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thecuriousquest · 14 days

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H1 with platonic Erwin? Not sure if it fits his character but I trust your imagination ❤️

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Platonic Yan!Erwin Smith x Fem!Reader

Request: “I would never hurt you. You know that, right?”

Warnings: Platonic Yandere, infantilization (kind of), non harmful punishment threats, bruises referenced

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Adventurer, this totally fits Yan!Erwin. Love this request so much. Thanks! 🖤🤘

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The man thinks of you as a daughter, his little cadet. You are important to the cause, yes…but you are more important to him. Somehow, you managed to penetrate the impregnable walls of his heart. Now, he can’t even imagine letting you do anything more than helping with the horses, cleaning weapons, stocking supplies, and other things of that nature (all under his supervision of course). He couldn’t have you be around horses or rifles all by yourself.

But there comes a time, every once in a while, where you will plead your case to Erwin, asking him if he will allow you to go on a mission.

“Why do you wish to go? Are you so unsatisfied with the work you do here? You’re an important asset with the things you do.”

He understands your need for independence, but it’s too illogical. You’re just a child. You’re not thinking correctly. You’re not thinking at all. He will not allow you on the front lines in the face of those Titans.

“I just…wanna go.” It’s all you can manage, all you can muster as you speak too boldly to your commander.

“You just want to? Is that correct?”

Will he finally let you go? You nod your head fervently. You’ve seen how excited Eren gets when he goes off to kill Titans. You’ve heard rumors of how great Captain Levi and Mikasa perform. You’ve listened to tales of how Armin came up with this or that strategy. You just want to be a part of the cause, the greatness.

You feel like you’re ready.

But then Erwin sighs, and your hopes begin to sink. They sink deeper and deeper the longer the silence lingers between the two of you. You’re unable to help the taut stretch of your lips as you keep your E/C eyes focused on his sky blue orbs.

“I’m sorry, Y/N. I cannot oblige your request. If you’d like to help, you can change the water buckets for the horses.”

Your eyes narrow at him, and he doesn’t seem all that sorry in the slightest. No, it was something said merely to help you accept the denial of your request.

“But that’s not fair! I’ve been here just as long as Connie, Armin, Mikasa, Eren-“

“I understand your frustrations. You’re a cadet of the 104th just like them, but I will not allow you to train and participate in field missions. It’s just not happening. It would be best if you accepted that.”

“Sir, please, I’ve been asking for this one chance for so long. You have to-“

Again, he cuts your rant short, not wanting to hear the rest of what you have to say. He’s heard it all before, and he’ll probably hear it again at some point. But for right now, he doesn’t care to listen.

“Enough, young lady! Do I need to take disciplinary action? Cadets who don’t know how to speak to authority often find themselves running laps until sundown or in a jail cell for the night. Is that what you need?”

“No, sir…” Most definitely not.

You look down and sigh. Your gaze lingering on the leather of your boots as you dig your toe into the ground. It’s never your intention to displease Commander Erwin because of how much time you spend with him, but you just wish so damn much that he would treat you like he treats the other scouts. Instead, he treats you like a child, a little girl who he needs to keep watch over.

Erwin keeps an eye on you, taking in your dejected response. A soul-sucking sigh comes from the deep depths of his own core, and he gets up and walks over to you. Cupping your cheek with one hand, he guides you to look up at him.

“There’s no need to look so sad. You’ll overcome this. Trust me. I’ll be right here every step of the way.”

Yes, because Erwin is always right there whether you want him to be or not.

“Yes, sir. I understand. Am I still in trouble?”

You can hear the low rumble of his laugh, finding what you just asked so amusing.

“Is that what you’re worried about? I would never hurt you. You know that, right?”

“Yes, Commander…I know.”

But do you? He has never…hit you before. But there have been times when he grabbed your wrist or arm so tightly he left bruised behind in the wake of his wrath. There have been times when he dragged you to your room and roughly shoved you into bed, telling you to go to sleep in a sharp manner.

“Then, there’s nothing to be anxious over,” he says in a low and calming tone as he brushes a lock of your H/C strands behind your ear, just as a doting father might.

But with Commander Erwin always looming behind you, always towering over you, there’s always a reason to be apprehensive. There’s no helping it.

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impulsivecompliment · 2 years

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Complaint.

Summary: The behaviour of the commander is getting on your nerves lately. As you complain about it to him, things turn unexpectedly. (~2.500 words)

Warnings: smut (mdni), yandere!erwin, fem!reader, oral sex (female receiving), petting (female receiving), toxic behaviour, possessiveness, rough sex, overstimulation, Erwin is very pushy

Annoyed, you walked down the hallway to Erwin’s office. He degraded you last meeting by taking your position as a squad leader away. But even worse was the fact that he didn’t let you participate in the upcoming expedition. Your patience with this man was finally gone. That bastard owed you at least an explanation for his stupid behavior.

Angrily, you knocked on his office door, although it was more like banging because of your rage.

“Name and concern?“, his stern voice echoed behind the door.

“(Y/N) (L/N). I have a complaint."

“Come in."

Without hesitation, you tore the door open and immediately let it close behind you. Something strange flashed in his blue eyes when he saw you.

Erwin sat at his desk as usual, going through the endless documents.

“About who or what you want to complain about?“, he asked with no interest whatsoever. He knew exactly what you were getting at.

“About you."

With a sigh he let the pen slide out of his hand.

“Go on."

As those words left his lips, all your restrained rage gushed out of you.

“What’s wrong with you?“, you confronted him without understanding.

This man has been more exhausting in the past few months than whole humanity.

“I don’t understand what you mean.“, he simply replied.

“Don’t act as if you're innocent, Erwin. You don't allow me to get into relationships, you overwhelm me with annoying tasks, so that I hardly have time to see my friends, and now you took my position as a squad leader away from me."

He sat back in his chair indifferently. Your words didn't seem bother him at all.

“Is that all you wanted to say?“

You hissed stressed.

“No, it’s not. You don’t let me participate at the next expedition, even though you know how important my duty is to me."

Waiting for an explanation, you glared at him.

“If that’s everything you wanted to say, you can leave now.“, he said dryly and turned to his papers the next moment.

“What?“, you gasped in disbelief.

He couldn’t be serious.

“I told you to go.“ he repeated firmly. Your eyebrow twitched in anger.

“Why are you doing this to me?"

Suddenly Erwin slammed his hands on the table, causing you to shudder in fear.

“Leave now!“ he yelled.

You've never seen him so mad before. Every person who called Erwin a monster, got a special place on your death list, but now you weren't sure, if he really wasn't one.

“I’m not leaving until you tell me why!“, you countered, even though you were horrified.

With a deep breath he rose from his chair. His strong gaze pierced mercilessly into your soul.

“I love you.“, Erwin replied calmly, “That’s why I can’t let another man, a titan, or your useless friends take you away from me."

You were expecting many different, possible answers. But not with this one. Not this one.

“I... I don’t know...”, you muttered, looking for the right words.

“I have answered your question. You can leave now.“ His voice was stoic.

Silently, you turned around and walked towards the door, but when you tried to pull down the door handle, you paused.

Should you tell him that you love him too or should you leave? Do you even know him?

“Leave as long as I let you do so.“, he warned, but you kept silent without moving an inch.

You heard him coming closer to you. He stopped right behind your back.

“If you don’t leave now, you’re mine. Forever.“ his disturbing whisper echoed in your ear.

Instantly you wanted to flee, but something inside of you held you back.

His hand grabbed yours, which was still laying on the door handle and pulled it away. Immediately he turned the key until the door was locked.

The possibility to run away was now destroyed.

Shocked, you looked at the door in front of you while you questioned all your life decisions.

Erwin stepped closer to you till your bodies touched. His irregular breathing tickled your neck.

Impulsively, you pushed down the door handle to check if it was really locked.

“It’s too late, dear. It’s too late. Now you’re mine."

With those words, he pressed his lips on your neck. Passionately, he sucked at your soft skin. An enormous heat was filling up your body. After some time, his lips let go of that spot to leave another mark on your neck.

Every time he kissed you, he made you addicted to more. Overwhelmed by his passion, you leaned against his torso, looking for support. While he bit your skin roughly, his big hand wandered over your belly to the waistband.

He effortlessly slipped his hand into your panties. Slowly, his thumb circled around your clit as he slid his index finger into you. A moan escaped your throat.

With his other hand, he clutched your chin to turn your face to the side. His blue eyes were darkened with lust as he crashed his lips into yours. Although that intense kiss broke your sanity, it wasn’t enough for Erwin.

Far away from enough.

He greedily licked your lips, forcing you to open them. As you parted your lips his tongue slipped into your mouth and completely took possession of you. He didn’t even give you a chance to breathe.

As long as his tongue devoured yours, his middle finger massaged your insides. Your legs gradually gave in from all the intoxicating feelings, slowly you collapsed.

“Is that too much for you, little one?“ he asked smirking mischievously.

Exhausted, you struggled for air. A small strip of spit ran down the right corner of your mouth. Ashamed, you wanted to look away, but Erwin held your chin strongly.

“Am I the first one to touch you like this?"

You could only answer with a nod.

“Good. Then I’ll be the first and the last one to touch you like that.“, he declared satisfied.

All of a sudden, he lifted you up and carried you towards his bedroom, which was connected to the office by a separate door.

In a flowing motion, he laid you down on his bed and immediately crawled on top of you.

With ease, he removed your uniform until you were only laying in underwear beneath him.

For a moment, he let go of you and leaned back. His curious look lingered over you the whole time, as if Erwin wanted to memorize every single curve and lift on your body.

Just when you thought that he was completely hypnotized by the sight, he suddenly tore your bra off.

Now nothing stopped him from seeing you half naked. Automatically you put your arms on your breasts, covering them. Dissatisfied, he furrowed his bushy eyebrows.

“What are you doing?"

Without hesitation, his hands grabbed your wrists. Erwin pulled your arms away from your breasts and pressed them into the mattress instead.

“Don’t hide, I want to see you."

His lips wandered to your breasts. He covered them with countless kisses and bites. After a short time, his demanding lips and tongue triggered tingling feelings in your chest, which dragged countless moans out of you. You wanted to hold onto his neck to at least find a little support.

“Erwin, please stop pinning my hands down.“ you begged him, whining, but he ignored it and went on undisturbed.

“I want to touch you. Let me touch you. Please."

He paused and let your hands escape his painfully tight grip. Carefully, you removed some of his blond hair strands from his face. Then you grabbed his collar to open the buttons of his white dress shirt. After some time Erwin grew impatient, removing quickly his shirt from his body.

Awestruck, you admired his defined muscles. Countless times you've wondered how he might look like under his uniform, but the sight surpassed all your fantasies.

“Do you like what you see?“, he asked with a dirty grin.

“Yes.“ His grin widened.

“Good. Because in return I want to see something too.“, he whispered.

His nose briefly brushed over your belly as he hungrily kissed a path to your middle. When he got to your panties, he pulled them down ruthlessly till nothing could stop him from seeing you completely naked.

“Although I’ve barely touched you here, you're already dripping. Pathetic.“ Erwin said as he stroked you with his demanding fingers.

Because you were too ashamed to look him in the eye, you looked nervously aside.

“But because I don’t want to keep my girl waiting, I’ll give you what you want."

After that announcement, he pushed your legs apart to give him better access to your most intimate area. Before he buried his tongue in you, he left some bites on your thighs.

“Oh my God, Erwin.“, you gasped completely overwhelmed, which encouraged him to go even further.

His tongue mercilessly drove you into sheer madness, while his fingers pierced your thighs. The sensation in your abdomen grew rapidly until it exploded in a single moment. Relieved, you moaned.

As long as you were trying to come to back to your senses, he buckled up his belt and took off his pants. When he got rid of his boxers, you got a glimpse of his erection.

You swallowed.

Was it just your imagination or was he really that big?

Erwin leaned down to kiss your cheek.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle.“, he assured you lovingly, but his eyes revealed that he wouldn't hold back.

After all, you belonged to him now, and he would savour this triumph ruthlessly.

Suddenly he turned you over, placing you on your stomach. Smirking, he towered over you as his hand massaged your butt.

Frightened, you gasped when you felt his hot tip at your entrance. In a single motion he pushed his member into you. Unable to bear the pain of your stretching walls, you screamed out desperately. A small tear escaped your eyelid.

Fortunately, Erwin couldn’t see your chaotic face.

“Mm, you feel so good.“, he muttered happily pressing a kiss on your shoulder blade.

After he pressed his body to your back, he started moving. At first his thrusts were moderate, but after a very short time he pushed into you with an incredible speed. With every stroke he hit a magical spot, bringing you closer and closer to your climax.

Countless sinful sounds left your mouth. Hoping to dampen these lustful moans you buried your head in the pillow. With each clash of his hips your fingers gripped the sheets more desperately.

How could something be so painful and yet so good?

“Stop suppressing your voice. I want to hear you.“ Erwin ordered annoyed, but you didn't listen to him. You were just too loud.

Angrily he pulled you by the hair, turning your head to the side till you couldn’t press your mouth into the pillow.

“They will hear me.“, you cried out of breath. Erwin stopped his movements. Smiling, he hovered over your ear.

“Let them hear who you belong to."

To make sure that you couldn’t hold back a single sound, he put his index and middle finger in your mouth.

When he knew that no moans would escape his ears, he began to ram his hard lenght into you again.

Soon, your loud gasps filled the room, while Erwin moaned softly in your ear. You felt the vibrations of his chest on your back, sending you beyond your limits.

“Ah, I-”

Before you could form a coherent sentence, you got overwhelmed by an orgasm.

Your walls were sensitive and wanted peace, but Erwin was far from finishing, which is why he overstimulated you in seconds.

“Erwi-in.“, you whimpered in sweet pain.

After one last thrust, he came too. For a few moments, he remained breathless on top of you until he finally pulled his length out of you and sat down on the opposite edge of the bed.

Tired, you stood up. His mouth formed an exuberant smile.

