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the-fiction-witch · 5 months

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Just To Spite You

Media The Artful Dodger

Character Jack Dawkins

Couple Jack X Reader

Rating Flirty AF

Requested: Hi, I would like to request something It's for the jack Dawkins book The reader's father is throwing a party and invites a lot of people including jack , the reader's enemy. They hate each other, the thing is there is such a thick tension between them they can't deny it but it has to be a secret

I stood at the top of the staircase doing my best to hold my breath and keep out of view. I looked down at myself in my little heeled shoes too tight for my feet, my tight stockings, my endless crinoline, bird cage of wicker, petticoats, my corset on tight enough to strangle me, and my huge uncomfortable gold glittering ballgown around me, the top off my shoulders but tight to my skin so much it would truly mark me, my long sheer glittering butterfly sleeves almost to the floor, A band of teal blue ribbon around my waist, my hem and as a choker around my neck. I had skin-tight white gloves to my elbows already glimmering from the glitter that had fallen from my dress, a ring around my finger with a large blue gem attached to the bottom my dress so I would not have to hold it to move or dance, My hair had taken hours or meticulous combing and curling and now allowed to hang freely down my back. I hated to look at myself. I felt uncomfortable. Out of place. But this is what my father wants for tonight...

Tonight was my father's Grand ball he holds each year, and this year I was a grand piece of it.

I had always been a decoration for his grand balls but tonight was different I know my father is desperate to wed me off before I will begin to be labelled as an old maid or thornback, it already brought him such rage that I was even a spinster.

"If I may announce, formally. My daughter Miss Y/n Y/M/N Y/l/N!" He called out and the party began to applaud.

I sighed and stepped slowly down the stairs knowing the sort of madness if I were to trip or worse fall down the stairs. I stopped at the landing of the stairs looking out the the party, full of eligible men and a few couples of high local importance. They all looked impressed by me but I just felt awful. As soon as I could I grabbed a drink and hid myself in a corner trying to not be passed or looked at much, not easy in this glitter of a gown.

Men often came up to me to greet me so I forced a smile and a nod a drank more.

"Having fun?" A smirking voice spoke up I glanced to my side and saw a familiar sight... admittedly He'd cleaned up.

Dr Jack Dawkins leant on the wall a pair of well-shined shoes, black trousers, and his usual shirt but it was actually white. Good god I didn't know he still owned any that were still white and not an off-grey from washing blood out, a light cream waistcoat with a slight teardrop pattern to it, a white tie around his neck and a black jacket folded over his arm, his hair well fixed without its usual fluffy frizz and his hands clean... or well as clean as one can get a surgeon's hands without bathing them in acid.

"Ohh yes, Thrilling." I sighed downing the rest of my drink at the mere idea of the two of us having to... be nice to one another.

"You're father's gone all out."

"He will. He does. He's a social man."

"And you're a recluse."

"I am not a social recluse Dr Dawkins, I meer wish to spend my time socializing with people with high intellect and important things to say."

"That's why you're talking to me?" he smirked,

"No. You are neither of those things so if you could kindly take your buggery blonde butt elsewhere that would be... Marvellous." I sighed as I saw a drinks tray go past so I quickly took one and so did he,

"Pompous Old maid" he muttered

"Butcher."

"Whiner"

"Coot"

"Witch"

"Uneducated scoundrel"

"Patronizing Princess"

"irritating malevolent"

"Snobbish toffee nose"

"illiterate Phiilistine"

"exasperating Spinster"

"Crude vagabond" I complained, "will you go away!"

"I would, however, every woman here is married, courting or an utter idiot. And at least you can hold a conversation."

"Even if I'm going to insult you."

"Insult me all you want just please don't talk about bloody flowers. I can't hear anymore."

"What are you doing here anyway?"

"You're father invited me."

"Why? He knows about my... feelings towards you."

"I believe he mistakes our hatred for sexual tension," he said,

"Why would he do that?"

"At least he sees you talking to me, even if we are arguing. And let's face it most husbands and wives are like this after five years so... maybe he just thinks we are getting a head start" he said sipping his drink

"You are one of the most insufferable men I have ever met Mr Dawkins."

"Dr Dawkins. You're going to insult me you can do it correctly Sweetheart."

