#what does this mean idk. you know i do be do be dooo be thinking tho
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queerness is a home i have built for myself
#what does this mean idk. you know i do be do be dooo be thinking tho#lgbtq+#lgtqia#aroace#aromantic#demiromantic#asexual#nonbinary
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~Reincarnated as a Knolastname~
Note: HAPPY SPOOKY MONTH!! 🎃👻 gonna be honest- I actually think Crimson might have cared atleast a bit for Moxxie when he was a child 😭 Anyway~ take some reincarnated Moxxie’s Sister Reader Headcanons!! 🥳 Do keep in mind that characters may be ooooooooc, and when there’s 8 O’s you know it’s extreme 🤯. Also I haven’t been doing Tokito Twin’s content for a while so I just wanna reassure that I have some HCs coming up for them 😫!! Enjoy!
P.s in the back flashes of EXES AND OOHS I think Moxxie was 4? Yeah so that makes you 7, your 3 years older 😋👌 tho age is not mentioned at all- and I will make fics of this 😤
Warnings: a lot of slang(not rlly a warning, just thought I’d mention), ooc, may have punctuation, spelling grammer/etc errors,
Info: idk man just wanted to add this 😐
Edit: HOW DOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS- A POST I BARELY PUT ANY EFFORT INTO GET MORE RECOGNITION THEN THIS POST, THE ONE I ACTUALLY PUT EFFORT INTO 👹👹 I appreciate the likes tho don’t take it in a bad way- 😭👌
Edit#2: I recommend u don’t read 💀👍
Helluva Boss Masterlist
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~Reaction to being Reincarnated~
-long story short you don’t know how you ended up here but you found yourself being the daughter of some random old ass guy that’s gonna be the main reason for your character development arc.
-at least that mom with an unknown name will provide you sweets and shit-
-gonna put sum realz shizz on this family fr.
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~Death~
-isn’t this Tumblr? Yeah long story short this turned into a Wattpad story for a second and the famous Truck-kun killed you 🗿 but you forgive Truck-kun since Truck-kun’s just being Truck-kun 😌.
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~Inside a Mansion~
Yup this “Mansion” is someone’s womb, zamn how da heck do you still have memories of your past life? Also why does your very tiny unformed body kinda look like an imp? Just like one from your favourite show Helluva Boss? How can you even see??? It’s pitch black bro- meh it’s whatever 🤷♀️ it’s fun kicking at least-
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~Borth~
…I’m not even gonna explain this 🫡 but just so you know Crimson was not there for your birth 😶
-at least you still have the same Borthdah as you did before you were reincarnated???
-Girly just 🖕 this bullshit why’d you have to be re-born in this family out of all the ones in Helluva Boss? I mean- you don’t mind being Moxxie’s gay emo sister but like- Crimson…CRIMSON. Tho make sure to start those teenager phases early so no one becomes suspicious of you when your going through the teenage thinga ma jig 😔
-but yay! You bet that Moxxie’s mom- well basically your mom now, WILL BE THE BEST 😩
-but girly you weren’t even fazed when reincarnated- just accepted it like a champ 😎
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~Crimson’s First Thoughts On You~
-Absolutely nothing- 😃
-only thought of you as his heiress and DEFINITELY to lead his Mob in the future 😔
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~[Unknown]’s First Thoughts On You~
-this is the Mom btw 😃
-gonna be honest I don’t know much since we’ve never really gotten a FULL view of her personality- all that I know is that she’s kind? 🤷♀️ Yuh so I won’t really directly say what she thought but I guess I can just- I don’t know man just read I guess 😃👌
-101% THOUGHT YOU WERE CUTE AF!! what happened to infinite%? 😢
-she felt a warm and fuzzy feeling inside, something she never felt ever since she married Crimson 😔.
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~Moxxie’s First Thoughts On You~
-‘Guppa duppa poo daaah dooo’
-don’t tell me you actually expected a real thought from him- Broski was just born 😔
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~Your First Thoughts On Moxxie~
-‘zamn bro’s crying on his borthduh I could never 🙄💅’
-girly he’s like a few minutes old what on Satan’s ass are you talkin ‘bout? 😀
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~What Crimson Thinks Of You~
-your a nuisance, like- what do you mean when you say “put those dawgs away💀”
-yeah you definitely got in trouble so many times- this stupid MF can’t understand slang and just thinks your insulting everyone around you 😶
-forget about you being his heiress, might as well make Moxxie his heir instead 😠
-Now take a very ooc dialogue 😋 btw this is after the Mom’s death 😃
-“[Name], cut it out. That will happen if you don’t stop.” He says calmly, too calm for you to know he’s pissed. (he was implying that he will drown you just like he did to the Mom btw-)
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~What [Unkown] Thinks Of You~
-Loved you from the moment she layed her eyes on you 😩 (cheesy much 😶)
-wrote more then a dictionary just to prove how much she loves you 😔
-yuh that’s all I got 😐
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~What Moxxie Thinks Of You~
He’s 4 rn-
-HE LOVES YOU!!
-your his sister why wouldn’t he- ?
-your basically his partner in crime 😈 both of you steal treats from the kitchen when your not supposed to 😤👍
-if the Mom found you 2 being naughty then sorry to tell you but yer’ both getting a time out 😔
-…BUT IF CRIMSON FOUND YOU- yuh that’s somehow gonna become a family issue problemo 😶💦______________________________________________________________________
I sometimes forget writing is for fun- but I certainly had fun writing this 😎 now I’m gonna tag this in some tags that this doesn’t even relate to which will make everyone hate me but they will soon worship me after reading this masterpiece. Praise this shit rn *points gun at you*
#helluva boss x reader#crimson x reader#crimson knolastname#moxxie x reader#moxxie knolastname#helluva boss fanfiction#helluva boss headcanon#knolastname x reader#fizzaroli x reader#asmodeus x reader x fizzarolli#blitzo x reader#millie x reader#loona x reader#stolas x reader#stella x reader#x reader#striker x reader#helluva boss crimson x reader#helluva boss moxxie x reader
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Not to barge into your ask box once more but I love the idea of suguru needing you to need him. Like maybe you’re doing something in the kitchen and he offers help and you’re like it’s okay I got it and he’s just 🧍🏼♂️🧍🏼♂️cause he wants so bad to do things for you he’s so mom, his skin is crawling cause he wants to help you
REMMMMMMMM PSHDOEBJDJDI PLS NEVER EVER APOLOGIZE U R WELCOME TO BREAK IN WHENEVER U WANT THIS IS SOOOOO?????
im losing it a little as u can tell BUT U ARE SOOOOO CORRECT U GET HIM U DOOO…. i can ALWAYS trust u <33 literally no character is as mother coded as sugu is. mommy coded if u will….. “he needs you to need him” EXACTLY THIS i think he thrives off being ur caretaker like . it’s what gives him meaning. satisfaction. purpose even. he sees it as his duty and he’s SO serious about it.
canonically suguru NEEDS meaning to carry on and live his life or else he falters and i think that when he’s in love that really does translate into him seeing you & your happiness as his meaning. i think he feels loved when he makes you feel loved. i think he gets his fill just from watching you eat. i think he’s so comfortable giving that it almost feels like taking. when he loves you, he feels as if he’s fulfilling his purpose.
so when you deny him & his service i really do think he just . stands there w his eyebrow raised LMAOOO THE MENTAL IMAGE U PUT INTO MY BRAIN REM …. 😭😭 he’s borderline OFFENDED like wdym???? he knows you can do it yourself but you shouldn’t have to!!!!! <- that’s the kind of mentality he has and it’s maybe a little condescending but mostly sweet ok….. “his skin is crawling cause he wants to help you” NO LITERALLY THOUGHHH he’s just. he wants to help you SO badly that his skin physically starts to itch
…. im just thinking abt that One text post w stsg opening jars for their gfs LMAO like that’s soooo sugu. he wants to be your lover, your soulmate, your jar-opener <333 no lid is too tight for him to unscrew. he’d find it cute if u denied him and struggled trying to open it by urself but when u REFUSE to let him help he’s just . 🤨 gives u side eye and everything….. he NEEDS u to need him u are so right rem. so blatantly correct
also side note kind of but OHHHH SUGU IN THE KITCHEN ….. put him in there. that’s where he belongs. my top settings for sugu are 1) kitchen 2) coffee shop and 3) the sea idk why but he just belongs there ok??? HEAVY on kitchen i just . the kitchen being a place of love .. of comfort & of nourishment :((( it’s just perfect for him. he wants to be your caretaker soooo bad and that includes him cooking for you + making you breakfast + watching you eat until he’s sure you’ve had your fill.
i think that he associates your kitchen with his love for you because of this….. like he walks in and the sun is shining and you’re dangling your legs off the counter and he just feels truly at peace. i need him so bad i might go insane
#REM THIS REWIRED MY BRAIN TYSM <3333 eating this thought right up nom nom#sugu my acts of service king <33#no one is as acts of service as him im sorry but its true#the only one that comes close is gumi . maybe nanami too ….. WAIT CHOSO he’s right behind sugu i think. BUT NO ONE ELSE OK………#“he needs you to need him” ohhhh rem this sentence is gonna live in my brain until the end of time#he needs u to need him and boy oh boy do i need him#ask tag ✩#rem !! ✩
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HI HI HI OK I LOVE UR WRITING SM AND IDK IF UR STILL DOING LIKE THE SHIP THING BUT IF YOU ARE I WOULD VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT IF U COULD SHIP ME WITH ONE OF EVANS CHARACTERS (no pressure ofc 😭)
Ok so I'm 5'3 with a chubbier build and I have a little bit of acne
My hair is medium length, kinda shaggy almost like a mullet(??) and it's black
My eyes are kinda a mix of doe eyes and dead eyes, and they're a dark blueish gray
My aesthetic is a mix between the unhinged older brother in a 2000s movie, and a grungish/vintage style??
