know... you've been telling me... ya know." You rambled.
If it was even possible, he looked even more embarrassed now then before. Before, it was like an, oh shit my fly is unzipped thing. Now, it was like, Oh shit I don't have any pants on thing. He folded his arms and stuck his palms in his armpits, his thumbs tapping wildly at his collarbone where they rested. A sure sign of being nervous of how and what he'd say next. "Oh yeah, that..." He trailed off, as if just remembering. It sounded to you like somebody shouldn't even be "just remembering" now that they've been having bad dreams for a while.
You tried to play it off in your own mind, thinking that maybe he was just embarred by you bringing them up in a situation like this. But you knew him, and this wasn't one of those situations. You couldn't bare to keep lying to yourself about him like that anyways. So why was he acting like he just remembered that? It was almost like... like he was lying. You know that thing people do when they just remember a lie they made up a while ago and try to pass it off like it was totally real? Yeah, that.
So that meant... oh. OH! All this time it hadn't been nightmares. How could you not realize that? Now that you were thinking about it, it kinda was pretty obvious. Maybe it was just what you had wished to believe. NO matter if he did a really bad job at hiding it or not, you knew Everything now. And you also knew that he was looking at your lips currently. His eyes flickering between them and your eyes. Almost like. Like he was asking for permission to kiss you. You smirked at him. Finally he thought. "Where you dreaming bout me again?" You asked
He looked away. And Iโ€™m an attempt to hide him doing that he then rolled his eyes. Gosh even him rolling his eyes looked hot. You really needed to stop. โ€œAgain?โ€ He scoffed. You took another step forward towards you sofa. โ€œSo, youโ€™re still not denying that you were dreaming about me. At least this once.โ€ You knew inside that him only dreaming about you this one little time wasnโ€™t true. If it had been there wouldโ€™ve been a way bigger chance youโ€™d just leave it alone. Then promptly leave the room. But the that wasnโ€™t the case now was it?
โ€œwell Iโ€™m notโ€”โ€œ he tried to explain. You shut him up with crossing your arms and wetting your lips. You gave him the look. Like bitch you better not play with me. He pressed his lips together and looked up at you. Finley you nearly whispered. He looked too pretty to be hidden away under a blanket of shame. โ€œListen,โ€ he started before taking a large breath. Apparently preparing to either rap or deliver a sermon. โ€œYes. This isnโ€™t the fist one. And only saying that because I know you know. Iโ€™ve been trying to hide it butโ€”โ€œ โ€œKevin I-โ€œ you tried to interrupt him. Talk some sense into the poor guy. But eh only held up his hand at you.
โ€œIโ€™m just so sorry, ok! I know I know. Itโ€™s sounds gross. I-I sound gross! For thinking of you that way when weโ€™re only friends and you know itโ€™s weird for me, your friend to be thinking of you that way. Much more dreaming! I understand if you hate me now or you need space. Until I figureโ€ฆ whatever this is out. Or just until whenever you need. Haha itโ€™s uh all up to you really. I get why you would be disappointed in me. I mean, Iโ€™m disappointed in me. Causeโ€”โ€œ you grabbed his jaw to shut him up. He blinked a few times, maybe to clear his head like you had done the moment you waked into this situation.
You weighed your options for the hundredth time. You wanted this. Him. And now that you knew he wanted you in the same way you couldn't stop thinking about that that would be like. To have him, for him to have you. Tangled together in a buddle of pure bliss and need, and satisfaction. It'd feel like a breath of fresh air, you thought. You wanted that. Needed it. Both of you did. And at that exact moment, he offered you a small smile, one that meant the world to you. His eyes crinkled beautifully as his lips curled upwards.
He relaxed in your hold. You decided tom bring him a little closer to your lips. And at the joy you saw in his eyes when you did so, you brought him closer still. It was a slow and steady progression. One that, in how much silence you too were in might have been awkward for anyone else. But not you too. It might've taken a couple tentative minutes, but that was how the two of you were.
And then finally, without another moments hesitation, his lips were on yours. And it really did feel like a breath of fresh air to have him there. Moving against you in perfect sync. His back was craned towards you just like his neck, his hand pressed hard into the sofa cushion. Enough to make an intent probably till morning. You shuddered that the thought-- that him and pieces of him would be there till morning. But finally, you decided to relive him of his oddly craned back. You didn't want it aching in the morning. At least that's what you told yourself. You placed a knee on the edge of the sofa cushion. Maybe this was a far as him or you wanted to go, and that would be fine. You just wanted to test if this was going to be the boundary.
But he smiled even more so into the kiss as his other palm came up to hold your face. Much to your delight he even leaned back a little. Though his back wasn't quite hitting the back of the cushion. That was where you'd really like to have him. You were between his legs, the blanket getting farther and farther away from either of yours skin. He let out the first whimper of the night when you got a little closer, his back hitting those cushions with a thud and bouncing off them. His lips formed into a line as he pressed them together, eyes widened and lust blown instead of crinkled now. You leaned in again, cherishing the freeing feeling of his lips. Only for him to chuckle as you got closer. You smiled in return. You scooted close enough to feel his bulge beneath your fingertips. He shuddered at the touch.
You ran your hands through his soft hair, messing it up even more than it already was. He pants when he pulls away. For a moment he just took in your features, no worries about what it'd seem like if he stared at you a second too long. At least not for now. "Care to help me out?" He asked, slapping his hands to his sides. Where was this coming from? You wondered. Being forehead like that wasn't really his forte. And it seemed like he realized how out of character that was for him too. But none the less you still answered him by grabbing both his wrists and placed them on your sides. A silent invitation that you wanted him to "help you out" too.
He immediately set to work, rubbing up and down your sides. It felt so warm and comforting. Having his hands run up and down you. He was still tentative not to get any further down your hips. But you had placed his palms there for a reason. You needed him to touch you. You leaned down to kiss him, grabbing both sides of his face. The kiss felt more needy now. If that was even possible. Like both of you were more urgent to lay the other down.
And lay him down you did. This felt so right with you on top of him. Your bodies pressed together comfortably. You bit down on his bottom lip and he whined again. This time louder, higher in pitch. Fuck you really wanted to hear that again. He brakes the kiss again, his thumbs drawing circles on your tummy. He moistens his lips before speaking, "But really, I'd hate for this to make it weird between us. You mean the world to me. I dunno what I'd do without you. Especially if I knew I drew you away." He nervously coughs and swallows at his own words, probably not expecting for them to be too serious and heavy at a time like this. You were taken aback for a moment, he was just as shocked as you were.
"It'll only be 'weird' if we make it that way, hm? And I'm pretty sure neither of us are feeling anything close to weird right now." You assure him, glancing down at that tent in his pants. He smiles to himself an ducks his head downward to your neck, landing a kiss on it's side. You breathed out a sigh of pleasure at the feeling. Warm lips touching heated skin. "Besides, I could never feel any other way but happiness with you." You added. At that moment he was still close to your neck. But when you said that he glanced up at you before thrusting his head to meet your lips again in an almost chaste kiss. "Yeah, I could say the same about you." He mumbled against your lips. "And you're sure you don't hat me for having those... dreams?" He said tentatively. You kiss him and he smiles at you. "Fuck no. I love em." You said before the both of you dove right back in. You palmed him as he breathed out a moan at eh contact.
You smirked to yourself, feeling proud you could make him feel this way. He practically sounded relieved. "Ah! I-I wanna make you feel good too." He said, stuttering because of the pleasure he was finally getting. Precum was already probably starting to pearl at his tip. At his words you started to grind against his thigh. He flexed it for you and jerked it upwards in time with your movements. "Oh, my-- Fuck!" You moaned, as quietly as you could. God it really did feel good. Better than you'd expected. You taking the lead here and grinding on him what just what he both of you needed. For one, his thigh bone was hitting your clit just right for you to feel like lolling your head back and screaming his name.
You ran your fingers down is chest, feeling of him with one hand. The other was pulling at the strands at the back of his neck. And lost in the feeling of the moment, his mind only filling with the thought that you were feeling good. Sure, you were currently palming him and he never wanted you to stop. But him (even if that part of him was his thigh.) He was making you feel good. He didn't realize how much that thought effected him until he felt his high coming. He started bucking up into your palm, barely unable to think straight and stop the sighs and breathy whines spilling from his mouth. Which for some reason could not stay all the way closed by the way. He really didn't want to come now. He couldn't, not with the whole night ahead of you too.
And it'd also be kinda embarrassing if he came from you palming him that quickly anyways. But goddam the sounds you were making. Right in his ear too. He had to act now or he'd never stop himself. You barely noticed how long you had been grinding on him while palming him still until Kevin slowed your movements. He grasped your hand as well. "No no no," He protested. "I don't want to cum yet." You stopped, unsure of what to do next. He flipped the too of you over so you where now under him. He swallowed you lips whole. Engulfing them in his own in a clash of the heat coming from both of you. You tugged at the bottom of his shirt, signaling that you wanted it off and out of the way. But he just couldnโ€™t seem to tear himself away from you mouth. Probably smiling into the kiss way more than someone who was currently kissing their friend โ€œjust cause theyโ€™re hornyโ€ should be. You could tell he was trying to maintain being cool, calm, and collected. But by the way he was fumbling over the piece of cloth he was trying to get past his shoulders. (And by the way he was awkwardly trying to avoid his boner) He wasn't doing the best job at hiding what he was really feeling.
He didn't even think to move the shirt away from the two of you on the sofa, absent-mindedly placing it beside him as he leaned down towards you again. Thinking that now that he got a taste of you, he'd never be able to stop. And his enthusiasm showed that too. The kiss might've been sloppy, but neither of you wanted to pull away for air because of just how good and right it all felt. You run your hands over every part of his torso, wanting to memorize it. All the while he presses open mouthed kisses on your neck. He groaned at the felling of your warm hands on his skin. The sound reverberating through you and going straight to your core.