"Do not call me sweetheart!" I glared

"Why? Are you gonna fight me in your glittery little dress sweetheart?" He smirked moving closer and bending himself to make eye contact like you would with a child given he was a whole head taller than me "Or better yet take it off and we can go upstairs."

My response was to simply throw my drink in his face and march off elsewhere.

Unfortunately, I was found by my father who forced me to begin the usual nonsense, I now had to dance with any man who asked it of me and of course many did. I found it utterly nauseating being held and dancing with these men only interested in me for my father's money all while on display to everyone meaning if I pulled a face or acted up everyone would know. Luckily it would soon be over as most of the eligible men invited I had now danced with.

This man finished up with me kissed my gloved hand and returned to his friends, leaving me before him.

Jack stood with a wide smirk his jacket now back on he bowed and offered his hand, I did my best to hide my face but I'm sure I turned red with anger.

"Don't you dare," I whispered letting him take my hand and giving it a sweet kiss

"Ohh I will princess. Just to spite you" He smirked holding my hand in his own he grabbed my waist and forced me close enough I could feel the buttons on his jacket, I sighed and moved my hand to his shoulder,

"I am going to dispice every moment of this."

"I think I'm going to enjoy it," he smirked as we began to dance, he lead of course even if at times I did fight with him luckily many others danced too so we could speak even in hushed tones and I didn't have to be as careful hiding my emotions

"Do you have to hold me so tight my father will get angry?"

"Ohh that's the plan, I want us to be close."

"Why?"

"well half because I can make your father suspicious, and I can see down your dress."

"You just get more and more insufferable don't you Dr dawkins."

"Ohh I do, it's awfully fun." He chuckled "Christ I can feel the glitter on your dress flaking off in my hand"

"Perhaps I shall send you home glittery and sparkling,"

"You would wouldn't you."

"I would. Just to spite you."

"God even your perfume is infuriating" he whispered in a sly tone as we danced doing a good spin or two,

"Ohh I live for the moments you spin me away, Dr Dawkins,"

"Ohh why do you get a moment of peace from my arms?"

"No, because for a few brief seconds, I don't have to smell your blood-laden aftershave."

"Perhaps I smell bloody because I'm a vampire about to bite your neck sweetheart."

"You bite my neck, and I chop your dick off," I said purposely forcing him to spin me out but he quickly spun me back into his chest

"Ooohh feisty" He smirked

"At least my drink somewhat covers your aftershave."

"Well then I thank you for making me more palatable"

"Ohh you're far from palatable."

"You know, you're not a bad dancer."

"Neither are you, surprisingly." I sighed "How did you get this good?"

"So I'm good am I?"

"For a butcher."

"I was in the navy, you'd be surprised how many officer's balls you attend. You pick things up."

"I imagine all the ladies wanted to dance with you,"

"Ohh they did, but I save my skills for the pretty ones."

"so I'm pretty am I?"

"Gorgeous Sweetheart." He whispered

"Don't call me sweetheart." I glared digging my nails into his hand

"You are adorable when your are angry, like a little pixie."

"One of these days Dr. Dawkins, you're going to wake up with me over you."

"Ohh I'm betting I will" he smirked

"And I shall drive your own scalpel into your heart."

"Ohhh sweetheart, such a violent little thing you are." He smirked, "Just remember you do anything to me, I will haunt your every waking moment, I will be the face you see in your nightmares and trust me you'll be having nothing but."

"Just dance doctor." I sighed

"Why? Are you enjoying our dance? or do you just like a man having you in his arms."

"I've been dancing in men's arms all night."

"Not boys. A Man sweetheart."

"Ohh I would love too, shame I don't see any men here tonight."

"One of these days I'm going to have you tied down on my operating table."

"Ohh? Didn't know you were into that sort of thing Dr Dawkins."

"Ohhh you'd be surprised by the sorts of things I'm into."

"Ohh getting rejected by little ladies? even after you saved their lives."

"You know. I'm a doctor."

"As you keep saying."

"One of these days you'll need my help, you'll be laid on my table, and only I will be able to save you."

"Ohh? And you'll let me die I suppose out of pure spite?"