Im bisexual and Im like heavily autistic 😭 Im like constantly talking about my hyper fixations and I ramble WAY too much to the point it's really annoying to my friends and stuff
My music taste is Midwest emo/divorced dad and a little bit of other genres idk the names to;
Car seat headrest (obv my name LOL)
Nirvana
Alex g
The front bottoms
Foo fighters
The smiths
Weezer (omg that's actually kinda embarrassing.)
Radiohead
Tyler the creator
lil peep
Ghost Mane
Deftones
Lana del rey
Faye Webster (real men cry while listening to Faye Webster)
Wisp
My humor is stupid stuff like niche references and stupid Pinterest memes, and also silly quotes like "I hardly know her"
I love love loveeee Pinterest, like I'm on it 24/7 it's actually suchhhh a problem 😭😭
My love language is physical touch, like always holding hands, constantly asking for kisses stuff like ESPECIALLY if im high which is a lot
I've been told I'm a golden retriever bf, but I've also been told I give off goldfish vibes?? idk what that means but do with that what you will 😭 LMAO
Always worried about being annoying, lowkey always in need of validation but I CANNOT ask for it for the life of me
(Again don't have to do this no pressure!! But Tysm if u dooo!)
oooo this one was a bit harder for me but I ship you with Kyle!
idk why I had such a hard time picking! I think maybe because you give off lots of different vibes? I almost went with Tate, and then I almost went with Jimmy, but finally settled on Kyle.
would love to sit and listen to you talk about your fixations for hours. He wouldn’t even really necessarily talk about them with you, more just listening intently.
music taste. He loves it. Always asks to play your playlists and albums that you listen to. He loves music and finds you in your music taste. It’s his way of getting to know you better.
His humor is awful and he laughs at the dumbest things, but that’s what makes him so funny! You could tell him the dumbest joke and he’d crack up. It wouldn’t even be a fake laugh, he would actually find it funny.
Would always peek over your shoulder while you’re on Pinterest, just watching you scroll and pointing at certain pins every once in a while.
physical touch is Kyle’s biggest love language 100%. It’s the easiest way for him to express himself and feel loved. Loves snuggles, cuddles, any sort of touch he’s loving it.
Goldfish vibes omg 😭 Ngl kyle too. He’s the biggest golden retriever baby in the world but also is so so stupid. Even before his death.
Has trouble validating with his words, but shows it through his actions. Always trying to make sure you know you’re loved and that you’re happy.
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Heyyyoooo beloved!
Totally not relevant, never go to South Africa, we have loadshedding, which means no electricity for 4-6 hours a day🙂
So that got me thinking for tiny workers au and what would happen if there was a blackout or like natural disasters, idk hoe many the UK has but the USA has so many tornados and earthquakes, to the tinies get their own little bunker, tornados would absolutely annihilate groups of them id think,
No electricity, would maybe cause them to close down and shenigans to borrow food the old way arises or smt
Totally no that orginal or crucial to the worldbuilding, im just lamenting my problems onto this ask, so don't take this too seriously 😂im just bored 😜
hello!!!! ALSO btw what do i call you i've never said your name in asks and because i'm updating my tags i need a shorter name from you!! i'm assuming like graci but i can never be too sure,,
oh jeeez that sounds so annoying !!! the phone addict in me does not like that--
mm thoughts from irl are the best cause then whenever you see that thing again you instantly think of when you had that idea :D
oh my god YES i LOVE that
since i'm in the us i had to look up uk stuff and i found out that hurricanes cannot form but tornadoes and earthquakes dooo so absolutely they'd need a bunker. and who better to build one than TUBBO!!! he popped in my mind right away when i read bunker :D
and holy shit them having to resort to borrowing? I LOVE YOU THESE ARE THE THOUGHTS EVER!! i mean like in a tornado it'd be so tricky!! the winds definitely would be fighting 24/7 against them so they can't exactly go outside easier. i say they borrow food before the thing happens. i have a hc that benchtrio stole a phone with quackity from the lost and found so they have access to a lot of things ft. tubbo's technology skills (how he got them we'll never know). some of those things are access to the news. so they knew ahead of time.
the borrowing comes in play because they haven't told boss about the bunker (on occasions they'll go down there and hang out and they do not want boss ever finding about it cause who knows what he'll do it it) and instead made a collective excuse about going to their humans house for the time being. he was salty about it bc he got no money in return so they rlly don't want to run into him again and especially not while getting food so they can stay on the property.
they also steal stuff from the dnd area like costumes that were made during the dsmp campaign and then go to the gift shop and take even more stuff so they can't get bored w/o their phones (they use it a lot. all of their phones are dead within the first two hours of the day,,) but nobody needs to know that :)
nono this is very crucial to the timeline !! this au is purely just thoughts like if i ever write things for it there is probably not going to be a chronological series like ever,,,,
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Okay so I kind of need some advice 😬 And you seen like a pretty sensible person! My friend and I were drunk, and we ended up kissing each other. I think she doesn't remember it but now I think I might love her and I don't know what to dooo. She lives in a different country at the moment too. My friends have no idea what I should do either.
okay firstly i’m flattered but idk if im the best for this. nevertheless i shall provide my thoughts?
the first thing that is immediately raising a concern for me is the ‘i might love her’.
is this something you’ve felt for a while? just recently? only after the kiss? because infatuation can feel like love but it really isn’t, ykwim?
also with her being in a different country, let’s say you might decide to work it out, do you see yourself able to handle the distance, especially in a scenario where you don’t get to experience them in their day to day life? (saying this bc idk how well you know this person and that changes how you perceive them right? so like have you seen them when they’re not at their best? how does that change your outlook on them?)
i’d also think about what either decision means for you (sweeping it under the rug or confronting her). you guys are nations apart, and it also depends on her sexuality and how comfortable she is with it right? so if she isn’t comfy with herself she may push you away right. is that something you should be worried about?
but yeah i’d personally start there and then expand my thought process.
i hope that was helpful?
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2. Do you believe in long notes threads or each time the plot changes, you write a new starter?
3. Do you feel jealous of doubles? and if no, please share ways for others to learn.
munday meme on tuesday heh | accepting ?? | @cadcnce
2. Do you believe in long notes threads or each time the plot changes, you write a new starter?
[[ I dooo!!!! I love when a thread can pass over the usual ten notes ;u; it feels like some kind of accomplishment you know? it has been a while since I had long threads. Well, so far the longest thread has 89 notes! and it is still going so that’s neat~ Though i do the switch to a new post if I feel like it is better to separate the thread if the events are changing??? like uuhh it would be neat to make like save points? haha kind of. it helps if you like to reread through threads to see what you have wrote so far or maybe try to find a line to quote for a new thread. i think both ways are neat!
3. Do you feel jealous of doubles? and if no, please share ways for others to learn.
[[ do i look like saint to you? lololol uuuhhhh i mean hmm i did get a little bit jelly but then it was annoying for me to feel that. i cant make AAAALL ppl love me or like the way i write. it would be hypocrite if i said “yep that does not bother me AT ALL” yeah sometimes i get that tiny little me noise in the back of my head saying ‘uwu they dont write with you hohoh~ bet they like x’s muse better. how shame~’ and i really want to beat me sometimes. but hmm a way .... idk A WAY but first you need to be happy with what YOU write you know? i got a little bit shaky with my single muse blog, chrom but then it was like ..that age ?? you reach when everything is just EH. you will get there if you believe in what you write. you dont compare yourself to others, well in a negative way. learning from others is nice but comparing and trying to find what makes you different and look for why certain blog follows them and not or they interact with them but not....boy. thats a maze. not gonna lie, been there and it is ugly. im not great at pep talk but the most important thing i will repeat again you having fun in what you write. because in the end, this is fiction. this is a hobby not a job (unless u get paid then good for you) so dont stress about people with the same muse as you. there is NO WAY, NO CHANCE you will write the same as them (unless you are the person who steals ppl ideas to try to get their ppl to interact with you then begone piece of poo). i’d like to jazz hands at my favorite person who writes a muse as me, wars. we wrote the same muse for years but i have a different look for Eight and so does she but in the end what makes us besties THAT WE FRICKING LOVE OUR POTEIGHTO. every time i feel bad about being less of a writer because I THINK someone else write this muse better than me i remember my past interactions with amazing ppl who wrote the same muse as me and how we can actually have a rave party and not be on each other throats. to each person their own experience they write from. so dont feel bad that you dont share theirs and their viewpoints. EVERYONE ARE VALID AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
sankyu for listening to my rambling ted talk.
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Levi’s Disapproval
A/n: this was inspired by an audio lol
WARNINGS: flirting? idk
“Cadet!”
You flinched at the deep voice that called behind you, making your eyes pop. You turned around and saw Captain Levi looking at you, his cold gaze not leaving you. You sighed, putting down your gear. “Yes, captain?”
“C’mere,” telling you with his finger to get closer to him. You walked up to him, looking straight into his eyes. “Yes, Captain?” You asked in a monotone voice. “So I’ve been hearing around the place, it seems like you're making headlines everywhere!” He said sarcastically. You frowned, not exactly coming up with anything in your head as to what he was referring to. You paused for a moment, and then it hit you. You stood frozen, looking at him with widened eyes.
“Yeah, you and Eren?” He kept looking at you with no expression. “What are you-”
“Oh? Was I not supposed to know about that? Well I dooo.” He sang, making your blood boil. You hated this man. Ever since your parents left you with him at the age of eight, he’s been looking after you all these years. He was a tough cookie, but he had his nice moments. “What’s going on between you and the boy, hm?” He asked, an eyebrow raised. You said nothing, not daring to let this man bring you down. “You like him?” He asked. “No.” You stated, clearly a lie and Levi knew.
“Don’t lie to me, no point in doing that.” He sighed. “I don’t like him!” You protested, your cheeks growing red from embarrassment. Levi rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. “I saw you. You were holding his hand, you were looking into his eyes-”
“What, you jealous?” You spat out. You had a problem with saying things without thinking about them first, and right now it was one of those times. I mean, come on, why is he all up in your business, why does he care?