He finally pulls himself away from your wonderful lips. You're a little confused when he gets up suddenly and makes his way down your body. He puts in fingers in the waistband of your pants. "Can I... can I eat you out?" He asks. And did he really think you'd say no? How the fuck could you ever refuse that? Not like you've been having dreams about him snaking his togue down your folds and sucking on your clit. So he gently pulls your pants down like he was afraid he'd mess up an act so trivial as that. He places them by his shirt that was somehow kicked onto the floor at some point in the last few minutes. You can see him swallow thickly when you help him shimmy out of your underwear. He mumbled an "oh shit." In what nearly sounded like a moan coming from him like that. And it only made you wetter. He licks his lips in a way that almost made it seem like he was teasing you.
He licks a long stripe up you, landing at your clit and staying there for a second. Just testing the waters for now, but it was a whole new type of ecstasy for you. You let out a strangled moan and he dives in at the sound. With his newfound eagerness (or maybe now he just wasn't holding back his want for you) He latches his mouth into your clit like a man starved of water and sucks. His lips wrapped around you and his ears listening to what pace made you moan the loudest. He whines into you in return, sending a shock wave of pleasure through you and up your veins. Your hands find their way to his shoulders again, rubbing small circles with your thumbs on his back. "Shit, shit, shit" you chant. And he's trying. Trying so damn hard to stop himself from coming apart at the seams and turning into a mess when you start bucking your hips into his face. He takes a second to move away from you.
"This okay?" He asks, looking up at your wit hooded eyes clouded with even more lust, and want, and pure need than before. Your hands went to his hair to move him closer to your pussy. "God yes." You pant, "Why'd you stop?" It sounded like a plea. And Kevin wasn't about to refuse you. It's just, you knew this but... he'd only done this once before .And he didn't even think he was that good at it then. What about now? Years later. And he knew what worked for one person probably wouldn't work for the other. So if he was being honest, he had no idea what he was doing. He tried to remember what you told him you liked a while ago. What you had talked about with him. But his mind was so overwhelmed with the taste pf you, the scent of you, that he was here, with you, doing this, the sound of your moans for him, and just plain old making sure he doesn't embarrass himself and 1) not make you feel good. And 2) cum in his pants or make a weird sound that turns you off. So after licking another stripe up you, sticking to what he knows, he pulled away form you again. You, thinking that he wants to kiss you, don't think much of it. Until he speaks.
His hands go to your his and rest there, rubbing your skin. "Can you guide me?" He asks. You nearly let you a pleasured sigh at the thought. Now you really wish he'd kiss you. "Thought you'd never ask." So you knotted your fingers in his hair again and guided him back down to your dripping pussy. He let out a breathy moan at the sensation of your fingers curled in his hair, firmly planted at the roots, almost feeling like you were grounding him. He can't help it anymore, his hips start to jolt an buck into the sofa cushion. The friction he feels is all too much and not enough all at once. He wants more. More more more of you. And he can't seem to stop. But really, he probably should. He buries his face in you slowly, his nose hitting your clit. You groan. He goes back up to it and plants a little kiss there, making you repeat the sound. Then... he's lost on what to do again. "A little down." You step in. He moved from your clit to your hole and dips his pretty wet tongue into you. That's when you just about lost it. "Oh Fuck!" He wiggles it around inside of you, stretching you out with just his tongue beautifully.
"That-- keep doing that." You pant. trying hard to keep yourself from stuttering. More spit gets mixed with your juices and it becomes messier, more frantic as his lips buck faster and start rolling into the cushion. The fabric of his underwear beginning to grow a wet patch where his cock was confined. "Flatten your tongue." You say, your eyes never leaving his as he glances up at you. You guide him up to your clit again and he does just as he was instructed. "Good boy." You mumble out, your fingers ghosting over his shoulders. You start bucking into his face again, trying your hardest not to suffocate him. You tug on his hair to bring him closer to you. And he whines out. The sound again going straight to your core. Shit you really were close, you could practically feel yourself dripping onto his tongue. He grips your hips a little tighter. His fingers sneaking downwards towards your tights. His thrusts into the edge of your sofa become deeper and more frantic and he can't hold back any longer. He literally cannot.
After trying to concentrate on you more than his need to release. (Bad idea, now all he can think about is how you taste.) He licks, and swirls his tongue the way he came to realize you liked it after trial and "error" that felt more like teasing all around just where you needed him most for you. You could feel how much he was really paying attention to how loud you moaned and how much you squirmed under him when he did something a little different; Your hands grasped his hair a little tighter as he started fucking you with that delicious tongue of his. That's when, with a final buck of his hips into your sofa he spilled in his pants with a series of whines, never once pulling his mouth away from you.
The vibrations and those lovely sounds he was making was sending you over the edge. With his face burred in your cunt, you couldn't help but look down at him. And to your surprise he was already looking deep into your eyes this whole time. You couldn't help but wonder if he was staring at that way when he was coming. And god, the thought of him coming in his pants untouched from just him licking you. It did something to your already nearly coming state. A second later and you were coming apart just as desperately as he was. He made sure to lap up every bit of release you so lovingly spilled out for him. He was still grinding down onto your sofa cushions, not really caring about that dull ach that was starting to form within him. He's just still too hard to think about anything else than feeling relief again. And you're still bucking up into his face, no mater how breathless you are from his mouth.
You start getting aroused again from his mouth still being on you. "K-kiss, please." Is the first word uttered between the two of you after starting to come down from your highs. Kevin says it, you comply. He shoots up towards you and this time you're the one who is swallowing his lips whole with a kiss. You taste yourself on his tongue. He couldn't help but breath out a little whine into you. It's more of a sigh of relief more than anything, though. All breathy, and stupidly hot sounding. Too good not to try and get out of him again.
He's closer to you know. His crotch on your thigh. Definitely in a much better position, you think. And that's when an idea pops into your head. You smirk into his lips and roll your hips into him. He freezes, his lips stoping thier movements on yours for a moment. He doesn't know how he should respond to this. Should he return the gesture? Should he just keep kissing you and not do anytging about it? Do you wanna go again cause fuck he would not in the slightest be opposed to that. He slowly pulls his kiss blown, wet, and puffy lips away from you. You can't help but think that you're mezmerized by the taste, the feeling, of him him him. "Can I--" He can barely get the words out of his mouth, his mind too clouded by pure lust for you. And maybe just a little bit of nervousness of what you're going to say. Luckily, you know what he was aiming for. "Yes! Fuck, god please yes." You say quickly.
At that moment, just like before. All you want is him. Near you, on you, all over you it really doesn't matter. And by the look in his eyes and the way he feverishly kisses you after you stop talking he might even want it more than you if that was even possible. Not a minute later he grinds into you, unable to stop himself, really. You just feel so good. Any of you and all of you. Even if it was "just your thigh." Though it wasn't "just" anything to him. far from it. Any part of you he could have. Whatever part of yourself you'd let him partake felt wonderful to him. He starts panting again as you chase his thigh and grind up against him. You let out a throaty groan. And wow, before then he didn't think someone's thigh could fee so nice. So satisfying to all his senses and more. His sweat pants clad legs. Oh god you never thought that someoneโ€™s thigh could feel so good to you. He had it positioned just right, no doubt on purpose. So that whenever either of you two moved his right bone that would wonderfully flex would rub up against your clit deliciously. In a way that made you wanna suck and bite on his lips. And that made you realize that he still has his pants on. And that now, you really wanted to see him. All of him. So only one of you having your pants off simply won't do. You snuck your hand down to his bulge just like before.
"it feels really ah! good when y-you do that." He sighed out when your hand made contact with his length. He bucked into your hand then looked at you with sorry eyes. He had a feeling he knew you were just trying to remove his pants. And he wouldnโ€™t be supposed to that. Youโ€™d be equal. Skin on skin. And you know not trying to give him a hand job. But he really couldnโ€™t help himself.
Believe me, he wanted to. He really wanted to. But you, both of you, here, like together. It was too much to handle. He realizes he probably sounds really needy. But he also realizes that you don't seem to mind. If anything, it kinda looks like you enjoy him being like this for you. He let the final bit of nervousness that bubbled up out of him and into his mind slip away from his mind as you slipped off his pants. You take a final glance at him before you, under you. Asking for permission by toying with the elastic of his boxers. He nods his head. "Mmhm. Yes... Please." He breathed. You slip your fingers expertly inside just like you had so easily pulled off his pants. Your fingers come in contact with his rock hard dick and all thoughts leaves his mind. He doesn't know what to do. He wants to throw his head back and let the moan fly past his lips about just how good it all feels with you on top of him like this. He also really wants to lean forward towards you and suck on your neck or your chest, or just something to show you how much he likes what you're doing.
He settles for a groan into your skin.
You grind down on him, his thigh providing a perfect sensation to bring you closer to your high. It seems to hit you just right. And if you had been wearing your underwear and shorts still you would've long soaked through them. It was like him and body was practically made for you. "You know you can touch me too, right?" You asked him, sounding a little more breathless than you wanted to from all those wonderful sensations he was giving you. Looking down at the man, you saw he was halfway unraveled under you. At the invitation his hands shoot up to your hips and run up and down your sides, taking a second to respond cause of how delicious your hand felt wrapped around him tightly like it was. "Oh, uh yeah-- mm! sorry." He broke his sentence when your thumb brushed past his tip. That made him want to give you more too. You know, make you feel the same wonderful way you were making him?