“You look irresistible.“, he smiled, stroking his chin.

Seriously?

You felt like you have fought 50 Titans at once.

“Come on my lap, love.“, he invited you while he clapped his thigh several times with his hand.

You couldn’t miss his erect cock.

How could he still be that hard?

Panting, you climbed onto his lap. Without turning his haunting gaze away from you, he guided your hips to his big member.

You leaned your head on his broad shoulder. Your breath twichted, as you slid further and further down his cock.

In this position, you had the feeling of being completely filled by him. His lips tickled your neck as long as his hands continued to support your hips.

“Erwin, too deep-”

Your voice was cut off when he suddenly thrusted into you.

“M-my belly, ah...”, you stuttered mindlessly, while his hands wandered to your abdomen. He gently stroked your skin.

“Do you feel that?“, he asked, pressing his fingers into your stomach, “I am deep inside you... We are one."

One of his hands went up to your breasts to massage them, as long as the other remained on your abdomen.

Then he started to pound into you. Even though you were on top, he still controlled the speed of his movements. This time his thrusts were slow, but all the more intense.

Your mind finally went blank, pleasure taking possession of your body.

Longingly, you grabbed his face and led it to your lips. Instantly your tongues melted together.

He felt like heaven...

“I can’t take it anymore.“, you sighed into the kiss.

You felt like you could lose consciousness any second.

“You’re doing very well, (Y/N). Hold on a little longer for me, okay?"

“O-okay."

It didn't take long until Erwin shot you to unseen heights. You moaned loudly while a hot stream filled your belly.

Panting, he rested his head on your shoulder. You both sat there for some time, breathing heavily until he pulled you away from his lap.

Carefully, he carried you into the shower because you couldn’t walk on your own. Erwin washed your sweaty bodies.

Back in bed, he held you close in his arms while you snuggled with him.

“I love you.“, you brabbled half asleep.

“What did you say?“, Erwin asked in confusion.

“I love you.“, you repeated with your eyes closed.

Now you felt something hard stroke your bare leg.

“Show me.“, he demanded aroused.

Oh no.

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freya-fallen · 1 year

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Yandere Erwin Smith

Erwin is such an interesting character. On the outside we have this poised, charismatic, righteous warrior of a commander.

We later learn that there's a selfish side to him. He will use whatever means he must to accomplish his mission, and he struggles with his wants versus the goals of his organization.

He's far more practical and manipulative than he seems on the surface, despite the fact that he does not fake the compassion he feels for his people.

He'd certainly be an interesting yandere.

There are many different ways it might come about, but the simplest, the most obvious, is...

(Afab reader)

You're a scout. Perhaps not the greatest scout, but you're surviving, and that's what counts. You find yourself learning more about your leadership, and eventually talk to the Commander himself.

He's a large man, intimidating, but charming. You only wound up in the scouts because of his speech. He'd enchanted you, and he still has that impact now.

He notices.

Oh, how he notices.

And the sly little voice in the back in his mind tells him there are better ways for you to give back to humanity than by constantly putting yourself on the chopping block.

The most ideal would be bearing his children, strong stock that can help humanity continue the fight.

#i wrote this instead of sleeping #aot #attack on titan #erwin x you #erwin smith #commander erwin #yandere #yandere imaginings

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writr4luvrs · 8 months

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Yandere!Reader, please do not attempt to smell the captain, Levi. You will be slapped like the many times before...

#from your dear commander - erwin smith #you have as many strikes as is but your a body so...#aot #levi ackerman #attack on titan x reader #levi ackerman x reader #yandere!reader #tw dark content #i fkn g #lol jk on the erwin tag

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lucysarah-c · 1 month

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Masterlist!

All my Levi x reader fanfics and Levi fanart

Art Commission: CLOSED!

Writing Requests: CLOSED!

Headcanons:

-> Little "toxic" things Levi does as a boyfriend

-> Levi dating a Swifty

-> Levi's s/o telling him she's pregnant

One-Shots:

-> Ackerman’s blood

Levi fears for the first time that perhaps his Ackerman's powers aren't a bleassing when his son suffers the consequences of them. Dad! Levi x Reader

-> Stoppers (NSFW!!)

Levi feels overwhelming jealous and decides that there's nothing better to set things clear of who owns who than a good old fucking. Levi x Reader.

-> Criminal Record Part 1 - Part 2

Levi insist he has done worse things in his life than, perhaps, sleeping with a subordinate.

-> Traidor

2020 what a time to be alive. The snk character are doing the same as old of us trying to survive the lockdown... playing among us! Levi x reader.

-> Father’s day

Having a soldier as a father is never easy, way less when your father is Humanity's strongest soldier. Levi's kid has the perfect gift but perhaps it's not the perfect scenario. Dad! Levi x Mom! reader

-> Couple goals

Levi hates military's formal events and you know it. Both of you still make the perfect team.

-> Baby boy

Hang out with your higher-ups as you just become Levi's girlfriend. What's the worse thing that could happen? Spoiler alert: Eren is not going to forget about this... neither Erwin.

-> Scratches down his back NSFW-ish

Repeat after me, nothing good happens in the common showers unless it’s Levi sandwiching you with the wet wall. Sadly, this is not the case. So, nothing good will happen.

-> Blackfire

Erwin insists that Levi should educate his squad on certain topics proper of their age. Levi isn't really convinced but Commander's orders are Commander's orders… However, Erwin didn't specify on what he should educate his bratty cadets about. Levi x reader!

-> ANGEL

You met Captain Levi while working as a teacher at one of the new orphanages that Queen Historia created. He seems so willying to help. (YANDERE! Levi x reader NSFW!!)

-> Tea time

Levi is deep down a huge gossip old lady. Levi x reader

-> An Old-fashioned Girl

You're a teen living her normal life until she travelled back on time to aot period.

-> Self-sabotage

Erwin begs Levi to buy him a coffee on his way to university. Having a crush in a barista is so hard when you don't like coffee. (Modern au! University student Levi having a crush on a barista)

-> Not in season? NSFW! Part 1 - Part 2

Winter had settled in, and the scouts were busy training and preparing for the prospects of spring, still far away, to retake Wall Maria. Despite the snow accumulating outside, the building was freezing cold, and the world had secluded itself until the temperature rose. So, why was Captain Levi boiling in his own body? Something felt off, but his mind was quickly slipping into insanity as he tried to find a rational explanation. OMEGAVERSE ALPHA LEVI X OMEGA READER.

-> Levi and the first encounter! Underground! Levi

Tales of Levi's life in the underground.

-> EXPLANATION OMEGAVERSE AU

-> Fifteen, what an age to be alive!

Steal your father's car! What could go wrong? Dad! Levi x Mom! Reader

-> Laundry Problems

Levi's a very stoic calm man. He always does laundry but as a unknown piece of clothe appear, Levi's life flash before his eyes. Levi x reader

-> Bed-head Levi

How are Captain Levi's mornings?

-> Boop! You've been chosen!

Levi and you decide to adopt a kitty.

-> My Teen! Levi's modern AU stories.

There's a lot of them so here's a link to all of them.

Little Pieces I Wrote (Self-Explanatory Titles).

-> Levi isn't romantic

-> Levi as a father part 1 part2

-> Unpopular aot opinions

-> Levi growing up in the underground 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8,

-> Levi's morning with happy ending NSFW

-> Sick clingy Levi NSFWish

-> Soft Levi NSFWish

-> Horny Levi x nurse! reader NSFW

-> Levi x Passenger princess reader

-> Travelling with Levi

-> Girlfriend effect on Levi!

-> Levi loving calling his girlfriend "wife"

-> Levi and farlan as roomies

-> Levi as the father of a baby boy

-> Being humanity's strongest baby girl

-> SnK boys and pilates.

-> Levi's baby thinks Levi's tight chess works as mommy's chest lol

-> Erwin finds out that now Levi is busy at night 👀

-> Levi's only weakness... You, you and a sundress

-> Sexually frustrated Levi

-> Levi = female gaze

Holy Ground (longfic! over 300k Levi x reader)

Your relationship with your boyfriend is hanging on by a very thin thread, and everything is a good excuse to not go back to your cold bed - and that’s how you find yourself in a situation that you will soon regret. This story takes place before Eren discovered he was a Titan shifter, before Wall Maria was retaken, even before it was broken. The veterans usually make fun of the cadets for being bratty teenagers, but were they any better?

600! Followers event!

Have you ever wished you could ask Captain Levi a few questions and see his reaction? Well! say no more! I left Levi incharge of my blog for a few days. Enjoy the comic with hisreactions!

2k! Followers event!

Have you ever wished you could ask Captain Levi a few questions and see his reaction? Well! say no more! I left Levi incharge of my blog for a few days. Enjoy the comic with hisreactions! Part 2! Levi's revenge.

SnK Incorrect Quotes:

63 and COUNTING silly posts of quotes that I think snk characters would say.

You think that art looks cute? I draw it! Here's a link to a few of my other pieces!

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ghoularaki · 3 months

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baby's breath | 1

↠ summary: Merely by coincidence, Erwin, your father's former friend had crossed paths with you again after nearly a decade. He offered solace once finding out you were struggling with not just school, but your home life as well. His home he shared with another one of your father's friends, Levi, became a sanctuary. Though, the more you came over for study sessions, the more they wiggled themselves into your private life. And like baby's breath, they weeded themselves in so deep you couldn't uproot them.

↠ word count: 4,719

↠ pairing: levi ackerman x reader x erwin smith

↠ genre/warnings: angst, smut, modern au, DARK CONTENT, yandere, noncon/dubcon, daddy kink, forced infantilism, pet play, age gap, death threats, human trafficking, bdsm

Proudly you could say, you were doing well by yourself. Life hasn't been the kindest to you. By the age of eighteen you had been kicked out of your home over ten times. To say the relationship between your family was rocky would be an understatement. For a couple years now, you hopped from place to place.

In the current climate, you were having trouble finding an apartment to live in so you either slept in your car or spent your day in the university library. Residing in the dorms simply wasn’t an option as your scholarship wouldn’t cover the nearly ten-thousands of dollars it would be. And you weren’t about to send yourself in further into debt.

You supposed this was expected of going to such a prestigious college town, but your options were limited. Wracking a hand down your face, you were barely paying attention when a voice called your name.

“Y/n! Is that you?” The voice called from the left of you.

Looking up from where you were about to open the door to a coffee shop you frequented, just to spot a face you hadn’t seen since you were a preteen.

“Mr. Smith?”

With his stature he made quick work to close the distance to you. The man had barely changed even after the decade you last saw him.

He laughed and waved his hand flippantly, “Please, call me Erwin.”

Slightly uncomfortable, you said, “How are you, Erwin?” You never really did the best with small talk.

The egregious man easily put a hand over your head to fully open the door. “Come, let’s catch up over coffee.”

Already too late to refuse, you walked closely behind and followed his lead. Erwin picked a spot near the window with two wooden chairs. The coffee shop was quaint with a scheme of different clashing furniture. On lucky days you could snag the cushioned recliner. Painted on the circle table in front of you two was a faded sunflower and tiny, white flowers. As he sat down, the rickety chair groaned from his mass.

Settling in your seat, Erwin was already looking at you, a whimsical expression on his face. “What do you want, I’ll order for you.”

“You don’t have to do that,” You bent down to grab your bag, but he raised a hand to stop you.

“I insist.”

Leaving you no room to resist, you replied, “I will just have a hot chocolate.”

A chuckle left him at what you assumed was because of the childish request. You weren’t privy to coffee and the tea here wasn’t the best. He got up to order your drinks and you fiddled with your phone while waiting for him.

Tapping your phone against your forehead, you questioned how you got yourself in this situation. There was nothing wrong with Erwin, it’s merely because he was friends with your father. You didn’t want to judge him based on your strained relationship, but you barely remembered Erwin beside brief glimaces. He was a suave man who knew how to command a room. Obviously, with how he got you to join him for coffee without even lifting a finger. It might have more to say about you than him.

“Here’s your drink,” Shooting up from your slouched position, Erwin approached with both cups. His was a ceramic mug with swirling black and white designs. It suited him. Yours was a dainty, pink and ivory china tea cup. Even as the years passed, he saw you as a little girl.

Going back to his seat, he took a sip of his coffee. “I must say, you have grown. A lot. I almost didn’t recognize you. You really have grown into a beautiful woman.”

Coughing, your face heated up enough to cook an egg on it. “I- uh thanks. You don’t look any different.”

He really didn’t, despite him being in his forties, he surely didn’t look it. Crow’s feet crinkled at his eyes and fine lines imprinted on his forehead and near the corners of his lips, but besides that he didn’t age a bit from your childhood.

Erwin’s bushy eyebrow quirked up in amusement, “I’m going to take that as a compliment.”

Realizing how insulting that can come off, you laughed and explained yourself. “Yes, it was supposed to be a compliment.”

Taking it in stride, he gestured for you to drink your hot chocolate. You blew on it and sipped on the chocolatey beverage, humming, content with the flavor.

“So what have you been up to? Last time I spoke to your father he said you had left home.”

You rolled your eyes with scoff, “We both know that’s a lie.”

“I’m taking it, he kicked you out again?”

Even with the decade of not seeing him, he knew your family never really favored you. You weren’t a problem child per se, you just had no qualms of standing up for yourself compared to your jelly-spined siblings.

“When doesn’t he,” You joked and you were met with a chortle, but his face showed concern.

“Are you holding up?”

You hated how the tone shifted to something serious. Playing it off, you smiled, “Besides with my History homework, I think I’m doing just fine.”

Erwin reached over the table and placed his hand over yours. His palm easily engulfed your hand. Warmth spread from his skin to yours. “If you need help, please don’t be a stranger. And for the homework, why don’t you come over tomorrow and I can help. I am a professor, you know?”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to intrude,” You grimaced, unsure of whether or not to accept his help. On one hand, you hadn’t seen him in years. On the other, you really did need assistance. If you failed this class, you’ll lose your scholarship and you couldn't afford that.