Levi scoffed. “No I’m not jealous. All I’m going to say is, you don’t want to deal with that kid, alright?” You rolled your eyes. “Why?”
“Because he’s tornado, he’s trouble, he-he-he’s a brat, why are you even interested in him, I don;t understand.” Levi huffed, making you cross your arms. “Mind your own business old man, and stop being jealous.” You said with a smirk.
“I’m not jealous,” Levi pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed. “I’m telling you this, in order to help you.” He said, making you scoff. He turned to look at you and narrowed his eyes. “What? Don’t want my help? Haven’t I been the person who’s taught you the nest?” He opened his arms with a sarcastic smile. You frowned, looking away from him. Levi dropped his smile and sighed.
“Okay, let me paint a picture alright?” He stood next to you, an arm wrapped around your shoulder and the other one moving across the air. “If you try being with Eren, you’re going to have to deal with his psychopathic, crazy, obsessed, sister- I mean, uh, well, she’s supposed to be but, no no, she loves him like he’s her daddy or something, I don’t know, point is,” He let go of your shoulder and looked straight at you.
“It’s a can of ass you do not want to open alright? So I’m warning you, maybe it’s better if you just take a step back from him alright. You can like him, just from a distance.” You looked at him in disbelief. “What does that even mean?”
“What does that mean? It means no kissing, no holding his fucking hand, or going out in public doing, lovey dovey shit. You’re just lucky that she doesn’t know, or actually, if I know, she has to know, so I’m going to wish you good luck because at some point she’s going to come for your ass, and you’ll be coming to me, crying to help you out, and when that happens, I’m going to laugh.” Levi tapped his foot as he looked at you with an intimidating stare. You hated that look. Ever since you were little you were always careful on what to and not do in Levi’s presence because that man was scary when he was mad.
“Mind your own business, you can’t tell me who and not to date, asshole!” You yelled, making some of your comrades look at you, but you didn’t care. What you did care about was Levi’s stupid statment he just made. Man, why did your parents have to choose him as a guardian?
“I tried to help you. I just told you what to do! You. Need. To. Leave. Him. Aloooone.” He said. You made a face, making Levi groan. “Listen kid, it’s spreading around everywhere, and I’m pretty sure Captain Smith is not going to be happy about the fact that his two underlings are seeing each other.” You rolled your eyes and finally looked at him.
“Why should I believe you? For all I know you’re just lying to me so you can watch Eren crumble, I know you hate him.” You cut Levi off, and once you finished your sentence, he shook his head.
“Alright, you don’t have to take my advice, you can go along and do your own thing, just watch the dominoes fall into effect.” He rubbed his face, tired of your nonsense.
“Oh, you’re jealous.” You told him, making him groan. “I’m not jealous, i’m irritated and I’m bothered.” You groaned louder. “BUT WHYYY?” You shook him.
“Because it’s disgusting, alright? I can’t see Eren with you! Armin, maybe, but Eren? God no.”
“You’re just jealous because I have a relationship before you!” You didn’t even know what he was saying, you dozed off thinking about what to say to him.
“Ew.” Is all your guardian said.
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@heyitssmiller newchapternewchapternewchapter
Black, you’re going to make us late
said like an old married couple
“Alright, alright. Coming. Here.” He handed Remus the cup of tea after he’d locked up the apartment and waited for him to take a sip expectantly, all eager gray eyes and puppy-like enthusiasm. Remus let that smile he was holding back slip through the cracks as he brought the cup to his lips. He took a sip, keeping his face carefully neutral.
this section like this paragraph and the next 2 - 3. THIS IS WHY I LOVE YOUR WRITING, I CAN’T NOT READ WITHOUT GRINNING
“Hmm?” He demanded, causing Remus to laugh. “What does hmm mean?”
“It means your tea is shit but I didn’t want to hurt your feelings.”
not me making heart eyes at the screen nope
“Please don’t drink anymore of this, holy shit.” Sirius took the lid off and dumped the contents into a nearby trashcan as they walked quickly in order to escape the bitterly cold morning.
I would advise not to dump liquids into the trash can, but we don't wanna kill the plants do we?
“That’s pretty hard to do when it’s a hot liquid. I’m kind of impressed.”
I want to attempt this now. I want Remus Lupin to be proud of me pls
“Well, I didn’t get my morning tea.” Remus replied, holding the door open for Sirius
sassy remus snarky remus my favourite remus
They hadn’t even shrugged off their coats before Logan was approaching them, a stiff expression on his face.
“We need to talk.”
nonono what what? hnnn are we making leo suffer through this whole story or smth?
Logan didn’t even answer, he just started walking
quiet Logan is the most concerning logan
“I’m requesting a transfer.”
Remus blinked, surprised at the suddenness of the statement. “I’m sorry, what?”
“Is this about that kiss you planted on O’Hara?” Sirius asked with a teasing grin. Logan’s expression shifted from blank to pained in half a second
1) Lo Lo Lo baby noooo
2) frick off sirius
Logan squeezed his eyes shut and exhaled sharply through nose. He seemed more worried about leaving his partners exposed than his transfer being denied. A thought made its way to the forefront of Remus’ mind, making him consider a different angle to why Logan was so upset.
ever loving protective lo
The Snakes were proven to be brutal and merciless and not afraid to start fights. Or finish them. Logan’s partners had never experienced something like that, and there was no way they’d be prepared if one of their missions went south.
what the fuck miller. crY
Leo laughed softly. “Alright there, Finn?”
He blinked. “What year is it?”
I love finn
Logan couldn’t help but think he was beautiful even without a lot of rest. His hair was all disheveled, eyes big and sleepy, and voice all low and rough. It would take a hell of a lot to make Finn O’Hara not beautiful.
pining
But first: sleep.
yes sleep first always (i say as im planning on staying but for...more hours ew math)
Make my wish come true, baby all I want for Christmas is you!
Even the Christmas music was mocking him now. That was just perfect. Now if they added the word two to the end of that lyric, it would be spot-on.
mean music
A dark, cold room with only two beds, Logan noticed after he switched on the light.
ohmygodtherewasonlyonetwobeds
I’m just thinking about the unlucky one who has to sleep alone :(
How had this become his life?
The universe loves you, deal with it
“How are my sleeves still too short?”
SLEEVES ARE TALL PEOPLE WORST ENEMIES ack
ALSO LOGAN I JUST.. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
“Fight me.” Logan said heatedly, turning to glare at Finn. He stopped short and his gaze turned soft as he watched the redhead adjusting his tie in the mirror, all gorgeous lines and focused face. His tongue stuck out slightly as he tightened the knot of his tie and tried to straighten it.
It was still crooked.
SAY IT WITH ME, PIN-ING
“Your tie’s still crooked.” He said, reaching up to tug at the article of clothing.
Idk whether to yell or say awwwwwwwwwwwww
since the last op.
i’ve just realized op meant operation smh
But Finn was a conman. He literally fooled people for a living. Who was to say that Logan wasn’t just the next mark on a long list?
finn if you fuck with their emotions istg—
Finn sucked in a quick breath beside him. “Oh, Nutty, no.”
this made me smiLE
Finn closed the distance between him and Leo and reached up to ruffle his hair. Leo attempted to swat his hand away with an offended noise. “Harzy, do you know how long it took me to get my hair to look like that?”
Finn: I just wanted to touch his hair okay?
“She taught me how to dance by having me stand on her feet, so I actually learned how to follow before I learned to lead.”
im love. im love im love im love
Finn just pulled him closer, tilting his head up slightly to look at those soft eyes. “Try me, Knut.”
rgjhrflkuhko;iyh
Singing off-key was something Finn never thought he would find endearing, but – well. This was Leo Knut. Pretty much everything he did was endearing
miller aaaaah
Logan moved his gaze away to look at Leo, who was dancing with Regulus. They were pressed closely together, talking quietly. Leo looked completely in his element, which surprised Logan just a little. The normal, jittery movements of a pickpocket were replaced with the graceful, assured motions of a practiced dancer. He made it look as easy as breathing.
wait aw reggie and leo dancing because yayay canon friends change my mind
“Nice grab. I almost didn’t catch it.”
no. damn it reg
“Don’t play dumb. Just give it back and tell me who you’re working for. I promise I won’t kill you, but – well. I’m a Snake, and I do have a reputation to withhold.”
REGULUS, NO
Regulus froze, shoulders tensing. After a long stretch of silence he whispered, voice pained, “He’s alive?”
Remus looked over at the man in question as they listened in and watched his face absolutely crumble. “Reg.”
SAIJFDKHSD;F
June was great – nice, beautiful, whip-smart, and way too good to be messing around with people like the Snakes.
june june june june
A tall, broad man with cold eyes and a feral smile looked back at them
Grayback, it’s grayback isn’t it? fuck you
Sirius wasn’t even listening in anymore as sat next to Remus, forcefully prying Remus’ hand away from where it was gripping his shoulder too tightly and lacing their fingers together while Remus struggled to breathe.
I hate Grayback
Who knew a hug could be so complicated?
I mean they are though. I had my personal space so violated yesterday because my friends kept hugging me and they know I hate hugs unless i initiate them like a weirdo and i didn’t know what to dooo
“Finn, did you just say y’all?” Logan couldn’t see him, but he could hear the delighted smile in Leo’s voice.
Miller is rubbing us on all of us and i love it
The night only got worse when he looked over to the newcomer to face eerie, yellow eyes.
he remind me of a basilisk. Didn’t I name him tinkerbell? Im never going to see tinkerbell normally again, scary lil fairy
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The muffin watches Love and Redemption (insert preemptive crying here)
Aright, I finally FINALLY finished live blogging this episode. @mejomonster my thoughts are aplenty! I actually wrote way too much!
Edit: I’m an idiot, I forgot to mention a prediction/observation.