He flexed his thigh again and bucked it up into you to meet the next roll of your hips halfway. "Oh, god-- Kevin!" You grunted. "S-top, stop teasing." He whimpered at your words. He felt good. Well, more than good knowing that he made you feel that way. No longer was he focused on both of you. Now it was just all you and how he could bring you to the edge along with him. Both of you are panting, the skin of your legs sticking together and your torso feeling just as hot at your core as his warm lovely hands feel around you. In a spur of the moment decision, he holds your hips, steadies them, and helps you grind on his thigh. You let out a long breathy sigh of relief at the feeling he's made for you. This angle makes the stimulation a little harder, and boy does it make you go into overdrive. Your hand picks up speed stroking him as he helps you get off on him, loving and relishing the thought himself.
It feels like heaven in a moment this way. All of your slick is pooling onto him. But he doesn't mind, it makes him wanna cum right now actually. Your heat starts pulsating on him a few seconds later and neither of you could take it anymore. IT was the feeling of his bare warm thigh rubbing up against your bare heat as it feels like he's almost torturing your clit with how good it feels. The both of you came together. Him with a high pitched strangled moan and you with something equally as desperate. He whines deliciously with his face buried into your neck. Noting else on either of your minds except each other. Your fingers become sticky with his release to match the skin of his thigh. You're left panting and wreathing as you fall on top of him, his chin landing on top your head and planting a kiss there a second later. You're still clenching around noting as he wraps his arms around your back.
Your hand releases him and you slide yourself off his thigh. He lets out a hiss because of how sensitive he is and because of the loss of the warm comforting contract of your palm. He faces you as you lay there beautiful next to him. You're all sweaty and tired from the lovely whirlwind you took each other on, but to him you couldn't have looked more amazing as your panting faded away in sync. "Sorry I made a mess on your hand." He said into the crook of your neck, his breath fanning over your skin and kiss nose rubbing up against you. You perked up at that, almost having forgotten about it before. You looked down at your hand at your side. "Oh yeah... that." You chuckled, bringing your fingers to your mouth as you made eye contact with him. He seemed to realize what you were about to do and grabbed your wrist the minute it was close enough to his reach.
You watched him as he guided them to your mouth and dipped them in ever so gently that the touch would barely be viewed as anything sexual. He looked at your in awe as you sucked on your own fingers. Once they were out of your mouth he did the same with his own, savoring the taste of your arousal on his tongue the same way you had done with his. It brought him back to not long ago when he was licking you to your first orgasm. And he never wanted to stop tasting you, and it. "God, y/n." He starts, throwing his head back onto the pillow he had slept on earlier you both were cuddled up on, "You taste so good." You enveloped his lips in a kiss, your mouths moving in perfect sync just as before. Everything you both felt poured into one act seemingly as simple as that. You both eventually (sadly) had to brake apart. You tucked the hair that fell into Kevin's face up and behind his ear, your fingers lingering there for a moment. He popped up into a sitting position.
"I'll go get a cloth for the uh... mess." HE gestured towards his leg and the rest of his release on your hand as he was searching for his pants underneath the messy blanket. He slipped them on, not bothering with his shirt, not like you minded one bit. He really was a sight to see. A second later you heard the water running in your bathroom and pulled yourself off the sofa too. Your feet hit the cold floor with a chill, already missing his warmth. You shimmed on your underwear and headed to where Kevin was found, standing in front of your sink shutting off the water. You leaned on the doorframe and watched him peel down his pants and wipe of the remnants of your slick off his thigh. You didn't think about much while you were posted there, just breathing lightly and freely. Just like you always felt you could around him. Once he was done and he had cleaned off your hand (he insisted he do it.)
You kissed him dearly. Neither of you really want to let go or think about what any of this would mean for both of you. Just that it felt really good and really right. You pulled him down to you more, seated on your toilet. His hands found their places on either side of you. A feeling safe rather than caged in. He pulls away just enough to look into your eyes. "We've got all night... Or forever to do whatever you want. Whichever one works." He smiles
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Captured - Pirate!Jake Kiszka
a/n: okayโ€ฆsuper nervous posting this bc i havenโ€™t posted smut in a year or so, but here we are :) i really wanted to share this, so why not?
warnings: smut, 18+, NO MINORS (please do not interact, like, comment, reblog, if you are under 18. i will block you if you donโ€™t have your age/indication that you are not a minor in your bio or on your blog)
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You were woken up by loud bangs and shoes clambering on the nice wooden floors of your home. Sitting up in bed, the covers fall onto your lap and you scramble into the corner of the wall where your bed sits.
Voices echo through the halls, doors being slammed open, until finally, yours swings open and a couple men stumble in. One was very grimy looking, dirt covering his face and hair, ratty and torn clothing adorning his body.
The other man wasโ€ฆquite beautiful. He had long hair, but it appeared to be managed very well. His clothes, although slightly torn, were much more taken care of than the other guys. And he had this beautiful silver necklace resting against his exposed chest. A small, fuzzy mustache sits above his lip, accentuating them even more.
โ€œYouโ€™re coming with us, sweetheart!โ€ Grimy man says, grabbing your arm and picking you up. The beautiful man digs through your closet and grabs a couple clothing items, shoving them in a bag. They whisk you out of the room and out of your house, but not before putting a blindfold around your eyes.
โ€œWhere are you taking me?โ€ You ask no one in particular. But no one answers. You can clearly hear the waves surrounding you and the sounds of wooden planks beneath your feet. They continued dragging you until you come to a stop.
The blindfold is ripped off and you are shoved into a room with a bed and a candle on the bedside table. Nothing else. The bag your clothes were shoved into is also thrusted into the room, and then, you are left alone as the man shuts the door very loudly.
You cry yourself to sleep that night, trying to cover yourself with the thin blanket provided. But it wasnโ€™t enough. You wanted your actual bed and not this junk of a jail cell.
The following morning, your breakfast was dropped off by the same scummy man from last night. An apple and a piece of bread. However, you ate the entirety of both, despite wanting whatever breakfast your mother was cooking, if she was still at home.
Around midday, the beautiful man from last night comes into your room, with a rope in his hands.
โ€œTurn around,โ€ he says, speaking to you for the first time. You canโ€™t help the way your heart swoons at his sweet sounding voice. It perfectly fit his appearance, but you do as he says.
He, somewhat roughly, ties the rope around your wrists behind your back. You feel the cool metal of his rings brush against your skin, and it sends your heart into a frenzy for some reason.
He takes ahold of your forearm and drags you out of the room and through the halls of the ship. He reaches a door that reads โ€œCaptainโ€™s Quartersโ€ and steps inside with you, closing the door behind him.
โ€œAh, Miss (Y/L/N). So nice to finally see you in the daylight,โ€ a man with a thick beard says, sitting behind a desk maps covering the top. He looks at your nightgown and sighs. โ€œWhere are her actual daytime clothes, gentlemen?โ€
The grimy guy, standing in the corner, stutters a response.
โ€œJ-Jake was the one to get her, ask him,โ€ he pushes off onto the man you now know as Jake.
โ€œYou told me to bring her here as quick as possible. This is what she was dressed in, Captain.โ€
โ€œWell allow her some fuckinโ€™ modesty! Take her back and let her get dressed.โ€ Jake sighs and grabs your arm once more and walks back out of the room.
He undoes the tie and lets you walk back into your room, standing guard at the door so no one decides to make a little trip and walk in. Once you dress in your favorite pale blue dress, you knock on the other side of the door to let Jake know you were ready.
He opens the door and he stops in his tracks. You had also brushed your hair with a random comb you found in the drawer of the bedside table, probably not a good idea, but who cares at this point?
Jake gulps as he gets a good look at all of you, his eyes softening as he sees your gentle smile.
โ€œGo ahead,โ€ you say, turning around with your wrists behind your back. Jakeโ€™s fingers dance along the red marks that were already present from the previous tie, sending a shiver up your spine.
โ€œItโ€™s alright. I wonโ€™t tie your hands. Just keep them behind your back and Iโ€™ll stay close so they donโ€™t see,โ€ he replies. You turn back around and smirk.
โ€œToo bad because Iโ€™m quite into people tying me up,โ€ you whisper, shoving past Jake and in the direction of the office again. Jake stands there, stunned, for a moment, but eventually gets back and comes up right behind you.
โ€œAh, good,โ€ the Captain says when you arrive back. โ€œNow, you have something we want, Miss (Y/L/N). Your father is a rich merchant, isnโ€™t he?โ€
โ€œYes,โ€ you say firmly, trying to hide your fear.
โ€œHe has a hoard of wealth stored somewhere and we want that hoard. Now, taking him would be no fun, he wouldnโ€™t tell us. But his daughter? Oh, we know some ways to get information out of people.โ€
You gulp and step back just a little, your back colliding with Jakeโ€™s firm chest.
โ€œWe wonโ€™t be too mean, darling. But we want you to help us. And if you donโ€™t, well, then we may have to resort to harsher techniques.โ€ You nod, your heart pounding in his chest.
โ€œWhat do you want to know?โ€ The captain looks around at his men, before picking up his quill and writing something down.
โ€œI will talk with my crew, make a list, and then come get you tomorrow. Iโ€™ll let you settle in today, explore the ship, get used to this.โ€ Internally, you are rolling your eyes, thanking him for being so thoughtful.
But on the outside, you just nod and cast your eyes down. Jake gently grabs your arm and brings you out of the room, backwards, and guides you back to your room.
โ€œLunch will be in two hours,โ€ he says, looking at his pocketwatch. โ€œIโ€™ll bring it to you.โ€
โ€œThank you, Jake,โ€ you quickly get out before he can leave the room. He just offers a small smile before walking out and shutting the door. You fall onto your bed, leaning up to look out the porthole.
The clear blue skyline mixed with the dark blue of the distant ocean, a sight you would have usually found beautiful, but in this moment, you despised it.
Just as promised, two hours later, Jake returned with both yours and his lunches.
โ€œWhat are you-โ€ you are cut off as he takes a seat on the floor in front of your bed.
