#we embrace the chaos
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In a fit of unhinged determination to be organized, I just bought enough birthday, anniversary, and holiday cards that I need for the entirety of 2023.
I'm tired of missing friends' birthdays because I lack the executive function to remember to both go to the store and pick out a card in a timely fashion, then spiral into a haze of guilt so strong I end up not even texting them because I feel like a neglectful failure.
There is just going to be a giant box of cards in my house, and I will pick one at random and send it. It'll possibly be late and might have the wrong age on it, but god dammit, you will get one.
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Dear Diary,
Today, I am steeped in frustration because all of my attempts to character assassinate a certain witty sorcerer have backfired spectacularly. To my eternal vexation, it appears that I have finally discovered his appeal, and it is everything I hate.... I can see his smug smile now...
Mocking me.....
#i spent so long#literal YEARS#trying to understand this guy#and play nice#but it's only through embracing my hatred#that i discovered what I wasn't seeing#anarchy#chaos made form#an affront to heaven and hell alike#i see where thirteen is coming from...#obey me#obey me shall we date#shall-we-date-obey-me#obey me solomon#obey me nightbringer solomon#obey me nightbringer#obey me thoughts
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Proposal to re-tag all Aged Up Miraculous Ladybug fic content as ML Season 12.
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in which trent and roy make up earlier in a slightly less public setting and then make the completely hinged decision to use this opportunity to fuck with everyone
#enjoy with little to no context unless you're wrath#'roy i thought you hated trent?' 'we played mariokart.' true but not the point#god the whole conversation that inspired this was so funny. i need to write this fic someday#'maybe they had an honest emotional conversation about their feelings and the actions theyve taken to hurt each other#and came to a mutual decision to try and be better and end the cycles of violence by becoming friends and embracing forgiveness?'#'........' '....' '......' 'that's the STUPIDEST THING I'VE EVER HEARD. they're POD PEOPLE!'#someone suggests they fucked and the room bursts into chaos. etc.#wrath i love you and our conversations flkgjh#my art#my comics#trent crimm#roy kent#roytrent#arguably?#ted lasso
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In honor of the fact that the second episode of New World comes out today, have some things i made and that I find funny for no reason
#basically senku being a chaos machine#i mean the guys is a genius or whatever but hes also very very silly#And I think we need to recognize and embrace that.#senku ishigami#ishigami senku#ryusui nanami#nanami ryūsui#gen asagiri#asagiri gen#dr stone anime#dr stone#dr stone new world#dr stone meme#thung i made#my memes
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willing next year to be better
(template by @/sabattons on twt)
#ffxiv#pandraws#krita#2023 wrapped#this year was awful#for art and otherwise#next year im going to go feral.#im gonna draw more and more of the stuff i want to draw#no fear we embrace the chaos
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heyeeeey
It's almost 3am in Brazil and I just woke up from a dream
The images are still a little blurry, but I reread chapter eight and I think I dreamed about it... but as if it were in the TV show
It wasn't Zoro, you know? It was Mackenyu and I kept thinking "my god how he and the doc actress have immense chemistry!" like I could FEEL the sexual tension, it was crazy
anyway, that's it
ohoooooh question: who would be the actress who most resembles the doc? It doesn't have to be about looks, but who would have the same vibe?
OK... I'll try to go back to sleep now
Boa noite!!!!!! 💙💙💙💙💙
Goooood morning/afternoon to you, Nonnie (whatever time this reply finds you 🥰)!! Funny I am replying to you at 3 a.m. my time lol.
You gave me a lot of emotions because I was like…damn, I would love to write both scripts for shows and write/publish a novel that people loved so much they turned it into…idk…something. Anything, really. 🤷🏽♀️ Then I thought, daaaaamn I’ve had two people tell me now they dreamed about Doc and Zoro, but in different contexts. At least I know I’m not the only one plagued by these two in waking and sleeping hours 🤣
As for your question: I Do have like a mixture of characters and their attributes I use for Doc.
It’s literally a mixture of these three.
1. Yennefer of Vengerberg
Yenn is such a complex character. We know she’s been through a lot of cruelty and pain, which has caused her to be cautious and untrusting to most. She also holds onto, what I feel, is a resentment towards herself for giving up the part of her that wants to be a mother for power. She treated the need for power like this replacement child, and was willing to die to get the chance to be one back. When she met Geralt, they are both suspicious of their feelings towards one another and equally run from them. When I see her, dealing with her emotions and her darkness, it’s kind of how I imagine Doc in the last couple of chapters and the coming chapters.
2. Elizabeth Bennett (Keira Knightley)
You guys don’t understand. Pride & Prejudice is an addiction for me. When I watched this again recently, I couldn’t help but notice how Zoro is literally introverted and socially awkward Mr. Darcy, and how Doc is in some way, Lizzie. It’s where a lot of their banter comes from and their own prideful way of seeing the other before they actually spend more time together. I am like, hell bent on writing my own version of Mr. Darcy crossing the moor at early dawn to Lizzie, but in my own fucked up way for Zoro and Doc because I am a masochist.