He reached behind himself and pulled his phone from his back pocket. Unlocking it swiftly with his thumb, he pulled out a new contact and nodded his head towards the phone. “Put in your phone number and I will give you my address. Unless you need a ride?”

You shook your head, “No, no. I can get there myself. Thank you so much.”

Plugging your phone number in, you handed the contraption back to him. His thumb flew across the screen and your own phone buzzed against the table. On your lock screen you spied he already gave you an address and to meet him at one PM.

“Does that work for you?”

Smiling up at him, you quipped, “Certainly. See you then.”

Glancing back at his phone, he sighed, “I must go or else I will be late for my next class. If anything comes up, don’t be afraid to message me. Goodbye, Y/n.”

With that, he got up from his seat and briskly walked out of the coffee shop. Through the glass, he had a certain twang to his walk as he approached his fancy, black car. Almost like he was giddy. Once he was out of view, you slammed your head against the table and groaned. Screw you and your inability to say no. At least you were getting a free tutor out of this.

“Rich fucking bastard,” You muttered under your breath as you pulled up to his home.

His house was old styled with light colored bricks and black framing. The abode strayed from civilization. His neighbors were across the acres of woods surrounding the area. Between the foliage, their lights peeked through, but still distant.

The driveway was paved and you thanked his income as you had no clue if your car could handle a dirt road. The old model had been with you for years, but it was reaching its end. Parked by his own car and you observed how there was another car by his. The model was a matching hue, but was a medium sized truck instead. You tilted your head in perplexity as to why a professor would need such a vehicle. Especially as you spotted various tools in the bed.

Wisping away the dwindling thoughts, you tugged your ratty backpack from your passenger seat. As you stepped out, you felt so drab compared to the scenery. Slinging the backpack higher over your shoulder, you walked up and rapped on the door. You debated whether or not to text Erwin you were, but the thought of him escorting you from your car to his porch was humiliating. You were a big girl, you could go up to a door and knock.

The man who opened the door certainly was not Erwin. He was definitely shorter than him, but the way he crossed his arms, you could tell with how the muscle rippled under the fabric, not to underestimate him. The man’s hair was inky strands parted to the side that fell under his eyes. Silver clashed with your own irises, sharp and analytical. He picked you apart as much as you did him.

“You must be the brat.” If his words weren’t so belittling you would say his voice was soothing. A deep, dark timbre pleasant to your ears. Likened to how the ocean culls.

Your face twitched and decided to ignore his taunt, “Where’s Erwin?”

The man’s eyes flashed with something you couldn’t decipher as he opened the door further. Taking that as you cue, you walked further into the home. The interior was just as grandeur as the outside. Muted colors were splattered across the living. Rich people loved their minimalism and you weren’t surprised the home barely had anything of importance in it. There were picture frames of Erwin with other people you didn’t recognize besides the man who directed from the mud room.

“Take off your shoes,” He instructed, not answering your question.

Toeing off your sneakers, socked feet welcomed the cool carpet. As you opened your mouth to repeat yourself, Erwin perked up from his recliner in the living room. Thumbing the off button of his phone, he placed it on the cushions and went to greet you.

“I see you met Levi.”

“You could say that.”

The man you now know named Levi walked off with a grunt into the kitchen. What a charmer. Erwin beckoned you over with his hand like you would a dog. Patting the empty spot on the couch, you walk over and take a seat. Slacking your shoulder, your bag tumbled to your side.

“Is there anything you would like to drink?” Erwin offered.

“Just water is fine.”

As the older man went to fetch the beverage, Levi called from the kitchen, “I also have some tea brewing?”

You perked up at that. Levi didn’t give you the impression of someone who liked tea, but the more you think about it, it suited him. He did give off grumpy, old man vibes.

“What kind?”

Instead of answering, he came out of the kitchen with a tray of two tea cups and a fancy kettle. The metal and china clinked together as he placed it down. A sweet, mild aroma filled the air as he poured both cups half way. You spied the odd way he held the cup around the brim.

Levi sat on the recliner adjacent to the couch Erwin was once in. Reaching over for your own drink, you sipped it and let out a happy hum at the taste. His eyes flickered with something you couldn’t really decipher. Though, you assumed delight as he adjusted himself closer to the edge of his seat.

“This is really good! Is this green tea?”

“No, white.”

Erwin and Levi glanced at each other. You ignored it. The cushion dipped when Erwin sat at a respectful distance from you. You were caged between the two older men. Yet, you weren’t uncomfortable in the least. “So what are you having trouble with?”

In the time you had reconnected with Erwin, he had helped you get back on your feet. After what seemed to be the eleventh time coming over his house, you let it slip, you were living out of your car. The shock befallen on the man’s face surprised you. He seemed almost offended you went so long without telling him of your living situation. It wasn’t like you were keeping it a secret from him. The topic simply never came up in conversation.

Immediately after hearing the news, Erwin brought you into his home office and helped you search for apartments. You refused and explained you couldn’t get one not out of choice, but because you didn’t make enough money or have a credit score.

“I can help pay for it if that’s the issue,” He said casually.

“That’s asking for way too much.”

Twisting himself to face you in his rolling chair right next to yours, he continued, “If it was too much, I wouldn’t be offering it.”

“Yes, and I’m saying it’s too much,” You emphasized the ‘I’m’ to express how uncomfortable it made you feel.

For the first time in your life, you watched Erwin’s face steel in annoyance. His nostrils heaved out a slight flare and his thick eyebrow ticked. “You’re incredibly stubborn, you know that?”

Smiling, you offered a quick, “Yep!”

“Since you refuse to let me pay for the apartment, at least let me find you a better job so then that issue is tackled,” He opened a new tab and put in his own bank, “Right now, let’s sign you up for credit card.”

Unable to refuse the more palpable help, you followed along as he lectured about credit scores. In a couple months, you were able to become an almost fully functional adult, no longer needing to sleep in your car or shower in the school’s gym. Your apartment was quaint and small, and only a ten minute walk from the campus.

Even though Erwin got you back up on your feet, you still frequently came to him and Levi’s home for school help. And for a more embarrassing reason, those two were your only source of companionship. Having two grown men, one two decades older and the other almost two decades older, be your friends must seem pathetic. Yet, you couldn’t complain when you noticed your favorite food always stocked in the pantry or how Levi let you drink his precious tea.

Both men had a key to your apartment in case of emergency and also gave you your own copy of a house key for the same reason. In a very long time, you felt safe, warm and protected.

Despite having a key, you still knocked on the front door. Rocking from heel to toe, you were greeted with Levi instead of Erwin. Very similar to the first time you visited.

“Erwin is going to be late. Shitty department heads had to hold a meeting,” Levi’s gruff voice explained.

“That’s fine, just more time for me to bother you.”

The older man clicked his tongue.

Levi was a tough person to pinpoint. He was grumpy, stoic, cussed like a sailor, but oddly gentle and patient. He could easily read the room and fill in what was left gaping. As much as he put up a cold front, he showed his affections in tiny gestures. He would act annoyed at you or Erwin’s playful behavior, but he never did push either of you away.

“I’m going to make tea. Don’t make a mess.”

You rolled your eyes, “I’m not a child. I’m not going to start throwing shit.”

He swung his head around the corner and glowered at you, “Knock off your shitty attitude.”

“Knock off treating me like a baby. Both you and Erwin do it.”

“Because you are a baby,” He went back to the tea and you followed him into the kitchen.

You hopped on the counter next to the stove and started swinging your legs. Levi glanced at you, before going back to the kettle.

“How am I a baby? I’m literally in my twenties.”

With a gentle hand, he gripped your calf. You stopped in shock. Not once had he ever touched you. His palm engulfed your shin and a shiver went up your spine at the warmth. You attempted to move your leg, but it didn’t budge. Levi clutched onto the appendage further.

“I don’t remember seeing an adult swing their legs like a kid on a swing.”

You opened your mouth to counter, but shut it once again with a ‘hmph!’ He did have a point.

He removed himself from you as quickly as he clung on. The shape of his hand lingered.

“I-I’m going to go to the bathroom.”

Leaping off the counter, you didn’t let Levi answer as you barrelled towards the hall. It was hard to describe the sensation settling in your chest. Sure, the touch was innocent enough, but how he easily held you down with a firm hand was discombobulating.

As you skittered deeper into the home, you noticed a door slightly ajar. During your stay here, you never really did stray from any other places besides the living room, the bathroom and Erwin’s office. Everything else was a mystery in the large home.

Curiosity getting the better of you, you slowly approached the door. One foot in front of the other, your hand stayed outstretched. Just as your hand cradled the knob, the door slammed closed. You screeched and jumped.

A looming presence encompassed your hunched frame. Turning your head, there stood Erwin with an overly pleasant smile on his face. His arm was outstretched where he closed the door with a large, forceful palm.

“Let’s not overstay our welcome, shall we?”

You gulped, goosebumps shot all over your skin. The air was sub zero as you trembled. Something shifted out of place and it wasn’t the doorframe.

Since the day you almost found out what was in the other room, the men appeared to be on edge. You tested it while both men were preoccupied and said room was now locked. Whatever was in there, they did not want you finding out. This only furthered your curiosity.

As the days bled more into each other, Erwin became overbearing. Since exam season had arrived once more, you were too busy to visit the luxurious home. What was a couple visits a week, turned into maybe once a week, if that. When you did come over Erwin would hound you about living with him since you said both working and going to school was wearing you down. Of course, you refused. You finally obtained stability and freedom, why would you give that away?

You held your head in your hands, sitting in the chair Erwin bought you for his office. Stress was getting to the both of you.

“Erwin, for the last time, I am not going to move in here,” You glanced up from your slouched position.

He grew so much taller from this angle. Like a god sitting on top of his cloud.

“I don’t understand why it’s such a big deal for me to provide for you. I have more than enough money to go around, it won’t hinder me in any way.”

You sighed, “Yes, I get that. We both get that. But you aren’t seeing my side at all!”

He crossed his arms and leaned back in his chair, “Please enlighten me.”

You wanted to pull your hair out. This wasn’t something you haven’t told him before. “You are treating me like I am a defenseless child that needs to be coddled. I am thankful for the help since without you I would probably still be living in my car, but that’s not the point. I am stable and I don’t need you to hold my hand anymore.”

“So you admit it; you wouldn’t be a functional adult without me.”

Ire built in your throat and you spat it out, “I would have never accepted it if you were just going to throw it back in my fucking face.”

“Language.”

Your mouth dropped in a disbelieving smile. You launched yourself backward from the chair to assert yourself taller than him. It did very little.

Pointing your finger in his face, his complexion stayed unamused, “Right there. Stop belittling me. We are two adults having a conversation, treat me as so.”

He emerged from his seat and took back his place as the one with a height advantage. You were easily knocked down a couple pegs.

“An adult wouldn’t shove fingers in people’s faces,” His tone stern, tittering towards anger.

“Can you blame me! I get it, you are old enough to be my dad, but I don’t appreciate you acting like you are.”

“I am hardly acting like your father.”

“You’re twisting my words!”

His nostrils flared, “Watch your tone.”

“Fuck off.” The choice words weren’t probably the smartest, but you were at your limit as he was.

All you saw were icy blue eyes darken before your face swung to the side and your collapsed into the office desk. Your cheek caught on his paper weight. You fell into the wood with an audible clunk and bang. Clutching on your injured cheek, you glared up at Erwin.

“Nope,” Was all you said.

Detaching yourself from the wood, you cradled your face as you stumbled out of the office into the hallway.

“Y/n, wait!” Erwin called from behind, but you only shuffled faster.

Blood stabbed your tongue. You licked your bottom lip. The force had cut the skin as well.

“At least let me clean the wound,” He begged.

Now in the living room, Levi poked his head out from where he was sitting on the couch. His eyes caught the tears bubbling over and how you cradled your face.

“The wound?” Levi’s focus was now on a stressed Erwin trying to hover over you. “What the fuck happened?”

Erwin tried to answer, but you beat him to it, “He hit me and I’m leaving.”

At that, he shot up from the couch and rounded the side, “Whoa, whoa, slow down. What did you do?”

“I-I don’t know,” Erwin was in a daze.

Levi walked over to you and tried to pry your hand from your swelling cheek, but you shook your head away from his grasp.

“I’m leaving,” You repeated and shoved past him.

Before he could even get a word out, you slammed the door closed and ran to your car. Shakely grasping your keys, you unlocked your door and slumped into the seat. You slammed your hands against the wheel and screeched. Tears streamed down, irritating the wound.

Roughly wiping away the salty water, you buckled yourself up and put the car into drive. As you rounded the driveway, you swore to yourself to be smarter next time. Depending on others was a debt you couldn’t afford.

You wanted to claw your skin off, screech, throw shit—anything to release the pent up wrath inside your gut. It had been weeks since you promised yourself you would never come back to Erwin and Levi’s household, and yet, here you were. During the time you eradicated yourself from their lives, Erwin had blown up your phone with varying types of messages. They stemmed from pleading to him demanding you answer him. Levi only offered one message the whole time.

“Make sure to keep the wound clean.”

The gesture was sweet, but in the moment, it felt infantilizing. You knew how to take care of a tiny cut. After the fiftieth call, you blocked Erwin’s number.

Radio silence met you for a couple days until you realized you couldn’t access your bank account. Then you got a call that you were fired from work. Next was the message you got from your landlord that you have an eviction notice despite paying rent on time. The last straw was when you tried to call your landlord back only to be told your phone had been shut off.

“Idiot. You’re a fucking idiot,” You muttered to yourself. You had trusted Erwin way too much with your finances and now you were stranded. You barely even had enough gas in your tank to get you out of exact proximity to their house if shit went down.

Slamming the door closed, you marched your way over to the entrance and banged on it as hard as you could. As if expecting you, Levi opened the door. His face was a lot more haggard than the last time you saw him. His under eyes were darker, the purplish hue sunk deep into the skin.

“Where the fuck is he?”

