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fkinavocado · 5 months

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soooo...

#basically #i got cockblocked majorly cuz of this stupid flu that's doing the rounds #my london fling literally called me on new years eve to set up a date since he was flying back that very morning but then 💔💔💔💔#we both fell ill #he couldn't even make it for my bday #i'm so fucking pissed y'all ngl this frustrated the hell out of me and ruined my whole trip ultimately #not to mention i relapsed after my bday for which i was thankfully feeling better #but i've been home 3 days and it's still going strong this virus is smth else i swear ☠️

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ruporas · 1 year

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i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a #lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece #of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't #just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood #was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know #otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo #where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before #but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash #98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle #whenever ww complimented his smile though #and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other #with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt #more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances #mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash #saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2....#ruporas art

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hanzajesthanza · 26 days

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geralt & rest of the wolf witchers: so we put ciri on the comb and the windmill in the afternoon, and before that she runs the killer at dawn…

triss: hell… i’m going to call kaedwenian CPS on you. i’ve seen the girl, she has bruises all over—this is abuse!

lambert: hah! like hell, it is!

coën: hardly abuse, it’s quite average really.

eskel: we have tried to go easy on her…

vesemir: she’s doing a quarter of what i made you all do 🤨

geralt: triss, i’m trying to give ciri a normal childhood. these are things every child does

triss: …

#eskel like righhhttt i remember that one day we ran the killer and you fell into a ditch which turned out to be an endrega nest #i adore the witcher for its most accurate representation of fathers ❤️#the witcher books #geralt is an independent cycle breaker in some aspects though like i imagine he couldn’t ever bring himself to use the belt #and he got into an argument with vesemir/all the rest about it and even declared well she’s our destiny but she’s My Child #the thought made him ill and he didn’t know why. the why is because he is geralt of rivia 😌❤️#yes he threatened her with the belt in sword of destiny when they met but lmaooo he wouldn’t ever deliver on that threat #he’s too pacifist he had to give her both apples. come on #the elbow-high diaries #book: blood of elves

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autistic-sidon · 3 months

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Always raise an eyebrow when people say they hate the totk Zora story like it's one of three reasons:

1. They genuinely think the characters were underdeveloped and needed more time to get the messages of the storyline across for it to work (this is my reason except I don't hate the story I just wish there was more.)

2. They were one of the people who wanted Sidon to have more depth as a character and then got mad when he had more depth as a character by showing his weaknesses and how he is in fact not perfect (this destroys the Tumblr sexy man version of Sidon they made up in their head.)

3. They hate women. Elaborating, they're pissy because Yona came out of nowhere and ruined their ship even though there's a billion other characters that came out of nowhere yet they're only mad about Yona (she gets in the way of the Temu yaoi which is a massive crime.)

It's usually the 2nd and 3rd.

#sidon #lady yona #loz totk #I hate the 3rd one the most obviously but there's a special annoyance I have for the 2nd #'We need more mentally ill characters!' and then got mad about Sidon for being mentally ill because it 'mischaracterized' him #Even though he's been mentally ill since botw it just wasn't in your face #Totk forces both Sidon AND the player to acknowledge it #And then there's the people who try to say he's not actually mentally ill meanwhile in botw he apologizes for yelling from the river?? 😭#Also calls himself pushy and unreasonable #Likeeeeee I know you guys like to write Sidon as a therapist for Link because you think he's not got problems of his own #But I cannot stress enough how unqualified Sidon is to give Link any advice beyond 'believe in yourself 💞'#If Link wants better advice than that he should go to Yona or an ACTUAL THERAPIST #Also please don't kill me for shading the yaoi ship...I had to #I might elaborate on what I like about Sidon of the Zora vs. where I think it fell short. Could be fun.

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holylottie · 10 months

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Rough fingers

Today, I learned that my mom is dying.

Personally, it isn't news, I've been a witness of my mother's mortality ever since I was six years old. She knew sickness before she even met me, and now I'm afraid the disease will be by her side for longer than I.

The doctors don't even know what it is, so there's no treatment, just thousands of pills to ease the pain. My house always felt more like a pharmacy than a home.

The doctors don't know that it is but I do: it's unfair.