3. Evelyn (Evie) O’Connell (Rachel Weisz)
“Look, I... I may not be an explorer or an adventurer, or a treasure-seeker or a gunfighter, Mr. O'Connell, but I am proud of what I am. I am a librarian.”
^^^^^* this one line should tell you exactly where Doc’s personality came from 🤣🤣 also, these two are the original Sunshine and Sunshine protector and no one can tell me different.
Good night my dear and pleasant dreams 🖤
#Brazilian anon#answered#im interested to know what you thought of? or how anyone views her really#but these three are literally who I think of when I write for her#they are messy and complicated and silly and powerful all in their own way#but they are also smart and strong and cunning#women are multifaceted beings and we should embrace every part of who we are#the good the bad and the ugly#Chaos in Their Bones#Zoro and Doc#opla
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God its been 3 years since worm theory real... that means I've been following you for about that long.............. dang
hnjhf worm theory reigns Eternal XD
you're in good company, i'm pretty sure like half of my followers joined the train during SUF time fiushdkdfgnjh
sorry this blog is now mostly LoZ zone instead *wheeze*
#jen rambles#i kid but actually i'm not too sorry my interests have shifted-#it's human! <3#we as silly fandom bloggers should try to embrace our own chaos more
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listened to monster from frozen the musical today and had so many mk thoughts. literally “is the thing they see, the thing i have to be.”
^me rn. like this is me a lot of the time but also rn
I'm making my world colder
How long can it survive?
Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive?
Was I a monster from the start?
How did I end up with this frozen heart?
Bringing destruction to the stage
Caught in a war that I never meant to wage
#tHiS ThiNg WhAtEver We ArE EmBraCe It! EmBRAce YouR DeStinY!#AlL dOoMeD To pLAy A RolL in TEaRinG ThiS WorLD apARt#TheY WilL DesTRoY YoU HarBinGEr of ChAoS#*sigh* they really just didn't resolve anything about MK's identity in the special. because of course they didn't#Like truly he went ''I don't want to go into monkey form'' and then they forced him into monkey form and#then at the end of the special he went ''I'm fine!!!!'' and I'm like oh god. It's going so down from here#tune in with me for 5x01 where it's a parallel to 4x01 except MK accidentally kills Jin and Yin#And also at some point in s5 we get our MK VS the world choice!!!#NEVER forget Sandy's words#''I get it! I'd do anything for my friends! But at the cost of the world?''#HAUNTING#like that's one of the worst things you could have had a character say in these circumstances tbh#I hope we get inter-team conflict#half for saving MK half for destroying MK (for this half this is the hardest decision they have ever made)#OH. OH THAT'S GOING ON THE WISHLIST ACTUALLY#ngl MK is on the half for not saving MK#asks#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk MK#gumy-shark#I am in shambles#lmk music recs
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at this point i'll believe any outlandish spn conspiracy theory that makes me laugh hard enough and i invite you all to share in this laughter with me
#we DESERVE to laugh after all this shit#it's more fun this way. don't take it too seriously if you can. embrace the chaos#spn
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#random status update#lethal company#lordminion777#embrace the chaos#🎶 we love the company! the company! the company! 🎶
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There are other people who understand the horrible, awful atrocities. that happen in your head when you see your blorbo(s)
I forget this is THE hyperfixation site sometimes. I forget I'm allowed to scream, and shout every single horny thought in my head, and people will gladly welcome it.
I love this degenerate, stupid, silly hell site.
I wouldn't want it to be any other way.
#text post#Rant#About myself#I've just been so used to hiding it.#And being ashamed#I don't have to do that here#We all know why im doing this#You all know why you're on my blog#Why do i try to hide it#I should embrace my chaos
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Buckle up for whenever Top Gun Maverick finally releases for streaming/purchase because I am officially not sorry and completely unapologetic about the absolute chaos entity I will become when I have 24/7 access to that movie. It’s gonna be gremlin hours all day every day, YEEEEEHAW!
