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#will i finish these in time for cons idk :'D
zephyrine-gale · 4 months
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heelvstdd · 6 months
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I saw that you were asking for hard thoughts ideas so I want to share with you my dream with Sunghoon last night 🫣 (I’m sorry Hee😭) I would really love for you to finish it because my alarm ruined it 🙃 In my dream, we were at his dorm just the 2 of us. He was looking for a movie to play and asked to sit with him on the sofa. Just 2 friends “casually” hanging out. But you know, I guess reading too much smut here made me a little bit wild lol so I chose to sit in between his legs, my butt brushing his pelvis. My excuse was because I was “cold”. So I started grinding on him just a little bit to get a reaction and I felt his breathing getting heavier on the back of my neck🙈 It seems like he was really shy at first until I felt his boner and that made me grind on him more still trying to not be too obvious. But suddenly he placed his hands on my hips and I thought he wanted me to stop but his right hand started going under my oversized shirt, then playing with boobs. Then with his other hand he went down my stomach on top of my underwear and he felt I was wet (I mean who wouldn’t, it’s Sunghoon!) I don’t know where his boldness came from but almost died when he whispered in my ear: “do you need help?” I guess my silence was enough for him to get off the sofa and get on his knees in front of me. I swear I saw his face so clear eating me out. I was so embarrassed but he went for it and kept saying I was so beautiful 😫 Like it felt so real (I’m so sorry) But someone came in and as soon as we heard the door open I put my panties back and he went to sit to the other side of the sofa. Idk who it was (maybe Jake) but we were so annoyed because he came in just to say that he was stood up by his crush. So Sunghoon was trying to comfort him but once again I had the idea to come up to Sunghoon and told him to scoot over so we can “share” the blanket. Then I started jerking him off under it while he kept talking and Jake had no idea. I whispered to him to tell Jake to leave because I was really needy. So as soon as he was about to say something MY ALARM WENT OFF 😭😭😭😭😭
"Let him watch"
warnings ; 18+MDNI,cum eating,exhibitionist sunghoon at some point,f. receiving,slight dub-con upon being almost caught,thats it ig.
A/N: NOOO I FEEL SO BAD FOR U-THE ALARM WENT OFF???! girl i would've punched the nearest wall :( thats so sad :"D but i shall start from where you left off,with a bit of remembrance from what had happened hehe ^^ With the boldness you sat on his lap,left you totally unsure of what to do next,but the desires inside you never faded. The excuse was so weak to him in honesty,he could've sworn his heart stopped beating the moment he felt a bit of weight placing itself right on top of his boner,which he had a bad time hiding from you,the reason being you as well. He wanted to give you a reason to not be 'cold' as you said you were at that moment,and he wanted to do it without any 'can i borrow your sweatshirt?' coming from you.
So he teasingly leans forward and his lips brush on the shell of your ear,before whispering "want some help?" And thats how you felt the heat rush through your cheeks and all over you. You suddenly felt warm despite the ac being on full blast.
The restraints holding his carnal instincts to take over eventually breaks when you experimentally move your hips at his words. His eyes fell shut immediately,his body jolted up as a reaction.Easing his creased brows,his eyes flutter open and he instantly grips your hips,fingers forcefully gripping onto your hipbones,telling you to stop moving or else it's gonna end up bad for you. "stop moving" he warns you. His breathe now fangs upon your neck as it makes you feel even more warmer on the inside,uncontrollably leaking down there. And how did he find out? You did a good job on creating a very small pool of your wetness enough to imprint his bulge through his sweatpants. A finger quietly makes its way down in between your folds,all while your neck being showered with succulent kisses. He did a good job in getting several yelps and short-cutted moans from your vocal chords.
It doesn't take you long enough to find him buried between your legs,slurping up your runny release,the effects of him sucking onto your neck and playing with you body earlier.
"mmmh~" he moans as he drags his tongue left and right at a fastened pace,up and down to your hole,playing it dangerously by poking his tongue at your entrance,before licking back all the way up to the bud,giving it a rough suck. His lips detatch from your pussy with a smacking sound and he toys with the bud with his nose,while keeping his gaze fixed on your pleasure-washed face. And it was not long till you would have cummed again,on his mouth,the knot wanting to be snapped harder this time,and he was ready to take it all down his throat. He flattens his palms lower the navel area and presses you down the sofa,keeping his desert in place. But as unfortunate as it sounds,sunghoon had to harshfully pull away from you and sit on the floor,before pulling your pants back up. His actions made sense when you heard the door burst open. it was just jake..His excited puppy eyes looked around the place upon entering,and the only odd thing he found was the big chest heaving and ho's from the both of you. And his mind went quiet. Did he just....make you both tear away from sucking each other's body off? And boy he could tell he was right when sunghoon says nothing and storms off to his bedroom,his back visible t jake,making the later gulp. "i think he must not be feeling well-i will go check on him" you didn't bother about how would jake react to this anyway and ran after sunghoon,closing the door to his room once you've entered. You saw him hiding his face under the blankets and faced away from you,giving you a plain sight of his built backside. "hoonie" you coo as you get beside him under the blanket,making him slowly turn his face to you,a bit embarrassed from almost being caught sucking your life out through your bare cunt.
"i'm still cold,share the blanket properly with me baby" you whine as your hands move down to his pants,tugging onto the rubber of it,and then carefully sliding your hand in,you felt the veins of it on the surface of your fingers. The actions made him hiss in pain,he held back enough,and he can't anymore. And when you started fisting him,he lost it completely. His head fell on your shoulders,cheeks flushed at your deeds. He wanted more of you. He couldn't get enough of you.
You gasped in shock when you felt his hand cupping your womanhood, followed by a light smack there,which made you roll your eyes back. "Gosh you're so sensitive like this,what do i do with you" he tsks upon seeing you crumble for him for the second time. While you boh were lost in the timelines of pleasuring each other,jake was out there contemplating whether he should apologize for intruding you guys on spot or just talk about it never.
He thought what better way than doing it right now,since you both went to the same room,plus it would make it less awkward with hoon being around because speaking up about it to you alone would've been very weird.
He swore he didn't know what you both were upto. It was just a mere not so important gut feeling of his telling him his friends are busy fucking around with each other.
As the door opened,jake stiffens at the sight infront of him. Your hole deliciously sucking in his friend's abusive cock. The sloshing sounds are way to loud and clear for jake to hear. And just like that everything else other than the actions goes quiet for jake.
"i-uhhh I'm sorry guys-i'll be gone it's okay-fuck" he spins on his heels turning away to quickly sprint out.
A high pitched moan from you made Jake's eyes go wide and he stopped for the third time today.
"i don't give a fuck if you watch-shit-or not" his hips snap against yours roughly,balls slapping against your ass.
"i bet you won't be able to do what I'm able to anyways" sunghoon was testing Jake's patience by purposefully angling his hips in a manner which had you grabbing his biceps out of reflex and push your hips up to match his animalistic pace.
Jake gulped,his forehead covered in beads of sweat by now. But he manages to get out a few words which makes sunghoon grunt in annoyance.
"let me watch how you fuck her tight pussy then"
"oh yeah?"
"fucking yeah" jake confirms as he confidently takes a seat on the bed parallel you guys. "Rub her hard" jake adds watching you both with blissed out eyes.
"mhmmm-fuck!" Sunghoon obliges and rubs all of his four fingers left to right in a maddening pace,making your body jerk violently while he penetrates your hole,just how you wsnt him to.
"f-fuck tell him to look away daddy please" you tell him when your mind gives you a break from all the ways jake kept watching you both go down badly for each other. Which obviously gets ignored by the two.
"pinch her clit and tell her how much of a brat she's being" jake practically speaks his lewd mind out as he palms himself through his jeans. "Fill her up so good and fuck her red cunny so much that she doesn't feel cold anymore " and that's when your spot punched even harder with the meat moving inside of you and you heard jake moan when sunghoon got his balls being caressed,with jake watching.
"fuck you love it when it kisses your spot with his dick don't you little cumslut?" You nod weakly,too blissed out to figure out who's the voice from. Sunghoons cock drilling into you in full speed as he groans at the feeling of your wetness coating his shaft.
"come on baby...show him how you fuck it,show him how he's missing out the best pussy on earth-fuck,your pussy is heaven baby.....let him watch you fuck it back on me..................let him watch"
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kaiju-krew · 4 months
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Hello!!
Okay, first of all: I LOVE YOUR ART!!! I've been following you on Twitter because I didn't have tumblr until now (⁠。⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)
Are you planning to do more gijinkas? Goji and Mothra are so beautiful and I'm curious if you are gonna do more characters? Like... Idk, Kong? (I'm sorry, I love that guy)... OR Shimo! I know Shimo is very new, but I think her/his design is very pretty.
That's all, have a nice day ⊂⁠(⁠(⁠・⁠▽⁠・⁠)⁠)⁠⊃
(Sorry if my english is bad, I'm spanish)
hallo!! ahh thank u sm<3 your english is great btw!! :D
oo welcome, tumblr is great imo =w= it may not be as popular as twitter but it's mostly chill and i love how much easier it is to chat with ppl
i am working on more actually! I'm currently working on a new set of 3, but I'm lowkey loving shimo a lot so i may have to sneak her in too she's a girl to me until the movie crushes my dreams but yess i'm currently working on rodan, kong, and biollante :3c
buuuuut it'll likely take me a while to get them out bcuz like 95% of my art time rn is dedicated to working on stuff for the comic con i'm gonna be vending at. but once that's done i'll be free and clear to spend all my free time on them.... im honestly dying to work on them more but im gonna make it a reward for myself for finishing all my con art lmao
as a littol bonus...... i used one of those height comparison things to make sure everyone is scaled properly - it'll give you a sneak peak on the other ones i'm thinking of doing in the future /o/
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merakiui · 4 months
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!!!!! I just finished tmdg and GODD that was such a good fic oh my goodness!!!!
