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ghost gives konig a private lesson feat. soap as a very happy spectator.
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#in this part konig tries his very best to not pop a stiffie#and ghost smirks#which rocks his world more than it should <3#we love sparring tropes in this house#its such a good excuse to have the boys put each other into all kinds of poses#let's just call it practise for later#also#only one last story-based part in this series before it devolves completely into more.../fun/ content#peep the patreon for when that happens since tumblr wont let me do more than post previews#thanks for reading this far btw#y'all have been such an enthusiastic audience <3#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#konig#cod mw2#soapbox saga#ghostsoap#ghostsoapkonig
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isaac & scott / mason & theo | sometimes all i think about is you
#twedit#twvid#scisaac#mason x theo#twrarepair#back on my scisaac masontheo parallel bullshit btw#back on my masontheo is just scisaac if they were True enemies to lovers bullshit. btw. if anyone was wondering.#like of course scisaac and masontheo get paintaking scenes. its enemies to lovers. ofc mason calls theo a bitch its FULL enemies to lovers#for clarity the hands at the rave and the masontheo hug r parallels to ME bc its touch with an excuse for it#scisaac can brush hands when theyre holding a needle between them and theo can hug mason when its a means to an end#the rest i feel r fairly straightforward but i wanted to share the vision for that one#mason hewitt#theo raeken#scott mccall#isaac lahey#tw#oh also the last shot is the last shot of isaac and theo respectively. if that wasnt clear.#like how isaac and theo both nebulously sort of Gone from beacon hills#and the theo shot also to me looks like footage from The masontheo ep 618. btw. which just brings me joy#actually i have more to say. hi. masontheo r just so.#you know how isaac kind of has. he has the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise#theo doesnt even have THAT!!!! scott holds out a hand and isaac takes it with an awkward fervor#mason keeps his hands to himself because he doesn't trust what theo might do with it and theo can only help when its helping himself#bc the tenderness will be TOO AWKWARD. so isaac says he wont leave without scott and theo says we need to find him so i cant leave you#so isaac grabs scott because scott makes him feel safe and theo can only grab mason when its part of a script bc thats how he feels safe#HELLO. IS THIS THING ON. DO U GUYS HEAR ME. SCISAAC IF THEY WERE TRUE ENEMIES TO LOVERS!!!!
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going to sleep, cant wait to wake up tomorrow and desperately look for a recap because I won't want to scroll for two hours as cellbit drops his lore and people keep talking about it
(my biggest regret will be quite potentially miss vegas stories)
#qsmp#qsmp cellbit#this isnt neg btw im glad yall will have fun but also. even on calm nights it takes me 30 minutes - 1 hour to get to where i left last#so here with obvious big lore AND it's beloved cellbit's lore? yeah no i wont see the end of it x)#which already fills me with dread
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I 'might' consider of opening full commissions next month (or mid February). It's been a while since I did any full commissions, not to mention I need to update my commission rates/pages.
#getting dms about it#i need to up my commission rates anyway since my style has drastically change since the last time i did a full commission#it wont be on ko-fi btw#it'll be how i used to do which is fill in a google form that i will post the link
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I started writing this in the replies of a different post but quickly reached the word limit so I'm putting it here instead. These are my thoughts on across the spiderverse and they contain heavy spoilers. Please only read if you have seen the movie because it's the kind of movie that gets absolutely ruined by being spoiled.
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So the antagonists in both ITSV and ATSV have a lot in common.
Miguel and kingpin have the same motivation in each of their respective films. They both wanted to live a life that didn't fuck them over and they crossed through dimensions to try and make it happen.
They both fail to achieve their goal: kingpin's attempts to bring his family back are thwarted by the spiders, and the world Miguel enters literally falls apart around him.
Their actions have ramifications that further the conflict of the series. By creating his collider, kingpin gave the spot his powers, allowing the spot to wreck havoc through dimensions. Miguel's new dimension unraveling led him to believe in specific canon events that must happen to every spider person, and that any anomalies to his formula would cause the multiverse to unravel.