Levi merely sighed and sidestepped to let you go on your rampage. There, sitting in the living room, Erwin had his ankle resting on his knee. Carefree as ever.

“Care to tell me why the fuck I can’t get access to my bank account or my landlord won’t let me into my own goddamn apartment!” Your voice bellowed and sunk into the walls.

Erwin’s expression of cold steel did not waver in your anger. “I have no idea what you are talking about.”

“I’m not here to play fucking games, Asshat,” You sneered. Whatever patience and timidness you had when first meeting him dissipated. You wanted your life back.

“Watch it,” Erwin ordered. He arose from his seat, taking the high ground once more. From behind you, Levi made himself comfortable against the wall with arms crossed.

“Now is not the time! I don’t know what you’re trying to do but I need money and my apartment to live, Erwin.”

“I can take care of you.” Like a broken record, he refused to see reason.

You clutched your head in frustration. Nails dug into your scalp as you fight off the tears threatening to keel over. “Listen to me,” You begged.

“I have been listening and I don’t see why you would rather suffer than let me give you a life of comfort.”

You closed your eyes and moved your hands to dig your heels into the sockets. Letting out a shaking exhale, you said, “I am not going to throw my life away to be forced into a home where I am nothing better than a dog. A comfortable dog, but one nonetheless.”

“It wouldn’t be forever, just until you’re done with school,” Erwin tried to negotiate but you saw through it.

“And then it will be until I’m done with grad school, then pushed further until I find a job that suits my degree, and then it's until the income is high enough for your standards. You will never be satisfied.”

Erwin’s jaw ticked. There’s nothing to be said as you laid out in front of him exactly what he planned to do. He only wanted to give you the world and you wanted nothing of it.

“See! You can’t even deny it,” You laughed out loud, in hysterics.

“You’re acting like I’m shackling you to the basement. All I’m asking is that you live here with me—us—so you can finish your schooling worry free.”

“A decorated cage is still a cage.”

“Listen here,” He began as he approached with thunderous steps.

You stumbled backwards before solidifying your footing. You weren’t going to allow him to intimidate you.

“No, you listen here. I am done with you. If I have to, I will live in my car again. I am leaving.”

As Erwin comprehended your threat wasn’t empty, he glanced at Levi who stayed silent the whole time. Similar to a panther on the prowl, waiting. He kicked off the wall and sauntered over to your form.

Attempting to spin around to run out the house, Levi slung an arm across your neck and dug his forearm into your throat. He squeezed as you scrambled to slide your fingers in between your neck and the muscle. Your fingernails were no match for his ropey tendons.

Obviously you struggled, but it's nothing against the burly man. Even with his stature, he was stronger than Erwin. With his free hand he tugged a syringe from his pocket. He bit off the cap with his teeth and spat it out off into the room. The sharp prick hit the fragile skin of your flesh. Something was depleted into your veins. Your lips tingled as the oxygen left your lungs and the room spun round and round. Nausea crept in as your eyes crossed.

“See you soon, Pet.”

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utah1me · 6 months

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pairing[s]: yandere! janitor!levi ackerman x afab student!reader

warnings: flirtatious behavior, power imbalance, m!masturbation, voyerism, age gap, and hella weird so read at your own risk.

summary: levi ackerman has to supervise a certain brat in detention. needy little virgin hours ensue before school is in session.

word count: 3000

art belongs to columbo on twitter

levi ackerman was the type of man that made the existence of female dress codes nessacary. he couldn't stop himself from looking up girls skirts when he knelt down to pick up their trash, or avoid looking down girls shirts when they leaned over to wash their hands in the sink. he didn't even regard his perversion as an awful thing. after all, there are other guys out there who let their obsessions go to the absolute extreme, their crimes delving into horrendous depths like rape and murder. levi could never imagine such things happening, the thought made him sick to his stomach. he wasn't that bad... was he?

principle erwin certainly didn't think so. he's known about levi's little habit since grade school, but that didn't stop him from writing levi a letter of recommendation and convincing the board of regents to hire him as the primary janitor at shiganshina high school. surely if erwin thought he was so bad he would have tried to protect the girls of the school from him, right?

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it wasn't like all of his attention was centered on one individual, levi knew that type of behavior was out of the question. he was just liked looking that was all, he didn't have the skills to actually approach one of these girls. despite these perversions, he was disgusted by men that touched girls. the ones who prey on the vulnerable, whose sickly minds allow them to prey on girls and use their positions of power and authority to manipulate these girls into doing whatever they want. to use them however they want. levi didn't think he was like that at all.

but he did take a great interest in you during your sophomore year. you probably got put into detention for a stupid reason, and he couldn't help but sympathize with you. he figured that you got caught doing something mildly dangerous by an administrator and shoved into detention with the rest of the rejects. except since it was nearing the end of the year, all the other teachers didn't even bother to put their students in detention. they dished out more tame punishments to their students and basically took it easy for the last stretch of work until summer break. the teachers were just as fed up with their jobs as the students were with their mundane classes. you, unfortunately, were the unwritten exception to this unspoken rule, and as a result you were the only one sitting in a desolate cafeteria.

that was the first time levi truly paid attention to you. you were a shy kid, you mostly kept your head down and didn't talk much. he had seen you around before and he figured that it'd be creepy if he struck up a conversation before going off to clean the bathrooms in the teacher's lounge. as soon as he saw your silk-smooth skin peeking out of your too short shorts, he knew he'd need to find an excuse to spend more time with you.

"oi! brat." he spoke calmly, feigning disinterest when his heart was beating out of his chest. "i'm your assigned supervisor for detention. you can start by picking up a rag and some disinfectant to wipe down all the tables and chairs." his stomach lurched at the lie, this was exhilarating. he watched you hurry to do as he commanded, feeling pride swell in his chest. you believed him. he was a trusted adult, and his authority in the matter didn't need any questioning.

"i was told professor miche would be in charge of detention today." levi pondered on a good response, but he couldn't stop mulling over the fact that bastard had snatched you up first. miche would have had you all to himself if levi hadn't spoken up just now

"miche couldn't make it on time, so i'm here to cover for him." levi had a teasing tone in his voice, a smile ghosting his fine features for less than a second. "now are you going to stand around looking pretty, or are you going to get to work?" his taunt didn't have much of an effect on you as you marched up to his supply cart and snatched up a rag and some random chemical mix. "no no no. that won't do." levi sauntered towards you, snapping the rim of his plastic gloves as he did so. "you can't use furniture polish for cleaning surfaces. while the lemony scent does have it's perks, a bleach based product would help you much more." your eyebrows furrowed as you nodded. maybe you could learn something from his guidance, after all, he was a professional.

"alright. will clorox work?" you picked up the product by its handle and squeaked as you gripped the hilt, causing a foamy string of liquid to burst from its container.

"hey, hey, no funny business." levi smirked at your playful tenacity. you were so much more fun than he'd thought you would be. "who even taught you how to clean?" he scoffed in a light-hearted manner.

"i guess i'm self taught, but i always get the job done good enough." you smiled at him as you sprayed the different tables and wiped them down with an old blue rag.

"well maybe your good enough isn't good enough for me and my standards." levi hovered over your shoulder, carefully observing your movements. he wrapped himself around you, pressing his chest against your back and helping you grasp your hand around the rag. "move your arm in a circular motion, but don't press too hard into the wood, you'll tire yourself out too quickly that way." you carefully listened to every word he said, this is a learning experience, isn't it? this knowledge came straight from the mouth of a professional, you'd be absolutely daft to not pay attention to him. but it didn't help that he was easy on the eyes or that you could feel his muscles flex through your clothing. he was undeniably attractive and it was hard for you not to entertain the notion. his sharp breath ghosted the skin behind your ear.

"what sort of cleaning products do you use at home?" his question and his proximity startled you.

"um, i use the mr. clean stuff. my mom thought that their super bowl commercial from a few years ago was the epitome of comedy ."

"tch." you could feel his grip tighten on your hand as he shook his head. you frowned at his reaction.

"well what's that supposed to mean?" he sighed before spiraling into a lecture.

"mr. clean, although sexy in his own right, is much too expensive. especially those magic erasers of his. they are outrageously overpriced, and they're not even real magic." your nose crinkled as you snickered at his joke, and his face lit up in a blush. "they're uh, they're made of uh sodium bisulfite copolymer, and it's ridiculously cheap. for half the price, you can buy ten times the amount that damned company scams you with."

"i suppose that's one of the many miracles of capitalism." levi's deep chuckle vibrated through your back. his presence was comforting, and it was beyond a relief to have such a friendly person around, even if it will only last the span of detention.

"you're funny." he leaned into the crook of your neck and lightly sniffed the perfume you'd applied earlier that morning. it's probably for that bastard, miche. levi did his best to shake that thought out of his head, and hurriedly stepped away from you.

"is everything alright, sir?" you threw your rag down, abandoning your place at the table and rushed to his side. your hand rested on the bare skin of his arm, and your eyes widened seeing levi acting so odd. he was perfectly fine seconds ago, it was hard to understand how this change could have taken place so quickly. "you look very pale." before he could blink the backs of your fingers were pressed against his clammy forehead and he was in heaven. he basked in the attention you were giving him, and in this shaken state narrowly avoided lathering you with the same touching care.

"yes, yes." levi cradled his head in his hand, and stared up at you with his hair falling into his eyes. "it's just a little headache, it's no problem." he frequently struggled with migraines, but those were nothing compared to whatever was coming over him now.

"well, i have some extra tylenol in my purse, i can go back to my locker and get some." you couldn't register the speed with which he reached out and held your wrist in an iron grip.

"no." his voice was gravely, like a frog was caught in his throat. "don't leave. it's really nothing." he smiled to comfort you but it only did the opposite. there was a glint in his eyes that made you want to run away and never come back. you reluctantly agreed to stay with him, and worked through the rest of your detention in relative silence.

the following morning you were called into professor miche's office over the intercom. there were oohs and aahs from your classmates and a resounding thunder of commentary.

"i don't think y/n has ever gotten in trouble before." armin spoke to himself.

"she isn't going to be able to worm her way out of his one." snickered to her friends.

"how much you wanna bet she's screwing him to get a better grade?" reiner joked as berholdt berated him for making assumptions. wrong. wrong. wrong.

ɬɧɛყ'۷ɛ ɠơɬ ıɬ ąƖƖ ῳཞơŋɠ, ʝųʂɬ Ɩıƙɛ ɬɧɛყ ąƖῳąყʂ ɖơ.

you slammed your fists on the table, effectively silencing the chatter. you didn't bother to push your chair back in as you raced down the hallway to pound on miche's office door. you heard a sigh from inside as he beckoned you inside. his menacing figure towered over you

"it's not polite for you to skip out on detention, l/n. where were you for our session?"

"well, you would know if you weren't tardy for detention, sir." you smiled in an effort to brush off the discomforting feeling his stare brought you. miche leaned down to your level and violently sniffed the air around you. "i was with the janitor, you told him to fill in for you. does that ring a bell?" you could care less if you were sounding rude, but his questioning was getting tedious.

professor miche sneered down at you, mulling over the consequences that would be brought down upon you if he discovered this was a lie. "is this true, levi?" your eyes widened as turned around to see levi leaning on the handle of his cart. the hallway was utterly devoid of people, and you didn't understand how you didn't hear his footsteps or the squeak of the wheels on his cart. it's like he was invisible the entire time, appearing silently like a ghost. levi cleared his throat as he stared back at miche.

"quite so, yes. she worked very well under my guidance." he let his gaze drop to the ground as he licked his lips. "it makes me wish that miss l/n could get detention more often so i could have some help keeping this place tidy." he absentmindedly swiped two fingers over miche's name card that hung on his office door. "she worked well, and i'm sure she'll learn from the experience." miche scowled at levi, something was off about him. while the two of them weren't particularly close, he could certainly tell if something was wrong. he'll have to report this to principle erwin, if only to ease his conscience. "well, if that's everything, i suppose i'll be on my way." you gave levi a little smile and mouthed a quick thank you before he set off down the hallway with his cart.

the rumbling of the wheels echoed through the empty hallway as he moved closer and closer to the bathrooms he'd set out to clean. his cart was placed to the right of the entrance to the boy's bathroom and upon entering he was greeted with the welcoming scent of orange spice. levi took great care to make sure he was alone in that bathroom before he retreated into the furthest stall. he undid the buttons of his pants and slid them down his milky thighs until they rested around his ankles. he ran a swift hand through his silky black hair as he gripped the base of his cock tightly, gently smoothing over the thick skin and working to calm his unsteady breathing. he's never been this wound up during his work hours, but he had a feeling that this was soon going to be a normal occurrence. his brain began to wander away from the bathroom stall as he thought back to the porn he'd watched in his car before he came into work. he imagined the movements of the female model's body beneath the man, and how her body shook with every impact of their hips. his manhood twitched in excitement as he thought of her y/h/c hair that laid spread across her red pillows, but that was too perfect. it wasn't dirty enough for him. he needed the real deal, but nobody wanted to touch an old man, and they certainly didn't want to touch someone as creepy as levi ackerman. so he had to resort to doing it himself.

his hand stilled, cock sitting at attention against his pale stomach. he ran a finger over the mushroom-like head and began to roughly fist his cock like a madman. his eyes clenched shut as he tried to think of something that would get him off. the first thought that came to his mind wasn't even erotic, but it gave him a renewed vigor and sent a primal ache coursing through his aching cock. he wondered how you would look sleeping. you have to be the most heavenly creation in existence, vulnerable and at peace while you dream. it would only be too easy to get into the file cabinets that contain thee student records and discover your place of residence, and finally be blessed by the sight of you snuggled into your bed with your stuffed animals cradled to your chest. he could shimmy your cute pajama shorts off your body and press his hot tongue against your cunt. it'd be slimy and wet and lewd and absolutely gross. and he'd love every goddamn minute of it. your face would be flushed red and sweat would bead your forehead as you unconsciously rut against his mouth. he wants your juices to lather his lips and hold your breasts in a death grip as he makes you squirt onto his waiting tongue. he wants to be 𝖘𝖔 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉 to you, and spoil you in every way imaginable. he wants to spear you on his cock and bury his head in your breasts, smothering himself and coating the valley between the two mounds on your chest with a mixture of his heavy drool and your wet release. he'll pump you full of his cum until you're absolutely bursting and pull up your panties to hide his mess. he'll sneak out your window and drive home while you lay in warm in your bed with your face shoved into your pillow.

he lets out a heavy groan as he brings his hand to his mouth to bite on his knuckles to stop any sound from escaping his treacherous mouth. he began to imagine what you would look like if you gave him a handjob. would you be slow and tentative? or would you opt to beat his manhood dry? no doubt your delicate fingertips would feel like heaven on earth, and your soft breath would hit his cheek as you focused on bringing him immense pleasure. he heard the door to the bathroom open, but he couldn't break free from his lusty haze. his mind was too focused on the constant phap phap phap of his hand beating against his manhood to register the footsteps that slowly neared the stall he occupied. a hand pressed against the unlocked door to fully expose levi's perversions to the open air. he looks up to see erwin staring down at him, a disappointed look coating the principle's face. no words were spoken as levi continued his assault on his cock. a broken cry left his lips as he threw his head back, eyes clamped shut as he felt his creamy cum shoot out onto his shirt and hand.