"No." he smirked as we finished our dance he took a step back and brought my hand to his lips giving it a firm kiss never breaking eye contact "I'd ensure you live. Just to spite you." He smiled "Goodnight Miss Y/l/n"

"Goodnight Dr Dawkins."

"It was a pleasure," he smiled wickedly before he headed back into the main mess of the party.

Ohh, my god... I hate that man.

why does he have to be so..... Ughhh! there isn't been a word for that man!

I fixed my dress a little before I noticed.

MY RING!

It's gone!

Ohh and I know just the slippery eel who took it.

"Miss if I may-" A man began trying to dance with me

"Not now." I snapped lifting my dress and marching through the party to find Dr Dawkins, and I spotted him leaving the main room so I rushed after him grabbed his jacket and yanked him into the music room empty for this evening

"What the hell!" He yelled

"My ring I know you stole it!"

"I haven't stolen anything."

"Liar!"

"Ohh you come to admit I've stolen your heart?"

"Give me my ring Jack! it was my mother's give it back."

He rolled his eyes and handed me my ring back

"You are... the most unendurable peacockish Lobcock of a man I have ever had the misfortune of meeting!"

"You are the most horrendous upstart of a woman I have ever met!"

Both of us were red in the face from yelling, our blood boiling I wanted to kill him to throw him across the room but I grabbed his shirt and he grabbed my face and we kissed with more passion and heat than I had ever felt in a kiss, his lips soft and gentle as we slowly kissed in utter silence. It was... the most amazing kiss of my life.

We stopped and moved away from each other both of us gasping and trying to comprehend what just happened between us.

"What the hell was that..."

"I have no idea."

"Do you wanna fight me or fuck me jack!"

"I don't know!"

"What do you mean you don't know?"

"I don't know. you're a ...complicated woman and you make me feel... Complicated"

"Complicated?"

"Some days, I swear to god I could strangle you! but... I also want to hold you and kiss you"

"I...I admit I want to slap you so so badly but... I also really want to kiss you." I answered, "Did you wanna do it again?"

"God yes!" He gasped pulling me back to his lips, I happily kissed him back stroking his neck and tugging on his hair, and he backed me against the closed door "Ummm you evil little witch! all this time all you've done is wind me up, I want you. I need you. I swear to god I will tie you to my bed tonight and have my way with you kicking and screaming if I have to."

"I want you too. I need you too. I want you forced on my bed until you beg me for mercy"

"Ohh I wouldn't beg you for mercy. Just to spite you."

"Then I'd never scream just to spite you."

"Ohh I'll make you scream sweetheart."

"Don't call me sweetheart."

"Ohh I will," he smirked

"We must stop"

"We must."

"I don't want to."

"Me either."

"But we must." I gasped moving away "We must. We... we must build a wall between us. These emotions they must... never be revealed."

"No... they mustn't" he nods

I found myself unable to not stare but he also couldn't help it, as we stood five feet from each other wanting nothing more than to be in each other's arms

"Beleive me... if your father and his party were not on the other side of that door." He said, "I would throw you on this floor and ruin you."

"As would I you." I answered "But... we cannot. People will hear. people will talk. We can never be together."

"Why not? this is a ball to find you a husband isn't it?"

"why would I ever want to be married to you!"

"Because we can't resist each other. You know it. I know it. Our anger has always been just boiling tension... take my hand. and come with me to see your father. Let me marry you. and I swear our lives will be nothing but enthralled passion and ecstasy."

"I do not wish to be married."

"And you can't avoid it. you know you can't your father will wed you to the first of those boys who ask... and you know your life could be infuriating if you were married. At least if you marry me you know it will be."

"Passion made fade in time."

"If it does... it will be too late. I will be yours. your will be mine. I do not imagine our passion fading but if it does, I will keep you in my arms, love you endlessly, and make love to you with the passion of tonight. Just to spite you."

"if we were to marry, you must understand that I will have to trust you... and if you break it Dr dawkins. I will see to it that your life is miserable and I will never ever give you peace, just to spite you."

"Understood. marry me. Be my bride. And I swear I will suffer with you all of my days." he said taking my hands

"....Marry me. Make me your bride... so we can suffer this fate together for the rest of our lives." I stroked across his face

He pulled me to his lips and we kissed with such hunger, such passion and love.