โ€œI wanted to have my lunch with you. Keep you company.โ€ He takes a bite of what appeared to be ham and looks to you. You are dumbfounded, but look down at your plate.
โ€œWhyโ€™s that? Thought you were supposed to be a tough, weathered pirate, eh?โ€ He chuckles, taking a sip of his water.
โ€œI am most of the time. But when my Captain tells us to capture a beauty of a woman, I find it hard to be punishable to her.โ€
โ€œOh, how often does that happen?โ€ You question. Jake shakes his head and casts his eyes down, almost inโ€ฆembarassment? Disappointment?
โ€œNever before. Itโ€™s the first capturing Iโ€™ve been apart of, and to be fair, Iโ€™m not a huge fan. It really hurt hearing your screams and pleas for us to not take you. I wanted to call it off, but it wasnโ€™t my position to do so.โ€
โ€œWell, you should maybe tell your captain that Iโ€™m not that fond of being here either. And how considerate was that of him to allow me the day to myself?โ€ Jake laughs at your sarcasm and rips a piece of bread off.
โ€œI was the one to do that, actually. Before I brought you in, I mentioned how you may not be so easy to give up information this quick. Let you settle in and calm down before we get to that.โ€
โ€œOh, so it was you who was considerate?โ€ Jake shrugs and gazes into your eyes. An emotion hides behind them, one you canโ€™t read.
โ€œLike I said, I saw how distraught you were, I know you just needed some time.โ€ He reaches over to grab your hand, which catches your attention. โ€œEveryone deserves care and respect, even if your father is a selfish wealth-hoarder.โ€
The dig at your father pains your heart and makes you drop his hand.
โ€œSo youโ€™re okay with the whole thing then? After you just told me you feel bad for capturing me and wanted to call it off?โ€
โ€œI mean, I know there are other ways to get your fatherโ€™s money and taking his daughter isnโ€™t the best way, but yes, I do think your father hoards wealth from the public!โ€ Jake suddenly gets defensive, and you want to be mad, but you sigh softly and lean against your bed, staring into your lap.
โ€œIt is true,โ€ you whisper. Jakeโ€™s head whips towards you in surprise. โ€œAs much as I hate to think about it and admit it, he does hoard it.โ€
โ€œSo, you are going to cooperate with us?โ€ With a moment of thinking, you nod, still not meeting his eyes.
โ€œI will. If you guys donโ€™t torture me. Iโ€™ll give you any information you want, but please, donโ€™t harm myself, my dad, or my family.โ€
โ€œI will let Captain Farkley know.โ€ You canโ€™t help the giggle that escapes your throat.
โ€œFarkley?โ€ You repeat. Jake laughs along, knowing that was going to be your reaction.
โ€œYeah, not very much of a hardcore name is it.โ€
โ€œNot really. But neither is Jake.โ€ Jakeโ€™s eyes soften and you finish up your food.
โ€œWould you want to take a walk around the deck?โ€ He asks, grabbing both of your plates.
โ€œI would love to.โ€
Jake shows you around the ship, showing you his duties of hoisting the back sails and looking out the right side of the ship for any others incoming. One thing you noticed about him was the way he brushed his hair out of his face from the wind.
It was a simple gesture that you found adorable. Plus, the way his unbuttoned, ratty shirt blew open from the wind, you were finding it hard to not stare at his chest.
When dinner comes around, Jake brings you your plate, but seeing as dinners are usually spent as a crew, he is unable to sit with you. However, after everyone has gone to sleep and the ship has settled for the night, anchored down for the time being, he appears in front of your door.
You were having trouble falling asleep, but a soft knock catches your attention. Getting up, you carefully open it and find Jake standing there. You let him in, a little confused, but when he smiles at you, all worry washes away.
โ€œSorry I couldnโ€™t eat dinner with you. They wouldโ€™ve thought it was strange I was missing.โ€
โ€œThats alright. Youโ€™re not obligated to spend time with me.โ€ You take a seat on the edge of your bed, and Jake follows suit.
โ€œIโ€™m not obligated to, but I want to. I enjoy your company.โ€
โ€œYou do?โ€ Jake nods and grabs your hand.
โ€œWhat are you still doing up? Canโ€™t sleep?โ€ He wonders.
โ€œYeah. Iโ€™m still not used to the rocking of the ship yet, so itโ€™s hard for me to fall asleep.โ€
โ€œWhy donโ€™t I help you?โ€ He offers. You stand and crawl into bed, Jake following after he removes his shirt, to lay on the left side, so that you donโ€™t fall off the bed.
He pulls you into his chest, your heart racing as you feel his soft skin against your hand and cheek. His fingertips trail up and down your back, and suddenly, you are much more awake. Focusing on his touch wasnโ€™t helping you get to sleep at all.
โ€œGet some rest, okay? I know Captain is wanting to interrogate you tomorrow, so be prepared.โ€ You nod against him and close your eyes, but alas, you find sleep much harder with a handsome man laying bare-chested beside you.
Just as predicted, the next day, Captain Farkley brought you into his quarters, with just you and Jake, and asked you questions regarding your fatherโ€™s wealth. As much as you loved your father, you knew he had a huge vault somewhere that held precious items that could be sold to give people money and even food.
And thatโ€™s exactly what they were after. Although you didnโ€™t exactly know where it was, you were willing to help them gain information. Farkley presented you with papers that his men stole from your fatherโ€™s office in your home as well, so you promised to take them back and study them, then bring him a list of information that could possibly help.
As your weeks on the ship go by, you were getting used to this life. Sure, it wasnโ€™t luxurious, most of the days you smelled so bad you werenโ€™t sure how Jake managed to be around you, but you were coming to be okay with all of this.
You and Jake spent most of your days together. He was the only one who was not creepy towards you, and he even knocked some sense into others for disrespecting you. And every night, Jake promised to be by your side, cuddled up with you, helping you fall asleep.
However, one night, you couldnโ€™t sleep for another reason.
Jake, as usual, walks into your room, finding you sitting up, staring out the window, waiting for him to show up.
โ€œEverything okay?โ€ Jake asks, worry evident in his voice.
โ€œIโ€™m fine. But uhโ€ฆI think I need to be alone tonight,โ€ you tell him.
โ€œOh,โ€ his expression falls, thinking he did something wrong. โ€œMay I ask if you are okay?โ€ His voice is filled with concern and care, and it sends shivers up your spine, not helping your mood.
โ€œIโ€™m feeling a littleโ€ฆhorny tonight and just need toโ€ฆyou knowโ€ฆโ€ your voice trails off. Jakeโ€™s eyebrows raise in curiosity and he smirks.
โ€œOrโ€ฆI could help you?โ€ He offers. You swallow nervously, scared to tell him that you would love for him to do that, but also wanting to protect your ego.
You couldnโ€™t help the naughty thoughts that ran through your mind when he pressed his front to your backside in the middle of the night. Or the way he licked his lips, you couldnโ€™t get the image of him doing so after going down on you.
Because of this, during the days when Jake was busy taking care of his duties and whatnot, you rubbed one out to the thought of him. But now, with him sitting mere inches from you, you had no idea what to do or say.
โ€œUm, I-I mean, you-โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sorry if that was forward, but to be fair, I havenโ€™t been able to stop thinking about you. Someone so beautiful in a simple blue dress has to be beautiful underneath it all, right?โ€ His words send your mind into a frenzy, and you clench your thighs together.
He notices this immediately and smirks.
โ€œIโ€™d say youโ€™ve also thought about me in this way?โ€ Sighing, you finally nod in agreement. He hums happily and reaches up to brush a strand of hair away from your face. โ€œTell me what youโ€™ve thought about.โ€
You gasp in surprise when he leans forward and attaches his lips to your neck, not prepared for that whatsoever.
โ€œIโ€™ve-Iโ€™ve thought of, um, youโ€ฆโ€
โ€œItโ€™s alright, honey. Donโ€™t be embarrassed,โ€ he whispers against your skin. Gulping, you continue.
โ€œIโ€™ve thought about your head between my thighs, eating me out like itโ€™s your last meal,โ€ you say through short breaths. Jake chuckles against your skin as he continues kissing it.
โ€œOh yeah? You bet I could eat you out the best youโ€™ve ever had?โ€
โ€œTry the only,โ€ you mention. Jake pauses and pulls away in shock.
โ€œReally?โ€
โ€œWell yeah. Living a somewhat sheltered life doesnโ€™t allow me to go out and have the fun I want,โ€ you tell him. โ€œBut, that only means you have no one else to compete with.โ€ This puts a smile back on his lips and he finally presses his to yours in a needy yet sweet kiss.
โ€œThen Iโ€™ll give you the best orgasm youโ€™ve ever had, darling.โ€ His facial hair scratches against your face as he moves to kiss along your cheek and back down to your neck. โ€œBut we have to be quiet. You can hear fuckinโ€™ everything through this ship.โ€ You nod and let out a soft sigh, thinking that would be fine.
Jakeโ€™s hands tug at the buttons on the front of your nightgown, and you help him undo them before slipping it off your arms and throwing it to the floor.
โ€œWow,โ€ Jake pauses, his eyes roaming all over your naked body. You want to hide, but the look in his shining brown eyes says otherwise. โ€œJust as beautiful as I imagined. Maybe even more.โ€
Heat rises to your cheeks and you pull him back in for another steamy kiss.
โ€œTake your pants off, Jake. I wanna see you too.โ€ He laughs and fumbles with the button for a bit, but he is finally able to get it undone. He slides them down his legs and kicks them off, but does one thing before laying with you.
He quickly locks the door and turns back around. Your eyes fall to his hardening cock, twitching with excitement. You bite your lip and wave him over. However, he drops to his knees in front of your bed and guides you to sit on the edge.