Episode 1:
The CGI is actually very nice in this drama, I’m pleased. I will definitely watch dramas with cringe-worthy CGI, but it’s always nice when they manage to integrate it with the actors and set pieces well, which is even harder to accomplish in Xianxia.
Wait, what did the god of war do to deserve the reincarnation out of the heavenly realm punishment? Didn’t she defeat the Asura/Mosha guy? Was it because she used his weapon or something? And in the first place, why does that half of the Mosha guy’s soul qualify as a celestial that can be reborn? I suppose everyone is subject to reincarnation, but this batch is explicitly for those who have committed crimes in the heavens and wasn’t he on the demon/asura side? Or…maybe he was a celestial who betrayed them? Who knows, I’m just wildly speculating…
The scene definitely suggests there is a lot the narration is not telling us about how these two ended up being reincarnated - yet.
If she lacks the six senses, then why can she see and hear just fine? She apparently can’t feel pain, which would count for the deficiency of touch. Hm.
Xuanji, I relate to just wanting to go back to sleep and not deal with visitors so much lol.
HA, that little look of alarm one of the shixiongs (Liuzi?) has on his face when Linglong tries to convince Xuanji it’ll be fun because they get to check out the handsome guys. So is Linglong supposed to be her twin since they’re both 16 years old?
The dragon wolf thing moves a little funny, but at least it doesn’t look glaringly out of place and the camera doesn’t focus on it for too long, as is typical of CGI monsters. Kudos to them!
Cheng Yi is low-key really good looking in action scenes, just putting that out there. I didn’t think I would adjust to him in period clothing and long hair so quickly, since it usually takes me a while to make the switch (after seeing him in The Lost Tomb 2), but nope! He looks really good!
Ah, so this is the ruthless sect. I love how their first rule, which is literally more important than anything else they may value or encourage in their members, is to not show their entire face when outside the sect…also, what’s the point in hiding only half your face?? Sifeng’s mask only covers one eye, his forehead, and cheek on one side…at least have it cover the entire upper or lower half like everyone else in the sect (I know it’s so we can actually see the actor’s face and not supposed to make sense in-universe)?? I actually do like how they designed it though, it’s far less clunky than the full-face masks we saw in the opening sequence, probably due to the curves.
Sect leader…Sifeng is 16, he IS little pfft. Even adjusting for the times, he is a BABY haha. As I grow older, I realize more and more how young a lot of protags in fantasy stories really are. Also, sect leader is a drama queen, like he’s just lounging on his chair with this dramatic laid-back pose, takes a deep breath, and turns his chin up. So extra.
Aw, yes, I want to see more of Cheng Yi’s easy smiles. He’s so serious in TLT2, except when the warmth seeps into this expression when he’s smiling fondly at Wu Xie…
These devil/asura people have a weird bowing pose. I can’t help but think their hands make them look like…eagle claws or something lol.
Ah, a classic ‘I forgot my invitation’ situation. Well, Xuanji doesn’t have to feel too bad, apparently none of the other Shaoyang disciples know how to fly on a sword either lol. Her sister was tied down by that spell, but could none of the others have attempted to chase after the jerk who grabbed her? (Side note: I really love the color of his sect’s outfits.)
:3 I like Xuanji’s expressions, they’re just cute? So cute. Like her little huff when she’s defending her big sister from the jerkass. Also, I love characters who are like little kittens who puff up and try to protect their friends/family even though the one they’re trying to protect is probably more capable than them.
Jerkass really does take it too far when he just DROPS HER FROM THE SKY. Like, I can accept if youthful teasing goes a little far in that he snatched her and took her for a joy ride, but when it’s apparently that she really can’t summon a sword, it’s 100% not okay to just drop her and laugh it off. If Sifeng didn’t catch her, she could’ve died, and how exactly do you plan on explaining THAT to her father, huh Mr. Jerkass? He had like a dozen witnesses too.
Well, what can you expect from a guy who forgot to bring his invitation and literally was too arrogant and entitled to wait for his teacher to come out and let them in. :p Not the smartest cookie, is he. Even if you got in trouble for forgetting your invitation, you’d get in x10 more trouble for murdering a girl. Good thing she has plot armor and Sifeng was conveniently in the right spot to catch her lol.
Small note, he left her on his sword and she fell off after a bit - so…how exactly is HE flying? Can people fly without the help of their sword? Is he able to make more than one?
Lol Xuanji tugs at him like she does to her sister, it’s cute. But he’s so PANIC every time she touches him haha poor guy. He’s so awkward…why is it so endearing…
It took me a second to realize that he stutters, also that he has a voice actor this time! Idk why, Cheng Yi has a good voice. It would’ve fit this role just fine, unless there were parts they were concerned he couldn’t do. They did a good job matching the VA to his lip movements though, it’s really hard to tell it’s not his voice. It’s been a while since I heard Cheng Yi on video, but listening and comparing, now I can tell that it’s not his in this drama. Anyways, this might be my only complaint lol. Both he and his VA do a good job conveying the stuttering though!
Cheng Yi, you’re playing another character who’s good at disappearing in the blink of an eye lol…
Aah, so normally her sister’s personality type is the annoying sort, which is why she works well as a supporting character. I love how she turns her brattiness up to eleven in order to help Xuanji get out of a scolding by their father. I just really love how these two are so supportive and defensive of each other.
Edit: Alright, but Xuanji did you really just raise a flag for yourself so early in the show. ‘I think tears are the most precious things’. I WILL EAT MY HAT IF THIS DOES NOT BECOME RELEVANT LATER.
And instead of holding onto Sifeng’s name tag for like 50 episodes, she remembers she has it and goes to give it back + some birthday snacks because it’s his birthday too! GAH Xuanji is too cute.
I love how the guy who answered the door just his back only to turn around and smoothly give an explanation for his friend’s disfluency lol (so it’s a language thing!). AND THEN HE GOES ‘carry on!’ AND TURNS AROUND AGAIN. Idk why I find this funny but.
? Why all that effort for dew from a peach blossom tree. Is this one a special peach blossom tree. Why is he making tea with it. OH OK it’s good for cultivation.
He’s so vicious ha, he’s clearly perplexed by her - I mean, he’s the top disciple in his sect, so likely he doesn’t get how she can live so carefree and not have any desire to cultivate or anything. It’s perplexing and kind of total opposite to his worldview, so he reacts harshly.
Ah, I really like Cheng Yi’s acting! He goes from flat/indifferent face to reacting angrily to her picking the snake up, then a subtle worry as his eyes drop down from her to the snake.
I don’t know why I like this snake scene but I dooo. xD Also, it’s interesting how she doesn’t feel any strong emotions (she’s actually rather intensely curious tho!), while he puts on a mask literally/figuratively to seem like he doesn’t and yet gets worked up quite easily.
I’m glad she stops imitating him when he tells her to and is explicitly angry/upset, I get enough of people being assholes and making fun of others for things they can’t help like their speech impairments or mannerisms, it’s just kind of a personal thing that irks me.
AW HE’S SO PROTECTIVE OF HIS LITTLE SNAKE.
Why is it always the peach tree forests?? They’re always weird places that trap people. I can think of two other dramas where this happens haha. I know peaches do have significant symbolism in Chinese culture, so maybe that explains it.
Lol he still flips out a bit when she gets close. Poor girl, getting dropped from the air AGAIN.
Ah, this is the lake! Where they sealed part of that Mosha guy’s soul! This can’t be good.
Aw, look at his face, he’s genuinely worried for his little snake. CHENG YI YOUR RANGE OF EMOTIONS. GAH.
I CAN’T OPEN IT. Oh wait.
WHY DID YOU GO IIIIN YOU JUST SAID YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING AND HE TOLD YOU TO STAY OUT, YOU LITTLE IDIOT. If he’s Little Stutterer, you can be Little Idiot, ok.
Here’s an idea, she finds the snake, you fight the dragon, and then all three of you get out of there.
OH the mask comes off!! Ok, but you have seen like most of his face already…Hahaha the look on his face ‘wait…why do I feel a hand why is she touching me there…OH NO’
Ah, a nice detail I didn’t think they’d think to add in: his stuttering got way worse without the mask on, since he was so upset/shaken.
?? What just happened with her blood lol.
Final Thoughts:
An interesting start, with nice character dynamics revealed and a dangerous situation to move the plot right along. I have been informed the drama really differentiates itself from the typical setup that has been supplied thus far, and I’m excited to see it unfold.
For now, I have a tiiiiny crush on Cheng Yi and I’m interested in where they take Xuanji’s character. Also, what disasters will result from their little excursion into the super lake where a demon lord thing was sort of sealed away a long time ago...
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Part 4 do my best friend, Kirsten’s, first impressions and reactions to the BoB boys! She finds a new found love for a certain Cajun boy ;) Links to the other parts at the end!
Me: you low-key need to like this guy or else the fandom will m u r d e r you
Kirsten: Don’t influence my answers!
Okay, sorry sorry. I’m also going to show you a picture of this dude where you can’t see his face only because it’s a funny photo
okay??
This dude gets three photos
*starts laughing uncontrollably as Kirsten makes a “wot??” face
he looks so young in this photo then so old in that photo
it’s funny cause that second photo is actually after the first one in order of the time line Ooohh it’s just cause of the beard
...he’s a fake
A FaKe??
He’s like *lowers her voice* “oh yeah, i’m hard and I smoke and I’m so cool” *snorts*
But when he shaves his beard: a literal child
*laughing*
What rank is he? cause he’s definitely not a Captain no he’s actually a- Not like MY Speirs Jesus Christ
He’s a radio man
...That's why! Cause he’s a radioman!
Oh my god, this man is a legend
A legend? For what? that photo??
*long pause* shut up, yeah THE PHOTO low-key, yeah!
*uncontrollable laughter from both of us*
Anyway, I think his name is Reginald
Reginald?? his name is George Luz
Reginald and George have the same energy
And he’s like the jokester of the squad really? yeah, he’s the one who makes you laugh
I would not have pegged him for the funny guy based on those photos
*long pause*
a FAKE!