There's a pattern to be seen here, and while the next movie is likely going to focus somewhat on the conflict against the spider society, I think it would be cool if the conflict between miles 1610 and miles 42 followed a similar pattern.
Miles 42 lost his father, and 1610 showing up has proven to him there are other dimensions out there, including one where his dad is still alive, which would provide a motivation in line with the previous ones. Miles 42 is framed pretty clearly as an antagonist, meaning Miles 1610 as the protagonist will likely find a way to stop 42 somehow, meaning all that's left to see is the ramifications. I honestly don't know how it all will play out. Beyond the spiderverse could take this story in so many different directions and most of them would be satisfying enough for me.
The ultimate coolest move in my book would be to create a meta narrative of sorts where each movie has the same key elements that make up the story, but handle the conflict in three different ways; what if each spiderverse movie was an alternate version of the same movie? ITSV would be a man vs man conflict (kingpin pulled the spiders out of their own universes and miles has to defeat him to repair the damage done). ATSV would be a man vs society conflict, as miles is up against a society of other spider people who believe he's an anomaly who needs to be contained, destroyed, or forced into conforming to the spiderman formula. I predict that BTSV (at least miles' main arc) will be a man vs self conflict, showing miles a version of himself who behaves the same way as the villains he's faced so far, and having him reconcile with that.
The villains this series has given us have all been victims of circumstance, people who are trying to do what they can to get themselves out of a difficult or painful situation. What makes them villains is the choices they make in trying to get out. Kingpin, Miguel, and the Spot (and presumably Miles 42 but it's a bit too early to say) will stop at nothing to get what they want, and they don't care about the people they hurt along the way.
Destiny and canon want to put Miles through the ringer like every other spiderman, but Miles rejects these very concepts in the climax of ATSV. Miles chooses to reject these ideas, trying to find an alternate path much like the antagonists. But Miles has a different motivation: in addition to making a better world for himself, he's fighting to make a better multiverse for all of the spider people.
I'm not a super active writer, but a writing adage I've picked up over the years is that protagonists ask questions and antagonists give answers to those questions. Its up to the protagonist whether to believe if those answers are true. In BTSV Miles' question would be "Am I a villain too?" Miles 42 answers yes by showing our Miles that at the very least, he is capable of becoming a villain. If Miles rejects that answer, he will no doubt do so by remembering that unlike the villains he's faced, he's fighting for something greater than himself.
#'im just going to write a few sentences about a cool littke pattern i noticed' i said like a liar#across the spiderverse#spiderverse 2#atsv spoilers#im so normal about watching movies lmao#i think this is one of those cases where homestuck metatextual brain poisoning has come in handy#if for no reason other than priming me to recognize other metatextual stories in which characters are fighting the narrative#when they said the word 'canon' in the movie for the first time my immediate thought was 'they better not do some homestuck shit'#and they almost did but they DIDNT AT THE LAST SECOND AND DID SOMETHING WAY BETTER INSTEAD#that better thing being the same homestuck shit if it wasnt actively hostile to its audience and took itself seriously#jake waxes philosophical#jake doesn't have a writing tag#autism mode activated#homestuck#< because we're more than 5 tags in so it wont show up there and i name dropped it in previous tags#come to think of it i think regular show also did some metanarrative stuff with fate and choice in the series finale#regular show also had one character and a shadow version of that character whos Them but Evil and they fight each other#which is one of my favorite narrative devices btw#especially if the Evil one isnt a 'real' person but rather a representation of a character's self doubt or loathing#i fucking love man vs self conflicts
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Immensely disappointed to find there are no wangxian podfics at 20+ hours. What am I supposed to do, record one mysel— *forcefully dragged away*
#i would but that sort of defeats the purpose which is me listening to fic i havent read before at work to keep myself alive despite it all#MASSIVE FUCKING SHOUTOUT TO PODFICCERS BTW I WOULD NOT SURVIVE WORK WITHOUT U#no i wont listen to an actual audiobook who do you think i am#i said that but ive started considering that this would be how i read warrior cats again for the first time in like 8 years lmao#anyway. ive reached the last 10 chapters of my one 50 chapter podfic so ive returned to ao3 to stockpile some more longer ones#i ran out of sv ones already so here's to hoping i get a massive haul out of mdzs#so far ive got more than i did for sb already so WE DOIN GOOD#jay yells#i didnt realize how quickly I'd get through this fic tho like goddamn#i think it's only been abt a month?? yikes#man. i really shouldve just made a second post for half these tags sjxkdk#but im not going to#woe. adhd brain be upon ye
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Okay so, technically we finished Celestial Syzygy but we have no idea if its any good but its. Done?
