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dumbfuck11111 ยท 1 month
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โฅ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ข๐ง๐  ๐š๐›๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐š๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐›๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐š๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐š ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ž, ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฐ๐š๐ญ๐œ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ž๐ฒ๐ž๐ฌ ๐›๐š๐œ๐ค ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐š๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ---๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž, ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐š๐ง๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐š๐ง๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ ๐ขโ€™๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐›๐›๐ข๐ง๐  ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ ๐œ๐จ๐œ๐ค. ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐œ๐ก ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐๐ž๐ซ, ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐œ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ข ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐š ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ ๐ข ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ก๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ง๐š ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž.
๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซ, ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐œ๐ค ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐›๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ <๐Ÿ‘
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writer-room ยท 1 month
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I've decided the only reason Lloyd, known descendant of dragons, didn't tell this to Egalt, who refuses to train non-dragons, is for the same reason he never mentioned he's the First Spinjitsu Master's grandson. It just never came up. Nobody asked him directly about it. And besides, he's only like, one-fourth dragon, so does it really count? He doesn't look like a dragon, and he has never in his life considered himself a dragon. Mentioning his ancestry to Egalt probably would've just made him look like some hotshot, or make him more annoyed. There's no need to bring up such a silly little fact. He's sure it won't be important later.
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lego ninjago#dragons rising#lloyd garmadon#first spinjitsu master#egalt#text post#talk#dragon lloyd garmadon#the real likelihood is that the writers just quietly brushed that little fact aside (im so sad abt it)#but i think its infinietly funnier that lloyd went down the spinjitsu master route#it just never came up. no one asked. and hes not a COMPLETE dragon so like. why bother telling egalt#the whole time i was waiting for egalt & rontu to b like 'WHO in their SPINJITSUDAMED MIND trained you'#and theyre just like 'oh this guy named sensei wu hes lloyds uncle hes like a master' & egalt is like 'sounds like bs'#then arin as a huge nerd pipes up like 'AND HES THE FSM'S GRANDSON :D'#to which rontu and egalt break their necks whirling around like 'THIS SCRAWNY LITTLE PUNK IS W H A T'#egalt straight up refuses to believe it. rontu is very quickly doing the math & freaking out abt it#wherever these guys are from it might not even be ninjago so like they might not even know the fsm had sons#rontu: im sorry. so youre the grandson. you are aware your grandfather was half dragon half oni. right?#egalt in the background 'THAT BOY IS N O T A DRAOGN I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT'#lloyd blinking owlishly like 'oh yeah i guess so. im only like 1/4th tho'#'BOY YOU ARE 1/4 OF ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL DRAGONS IN FCKING EXISTANCE'#'YOU ARE THE GRANDSON OF MY GREAT-GREAT GRANDMASTER'#the midlife crisis these dragons would have. the crisis the kids would have realizing this#lloyd now cannot go 3 minutes without someone asking 'is there any world-shattering fun facts abt yrself you wanna share'#the fun part is that lloyd forgets all of those informations bc its like. a normal day for him#no one tell wyldfyre she'll flip
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homophobicwarios ยท 4 months
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Love posting my Spotify receipts for the month bc you can always tell when Iโ€™ve had smth big to write for one of my classes bc the one Jash song (Dream (Outro from Calamity)) will make the receipt. I did not end up a Jashinator but I do like having a song I can rely on to make me write things.