"I love you sweetheart,"

"Love you too Jack." I smiled laying my head on his chest and he rested his chin on my head

"Come on then, let's go see your father before some boy tries to snap you up, sweetheart."

"Alright jack" I smiled holding his arm as we returned to the party.

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weabooweedwitch · 7 months

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Most women your age are getting married and starting their families and you've never even had a bf 🤡 it's so over for you better get used to coping with ur crippling loneliness with maladaptive daydreaming, yandere asmr videos, drugs and self-insert fanfic because that's all you'll ever have now. Your youth is gone and you're still fat af even after you lost weight (probably gained it all back by now lmao). You could have made something of urself whem you were 20 by losing weight and going to college but instead you laid around and wasted all of your youth and now it's too late. No man will ever want to deal with your baggage of being poor, old, unwanted, uneducated (lmao how do I have more education than you and I'm 10 years younger? dumbass doesnt even have her GED), cringey age-inappropriate hobbies, mentally ill and not even having the decency to go to therapy and take meds, fat, ugly face, loser and loner with no irl friends, crazy family, looking old for your age, whored yourself out on a sugar daddy website, rotten teeth due to your own laziness, thinning frizzy hair and gross bulky glasses, drug addicted alcoholic who's probably going to be homeless for the majority of her life, mean person attacking minor aged rape victims like jesus christ you're so fucking worthless SO many red flags so much baggage no-one will ever want to deal with that. You don't even know how worthless you are

You know, every time you send me a message like this, I think of the person from your friend group who came forward a while back. You know, the one you don't like to acknowledge tried to apologize on your behalf. Anyways, every time you insult my appearance I just think of what your friend said

So i get it sweetie, youre mad at mommy and daddy and you're lashing out. That's why half the time you're repeating things i previously said back to me and parroting shallow insults with a very small vocabulary. The second i call you fatherless, you call me fatherless. I use thw word maladaptive and, suddenly you know that word too and juat HAVE to use it as well. I get it. Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery

You're honestly just making yourself look so pitiable. You realize you've already painted yourself as such a dumb jackass that every single time you do this I basically just laugh and ignore you, and then people who know me and are friends or WANT TO be friends with me see how you treat me publicly and they all say "yeah wow who's this absolutely demonic little cunt acting like this without any reason". Like. What is the end goal here. Making yourself look as petty and stupid as possible. Meanwhile, what did someone else in your friend group say? The ones you lied to? Including Callie, the actual victim whose trauma you're basically trying to appropriate for yourself

Anyways yeah I just wanted to like show you the actual screenshots of the conversation I had with your friend back in June, which also to everyone else, yeah June, that's when she lied to her own friends and said she would stop doing this. She lied to her friends because all of them told her this was making them massively uncomfortable, so now she's. Being an internet troll in secret behind their backs 😂 they were going to tattle on you to your mom so you lied so they wouldn't check tumblr anymore because you're such a weird angry little freak that this has become a hobby for you

I'm sad? I'M sad? I don't even know your fucking name meanwhile you've scrolled through all of my blogs repeatedly for months cataloging details about me for the sheer purpose of trying to poorly insult me.

Like genuinely 90% of the reason I'm answering this is to basically wave a flag saying "hey everyone if you've ever seen or received weird asks of photoshopped porn of me or pictures of my actual family taken from their facebooks or saw the transphobic racist fake dating profile she made with one of my selfies or you ever received a bitch lasagna or Zalgo text, it was this cringey little lolcow right here"

But I also wanted to show you screenshot proof that you make your own friends super uncomfortable and that they started talking about your personal business to defend me over you. So. Yeah I guess that stings huh?

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femme-enby · 2 months

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TERFs are honestly so fuckin funny.

Let me explain- they swear up and down they “know” that they can “tell”, but they are truly just trying to push outdated gender norms and expectations.

Ex: I tend to speak bluntly, sometimes even in such a way that can be considered aggressive by some, when really I am simply trying to be assertive and to the point bc I’ve learned that if I don’t speak like that rarely do people listen.

