i’ll be getting high tonight if anyone needs me.

Two vices.

I cannot for the life of me figure out how I want to colour this.

Biopsy and prescription drug talk below the cut

Two weeks from tomorrow I have to get an endometrial biopsy. I had one years ago and was told it wouldn't hurt bad, just like cramps. It was so much worse and very traumatic.

Anyway, my new doctor says I need one, but she's prescribing me some medication before hand so that it won't hurt as bad and to help with my anxiety. I got this message from the nurse today: "You can take the Vicodin 1 hour prior to the procedure and the Xanax about half an hour before the procedure. We also recommend you take 600mg of Ibuprofen or Aleve. Be sure you have someone to drive you to and from the appointment."

Just... holy shit if this is what I'm being given now, how is it ethical to do this procedure on people and not offer them any pain medication like during my first one? I found out that in other a lot of countries outside the US, these biopsies are done under general anesthesia. Why are we so cruel to people?

Wilson, did you allow House to borrow your RX pad again?

Okay so this is an extremely lukewarm take but uh. Advances in pain management (and the fact that the writers do not know enough about medicine) aside—what if Wilson doesn't start out writing House's pain prescriptions?

What if House had a really shitty specialist who was just like "Oh you've got pain, sure here's some vicodin why not."

and House is over here like. okay well this kind of works ig? and he's exhausted. He's got fatigue, pain, and a recent huge blow to his autonomy and independence.

Let's say House's shitty specialist isn't even at PPTH. And the other one is in the next city over, nine months out. He can't even drive yet.

He could reach out to Wilson or Cuddy—who shouldn't even be treating him, who he's already asked for too much, who he already relies on too much—or he could just let it go.

He lets it go. The vicodin kind of works anyways.

I am in love with Gregory House

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I'm in love

it's a bad move from my doctor to prescribe me with lexapro because i'm gonna pop this shit all the time like greg house pop his vicodin 💅🏻

All IB students can get free vicodin at their local pharmacy, hospital, and british petroleum this thursday from 3:00-6:23 am.

i really want some opiates and benzos.

"Sometimes I feel so alone,

I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before.

So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and close the door.

Kinda feels like Deja Vu,

I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say

I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just don't know.."

Warning: the below talks about my knee dislocation and narcotics.

I hate my life so like. February 2023 I had a bad patellar dislocation and needed morphine. Then I had something similar to vicodin for my recovery (both after the injury and after the surgery I had after the injury). I never took meds when I wasn't in pain. I never took more than the recommended dosage. I never craved it. Then suddenly a year later I started craving it again. And its so fucking scary. I know I'm not addicted cuz like. It's been a year and it's not like I ever had physical withdrawal symptoms and stuff... but like. I want it so bad. I crave it so bad. It's from what I can tell just psychological. But still...

Why did i go a year without this only to crash into craving? Why does the thought fuck me up so bad?

It's scary to remember my kneecap beinh completely out of place and have a positive memory because of te morphine. That night was a nightmare and its somethinh im fondly remembering.... It's scary to think if I get in an accident or something and need it again. Like. If I get narcotics again I may be screwed. I should ask for something less addictive but I know that it would be less effective. I'm just certain if I get something again next time it will cause physical addition or something. Im scared of it.

Idk... I am a mess and idk what life is.

dude. FUCK sobriety, this shit is way bettrr

greg was sick for that shit

Hay momentos en los que, voy a necesitarte.