#rianโ€™s slay compilation#the first time I heard the song I was in a mood all da time so I really identified it w what splitting felt like#idk it doesnโ€™t hit as much now bc Iโ€™ve undergone a different sort of mental illness lately (more tired than actively harmful to myself)#^itโ€™s the way it picks up in intensity. thatโ€™s what it feels like when you try to communicate how smth feels but they donโ€™t listen and then#go have fun at a concert and you feel so nauseous that you have to leave a shared group chat while you sob your eyes out for several hours.#yโ€™know? anyway June/July was fun. I need four hours of build daily to keep me occupied (tired). it does actually do me wonders.#Iโ€™m so big and strong now. idk how big you are my lovely mutuals but I could lift the smaller ones I reckon.#right now I could pick up (not for long) anyone around or under 150 pounds. also preferably not super taller than me but I think itโ€™d work.#itโ€™s a start! I should start lifting. makes me feel big and strong. I wanna pick my friends up.#^sorry to derail this in the tags but I typed that up and was like โ€˜thatโ€™s such a King statementโ€™. itโ€™s bc someone liked a post where I#talked about feeling all overgrown and how King being half a foot shorter than me but still picking me up like a brides made me feel Not#Overgrown#I donโ€™t worry about feeling overgrown so much anymore but I do kinda miss the bride lifting. it was nice every once in a while#itโ€™s small things like that.#side note I think I could pick King up now bc theyโ€™re roughly my weight and as we established I can lift ppl about my weight very briefly#itโ€™s the build. it makes me big and strong. itโ€™s all the wood holding and platform throwing
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songtwo ยท 2 months
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idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just donโ€™t know what to doโ€ฆ..
#itโ€™s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until todayโ€ฆ.#and itโ€™s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop#but on the other hand i canโ€™t just abandon him#and itโ€™s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him#and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didnโ€™t do anything to me and i canโ€™t really explain it but he just wasnโ€™t himself#and like. we talked about it a million times and itโ€™s not like it happens every week#itโ€™s been like 5 times since december#but 3 have been on the past month alone#and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident#and like iโ€™m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved#and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldnโ€™t be w him if it kept happening#and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again#by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive#and like. idk what to do#i really donโ€™t want to be w someone like this#and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i donโ€™t want this i hate feeling like this#but i also canโ€™t abandon him#like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldnโ€™t feel good leaving him alone#but like i donโ€™t want to live like this#maybe iโ€™ll ask for some time to just figure things out#but itโ€™s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg#i donโ€™t wanna leave but i donโ€™t want things to be like this either#and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk#i just donโ€™t know what to do#i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i canโ€™t abandon him:(#and our 1.5 anniversary was also next weekโ€ฆ..#but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now
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wildflowercryptid ยท 3 months
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i finally played through the galar chapter of the villain arc in pokรฉmas and it was pretty alright, it at least made me feel kinda vindicated about my stance on rose being a redeemable villain. i will say that i think the chapter would've been stronger if (01) bede was present & played a core role in the plot and (02) oleana switched sides to help rose see that he can't save the future if he keeps going down the same path & tries to do it alone.
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bunnihearted ยท 8 months
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im so stupid for thinking anyone would ever love me
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beaxmice ยท 1 year
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still baffled that there's people who watched 2 whole seasons of mob psycho 100 and still somehow didn't catch the message of the show
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yuridovewing ยท 1 day
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leafstar ๐Ÿค graystripe great if u ignore every appearance except their first one
SO TRUE TBH... also that their sudden drops could actually be pretty interesting if they were intentional and taken seriously, but author bias fucks over both of their characters
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hoochieblues ยท 1 year
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Cรฉline et Julie vont en bateau: Phantom Ladies Over Paris (1974) dir. Jacques Rivette
#i'm fine i just need to talk to someone about this film#i also love the woman in the floral dress (bottom right) who is clearly having some opinions about this motherfucking improv#it's 3hrs+ of sapphic coded narrative haunting reality bending deconstruction time loops + the existential horror of contemporary society#and then lines like this. i know i'm missing wordplay but i can't keep up enough w/o subtitles to catch idioms. but. kinda like it that way#'impossible! the mere sight of a fish gives me amnesia!' is another fave#movies#jacques rivette#celine et julie vont en bateau#celine and julie go boating#i apologise in advance but i guess i'm entering my rivette phase now#'cinema should be - if not an ordeal - then at least an experience'#my dude. you knocked it out of the park.#no really#i've had to do a week's worth of work in one night bc The Crises and i put this on to help keep going before my brain fell out.#and i loved it. like. i haven't been so excited about a film since i got briefly obsessed with the hourglass sanatorium#the kid is literally named madlyn. it's like having a giant neon sign that says 'hey proust kiss my ass' as the girls reconstruct#the narrative and change melodrama into farce. shift the ending and annul the pain. theater as alchemy. friendship and love as alchemy.#as change/mechanisms for salvation. i decided this week one thing i wanna do in my life is see the maritime museum/rocca al mare in tallinn#another is going to be showing this to someone who'll like it.#there are probably dozens of us out there. dozens.