I presume it’s something about how I speak/type as well as the fact that TERFs are honest to god uneducated, if not also struggling with literacy which leads to folks like me being able to tell them “I am a trans man/masculine individual, I’ve experienced both misogyny and male privilege” and they will SWEAR you’re just a male who was bullied for being effeminate and you’re “wrongly” conflating that with misogyny (spoiler alert… it is also misogyny, or at least ROOTED in misogyny when feminine men get harassed and bullied, bc at the core of the mistreatment they face the thought process is still the same- “feminine=women=weak”)

Like you can straight up tell them “I menstruated for 12 years and I’m now on testosterone” and half of them will still be like “I’m sorry the system let you on hormones as a child but that was NOT a period, you’re just a MAN and you CANNOT menstruate!”

Like… wow, no wonder they prefer to end up in my private messages with this bullshit bc I’d be embarrassed AF to be caught being so BLATANTLY uneducated on a topic that I REFUSE to stop yapping about 😂😂😂

#ryan rambles #how tf are you gonna be SO FUCKING WRONG

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beautifulpersonpeach · 11 months

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Some JJK1 leak is going around and he's singing about a girl in that..jikookers and their delusions gonna end when his album comes out and it being a ode to woman he loves or wishes to have lmao. We've been saying all this while he's straight af but yall don't believe it. Now it's time for him to prove once and for all

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I wonder if people who say things like this have any idea how not just queerphobic this is, but also how ignorant and just plain silly it is. Like, Anon, it's hard for me to believe you've had an education. Forget about JK and jikookers for a second, and replace JK with literally any other person. Your mom, for example. If your mom was a singer and she made a song "as an ode to a woman", which of these options would that eliminate:

Your mom being straight

Your mom being gay/lesbian

Your mom being bisexual/pansexual/queer

Think about it for a sec. Here's a random JK for no reason while we wait.

So, what's the answer?

The answer is none.

Your mom in this example is a singer, and singers make songs with all sorts of pronouns both gender-specific and gender-neutral, all the time, depending on individual preferences, song/tonal flow, the presence of a female/male/nb featuring artist on the song, narrative cohesion within the album or some other concept. Even if the genders were switched and now instead of your mom, we assume it's your dad (as JK is a guy), who made a song as an "ode to a woman", and if we assumed this song was indeed referring to a love interest, this wouldn't mean your dad is straight. Obviously. There's a whole spectrum of sexuality that exists, and your dad could still fancy himself a nice big tallywacker even if he's written a song about a girl from his past.

And this is aside the nuances to this specific leak that make your ask even more ridiculous. I mean, suddenly we're just expected to forget that JK lives in an extremely homophobic country where the consequences to an unabashed coming out would irreversibly change his life and that of his family. Your ask also curiously ignores the fact that in the same leak you're citing, JK is also heard to use male pronouns, so how you managed to make the leap to this being an "ode to a woman", is completely beyond me.

Overall, you seem silly and desperate to disprove jikook in the best case, and uneducated or ignorant in the worst case. Neither of which is good. It's also dispiriting that the first thought that crosses your mind after hearing a snippet of Jungkook's highly anticipated music, is how you can use it in your one-sided beef with... who again? Jokers or jikook? Remind me.

You know what? Actually, don't.

Please don't send me asks like this. Lately, I spend more time on Tumblr deleting asks that are too stupid to be written by even ChatGPT, than staring at hot pics of the tannies, or engaging in fun conversation about the boys and their music. And it shouldn't be this way. You're clogging up my inbox and decreasing my chances of seeing other people who do mean well and who know how to think.

#small psa #Newton's 4th law of attraction is that jikook is always jikooking #anyway #jikook #jungkook #jeon jungkook

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iris-sistibly · 1 year

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Since I'm rewatching Maria Clara at Ibarra on Netflix, at dahil may time ako for today's bidyow I'm just gonna give my two cents on this comment:

I think we can all agree that Maria Clara did NOT deserve to suffer the way she did, and yes she deserves to be happy with the only man she ever loved. But Maria Clara's story is the story of many women who were oppressed, and abused by priests during the Spanish era and sadly, this reality STILL exists even up to this day. And as much as I fucking hate to admit this, there are still many untold stories of women (even boys and young men) who were sexually abused by these disgusting hypocrites who call themselves instruments of God, and what's more painful is that the victims are silenced and the abusers get away with it because *coughs* ✨the Church protects them✨

Don't get me wrong, I was baptized and raised as a Catholic myself, but I refuse to ignore cases like these which thankfully in the modern times are being addressed and taken actions of, but I'm not sure how many of these mga sugo ng Diyos are actually punished for their crimes (*clears throat* Church is still quite influential af even in the 21st century 🙃).