It's being eight years old watching your mother shaking; it's being thirteen feelling her faint in your arms; it's being a fifteen years old staying at home to watch your younger siblings; it's being sixteen going through everything alone because your mother already has too much to bare; it's being seventeen years old willing away her tears while learning how to interpret exams results.

It's a lifetime of waiting — and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting — for the worst.

I want her to see me graduate, I don't want to be the one who makes the other hair.

Please Gods, let my mom be strong enough to make a braid.

#itmighthavebeen rants #itmighthavebeenlibrary #actually autistic #audhd #sickness #chronic illness #mother #i just want to hug my mother without feeling her shaking #we stopped hugging because i cant stand to feel her trembling beneath my touch #disease #autoimmine disease #i hope in the next life we can both be butterflies no angry men shouting or tasks just us seeing the world for a brief but unpainful moment #im studying the health care area of my major i hope one day i can help people like no one helped us #im angry i wasnt here soon enough to do it before it all fell apart #alexa play mitski #poems

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aspenvintre · 11 months

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Elphaba: [Working and doing research at her desk at 3 AM muttering nonsense to Glinda who’s trying to drag her to bed] I don’t have to wake up if I don’t sleep!

Glinda frustrated and tired: I will respectfully burn all your books if you do not go to sleep right now.

Elphaba suddenly more awake: But-

Glinda: No buts! [Steals the book she’s currently reading, giving Elphaba a challenging glare]

Elphaba: [Defeatedly gets up and goes to bed] Yes my sweet..

#wicked #gelphie #glinda upland #elphaba thropp #inccorect quotes #don’t question me #they’re mentally ill #they’re both sleep deprived in their wonderful little ways #someone keep elphaba away from the coffee machine #glinda really needs to toss it out the window #we both know glinda took elphaba shopping the next day as petty revenge #glinda probably had to cuddle elphaba to death as to keep elphaba from getting out of bed again when she fell asleep

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lessthanimpressedlesbian · 1 year

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I think the Laudna x Prism ship name should be Dead Academia

#critical role #cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #cr lb #laudna #prism cr #dark academia is already a thing and we dont want another southerngothic #other ship names could be Laudism or Praudna #maybe even something like ravenettes since they both have raven companions (yes im counting Pâté's skull)#if prism is tied to the shadow fell then they can be shadow babes or shady witches #i just wish to see Emily romance Marisha's character #but ill be fine if that doesnt happen #but a girl can hope #also i love the southerngothic tag but it gets so confusing with tagging

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roboticutie · 1 month

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My ferrets are seniors now and are slowly getting Old Ferret Diseases :(

#rascal has insulinoma (a type of cancer) we are treating him for to great success! peachfuzz just had a mystery episode of #confusion and hindleg partial... paralysis? until she got some salmon oil. so she may also have some glucose strangeness happening now #so I'm calling the vet in the morning to hopefully figure this out bc things can go downhill quickly if not treated for ferrets #hopefully her problems are as treatable as his #she has always been a bit more easily confused and probably partially blind but never had issues like this before #she was having trouble recognizing me and her brother and her surroundings then fell down on the ramp #(she was okay it was a very very mild fall. a stumble onto her back really)#but both of them are coming up onto 5 years now and are petstore ferrets and runts to boot! so #they're pretty on schedule for these kinds of things #it's still distressing and sad though #I always wish I had spent more time with them even though I spend literally every day with them and have ever since we got them #it's the grief #ask to tag #my text posts #animal illness mention

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nazumichi · 2 years

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what if we kissed…. and it was the death day of queen elizabeth the 2nd…..

#raii talks a lot #isnt even dead yet (to our knowledge) and i’m already jumping on the she’s dead already and they’re hiding something +#veeaii marriage caused this. both ones. we did this vee called me sweet potato yesterday and the queen fell gravely ill #um i mean. haha b.na posting haha relatable professor slander. haha. ha. my celebration is justified i live here #*bandwagon that was supposed to be up there

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synthshenanigans · 1 year

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There's still another sunset to be found inside this tangent, so I will try again and perhaps when we become whole, it'll hold

#i fell meh about this but oh well its decent #i mainly like the lighting #also! my design of Whole appears #At least a prototype design #this also gave me the idea to make Whole have stuff based of stars #that or the sky #This is because of the line from Spring and a Storm All you see and you and me we came from the stars #the sky maybe cause heart and mind are the moon and sun and the sky holds both #if i got with that ill make soul a star #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #cj whole