"really, levi?" his eyebrows furrowed as levi looked him dead in the eye. "the boy's bathroom?" levi groaned at his question, not bothering to answer before bending over and pulling up his pants. levi had no shame, and certainly not in front of erwin.

levi laughed as he wiped the cum off his hand with toilet paper. "would you prefer i did it in the girl's?" his bland retort left a dumbfounded erwin unable to move from where he stood. levi used that moment of shock to escape from the stall and out into the hallway. he was going to enjoy this newfound sense of freedom.

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"𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞"| Reiner Braun (ft. Eren Jaeger)

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Pairing: Reiner Braun x Reader, hints of Eren Jaeger x Reader

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TW: kidnapping, hostage situation, angst, unhealthy power dynamics, toxic relationship, Stockholm syndrome, slight yandere! Reiner (?), canon divergent, time inconsistencies cause a girl just jumped right into season 4 without recapping earlier seasons and the manga

Once you’d received Eren’s letter, you stowed yourself in your bedroom and sobbed for hours. From relief that you were not forgotten, grief from all you’d suffered.

Then you’d slipped on one of the pretty blue dresses only Marleyans had the luxury of affording, slipped on your armband, and an uncomfortable pair of shoes, and strolled out your room.

Your nerves were shot when you found Reiner in your small, bare living room, dressed in uniform, a rifle tucked at his side.

He regarded you with apprehension, his breath taken away. It was both beautiful and unsettling to see you dressed in modern clothes. An uncanny sight, as if the pieces were beautiful but didn’t quite fit.

That’s what it was like; looking at you now.

And he averted his gaze, to not make you uncomfortable because even though he held you at night, you were both enemies again by sunrise.

Reiner had made peace with that, accepted it even. He'd gotten his final look anyway.

“Y/N, I want you to know, whatever happens, everything I did - down to the very end was to protect you,” he said, a firm with conviction, gazing at you for the last time. “I tried. It might not have been the right way. But I understand now who I should’ve been protecting you from.”

“What are you talking about?” You whispered with bated breath, and as you studied him, you remembered your promise to each other; ‘If you need me, I’ll know.’

You knew he needed you, although you couldn’t understand why. Still, your heart seemed to race as if to tell you, ‘Something is wrong.’

“The memories, Y/N,” he said. “I didn’t just see you and I together, I saw you dying. Over and over and over again. In different ways, different places, by different people. I had to protect you so I did what I thought was right.”

You couldn't breathe. "What you thought...was right?"

You waited for tears to fall, from frustration or an abomination of love you weren't sure. You were never sure what you were feeling when it came to Reiner anymore. Because he was loving you as he was hurting you because he was both your lover and your enemy, your husband and your captor.

But the tears wouldn't come, as if they were blocked by some hidden dam in your heart.

"You wouldn't," he looked down, hesitated, and then tried again. "You couldn't understand."

You waited for anger to rise in you, the familiar emotion that raged within you whenever Reiner spoke of things he just "couldn't explain." But all that was left was a haggardness that seemed to weigh on your shoulders, and you remembered how so, so tired you truly were.

"Reiner," you whispered. "I never asked you to save me. I never asked you to be my savior. Whatever would've happened, you were supposed to just let it happen, maybe it would've been better than this-"

"You died with Paradis," Reiner said solemnly then."When the world came for the island, all of you lost."

For a moment you were so speechless that not even a thought could formulate, your mind going completely blank and you blinked rapidly, and took a step back.

"I-I don't care," you managed hesitantly. "I would've gladly dedicated my heart-"

"Commander Erwin was willing to sacrifice you and your regiment every single chance he got-"

Your hands grew clammy, but still, slowly, you shook your head. "Captain Levi would've never let him sacrifice me even if I wanted to-"

"And Eren Jaeger would've killed you. Twice," Reiner finished, a dark look in his eyes of gold as if the thought of it enraged him.

If only you could see what he'd seen; Eren Jaeger failing his regiment, leading to your death countless times over, or the darkest memory of all, your mangled body and Eren's dismissive gaze as life literally seeped from your eyes.

How could Reiner not come to the conclusion that he needed to tear you away from Paradis?

But it had come at the cost of hurting you anyway. You were yet another reason he wanted to die, and yet there had once been a time when you were a reason he wanted to live. That maybe, just maybe, he could be a hero. If not to the world, then to you.

Now you were looking at him as if he himself had killed you. As if in saving your life, he had murdered you instead.

You took in all this information as if you'd been hit by a great force, grabbing the edge of a dining room chair for support, squeezing your eyes shut. You waited for tears, for sobs, but still, nothing came out. Though you could feel something inside of you.

You were glad because you were afraid that whatever came out, wouldn't be angry. It was as if with every day you spent in Marley, every night you spent in Reiner's arms, the fighting spirit inside of you ebbed away. Now it came in waves, and whenever you tried to latch on to it, it would fade away - no matter how much you wanted it to stay.

"I don't believe you," you said weakly. "You're-you're lying. You can't see anything, you're just saying this to me so I'll-"

You didn't realize you were crumpling to the floor until Reiner was falling down with you, just as you'd done for him the night before. Just as you'd both done for each other countless times after expeditions. You couldn't help but lean into him as if it were a natural instinct built into you and sob, disgusted at what a betrayal it was to your comrades, yet not wanting to let go.

Reiner's hands were in your hair, brushing back tendrils as he planted a kiss by your temple. He held there, eyes closed, taking in his last moment.

"The last thing I wanted to do was make you cry, princess," he whispered in your ear. "You're the only thing that's ever made any damn sense. Protecting you, it's what kept me moving forward, even when I didn't have a plan anymore," and then, for the first time since Marley, he spoke with complete peace, "And now I've gotta save you again, for the last time."

Something inside of you told he needed you then, 'for the last time,' but you couldn't answer it. You wouldn't. Even if he answered your call every single time, even when you never asked him to.

Because if you gave in, you would never go to meet Eren.

So you kept your eyes shut, even though your heart started to pang.

You felt him back away, kept your head down, as you waited for him to leave.

When the door closed, something tightened in your chest.

Yes, this would be the last time. Because you were going home. Yet why did home feel like it just walked out the door, with Reiner?

You wept.

You found Eren sitting on a bench in front of the hospital, bouncing a ball against the ground. He nearly looked like a stranger with his long hair and amputated leg, no doubt only restrained from growing back by the wrapping gauze around his stump.

For the longest, you just stared at him from the courtyard, the enemy-in-disguise seemingly unbeknownst to your hesitant stature.

He didn't look like the hard-headed boy you knew from your youth. When your father had died, and you used to roam Shigashina to get away from your stepfather, you'd found him reading one of Armin's books near the lake and dared to ask him about titans.

He'd excitedly told you about the outside world, about the freedom beyond the walls, and you had been hooked on giving your life for humanity ever since.

Back then, you would've done anything to get away from home. Even if that meant going out into the unknown, or childish as it was, having a knight come to rescue you like the fairytale books you read with your mother.

Now you had your wish, and you'd even found the knight you had been dreaming about too. The irony made your heart pang, even more so as you remembered the small moment in time where you almost believed that knight had been Eren of all people.

It had been a fleeting moment because then you joined the Survey Corps and met Reiner, and suddenly you couldn't imagine yourself with anyone else.

'Would things have been different if it had been Eren instead?' you wondered, immediately shut down by Reiner's words.

"Eren would've killed you. Twice."

If you had heard that five years ago, you would've respectfully told Reiner he had no idea what he was talking about. That maybe he was just jealous even.

But now, after spending a year in Marley, waiting for your comrades to rescue you without a sliver of hope, a part of you wondered if it was true.

If your comrades could just let you go so easily, did they really love you? Did Eren really love you if he was willing to lay your life down for his?

You shook the thought away. This was what Reiner wanted. He knew what he was doing. He wanted you to abandon all hope and settle into a life with him, right? Right?

Yet even after all Reiner had done, you still couldn't help but believe he only wanted the best for you. You knew him. You knew him. You knew him.

The thoughts that had haunted you for 365 days started to gain momentum, begging you to turn around. Back into the arms of your captor, to this foreign place, to the one person you could trust because Reiner was just protecting you and-

Eren's eyes snagged on yours as he looked up, catching his ball.

Your breath caught, searching wildly through his green eyes, for something. Something that told you he was safe because you didn't know who was. Not anymore. Not when you couldn't even trust the man you loved.

To your surprise, Eren smiled. Or at least it was the remnant of a smile, not fully blooming, almost as if he couldn't.

It didn't feel like Eren.

But nothing made sense to you anymore.

He waved his hand cupped over the ball.

You exhaled.

“I’m sorry we left you here for so long. I never wanted that for you, I never wanted you to suffer for me," Eren said.

You both sat side by side on the bench, reminiscent of the way you'd sat together as children, Armin's books sprawled on your laps.

“I didn’t suffer for you, Eren. It was for humanity - or, it was. “

“And now? - Now that you know what do you think it was all for? Do you think-do you think it was still worth it?”

“Yes...no...I don’t know.” - “Eren, I’ve been confused. So confused. I live with these people. I eat at their tables. I work in their stores. I’m married to one-“

“You mean Reiner?”

You nodded, a flurry of shame coming over you. As if he could see the nights you’d spent in Reiner’s arms as if all the hurt and betrayal and love was a gaping wound for all to see.

And Eren’s eyes narrowed, and he turned away from you. As if he were mad at the wall. As if he were mad at you for still indulging in a traitor.

“It was-“

“Did he hurt you?” He asked jarringly, eyes boring into yours.

Your heart skipped a beat, already beating so harshly that it pounded against the hollow of your throat. You didn’t want Eren to know, you didn’t want anyone to know, that you were no longer a righteous captive. That you’d done things, terrible things, to remember what love was supposed to feel like.

And yet you couldn’t say Reiner had hurt you. He’d been gentle with you, patient in your anger, the entire time you’d spent in Marley. Yes, he was your captor, but he was also your only comfort. The only familiar thing about your unfamiliar surroundings. Your only comrade in the midst of being forgotten by all the rest.

In fact, sitting beside Eren, you felt so much more distant from him now. As if he were a complete stranger.

A part of you so overwhelmed by the unfamiliarity you wanted to go home and throw yourself into Reiner’s arms.

“Y/N, did he hurt you?” Eren said again, even the way he said your name was so different. Devoid of joy, hardened and firm. Reiner never spoke like that, even when he’d yelled at you on the tree to accept your fate, it was never devoid of love for you.

Or maybe you couldn’t remember what real love sounded like anymore.

“He said he’s protecting me,” you admitted, staring down at your lap. You didn’t mean to sound small, but you always did. “He saw me, in his memories, and I was always dying, Eren. He said taking me here was the only way to protect me from...whatever he saw.”

You felt Eren’s eyes on you but you didn’t dare look at him, afraid of his judgement. Afraid of his sympathy.

“He never hurt me, Eren. As horrible as I’ve been to him, he looks out for me. If anything, it’s been me hurting him. Constantly reminding him of -but I just can’t forget,” the tears started to flow and you forced yourself to meet Eren’s eyes, still cold and devoid of life.

You grasped the hands of this unfamiliar man and bowed your head. And suddenly you understood what Reiner must feel. When the righteous becomes the sinner.

“Eren, I know you said he’s a monster but,” you gasped. “I still love him. I love him so much and I hate myself for it. I know I shouldn’t. He’s killed so many of our people, but I love him. “

The air was thick with deafening silence so you kept going, desperate, desperate for someone you could finally confess your sin to.

“I’ve tried to fight it, but I’ve given in. So many times. And I know you think he’s a monster, but I still want to beg you, with every part of my being, please don’t kill him,”

You sobbed into Eren’s hands, clinging to them, waiting for the anger of the fiery boy you once knew. You wanted him to judge you, deem you a sinner, and force you to let go of Reiner. Kidnap you, like the love of your life, had done so long ago and take you home.

Because you had lost your mind and couldn’t find your way back.

Some days you didn’t want to go back. You had seen too much. You had seen the world and you understood too much.

Was this what Reiner felt when he’d stepped foot in Paradis?

Eren regarded you with an empty stare, and only for a flicker of a second, could you have sworn his eyes were pained.

“I’m not here to kill Reiner,” he said. “I’ve come to the same revelation you’ve had here. What I said doesn’t matter, I didn’t know what I know now. What you’ve known before any of us.”

“It must’ve been hard for you to hate a monster when you know that monsters don’t exist. It was easier to pretend, wasn’t it?”

He offered a somber smile, only traces of the boy you remembered echoed in his face.

You sniffled, hung on the glimmer of his kindness, burdened under the weight of a cruel world you could hardly make sense of anymore.