He throws your legs over his shoulders, face to face with your pussy. He teases you by placing a few open-mouthed kisses along your inner thighs.
โ€œYou are so wet, pretty girl. Is this all because of me?โ€
โ€œYes Jakey. All because of you and all for you.โ€ He groans at both the nickname and your response to his question, wanting to devour you already.
โ€œI bet you taste so good,โ€ he whispers to himself, finally lowering his head and placing his tongue flat against you.
A loud gasp leaves your lungs, and you throw a hand over your mouth, remembering his rule to be quiet.
โ€œMmm, I was right,โ€ he mumbles into your dripping cunt, eyes closing as he savors you.
His arms wrap around your legs to keep you against him, and one of your hands tangles in his hair to keep him pressed against you.
โ€œThat feels so good, Jakey,โ€ you continue with the nickname, realizing the reaction it gets out of him.
โ€œYeah?โ€ He moans, swallowing you before pulling back some to spread your lips with his fingers. He kitten licks your clit with his tongue, your back arching off the bed because of the feeling.
โ€œGod yes!โ€ You quietly whimper, pushing your hips onto Jakeโ€™s face, needing more friction.
โ€œDoing so good at staying quiet for me, baby,โ€ he praises. You tug at his hair to egg him on and continue, which he does.
His tongue switches between lapping at your hole and circling your clit. He also sucks your clit into his mouth, and each time, you find it harder and harder to keep your moans in. Your free hand comes up to play with your breast, your fingers tweaking your nipple, loving the feeling flowing through you in this moment.
โ€œJake please,โ€ you beg.
โ€œPlease what?โ€ He asks, not stopping his actions.
โ€œNeed more,โ€ you breathe out. He shakes his head against you.
โ€œWanna make you cum with just my mouth. I know you can, honey. Just focus on my tongue.โ€ So, you do as he says and try to clear your mind except for the part that was telling you your fantasies were coming true.
Jake was here, between your legs, eating you like there was no tomorrow. Heโ€™s groaning and moaning against you, heโ€™s enjoy this just as much as you are. Sucking your clit into his mouth again, he rubs his tongue against it, and you are done for.
โ€œJake, Iโ€™m so close,โ€ you whisper, grasping his hair hard. He doesโ€™t mind one bit.
โ€œCum for me, darlinโ€™. I want you to cum in my mouth,โ€ he mumbles, moving down to your hole, waiting for you to release even more for him.
โ€œFuck, Jake, keep doing that!โ€ He continues to fuck his tongue into your hole, humming while doing so, creating vibrations through your body. Soon enough, your orgasm crashes over you, your back arching off the bed and your hips grinding into Jakeโ€™s face, who happily laps up every single drop heโ€™s able to.
Heโ€™s moaning himself, extremely turned on by everything, as he removes his mouth and gazes up at you through your legs. Your chest was still heaving up and down, and Jake takes the sight of your tits in.
He takes this opportunity to stand up and wrap his lips around your nipple. He pauses and stares up at you, and you groan at the sight of him.
His hair was a disheveled mess and his entire mouth and chin was covered in your arousal. But he wore a proud smile on his face.
โ€œYou are so damn beautiful,โ€ he whispers, kissing you. Tasting yourself, you shove your tongue into his mouth to deepen the kiss. Your hand slithers down between your bodies and you grab his cock, a shocked gasp escaping his mouth.
โ€œWanna make you feel good too, Jakey,โ€ you smile, gaining some energy to push him to lay down on your bed. You crawl onto his body and sit with your legs straddling his hips. You stroke him a few times, giving him a nice show of running your other hand up and down your body, teasing your breast and down to your clit.
You move once more to kneel next to him. You grasp the base of his cock and lean down, wrapping your lips around his tip. He sucks in a breath and closes his eyes for a moment, trying hard to remember his own rule.
He watches you work him for a few seconds, your mouth taking almost all of him, before he pushes you away.
โ€œIโ€™m not gonna last long and honestly I wanna cum in you instead of your mouth,โ€ he says, eyes beginning to drop closed. You smirk and kiss him once more, straddling his hips while not breaking the heated kiss.
He reaches to grab his throbbing cock and guides it through your folds, collecting your wetness for a second or two.
โ€œTell me if it gets too much, okay honey?โ€ He says, his other hand cupping your chin to make you look in his eyes. You nod, but thatโ€™s not enough for him. โ€œIโ€™m serious, (Y/N).โ€
He hasnโ€™t used your first name before, only referring to you as Miss (Y/L/N), or the pet names heโ€™s given you, and now, with this very intimate moment being the time he does, it made your heart swell.
โ€œI will tell you if it does, Jake.โ€ He hums and finally pushes his cock into you. Your mouth drops open and your eyes roll to the back of your head.
โ€œOh my god,โ€ you moan, lowering yourself fully onto him, his thick cock twitching inside of you already. โ€œDonโ€™t wanna move just yet.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re so tight, holy shit,โ€ he breathes out, trying to calm himself. You clench around him involuntarily and he whimpers, a shiver running through his body.
Jakeโ€™s hands fall to your hips and he stares up at you.
โ€œYou okay?โ€ He asks.
โ€œYeah. I just want to feel you for a moment.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s alright, darling. It, fuck,โ€ he pauses as you clench him again, but this time on purpose, โ€œit feels good.โ€
After a few more seconds, you finally start to move, bouncing up and down on him, your hands steadying yourself on his chest. Your soft moans and breaths fill the room, Jake watching your tits bounce with every movement.
โ€œYou-youโ€™re so beautiful,โ€ he breathes out, mouth agape in awe of you. โ€œThe sounds you make, the faces you make, fuck, the way you feel around me.โ€ You giggle and lean down to capture his lips.
Jakeโ€™s hips start to pick up a similar rhythm, snapping up into yours. This causes you to fall into his chest, allowing him to take control. His arms wrap around your body as you take all of him.
โ€œFuck, Jakey,โ€ you whimper, nuzzling your face in his sweaty neck. His hair starts to stick to his face due to the temperature of the room, and your activities.
โ€œI love when you call me that.โ€ A smirk crosses your lips and you sit up just a little. Your hands brush the hair from his face and you lean above him.
โ€œJakey,โ€ you purr, leaning forward so your tits meet his face. Immediately, his lips attach to the swell of your breast, sucking a hickey into your skin. โ€œYou make me feel so fucking good, Jakey.โ€
โ€œFucking shit!โ€ He tries to keep quiet, but itโ€™s no use, so you slap your hand over his mouth, going back to your previous position with your face in his shoulder.
โ€œYou close, baby?โ€ You whisper, biting the shell of his ear, feeling his silver earring brush against your lip.
โ€œY-yes, honey, god, keep doing that!โ€ You bring his hand to toy with your clit, feeling your second orgasm approach.
You bite into his shoulder to muffle your noises, Jakeโ€™s speed starting to falter as he nears his own high.
โ€œCum in me, Jakey,โ€ you whimper the exact moment you reach your orgasm, your voice wavering because of it. His face scrunches up in pleasure, mouth slightly agape as he stills inside of you, his cock twitching as he releases his load.
You crash into him, all of your weight falling on him, though not that he cared. Both of you attempt to catch your breath, bliss running through your bodies, and basking in the glow of sex.
You raise your head slowly, still coming down from your intense orgasm, and find Jake in the same state. His eyes were half-lidded, breaths leaving his mouth. His tongue darts out to wet his lips, and once more taste you, as it was still prominent on his face.
โ€œHow many women have you bedded like that?โ€ You ask, in half curiosity and half seriousness.
โ€œOne,โ€ he replies. โ€œYears ago, the only woman I loved.โ€
โ€œIs that where you learnedโ€ฆwhat you did first?โ€ You continue, heat creeping up your neck. Jake chuckles and nods, pinning a stray piece of sweaty hair behind your ear.
โ€œWhy are you getting shy on me, honey?โ€ He teases. Your giggle causes you to once again clench around him, but with Jake being so sensitive from everything, his body jolts in response. You slowly lift yourself off of his length, whimpering at the lost feeling from him inside of you.
He watches a mixture of your cum and his drop onto his leg. Smirking, he swipes his finger through it, collecting it all, and raises his hand to your face. Gladly, you take his digit into your mouth, sucking every last drop from his skin.
You moan around his finger and Jake can feel himself become turned on again. Releasing his finger with a pop, you fall back beside him, curling into his side as he moves lower so that he can lay down with you.
โ€œSo, what happens when you and everyone else finds my fatherโ€™s vault and everything is over?โ€ You ask him after a few minutes of nothing. The feeling of his fingertips running up and down your bare back was enough to put you to sleep, but you had one thing on your mind.
โ€œEither you go back home and explain to your father why you had to rat him out, or you find a new life somewhere else.โ€
โ€œHeโ€™ll most likely disown me for this.โ€
โ€œMaybe not, if you tell him you did it for his and everyone elseโ€™s safety.โ€ Nodding against his shoulder, you trail your finger around his bare chest.
โ€œYou could always run away with me,โ€ he whispers. This shocks you, so much that you donโ€™t say a word or move for a minute or so. But when you do, you sit up and stare down at him.
โ€œWhat?โ€ He smiles and caresses your cheek.
โ€œI donโ€™t want to live without you, (Y/N). These past few weeks have been the best time I have spent on this ship. I have really fallen for you and I donโ€™t want you to leave.โ€
Unfortunately for Jake, once his captain and crew had found your fatherโ€™s vault, they had no use for you anymore, and returned you back, unharmed, to your family. The days following your return were very emotional, and you were happy to be safe with them, and the only damage was your fatherโ€™s wealth, which he had enough of.
About a week after your return, you are walking along the shoreline of the port, watching as merchant ships come and go, when a shadow appears over you.