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dumbfuck11111 ยท 2 months
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โฅthinking about abby pinning me down to a bed as a punishment for being bratty to her. choking me and grinding against me calling me a fucking whore.
just imagining the look on her face as iโ€™m gasping and pleading with the warmth between my thighs increasing, jesus christ.
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pegasusdrawnchariots ยท 2 months
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the eternal question: is scheduling w friends as an adult That Hard or am I just bad at it
#4 different people have left me on read today; 1 cancelled our plans 4 hours before we were due to meet#I've been sitting home alone for 2 days going insane. looking forward to One (1) coffee date & that fell through#idk why I'm taking it so hard this time I'm usually fine!! but I find myself wishing I didn't have the day off I wish I did have work :(#like it's tiring yeah but it beats sitting here not knowing what to do w myself#& I'm working all weekend & only leaving the house to see the doctor. oh joy#I've been productive ironing writing fixing the car. that's not the problem#I had 4 social plans this month. that's it#that's like seeing each friend once a month!! I can't keep this up!!#is this the norm for adulthood? :(#& on one level I don't want to bother people or be clingy#but on another level I'm baffled that they don't get lonely too#the news has not shut up abt the Loneliness Epidemic since 2021#but if it's true why do so many people take so long to reply when I reach out? if they reply at all#I'm not going anywhere w this. idk#just one of those days#everything so fuck everybody suck :(#boomers got it right w the whole showing up unannounced at people's houses for a social call with a pound cake#now I have to go through 5 layers of bureaucratic bullshit to see a friend#assuming they don't cancel the day of ofc (((((:#I just wanna be like hello knock knock I am here. tell me abt yr life today & listen to mine & eat this cake#& the worst is when people are like 'I'm cancelling bc I'm tired xx'#OK A) u knew we had these plans for two weeks#but B) I'm tired too! I still love u ur still my friend! let us be tired together!#'I won't be social today I'm tired' my love we could watch movies in silence we could knit we could ball yr socks. idc#'I have to do the big shop today sorry' so do I!!! let us do the groceries together!!!#every time I've pushed someone to come out when they felt depressed or to let me accompany them when they were doing chores#they were like u know what I'm so glad u did this. thank u. this is way better than how I had planned this night to go#& I'm like any time!! I love u!!#& then it just happens all over again next time oh sorry I'm cancelling I'm busy I'm tired#like did u forget what a nice time we had last time? what changed? :(
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autistic-shaiapouf ยท 2 months
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Beginning to really wonder how much of my financial concern is manufactured and handed to me as opposed to something I'm genuinely concerned by
#bc like. i'm getting by just fine. i don't have anything to be reasonably worried about#but also when i was a kid my father would break down my mother's paycheck and basically explain how broke we were#and that May Have Affected Me Somewhat#as well as just. the way you consistently see the advice to just save! don't get takeout! necessities! and i'm not intent on living like#a monk nor am i intent on being on that grindset for financial gain#it's like i don't intrinsically care but i have so many messages given to me about how i need to care a lot and it puts me in a weird spot#i am simultaneously standing still and moving at mach speeds#i mean right now i just need a safety net while in between jobs; after that i need to save up to move out of state bc the uh#political situation and upcoming presidential election don't seem very sustainable for someone like me anymore#they weren't to begin with but i don't wanna stick around to see how bad it's gonna get#but it's like. okay and then what? save for what? going back to school i guess? idk#i feel like i keep asking myself what i'm trying to accomplish and keep trying to force myself to have answers#here and now when i have to be okay with taking things one step at a time instead of having everything here and now#it's simultaneously fine and terrible and i am holding two conflicting yet equal truths#i feel i may have a clearer head once i leave my current job. i'm trying to look but nothing feels appealing given how#burnt out i already feel. i dread going back into my workplace and i fear it's showing to the patients and i don't want that#i want a month off to rediscover who i am as a person outside of getting yelled at in retail and then pick something back up#could be feasible. genuinely could be. i need to sort out the health insurance aspect but. that's lowkey the plan?#to construct a financial safety net and then slam on the breaks for a while; see if i can strike up a deal with the staff about me#coming in for specific tasks bc we already know i'm quick and efficient with the inventory so i do have a little leverage#you know what. this is getting some of it off my chest and i'm starting to feel confident again lmao#i won't be doing weekends starting either next week or the week after so that's a start! i just think i want everything done right now#bc i'm afraid i won't have the chance again but i will. i definitely will#i just need to let myself get to that point; it's just the immense drain from the register work and the Everything that comes with retail#also having to accept that it's okay to leave this; there's not something wrong with me like. ''not being able to handle it'' or w/e#no mindfulness or detachment could've saved me; it was shit and i'm hitting the bricks and that's all there is to it#i've been thinking a lot about it all lately bc it's what's most prominent in my life rn of course#idk. pondering. introspecting. as i am wont to do#anyways if you've read all this you're a real mvp and i am kissing you on the hand#shai speaks
