[boss music plays as a hp bar appears above my head] hi renee (: i just wanted to say i'm super thankful that i met you this year, and that we literally hit it off and have been vibing ever since. you're such a chill person to hang out with, and i am thankful to have unlocked the frienship dlc with you where we're silly goofy in video games.

i'm sorry but also never sorry for when we start goin back and forth doing critical psychic damage to each other with our unhinged aus and offshoot narratives. you have such a talent and range, and all the muses you have written are ones that feel truly built from the ground up by you. and like, they really are!! i love watching you take a character with little to no lore, and specifically ms maria wronged-by-the-narrative flores, and how you give them the love and care that their creators never will frankly-- danny-alejo osorio > danny gaines every day, mama luda our mom, thomas im scared of you. birdie ur humour and final girl swag. even when hoyt jumpscares us all and dunks on my son im like damn i respect that renee you were so brave and wrote that demon. and ofc maria written as the heart of the narrative doomed or not.

i love building dynamics with you, i love peeking into your creative mind through all your metas, you legit have a garden growing in ur brain. i love that you're willing to get on the insanity level w me w our sad little meowmeows and weave together a story that hurts my feelings every time. i love reading your horror especially, explorations of trauma and the difficult nuances behind it. it inspires me to get a little braver with it and i'm constantly trying to pick up things from your writing! you are funny and kind and a creative powerhouse and i am often simply like damn renee's mind for this…. u know?

anyway all this 2 say ily and i'm glad we're pals, and i hope the new year is kind to you <3!!!

didya enjoy the uno reverse i gave ya for this kels :)) hows that hp bar of yours huh?- FBNJk

you already got all my sappiness in my message to you but do know i so appreciate everything that you said here and in the lil response to the ask as well <3 truly means the world to me how much you guys enjoy where ive been taking my lil texas band of misfits esp with how little they have to go on so most of its my own unhinged nonsense and also just. my writing and characterizations and all of that. esp coming from my hiatus and truthfully feeling rather down and unimpressed with my own writing - knowing you guys not only enjoy it but even pull any little bits of inspiration at all from it warms my heart like you wouldnt believe. so infinitely thank you for that <3

im keeping this saved on here as my last lil posts before this blogs officially archived <3 ilu and thank you again and cannot wait for more of our texas nonsense this year!!! :))

KISSES TO THE SKY TO YOU & OUR FAVORITE JOCK <3

because it popped up randomly at the top of the dash on the new blog,

its very funny thinking about kels' response with the hewitts rocking leland's shit cause of the fact uncle monty wasn't involved and honestly? canon. the guy was probably on the front porch or sat in front of the tv completely fucking oblivious to everything going on lmao

apologies to those following the new blog im getting my hc's and all reposted to queue up so ya'll are gonna get the next couple days or however long of some re-yappenings on the dash ✌️

"andy gun is hosting the upcoming lore stream" and that is where i already know im gonna hate anything said in that stream ggs folks our kiddos are in fucking danger yet again probably

me when my headache from this mornings tryna come back mid-dinner: save me steakhouse bread, steakhouse bread save me, save me ste-

*JUMPING ON YOU AT MACH 5* HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE!!! I'm so sorry about how late this is! I just saw your post before I went out on a walk!! Knock on wood; I hope your birthday has been fantastic! Surrounded with love and warmth and the people you choose to share it with! It's been a wonderful year to see you write and grow and I count my blessings to have met you as a friend!! I hope the next year continues to treat you with kindness and good fortune!

gets fucking jumped by affection upon opening my inbox-

THANK YOU SO MUCH BUNNI!! this was so sweet of you to send!! 😭 thank you for the birthday wishes, its been a nice lil day so far! and im so so happy knowing you've been enjoying all the chaos that's been going on here NFJKSD it genuinely makes me smile so much knowing how many of ya'll enjoy the news articles like we do c:> ♡♡

im very happy and thankful to have you as a friend and i look forward to what you bring to the dash through this year!! im sending you all the hugs and good vibes and i hope the year treats YOU with all the kindness and love and silliness it has to offer!! thank you again for this, kisses to the sky to you!! ♡♡

leland and maria having the sense to Not harm our mom luda compared to danny shoving her / knocking her down trying to get maria and lee's restraints off so they could make an escape attempt will always be such a contested thought process because truly in that situation, i think most anyone would side with danny on the sentiment of fuck these people and fuck their old gran we need to get out

but maria and lee knowing what they know about johnny's bond with mom luda and knowing to a point already how violently protective he gets its truly just like... its fully understandable from both their perspective on that front but also their issue with harming an old lady who arguably? hasn't done them any harm, whose actually been rather kind and warm in spite of circumstances that really, seems to be moreso the work of the other family members than herself.

its such a complicated situation overall and all sides arent necessarily right or wrong in how they approach it.

hehe its my birthday ♡ :3c

knowing that with a new blog i should make a new promo.......

i no no wanna-

mkay so i have the new blog & sideblogs up so, will be mostly focusing on getting posts transferred over, tag dumps done, all that fun stuff for the next couple days. hopefully be done by the end of the weekend and least c:

my tags have been becoming funky and its slowly growing annoying and i have half a mind to remake so the pre-hiatus tags dont keep cropping up but do i have the strength-

a s.chrade w.alden 165 woodsman is one of maria's k.nives i feel.

creature that could not sleep last night and stayed up til almost 7am finally wakes up and humans just before 2pm, is somehow stunned half the day is lost

one of these days, im gonna have to write up something exploring the similarities and differences between all the matriarchs of the family ( that i write at least idk a thing about grandmother sawyer- nfsdjk )

but how luda as matriarch of the hewitts differs from nancy as matriarch of the sawyers

and them both compared to maria becoming a matriarch in the dires :3c

how they all approach things differently. what they parallel or pick up from one another. the two older matriarchs passing the torch so to speak to maria when they grow too old respectively.

Cursed Image, January 2024, Colorized.

its very Interesting to me how gun drops the ball, though, on the bonds and devotions of the friendgroup, how they are towards one another, etc...

how often do we see a group of friends in horror-slasher friends who genuinely have such strong love for each other? who often even fucking LIKE each other sometimes?? and yet you have this group who at least in certain context clues you can make out just how much they love and care for each other, in how little time they've known each other, and yet?

THEY IMMEDIATELY GO LOOKING FOR ONE OF THEIR FRIENDS WHEN SHE GOES MISSING, WHEN NO ONE KNOWS WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED TO HER, WHEN WHO KNOWS WHAT SHE GOT TANGLED UP IN, HOW DANGEROUS THE SITUATION IS, WHO THEY'RE MESSING WITH???

THAT is a fucking STRONG BASIS for gun to seriously dive further into and make into a beautifully tragic storyline.

instead we get jiggle physics & jumbled up unnecessary and confusing romance drama among them.

gun be so fucking for real please.

Referring to a canon character as "my oc" because I put more work into them than the author