I totally called the Jade being Floyd in the dorm room thing though. Totally felt like smth that'd happen 😭 ngl was half expecting you to pull some shit at the end of that like "oh actually youre getting a call from Floyd now btw (horror movie sting) (horrified turn to Jade /j)" because it'd have been funny (tho obviously it makes sense why it wouldnt have gone that way. Very fun to have imagined tho.) but I did think Ace and Grim fighting over pudding was sillier.
I'm in love with the way you write Jade btw. He's perfect. I want to trap him in a glass jar and study him.
Idk if I can put the rest of my thoughts really into words beyond that but that was SUCH a good fic !!! Amazing way to start my 2024!!!
Happy new year btw :D!
- :3 anon
AAAAAA THANK YOU FOR READING!!!!!! 🫶 ✨ I can't begin to express just how honored and happy I am to receive not only your kind message but so many other kind messages regarding tmdg!!!! T^T <3 waaaa thank you a million times!!!!!!
Jade was not very sly in the dorm room!!!! >:( I'm glad you could catch on to him. He's too slimy, using his acting skills for such a thing! But I love him hehe. <3 I actually wanted to write that scene in which Floyd either walks in or, as you noted, calls the reader and it would ruin Jade's scheme, but then it would become less of soft yan and more rough yan when Jade non-cons you. >_< but I'm glad you enjoyed the Grim vs. Ace pudding saga! I thought it would be a silly and lighthearted addition. They're fighting over pudding all while you're getting your guts rearranged... orz it's so silly!!!
Thank you for liking my portrayal of Jade!!!! >w< he's so silly and cute and AAAAAAAAA. OTL OTL OTL I love soft, romantic Jade just as much as I love brutal, scary Jade. ( ´ ▽ ` ).。o♡ thank you again for reading and enjoying tmdg!!!!!! Happiest new year to you as well!!!! :D
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canarydarity · 4 months
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2023 Writing Round-Up
Rules: Share what you wrote this year! It can be works you posted to Ao3, Wattpad, Tumblr, or anywhere else! You can share everything you wrote or just the ones you’re most excited about.
I was tagged by @bidoofenergy :D thank you for the tag !!! <3
January
bright&fast [Jimmy & Tango | 1,019 words ]
ficlet based on this tumblr post
okay, FINE, i'll explore the ancient city with you—but ONLY if we hold hands the entire time we're down there!!! [Jimmy/Tango | 1,643 words]
That trip to the ancient city retrieving the diamond pants for Bigb
The Night Sky is Full of Love [Scar/Grian | 2,498 words]
Uhhhhhhhhhhh 3L finale from scars pov
Lonely Is the Long Con [Scar/Grian | 4,463 words]
'The trick to selling a good con was believing in it yourself—no one was going to fall for something they didn’t believe that you believed to be true. Scar knew this and he knew it well, but still, he was always his own toughest audience.' or, the product of my month-long last life scar breakdown :)
February
Strawberry Wine (and all the time we used to have) [Jimmy/Tango | 2,332 words]
𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘵 𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳 or whatever it was the song said idk or, the product of my year-long strawberry wine breakdown :)
"I'm trusting you, please don't make me regret it" Dialogue prompt ask [Scar/Grian | 2,360 words]
uhhhhhhhhhhhh DL finale from scars pov
March
We Shall Prevail [Scar/Grian | 2,773 words]
Those few moments in the pond during the 3L finale from Scars pov
At Another Place in Time [Jimmy/Tango | 1,632 words]
limited life session 1 vignette Tangos pov
At Another Place in Time II [Jimmy/Tango | 1,884 words]
limited life session 2 vignette Tangos pov
April
Stay, Find, Become, Join, Soon [Pixlriffs | 2,343 words]
ES2 Pix clearing the capitals catacombs, finding the crown
May
Withering Away [Pixlriffs | 1,638 words]
ES2 ghost Pix, stuck reenacting his death
June
Sentinel Species, Chapter 1 [Jimmy Solidarity | 9,586 words]
An au with a slightly different take on the canary curse, leaning harder towards harbinger of death
July
Sentinel Species, Chapter 2 [Jimmy Solidarity | 7,000 words]
The Rest of His Life [Jimmy/Tango | 1,569 words]
mooooooooore rancher grief rehearsal <3 Jimmy mourning Tango before he's even gone
August
I was sick with covid for the entire month and had absolutely no brain function available for writing </33
September
🙌 gay baseball au 🙌 (which I...really have to start calling by its actual name: Against All Odds)
Which...I know is not finished and posted yet. But I am really proud of my progress and it's taken up a lot of my writing time so I'm including it here anyway!! plot summary snippets
October
see above^^^
November
Thus With A Kiss [Jimmy/Tango | 2,706 words]
Team Rancher Romeo and Juliet au, the balcony scene. a cliche maybe but godbless
December
personal projects mostly!
:D and that was my year!! I am really glad I was tagged in this because it was nice looking back and seeing how much I wrote! I don't think I've ever written and shared so much consistently throughout any year of my life, so it was a pleasant surprise to see what I was able to accomplish here :'))
I am (no pressure, /nf) tagging: @birrdies @liloinkoink @seasonal-writes @hitheeprithee @cillpiines if any of them would like to participate :))
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desudog · 4 months
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wait you HATED sweet pool omg. its my least fave out of the n+c releases ive read so far mainly for how flat the characters felt to me and how clumsy a lot of the plot felt but i rlly loved the aesthetic/general vibe it had so thats rlly interesting to me,if ur up for it id love to know what didnt click for u ^_^
when i judge how bad a VN is with my brother (avid VN reader as well) we use Sweet Pool as a basically "zero" on the scale of professional, large VNs.
Sweet Pool's writing was WEIRD. I can do some weird, thats fine. Weird ass-birth stillborn meatslugs? ... okay, ill... look past that. ok i wont lie, the constant ass-birth was hard for me. i really did try to not judge it on that but like, there was almost constant buttbirth going on. ive made peace with this by now, kinda making a link to myself about the connections of it to being an unintentional trans narrative in many ways and all but like. it was WEIRD. and kinda hard to read. it didnt strike me as horror, it struck me as "weird fetish i have to sit through. oh my god is he licking tha- PUT IT DOWN Z-DAWG. Ok christ."
The characters were also weird. I laughed out loud in surprise at how stupid the "i saved you from being raped <3 SO I CAN RAPE YOU, PSYCH!" scene was. like wtf was that??????
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(I hope you werent planning on USING that butthole, mister!)
i did not enjoy the art style, i think its the ugliest N+C art style yet and since. not my thing. many angles and proportions look weird. the CGs looked stiff and uninspired. it NEVER grew on me. no shade to people who liked it or the artist it just.. wasnt my thing. not unbearable but just. not. as good as it could have been and def took away from the experience.
i didnt like any of the endings. it wasnt scary it was weird. the pacing was weird. for being a BL, it had very little love just... wtf. and im so sad abt what they did to mikoto bc i liked him before uuuUuUuUu yandere plot twwwwist. bleh.... dollar store keisuke! they would FORCE the true end so you maybe go, "maybe the true end is satisfying and good an-" no. its not. fuck yoU!
sweet pool was painful. i dont know how else to put my experience. i 100%d it because i 100% everything when i can, and i was literally pushing through like a hiker in a snow storm to finish it. every 3 seconds was secondhand embarrassment. the "jerking off in the classroom" scene comes to mind. i got up and took a break for that one because it was just unbearable. idk how anyone could slap one out to this vn. im not sure if anyone ever has. which makes the sex weird. actually, i dont think there was a single consensual ero scene unless u count the true end fusion scene.
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(proof god does not love us)
the aesthetic/vibe was... ehhh... not super unique IMO. school setting immediately put me off, a more gritty and cool toned, dark palate made things interesting but, its still a "weird thing happens in high school" story. kinda bored to death of HS settings in VNs.
i did like the protag tho! he was interesting and it was nice having a chronically ill protag even if it was just a plot device to make him be able to miss school while going on a... dark apartment birth marathon.
sweet pool felt like a bizarre, amateur fanfiction for a fetish i dont have.
the soundtrack is very memorable as well as the opening pre-game sequence, i liked the concept of the choice button meanings, but they were very rough in actual use.
this is my favorite CG i appreciate the aquarium set up instead of a fish bowl (though he could do better...)
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(shame about them turning into meat popcorn tho...)
i liked the iguana lol
i didnt care about these guys so much i dont even remember their names most of the time. except zenya. i liked him cus hes so cute and batshit crazy and has intersex swag.
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(does this shade match my festering flesheye?)
all in all?
i give sweet pool a 2/10 butt babies.
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no shortage of buttbirth stuff
seems to have lost the "love" in "BL".
some characters arent even original... FROM THEIR OWN STUDIO.
boring, hard to follow story
character focus on a character who has no personality. this guy is the gijinka of the hair that gathers at the drain of your shower.
designs that just are not very memorable or unique, without the personality to work with
story has routes but none of them were thought much of, should have just been a kinetic
confusing choice buttons
WAY too many choices for a VN with 3 candidates. makes 100%ing a drag.
predictable story
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PROS:
no shortage of buttbirth stuff, i mean, if youre into that
a soundtrack that makes up for the lack of good ero because this OST FUCKS
still a better love story than twilight
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note: i read it in offical ENG, so i was no doubt getting a lower quality version. i dont think the original text would have helped getting it more than a single grade higher.