Jesus Christ ma’m
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This next guy is also high ranking I just forgot to do him earlier
Okay
aaaaand
(not even a second after showing her these photos)
Where are his lips?
*wheezing*
Like, did the war take his lips?
Yeah he got shot in the mouth and it knocked of his lips.
.....I can’t tell weather or not you’re being serious *snorts* cause earlier you said one guy got his face blown of
I didn’t say he got his face blown of. Lipton just got wounded in the face
I like his little hair swoop though...he looks like a George, but not a pretentious George
That’s kinda close
what’s his name?
Harry Welsh
Welsh?
Harry Welsh.
Welsh.
Welsh.
Is he Welsh *snorts* no
He looks nice, but I can’t tell why, it’s just something within him. He kind of gives me like...Mom friend vibes
he...is not a mom friend, but all he want’s to do is marry his girl though which is cute
.....*whimsically* I love him.
*both laughing* That’s all it takes!
It may not be me, but that’s so sweet!
He does marry her after the war
Aww, does he send a post card like “just got married! anyone who’s still alive come to the party!
*dying*
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(btw I told her ALL about Roe before we did this so she has an idea of who he is, but she didn’t remember his face at first)
Okay so this next guy-
Don’t even give me a introduction just show me the photo
*Between laughs* this guy gets four photos!!
*low-key seductively* I like him ;)
*Extremely happy* YEEESS YOU DOOO
He looks....like the Winter Soldier
Because he’s in winter?
Not even, just the hard look in his eyes, yah know Oh yeah He kinda looks like a lizard though I don’t know why
*cackling*
*laughing* like, there’s something about him that’s very reptile, and I don’t know why, but I like him!
I couldn’t find any pictures of him smiling, but he does! He smiles? Sometimes
The fact that you can only find like frowning, scowling photos of him, but he does smile means that his smile is somehow, like, rare and that makes him b e t t e r
oh wow
his name.....is......what is his name, what encapsulates this man idk His name....is William
....no
He looks like a William
his name...is Eugene *small gasp* ROE! *bigger gasp*
THAT’S HIM??
THAT’S EUGENE
THAT’S EUGENE??
THAT’S EUGENE, THIS IS MY BOY
Bruhhh, this is a whole new look at him, the way that I see him is changed, because from the gifsets that you showed me, he seemed softer, but manz is hard
Hardened by war
Maybe even before
Do you wan’t me to tell you why he’s all sad in these photos
Don’t spoil *long pause*
Did Babe die??? (I also told her about Babe and showed her the “you called me babe” scene lol)
*silence*
DOES BABE DIE????
I can’t tell you anything!
Edward! I know his name but I don’t know his face
*laughing*
I LOVE EUGENE!
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SHE LOVES ROE. That’s all I care about tbh. We’re almost done watching the show and there is gonna be a couple more of these until I actually do her reaction to the show. Until then, enjoy my crackhead friends first impressions!
Part one, two, three, five, six
#band of brothers#hbo war#eugene roe#george luz#harry welsh#doc roe#babe heffron#baberoe#baberoe is there is you squint#kirstens reaction
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Fuck
I hate my mum so fucking much. I shouldn't but I feel it. I’m just so fucking mad because she’s she. I fucking fuck o my god I just arghhhhhgggggfhshgskwwj fucking ARGHHGGGGGGGGHHHHHH the fuck she make me do things? Why the fuck does whatever she say to me piss me off this much. I don’t give a shit about her words and constant nonsense about the same shit okay! And why the fuck does she drag something on for so long?! You can always always always fucking see I’m in the middle of some shit. Whether it’s tv or fucking all set to leave the house. Yet you’ll fucking talk and keep me from it. And I always try so fucking hard to just stand or sit there and hear your fucking shit I don't wanna hear. I don’t listen. I just hear bc that’s all I can naturally do. Seriously the shit she talks about with me doesn’t ever interest me and Ive no energy or will for it. I just wanna go on about my life and never be stopped for a minute. I have my own wars beefing me in here already. I barely fucking watch tv either. Today’s my day off in like absolute fucking ages. I hadn’t spent a day at home for weeks and she's out here talking on the phone needing the tv volume low and being her usual loud on the phone and I can’t hear shit on the tv? but when she watches tv were not allowed to make a fucking sound? only double standards from this woman aggravate me on a level as high as this. Later she even hoovers in the same room for 15 fucking minutes, are you dumb? It’s not a fucking mile long mate why take that long I'm building all this shit load of adrenaline and already fuming after 5 minutes of her presence with this clutter. I watched her the whole time instead bc she was blocking the fucking tv and sound with the bloody Hoover noise so I was forced to see all this instead. All I wanted was to watch this single programme man. that's all. it may not matter in 2 days or 5 years but I wanted this, for now, for the moment I desired this. So tell my why tf does it take that long to Hoover this small space in our living room? I swear the longer she took outside of 5 minutes pissed me the fucck offf and I was just there sitting, building samosas and fuming. I really couldn't help it. this part of my life everything made my blood boil. my mother was sitting at top throne of that fucking trigger mate. Fucking hell the way I always hold shit in with her just takes me soo mad I can’t even explain. All my nerves will explode and I could die.
My fucking 7 year old shit of a little cunt sister pissed me off as well too. Several times today. I was watching tv during the time my mum made me come down and make somosas while she was also talking on the phone like I said. I wanted her to just leave bc I couldn’t hear the tv and she also made us minimise the volume. The fucking nerve. Anyway I make her leave when there’s not much left to do with the somosas now. I switch to the plus one channel bc I wanna watch the whole royal programme again hearing every word of it and I can get what I wanted out of today finally. But noooooo now this little cunt who refused to leave the room now too kept making a million loud and unnecessary fucking noises and I was just so astonished at how she was so capable at making so many annoying sounds with her presence. How can she make that much noise in front of my eyes and why were they so heightened. They were bangs and shuffles and paper crunch and jar closing noises. Like I told her several times nicely to stop! I can’t hear the tv. And already bc I have to speak out to her underdeveloped brain I was again missing the programme.
Mums in my room now calmly, like usual utters make sure you put it blah blah so they don’t end up somehow back in the dirty laundry and omdssss it was like bitch why the fuck are you even talking since you came up. I’m mad rn and you’re bursting my fucking bubble again. I was hanging on by a fucking thread and could have gone to bed mad with all that shit I was feeling about her but noooo she came up talking in such a calm manner while I'm so mad and dying the fuck inside. And calm talk when I’m fucking mad coming from the person I’m mad at and especially from my mother again pisses me of like a knife to the gut. My anger and level of resentment it ain’t normal so don’t tp me over the fucking edge but ya did didn't ya! these days breathing even pisses me off so imagine my mother fs. Anyways she now says to me in a subtle manner don’t be angry and just like that, I’ve lost it. I just said something automatically back. I said WHY YOU ALWAYS IN MY STUFF she goes.. who? I say YOUUUU, DONT EVER TOUCH MY SHIT AND STAY OUT IF IT WHY YOU ALWAYS TOUCHING IT AND DONT EVER TOUCH WHATVER IS MINE IN MY ROOM AGAIN Like I’m so mad man bc wtf when I entered my room beforehand I knew instantly shit was touched. My resentment mingled with emotions of anger is mega mega heavy when my shits touched by anyone. Especially this little shit and my mum bc that’s when shit goes missing, things are mistaken for rubbish and then things are misplaced. I don’t like that shit. I don’t. I don’t like it. It pisses me off in a different way. Do not touch my shit. Like noooo I don’t carrrreeee, if you think it’s rubbish I don’t caaaree leavveeeeee it motherfuckering alooooneeee. I don’t care if there’s a dead rat laying in the centre of my room. Do. not. fucking. move. it. My mum yeah comes in and does what she likes. I noticed some things that were different from last I saw it and something that didn’t mean much that I kept she threw away the other day and I picked it up again bc I could have added it to a rubbish collection of mine and today it’s gone again. Are you dumbbbbbb when I noticed that amongst a couple other things like earlier she had my sibling bring down a handful of my Nike socks to put in the wash FUCK SAKE what? Fuckk off now, no! Do nooot dooo that! OMDS fs I was so mad and agitated I don’t like it man like I don’t I could cry. I can’t tell you why it deeply bothers me but it does so please do not touch my shit fucking hell! I don’t care if it’s dirty. I’ll handle it bc I literally decide when to take it down for a wash and until I make that decision and you done it for me? no that's not okay. idk why I get this deep angered feeling man but just fuck off. Then a mention from her the other day saying why do I keep my room so junked with condiments shoved with shit inside, like keep less. And that came about in my head during all this madness so that added to today’s events and why in a burst of anger I said why do you touch my stuff etcetera. She never said nothing and just went down because she knew I was mad now. To her over nothing but to me over fucking everything. It’s a whole days worth of built up anger man and I don’t have the will to go on telling you everything on why I’m mad toward you bc I’ll breakdown form it all and I really don’t want to bc you happen to be my fucking mother and I don’t like later regretting the very true shit I’d say in this state. But it kills not to as I bottle it up and feel the pain of these unsaid things. better me than you though.