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deus-ex-mona ยท 1 year
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when youโ€™re โœจtoo cuteโœจ for this cruel world /j
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bunnihearted ยท 4 months
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๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ–คpt.2
#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore#we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life#i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible#if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green#and later this year i think i might change my name#it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random#i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel#really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am#to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate#but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it#but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so#when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy#i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that#also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk.....#rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els#sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w#not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else#but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway#that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but#all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever#i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right?#i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not#im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help#it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning#nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my#feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions#i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary
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cannibalismyuri ยท 1 year
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(song added by me)
#i am so Unwell rn what the fuck.#/pos So Fucking /pos#so the art ask was from u as well....elijah ur so secretive and suave this is Too Much for a girl to handle#willelmax in the arcade and byler valentine cards ur too sweet to me i actually cant Take This :')#you're right our friendship IS on another level esp now because i've never felt So Connected to someone its insane#im a little surprised but it makes sense that its you yk#like you're so naturally sweet and kind and amazing at ur core so OFC it was u#and good job i can never listen to (you) on my arm without thinking of you /pos /pos /pos /pos#this is at the TOP of on the list of the pretty little things i've been given#ik i sound like a broken record but its so insane how much i love you. i didnt know i could bond w someone over anon sm and i JUST. idk#its something abt me never getting something like this and idk never ever feeling so cared for....#you deserve all the pretty things and someone who never lies to you and someone who wants to be on your arm so bad that they write a song#about it and someone who cares about you so deeply that they think about you at night and smile so big that it hurts and someone who loves#you so much that it hurts physically and someone who thinks of you now when he listens to songs sometimes and someone who cares#about you so intensely that when he's reading messages from you she feels comforted and your words are smtg that's on repeat in her head no#and someone who wants to mail you flowers so bad because you made him feel so amazing and someone who recognises how much you deserve#and wants to give it all to you so bad and someone who loves you as much as you deserve.#and i wanna do all that and be that person so bad and i'm gonna send you a daily ask now because you mean so much to me#and you deserve someone who makes pretty things for you too and someone who tries so hard to show it#and im GONNA. im gonna try So Hard.#you'll probably get so sick of me but believe me i'm gonna make you feel as special and amazing as you made me feel. believe me.#anyway yeah. i care about you a totally normal amount#if you read all of this just know i love you so much it hurts sometimes ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—#my feelings towards this are : ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’—โšกโ˜€๏ธโœจโญ๐Ÿ’ซ๐ŸŒŸ#elijah my heart my love letter my special and awesome best friend my heart anon elijah#<- better tag for u because you deserve it so fucking much#elijah <33#<- ur old tag too so u can look thru my blog and see this whenever u want#heart anon#<- for me. so i can look at this for hours and find it easily so that i could complete loving elijah hours daily
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britneyshakespeare ยท 7 months
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oh my god am i so fucking tired
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