#karmas clown moments#negative cw#delete later#like. just wrote another idk 7k words tonight. 2 1/2 chapters basically. the last one is super short#but we lost our passion for this and it does not seem to be coming back#i think too much happened sdfjsdfh wont go into it at all but yknow#i dont know if i should go ahead and post it or wait to the morning and reread over it all or whatever#do people want it as it is even if its subpar? the ideas are there its just not built well and the gaps are filled so haphazardly#if we liked it enough we could go back to the start and just redo the whole thing#but then people will be waiting a lot longer because that depends on time and motivation. neither of which we have jhdfh#sorry to be so personal and open btw it will not happen again jhsdfhsd#we'll be fine ofc#its like 70k ish words total btw
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Trick or treat
I guess I´m doing that now XD - I think it´s this you´re about, correct me if I´m wrong
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“Something broke in the room next to us yesterday, did you hear?” Elros asked a nervous looking and newly awakened Elrond.
“Don´t ask Maglor.” the meek replay sounded.
“Erestor believes in ghosts.”
Thought it would fit the vibe of the date
#wip#theliens wip#hope youre doing good btw been sometime since we last meet#its about elrond and elros trying to find out if the feanorians turns into ghost when they die#no i had not planned that as a halloween speciel which i know kinda regret#is maglor encouraging it#i wont he said hes not
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I miss Ashley so it's time for season 3!! I really hope the closure is, y'know, at least nice enough :/
#luly talks#not perfect bc for sure it wont be this is a cancelled show and all but like#a least a nice wrap up for Ash? since Y'KNOW its like the last we will see of him since im pretty sure Mr Campbell is fucking DONE#(which i dont blame him for at all btw)#so y'know at least something nice something cool i would be ok w that nothing TOO open :\#ah who am i fooling I'm hoping Ash DIES 😂#joke. though that would be funny ngl. fucking killin ash off.. i know they wouldnt but could you IMAGINE? 💀#i dont know shit about this season btw i mean i saw some ladies? but idk what their names are or what they do#and i know they show Ash's second name which is Joanna and also that he smokes some more weed in typical ash fashion#but that's literally all i know#this aint like season 2 where i was DYING to see episode 7 nah here im going BLIND and partly hopeless 😁#so wish me luck 😳
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nothing like a typing test to lift the spirits
#i might still not have the fucking essay half done but i just scored 118wpm qwerty on monkeytype 30 second test with 96%acc#^ btw typing tests r mostly bullshit and theyre not an accurate measure of how fast u type in practice#they often include only common/basic words and lack both punctuation and coherant word patterns#additionally it only measures how quickly you can replicate written word#when i know that personally a lot of the drag on my typing speed is composing sentences in my head or processing audio#like using stenography methods a lot of people reach speeds of 220+wpm (the average speed a person talks)#but even if i learned plover (something i have all the equipment to do but i havent sat down n done yet)#i doubt id be able to become a court stenographer or other such thing bcos of how autism slows down my audio processing#so i would need to attend to That and improve it greatly and i do not know if that is possible#and also like i have no urgent need to transcribe real-time dialogue its just an interest thing#but yknow!#anywho i probs need to practice dvorak more and get good at that before i crack into stenography#last i checked i was like 23wpm without reference if i attempted accuracy (using a typing test with punctuation and sentence structure)#which is like. dogshit. but it wont get better if i dont practice ig#okkkk from now on im going dvorak mode except for schoolwork and im not allowed 2 get mad#ok there we go i switched over yay#i'm both better and worse than i expected#muscle memory is doing so much heavy lifting re: where letters n shit are#but its still a little agonising
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Is it even Thanksgiving week if your extended family isn't giving you extreme agita