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thegeminisage · 1 month
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ok ok ok it's star trek update time. last time we watched tng's "liaisons" and ds9's "the circle."
liaisons (tng):
the summary of this one put me off soooo bad but i actually give it an enthusiastic pass because i loved the b plot but conned myself into also liking the a plot. allow me to explain
the b plot of this is of course the fantastic riker e worf e deanna showing the ambassadors a good time on the enterprise. this arc satisfied me from start to finish because it started with riker telling worf he looked good in a dress and finished with worf beating that annoying guy's face in, and in the middle there was also a poker game and whatever the FUCJ was happening in their little meeting room which was extremely fun and flirty
i have not forgotten btw that worf e deanna is supposed to happen in s7. im so sorry the actors hated it but rn it is Fueling me. bring it on.
the a plot is more complicated and the summary of this plot is what initially put me off
like, of Course it's picard and a woman. again.
here's what i didn't know: one, this woman was batshit insane and not to be trusted, and 2, she wasn't real but a fake roleplay character made by this alien. who is a man
THAT MEANS. NOT ONLY DID PICARD FINALLY GET HIS OWN CLOSE ENOUNTER
BUT IT WAS WITH A MAN
picard has canonically kissed a man. or um been kissed by one i guess
and all of that would have been just borderline and barely ekeing out with a pass EXCEPT
i had the thought near the end of this episode: q would be absolutely SICK
as we know. the funniest thing about q and indeed perhaps his only redeeming factor. is how bad he wants to fuck sir patrick stewart. which gets ONLY FUNNIER the more that sir patrick stewart is like, i would fuck literally anyone else in the galaxy first
and now here picard is, having liplocked with another guy, and he STILL hasn't fucked q. i spent so long giggling about this that i simply must give the episode a passing grade
also, i would like to note i figured out they were the same person before the episode told us. i am JUST that good
the circle (ds9):
KIRA MY BELOVED.....................................
absolutely tickled to pieces with the ensemble scene at the opening. first we had this nice little prolonged kira and odo moment 😍 which was so wonderful because of their like general dynamic and history being hinted at and then EVERY SINGLE MEMBER OF THE CAST SAVE SISKO got their sitcom intro. it was the most beautiful thing i've ever seen. they were like, you simply cannot be dismissing major kira unfairly. so true. once again it is so cathartic to see them rallying around her whether they're federation or not. literally treating her really niceys
AND SISKO! his little scene with her in the garden down on the planet...wah. he's literally constantly trying to get her back. his support even when she's no longer technically working for him...EVERYBODY treats her really niceys
um except that vedek guy...idk whether he's on the level or not and i DID NOT like whatever sexy stuff was going on in that orb vision. putting aside the hilarious reality of orbs in general for a second are the prophets saying she has to fuck that guy? not my beautiful queen.
um and also except the circle. i didnt actually see the plot twist coming this time about that minister guy being in on it which is very fun. also i'm sooo glad they staged a speedy rescue
ODO THE RAT! i love when he turns into stuff
also odo blackmailing quark into being his deputy lol i LOOOOVE what they have it's SO funny
anyway i hope vedek winn chokes on her oatmeal when she finds out the cardassians are funding her little r*n d*santis campaigns. i thought that was a fun plot twist if not very surprising ultimately like of COURSE they are. it's crazy how relevant some of this still is
and on a final note, i like that sisko has chosen to Rules Lawyer his way into disobeying the prime directive because it is the right thing to do here. GOOD FOR HIM!
tonight: tng's "interface" and ds9's "the siege," finally concluding this little three-parter.
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writingsofmax · 2 years
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Disarm pt. 16
Words: 5.3 K
Summary: The tension in Edward and Y/N's relationship finally breaks during a very heated argument and they work things out.
Tags: MAKEUP SEX, angst, argument, hurt/comfort, chronically ill reader, anti-social Edward, obsessive thinking, negative thinking, dom eddie, dom riddler, sub reader
warnings: MINORS DNI sex, edging, spanking, D/s dynamics, portrayal of subspace, dub-con (he checks in with her but idk)
author note: i will be putting myself in horny jail now, please do not throw stones at me
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Chapter 16- I Wanted More
Y/N had just finished toweling off in the bathroom when she heard the front door opening. She threw on some underwear and an oversized t-shirt and went out to greet Eddie. He was in the kitchen, busy putting away groceries. It was dark outside now, the city quieter than usual under the snow. “Hey Eddie… How was grocery shopping?” Y/N asked. She felt silly asking such a basic question but conversation was difficult between them these days. “Oh, hello darling” Edward greeted her. He glanced down at her quickly scanning her appearance before looking away again. He seemed distracted, but that wasn’t unusual these days. He continued putting things away in the cupboard, “It was um. Good.” He responded quickly. So much for conversation. “So…” Y/N started lamely, “You were gone a long time?,” she mentioned, a little curious about where he had been. She wanted to trust him. Edward finally turned around and leaned back against the wall, not making eye contact. He crossed his arms over his chest, his cheeks were flushed pink. From the cold? “Oh yeah… I um— I got everything done and then realized I forgot a few things so I had to go back.” He explained, “And then you know that as soon as it snows everyone in Gotham starts driving like fucking idiots. So that took longer than usual too.” Y/N softened at that— there was regular old grumpy Eddie. She walked over to him and gently pulled his arms apart, squeezing him in a hug. It bothered her that he hadn’t come to her first, like he had used to, but she was trying to bring back some semblance of normal at least. Edward hugged her back, she noted with some relief. “Baby, there’s something I need to talk to you about,” he mentioned, pulling away from the hug to look at her directly. 
Oh no. Y/N’s heart dropped into her stomach. She didn’t know what he wanted to talk about but when people said those words, normally it wasn’t good. And their relationship hadn’t been the greatest lately. 
She met Edward’s  gaze, trying her best to seem casual. Her voice only wavered slightly when she asked, “What is it?”
“Tomorrow night, I’m going to stake out the area in front of the Iceberg Lounge. I know that Falcone frequents that area, I just need to know what times he’s coming and going..” Edward explained, his gaze focused and serious. Y/N’s anxiety lifted, and her stomach felt fluttery. This was perfect— a stake out! She could go with him, and prove to him and herself that she really was okay with everything. 
“Take me with you.” Y/N blurted out, before she lost her nerve. 
Edward opened his mouth as if to say something else and then stopped. He looked at her and tilted his head to the side in confusion, “Huh?” 
“Take me with you, I want to go with you.” Y/N repeated. 
Edward’s eyebrows furrowed under his glasses, and he crossed his arms, “Absolutely not! It’s way too dangerous.” Y/N had kind of expected this sort of reaction. He wouldn’t even let her help him get groceries. 
“It’s just a stakeout, it’s not like you’re going after anyone, please? I need to do this. I want to help more,” she argued. She hoped he could tell how serious she was. 
“No! What if something happens? I want you safe at home.” 
“What would happen? I can take care of myself!”
Edward stopped and gave her a look of disbelief, peering at her from over his glasses. It made her blood boil, heat rushing to her face. She could take care of herself. 
“Look… I’m not…” Edward started, she could tell the gears were turning in his mind, that he was thinking carefully of what to say, “My strength isn’t physical— it’s up here” he said, motioning to his head, “so even I am taking a risk doing these things, and you…well…” He trailed off, chewing on his lip nervously, seemingly not wanting to finish the sentence he had started. 
“Oh okay, I get it.” Y/N answered sarcastically, the venom apparent in her voice. She gripped the edges of her shirt tightly in her fists. 
Edward was surprised at her sudden hostility, green eyes wide behind his clear frames.
“I’m a liability.” She hissed, glaring at him, “Wouldn’t want me there to mess up your plans!” Edward looked like he very much wanted to eat his earlier words. He held his hands up, apologetically, “Baby, please, that’s not what I meant-“ She cut him off, she was not in the mood today. “I’m too sickly and weak to help— obviously. I’m not good at anything!” She exclaimed, turning on her heel and storming out of the room.
“Wait, please,” Edward followed her, his voice coming out in a whine but she ignored him, continuing on. 
“I wasn’t good enough or trustworthy enough for you to tell me what was going on, but telling your hundreds of followers— strangers, was no problem, huh?” She accused, turning to look him in the face with a pointed stare. 
 “Why don’t you ask one of them to come with you?” She spat bitterly, leaning against the wall of the hallway to wait for his response.  Edward looked shocked, “Y/N…” he stammered, his hands agitated and twitchy at his sides, “That’s not true, I didn’t tell you because I wanted to keep you safe!” He exclaimed, his face growing pink as he continued.
Surely upset that he isn’t able to control this situation, Y/N thought. “And what I said earlier, I didn’t mean to upset you, I think you—”
“No it’s fine! Just ask them! Just ask one of your loyal followers to go!” She taunted, petulantly. She knew she was acting like a child, but she couldn’t calm herself down. The fact that he had so many followers really, really hurt. 
“Stop.” Edward’s eyes narrowed, “Okay?” he asked, exacerbation showing in his voice now too, “Please listen, I don’t want you to go because I don’t want you to get hurt! It’s gonna be freezing cold, it might last hours— it’s just not—“
“I’m not good enough to go with you, I wasn’t good enough to be told about your plan!” Y/n yelled, she felt overheated, “I’m mediocre at sex too, right Eddie?” she shouted, squeezing her eyes shut as her chest ached, “I don’t see why you don’t just leave me.” 
Edward was silent for a long moment, the tension heavy in the air between them. He looked like he had just gotten slapped. She didn’t care. She was angry and wanted answers, wanted everything to be different. “Y/N” he started, his voice low and serious,  “I never meant that.” He looked down at the ground, his lips in a tight line,  “I was just upset and acting stupid, and I just…” he looked pained. “I just said that to hurt you,” he confessed, still not looking at her. “I was being an idiot, you have to believe me, none of that is true…” She didn’t say anything, just watched him, her heart still thudding angrily in her chest. Edward was very prideful about his intelligence, so the fact that he was calling his past actions stupid had to mean something. Still— he had lied to her for months, she thought, bitterly. 
He looked up at her, his big green eyes wide with remorse, his hair a mess. It made her angry how much she wanted him, even now. “I’m so sorry that I upset you with what I said earlier, please..” He reached up and rubbed the bridge of his nose, exasperatedly “Please just let me explain.” He pleaded, searching her face for understanding. 
They stood on opposite sides of the hallway but he made no move to come to her, to comfort her. The longer she waited for him to cross the distance, the stupider she felt. She hated it.
