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animalsandskyyy · 1 year

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hi! there’s a completely unnecessary and dramatic ramble below. read if you so please

or just ignore me lmao

you were warned lol-

so the only words people ever really use to describe me are things like, “nice”, “kind”, or “considerate”

which is very kind of them and that’s how I want to act and be seen as…. but not if that’s the only noticeable or discernible thing about me.

am I really that boring and forgettable? or is being kind and considerate of others and their feelings just that hard to find?

I don’t know. but it’s made me feel absolutely terrified to break this image i’ve somehow accidentally built for myself.

It legitimately seems like if I say “no” to someone or say something that gets misunderstood or taken the wrong way, that then no one will like me ever again because apparently all anyone sees me as is “nice”

and if i’m not nice….. then i’m just nothing I guess

#I don't know if this makes any sense I just feel weird about how i'm perceived #then again this is probably on me #i've said and meant things like- I want to be the person that makes someone's day #which is why I smile at strangers Imaoo #so yeah this is probably on me but still idk #oh. also yeah this is on me. I don’t tell people about myself unless prompted so all they see is how I act #yeah ignore me lmao #anyway i’m moving states again and it’s making me think about the reputation I leave behind lol #also side note- moving is so fucking expensive when you have furniture?!!?? like wtf #i’m going to have to spend at least 2k on moving #it is ridiculous #completely and absolutely ridiculous #grace is dramatic #oh so dramatic #ignore me #ramble ramble ramble #tangents #sad hours #go to sleep grace #huh

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