#woke up to an angry 5 paragraph essay of text messages#from my cousin because she was pissed about the trip to france#that i researched planned and invited her on#shes mad bc i was upset with her when she was nearly an hour late getting to the airport#bc she packed last second and left the house late#even though i told her how important leaving on time was to me bc it would cause me ungodly amounts of anxiety#and i was exhausted after our overnight flight and was cranky#which i apologized multiple times for bc i did feel bad for being tired and cranky#she never apologized for being late btw#and i got a fucking thesis statement of texts calling me rude dismissive and that she “didnt know who i thought i was talking to like that”#even though shes the one that complained about every. single. thing. all week#like she called everything we did and everywhere we ate a crappy tourist trap#and went on about how she didnt like the itinerary#which she had at the time we booked the goddamn trip#and i just feel so exhausted#and frustrated and hurt bc what am i gonna do#she sent a barrage of texts accusing me of being a shitty person for wanting to be on time and being tired our first day#and now she wont respond#so like what am i gonna do#shes my cousin and i love her but this is such a dick move and not a proper way to handle being upset#like its so immature!#i did all the work in terms of planning and researching and evrrything#for her to complain and be a snob about everything the whole time#AND now get yelled at at 8am sunday morning about how i didnt cater to her enough#like i had a great time anyway i cannot emphasize enough how much i loved the trip wven with her complaining#but like shes the unreasonable one here#i apologized profusely for being cranky and said i was also exhausted bc we were on the SAME OVERNIGHT FLIGHT I CAN BE TIRED TOO#and just bc i wasnt sulking all week like a child doesnt mean she didnt say or do anything to hurt my feelings#and even though objectively i know shes being unfair and angry and hurt right now#i feel really really really shitty and guilty and even if im right im still the one feeling like trash and crying rn
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netflix uk is so fucking stupidd why is shrek three and four on here but not the first two. like genuinely what is the point of having sequels to movies that arent on there. hi.
#dont tell me to pirate the movies btw i fully wld or wld use a vee pee enn bc i have one#its j tht i cant watch the movies on the tv in my room thennn bc i need to cast them from netflix which i cant do using the vpn#i have been meaning to. actually watch the shrek movies btw bc i have only seen the first one like twice and not at all recently 👍🏽👍🏽#also when my cousins visit the uk this summer i wanna force them nd my sibling to have a shrek marathon. yipee#this wont happen but i feel like theres perhapss a chance that maybe the first two will get put on netflix when the last wish is#bc i feel like dreamworks is using how everyone loves the last wish is to get ppl hyped for shrek 5. which is fucking working lol#i feel like my sibling wld get soo annoyed at me for suggesting that btw. even tho theyre always like time to marathon h*rry p*tter#i think the idea of older siblings being cool is so funny i dont think theres anyone my sibling thinks is less uncool and annoying#except maybe our little sister. but thats not her fault shes 8#im going to get them on board tho. or at least ill get my cousins on board#bci tihnk it wld be funn and as i said. i wanna actually what the shrek movies !!!#whatever im gonna suggest and theyre gonna be like omg no thats dumb. when in reality it wld be funnn 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽#flappy rambles
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absbwaususuchhjhhhhhh if there is sowmthing about usau you really want to and can share this is your ask telling you to talk about it. go be free running.among the grass etc etc
SKHDJDNDMDHF hmmm well…. How about we talk about Timmy, just for you :)
I believe I mentioned before that he was the last person to ever be executed, but not why? Well, he was actually in prison for a long time, even before Mel. Slowly, the cries and yells of the other prisoners faded away…but he was still there. There weren’t even guards keeping watch anymore. It was just him and empty, endless stone walls.
