Yall ever like gas light yourself like ahhh my trauma is not *that* bad I am probably just faking it to feel included among mentally ill people but then you get severely triggered by something and have a panic attack and your brain is like nahhhhh that was an exception to the rule you are fs faking every mental illness
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literally every time i go AUGH. I HAVE TO GIVE A PRESENTATION OR TALK IN A MEETING! it always goes well so you'd think after a certain amount of time that i would catch onto this and stop worrying about it so bad but, well,
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This is so fucking funny MC is walking between the demon that threatened to kill them and attacked them on multiple occasions AND the demon who DID kill them AND both of those demons are pissed as fuck at each other and upset over their brother being in trouble and MC is just like 🥰🥰🥰lets all hold hands🌸🥰🌸 like...... read the room A Little Bit MC come on!
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So I got a major Frontiers spoiler (dw, I asked for it cause I figured it'd piss me off - it honestly kinda did) and I started getting TEoS ideas based on it but like. I feel like my ideas are becoming rather removed from what the spoiler actually was and I'm at a point where I'm like "Should I. Should I just remove this from Frontiers and make it it's own thing?" But also I want it to seem like Frontiers could have occurred if it wasn't for Shadow doing a 180 and rejoining the Black Arms breaking canon's course
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I rlly need someone to hang out w & stay up all night waxing philosophically about the horrors of the world
But alas I am an adult and all my friends are adults & we have responsibility & shit
Also I already feel Wak & that’d ultimately only make me feel worse
But the yearning is there & my mind is overflowing with babble
Are they still doing ice pick lobotomies? Asking for a friend
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one thing i really really like about v gundam is shahkti’s character. i feel like shes written very clearly as a traumatized child with ptsd and its portrayed in a very realistic way. i feel like i could write a whole lot about her tbh, but id really have to sit down and think about exactly what i want to say. all i know is i really appreciate her place in the narrative as both as an example of a kid facing war on the front lines, as well as the aftermath of that. while still managing to retain her caring nature. i think she may be one of the better written girls in gundam.
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i guess now that cbc is over you are able to go into the post event shop and takasugi has been replaced with a hologram of himself giving hints to the next event? but i can't find anything definitive on what he's saying
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Riding on @shahs1221 's amazing idea of Italian holiday vaugely 60's but very much still a devil Raphael
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Do you read reader insert fanfics?
Less read them, more write them for myself or whatever using self inserts yknow
I don't like the (y/n) thing it takes me out of it a little because it disrupts the flow of reading which MAKES SENSE don't get me wrong I just
Don't like it anymore
Nobody can meet my standards except me unfortunately
There was one but I think it's on hiatus and it's less reader insert and more named/unnamed character you can project onto
And things took a greatly sexual turn that I was not really expecting because I'm an idiot and don't read the tags that often so I'm not really into it anymore
And there was another but I can only put up with the main character being an absolute asshole for so long at some point they were just cruel and I fail to understand that level of behavior from anyone
I GET IT I just don't like it yknow yknow
And there's always that line to draw with power
Sometimes the reader will be too powerful or too weak and nobody hits the perfect point that I desire and it's a turn off with reading
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