“Oh shut up Eddie!” She snapped, the negativity in her mind boiling over, “You say it’s not true but we don’t talk and you won’t touch me, you’ve barely touched me at all since you’ve been back!” “Angel-” Edward tried again but she cut him off. 
“I know that you meant what you said that night—every word of it!” She shouted, glaring at him. . 
“Y/N STOP!” Edward yelled, his eyes bright and fervent— revealing some of the madness she knew lurked behind them, “S-Stop talking like that! Would you—Would you just listen to me?! You’re not even giving me a chance to explain!” He argued back, his usually gentle features twisted in anger. The volume of his voice matched hers now. She hadn’t expected him to yell back, but now he was provoked. Y/N shivered, her body filled with adrenaline.
“I don’t need you to explain, I can tell everything I need to know about you through your actions Edward!” She spat. She listed his transgressions on her fingers as she continued, “You lied to me, you left me, you don’t talk to me, you’re so distant, and you won’t let me in. You won’t even touch me.” She glared at him as he stood across from her. 
His eyes were dark with an unreadable emotion, his expression angry and tense. They were both silent, the air electric between them. Edward spoke first, his eyes flashing dangerously. “You want me to touch you, huh? Is that what you want?” he asked darkly, crossing the distance between them before Y/N could even blink.
He ran his thumb along her jaw and Y/N felt her breath hitch as his hand moved to her throat. Goosebumps covered her entire body as she took a step back and felt her body press against the wall. He was so close she could smell the fresh scent of his clothes, always meticulous and clean. Gulping in a breath of air, she nodded, yes, her mind reeling at the sudden change in Edward.
He kissed her, his lips rough and desperate against hers. She gasped at the intensity, a breathy moan escaping her lips. He tasted like coffee— cheap vanilla flavor lingering on his tongue, warm and familiar. His lips were chapped and salty where he had bitten them— a nervous habit he had. He was every bit her Eddie, still. She grasped at him, needing him closer. 
Edward continued kissing her passionately as he shoved his leg in between hers. She gasped, the friction of his thigh against her core felt so good, she huffed as she rubbed against it, trying to get more contact. Edward roughly grabbed her hips. He held her still, pinning her with his weight. She couldn’t move against him in the way she wanted, and that seemed to be his goal. She whined as he kissed down the side of her neck, pausing at her ear. 
“Is this what you want?” he asked, his voice low and gravelly. He pulled away to look at her and Y/N felt her face grow warm. She nodded at him again, yes— feeling very shy all of a sudden. He loosened his grips on her hips and allowed her to press herself on him, shamelessly. The friction against her clit gave her heady rushes of pleasure. He reached down and grabbed the bottom of her shirt, pulling it over her head, and she lifted her arms to allow it. Y/N was fully exposed to him now, as she hadn’t bothered to put a bra on after her shower. The air felt cool on her bare body, making her press herself closer to Edward for warmth.
“Tell me what you want.” he murmured again in her ear, biting and kissing down her neck as she squirmed. He moved down to her chest and Y/N gasped as she felt him take her nipple into his mouth. It was so warm and wet and her whole body tensed as he bit down on it gently, teasing it with his tongue and teeth. 
“I want you,” she gasped desperately, finally managing to form words. 
“Grab on to me” he commanded, standing back up. Y/N flushed, her body responding intensely to how direct he was being. She reached both her arms around his neck and he lifted her easily, carrying her to the bedroom. She peeked up at his profile as he carried her, admiring the way his hair curled around his ear. His eyes were bright and focused, determined as he carried her, his face a cute shade of pink. He set her down on the bed, and kissed her again once more, a lingering press to her lips before beginning to undress.  He wasted no time pulling his pants off and then reaching down and pulling her underwear off quickly as well. After a week of awkward conversations, tense silences and distance, they needed each other desperately. She felt starved of intimacy with Eddie and was sure he felt the same way. 
She reached down and eagerly helped him pull his shirt off, revealing his pale frame. He was lanky and a bit soft around his edges, but it belied his true strength. As unthreatening as he looked, Edward had killed the mayor and two other grown men. 
That thought lit a fire in her belly, butterflies erupting in her stomach as Edward kneeled before her. He pressed his hands to each of her knees, spreading her legs apart. The wetness that had gathered there felt cool as it was exposed to the air. Edward gave a hum of appreciation, as he noticed how wet she was for him already. Y/N’s head swam as he positioned himself between her thighs. 
“Let me..” he murmured, kissing her thigh, “Make things” he kissed her thigh again, this time so close to her core that she could feel his breath on her, “Up to you” he finished before finally enveloping her pussy with his mouth, kissing it reverently. He lapped at her in broad strokes, taking in every inch he could, as if he was worshipping her. 
Y/N held back a moan, her whole body tensing in response to his attention. Edward ran his tongue up along her slit and she felt the urge to squeeze her legs together at the building sensation. Edward’s hands kept her thighs pressed apart as he moved up to her clit, circling the tender bundle of nerves with his tongue, sending jolts of electricity up her spine.  
Y/N laid back on the bed, grabbing the sheets as her body clenched around nothing. She was desperate to feel him inside her, especially as he made her feel so good. As if reading her mind, Edward slipped a long slender finger inside of her, working it in and out slowly. He used the tip to press against that spot inside of her that made her back arch and muscles tense.
At this point, she couldn’t control the sounds she was making, she bucked her hips up into Edward’s mouth riding the waves of pleasure through her body. He added a second finger, pressing against the spot inside of her more insistently making her mind blank with lust.
“Please…“Please” she begged, wanting him inside of her desperately. 
“Please what darling?” He asked, almost innocently, if it weren’t for the smirk on his face.  He withdrew his fingers to grab a condom from the side drawer, rolling it over his cock. He then resumed fingering her, plunging them in and out again at a faster pace, causing her to almost lose her train of thought. He watched her carefully, dragging his fingers in out, using his mouth to stimulate her clit. 
“I want you—“ she stammered out between moans, “I-inside… please.”  
Edward rose up, and kissed her, his lips wet and puffy, her taste still on them. He continued to pump his fingers in and out of her, making her delirious with want. 
“Aw, what was that sweetie?” He asked again. He knew what she wanted at this point, he just wanted to hear her say it again. She knew that he loved hearing her beg for him. 
“P-Please… Please Riddler,” she whimpered, her need for him consuming her. The words she really wanted to say just spilling out. 
Edward froze. His eyes widened and he pulled his fingers from her. Whatever he had expected her to say, it certainly hadn’t been that. Y/N’s mind was hazy but she started to wonder if she had maybe over-stepped somehow.  
“Say it again,” he looked down at her, his eyes wild with a flicker of something dangerous behind them. 
Y/N felt her face grow warm with shame as she whispered again, “Please Riddler.”  Edward smiled and it sent a chill down her spine. Her words had ignited something within him.
His voice was low and measured when he spoke again, “From now on, we are going to do things myway, Y/N. You will do as I say, or we won’t do anything at all— Do you understand?”
The way he talked to her made her ache between her thighs, and her heart flutter in her chest. She could hardly believe the change she was seeing in him, but god it turned her on.
“I–I understand,” she somehow managed to respond, feeling very small under his gaze.
He gave Y/N a pleased smile, “Good! We’re going to play by my rules now.” Rules? Y/N felt like she could barely remember her own name let alone rules, but she listened carefully.
“One: Always refer to me as Riddler,” He moved quickly, grabbing her leg and holding it up, “Two: Follow my instructions,” he positioned it over his shoulder before continuing, “And three: No cumming until I say.”
He pressed himself against her, rubbing the entrance to her pussy up and down with his cock. Y/N writhed, her back arching up to meet him, she wanted him so badly. He looked down at her, as if waiting for a response. Oh. “Y-yes Riddler!” she exclaimed, maybe too enthusiastically.
He looked down at her, his expression unnervingly calm, “Tell me how much you want me.”
Y/N felt her face grow hot, and she looked away, feeling very bashful under his intense gaze.
“Look at me.” She felt a hand grip her face and she turned her head back towards Edward, her face on fire, her mind reeling.
“I.. I want you so much,” she whispered, “Please…”
Edward didn’t budge, just continued looking down at her expectantly.
Y/N tried again, “I need you..” she pleaded, looking up at him. She felt so vulnerable, begging like this, “Please.. I want you inside me so badly… Please, Riddler..”
Edward seemed pleased by that, the corners of his lips turning upward, “Since you asked so nicely.”
Edward shifted his hips forward, the head of his cock pushing into her. He thrusted into her slowly, entering her inch by inch. Y/N groaned as he stretched her, his cock filling her completely.
There was just a touch of discomfort and she breathed out to relax.  Edward stilled, giving her time to adjust to his size, as he ran his thumb over the side of her cheek affectionately. She relaxed into his touch, and gave a nod that it was okay to continue. Edward let out a low appreciative moan as he buried himself in her. Her leg being over his shoulder gave him deeper access, and Y/N panted as he slowly started pushing in and out of her. She reached down to rub her clit, the pleasure building in her abdomen quickly as Edward hit that spot inside of her again and again. She was stopped suddenly as Edward snatched her hand away and pinned it to the bed above her head. “I didn’t say you could do that,” he reprimanded, “Give me your other hand.”
Y/N felt mesmerized at the confidence radiating from Eddie. She knew that he had power within him, but she had never seen it first hand. She often wondered how the quiet, smart, observant man she knew was also the Riddler who had killed the Mayor and two others. Secretly she had wanted to see that side of him, to maybe experience parts of it. She looked back up at Edward, her breath catching in her throat, but not because of fear— because she liked it. She obliged and lifted her other hand over her head as well, taking after his lead. She couldn’t hide that this side of him attracted her anymore. She felt herself letting go of her reservations.  Edward smiled and pinned both of her wrists with one of his hands, “That’s my good girl,” he praised. 