Ibarra is a good man with good intentions for San Diego, yet he was framed and accused of being a heretic and filibuster by [again] these fugly Church peeps because they wanted the Filipinos to remain indios: uneducated and poor af. Juan Crisostomo Ibarra is the image of those people who only wanted to help their fellow Filipinos, yet are the ones who are being punished for the most nonsense reasons, and the very people who called themselves his friends and supporters are the same people who turned their backs on him because they were afraid of suffering the same fate as Crisostomo (and Don Rafael) .

In the show, I saw myself in Klay (except that I passed my Noli, El Fili and Rizal lessons 🤣) my only drive to read Noli and El Fili was to pass my Filipino subject. I did not have a full grasp of the lesson that Rizal was trying to teach. The moment I passed my subject, I was like "Oh good! Finally!" but I didn't take those learnings by heart. And I said the very same thing Klay said in the earlier episode, "What's the point of studying Noli and El Fili when I can't even apply it on the course I'm taking or my job when I graduate?" And I admit, history wasn't my favorite subject, I found it boring. I missed the whole point of what my teacher was teaching me.

I could go on and on about the characters of the novels and the show but to sum it all up, every character and events are the very images of every Filipino, their struggles, and the truth about what was really happening in our country. Rizal's Noli Me Tangere and El Filibusterismo weren't the kind of novels you expect them to be, it is not a stereotypical love story, and it wasn't written to make the readers OR the audiences happy. These novels are here to teach the Klays like you and me not only about our history but also open our eyes to the reality of how this cancer of the society still exists and if we, the Filipino people don't do something to "cure" this, our country will NEVER progress.

As much as I wanted Ibarra and Maria to have a happily ever after they both deserve, I am glad that GMA 7 actually didn't stray away too much from its source materials, because now I understand why I had to learn those books. I understand now why Rizal was named national hero, his novels paved the way for the Filipinos to finally stand up and fight the oppressors.

However, as much as it pains me of how tragic Rizal's novels are, at least in the show, they got a happy ending. Just in a different timeline and universe but still, happily ever after.

#misc #gma 7 #maria clara at ibarra #noli me tangere #el filibusterismo #jose rizal #suzette doctolero #netlifx #juan crisostomo ibarra y magsalin #maria clara delos santos y alba #maria clara infantes #dennis trillo #julie anne san jose #barbie forteza

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karlie-what-you-want · 5 months

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AITA?? Here are my feelings about some things I keep seeing on social media. Obviously, since I'm here, I'm aware of Swifties and by association (and because I enjoy her art as well) Selena. This is not an opinion on Selena or Taylor and their own opinions or political positionings. It's an opinion on fans. If you harass celebrities for them to 'take position' or 'speak up' (and then also when they do you tell them they did it wrong)... Your activism is strange af. But. Fine. To do so and not look like a dumbass, to me, you should, FIRST, have called all of your representatives and asked the same. Tweeted all the politicians you can fine. Never relent. Call them out. You know. Shaken the tree of everyone whose JOB it is. And then... you can go yell at some people who have very little chance to move the needle at all except for ruining their own careers. Yeah? Okay. So. Dear Blogger. Tell me. Do you feel that this is an unreasonable take? Swifties for Palestine, I'm with you. Please tweet those who keep vetoing the ceasefire.

People have all sorts of big feelings on this matter—in the realm of celebrity and otherwise. I do not think you’re an asshole for your opinion, though I also understand those who feel differently.

In my opinion, demanding the perfect response from celebrities that are almost-definitely uneducated and out of touch is a guaranteed way to end up disappointed and upset.

(Even so, that’s not actually an excuse for those celebs who have said atrocious things while firing off their mouths. I’ve seen some of them say some downright awful and disturbing things. It’s just to say…I’m disappointed but not entirely surprised.)

Yes, it is much more effective to call out those with the power and education to create change at a higher level.