โ€œWhatโ€™s a beautiful lady like you doing out here by herself?โ€ A familiar voice rings in your ears. Immediately, you perk up and stand, finding Jake, his usual black outfit, a brimmed hat sitting atop his head and his hair that cascaded around his shoulders, and his sword in his belt.
โ€œJakey,โ€ you cheer, jumping into his arms. He laughs happily and holds you tight against him. โ€œI missed you.โ€
โ€œI missed you too, honey. But Iโ€™m here to stay.โ€ Pulling back, you look at him confused.
โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€
โ€œI left Farkely and the Meridian. I realized I wanted nothing more than to be with you.โ€
โ€œWh-what? Are you serious? Jake why would you-โ€
โ€œI love you, (Y/N). I wasnโ€™t kidding when I said I fell for you. When you left, I was broken. And I couldnโ€™t let the others know how I was feeling. I came to the conclusion that I wanted to be with you way more than I wanted to be on that ship. So, with your fatherโ€™s money, I bought a house in the town so I could be close to you. And I got a job helping unload ships that come through the docs.โ€
โ€œOh my god, really?โ€ He nods. โ€œHoly shit.โ€ You fall into his arms again, tears pooling in your eyes.
โ€œSo, youโ€™re happy, I assume?โ€
โ€œI am. And I love you too, Jake. I just canโ€™t believe you left the pirateโ€™s life for me.โ€
โ€œWell, a pirateโ€™s life is not for me,โ€ he says, playing on the well-known song that all pirates know and sing.
The both of you share a laugh before you cup his cheeks and kiss him, reslishing in the feeling that you missed for the past week.
โ€œYou want to come back to my new place? Break it in a little?โ€ He asks, his eyebrows wiggling in a teasing and suggestive manner.
โ€œHell yeah. I missed your mouth on my pussy,โ€ you whisper against his lips.
โ€œOh, you naughty thing.โ€
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sleeby-anon ยท 8 months
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Guide To Sleeby:
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X Marks the Spot - K.SY
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๐Ÿดโ€โ˜ ๏ธWho; Kwon Soonyoung (Seventeen) x female reader ๐Ÿดโ€โ˜ ๏ธWhat; Humour. Bestfriends to lovers. I guess some tiny fluff? Adult themes. ๐Ÿดโ€โ˜ ๏ธWordcount; 5.8k ๐Ÿดโ€โ˜ ๏ธWarnings; Profanity. Party typical alcohol mentions but neither SY nor reader are drinking. Kind of jealous/possessive Soonyoung. Making out in public places. The whole point of this story is Soonyoung in a costume marketed for women, so if that's not your vibe then this story is not for you, friend.
Although there isn't any smut, this is definitely an 18+ fic so Minors do NOT interact. I WILL block any account that interacts without an age indicator in the bio.
Summary; You stupidly left the job of buying your costumes for the party down to Soonyoung, and now you're paying for it and have to spend the night watching him dancing in those little shorts initially intended for you.
-2024 Masterlist-
A/N; this is all because I can't get the thought of Soonyoung in the pirate outfit from my "Sexy costumes for Seventeen to wear" post out of my head. made myself feral with that one.
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Completely out of the blue last week, Seungkwan decided to send a message in the group chat that he's throwing a costume party. No reason for it, nothing had happened to warrant a party, he had simply decided he wanted to do it and demanded the entire group be there and in costume.
Soonyoung had, unsurprisingly, already been by your side on our couch watching the latest episode of the drama you two were obsessed with, when the message came through. After the episode you both looked at your phones and Soonyoung immediately started to look for costume ideas excitedly. He soon found and fell in love with a pirate outfit and after showing you it, he said it's part of a couple costume and as besties, you have to match because 'that's what besties do'. In the year you have known Soonyoung, you have never truly said no to him and this was no different.
Though perhaps you should've at least looked at the female half of the matching costume before agreeing instead of blindly trusting your best friend.
Which leads us to here. It's an hour before the party is due to start and Soonyoung has just turned up at your apartment to get ready together just like always. He has the parcel of costumes in his arms and a bright excited grin on his face when he hands it over to you to allow him to remove his shoes.
"I haven't opened it yet," He informs, watching you walk over to the couch to lean the parcel against the arm and open it like you knew he wanted you to. Soonyoung knows you get an odd sense of joy from opening parcels whether or not they're for you so he often brings his orders over or invites you to his apartment to allow you to open them for him.
"So I see," You muse with a little giggle.
Soonyoung appears at your back a moment later, leaning his chin on your shoulder to peer into the bag as you open it. The first costume out is his, packaged in another bag though this is clear revealing the cardboard insert with a picture of a man in the costume on the front. He takes it happily when you offer it and bounces aside to start to open it excitedly.
There's only one more item in the bag, your costume so you take it out, excited about your matching pirate outfits too. Up until you turn the packet over to look at the picture and realise that this truly is not what you expected, especially not from your best friend.
"What the actual fuck, Kwon Soonyoung?!" You demand flabbergasted.
"Uh-oh, the full name," Soonyoung looks up at you in alarm, all sign of joy gone. "Did they send the wrong thing?"
"I hope so because if you saw this on the site and still ordered it, you and I are going to have some issues." You turn the packet to show him the picture on the cardboard insert. A picture of a woman in a tiny pair of high-waisted shorts, if they could even be considered that with fishnet tights underneath. There's an attempt at a white top that honestly could be a lot worse, it's off the shoulder and cropped but it's honestly not as bad as it could be for a female-focused costume, but still far too revealing for your liking. To finish it off, she's wearing a striped bandana on her head with a plastic sword in her hands and you're very certain that the sword alone is the only reason the packet is that big because there's certainly not enough material creating the costume to require such a size bag.
Soonyoung stares at the picture for a second then looks up at you with a confused little pout. "It's a pirate outfit."
"Show me yours," You demand with a sigh. He doesn't hesitate to move over and hand you his costume, still in the packet just about.
There's a clear difference in costumes. The picture on his packet depicts a man in three-quarter length vertically striped trousers and a simple white shirt with an open neckline revealing a thin triangular strip of skin down to his sternum, finished with the same bandana as your costume and a plastic sword. Though, of course, the man's sword is bigger than the woman's sword. Of course, the men get the big boy sword and the women get the toothpick.
"You seriously don't see a problem with this?" You ask, holding the two packets up side by side so that he can see the photos together. Poor, naive Soonyoung looks between the pictures rapidly in a desperate attempt to understand. Yet he winds up just shaking his head as he looks at you with such an innocent expression that you know that he seriously doesn't understand the problem here at all. "Then you can wear this one." You declare, handing him the woman's outfit before turning to stalk off to your bedroom.
"What?!" He sputters, scrambling to follow you down the short corridor. "This is for women!"
"You've said before, clothes have no gender!" You remind, turning at the threshold with a hand on your open door ready to close it and a sweet smile on your face. "If you want to match with me, Soonyoungie, you wear that and I'll wear this."
He stares between you and the packet in his hand for a moment before agreeing with a nod and a simple "okay".
And that right there, is your second mistake.
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When you had told Soonyoung to wear that outfit, you really had not been prepared for how fucking good he'd look in the skimpy little outfit. So now you have to spend the next hours at Seungkwan's bustling apartment pretending that your gaze isn't constantly locating Soonyoung in the dim lighting as he happily dances amongst other costumed bodies.
Sure, you've seen Soonyoung topless before so you know the man has a frankly incredible body usually hidden under the baggy clothes he usually prefers to wear, but the sexy little pirate outfit highlights his strong torso and biceps so well. The cropped top stops at his sternum giving full view of the top half of his defined abs, the bottom half hidden by the high waist of the shorts. And those shorts? They really do not leave a lot to the imagination at all so Soonyoung has spent the entire night so far carefully doing his best to keep the sword strapped around his hips dangling in front of his crotch. You had obligingly given him the bigger sword when you had realised that the 'woman's' sword wasn't exactly wide enough to cover him. Neither of you had made eye contact when you had handed it over without a word because you both knew what it meant and the fact you had obviously seen the bulge of his flaccid dick in the tight shorts.
Which honestly, had only made you wonder how big he was hard, and that was a thought that you usually try to avoid; thinking of your best friend in a sexual situation. Though his pure existence alone makes it very hard.
Kwon Soonyoung doesn't realise how attractive he is and you're kind of grateful about it. Because if that unfairly effortlessly attractive man knows how hot he is, then you know he'll be cocky and dress to show off more often than just for nights out or special occasions, and you would not mentally survive that.
As it is, you're not sure you'll survive the night.
"One day, you two are going to stop being stupid and just fuck it out," Chan comments from your right where he stands in his doctor's outfit; Seungkwan's wearing a matching one somewhere else in the apartment and you really can't tell if it's intentional or not with those two. They're always bickering and acting like they hate each other but they're always the first the other goes to for any reason whatsoever.
"Please make it before the end of summer so I don't lose money," Seungcheol requests from your left, leaning against the wall with you and dressed in a suit just like his own best friend and roommate, wherever she has disappeared to. She's likely with Junhui based on the way the pair have been eyeing each other for the past hour -and since they met really but that's another story entirely.
"You assholes have bets on us fucking?" You gawp in betrayed disbelief at the suited man.
"Yup," Seungcheol confirms shamelessly while Chan tries to sputter out a denial that makes you level the youngest with an unimpressed look. However, it doesn't last because you hear Soonyoung's loud voice even over the music and automatically look over to where your best friend is trying to stop Seokmin from grabbing at his sword. No euphemism even if the plastic is in the right place. "Looks like Seok's going to get further with your boy than you ever have." Seungcheol sniggers. You shove his arm making him laugh harder.
"Swordplay," Chan giggles then wanders off without another word to refill his cup after swallowing the last of its contents.