Y/N shuddered beneath him, his words unexpectedly setting her nerves on fire. His good girl… The Riddler’s good girl. She felt high.  Edward rutted his hips against her again and again, his eyes glazing over with lust. With his free hand he reached down and rubbed her clit, causing the tension in her body to build even more quickly. Y/N couldn’t control the sounds she was making as Edward rutted into her deeply. The tension in her body seemed like it was about to break as he kept up his relentless pace. Edward let go of her hands, to grip both of her hips firmly and pull her onto him harder, his fingertips biting into her flesh. He groaned, his face reddened by the effort. He was so deep inside her that she couldn’t think, his rhythm never ceasing. She was so close. She reached down to rub her clit again, needing the friction there. The feeling caused her muscles to tense, the fire in her abdomen burning, there was nothing else to focus on just the feeling, just the two of them and then— Edward stopped moving, yanking her hand away. Y/N let out a long frustrated whine, she had been right there! Her body ached with the urgent need to release. She was about to complain but held her tongue when she saw his disapproving gaze. “I told you before that touching there wasn’t allowed,” he seethed. Y/N felt her cheeks burn with shame. She hadn’t meant to be bad, she just wanted to cum. She was trying to think of what to say when Edward pulled out of her. He tapped the side of her thigh lightly, “Flip over for me.” Y/N obliged, turning over and resting her cheek against the mattress. She felt Edward’s hands on the sides of her hips, guiding her to raise them up.  “Spread your legs,” he instructed, and Y/N did, her face burning. She felt so exposed like this, face down and ass up. It was a relief that she wasn’t facing him. “So you can follow directions it seems,” he chided. Y/N whimpered, she felt so vulnerable in the position she was in. She felt Edward’s hand on her ass. “But only selectively.” He removed his hand and Y/N waited with bated breath to see where this was going before he brought his hand back down on her ass with a smack. Y/N jerked, feeling the sting. She then felt the mattress move with added weight as Edward leaned closed to her. “Are you ready for your punishment?” he whispered into her ear. It was commanding but Y/N could also tell that he was giving her an out, letting her choose if they go farther or not. She nodded her head yes, unable to believe how much this was turning her on. She found herself hoping that this would definitely be a thing in their relationship moving forward. “Good,” came his curt reply as he moved behind her. “Hopefully this will teach you not to disobey me, hmm?” He brought his hand down, smacking her ass with force and she squirmed. “Be a good girl and stay still for me,” he warned. Good girl.. She found herself wanting desperately to be his good girl.
He continued spanking her, being sure to not hit the same area twice. At first it felt pleasant, warming her ass slowly, each smack sending a shockwave between her legs that caused her to moan. She couldn’t believe that this is where she ended up— face down on her mattress getting off on being spanked by the Riddler.
It continued feeling really good— until it didn’t. He started spanking her harder, going over areas on her ass that were thoroughly worked over already. Y/N hissed between her teeth as Edward’s hand landed on a particularly sensitive bit of flesh on her ass.
“Aw, does that hurt?” He asked in a mocking tone. Y/N whimpered, focusing on not moving, trying her best to be good. He spanked her again harder in the same spot, the fresh sting almost bringing tears to her eyes. “Answer me.” “Y-yes Riddler,” she panted, her face feeling just as warm as her ass. “Oh good girl!” he praised excitedly, and Y/N felt herself melt at his words. “Good to see you’re learning your lesson but I think we’re not quite there yet.” SMACK. Y/N let out a loud cry, unable to help it at the sting. SMACK. She groaned, her ass throbbing under his touch. He spanked her several more times each harder than the last, her broken noises filling the room as she tried her best to stay still.
She was breathing heavily when he stopped, her ass sore and on fire. She could feel her arousal dripping down the side of her legs with how turned on she was. Y/N felt him trace his fingertips lightly over her ass and she winced slightly. 
“Are you going to be my good girl now?” he asked, his tone more serious than before. “Yes Riddler,” she responded immediately, as if in a trance. She wanted nothing more than to please him. “I knew you would. You did so good for me baby, just perfect.” He praised, caressing her back gently. “I think that deserves a reward,” he murmured. She felt his cock press against her, slipping into her entrance with ease. 
He sighed as he sunk into her, “You’re so wet for me, angel.” 
“All for you Riddler, only for you Riddler” she babbled, not recognizing herself. Edward’s hips slapped against her sore ass as he languidly thrusted into her, and she spread her legs so he could go deeper. Her mind and body solely focused on the sensation of more. 
“Thank you Riddler,” she whimpered, losing her composure at the feeling of finally being fucked. 
“Such good manners,” Edward giggled, amused by how fucked out she was. She felt him lean down, his chest pressed against her back, “Remember.. no touching.” 
With that he grabbed her hips and pulled her onto him roughly. She was taking him inside her up to the hilt and it felt mind numbingly good.
He pounded her at a merciless pace, hitting her inner walls perfectly. The tension in her abdomen was too much to take and she uttered out a broken plea, “Please can I touch myself, please please,” her words devolving into moans and whimpers as he fucked her. 
Edward was getting close himself, she could feel it by the way his legs were shaking and his breathing quickened. 
“Yes you may,” he managed to oblige her between moans as he rutted into her, his voice strained. 
Reaching down Y/N touched herself as Edward praised her, only hearing some of it. The tension in her body grew higher and higher as Edward muttered things like good girl, and  so tight for me, feels so fuckin good. Her eyes squeezed shut and her breathing was labored as every muscle in her body was held at a plateau before finally finally
The heat pooling in her abdomen exploded, her entire body shuddering. 
She cried out, everything within her releasing, stars in her vision as wave after wave of pleasure crashed down on her. Edward followed her right after, his hips pounding into her jerkily before coming to a standstill as he let out a string of curses and her name. 
They both collapsed together onto the bed in a heap. 
They were silent for a long time, the only sounds in the room was their heavy breathing. Y/N laid on the bed, dazed at what had just happened. Her heart rate was finally starting to go back to normal when the absurdity of everything that just happened caught up with her. 
Her body shook, the bed amplifying her movements. 
Edward sat up, and looked down at her, his eyes filled with concern, “Are you alright? You’re sha-“  Y/N accidentally interrupted him by bursting out laughing. Edward’s eyes widened, his brows upturning in confusion and that just made the situation even more hilarious. Y/N covered her face, the laughter spilling out of her. She turned on her side away from Edward trying to ease her giggles, her entire body shaking with them.
She heard him scoff before giggling and then Edward was laughing too. She turned back over and caught his gaze, resulting in both of them absolutely losing it. They carried on like that for a while, each time the giggles died down, they would look at each other and one of them would laugh, causing the other to follow suit.
Once they had finally gotten it out of their system Y/N breathed out, “So that was really something.”
Edward rubbed his neck, looking down sheepishly, “Y-Yeah, I um– Did, did you like that?”
“YES!” Y/N exclaimed, rolling her eyes, “Obviously!”
Edward laughed again, getting up to throw away the condom, “Okay good, I just wanted to make sure.” He crawled back onto the bed and Y/N moved to cuddle up with him. He laid down and  pulled her to his chest, playing with her hair. “I um, I wasn’t planning on doing any of that, I just got carried away I guess.” The dominant Eddie from earlier was gone now, he seemed fragile in this moment. “I don’t know what came over me.” He paused for a moment, “I mean– I do know what came over me but I wasn’t planning on ever acting on it and—”
“I really liked it Eddie,” she interrupted, reassuring him, “It uh– It kind of surprised me how much I liked it if I’m being honest. I was actually kind of hoping we could um– Do it again sometime?” she asked nervously.
Edward seemed to brighten at that, and he chuckled, “Well… If you’re gonna twist my arm about it then I guess we’ll just have to!” he teased, causing her to giggle. “We should go get cleaned up don’t you think?” Edward asked.
Y/N rested on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. The exhaustion of being well and thoroughly fucked just now catching up to her, “Let’s rest for a few minutes before that,” she suggested, “I need a second,” she laughed. Edward kissed the top of her head gently.
“Of course baby…. I love you”
“I love you too, Eddie.”
The two of them together felt so right and she was so grateful for it. Edward felt the same way. 
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pillow-anime-talk · 2 years
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drink, drugs.
request: yandere!nijimura shuzo; he drugged reader drink to increase her libido + nsfw?
# tags: headcanon + scenario; friends with benefits; yandere!au; romance; mention of alcohol & drugs; smut; nsfw
warnings: mention of sex & sexual activities, drunk sex (missionary, doggy style, cow girl), kinda dub-con (idk how to describe it correctly), handjob (female receive), oral sex (male receive), multiple orgasm, spanks, hair pulling, slutty names
includes: female reader ft. shuuzou nijimura {knb}
author’s note: hope that i have met the requirements and you will be satisfied :D thanks a lot!
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↘ I think you are familiar with such practices; you have known each other for a long time and you have been sleeping together for a long time, if you want and have time. Therefore, you know about your preferences and ideas, both relatively normal, such as sex in the car and putting handcuffs on the foots/wrists, as well as the crazier ones, such as breathe play or double penetration with a massive dildo.
↘ You have also had sex many times when drunk or under the influence of other stimulants; Shuuzou said then that everything seems more interesting and you can feel more stimuli (smells, sounds, touch). There was some truth in it in your case - orgasm felt more satisfying and definitely longer than normal, and sex itself could last up to two hours.
↘ That day you spent time with a man, watching a series on the couch in his apartment. You used to meet at your place, sometimes at his place, sometimes in hotels, and sometimes on the park car.
↘ Anyway, at one point the dark-haired man brought you an alcoholic drink, saying it was to cheer you up and to celebrate a nice weekend. You gladly accepted a transparent glass full of beer with raspberry juice, and then invited your lover over so that you could watch the third episode of your favorite series together.
*:・゚✧*
“It’s the fifth time you’ve watched it this year, and it’s fucking June, Y/N.”
“Well, I just love this. It’s great show and producers will be releasing the six season soon. Can’t wait!” You laughed softly and the boy just shook his head in disbelief.