At some point, a fully corrupted Mu happened to wander back through the prison, always searching for those bad guys who escaped her grasp. She found Timmy, who was both relieved and horrified to see her. Naturally, she took him to be executed like the rest, but with her now knife-like hands it was a little…difficult. She maaay have ended up making a little hole in his head, whoops!
But anyways, this is why TM’s so terrified of being forgotten…again. And also why he’s the only one willing to forgive Mu right now, even despite everything she’s done. Whatever it takes for her not to forget him.
It’s why he became a travelling merchant in the first place! Make an impression on as many people as possible, no matter how brief, and you won’t be forgotten, right? But maybe, just maybe…he’ll find just a few people to make a lot of really good, permanent memories with :)
#Half considered making a comic for this but. Its LITERALLY not even main story HSJDHDJ im already pushing it with the incident TwT#Anyways uhhhh timmy also had not exactly abusive but very neglectful parents btw which he ran away from <3#Which led to him kinda having this fear in life to a lesser extent and REALLY made it worse after his death#He handled it in opposite ways each time though#first time he was scared of getting close to anybody and just wanted to live completely for himself#second time he tried to make an impression on people but struggled to form actual. lasting bonds#His friends who actually love him no matter what wont forget him but itll take a while before he realizes he doesnt need to constantly give#them a reason to remember#ANYWAYS.IM NORMAL#USAU#ahit au#cw child death mention
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Hey btw I went to a Thursday show and I think they are my favourite band ever. They already were but they are even more now. Started crying while screaming the lyrics. Life changed
#:3#thursday#thursday band#starling ball show btw. first time ive been to the venue and def wont be the last#SPARTA!!!!! SPARTA AND TIM KASHER WERE PERFORMING THERE?!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCKING SHRT#war all the time#wish i recorded something. btw they did jet black new year which was awesome but prolly not ground breaking#i thought I lost my voice screaming understanding in a car crash#also I was wearing my blood brothers shirt and if I didn't think posting my face here would be mortifyibg id show uou some of the pictures#i took of myself
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um. im ab to live w my parents again.......
#this house is getting to be too much these fuckers wont get over their fucking problems and im in the middle of it. where i absolutely#do not want to be. ever. FUCK!!!!!#like sit down and have a civil conversation not this ignoring the other bs. shit talking the other bs. im sick of it#its the first time ive seen him in like 2 weeks and this is what happens. AND he drank my vodka. oh yeah we figured that out btw#'i only took 4 shots who couldve drank the rest omg????' girl it was YOU!!!!! we had 4 shots total last week. which was half the bottle.#so if he took 4 shots. lets do the math. thats the OTHER HALF OF THE BOTTLE. HELLO!!!!!!!!#get a fuckin job dude get out of the house! do SOMETHING!!!! GET A HOBBY OTHER THAN DRINKING!!!!!!!!#we know hes an alcoholic tho so tjat wont change 🤪🤪#nothing against alcoholics but against this mans specifically#talk tag
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It sure is starting to feel like every time I try to better my life I always get to a hurdle where life laughs at me and dangles the thing I need just out of reach and theres nothing I can do but hope and pray that it will be merciful and give it to me eventually.
It feels extremely dehumanizing.
#had my wherlchair evaluation today. was tokd point blank my insurance probably wont pay for this wheelchair--#Which btw? will cost kike fucking 5k--#And they won't pay for it because........ my current house doesn't have a ramp thats safe enough to wheel me out of the house#K. cool. love learning things like that last minute#like have i just been wasting my time#like idk if you guys understand this#in order to get my Wheelchair??? i NEED TO BADICALLY MOVE.#I need to be living in a wheelchair accessable place!!! and this house cannot be revovated to be that way!#im. so done.#time to see if my insurances hates me as much as the government does!!!#because its all up to them now.#its in their hands if they think i still need a wheelchair despite me not living in a wheelchair accessable house
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