Once upon a time, you thought the outside world would bring clarity, but you were lost now more than ever. And you were desperate, desperate for someone to provide an answer to the question that had weighed on your heart since you saw skyscrapers and cars and armbands and ships and Reiner, always Reiner-“What do we do now?”

He gave a small tsk then, slightly shaking his head. “Nothing’s changed, Y/N,” he said, still smiling that sad smile. “If we want to be free, we have to fight. But first you have to tell me: do you want to be free?”

His expression shifted, and you felt a bile in the back of your throat. The very thought that used to embolden you, just made you afraid now. Freedom? What did freedom even look like anymore?

Was it fighting in a war against the entire world? Or was it a stolen moment by the fire, talking to the boy you liked, blissfully unaware that your silly daydreams of marrying him would come true in the worst way possible? Was it running for the rest of your life as an enemy of humanity, watching your comrades die one by one? Or was it melting into the nooks and crannies of your husband’s arms, safe from the world, finally allowing yourself to accept the refuge those arms once were?

“I do,” you managed. “I do want to be free. “ But your throat was closing up and your voice was thick, because you didn’t know which freedom you wanted anymore.

And you loathed yourself for it.

Damn Reiner for the war you’d inherited from loving him.

As if his eyes had seen things the rest of him couldn’t sense. “Stay home and don’t go to the festival tomorrow. Someone will come for you.”

“They’re all here, aren’t they?” You murmured, your heart swelling with fear and anticipation. Your friends, they were all here.

“They’ve missed you, we’ve all missed you.” He said, but you missed the uncertainty in his instructions, buzzing at the thought of your comrades.

Your heart settled on their faces; Connie, Jean, Mikasa, Armin, and Levi, the man who’d taken you in as if you were his own daughter in that stoic way of his.

You’d missed them all. You’d believed they’d come for you, but with every passing week, you started to believe they didn’t miss you.

“Why?” You whispered. “Why did you guys have to leave me?” You didn’t mean to sound like a child, like the little girl who’d lost her mother, but you never failed to. Marley had peeled away all your layers, leaving you raw and frail.

Eren faltered, dropping his gaze, and for a moment it seemed he might cry. “Because, we thought it was a sacrifice for humanity’s last hope,” he said bitterly, angry even.

You didn’t know why you asked. In the fight in the trees, it had become apparent that they could only save one; you or Eren. The choice was obvious. You’d even begged them to leave you, even as you watched Levi battle with the realization for a fraction of a second, before Eren was torn from the Armored’s grasp.

You were at peace then.

Whatever happened, even if Reiner was lying and ended up killing you anyway, you laid your life down for humanity’s last hope and you wouldn’t have it any other way.

It didn’t hurt until you realized how wrong you all were. The pride and vanity of being a soldier had faded, and you suddenly had nothing to dedicate your heart to.

Except for one man.

“I’m sorry,” Eren said. “That it has to come to this.”

After leaving Eren at the psychiatric hospital, you walked the long trek to your doctor’s appointment, ruminating on all that was said.

The afternoon sun dipped low over the foreign country and you walked comfortably in your strange Marleyan heels past the vividly green park where Eldian children played. A rare luxury in Liberio.

Your Marleyan doctor regarded you with beady eyes, practically sneering at your Honorary Marleyan armband before she told you the flooring news.

The nausea you’d been feeling all week was in fact a pregnancy.

“How thrilled Mr. Braun will be to leave behind a legacy after his term.”

Meanwhile, Eren Jaeger tossed the baseball Zeke had sent him under the same sun.

He knew Reiner’s attempts to save you were all in vain.

Your death was inevitable, and not even Eren could change it. Though he’d tried and tried and tried.

But that was the difference between them. Reiner fought to protect those from fate, and Eren was the immovable force that would always stand in the way.

He reminded himself of those words:’Keep moving forward,’ even as he remembered you and felt sick to his stomach.

Your death was etched in his memories, and there was nothing he could do about it, but keep moving forward.

#reiner braun #reiner braun x reader #eren jeager #eren jeager x reader #eren jeager x you #reiner braun x you #aot #snk #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin

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peachymilkandcream · 26 days

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The Truth About Your Mother|Levi x Evelyn

(A/N: I wanted to do a oneshot with older Levi and his grown kids. I've been brainrotting about how they would interact with their parents and their father's ways. Let me know if I should do a part 2 with the story! (Because it got really long for build up lmao))

WARNINGS: implied noncon, dubcon, manipulation, domestic abuse, yandere themes, forced marriage, forced pregnancy, stockholm syndrome, graphic depictions of violence, mind breaking, misogyny, etc.

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Levi's children were his pride and joy, after all he had put Evelyn through in the end she had blessed him with seven children. Four strapping boys and three beautiful girls. Furlan and Isabel were nearly grown now, and the twins Kenneth and Erwin were old enough to have a mind of their own.

Each of his children lived up to their namesakes, named after those he both loved and hated simply because of the person who carried the name before them. He wanted each of his children to embody the strength and spirit of those who they named them after. Although after the first few, he ran out of noble people to name his children after, leaving him with one Julien, and his youngest daughter Maria, named after the mission that brought him his wife and the greatest honor he had ever recieved.

Growing up they had a strict regime in order to become just like their father in all things. He wanted these brats to be a legacy for him. To have anyone who came in contact with one of them know they were Ackermans. When they succeeded he rewarded them greatly. Many a nobleman's child envied the lavish birthday parties and Christmas celebrations Levi gave.

They all grew up to respect and adore their father. Able to tell him anything and receive sound advice, as well as affection. He rarely raised his hand towards them, and when he did they knew why they had deserved it.

However they never knew the truth about their mother's history. Or how she was treated.

After her return to the manor, what Levi ingrained Furlan into remembering as "Mama's big mistake", was the last time she defied Levi. Soon her attitude became like his, and therefore like her children. The town's people bitterly nicknamed it the "Ackerman arrogance", when the dark hair and cold eyes of that family entered the vicinity, all knew to watch out or be cut down with their influence and sharp tongue.

Evelyn was more nurturing and caring than Levi, and left all the discipline to him. However the children still favored their father, since it was his instruction and wallet that gave them all their heart's content.

Levi never beat or even yelled at his wife in front of their kids, determined to show himself in the best light to them. But they were all warned to let Papa know if Mama was trying to disobey him.

He had carefully constructed his life so his children would never know the terrible secret.

At least he thought.

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Furlan had been Erwin Smith's personal assistant since he was old enough to be. Having the lessons of the military beaten into him he didn't have to go to basic training. But that didn't mean he didn't catch onto the other's looks of envy and annoyance seeing such a young cadet get such a valued position.

While he sat typing up the notes from the Commander's last meeting he couldn't help but notice today Erwin staring at him.

"Is something wrong, sir?"

Erwin shakes his head. "Nothing really. I just can't get over how much you look like Levi."

Furlan offers the slightest smile. "Thank you sir, that means a lot."

"How is the old bastard getting on? We've both been so busy friendly chats are out of the question."

"As well as he can be. I don't think he'll ever shake that limp and his cane, I've never seen him without it since I was born. But he's the same Levi, in fact I think my siblings help keep him and Mother young."

Erwin scoffs. "Of course. Nothing can touch the unkillable soldier."

Furlan detects the bitterness in his voice. "Sir? Can I ask you a question?"

"What is it."

"Do you not like my father? I know my brother is named after you but it still seems like you don't like him."

"I respect that he knows how to play the game. I respect his judgement and his skills. But no, I'm not particularly fond of him."

"Can I ask why?"

"Ask him for the truth about your Mother, about how he got her to marry him."

"Sir-"

"If you want the truth, then you'll have to suck it up and demand it yourself. He's been lying to you all for years."

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"And that's what he said Father." Furlan had gathered the oldest four siblings, him, Kenneth, Isabel, and Erwin all together to hear what Levi had to say. The little ones didn't need to hear this, especially if it was what he feared.

Levi taps his cigarette into the waiting tray. "So you think your old man has been lying to you. My own brats don't trust me."

Isabel is quick for damage control. "Please Father, you know we're not accusing you of anything. We just want to know the truth."

Levi pats her head, taking a moment and sighing. "Very well. I think you should all have a seat.

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #break me slowly #levi x oc #levi aot #levi x reader #levi ackerman #yandere levi #yandere levi ackerman #yandere levi x reader

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thecuriousquest · 3 months

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Opinion on Erwin and Levi Yandere Duo

TW: Yandere themes, mentions on non con, kidnapping

My firm opinion is that out of all Yandere duos, Erwin and Levi are the worst to get stuck with. It’s a total malicious dynamic. The ruthless captain and the genius commander. I know you’re probably thinking, well what about ShigaDabi? What about (insert duo here)?

No, the reason why I think Erwin and Levi are the worst Yandere duo is because you have someone who can manipulate you so very well to the point where it could drive you insane because you won’t be able to tell his thoughts from your own. Then, you have this ruthless sadist who’s so willing to carry out his commander’s orders to the exact T. YOU HAVE NO CHANCE IN HELL I’LL TELL YA WHAT. And it’s all because they love you. They simply love you with all of their might and all of their hearts. They hurt you because they love you. They kidnap you because they love you. They starve you because they love you. They rape you because they love you.

And it’s not a game to them either. It’s not some sick joke. You belong to them: mind, body, and soul. They overpower you with their dominance. Did you ever really believe you could stand a chance against this yandere duo? Did you really believe you could do something against them, anything to them? Fight back in some way? No, because by the time they’re done with you, you’ve learned to speak when spoken to. How you got to that point would entirely depend on your behavior.

No other yandere duo even begins to compare to how terrible Erwin and Levi are. Not one bit. This yandere duo was molded with clay by the devil himself and brought to life with you in mind.

Good luck.

#yandere #triggering content #yandere x reader #yandere x you #yandere x y/n #triggering themes #yandere x darling #yandere themes #yandere attack on titan #attack on titan #yandere levi ackerman x reader #yandere levi ackerman #yandere levi x reader #yandere erwin smith #yandere erwin #commander erwin #captain levi

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impulsivecompliment · 2 years

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Marriage.

Summary: As a noble woman you are obliged to marry a wealthy nobleman, just like your father wanted you to even though your duty is to serve your commander. (~3400 words)

Warnings: fem!reader, yandere!erwin, toxic behaviour, possessiveness, daddy kink, choking, overstimulation, size kink, mentions of forced marriage

Impatiently, you waited outside the commander's office while you skimmed the document in your hands for the hundredth time. It was your letter of resignation, carefully filled out and neatly labeled. Only your shaky hands drew wrinkles on the white paper sheet.

From the beginning on, it had been clear to you that you'd have to give this document to the commander one day. Unlike your comrades, you were of noble birth. Your parents were part of nobility, which is why your future was already sealed before your actual birth. Your duty as the daughter of a Lord was to marry an influential husband who would strengthen the family's prestige and wealth. Although you were aware that this was the only purpose of your life, you constantly rebelled against it.

Against all odds, your father grew tired of your unruly behavior, so he agreed with you that you could make your own life decisions until you get married. At that time, you didn't know that you were merely like a dog, who was let into the garden without a leash. Yes, you thought this contract was a manifestation of freedom until you found out there was an iron fence waiting for you at the end of the garden.

The swinging opening of the office door snapped you out of your self-pity. The soldier who had been talking to the commander finally stepped out of his office. Before he could shut the door, you announced yourself with a quick knock on the frame.

"(Y/N), what can I do for you?", Erwin asked without taking his eyes off you as you strolled into his spacious office.

"Nothing of great importance, commander.", you lied, acting relaxed, stepping up to his desk, "I just wanted to hand in this document."

With a boisterous smile, you placed the application on one of his tall stacks of papers. His cold eyes followed every movement of your hand.

"I see.", he replied dryly, "Is there anything else I can do for you?"

Save me. Please.

"No, thank you, sir.", you replied, heading to the exit.

"If you say so."

After leaving his office, you exhaled in relief. Fortunately, Erwin didn't read the document. Fearing that you wouldn't be able to look him in the eyes, you wanted to keep your desertion a secret. After all, he counted on capable soldiers like you, which is why he would surely be disappointed in you. By the time he reads the letter tomorrow, you won't be at the headquarter anymore, you'll be back in your golden cage.

Then, in just a few days, you would pledge your allegiance to a stranger, even though your heart belongs to your commander.

But it was time to forget him. Maybe your last workout could distract you from your tearing feelings.

With effort you trained until the evening until your limbs ached at dinner. Despite your dejection, you acted as if it was an ordinary day and your days at the survey corps were far from over.

After you were full, you said goodbye to your friends and went to your room to pack your things. Sighing, you opened the door, but when you discovered Erwin standing there at the window, you flinched fearfully.

Of course, he noticed your presence immediately. Slowly he turned to you. His blue eyes flashed menacingly.

Overwhelmed, you leaned your back against the door, causing it to close.

"What's that?", he broke the silence.

His intimidating tone made you shiver.

Only now you noticed the crumpled paper in his fist.

"I-I have no choice...", you stammered leaning further against the door, "My father decided this."

With quick steps he destroyed the remaining distance between you.

"Your request is denied.", he countered, tearing the paper to shreds, "You stay here. With me."

The pieces of paper fell weightlessly to the floor.

Without averting his penetrating gaze from you, Erwin slammed his arms into the door until you couldn't escape neither to the left nor to the right.

"I wish it was that easy... But it's already sealed.", you explained sadly, whereupon he furrowed his eyebrows.

"So you're telling me that your beauty and intelligence belongs to an old, disgusting nobleman?", Erwin asked angrily.

"Yes, I am promised to him.", you confirmed quietly.

The vein on the side of his neck flinched in anger at this statement. Automatically, you wanted to take a step back to put some distance between you two, but the hard door at your back didn't let you pass.

"I won't let that happen.", he announced, leaning closer to you.

His powerful body caged you with ease.

"Only I may kiss you..." he murmured grabbing your chin.

His thumb pressed firmly into your lower lip while his other hand traveled down the side of your waist to your hip.

"Only I may touch you.", he whispered imperiously in your ear.