Shuuzou liked to see your person happy and innocent, but he liked to see you also in a version full of tears and destruction because of his person. Therefore, he patiently waited for you to finish your drink; ‘cause he really, really wanted to take care of you, here and now, on that cramped couch full of colorful pillows.
“... It was a... very strong drink, Shuu. Was it really a... beer?” After a long moment, about ten minutes later, you looked at the man, wiping your mouth that still tasted of hops and fresh fruit.
“Beer with a little surprise, especially for you.” He winked at you and his arm wrapped around you. “You know that everything I do, I do for your well-being.”
“Mhmmm, I know.”
It took another few longer minutes before you really felt at ease; your muscles sagged slightly and your pupils grew a little larger. Additionally, you felt a rush of saliva in your mouth and your whole body felt a little hotter. Then you looked at your lover, perfectly aware of what he had done.
“Nijimura, you damn bastard. Fuck you. You know how I react after that shit.”
“I like it when you talk to me like that. So hot.”
When the spinning in the head stopped, you immediately grabbed the twenty-year-old boy by the collar of his dark green blouse and made him lie down with a firm movement. You quickly sat on him and he just chuckled at how much he liked to see you on the top. But you just snorted, hitting him in the chest. It wasn’t a hard punch, of course, but just plain banter.
“And what now? I won’t come home with my car. I really hate you.” You muttered.
“Someone told you to come home?” He answered with a question. “You can stay with me as long as you want, dolly.” His hand went under your sleeping pants without any problems, and you just groaned feeling Shuuzou’s finger that touches your clitoris and penetrates you from the inside. You involuntarily started to move your hips, and the brunette smiled again. “You’re already all wet. How sweet. We should take advantage of this, right?” You nodded at his question, and he immediately went over to the clothes removal from you and himself.
Thanks to drugs, you two didn’t need lubricant or any other moisturizer. The boy only stimulated a bit more his dick with dominant hand, and then put you in a comfortable position on your back, immediately entering your warm body. Your loud moan and his soft sigh fused together, giving both of you goose bumps on every inch of your skin, even on top of your heads.
Although the young man was not taking dopes, he had a lot of energy and strength at that time, thanks to which his movements were fast, accurate and very strong at the same time. Literally after two minutes, you felt your fingers contract and your blood pressure increased. The orgasm was intense, even painful, but dark-haired didn’t stop even for a little second. Instead, he took his wet dick out of you and rolled your body onto your stomach, his hands instantaneously lifting your cute ass by your hips. He tapped you with his manhood a few times before he put his cock back into your wet pussy.
“Come on baby, show me how many times you can cum for me. I will count it.”
A firm grip on your skin will definitely leave bruises or scrapes afterwards. Now, however, it didn’t matter to you, because you just leaned your head against the fluffy, blue pillow and your fingers closed on the dark fabric of the sofa. Your legs were shaking disgustingly all the time, and your breathing quickened when your lover hit the end of the cervix, smiling as he did so; he was so confident and cocky (you hate and love it). 
You felt so fucking good, and the alcohol made you felt more than you should; every breath of male, every touch of his hands on your back, neck and buttocks. You could smell sweat mixed with the smell of cigarettes ideally. Everything was perfect, just as a boy described to you once.
You wet the couch again, and the brunette hit your ass hard, saying a loud ‘Two’ while pulling your hair. He kept fucking you and definitely if you both were making porn right now it would have turned into a fucking viral.
“My pretty whore. Get on your knees. Now.” You obediently obeyed his command, quickly taking him in a mouth full of saliva, while feeling the first warm tears running down your face. You felt so well, so intense; you hardly had the strength to suck him off, literally you practically passed out on that wooden floor. However, you did enough to please the man a lot and make him almost cum in your mouth and on your whole face.
Satisfied, a few seconds later you sat down on his muscled thighs, with your back to his smug face. With a sigh, you put his still-hard dick inside you, grasping grey-eyed by his hands that found their place on both of your boobs.
Even though you lacked the strength, you could definitely cum one more time (or even two).
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kathxsoupp · 11 months
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In Love With a Fever: Chapter 3
William Afton x law enforcement ! reader (fem)
Summary: Reader is a detective who was put on the missing children incident case, her person of interest is William and is currently investigating him.
WARNINGS: very graphic violence throughout the whole fic, eventual smut, slow burn, age-gap between reader and Will, manipulation, mutilation, broken bones, use of pet names, Will is obsessive, mentions of death, death and murder, there will be smut, a lot probably, I think, dub-con at some point maybe, fluff and angst, idk if I missed something just read with caution
Notes: This fic is also posted on my AO3, linked in my pinned post, I'm updating this fic every Monday and it's the first thing I have ever posted, so I hope you like it!
--MINORS DNI--
Chapter 3: Encounter
It was a perfect crime, really. He made stuffing his victims' lifeless bodies into animatronic suits a habit after every strike, which was foolproof to say the least. Despite countless complaints from parents and employees about the rotten stench coming from inside the robots, no one has ever checked inside them while looking for the missing bodies.  
He lifted small, lifeless Cassidy into his arms and placed her down next to a dismantled animatronic suit. This one looked exactly like the one on the sign above the entrance to the restaurant, He took Cassidy by the arm and ruthlessly snapped the bones in her limb. He repeated the same thing one each one of her limbs and finished off with her neck. her arms and legs were now completely limp and stuck out in different, unnatural directions. He was now able to hide his traces in his already prepared robot suit.
You looked around the pizzeria for your man of interest when finally you saw him. Exactly as described, he stood there towering over everyone else with the height of 6'4, his brown hair resembling a bird nest sat on top of his head with the sides already graying. He had dark circles below his eyes and was very thin. He was wearing a white button up, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows, with a black tie and black slacks. Overall, he resembled a charming, professional man who did have a slightly exhausted appearance which you couldn’t really blame him for, considering the circumstances. It took you a little to realize you were... staring? You blinked a few times and brushed through your hair once more and fixed your blazer before approaching the man. You noticed he seemed lost in thought as he was leaning against a wall looking down at the ground. With a charming smile you spoke.
“Good morning. Mr. Afton, is it? I’m agent (y/n) (l/n). I will be in charge of interviewing you today as a part of our investigation.”
William's POV
There were cops everywhere. Surrounding my restaurant and turning my creation upside down. They searched every single corner of this building, but not one of them was smart enough to search the robots. Dumb and clueless, each and every one of them. All I could do was stand there and observe, since I wasn't allowed to leave. To be honest, it was quite entertaining. Keeping my act and playing stupid. I lost two of my children as well. I was a "mourning father watching this madness unfold and reliving unpleasant memories." I knew everything. Yet no one would even think to suspect me. Yes, I was called here to be questioned and all that, but it wasn't truly because it could have somehow been me. I just own this place.
While watching everyone do their thing, I leaned my back against a wall, crossing my arms on my chest. It irritated me, that everything in my pizzeria was being searched. I guess it kind of felt as an invasion of privacy, since this was my hard work. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw someone approaching me. I sighed and snapped my head towards the person, seemingly startling them-
Oh?
Well hello there...
...Who is this sweet little bunny?
Next to me, stood a professionally dressed woman. She seemed quite short in comparison to me, but hey, everyone does. She had sweet (e/c) eyes, which were looking up into mine and an adorable, kind smile. She introduced herself to me as one of the cops in charge of questioning me. How cute. Dumb and oblivious, just like her coworkers. Perfect. You will be of good use, bunny.
Y/N POV
"Yes, that's right, miss (l/n)." he replied.
He had a deep, husky voice with a British accent, which did make you blush slightly, but not quite enough to be noticed. You mentally slapped yourself across the face. First of all, this man was potentially a murderer and second of all, you never lose your cool especially not over your possible suspects.
"Please, follow me." you said, and started walking towards a room where they interviewed Henry a moment ago, William following behind you. 
When you reached the room, you opened the door and stepped aside for him to walk in first. You both sat down opposite each other and you pulled out your files, your notepad with a pen, and a small recording device.
"I'm going to have to record our conversation for the purpose of replaying it later and collecting more information, is that alright with you, mister Afton?" you informed He raised his hands as if he was surrendering and leaned back on his chair: "Suit yourself." he replied vaguely. "Alright, thank you." you said as you pressed record on your device. "Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria, 8:46 am, Tuesday, 20th May 1985." you stated for the recording and then looked back at Afton. "Please, state your name and post for voice identification later on." "William Afton, Owner of Freddy Fazbear's pizzeria, head of business." he said monotonously. "Thank you. I'm informing you in advance, that you are not under arrest and are free to leave at any time. You also have the right to seek legal advice if you so desire." you said, to which he solely replied with a nod of his head. "So, mister Afton, for how long have you been working in business?" "For as long as I can remember. My business partner mister Emily and I have opened a diner a few years ago. It was quite successful I have to say, but we had to shut down eventually due to an incident. Before that I worked for smaller companies back in my hometown." everything he said checked out according to the file you received about him. You noted it down in your notebook. "Tell me something about your family." you added another prompt into the conversation. He let out a sad chuckle before speaking: "I am a father of three, however I've lost my youngest son in an incident I have previously mentioned and my only daughter went missing. It has been a few years, but we haven't heard anything about her since. I live with my oldest son Michael who has distanced himself from me. It's been this way since he's played a part in the accident which took away my son, but I learned to forgive him." liar. he thought to himself. "It is dreadful for me to watch how all the other parents are going through the same pain I have been through before." he kept his act up. You, as a person who is never oblivious to anything, felt the urge to believe this poor, grieving man he pretended to be. "I am so sorry for your loss, mister Afton." "I manage." he replied, as in an attempt to lighten up the mood. You flashed him an empathetic smile and carried on. "Where were you on May 17th at roughly 12:00 am to 6:00am?" "If I remember correctly, miss (l/n), I was at home most likely reading or working on blueprints. I have medically diagnosed insomnia, so I have significant trouble sleeping." "Is there anyone who could possibly confirm your statement?" you questioned. "Yes. My son, Michael, who was at home with me during that time." he replied. "You can also check the surveillance footage. There is one right at the main entrance where you can possibly see me leaving after work." he motioned upwards as if pointing to the cameras." "We have already done that mister Afton, I fear that all the footage has been wiped clean." after you informed him about that he gave you a slightly shocked expression.  "I see."  "You've mentioned earlier that you and your son Michael are not on the best terms-" "With all due respect, miss (l/n), I feel like that is personal information, which I am not very comfortable elaborating on." he cut you off. Curious one aren't you. he thought, You'll have to work a little harder to get more out of me. "I understand, my apologies." you said, slightly startled. He leaned forward, his hands clasped on his desk, "Anything else you've wanted to ask?"  "No mister Afton, that will be all. Anything else you would like to add or clarify about your answers?" you asked him. "No, miss (l/n). That's all." he said while giving you a smile.