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meatriarchived · 6 months

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i did not sleep yay for me im still on my fuckshit but when i think of cc maria ( by extension also nosy maria but specifically noting the isolation aspect of cc );

can you imagine one day skimming the paper. its been a few weeks since all the commotion knowing your friends' had attempted to come find you but then were chased off. never actually heard or saw any of them, but you know they were around.

but you've been moved from the cells to a mattress upstairs. you're given more freedom, more wiggle room, you're allowed to do things - little hobby-type activities - you're given better foods, you're looked after by the older woman at the other house. the man who took you, who terrifies you still to some degree, slowly doesn't feel like such a stranger anymore, you're right to still be cautious around him but as the days, the weeks, pass by, there's simply a different air about him, and in the shack. lighter, in a sense.

you find yourself growing used to the new daily - the new routine. of waking to the sound of him getting ready for the day, of being left alone in there for hours sometimes, others trailing after him like a duckling, around the older womans' property, helping with an array of tasks. and you worry about upsetting her at first, unsure if doing so will earn a knife to the throat. you listen, you do as you're told, you find some kind of way to co-exist - all the while still, in the back of your mind, there's still a ray of hope,

that maybe, maybe, since the rest of them got away - that they're merely licking their wounds, that they'll get word out and even with all the silence since they had been on the property, there's that shred of hope that maybe? someone will waltz in, guns blazing so to speak, and you'll get out of this hell finally.

that is, until that day - that you're skimming through the paper, and you recognize yourself in a little column - and you realize you're staring at your own fucking obituary.

and in that moment everything seems solidified.

you're never getting away.

there's no point in it.

there's no one out there who are still trying to find you, get you back, bring you home, back to your mothers' arms, back to being an older sister, back to the circle of friends you loved so dearly.

you're dead.

not just to the world, but to those you loved - those who claimed to have loved you, too.

what else do you have at that point? where else do you go, even if you still tried to leave? who wouldn't look at you sideways for the blood that's already stained your hands? for the flesh caught between teeth?

who else is there, except the one murmuring encouragement and praise in your ear?

the only constant you've had in all these weeks? whose words rang true - clearly - that no one cared? that they abandoned you? left you there, didn't even care to make sure you were alive or not? only thought of themselves and got the fuck outta there without confirming if you were even still alive.

#for cc maria its just. theres literally no one else. the only constant has been johnny. hes the one who was there with her when the #broadcasts sounded off her searches being called off. the only one who ensured she ate - was clothed - was looked after when she fell ill.#who she could talk to. who in spite of all her escape attempts & all her attempts at trying to kill him kept her around - taught her how to #do things properly - protected her from others that'd be brought down below shack. honestly. her isolation in cc - only having any sort of #connection being with johnny for *months* before he trusted her enough to let her join him for longer periods - like its. complicated.#*so* fucking complicated. youre seen as dead to literally everyone else in existence - *except for him*. he who sees you. who hears you.#you speaks with you. looks after you. its hard not to find yourself becoming attached/devoted. to the only person who knows you still exist #like i mentioned for nosy its. theres lee there too now so its. a little different. it doesnt hit right away - the almost blind devotion.#but it still happens - over time - with the both of them. the last two people who for a time at least know you were even still living.#and its by the time ch2 rolls in for either cc/nosy its just. its so confusing to her. why they all bother returning then?#for cc its just. you all buried me in an empty box twenty years ago...you all moved on then. you accepted that. so why are you here now.#why are you re-opening wounds that shouldve been long buried - with that empty casket. why suddenly care now?#in nosy she suppresses it with her bitterness but cc i feel it comes out more like... grief & hurt. all over again. because if you came bac #20 yrs after the fact? then why DIDNT you return back then? why *now* and not then?#[ mf ] ── * 𝐇𝐂 / 𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐄. { maria. }#[ mf ] ── * 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄. { cold case. }#[ mf ] ── * 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄. { no one saved you. }#[ mf ] ── * 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄. { we saved us. }

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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What’s the moment in Yakuza that made you go “I’m In.” As in the moment that made you obsessed.

there wasnt ever really one Singular moment that made me go 'ok im obsessed now', it just kinda gradually happened and now here we are almost a year later