I balled my eyes out just before writing all this bc I was angry I could not. Got that fucking pain in my neck from holding back the cry. Like reading through it sounds like why did I get so mad and cry about it all. But it was a whole days worth of built up anger and other little things through out so I stood there then in my room for a moment then with all the anger and mean words inside me that I wanted to say out loud that I couldn’t therefore didn’t. I was just feeling it all. Then my dad came up saying whats up, am I mad and stuff like tell me. I kept saying nothing and that each time he said something to me. Bc obviously he heard my tantrum thrown at my mum. Heck the whole house heard. I didn’t scream or yell thaaat loud but it was me in the house who was being angry and throwing a fit today. So yeah after dad left my room door almost closed I sat and I cried silently. I just hate so many things about my mum man. I don’t even think hate is the right word. I just don't wanna be her anything. She is what makes me tick most. The things she says to me about all things and even about me. Like I don’t care. I don’t want to hear it. If I hear it I just get mad I don’t get hurt. or maybe I do get hurt and subliminal ignore the hurt and instantaneously replace it with emotion of severe anger with a lot of resentment. Like it just bothers me I can’t be myself bc she’ll throw the biggest fit and occasionally cry bc you’ll feel so shameful of your daughter being anyway that you don’t want or approve of. Like that’s why i hide so much of me already and have to leave the house before she catches a glimpse of me and come home making sure the same thing. I tread carefully around my mum bc she will throw the ugliest and meanest fits that I cannot allow her to feel or cause vibes in the house bc of. Like it’s too much. So if there’s anything I can do to help that than I will hide and be who I am. It’s all so complicated man. last thing I did was get up before getting in bed and slam my door shut so she can hear know I'm maaaad. it felt good. Hope it have her a shock.
Like idek why I run to my blog. I just had to let it all out somewhere and I hadn’t cried in forever so that was something.
I’m fucking hungry too. I barely ever eat and there’s nothing to eat. Nothing appetises me at all
Fuck I still feel shit
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This episode just made me so tired. I don't want to hate a character for what I KNOW is fanservice writing, but this is honestly the worst version of Clarke all over again for me. Someone who'll leave her best friend to die but get emotional over a plastic chip. Last week, this was her worst nightmare, this week she can't end it on her child's behalf because of a 6 years dead girl she knew for like 2 weeks. It's creepy, dumb, awful, and I hate that it's making me give up on her.
Y’all make it sound like Clarke had the Flame in her hand and was like “Nooo I can’t, it’s Lxaaaa”. She didn’t. The Flame is inside Madi’s head and yeah tbh I think she can’t destroy it just by stomping on it or crushing it with the rover (tbh I’m wondering if “I can’t destroy it” isn’t about her physical impossibility of doing so more than “noooo I can’t dooo this” because of her feels- I mean, she had NO PROBLEM feeling hatred toward that piece of metal on the previous scenes). I think that piece of junk is very resistant, sadly. So yeah I do understand why Clarke went all emo about Lxa, just like she would get emo over idk, Wells or her dad. These are people who participated in her life and helped her and defined her. Whether some of us like it or not, Lxa is part of her character, and I think it was a beautiful reflecting moment for Clarke. And they used it to reflect on Madi, and not on CL. Of course Clarke would think about Lxa and how she died, now that her child has the Flame in her. She’s scared for Madi, scared to see it all happen again, to someone else she loves! I think Clarke is kinda trying to respect Madi’s wishes to try and follow her duty- and yes, it may come from the place where Clarke was “intimate” with Lxa and got allowed to understand what she believed was her duty. I think “I can’t destroy it” was nothing but a pretext Clarke used to “renounce” her plans of taking it off Madi, but since she didn’t want to be like “I’ll let you keep it because you want it”, she’s like, trying to be pragmatic about it. It’s complex tbh, but had the “I can’t destroy it” thing been about Lxa, then they would have made the scene more emotional. Like they do when Clarke actually asks about Lxa, with the camera being closer to her face, the swelling music and all. Or when she was like “you’re my daughter!” to Madi. Emotional scenes ALWAYS have close-ups, they would NEVER leave the camera so far away from Clarke if this sentence was meant to mean something emotional to Clarke. It wasn’t the case at the beginning of the scene. Now as for Bellarke, well I don’t see Clarke having no regret for leaving Bellamy behind. The show purposely had Madi calling Clarke on that THREE TIMES, and every time the camera panned on Clarke’s reaction. THERE IS A REACTION. But Clarke remains focused on what she can do, and it’s protect Madi. Tbh in my mind, it really mirrors what Bellamy had to do on 413 to save all their Delinquents children. I really don’t think Bellamy blames her for that, and I think that’s where it helps that he’s had O in his life for so long: he CAN understand Clarke’s priorities and where they lie. Y’all were like “Madi is A CHILD and Spacekru are adults, they can handle themselves while Madi needs protection!” on ep9 well… Bellamy is an adult and Madi is a child, with the Flame, tbh that small possibility of “destroying” the cultish-mood of Wunkru. So why shouldn’t Clarke protect Madi here? Bellamy and Clarke are obviously meant to recover from that, and they will. I think actually, on ep10 the thing is, it was “too late” for Clarke to go back. Going back meant probably putting Madi in danger for nothing. Her “chance” of saving Bellamy was on ep9 but she was blinded by anger and his betrayal to save him. Madi explicitely states it very early on the episode: “well he’s probably dead by now”. It’s most possibly a done deal, it’s too late. Now we have to watch what Clarke does with her guilt, until she sees Bellamy again. So ep10 had her regretting what she did, even tho it was silent and she never shared her doubts with Madi - what parent put their doubts on their child’s shoulders, uh? So yeah, I totally disagree with people saying Clarke “didn’t care” on this ep. She fucking did and Madi knew that, that’s why she brought it up so often.
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Drunj!Der Yells About Outlander
Thoughts on Ep. 308
I’m an Eeyore, blah, blah, blah, whatever, sorry. Ramblings under the cut but seriously maybe just keep scrolling. Why am I even here.
Oh cool. More voiceovers. They’re bugging me way more this season than they used to and I’m not sure why. Maybe because they’re not used as much so when they show up again it’s more jarring?
Young Ian being proud of his skills as a criminal is adorable. Young Ian being proud that Fergus thinks he’s a good criminal is adorable. Young Ian in general is adorable. I’m basically just hanging on to how much I like Young Ian because I’d like to be positive about something.
Ok, I’m sorry, I want to like Jenny. But jfc. Calling Claire a stray? I get that she has complicated feelings about the situation or whatever but can people please stop treating Claire like she’s a piece of crap who no one wants around? It’s getting old. And annoying af.
Also, can Claire please stand up for herself? Like Claire. You suffered enough and were shit on for so long. You don’t need to put up with this crap anymore. You didn’t fucking kill a guy in cold blood. A guy tried to fucking rape you, you defended yourself, he fell, and you tried and failed to save him. That’s a far cry from the fucking murder they’re making it out to be. And it took all of one fucking sentence to explain.
Although good on Jenny for seconding how Claire called out Jamie last week for how he was with Young Ian. Because wtf, Jamie.
Oh hey, Jamie remembers how he learned that beating people isn’t the best form of “punishment.” The smallest of gold stars for you, JAMMF.
Ok I don’t get why they didn’t just have Janet be Kitty. Like we’ve been introduced to Young Jamie, Maggie, Kitty and Ian. Why bother even introducing another rando Murray kid?
Also, did the Murray kids start having babies at like 16? Because the smols running around are pretty old considering Maggie and Young Jamie are like in their early 20s.
Also if Claire and Jamie lived at Lallybroch for a year that the show basically skipped over in season two, Young Jamie would probs definitely remember Claire. But cool that the show needs literally everyone to make Claire feel unwelcome. *eye roll*
Not sure how I feel about Jenny acting like she was entitled to Jamie sharing his grief. Like that’s his call? You’re not entitled to anything? I get wanting to help your brother and stuff, but idk. She seems to be making it about her and what she needed and I’m not here for that?
“I barely wanted to breathe, let alone speak of it.” Cool, Jamie, then maybe start acting like you actually want Claire around? Because last week you were a douchenozzle of epic proportions to her.
Good on Jenny for knowing Jamie’s full of shit when he tells her the BS about where Claire went. The story like isn’t really believable.
Yes, Claire. Tell Jenny the truth. Dooo it.
But fuck Jamie for thinking Jenny wouldn’t be able to accept the truth about Claire. Literally everything in this episode makes it seem like she’d believe them. And it’d work so well if they’d just tell her. If they tell her next week, fine, but I’ll still be mildly annoyed because like why drag it out unnecessarily?
Also, they bring up Murtagh and Jamie forgets to tell Claire he’s alive? Because if she knows and they had that conversation off-screen I’ma be pissed.
The shots of Jamie climbing up to the tower thing are so overly dramatic I can’t even. Like when his hands come up over the wall thing but then he just like casually steps over it. Like wat? What am I watching.
Also the jewels in that box look like the plastic stuff I had in my dress up box when I was a kid.
Caitriona Balfe’s face during the whole greylag thing kills me. Basically Caitriona Balfe’s face during this whole episode kills me. *throws awards at Caitriona Balfe’s face*
Glad they didn’t have the kiddos interrupt sex because Joan is basically a fetus, but the “daddy” thing is still so weird. Especially from Marsali. An 18 year old who calls her stepdad “daddy” is fucking weird. Especially if that stepdad only lived with them for a couple months.
Good to see Laoghaire is still just as fucking terrible as ever. *eye roll* Seriously. After ep. 208, I was like cautiously optimistic that maybe Laoghaire would have some character growth. Like yeah, she’s still fucking insane, but to have her just barge in with the same old over the top “my whole purpose in life is hating Claire because I’m unhealthily obsessed with Jamie” nonsense is annoying af.
Claire’s reaction during this terrible nonsense, though... *throws more awards at Caitriona Balfe’s face*
Ok Joan’s adorable and Da!Jamie is lovely, but like, did we really need to spend this much time on this scene? I get it, Jamie loves the girls. Jamie really loves being a dad. But I’m just getting really annoyed that literally anything and everything keeps taking precedence over Claire, and fixing the relationship between her and Jamie.
“Well there are other redheaded men in Scotland, Claire.” Jfc, dude. Read the fucking room. Does this really look like the right time for sass? He’s been so hot and cold toward her it’s like fucking whiplash since she came back and now that his other marriage is out there he like can’t stop for a minute and fucking be serious with her? Fucking asshole.
“You’re the one that told me to be kind to the lass!” Go fuck yourself, Jamie. Do not throw this back on Claire. Claire asking Jamie to thank Laoghaire could be part of how Jamie rationalizes it being ok to marry her to himself, but to throw it on Claire like somehow that’s the equivalent of her giving her blessing is not a good look. Fucking own your damn choices, Fraser.