Then his hand slid to your abdomen. His large palm warmed your entire lower area, sending a gentle tingle through your skin.

"And only I will fill your belly with my love and watch it grow inside you."

Speechless, you opened your mouth. Immediately Erwin pushed your chin further down with his thumb until he could slide his tongue in without any problems. Everything happened so fast, which is why you couldn't return his hot kiss. His special taste, however, beguiled your senses until you willingly closed your eyes and finally followed the wild turns of his tongue. Because of the passion, your thoughts disappeared. Only one question remained in your mind.

Can this man really save me from my fate?

"Erwin please...", you begged him, breaking the kiss, "Please, don't let me leave."

Hopelessly, you leaned your forehead against his taut chest.

"I want to stay with you."

He then placed his hand on the back of your head.

"You will stay with me forever, (Y/N).", Erwin explained combing your hair with his fingers, "I won't give you to anyone, do you understand?"

Carefully, you leaned back so you could look into his deep blue eyes.

"Yes."

As if he was just waiting for that answer, he pressed his mouth on yours. Without hesitation, his tongue found a way between your lips. While he made sure no place was left untouched, you drew him closer and closer to you. Between your kisses you noticed his hardening member that hit your abdomen. This unfamiliar touch and his demanding tongue stirred an exciting feeling in you.

Suddenly, he broke away from you. Gasping, you stared into his glowing eyes. The hottest fires burn blue and his eyes were no exception.

“My pretty girl.“ he cooed, tracing your wet lips with his thumb. He thoroughly spread the delicate saliva film on your lips. Hypnotized, you placed a gentle kiss on his fingertip.

“That’s a good girl.“ Erwin smiled happily.

His hand moved from your lips to your neck. Effortlessly, Erwin tightened the grip around your neck until you felt his strong fingers with every breath.

Meanwhile, his other hand found its way to your breasts. Roughly, he massaged your left breast through the fabric of your shirt. Immediately, sinful sounds poured out of you, but because Erwin steadily tightened his grip around your neck, only a soft gasp came out of your throat.

Suddenly, he tore your shirt. Because of the loud tearing noise, you frantically gasped for air. The destroyed fabric joined the scraps of paper on the floor. Your bra followed the fate of your shirt only a few seconds later.

“A breathtaking sight.“ Erwin said, eyeing your naked upper body, “Even more beautiful than I imagined.”

Your heart started racing. Now he loosened his grip around your neck and put both hands around your breasts instead. His thumbs pinched your nipple while his other fingers massaged with the flesh. He knew exactly what he had to do to get countless moans out of you.

But because this indecent spectacle you gave him was not enough for him, he led his lips to your throat. Hungrily, he sucked your skin, while his fingers continued to stimulate your breasts.

The enormous heat caused by his various touches was hard to bear, so you desperately grabbed his blonde hair. In the process, you loosened his neatly parted hairstyle. The harder you pulled his hair, the coarser his hands and lips became. Your sweet moans made the whole air tremble.

Just when you thought that you would lose your mind, he suddenly stopped. Drained, your struggled for air while Erwin looked amused at his artwork on your neck.

“With my marks on your sweet skin, your tiny neck looks even better.“, Erwin noted with a smirk, to which you nodded in confirmation.

Although you didn’t see the spots, you felt their burning clearly.

“Maybe I should cover your whole body with them, what do you think?“ he asked you, circling with his index finger around some of the dark dots.

Instead of answering him, you leaned back, breathless. You didn’t know if you wanted more or not.

“Have you lost your voice, little thing?“ he asked you with a harmless smile.

Unlike you, he seemed to have no problem controlling himself. Only his ruffled hair suggested the opposite.

“I feel hot.“, you confessed, gasping. His grin widened.

“Where exactly?“, Erwin asked further, without turning his piercing gaze away from you. Ashamed, you looked at the scraps of cloth in front of you.

Automatically, you held your breath when you felt his fingers at your center.

“Maybe here?“ he kept asking, because you didn't answer.

Demanding, he rubbed your clit through the fabric of your pants. Panicking, you grabbed his wrist to stop him.

“Please, Erwin, please stop teasing me.“ you begged him helplessly.

“Can’t I even take my time with you?“ Erwin asked, raising an eyebrow, “How impatient.”

His fingers created wider circles around your sensitive center. No matter how tight you grabbed his wrist, he wouldn’t stop. At that moment, you became aware of the immense difference of power. No matter how many titans you could take down, you would never win against him. So you had no choice but to beg.

“Please, please, touch me.“, you whined with big eyes, “I need you.”

Smiling meanly, he bent his head.

“You need to try harder, baby.“ he simply replied, without taking his fingers off your middle.

Frustrated, you clenched your teeth. What the hell did he want to hear? You desperately searched for the right answer in his shimmering blue eyes until you had an idea.

“Please...”, you muttered, letting go of his wrist, “...daddy.”

As if that simple word had flipped a switch inside him, he pulled your pants down in a rapid movement. Erwin tore your underpants just like the other garments. His adoring, obsessed gaze lingered on your naked body.

“Only I can look at you like that, do you understand?”

His deep voice was tinted by a disturbing undertone. Not a single word rolled over your lips. Therefore you could only nod.

He then led his fingers to your most intimate area. Without hesitation, he let his index and middle fingers slide into you. Ungraciously he spread your walls with them. Due to the unexpected pressure, you closed your eyelids to suppress your incoming tears. Only when he touched your clit at the same time with his thumb the pain faded away.

Overwhelmed by the feeling of intoxication growing inside your abdomen, you leaned into his chest, looking for help. To dampen the sound of your moans, you buried your face in his shirt.

“No, dear. Don't you dare to do that.“, Erwin countered immediately, deeply dissatisfied.

Hoping not to annoy him any further, you turned your head to the side and let the gasps escape your lips.

“Good girl. Daddy’s proud of you.”

This praise immediately pushed you over your limits. In one single moment, your entire body capitulated to the glorious orgasm. Fortunately, Erwin held you so you couldn’t collapse.

“So responsive...” he noticed, slowly pulling his fingers out of your core.

Struggling for air, you clung firmly to his shirt, which accidentally opened a little, granting you the chance to steal a glimpse of his trained chest muscles, which rose smoothly with each breath.

This man...

Without thinking, you unbuttoned his white shirt and pulled it off his shoulders. Like being drawn by a magical power, your fingers slid towards his shiny skin, but before you could touch him, you paused uncertainly.

Were you too hasty?

Ashamed, you wanted to pull back your hands, but Erwin immediately pressed them against his chest. Surprised by his action, you looked into his inflamed facial features.

“You don’t have to be shy, love.“ he assured with a warm smile.

Smiling further, he led your hand down his torso. Your fingers ran over his defined abdominal muscles to his waistband until he stopped at the buldge in his pants. Your palm was ridiculously small in contrast to his erection. You didn’t want to know what was hidden behind the fabric, even though the curiosity grew inside of you.

“It won’t fit.“ you remarked, stroking his hardness.

“We’ll see about that.”

With a single movement, he lifted you up and carried you to your bed. He hastily dropped you there as he straightened up to undress completely.

Your gaze was captured by the beautiful man. His defined muscles flexed while he pulled his pants off his hips. The more skin he uncovered, the faster your breath accelerated. It’s hard to believe that this temptation was hidden under the layers of clothing the whole time.

When he finally got rid of his boxers, his long member caught your attention. Shocked, you blinked.

His long fingers had already been an imposition, but that’s gonna ruin you. Shivering, you squeezed your thighs together as Erwin approached you.

Without paying attention to your concerned facial expressions, he immediately pushed your legs apart.

“It won’t fit...”, you whimpered again, but he kept staring at your center.

He ignored your anxious plea and knelt down between your legs. His strong arms grabbed your waist so he could lift you up a bit. Determinedly, he led you to his hard member.

Although he let his cock slide slowly into you, an extreme pressure course through your abdomen, causing you to flinch uncontrollably. Panting, you grabbed his forearms while you leaned your head back into the pillow. With every inch of him entering, your fingernails dig further into his pristine skin. Without a doubt you would leave crescent-like prints behind.

When Erwin filled you out completely, he immediately began to move in you, without waiting for you to get used to his large size. Your thighs spasmed.

“Too fast- daddy, too fast, ah-”, you cried between his frantic thrusts, whereupon he just smiled dirty.

“You’re a big girl, (Y/N). I know you can take it.” Erwin declared, wiping the tear from the corner of your eye.

He then grinded the drop effortlessly between his fingers.

“Yes, daddy...” you replied, closing your eyes and trying to relax.

It still hurt, but in addition to the pain, another lustful feeling mixed with each thrust, so after to a tired whimper, throaty groans left your mouth. To intensify this feeling, you moved your hips towards him.

“Look at you, so well behaved. That's a commanders girl.“ Erwin smiled, his palm cupping your cheek.

This tender touch was a sharp contrast to his rough movements in you, which is why it drove you further into pure madness. Impulsively, you arched your back, causing him to hit a spot in you that let you see the stars.

“That's right, arching your back so pretty for your daddy.“, Erwin praised, grabbing your waist more strongly and rammed his member into you mercilessly.

You didn’t answer, because you enjoyed the overwhelming feeling that was growing in you. Even if you wanted to say something, nothing understandable would leave your mouth anyways.

The excitement in you increased with each thrust until it suddenly erupted. Groaning loudly, you bent your back reflexively into an unthinkable angle. Immediately, Erwin’s hand wandered over your upper body to your throat. Meanwhile, the other one continued to support you at the waist.

Instead of letting you come down from your high, he fastened the speed of his movements. The persistent tingling became more intrusive with each movement. Despite his tight grip around your neck, your moans were deafening.

“Be good and come for Daddy.“, Erwin demanded out of breath.

Just like he requested, the sensation exploded in your stomach. Your walls cramped around his cock, pushing him beyond his limits. When he came in you, his hand tightened around your throat.

He didn’t let you out of his grip until he pulled his cock out of you. Although he was no longer in you, your whole belly continued to burn. Tired, you turned to my side and curled up exhausted.

You didn’t care that mixed body fluids were running down the inside of your thighs. All you wanted was sleep.

Closing your eyes, you heard Erwin lie down next to you. Warmly smiling, you waited for him to put his arms around you so you could drift together into a sweet dream, but when you felt his length at your entrance, the realization hit you mercilessly.

He wasn't finished yet.

His hot lips bit into your neck while his cock entered you steadily.

“I’m tired...” you complained, clasping your arms.

“Relax for me, dear.“, he whispered soothingly in your ear, “It will feel great.”

A small sigh emerged deep down from your chest.

“All right.“, you finally agreed, whereupon he happily bit your earlobe and began to move evenly in you.

Although he was gentler than before, he easily built up a knot in your abdomen. He always hit the right spot.

Because of his demanding tongue, which mercilessly tickled your ear, you couldn’t suppress a squeak. Smiling, Erwin increased the pace of his thrusts while his hands played with your breasts.

With the help of your last drop of strength, you grabbed the back of his head with your hand and gently pulled at the blonde strands of hair that your fingers could grasp in the hope of pulling him away from your ear. But instead of stopping him, it made Erwin even wilder.

His tongue continued to indulge you and his hands pressed your breasts closer together. In addition to that, his thrusts became more and more intense.

“Erwin, stop-”

Before you could finish your sentence, a violent orgasm caught up with you. His hot seed filled you to the brim. Every single fiber in your body felt this shower of euphoria until your vision went black for a few moments.

You only regained consciousness when you felt a warm, damp cloth at your center. Erwin cleaned your body thoroughly. Because of the fog in your head, you haven't realized that he stood up and disappeared briefly in the bathroom.

“I’ll take care of you, baby.“ Erwin explained pressing a kiss to your lips, “Rest now.”

He rubbed the damp cloth over your flabby limbs until everything was clean.

Then you heard him looking for something among his things. Only when he put the jewelry around your finger, you realized what it was. You stared speechlessly at the precious ring on your finger.

“You’re belong to me.“ Erwin stated, stroking your head, “And I’m not going to let you go.”

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hajimeiwaswife · 2 years

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Hello. I must admit, that I fell in love with your writing from the first word. It's so good and delicious. Thank you for your efforts.

You're taking requests now, right? If not, then, please, forgive me. Just accept all my admiration for you and your blog. If you accept them, then can i have a jealous and, a little, possessive? daddy Erwin Smith, who, a little, loves his baby daughter too much, please? Maybe, he's even considering the idea, of making her his baby wifey someday. After all, she old enough for him and for this.

Hello! Thank you for your kind words, it makes me happy to know you enjoy my writing 🥺. As for requests, I don’t really accept them as they are, but more as in thirsts. I will, though, write a little scenario about this concept because I found it too tempting as for not. If you want something longer or more specific, I do accept commissions.

Warnings: incest, a little yandere!Erwin, creampie, baby trapping, reader is +20. MDNI

You could just moan against your dad’s mouth, who’s tongue was finding its way to your lips in order to lick them. His hips were snapping against yours, the wet sound of your pussy welcoming his cock so embarrassing and, at the same time, lustful.

Your lips found his once his thirst for your throat and jaw was satisfied, sharing a much heated kiss. It showed his anger, frustration and desire to posses you whole, making your walls clench around his dick.

“Say it.” Erwin demanded, his nose touching yours as his thrusts became harder, “Say it, little one, who do you belong to?”

“Da-daddy!” You mewled, trying to gain more friction in your aching clit with his pelvis.

“Of course you belong to me.” He repositioned again, angling his hips in a way that had the tip of his cock brushing against the perfect spot.

“Yeah, ah, I’m y-yours. Daddy, please!” Nonsense came from your mouth, being too lost in pleasure.

“More, baby? But you don’t deserve it. Or should I remind you who you were with just before I came?” Erwin asked, stopping the movement of his hips immediately.

You found yourself losing the last train of thought you could have as the building pleasure towards your orgasm felt interrupted. Protesting, you grabbed your dad’s wide shoulders with your petite hands.