You switched off the device and made a note about it existing. After that, you placed everything back in your bag and you turned back to him, ready to let him go, when suddenly he pulled out a business card out of his pocket and passed it over to you. You looked at it and then back at him with a puzzled expression on your face.
"In case you'll have some further questions or need my help with the investigation." he replied with a smug smile on his face. You took the card from him and place it in your bag along with your other items. "Thank you for cooperating with me, mister Afton." you stood up and held your hand out for him to shake. "The pleasure is all mine, agent." he replied as he shook your hand, his big and rough one enveloping your way smaller one.
You both exited the room and parted ways. As you were about to let your boss know about the interview, you ran into Caris.
"So, how did that go?" she asked you. "Fu- Caris you scared me where did you come from?" you said with a chuckle. "Sorryyy." she said with a giggle. "You're a lucky one, (y/n). That one is so hot to be honest"
You looked at her horrified but deep down you agreed with her. You found him incredibly attractive as well. Only now, you noticed how fast your heart was beating and how you were a tiny bit disappointed your questioning was over and you'll possibly never see him again.
"What the fuck, Caris." "You'd make a cute couple, just saying..." she teased. "Girl, I don't date potential serial killers." "He isn't one though. Well, doesn't seem like one." "I don't know, Caris. I don't want to but I'm starting to believe everything he told me. I'll pass it over to the boss later, I'll need a view from a different perspective on this." "Okay, well good luck with that, (y/n)" "Thanks... See you around!" you called out to her.
After concluding your work for the day, you finally got to head home. The whole drive home you only had William on your mind. It wasn't like you had a crush on that man or anything, you just thought he was an interesting one. When you got home, you unpacked your bag and pulled out the card he gave you earlier, that you completely forgot about. It was pretty tempting to dial his number, but you decided against it. You didn't truly have a reason to call him you just wish you could have a conversation with him. And maybe, just maybe you wanted to listen to his voice again. You sighed and set the card aside and plopped down onto your couch. You turned on the TV in hopes it would distract you and force you to think about something else.
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20 Questions for Fic Writers!
Thanks for the tag, @loneamaryllis
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
12!
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
874,060 - When did that get so much??? I've only picked writing back up in January!
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently mainly Harry Potter and I have one Rings of Power fanfic on hiatus (for now). I used to write for all sorts of fandoms though! Pirates of the Caribbean, The Hobbit, Percy Jackson, Marvel, Vampire Diaries, Naruto - to name a few.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
"Your tears are of no relevance to me", my dark Snape/reader fic
2. Cigarette smoke, Profanities and Stolen Kisses, Snape/reader smut
3. A Servant of Death, my Snape/OC longfic, my baby, my beloved
4. Carrying Atlas, Deeply traumatised, sarcastic Snape/broken Harrie ddlg/pet play fic with much hurt and even more comfort
5. Stood-up, my three-part Snape/former student!reader oneshot/mini-fic
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try to reply to each one! I love to hear what people think and interact with readers!!
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I don't actually have that many fics finished 😅
I love long fics, I love reading them and I love writing them so most of my works are still ongoing (and seem to be staying ongoing for a while to come 😅)
I'd say Petrichor. It's a Voldemort-wins AU so things are bound to look hopeless and dark.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Severus and his Sunshine!!!! A very fluffy, hopful ending 🥰
8. Do you get hate on fics?
After initially posting A Servant of Death II quite a few readers were angry the story would not be moving into a direction they wanted. Haven't gotten any since.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yes 😃
I write Dom/sub mostly! Proper D/s (apart from my dark!fics) with safewords and boundaries and aftercare! I love including kink-wear and collars and other fun toys! All sorts of kinks, lighter and a few darker, more taboo kinks. Lots of bondage!!
Also dub-con and dark smut and I'm venturing into poly and threesome territory lately.
Basically anything I find interesting or worth exploring!
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
No. I had a rather ambitious crossover idea when I was a teen about a group of people chosen by the gods I had created to protect the universes of the world with every book/show/movie in existance being a universe that had been locked away by some evil supernatural beings. Each of the four people in the group could travel between the universes and had to fix the timelines if things went wrong. Basically all the misery happening in the stories was the supernatural beings messing with the universes. I wrote the first part that played in The Hobbit and started the second part that would take place in Naruto but I never continued the project.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of but I do know that after I published my first HP fic on Wattpad back when I was...uff idk 13?? suddenly everybody in the german marauders fandom was writing Voldemort's daughter fics. I thought that was interesting since I wrote mine because I couldn't find any Voldemort's child fics in german (my english was shit at the time, I'm sure otherwise I would have found plenty to read! 😂)
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope! But someone once made a podfic of my Adventcalender one-shot collection (with my permission). I don't think it's still online though. (god I hope not, those were terrible 😬)
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No and I don't think I ever will. My mind is a strange and cluttered space and teamwork has never been a strong suit. I've been asked though, but that was more of a 'I have x-idea, will you write it for me?' then an actual inquiry.
14. What’s your all time favourite ship?
Ummmmm....OCs. Everybody/OC. I love OC's. I love reading them, creating them, I love that I can have a person whose weaknesses and strength and personality fit my fav characters perfectly, especially since my fav characters tend to be unsocial loners with terrible trauma.
Apart from that I'm not much of a shipper...Snarriet probaly (thanks to @loneamaryllis - you know what you did 😑, jokes aside I've been thoroughly enjoying this ship and the community is so sweet!)
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I sure hope I'll finish them all! Strawberries and Sin is being neglected right now 😅 but I love the characters and I'm certainly not planing on abandoning the story!
16. What are your writing strengths?
I like to think I'm good at worldbuilding, I certainly enjoy expanding existing universes with my own ideas! Whether it's by adding an entire Vampire monarchy including an origin story of how vampires came to exist or World Duelling Championships for my heir of a rich pureblood family to power herself out at.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I never know if I describe things enough, surroundings, emotions, etc. I think I tend to fixate on what a character is doing with their hands 😂
Also I can get lost in developing the relationship between two characters and forget to advance the plot just to then focus on the plot and neglect the characters 😅 still trying to find a balance there.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
Been there, done that! I think it can be fun.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Written? Naruto! I was nine I think and I had no idea that fanfiction even exists or that other people were writing them! I just wrote down a truly terrible story on an old notepad I had.
The first fandom I created stories for in my mind was Harry Potter at around nine!
20. Favourite fic you’ve written?
A fic that is currently not on the internet anymore that I want to rework and publish once I've worked through some WIPs. It's about Snape and his best friend from an opressed people who both ended up joining Voldemort for good intentions and end up in his bed (two Death Eaters eagerly serving their new master 😏) but quickly realise he is not what he promised to be.
From my published fics it's a draw between A Servant of Death and 'Your tears are of no relevance to me'!
Tagging anyone who wants to do it 🫶🏻💖
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just finished Warrior Nun season 2 and i am Not Okay. it was so!! good!! i'm dropping some unsolicited and completely unorganized thoughts & spoilers below the cut:
(also pls lmk me ur thoughts!!! i love talking about shows + such hehe)
hearing Mother Superion say "fuck"?? tbh one of the highlights of the finale
the dick donut was such a nice touch. the way Mother Superion shamelessly started chowing down on it too?? love that woman. she's one of my favorite characters
"Eurotrash Jesus" - Michael Salvius . best quote in the entire show
i was genuinely shocked that Duretti was killed. obvi Warrior Nun doesn't shy away from killing characters but DAMN
CAMILA. CAMILA IS MY BABY AND I WILL PROTECT HER AT ALL COSTS
ngl i didn't trust Yasmine at first. i thought she was like triple-conning them
i also love that she's a terrible driver. it's a really funny albeit impractical trait for an OCS nun
when Lilith killed Michael??? HOLY SHIT MAN. Ava screamed and fell to her knees and my jaw DROPPED
THE KISS!!!!! THE KISS THE KISS THE KISS OH MY GOD THE K I S S !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me rn bc of Ava & Beatrice kissing:
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Warrior Nun really said #bi pride!!! and then made Ava literally go to another realm
call me a bitch but it seemed like Ava was crying and whimpering for a really long time in front of Adriel and Lilith oops
^^ that's not me being a hater!!! and logically it makes sense bc her entire plan to save the world went to shit and her friend was killed right in front of her and all that but given the context of all the other shit that's gone down in the show,,,,
idk maybe i'm reading into it too much. but so are you if you've read this far so welcome to the club babes <3
i hope Jillian is doing okay. yes she did Bad Things is season 1 but she was just trying to save her son. and now that mf literally got his heart ripped out and is Dead with a capital D. anyways hope she's doing alright in that absolutely gorgeous compound of a home she has
i miss (Shotgun) Mary but appreciate how the writers used the grief as a driving force to unite the sisters
i'll probably (definitely) have more thoughts later
PLS SEND ME ASKS AND TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS SHOW XOXO
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hi idk anything about transformers which i think means you should educate me . eye emoji
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GOES NUTS i was abt to finish what i typed n posted but i lost my og draft ACK!! sorry this took a bit to answer i wanted to answer properly EEEE TY FOR ASKING I LOVE THE ROBOTS!!!!