"Seriously though, you should like, go fuck him," Seungcheol speaks a moment later when Soonyoung has successfully distracted Seokmin by grabbing the younger's hands to make him dance with him. Soonyoung shoots you a world-weary, wide-eyed look that makes you snicker and wave innocently at him.
"You really don't want to lose money, huh."
"It's not even about that, just you two. This has been going on for over a year now; this gross pining shit. Just sit on his dick and ask him on a date, it's not that hard."
"You can't say shit, Cheol."
"Hey, I've fucked her, regularly," he defends with a pout before sipping at his drink.
"Oh yeah, because fucking your best friend who you've been in love with since childhood while encouraging her to go after your friend who she's been mutually eyefucking for the past three months is so much better." You retort sarcastically and give him a look. He can't refute it at all, it's entirely true and he's confided in you enough for you both to know that he's constantly making his own heartbreak worse by continuing to indulge his best friend both in bed and when she comes home and whines over how good Junhui looks.
"We're as bad as each other," he decides after a second.
"Don't lump me with you, I've never fucked him." You scoff and turn back around to naturally locate Soonyoung where he's back to smiling away as he dances with Seokmin and some others.
"You want to,"
"Yeah, I really fucking do," you exhale and swallow down the last of your drink only to frown down into the empty disposable cup. "I need a real drink."
"You know you can't drink around him like this or you will ask to suck his dick." Seungcheol reminds you of the very reason why you're always the designated driver when Soonyoung dresses up.
Because yes, you have come close to getting on your knees in the middle of a club for him. Luckily, Seungcheol had noticed and took you home before you actually acted on the urge to publicly defile your best friend. Unluckily, Seungcheol had noticed and has not failed to mention it at every chance. But at least it's stayed between the two of you.
"At this rate, I'll do it regardless," you mutter, still frowning into your empty cup. "Back in a bit." Seungcheol just grunts to show he heard before you slump off to the kitchen to refill your cup with one of the non-alcoholic beverages lining the counter.
You've barely finished filling your cup when a familiar hand reaches around you and picks it up to start gulping down. Even though you know it's Soonyoung, you still look over your right shoulder where he's chugging down the drink entirely unaware of your thirsty gaze watching the drop of liquid that escapes from the corner of his mouth trail down over his chin and jaw and down his neck to catch on his collar bone. You refrain from leaning in to slurp it up and lick your way up the trail it left all the way to Soonyoung's mouth.
Instead of staring at the way his throat bobs as he swallows down the last drops, you turn back around and wait for him to place the cup down so that you can refill it. And then he grabs it again before you can, making you groan. "Seriously?"
"M'thirsty," he defends barely pulling the cup away and accidentally dribbling some of the liquid from his mouth onto your shoulder. You look at him in disgust. He just grins sweetly and kisses your cheek in a sticky apologetic way before leaning back up to get back to his task of once again, stealing your drink.
At least this time when you've refilled the cup, he doesn't steal it away and lets you actually lift it to your own mouth. You can feel his eyes on you as you drink so you side-eye him questioningly without moving the cup away.
"Are you taking Seungcheol home again?" He asks, stepping closer to you as someone passes too close behind him, his left hand falling to your hip and his right on the counter, sort of caging you in though you know it's unintentional even if you wish it wasn't.
"He can take himself home, he's not drinking tonight," you reply, distracted by the feeling of plastic pressing against you. "Your sword is digging into my ass."
Soonyoung lets go of the counter to tug his sword belt around and lays the toy on the outside of his left thigh leaving him pressed directly against you. You genuinely can't tell if he's even noticed that as he seems to be focused on the conversation judging by the concentrated furrow of his eyebrows. "That's not what I mean and you know it."
"If I know it, wouldn't I respond to what you mean?" You give him a look, puzzled by his own words and hoping he understands that you seem to very much not be having the same conversation here and you are completely unaware of the conversation he's having with you.
"Not when you're both pretending nothing's happening,"
"What?" You nudge him back enough so that you can turn and face him, which admittedly, is not your smartest move when he moves straight back in. He doesn't press against you again but his left foot is between yours as you lean your ass back against the counter. Any closer and his thigh will be very close to pressing to your crotch.
"Come on, I'm your best friend, I think you should at least be honest with me, even if you play ignorant with the others," he frowns and leans heavier onto his right hand on the counter beside your hip, bringing him in closer so that he doesn't have to talk so loudly to be heard over the music. "You two often leave together when we go out. And even though his place is closer than mine, you drop me off first so it's just you two left. I'm not stupid."
"Wait, you think that's so we can go fuck?" You realise with wide eyes.
"It's obvious, you always find each other when we're all together like this and spend the whole fucking night hiding off to the side whispering to each other,"
You can't help but laugh. "Do you all think we're fucking?" He nods. You laugh again. "Oh man, I gotta tell Cheolie this," you start to push off of the counter with every intention of going to find the man knowing he will find it as hilarious as you do, but Soonyoung puts his left hand on your lower stomach to push you back and then he pushes himself against you to pin you there. "Soonyoung,"
"No."
"What? No? No what?"
"I'm not letting you go back to him. You came with me, you're staying with me and leaving with me, no one else." He declares firmly.
You stare up at him trying to decipher what the fuck is actually going on right now, what prompted this sudden conversation and behaviour. Not that Soonyoung has never pinned you before but it's usually playfully as he whines and pouts cutely to get his way, or to just joke around. But he's entirely serious now and looking at you with something kind of dark in his eyes. Admittedly, it's pretty fucking hot. "Are you drunk?" You ask, even if you know he's not; you can't smell any alcohol on him and drunk Soonyoung gets cuddly and clingy, not whatever this is.
"You know I'm not," he places his left hand on the counter on your other side, well and truly caging you in and causing him to lean down a little closer to reach comfortably.
"Then why are you suddenly acting like this?"
"It's not sudden." You give him a look. "Okay, fine, acting on it is but wanting to, that's not sudden. I've wanted to do this for a long time,"
"Then why haven't you?"
"Because I care about you too much," he frowns a little as he takes in your features from up close, gaze catching on your lips for a few seconds before lifting back up to meet your eyes. "There's a bet you know, about us fucking?"
"I just found out." You pull a displeased expression. "Cheol's in on that, you know? He wouldn't bet on us fucking before the end of summer if he's fucking me."
"He is?" He raises his eyebrows in surprise. "They made it sound like he's against the bet, said he's been trying to stop them from always talking me into it,"
"Yeah, no, he just told me to fuck you. He's always telling me to fuck you."
"Oh," He licks his lips as his eyes divert thoughtfully. "Guess I should stop being a dick to him then,"
"You've been a dick to him?" You ask, genuinely surprised. You really haven't noticed Soonyoung acting badly towards Seungcheol at all.
"Mm, I always take his favourite snacks at movie night." You can't help but burst into giggling laughter at his confession.
Of course, the man doesn't have a single genuinely mean bone in his body and would think purposely taking someone's favourite snacks would be a big dick move. You bet he's been feeling kind of guilty about it while no doubt Seungcheol hasn't even noticed.
"What? Why're you laughing?" He pouts at you.
"Oh, Soonie, you're so fucking cute," you coo and cup his cheeks fondly. He smiles a little dopily at the compliment, the same smile he reserves for you and your doting attention on him even if neither of you has noticed that. The rest of your friends have though.
"Nice ass," You hear before Soonyoung's hips jerk into you when he yelps and tries to escape the slap that landed on his ass.
"Hyung!" He complains, looking over his shoulder to pout at Jeonghan as the man appears from behind your best friend.
You really can't tell exactly what Jeonghan is supposed to be, you think it's some kind of anime character, or something kinky. Maybe both. Either way, his costume is a strange mix of faux black leather and shimmery red lacey wings. And he pulls it off unfairly well considering that you know he hadn't been prepared for the party that morning at all.
"What? Don't look at me like I'm disturbing something," Jeonghan scoffs, reaching around you to grab the same big plastic bottle you had been filling your cup from. Though he stops and looks at the way Soonyoung is very much pressed against you. Jeonghan grins after noticing that Soonyoung's crotch is definitely smushed against your upper thigh; something you have been doing your best to ignore yourself because yes you can feel everything through the thin material covering you both. "Or maybe I am." He smirks at you both.
"What are you supposed to be exactly?" You ask in an attempt to change the topic to one that won't kill your last remaining dregs of sanity. Then again, with the things that come out of Yoon Jeonghan's mouth, you could still be rendered insane but for a reason other than feeling your best friend's dick pressed against you.
"No idea just grabbed some shit from Hao's costume closet." Jeonghan shrugs as he looks down at himself. "Kind of think this might be less about his costume designing and more about sex though."
"He's definitely worn that harness while fucking someone." You agree and reach out to hook your finger over the thick horizontal strap over Jeonghan's chest. You're pretty sure it's directly over his nipples, but the slightly sheer tank top he's wearing underneath the harness kind of obscures your view enough that you don't have confirmation.
"Mm, definitely." Jeonghan agrees and smirks at you. "Want to take it home yourself?"
"And take it from you? I wouldn't dare, you look so handsome, Hannie," You coo, playing along with the flirty banter you two have always partaken in. Not because anything has ever happened between you nor will it, you've discussed it plenty of times to make sure you're both on the same page still. But it's just fun to harmlessly flirt.
"Never said I won't be wearing it," he licks his lips and gives you a suggestive look.
"You're not going home with her," Soonyoung argues firmly, crowding up against you further though his gaze is on Jeonghan in warning, so he misses the way your eyes widen and dart down to where Soonyoung is now pressing his crotch against your hip, his own thigh pressing up between your thighs. Jeonghan doesn't miss it though and cackles, taking the bottle and his cup away entirely without another word.
"S-soonyoung," You stammer, hands fluttering at his sides, wanting to push him back for your sanity but you think putting your hands on his exposed skin will just make you pull him closer.