“I’m a coward. I couldn’t tell you, but I’ll totally twist your words so I can feel good about myself for marrying someone I know tried to kill you.” Yes. Jamie. You’re a fucking coward. Own that cowardice. Sit in that fucking cowardice. Don’t fucking say you’re a coward and then immediately try to throw the blame for the situation back on Claire. Own your fucking mess, dude. You fucked up. You need to work to fix that. Jfc.
Yaaas Claire, call him on his bullshit about leaving him. Call him on ALL THE BULLSHIT. Seriously her face though. *throws awards*
Ok don’t you mansplain your manpain at Claire, bro. She had 20 fucking years of manpain being mansplained at her and my girl deserves fucking better.
Really wish Claire would throw more back at Jamie. She still hasn’t gotten across to him just how hard things were for her. It really does seem like Jamie thinks he won the pain and suffering contest. (It’s not a contest, but it’s getting super old that he seems to think she just went back to this cushy life and sure, was sad, but because he was in prison and a cave and stuff he somehow has the moral high ground now.)
Claire spent 20 years not being able to speak. She spent 20 years just enduring a terrible situation and not being allowed to feel or grieve or be herself. Jamie needs to fucking hear that. Because how dare he think that she doesn’t know what it’s like to live without a heart. How fucking dare he. Fucking drag him, Claire. He needs to hear it and you need to say it. But of course we don’t get that. Because have you seen this season? Why would they start treating Claire well now. It’s only 8 episodes into a 13 episode season. Ugh.
I know Jamie’s like insecure and jealous and whatever but at some point who gives a fuck about Jamie’s manpain. Claire needs to say her piece and she still hasn’t been able to and I’m really annoyed about it apparently.
Also I really wish they cut them starting to rage bang and instead just had them yell more. Because they’re definitely not done yelling. Yes. They use sex to communicate, but rage banging isn’t going to make things better. Especially rage banging that isn’t welcome on Claire’s side at first. They haven’t done enough actual communicating yet. And by they, I mean Claire. Let Claire fucking speak, show.
Like oh hey, Jamie says he loves her, but like I’m distracted by Claire not wanting him to touch her and him still touching her? And you haven’t been acting like you love her, Jamie, so this line feels like the same lip-service as you saying you were a coward and then immediately punting blame?
Ok fuck Jenny very much for her little rant at Claire. Yes, it’s fucked up that Claire dropped off the face of the earth. And I get she had to see Jamie go through a ton of shit. But to just automatically be this much of a dick to Claire? Jfc. I’m so over everyone being a fucking dick to Claire. Claire needs a fucking spa weekend or some shit.
But ffs, why can’t they just tell Jenny and Ian the fucking truth. (If it happens next week I’m just going to be annoyed. They’ve set it up like 23985230589 different ways this week to do it. Just fucking do it.)
“I’m still the same person you fell in love with.” But you’re really fucking not, Jamie. That’s the whole fucking point. Ughhh, wtf.
Ok but where the fuck did Laoghaire get this gun? Like who gave her a pistol? (Yes, I know, it’s from the book. It’s still fucking stupid.) There has to have been a way to do the Laoghaire stuff in this episode that isn’t like dialed up to 11 on the crazy meter. Because this is just absurd.
Also wtf is with Claire’s like body check thing? Like push her away or something if you have to but like full on hockey checking her or whatever is dumb af?
Oh hey, Young Ian is being a cinnamon roll again about Claire’s surgical tools. Just going to enjoy that for a minute. Keep being adorable, Young Ian.
“You’re the only one who calls me [Auntie].” “Uncle Jamie’s lucky you’re here.” PROTECT YOUNG IAN AT ALL COSTS. GET HIM A WOLF PUP TO ASSIST WITH THIS.
Ok but wouldn’t Claire feel that Jamie has a fever when she’s checking his bandages? No? Ok, whatever. Moving on.
Jamie’s face when Claire’s giving him the cup makes me want to smack him a little. Like, dude, do you not know how much shit you’re in? Like his little smile and heart eyes or whatever he’s doing there makes it seem like he’s not taking the situation as seriously as he should be.
Making Jamie agreeing to marry Laoghaire be all about the kids is the only way it could possibly work even a little, I guess? Because yeah, Jamie wants to be a dad. A lot. But still, two minutes with rando children at a party is really not enough to then say you’ll spend the rest of your life with the crazy bitch you know tried to kill your wife in an effort to get you to love her. Also, there are approximately 29358238923598 smols running around Lallybroch and I’m guessing a fair number of other widows out there who aren’t fucking insane. Whatever. Jamie’s reasons for wanting to get married are all legit. But I’m still side-eyeing the choice of woman given what he knows about her. (Yes, it’s in the book. Yes, I still get to side-eye it. Yes, he’s still a fucking coward for not telling Claire sooner.)
“To care for Willie...or Brianna.” Cool that Bree’s still the afterthought. Cool cool cool.
“I couldn’t bear the thought of someone being afraid of my touch.” I still wish they would have found a way for the marriage to fail that didn’t involve Laoghaire being a victim of abuse, but given what Jamie went through at Wentworth, that’s a legit reason for him to leave. But like, if the whole thing was about the kids and him being a dad, wouldn’t he fucking move somewhere closer than fucking Edinburgh? I guess the kids don’t actually matter that much? This whole thing is a fucking hot mess.
OK BUT THIS CONVERSATION ON THE STAIRS WITH JENNY WHEN SHE’S TALKING ABOUT NOT KNOWING WHERE CLAIRE CAME FROM AND HOW SHE SAVED THEM WITH THE POTATOES IS THE PERFECT FUCKING TIME TO TELL JENNY THE FUCKING TRUTH AND GAH, WHY CAN’T YOU JUST DO IT. THIS IS APPARENTLY THE HILL I’M WILLING TO DIE ON.
Ned Gowan gets the award for having the correct reaction to seeing Claire again. Gold star for you, Ned Gowan. Ned Gowan, Young Ian and Fergus should start a club for people who aren’t dicks to Claire.
I’m here for Jamie not wanting Laoghaire transported because of the girls. I’d side-eye him like whoa if he wanted to go that route. But jfc, they can’t use that as leverage to lower the alimony? Like sure, send them some money so you don’t leave the kids hanging, but not the insane amount she was apparently asking for?
“I’m just not sure if we belong together anymore.” I hate that they end the episode like this, with no actual resolution between them. Like I’d like to think that Claire would never believe what she says, but jfc, she’s been treated basically like how Frank had treated her by pretty much everyone except Fergus and Young Ian since she got back. To the point where she’s fucking romanticizing the 20 years she spent just going through the motions and being basically emotionally abused by a vindictive husband. The fact that it doesn’t seem out of character for her to say she thinks it was a mistake kills me because jfc, sorry, but she deserves better than she’s gotten.
“I had a life.” Yeah, one where you were constantly told that you weren’t enough and that you were a horrible person.
“I didn’t hate Boston.” Girl. Listen to yourself. That’s how you phrase it when you’re trying to convince yourself it’s true. Not how you say it when you actually believe it’s true. (I know, she didn’t hate everything 100% of the time, but she’s still just trying to convince herself that what she had was better than it actually was because now that she’s back, she’s just getting more of the same BS thrown at her.)
“I had a career.” Yeah. You did. And you deserve to be around people who respect that and see how important it was to you.
“A home.” You really want to keep those rose colored glasses on about that, Claire? Seriously, I needed her to like lash out at Jamie about what it was really like for her because I still don’t think he fully gets it. Whatever. Le sigh.
“Friends.” Girl you had one friend. Which I guess is more than you have back here... #TeamJoe
Noticeably missing from Claire’s list? Fucking Bree. Wtf?
Can I just give Claire a hug? Because jfc, if someone has ever needed a hug in the history of hugs, it’s Claire.
“It wasn’t so bad, really, was it?” Yes. Yes it was, Claire. And fuck the show for dragging this out for yet another episode. Everything is still somehow Claire’s fault and Claire’s still just like flailing around, trying to be fucking seen and heard for once.
“When has it ever been easy.” Jamie, ffs, don’t brush off her pain like that. Can you just listen for fucking once to what she’s telling you. But nope. He gets like one romantic line per episode and apparently that makes everything cool? Blergh.
Oh hey, a random book line followed immediately by them getting interrupted so lol who cares about that failed emotional beat. I’m sensing a pattern, show. And it’s not one I’m enjoying. At all.
Also there’s no way that fucking ship pulled up its sails or whatever the actual term is that quickly and then dropped them again in the span of like two minutes.
So now we’re off to start the shipnanigans but still no fucking resolution between Jamie and Claire. Because why would you spend part of this episode with them actually working through their shit and coming to a new normal while they’re home at Lallybroch when you can save it for when they’re on a fucking ship in the middle of high seas adventure nonsense? Because lol #angst. Whatever. This is fine. Le sigh.
This show is fucking exhausting.
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Mun Questionnaire!!!!
PERSONAL DETAILS
Nicknames? Kiki, Ki, Little One, my co-workers mainly call me little one and it’s to the point where they legit have forgotten my actual name
Where do you live? Waterbury, Connecticuttt but I was born in Manhattan, NYC didn’t move to CT till I was ten
What’s your age? Freaking oldd: 25
Hair color? Right now it’s dark brown with like dirty blonde highlights, probably going to dye it all straight black pretty soon. I constantly change between the two tbh
Eye color? Dark Brown
Height? Jusssstttttt make it to exactly five feet
Date of Birth? August 23rd, 1992 :D
What’s your star sign? Virgo, legit on the day Virgo actually starts!! :DD
Element? Earth
How many siblings? Two half-brothers: Carlos and Alexander from my dad’s side in where I’m the oldest and the only girl :DD and only child from my mom’s side
How many pets? Noneee, they legit all die on me so I do all animals a favor and just don’t get them as pets. They’d have a longer life without me xD
Obsessions? Skullssss, Disney, my hair because it drives me up the wall if it doesn’t look okay!! It’s bad I know, oh oh and SLEEPING!!! I adore sleeping it is my favorite hobby I can sleep my entire day away and be at bliss
Bad habits? Bite the nails, talk too fast, buying books that I never end up reading, buying clothes that still have their tags on it, procrastinationnnn, picky af eater, impatient.