“Daddy, daddy, please.” The blond man found you, his baby, so adorable in such a vulnerable situation, that he couldn’t help but coo.

“It’s okay, baby, I forgive you.” He started moving his hips again, his cock brushing against that spongy spot once more and bringing your legs to his shoulders. “At the end of the, fuck, day, I’m your commander.”

“M-my daddy, my commander.” You repeated, babbling the only words you could remember as you felt your orgasm build again.

“Levi can’t make you feel like this.” Erwin said, his thrusts becoming erratic as his climax was imminent, “Only your daddy can, because he knows you best, he knows his daughter best. Fuck baby, you feel so good, I made you just for me.”

Erwin closed his eyes, his head hidden in your neck, breathing your essence. He wanted to cum in you, no other thought in his brain, and he was absolutely not asking for consent, you were his daughter, after all.

“You gonna have my baby, right? Have my fat, big baby on your belly.” He asked, grunts becoming moans as his orgasm neared.

“Ah, daddy, there!” Whether you didn’t hear him or were just too far gone, he ignored. But when he came in you, releasing a loud and deep moan, he felt happy.

Rubbing your clit, he brought you to your own climax moments later, having you trembling and tossing under him, mewling how good of a father he was.

He gave you a minute to calm down, positioning the under part of your knees on his shoulders so you could relax your legs and keep his seed on your womb.

Both your breathings returned to normal little by little, and Erwin kissed your forehead, cheeks, nose and lips in a very tender way. You looked blissed, eyes half closed and a fucked up smile directed only at him.

Observing the dirty and pure state you were in, he thought that if you were going to have his babies, then he better marry you if he didn’t want any scandals among the nobility, right?

#tw.incest #erwin smith x reader #erwin x reader

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koulakoukoula2003 · 2 years

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Overwhelmed: Pt. 3 (Yandere!Levi x Cadet!Reader)

Pairing: Levi Ackerman x Reader Genre: angsty angst, fluffy fluff, and yandere themes uwu Trigger Warnings: there's no smut in this part but there will be in part four (if I ever write it), there's yandere themes tho Part 1 >>> Part 2 >>> Part 3

The weeks passed by as usual. You were a soldier of Levi's squad — the first cadet that actually caught his eye and also the first cadet to actually be added in the special operations squad. It was the new Commander's idea. He needed a special squad to be trained by captain Levi himself.

It wasn't easy to let this man train you. He was a nightmare. No matter how close you two were, he showed you no mercy when it came to training and you weren't really expecting him to.

You didn't even know what kind of relationship you two had.

"You look exhausted." Hange commented and you tensed up right away, saluting them.

"S- Section Commander-!"

"I want you to help me convince Levi to convince the Commander TO LET ME CATCH A TITAN!" The crazy scientist caught you by the shirt tugging you close.

Your eyes widened. "Uhh... why me though?"

"You're the closest to captain Levi around here!"

"NO, I'M NOT!"

Your hands fisted to your sides. You most certainly didn't want people to know that there was something more than just a relationship of equal respect with your superior.

It was forbidden for relationships to occur between members of the military, especially a cadet and their superior captain.

"Yes, you are! Have you seen the heart eyes he's giving you???"

"HEART EYES?!?!"

"Ahem."

Both of you turned around to see Levi standing there with a look of displeasure, borderline irritation. Maybe you were the only one who could notice it. For Hange, it was just a look of utter indifference, the one he always wore.

"C- Captain!" It was infuriating how this man always startled you so much.

"Hange. Do not verbally molest my squad members," Levi grumbled before catching your wrist and dragging you to his side. "Y/n, with me."

"Y- Yes, sir!"

He let go of your wrist and you followed him down the hall of the Survey Corps headquarters like an obedient puppy.

He was taking you to his office. Most times, you weren't just his one and only squad member - for now - but you were also his secretary. Section Commander Hange said something from down the hall but Levi ignored them with a frown, urging you to do the same.

"Go to Erwin's office. Find the stack of papers he's got for me and bring them to me."

"Yes, sir!"

It was the standard routine. You brought him the papers and files and everything else that he was supposed to take care of, but most importantly, you prepared his tea. Jasmine tea, one teaspoon of honey - but only when he was in a good mood - quite a rare occurrence. Today didn't seem to be one of those days.

You placed the teacup on his desk, right beside his paperwork. He kept his eyes down on the white papers. "Thank you, y/n."

"Do you need anything else, Captain?"

"No, but stay."

Another standard routine request. It was not surprising when you found out that he couldn't read and write. No one taught anything like that in the Underground. He never talked about his past, but you could tell he had been through things and he had seen things that you couldn't even imagine.

You dragged your own chair beside his own and you started helping him out with the paperwork. You helped him all you could. You taught him how to read and write. He was trying his best to fix his handwriting. To make it neat and readable by everyone.

You loved him for it.

How smart he was. How hard he tried to blend in. How hesitant he was the first time he told you that he didn't know how to do any of this. Erwin just delivered him a stack of paperwork out of nowhere one day and Levi just stared at it for an entire afternoon contemplating whether he could learn or just abandon everything and go back underground.

He had been so... so insecure and shy to tell anyone about it. You found it out on your own and you helped him without him even having to ask you.

He loved you for it.

How patient you were with him. No matter what he did to you, you were always by his side. Your loyalty, your kindness, your sweet smile. How you knew exactly what kind of tea he liked. How you were always there in the mornings to tie his ascot around his neck. If he ever lost any of this, he'd go insane.

"Sir?"

He had been staring at you. Did he want something? Before you could say another word, he caught your chin and guided your face to his, slowly. His eyes rested on your lips, before he caught them with his own. It was so different from every other time he kissed you. He kissed you slow and sensual.

He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you from your chair, settling you on his lap with zero effort. His arms tightened around you, bringing your chest against his own and the kiss deepened forcing your head to arch back. He caught your chin, urging you to part your mouth so that he could slip his tongue deeper inside your mouth.

You let out the sweetest hum when he pulled from your lips to look at you.

"I delivered your resignation to the Commander this morning." He said out of nowhere and your eyes widened.

"What?!"

"I'll get us a home in the outskirts of Trost. You're going to marry me-"

"Levi-"

"You're mine, y/n," Levi's fingers clenched in your hair, pulling you closer. "You're all mine and I can't lose you to the titans. I can't lose you to anyone. You'll be safe there." He pecked your lips, your chin, your neck. "You'll be safe... I'll keep you safe... my wife-"

"B- But I don't... I don't want to resign..." You said. What the hell was he doing? Marriage? A house??? Your resignation???? You hadn't even talked about this "...I don't want to leave the scouts! I'm still too young to marry and I- I want to fight! I want to live my life before settling down, I don't want to-"

"Sshh..." He pressed his thumb to your lips, shushing you. "...you'll live your life, by my side."

What were you supposed to do? Give in and let him take care of you? Surrender yourself and your entire life to a man you had just started being with? To a man who hadn't even told you he loved you. Maybe he didn't even love you.

You cupped his cheek and you pecked his lips. You just needed him to surrender to you. You needed him to let his guard down before you'd make the crucial question. And he did.

You were the only possible person in this world who had seen this man veing something close to vulnerable and exposed.

He pressed his forehead against your own and closed his eyes briefly. He must've thought he had done everything right and that you'd instantly bend to his will, but that wasn't going to happen.

"Levi?" You spoke at last. "Do you love me?"

His eyes opened and stared at you. His heart thrummed hard beneath his chest. You knew you had just struck a sensitive spot because his answer took some time to come. It almost looked like he was asking you why — why make such an important and serious question right now? Why?

"It's just that..." you licked your lips. You had always been a patient person. You were going to explain it to him, but you weren't going to marry a man who hadn't even told you those three words. "...you asked me to marry you, and be with you and... and be your housewife... and I'm willing to do it because I love you but..."

You didn't know much about relationships. All the 'relationships' you've ever had were just meaningless hookups with your fellow cadets when you were in the training corps.

"...I think... It would be unfair if I love and marry a man who doesn't love me."

Oh but he loved you. He loved you so much. You were his precious little woman that he couldn't do without. You were his everything, his all. But he couldn't tell you that because every person he has ever loved has died. One day he might tell you he loves you... and the next you might die.

How would he handle that?

He wouldn't handle that. He couldn't.

He nodded in understanding. Maybe he couldn't yet make you his housewife. Maybe he'd let you stay in the survey corps for now.

"I'll... talk to Erwin myself."

You smiled at him. You knew the entire conversation would result to this.

"Thank you." You stood off his lap. You couldn't deny it. Your heart ached because he hadn't told you he loved you.

But maybe he never will.

You made your way to his door to exit his office. If you stayed a little longer you'd probably start crying.

"But I... I'm here for you to love you." You smiled him a bitter smile. "I always will be."

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Do you accept requests? If so, I have weird one for you... I'll understand if it's disgusting for you...

Yandere Commander Erwin Smith really wants you to be with him. He says, he needs you more, than air, you are more important to him, than his duty to humanity. He threatens you and manipulates you. He manipulates his rank and position, he threatens with his titan. He is your Commander, you must obey his orders. Now, he's a colossal titan, he can crush the whole city. What's wrong with him? He's good-looking, he's smart, he has a rank. He loves you so much! He's the perfect man for you! You're perfect for him... After all, he loves you so much... With all his heart...

Oh honey this is no where near disgusting for me and I’m m so sorry it’s taken me this long to getting around to answering and writing it your request but without further waiting lets just get right into this.

Pairing: Titan shifter!Erwin smith x Reader F!

CW: Threatening, mentions of blood, mentions of alcohol consumption, manipulation, yandere actions, stalking, mentions of stalking, sexual themes, sexual mentions.

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Erwin could never seem to get his eyes off you. No matter how he tried to reason to himself that you were a small infatuation he never seemed to ever get enough of you. Even if drunk off his third bottle of any alcohol, no matter how much he drank you would always be on his mind, craving your gaze, your touch, the sound of your voice and oh how he wondered how it sounded to hear his name slip from those beautiful lips of yours through a moan. But there was something he could never seem to understand. Why didn’t you show signs of wanting him just as much? He was powerful, He held a status of commander of the scouts and was held at high praise. He had the power of the colossal titan and could wipe whole cities and civilizations at a moments notice if he so wanted and he could give you the whole fucking world no the whole fucking universe if you just even so asked for it. So why were you not falling in love with him?

What was holding you back from you loving him as much as he loved you? Or exactly who was the reason you didn't seem to show any expression of your love of him either? Just who did he exactly did he have to kill for you to love him as much as he loved you?

But he would watch you walk by and damn did he always seem for infatuated with you. His gaze his would never once leave your form or your hips. Watching them say from left to right with each step you took. It was entirely intoxicating to him. How he dreamed and wished he could hood your hips. Have his hands running up and down your body and hearing your moans, almost crying his name out from the pleasure and desperation. How he would fuck you so hard that you had tears running down your face and could no longer form complete sentences. How he yearned to hear your whimpers and moans from underneath him. The idea was seemingly the only thing that kept him functioning some days. He'd just have to wait till he had that day to do what he could only dream of to you. To make it all come to reality.

And little did he know he would have the chance to very soon.

Oh how he knew your schedule down the last second of it. How he knew by now you would be by yourself taking a small walk to clear your mind from the day, he could only follow you from a distance. But this day he felt bold. Oh yes how he came up from behind you without you ever knowing or suspecting a thing. Wrapping a arm around your waist and pulling you gently flush against his chest. Even through all these layers of your uniform how it sent him into a euphoric state even feeling your body against him. Being this close to get a proper smell of the shampoo that just seemed to fill his nostrils completely. It was so addicting.

"Do you mind explaining why you seem to be out this late?"

His voice broke the silence of the world around you. His voice being the loudest thing to compel you to turn your head from over ryour shoulder to get a better look of him. The light of the rising moon laminating him almost beautifully.

"Just decided to take a walk to clear my mind commander." You answered his questions. You had never truly thought that he would have feeling for you. Never in a million years at least. But to guess your commander had romantic feelings towards you would have never crossed your mind once. How could it? You were only a captain after all and he was the commander of the scouts after all. It could only seem like a dairy tale he would even begin to even feel anything for you.

"It doesn't explain why you didn't feel the need to say something of the manner to me sooner."

That made you start to question things. Sense when did you need to go to him and tell him of you taking a walk after hours? When did this start to happen.

"Well. I didn't want to—" you started to utter your response put but stopped one you felt his grip around you grow tighter. The warm feeling of his breath against your neck almost tickling it caused you stop speaking. Only for a moment but within that moment Erwin had taken the chance to pull you closer to him. Now your back fluch against his chest he took this opportunity to wrap his arms around you and hold you closely against him, as if he was going to refuse to let you go in that moment.

"Next time I would much prefer if you told me before hand of these little walks you did so I may accompany you. I wouldn't want some other man hands touch the womans body, whom love so deeply, would I?"

You blood ran cold. What did he say? Was this some joke? No matter as how hard you tried to process what he said the thought wasn't any less blurry to you. How did he know that? How did he know you were seeing someone else.

"Commander I don't—"

"I've been watching you for such a long time my dear. Is he what keeps you from being with me? Can he pleasure like you deserve? Can he make you happy like I could? Could he make you moan his name as loudly as he could?"

The feeling of your heart missing a best echoed through your ears. Trying as hard a stupid could you tried to pull out from his grip but it was useless. He was holding so tightly it would take more energy to try escaping his grip more than would take trying to fight him off into this moment.

"I dont— I—"

"There's no need to lie. I know everything my dear but I still can't understand why you'd choose them over me. I can offer you much more than they could ever and I could protect you with me entire life and give you the whole world. So why do you keep making the decision to go back to them each time when I could give you so much more then they could ever. Hell, I could even have you scream my name within a matter of mine so why, won't you be with me? I can do that so much better than they could ever and I can pleasure you like you never experienced my dear. So leave them. Be mine, if not then there will be consequences. So think wisely before you answer me my love. I want you making the best decision for all parties possible."

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