WAIT WAIT WHAT THE FUUUUU---

I was just vibing to "For Youth" and all like "this is the best concert ever I cannot wait for the costume change and Run BTS" and---

NOOOOOOO

I WASN'T FINISHED WITH YOU, GENTLEMEN

WHY YOU DO US LIKE THAT

I should have KNOWN when they busted out Anderson on drums in the very first song and I am grateful for the free concert and all BUT WHY WE ALL KNOW VLIVES TAKE MORE THAN A HALF HOUR COME ONNNNN

LEAVE ME ALONE I'M JUST WHINY DON'T YELL AT ME THEY DID DROP THIS JUST NOW THO

I'll get over it if they immediately go to dinner, get drunk and snuggle.

[blows a kiss out to sea] for the Mighty Nein pirates arc

Ask and you shall receive (a sneak peak of what's to come)

of fucking course the best, most harrowing, most gut-wrenching tugs character only appeared in one episode (a bit of ramble in the tags)

here i go running my mouth again ..... left foot in the dark 'cause i'm sunnyside.... up-up, up-up ...

no, we don't give a.... up-up-up-up .....

oohhhh.... SUNNYSIDE!!! up-up, up-up .....

if You even care!!!!!

me holding onto 1989 tv era despite the rep tv announcement rumours like:

...

U know when u reach that point of mentally unwell that it's like, u realize it's stupid and dumb and your (mal)adaptive coping mechanisms and inbuilt trauma responses aren't helpful and aren't logical and you're complete aware of this and yet can't eradicate it and it's so frustrating and in some way you're more upset about not being able to force ur brain into being normal and stop being Like That, than you are upset about whatever thing happened in the first place

I finally started reading Flight of Icarus and I’m so confused because it’s implying Wayne and Eddie don’t live together…even though Eddie literally flat out says he lives with Wayne in the first episode of the season?

Man, the contrast of M9 getting Molly back in the form of Kingsley, versus BH potentially getting Laudna back in the form of Matilda? With tm9, Kingsley was quite possibly the kindest way they could have gotten any semblance of their friend back. It had been a year without him and none of his friends existed as he would have remembered them anymore, and he would have been faced with the struggle of trying to find his place in their group again, coming back a contrast to the person they built him up as while he was dead.

And furthermore, he came back into a time of newly-won peace, after they had managed to defeat the threats that had been building up since his death. They got him back specifically because of their success, and gave this fresh-memoried person a world ahead of them to reclaim themself the way molly never truly had. But Matilda? If the soul they pluck from the afterlife is the girl who died and stayed dead on the tree, instead of the one who spent 30 years living in the aftermath of it, they’re essentially dragging up a girl who has long-since been at rest, to thrust her into the deep end of the biggest threat any of them have ever faced, and inevitably expecting her to be able to swim and keep up. A girl who died without having any grasp of her powers, nor life experience beyond what she knew at the outskirts of the briarwood’s rule. Plucked up and dropped into a group of strangers who are dealing with some pretty intense grief, and the weight of the world on their shoulders. 

Laudna has, of course, gone through a lot. There’s no reality in which she isn’t deeply fucked up by what happened before, upon, and after this second death. Reckoning with the sudden loss of Delilah over her shoulders and what it means for her going forward is going to be a journey, but she’ll have her family by her side through all of it. She’ll have the knowledge she’s gained through 30 years of unliving and a grasp on what’s at stake in the world she’s coming back to. The world she seems to want to come back to, as shaken as she is.

If the soul they reach out to is Matilda, there’s no guarantee that anything they could say will appeal to a stranger that’s been dead and at rest for decades. And even if they do, i can’t help but feel like uprooting and forcing a soul they don’t know into a life/burden they have no way out of is also one of the crueler outcomes in all of this.

me, years ago, looking at supercorp fans mourning intense queerbaiting: haha! were they expecting a gay ship to actually lead a mainstream cw show? and supergirl of all things!as if

me, right now, looking at narda and regina from 2022's darna, a filipino teleserye about superheroes, having one of the most intimate and vulnerable conversations in a bathroom and having said conversation trump any and all interactions with the supposed male cop romantic lead: ...i will never make fun of supercorp fans ever again...

I need the & Juliet soundtrack injected directly into my veins and if that doesn't work I need it lazered into the forefront of my brain

Where does fear reside in your body?

somewhere else;; what is known is what is safe. your fear is never inside you, always somewhere else. your home is the best place in the world; all other places are scary. the people you already know are better than anyone else. so you go on, playing with broken toys, wearing dead people's clothes. you can be torn down to shreds, abused, tortured and miserable. but at least you know where it comes from, which gives you a sense of comfort and even control. the unknown hides dangers you don't understand, so it scares you. but alongside the dangers, you miss the wonder, adventures and opportunities that you could've otherwise had. my guess is that you've dealt with grief and loss.

tagged by: @spookyagentfmulder tagging: @talentforlying @void-foxy @jefuiitor && anyone else who sees this and feels inclined to take this uquiz (tag me! i'll love to see your results !!)

Made an AU for Ian and Naïl where they're called Jack and Eden bc why not

After the "barista x vet assistant" version, here's the "bass player x influencer" version~ (+ their lil apartment)

Plot was so simple : influencer finds himself at a concert and compliments the bass player for his skills who instantly becomes obsessed w him and casually starts crashing at his place

Also the apartment was made based on inspo I found on Pinterest so really no original idea for this one (I have never been so uninspired lmao)

Eir works well as a tragic character imo

My soul feels ancient. As if it has felt the somber existence of those unable to live. I am among their ranks. Survive. Exist.

Forgive me for not knowing the happiness of being alive, as I try to forgive the callous way you dismiss my grief.

I am not unhappy. I’m just slowly learning how to be happy.