Phobias? MICE!!!!!!! I can’t even look at a mouse!!!! I promise you I will stay on top of whatever the freak I climbed on for the ENTIRE day if a mouse ran by I will NOT touch the ground. I will cry, scream, and enter a panic attack!!! No no no no no no no no!!!!
ABOUT YOU
What makes you happy? SLEEPING!!!! Skulls, Disney…. should really just direct you to the obsessions question… but also my laptop, my carrr!!!! Make-up!!! Hoodies, lots and lots of hoodies drown me in hoodiesss. Sunny days but also rainy days, Pokemon haha, my job on some dayss, MY BED, the dark, all of my hundreds of Disney pins, and gosh a lot of things make me happy tbh
What really irritates you? Headaches, being nauseas, stomach aches, snoring I really can’t deal with snoring and have no rational reason as to why… and this is awful but cuddling hahaha I’m just not a cuddling person… I kinda push you off after like a minute xD Residents I really can’t fucking stand our residents. I hate them. Oh!! Can’t forget waiting!! I’m impatient it’s bad, working on it though xD
What makes you sad? Tear-jerkers haha I hate those shits. Ummmmm I’m really not much of a sad person?? I mean I can add mice in here because they make me cry, but like they scare the shit outta me sooooo
What makes you angry? Drivers. Cranky rude-ass ungrateful patients!!! Like I don’t want to have to be dealing with that shit for twelve hours. Talking about patients, my job xD. I have a love/hate relationship with my job. People tbh haha xD I sound mean I swear I’m not!!! The cold, I really do not like being cold at all!!
What makes you scared? MICE!!!!! I don’t even want to hear about them!! Any of my patients starting to crash even my babies. It’s really not a fun feeling!! Bugs, fuck bugs.
Who is your best friend? That would be Marie I have been friends with her since the end of fifth grade!!! She is also my complete opposite and is perfect at fucking annoying me, but I love herrrr. Sara is my bff tooo!! She’s my cousin though, but that’s my little buttercup and she’s like my sister, since I have none of those <3
Ever broken a bone? Nope.
What was the last CD you bought? Oh damn an actual one??? Uhhh I think it was an Aventura one… their Last Project album I believe. They’re a Spanish band. Downloaded album was Pink’s new album I’m in LOVE with it.
What was the last book you read? The Only Astrology Book You’ll Ever Need by Joanna Martine Woolfolk
Who was the last person you spoke to? The mother
What was the last thing you ate? Soup :(( My stomach has been a little shit the past two days. I think I caught the stomach bug fml.
What was the last thing you drank? Ginger ale because I can actually keep that down
What’s the best thing you’ve ever bought? Oh goshhh I buy SO MANY THINGGSSS!! Uhhhh MY CAR!!! She’s a beautiful 2016 Honda HR-V, I love her :DD My Kat Von D Shade and Light palette!!! I can’t live without that palette!!! Oh oh and my laptop!! She’s been a bit of a shit lately, but I do adore herrr.
What’s the worst thing you’ve ever bought? Ughh I tend to like everything I buyy
What’s the best thing you’ve ever been given? My Uggs!!! My mom got me them and I LOVE them
What’s the worst thing you’ve ever been given? I don’t think I haven’t liked anything that’s been given to me so far??
What are your future goals? Well it was to become a nurse and I ammmm so there it is and I’m even where I wanted to be :DD Maternity nurse with the babieesss :DD
Describe your bedroom? A black bed. A big black dresser. Two closets…. I have a lot of clothes. Two mirrors, well three if you count my make-up mirror. I have a make-up dresser that’s black too with like a shit ton of make-up!!! Black curtains. White walls and the wall that my bed is attached too has pictures completely covering it in a checkerboard pattern. I’m pretty proud of it, it’s my favorite thing about my room! Oh and another wall has my car tax bill taped to it so that I remember that I have the next half of that shit to pay in January xD
Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world? I think Jessica Lowndes if GORGEOUSS
Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world? Ian Somerhalder is GORGEOUSSSS so is William Levy!!!!!!
Favorite thing to do on a hot summers day? Go to the pool, and lay out under the hot summer sunnn. I absolutely LOVE the heattt
Favorite thing to do on a snowy winters day? Keep my ass in!!!! Curl under warm blankets and drink yummy hot chocolate
If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be? Have all my bills/loans paid off for the rest of my liiiffeee, anything my mom would want, and idk probably a nice gorgeous house in the future
If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do? I’d go back to my high school years and not date the douchebag of my ex
What’s the first thing you think about when you wake up? Can I go back to sleep for another hour?? haha
Do you believe in the after-life? I dooo
Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? I have no fucking cluee. I still see myself in the same profession though because I do love it deep down haha. Hopefully, though I’ll be out of CT and just somewhere different.
What’s the funniest joke you’ve ever been told? I don’t really tell jokes I don’t think I’m funny at all :((
Any hidden talents? None that I’m aware of??? I mean I can sing?? Does that count??
Dream job? Currently doing it!!! Being a nurse :DD Even though I do have a love/hate relationship with it xD
Who is your hero? My mommmm
Describe yourself in 3 words: Introvert, sweet, sarcastic
FAVORITES
Favorite color? Blackkk I love pink too, but black way moree
Favorite number? 14
Favorite animal? Snow Tiger
Favorite sport (to play)? Umm I only ever cheer leaded soo cheerleading by default
Favorite sport (to watch)? Baseball and Football
Favorite Show(s)? Criminal Minds, Law & Order SVU, NCIS, Grey’s Anatomy and my guilty pleasure issss Keeping up with the Kardashians haha yes I hate myself for loving that show xD
Favorite movies? Titanic, Cinderella, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, andd The Princess Bride
Favorite band? Evanescence
Favorite song? It’s constantly switching
Favorite room in the house? My bedroom!!!!
Favorite food? Pizza!!!!!
Favorite drink? Pepsi :DD Should I be drinking any kind of soda? Nope because I get kidney stones pretty often. Do I still drink my Pepsi like all the time?? YEASS
Favorite place? Disney World <3
Favorite cartoon character? That would be between Cinderella and Sally
Favorite day of the week? Monday and Thursday because I neverrrr work on those days!!
Favorite day of the year? August 23rd!! :DD
Favorite season? Summerr
Favorite Holiday? Christmass
Favorite girls name? Emily, Aria and I have to say I do love my name too!! Kiara is pretty
Favorite boys name? Declan and Aiden
Favorite country? Italy
Favorite smell? OoOo I’m a very fruity person but cucumber melon is my absolute favorite!!
Favorite sound? Rain falling, tapping of the keyboard, tapping of acrylic nails, a heart beat especially baby heart beats because they go really fast!!
Favorite accent? British
Favorite Ships (in or our of BDRP)? I love all the ships hereee!!!! I love all of my ships tooo ngl xD
Favorite Fandoms? I don’t think I really have any???
PREFERENCES
Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi!
Pen or Pencil? Pen. I really don’t like pencils at all and won’t use one unless it’s a lead pencil
Day or Night? Night all the way
Cat or Dog? Dog but I’m sadly very allergic to both :((
Summer or Winter? Summer!
T.V. or Radio? Radio
Brains or Beauty? Brains
Cup or Mug? Mug
Tea or Coffee? Coffeeee, but I’m not a huge fan or either tbh
Gold or Silver? Silver
Brush or Comb? Comb
City or Country? City
Early or Late riser? Late!!!! Look I get up at like 1pm the earliest.
Blond or Brunette? Brunette
Scary or Romantic movies? Romantic haha Scary movies are too predictable to me I mean so are romantic but whateverr
Board or Computer games? Board gamess
Half full or Half empty? Half full
Happy and poor or Sad and rich? Happy and poor
Glasses or Contacts? Glasses
Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolate!! Please no flowers those die on me tooo
Love or Money? Love
Hugs or Kisses? Tbh hugss I love hugging!!! Just not cuddling though haha
#bdrptask#you guys get disney picturesss andd a recent snap chat picture!!#bc I always love the snap chat filters haha
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7. What does your last received text say?“Speaking of pasta” (I feel like this says a lot about me)24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?I have!25. In the past week have you cried?I cry everyday what is this question26. What breed was the last dog you saw? My own dog so an american cocker spaniel30. Do you like text messaging?I dooo31. What type of day are you having?mehh 34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?More than anything 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?Yup40. What made you start liking the person you like now?Hmm his personality41. When did you last receive a text message?5 minutes ago 43. How well do you know the last female you texted?Very very well45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?Depends on who they are?47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?My mum48. What color shirt are you wearing?Grey51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?I love him too much to hate him53. Do you like rain?I hate rain. Wasn't too keen on getting pneumonia but thanks anyway @rain55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?A daily struggle56. Do you like to cuddle?I love cuddling!57. Are you shy?Very much so58. Do you get along with girls?Yup59. Have you dated the person you texted last?No64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?Yesss65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?Too many things67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? Do them myself68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? Hmmm leopard72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? Uhhhhhh maybe like 5 months ago idk74. What color are the walls in your room? Light pink and I have a green wall as well75. Are you 16 or older? Yeah78. What are your initials? OMK81. What does your last status on facebook say? I think I last used facebook like 3 years ago so I have no clue84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? Nope85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? Hmm Kingsman the golden circle 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? Can I pick sneakers?88. Is your phone touch screen? Um….yes?89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? Whatever my hair decides it wants to do that day94. Are you single or in a relationship? Single97. Do you like the camera on your phone? Mmhm sureThis was so long oh my god
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