#top gun#top gun maverick#TGM#i am not sorry#down with cringe culture we are embracing the chaos gremlins within us
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k!Luzu is both the most tragic little man who gives me constant pain and grief but also a total loser who I want to bully /lovingly
#he both upsets me /pos because like he's just a guy who wanted to help but in a world that took advantage of him#and broke his heart and even when he turned back on the world and embraced the chaos#k4 still ends with him willing to give his life to save the world...#he is so warped by that experienced that despite losing all his k4 memories he is still 'evil!luzu' when k5 starts#but even then he still has... he has good in him- like dont get me wrong#I think his affection towards k!q was toxic and founded on something false the entire time but...#deep down he did want to protect him... and the tragedy of it is watching it all fall apart because yes he loved Q#but he never really understood him and that was always bound to fracture eventually#and it happens in the most bitter way with him hurting the person he cares for most the SAME way he was hurt and not realizing it#and as the arc went on we see him go from doing terrible things for misguided noble reasons to straying so far from his original goal#and becoming miserable and cruel and just... so far from the man he was at the start of k4- and when he loses his memories again hes just..#so... 'light' and happier and... :( ... yet even so he's still not good!Luzu again...#maybe he can never be good!Luzu again..... he's so- my little guy :(#.............................. but also I have such an urge to just bully him everytime I see him LMAO#ajsdejeafbkz- LOOK there is just something so bullyable about k!Luzu- when I'd talk about him on discord to non kl fans I'd just bully him-#for being such an edgy emo bitch- look at his outfits my god#He literally looks like how I'd draw my oc's when I was younger 😭- which were either emo dudes in hoodies or dressy outfits#and all throughout k5 I see him miserable and deep down I just think 'well bestie whose fault is that hmmm?'
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Hi! Ok so my witchy question for you is your opinion on cleanliness/lack of clutter = more positive energy in a room? Im disabled so my room is very hard to keep clean as I don’t have the ability to clean it. As a result, I feel bad cause I see a lot of posts saying you’re inviting or collecting negative energies and entities if you don’t keep your space clean. This seems a tad ableist to me, so I was wondering if there’s a different school of thought on this subject!
I think that it depends on the person. if slight clutter doesn't bother you and if you find comfort in the room that you have then its a positive space for you! I have a lot of stuff in a small space so all of my shelves, dressers and even my closet is packed full - some may consider that chaotic but I just feel it is my room. Its all of my books, my art supplies, my statues, plushies, dvds, games and DND supplies that is all important to me. I have bags of crystals all over one of my dressers and that makes me happy.
If your room makes you feel happy, if it makes you feel safe, if it is what is 'home' for you then you are doing it right. I believe the only time that a messy environment brings in negativity is if it is a safety hazard - blocking exits, no safe space to walk, mold or garbage, rotting items etc. Then I would say it is inviting negativities and even then that can happen from mental or physical health issues and shouldn't be shamed. Just a helping hand offered.
I went on a bit of a tangent on that but that is my personal opinion. I don't think we should judge people immediately solely based on their space. However - if they openly live in a dangerous environment out of choice unrelated to illness, disability, struggles etc then it should be taken more negatively if that makes sense. I don't wish to do too much of an anecdote but I knew someone who let food rot in his house, in his kitchen, left garbage everywhere simply because it was a 'woman's job' to clean and he lived alone so there for never cleaned - that is a whole other thing in my opinion and that is when I feel like a serious talk is needed and that the person is at fault. But if it is clutter due to disability, illness or even just hardship I feel it should be met with empathy and sympathy.
#no idea if this was a “hot take” or controversial#but I feel we shouldn't shame people for struggles#but clutter is part of life#just be safe#be happy#and as long as its not causing you health concerns then you are allowed to embrace your slight chaos#some of us are of order#some of us are of chaos#and some of us are a fun mix
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Nothing brings me closer to the edge of "huh maybe I do have a touch of the autism" than shopping
#anne speaks#as in i fucking DESPISE it unless it's specifically catered to me#i need to be warned about it in advance. i need to know what time we're going. ideally i need to know what time we're done#i have to mentally prepare myself and dedicate a specific amount of energy for the act in advance#and so help me gods if i bring my mum i will full on rage quit within two hours#she's one for 'oh this piece of clothing might be good for you' then holds up the least me thing in the world#or goes all 'uhh i dont know...' concerned if it either shows too much cleavage or is not neat and feminine enough#and then on top of that is like#okay but that costs money so how about we go to an extra store that you werent prepared for to see if they have the same thing but cheaper#you CANNOT add to my mental list of what im expecting im running FAST out of my prepped energy and i WILL start snapping at u#she asked what i would like for my bday and i was like 'well okay i do wanna refresh my wardrobe a little'#she asked what im thinking of style wise but like a) how do i say mum you cant buy me clothes without me feeling like a silicon valley wife#and b) how do i say 'i want butch i want gender i want playful i miss my theatre days i want artist i want boho'#anyway. i have now been convinced to go shopping with my sister who is a lot more tolerable bc she's young and hip and less scared to play#but im still like 'okay what time? okay give me a second to think if i want to go? i need to mentally adjust'#and my mum kept saying 'oh you can go then and after youll come back together' THATS NOT A TIME MOTHER#i need to know! when im going!! so i know how much time i have to mentally prepare#anyway. this is my essay on why shopping makes me autistic#there is Very Little that does this to me. usually i embrace chaos#but oh man. yeah no thanks#anyway fingers crossed everyone that i come back from town looking artsy and gender
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