BASICALLYY the transformers r alien robots from the planet cybertron!! they are fighting a civil war and eventually all the fighting wrecks the planet n the battle gets moved 2 earth!! there r two sides, the good guys called the autobots (led by a guy called optimus prime he is popular n beloved in the franchise n fandom) and the evil bad guys r called the Decepticons!! they are led by their evil leader Megatron!! OP and megs are sworn enemies n fight sm, the wars been going on for like over 4 million years (these guys live a LONGGG time) on earth, the autobots r nicer and treat the humans better than the cons anyways (tho no bot/con is rlly pure their like all war criminals LMAOOO) u would not BELIEVEE their mfing drama!! the pettyness of these mech mfs fr
ANYWAYZZ another rlly cool thing abt the series is the many canon queer bots!!! :D their mostly in the idw comics tho, such as the comic series 'more than meets than the eye' and lost light' which features multiple main characters who r gay and have a bunch of mlm relationships, as well as lost light having some t4t lesbians who r prominent EEE it so cool to see!! another example of transgenderformers is in the newest show 'transformers earthspark' which features one of the main characters who is nonbinary!! their sooo cool :]!!
now AHEM some recommendations r below for tf shows that I rlly like (NO PRESSURE TO WATCH/CONSUME ANY OF THESE THO!! i just rlly always like linking tf stuff it makes me happy :3 i wont mind at all if these just sit here foreva i just am like YAYY when i have to find linkies it is very fun!!)
the first tf show I ever watched is Transformers Prime!! I’d def start here bc it’s good for beginners new to the series, has lore, action, rlly good characters r plot!! Very dearly beloved by the fandom :] has three seasons n a movie! links to view it 4 free below:
YouTube Playlist with all eps + Movie
Seasons 2-3 on tubitv.com (Season 1 is on U.S Netflix if you have, idk why season 1 isn’t on tubi 🤔)
(ALSO THE ORIGINAL 80s G1 SHOW IS ON TUBI AS WELL, it is very funny i like it even tho i havent finished all the way EE)
If u want smth short I’d also recommend TRANSFORMERS EARTHSPARK!!! It’s ongoing tho, not fully finished like Prime, n is the newest tf show as of late, but it’s proven to be wonderful so far and I’ve actually gotten people who haven’t seen any tf stuff before to watch it and they’ve been fine and liked it HEHEEH :3 only 18 eps rn, here is my google drive w all the eps so far if u want!
other shows that I have links to watch to r:
Transformers Animated (3 seasons, 2d animated, more stylized, very fun)
Transformers Cyberverse (3 seasons and two 40 minute specials more kiddy and not as serious and a little shallower than the other shows, but I really enjoyed it, it was so so funny and it was my top tf thing for a while before Earthspark stole my heart 😨 cyberverse season 3 has no right to go so hard)
and the idw comics can be read on readcomiconline.li (tho beware of the weird ads n pop ups if u go on here, their rlly AAA so its best viewed w adblock) theres some mlp and transformers crossover comics on there also THEIR SO GOOD AND FUN i dont think u need any prior knowledge to enjoy them tbh their great
ty again for letting me explode abt robots
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WAAA MERA I LOVE MONOPS'S REFLECTION SO MUCHHHH
im obsessed with the way you portrayed jade in the story. like its not everyday that i get to see him written in a way that totally doesnt hide his insanity at all. reading monops's reflection was just so <33 aaa tysm for writing smth so amazing!!!
you mentioned before that monops!jade is very "rotten girl grotesque romance", and i totally agree, but i was actually reminded of another old yandere vocaloid song when i read the fic! idk if you know it, but its called "pure love restraint". its a really good song hehe, you should totally check it out if you dont already know it!
oh also speaking of songs, i recently started listening to loveit? by biz since you mentioned it a while ago, and i love the song so much >< do you happen to have any other song recommendations because clearly you have great taste in music~
also as a final note, i cant wait for tmdg hehe 👉👈
-kanata <3
AAAAA THANK YOU!!!!! >w< I'm so happy you enjoyed Monops's Reflection!!!! Jade is so wildly deranged in that fic. He truly is the embodiment of the harsh, brutal depths he hails from. ;;;; seeing Reader in the storage closet with Floyd pushed him over the edge he'd been teetering on for so long now. T^T he's far surpassed the point of no return. I had so much fun finishing this fic and portraying Jade in such a terrifying manner. And poor Reader had no idea what hid behind that seemingly pleasant smile of his until it was too late...
There are so many layers to Monops!Jade. How he gets so disgusted at the sight and thought of you with anyone else. How it's not really sexual gratification he's after; he's just chasing some thrill he's yet to figure out in its entirety, which is why he doesn't touch you at all during the non-con scene. Because it's not your pleasure he cares about; he could care less whether you feel good or not. How his sanity is so thin and threadbare that it's hardly there at all. How he fails to recognize that, despite the similarities he shares with Floyd, he's still his own person, still different, but not different enough for you to look his way, apparently. And then there's the meaning of Monops, which is a "one-eyed creature." >:D aaaaa he's truly the worst.
OOOOO "true love restraint"!!!!!!! I love that song!!! That song definitely has the vibes that Monops!Jade exudes!! And I'm happy you enjoyed listening to "loveit." :D it's a very good song, but then all of biz's songs are amazing!!!
>:) I always have song recommendations to share!! I'll list a few of my favorite (lesser known) Vocaloid songs with dark undertones/stories below, but if there's any specific genre you'd like recs for please let me know!!!
✧ insanity blue (all of kashii moimi's songs are fantastic!!! i recommend them, but this one is my all-time favorite hehe)
✧ wolfism (there's also a jade utau cover of this song. <3 both are very good.)
✧ go to daitokai (the lyrics for this one are very nsfw, but this song is very catchy.)
✧ biohazard (the original is very good, but i love the sonika cover so much!!)
✧ distortion love (this piko cover is everything. <3)
✧ ◇◇ (i love this song and the songs that are similar to [redacted]'s style. i'm not sure if you know of these style of utau songs (the "no title" songs), but in 2020 they became especially popular and a lot of people online began to call it a secret cult of sorts, where you couldn't search these videos normally because they didn't have a title to search for, so instead the videos would find you.)
✧ lamprey hole (i love this song forever!!!!!)
✧ meiro (it's so so good!!!)
✧ no title (this song is a banger!!!!!!!!! it got me through quarantine as did all the other no title songs and tributes. :D)
I will stop here or else the list will go on endlessly, but if you ever wish to hear new music I will be happy to share some recommendations!!! Also, thank you for looking forward to tmdg!!!!! <3 it grows closer to completion with every passing day!!!!
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Get to know me tag game!
Tagged by @courtneydeservesbetter
1. Three ships: Bbrae (Beast Boy and Raven my first ever ship, my true loves) Duncney (obsessed with them atm I’m reverting to who I was when I was 12) and Karadox (dc give them back to me challenge)
2. Last song: Least Favourite Only Child by Leanna Firestone (it’s so me coded)
3. Last movie: watching Wakanda Forever as I type this, gotta love that ocean imaginary.
4. Currently reading: does Manga count? If so Spy x Family. If not Galatea by Madeline Miller.
5. Currently watching: I’m going in between rewatches of sitcoms, I think episodes I watched today were from One day at a time.
6. Currently consuming: just finished a fudge chocolate bar cuz I’m on the train home from uni lol
7. Currently craving: Chilli con carne !! It’s my favourite dish and my mum is making it for dinner <3 <3
Thank you sm for tagging me !!
(idk who to tag in response, so if you see this and wanna do it feel free to tag me so I can see it :D )
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Thankyou for posting about nameless consistently and keeping the fandom alive!!! <3
Why thank you so very much!!!! ^^ Someone's gotta do it!!! And I sure don't mind stepping up to be the one to carry the fandom on my shoulders!! ^^
But thank you for liking, reblogging, commenting, etc!!!!! It wouldn't be the same without you - it'd just be an archive of Nameless stuff without any interaction :D
I've made posts before about autism headcanons for the characters and paired them with Spotify playlists I've made for them. I've made playlists for both Soi and Shinbi, but I don't really have many headcanons for them.
I hope that when I make these playlists, people might be listening to them..... Hm.
Idk if I'd make any playlists for the other characters tho. Doubt I could make any for Zion or Hobin, n I guess I could make one for Yujin, but I imagine there'd be a very limited amount of songs I could choose for him
I hope people enjoy my fics too!!! :0 I'm especially proud of my wip Secret Ending Three.. I should write more of it today!! That, or I just cave and try making a playlist for Yujin. Idk!
It would've been nice to do something for Cheritz's anniversary in February - I was planning on getting a Nameless (the character) tattoo, but was depressed at the time, and cuz of how much energy getting a tattoo takes out of you anyway, I decided to leave it. I may instead get that tattoo on my birthday, in September then.
Nameless my favourite thing ever - I hope I can get some official merch one day - I'll probably get it for Christmas :3 after that, I might want to start saving for Crobi Dolls. That'll take me years, but it'll be a life long hobby, so it doesn't matter
Maybe you might like to make Nameless content too!! :3 I encourage it, all the help is appreciated ^^ on the Discord, I regularly (ish!!!!!) stream the game n I always love when ppl watch the stream, even if they don't say anything. I try to do it on Fridays, but it's mostly just whenever I feel like it - after I finish Nameless, I'm gonna stream Dandelion too!!
Hell, maybe I should just do it on Twitch or something if I wanna make it a proper regular thing?? No idea. I just like Nameless and Cheritz a lot
I'd really love if I could meet other Cheritz fans (who Aren't just fans of MM or Ssum) irl.... Ik that someone in the Nameless fandom actually had their own stall at a London con, so ik that a Nameless fan out there is actually in the UK!!! But London, at a con.... Idk if I'd go there to see em
Do you love how my posts turn into rambles about just about anything? I think it'd kinda cool tbh, what do you think?
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