"Do you have to flirt with him all the time?" He frowns at you, entirely unaware of the screaming in your mind, mostly just sounds with the odd yell of the word penis. He'd probably laugh if he heard it, to be honest, just because of the word penis. He wouldn't even realise it's his penis you're mentally screaming about. "And when I'm right here too. Did you forget I'm here or something?"
"No," You choke out.
"Then why- are you okay?" He suddenly realises how wide your eyes are.
"I can feel your dick," You blurt, unable to think of anything else.
He blinks at you for a moment then looks down at where he's pressed against you as if he hasn't even noticed until now. "Oh," he pulls his hips back and his thigh from between yours making you let out a heavy shaky exhale as your body relaxes a little. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable."
"Ha, not the word I'd use."
"What word would you use?" If he was any other man, you'd say the little quirk of his head and innocent eyes locked onto you is fake, just some kind of game, a way to flirt. But it's Soonyoung and you've seen this man miss the most obvious of flirtations since you've known him; the amount of times you or the guys have had to bluntly tell him that someone had been trying to take him home to fuck is frankly absurd. "Stop touching my ass!" His sudden exclamation makes you jump a little while he looks over his shoulder in annoyance, glaring at Seungkwan who's giving him an innocent look.
"I'm very happy that you two are finally doing something about your consistent sexual tension and mutual pining but take it out of my kitchen, please. I don't want to have to burn my home down if you defile my counters." The younger man speaks bluntly with a slightly sweet edge to his words. You can't even see him but you just know that he's got that too sweet smile on his face that always feels more threatening than anything.
"What?" Soonyoung blinks at him, the annoyance of his ass being grabbed melting away. "We're not doing anything."
"Hannie told me you're being possessive and we all know that she likes that so-"
"Hey!" You exclaim offendedly, not because you can argue it, but just more that you're being talked about like you're not there. "She has a name!"
"Well take hyung home and he can moan it for the neighbours to hear." Seungkwan gives you that sweet-threatening smile as he leans around Soonyoung to meet your gaze. "My neighbours don't want to hear it."
"My neighbours won't hear that," you scoff. Soonyoung can't help but frown, he feels like he's just been rejected even though he hadn't even gotten to the point of actually asking to take you home and fuck you like he wants to, like your mutual friends had convinced him you want him to. But your firm dismissal of Seungkwan's words sounds like you putting that boundary securely in place before he can even ask to tumble over it into your arms.
"He's loud-" Seungkwan starts to point out but you're not done talking even if you had taken a quick scoff break.
"I don't live in a cheap-ass building with paper for walls like you do, Kwannie." You finish.
Both men stare at you for a second, Seungkwan at first just blinks in surprise at the fact you're not even disputing the Soonyoung moaning your name part, just whether or not your neighbours will hear. And Soonyoung is full-on gawping at you, mouth open and eyes wide, wondering if this means that boundary even exists between you.
"Does that mean you won't get a noise complaint? Hyung is pretty loud, you know? There's a reason we don't live together anymore."
"I don't know." You reply with a shrug.
"Then go fucking home already and stop humping against my kitchen counter!" Seungkwan grabs Soonyoung by his hips to yank him backwards away from you while the scantily dressed pirate yelps and flails a little at the unexpected action. Then he's shoved towards the kitchen exit while Seungkwan grabs your wrist to tug you along.
You're both too genuinely dumbstruck by Seungkwan's sudden forceful actions to do anything but stumble along until you're both outside of the apartment, shoes in hands and staring in shock at the door that's just been shut in your faces.
"Did we just get kicked out?" You mutter.
Soonyoung nods slowly and then looks at you. "I think we got kicked out for sex."
"Is it still sexile if you're the ones getting kicked out and told to go elsewhere to fuck?" You muse, attention down as you focus on shoving your feet into your shoes, one hand on the wall behind you and the other out in the air pointlessly.
"Uh, reverse sexile?" He offers, dropping his shoes to shove his feet into.
"Sounds like a sex position."
He laughs. "What would that even look like?"
"No idea." You grin at him then figure that well, it seems like you've both been outed enough already seeing as all of your friends have stopped hiding the fact that they expect you to finally have sex, which really implies a mutual attraction. So you suck your bottom lip into your mouth for a second as he frowns down at his shoe that just will not accept his right foot for some reason. "Shall we go find out?"
Immediately, Soonyoung looks up at you with wide eyes. "What?"
"Shall we go find out what reverse sexile looks like?"
"Likeโ€ฆus?"
"Yeah, Soonyoung, us," You confirm with an amused twitch of your lips. "You said you're the only one to go home with me, right?" He nods. "Then let's go home and find out, Young-ah."
"Ye-no, wait." He steps closer and takes your hand gently before you can start walking down the hall to the staircase. His fingers are barely holding onto your own. It's perhaps the most cautious he's ever taken your hand into his. Even the very first time he had boldly laced your fingers together and you had only met ten minutes previously.
"No?" You ask, feeling really kind of stupid all of a sudden. You had been so unusually confident in asking him to go home and fuck you.
"Not because I don't want to because I do seriously, I really want to fuck you." He breathes out, sounding rather affected by the thought alone as he stares at you longingly and holds your hand a little more securely. "I justโ€ฆI don't want it to wind up like Seungcheol."
"Uh, what about Seungcheol?" You shuffle a little closer while giving him a questioning look.
"Regularly fucking his best friend who has a crush on someone else, while heโ€ฆwhile he wants her as more than just company in his bed." The way his expression turns serious and yearning makes your heart start to race a little with hope.
"While heโ€ฆAre you saying you want more?" You ask quietly.
"Earlier when I said I care about you too much, I meant I care too much to be able to have sex with you if it means nothing. I really fucking like you and I don't want to go home with you like this if you don't feel the same. I can't do that." He shakes his head a little. "As much as I've thought about this, about you and me doing all kinds of kinky shit all over your apartment, and mine when Jihoon isn't there. Or when he is if you're into exhibitionism, I don't know your kinks and I'm pretty sure he wouldn't even notice anyway because he never leaves his fucking room an-" He's rambling at this point, frowning down at your connected hands as he talks.
"Soonyoung." He makes a soft hum of a noise as he looks back up at you with rounded eyes. "We can talk kinks later, I'd really like to get back to the matter of it sounds like you're confessing to me?"
"Oh, right yeah, I guess I am." He chuckles a little and scratches the back of his neck with his free hand. "So uh, yeah, I really like you and uhm, I guess now comes the part where hopefully, you say you like me back but I really don't know if you do because the guys just really said you want to fuck me and-" You cover his mouth with your hand that time to shut up his second bout of nervous rambling.
"I really like you too, Soonie," You confirm softly and giggle at the way his features light up adorably behind your palm. "Can we skip the trial dating bullshit and go straight to being together? I'd like to show you off as my boyfriend," His eyes widen dramatically and then he's nodding rapidly in agreement without dislodging your hand. "You're so cute." You coo and lean in just to press a kiss to the back of your hand over his mouth. He looks utterly betrayed and heartbroken when you lean back. "What?" You play innocent and lower your hand while backing up, lacing your fingers behind your back.
"You can't tease me like that, baby!" He whines, toddling after you and dragging his feet in a sulk as he moves along the carpeted flooring of the hall.
"Tease? Me? Never," You grin at him then stop as your back hits the door to the staircase.
"You are, teased me for the past year. Teasing me now." He continues to mumble away as he nears, though cuts off when you reach out to grab the sword and yank on the plastic to pull him in right up against you. His hands automatically fly up to catch himself on the door above your head while his breath catches in his throat.
"If you're so worried I'm going to keep teasing you, Soonie, you better hurry up and take what you want." You warn in a low voice, chin tilted up so your faces are only inches apart.
Soonyoung groans in the back of his throat before he leans down and seals his lips against yours in a hungry, desperate kiss. He presses his left forearm flat against the door beside your head so that he can firmly hold your jaw with his right hand and tilt you further into him with his thumb pushing on your chin to urge your mouth open wider and deepen the kiss in a manner much too filthy for a public hallway of your friend's apartment building.
"Oh for fucks sake!" The loud voice of the friend in question forces you both apart to peer over Soonyoung's shoulder to where Seungkwan is in the hallway with the cute neighbour he's recently started to date, their hands together and clearly with one intention in mind while sneaking away from his own party. They're standing outside of the neighbour's slightly open door but Seungkwan is staring at you and Soonyoung in disbelief. "I told you to go home! Not get your booty here!"
"Ha, booty, pirate joke." You snigger and Soonyoung giggles, both at your amusement and the pun he honestly hadn't even noticed.
"You two are fucking useless." Seungkwan decides and lets his neighbour tug him into the apartment. "You better be gone before I'm back!"
"90 seconds, right?!" Soonyoung calls as Seungkwan disappears. The younger's head pops back out to glare at the other and flip him a very heartfelt middle finger before the door actually shuts behind him that time. Soonyoung turns to look at you with a mischievous smirk. "Should we go fuck on his bed just to piss him off?"
"As tempting as that sounds, I'd rather only I hear you like that, Soonie," You pout at him cutely. "I'm not very good at sharing my toys, you know."
"Oh, I'm your toy now?" He muses, reaching down to open the door carefully to back you through it with his other arm wrapping around your waist.
"Mm, mine and only mine to play with when I want, right?"
"Yeah, yeah, yours and yours only, baby." He agrees lowly. "And you're mine."
"I am." You confirm and tilt up to kiss him teasingly. "Let's hurry and get home so I can show you everything that now belongs to you."
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A/N; There is more to this but I had to cut it all because it really was me mostly rambling with a sort of hand job thrown in there. The title comes from a conversation in the part I haven't included, by the way. Working title was "Yo ho hoe". But if I continue that part I removed from this, I guess there will be a part 2 as a direct continuation from this and it'll include smut.
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