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hesitationss · 3 months

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everytime a post being pro-palestine gets notes, even something as simple as a positivity one about how palestine will be free, i'm always getting weird af asks either from zionists/racists, or asking me to explain my thoughts on a different issue so they can do a "gotchya!" or something. its always a question posed in such away where they had a one sided argument with me in their head and are sending an ask to affirm their assumptions about me, someone they didn't ever interact with until they read the post.

even checking someone's account to see if they're asking in good faith always shows there is some underlying racism and they love sending asks so they can argue with ppl which is honestly such a weird way to spend time... so as rule, i don't answer anything in that realm. tumblr is the only website where uneducated idiots assume everyone is less educated than you so that they can ask you if you even understand something, meanwhile their info is like... propoganda they learned in highschool 😭 (okay tumblr isn't the only place this happens, but tumblr is the only place you can send asks about it) like it's not an ask, most if these people are preemptively debating w and answer presumed... extremely weird political culture on here. i have to remember a lot of people on here do not engage with their local communities and are often sheltered or socially isolated which can make them quite polarizing (i've been there). however i do really love all the awesome ppl that ask me about zine culture and DIY culture looking to revitalize that with others or have fun that's always really heartwarming to me.

#everytime posts get more notes i have to be like... okay which 10 weirdos are sending me asks this week...#oops this turned into a rant

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f0xd13-blog · 3 months

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What It's Like To Be Me (Hidden Justin Timberlake Vocals) - SoundCloud

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Something kind of creepy hitler,josephine baker and jesus had similar lives they just did different shit but they got into politics and the military after being poor af and "uneducated"

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Yuri's Love of Drama as Trauma-Coping Mechanism

On Yuri’s “Dramatic” tendencies and separating himself from his past

We know Yuri loves drama and theatrics. You could say he enjoys them because that’s his personality. I mean, the man writes with a feather quill and probs does exquisite calligraphy. His long hair is tied back in a bow, a la 18th century nobleman, except for the loose pieces framing his face, and specifically wears black barrettes for that style. Black against white. That's just his personal, aristocratic style.

Take his office—it totally looks like everything he put there is there because it’s expected to be there in his position as a judge. Nothing seems cheap or is a fond, well-worn memento.

Compare that to at-home Yuri. Guy wears a flowy, Renaissance-style toggle shirt (you know he sewed it) with the front freaking hanging open, at home, with his dementia-riddled mother. That’s his idea of comfortable. Raise your hand if you think toggles are comfy lounge wear.

Compare that to vigilante-lair Yuri. The Rococo bas-relief domed interior with a light shining down centered on his desk, the backlit windows that no doubt are purely for decoration, the green lantern MOOD lighting that slays me ten ways to hell. Add it all together: nobleman’s hairstyle, fancy “comfy” clothes, writing with a quill, opulence, the verbal and visual theatrics, and you wouldn’t be blamed for saying, dramatic boys gonna dramatic.

The first thought that came into my head upon really thinking about his connection to all the above, Yuri’s “hatred” of the capitalistic system, executing folks, etc., is, this guy wants to be Robespierre. He was the elitist lawyer dude who took advantage of the French revolution to implement his bullshit, violent agenda of law and order, and eventually lost his own head in the process. I hope I’m wrong!

I would also say that Yuri indulges in all these trappings to set himself apart for his past, particularly his father. Mr. Legend was superficially, at least towards the end, embodying the stereotypical lowbrow working man* who smokes and keeps his cigs in his front pocket, has a beer belly, drinks excessively, beats his wife, and comes off as simple and uneducated, especially his black and white idea of justice being to “punish evil”. No nuance or societal justice whatsoever.

I imagine anything Yuri connected with his upbringing would bring him pain and shame. Many childhood abuse survivors grow up to eschew everything their parents were, so as to avoid becoming them, to become “better” than they ever could be. It often comes at the price of abandoning any authentic parts of themselves connected to their traumatic past. He might like swag carpet and avocado-hued appliances for all we know, but trauma-Yuri is like, nope, gimme that fancy shit and respectability. Gimme classism as an aesthetic.

The fact that he STAYS in his dark, trauma-haunted, depressing af, wood-paneled home for the sake of secrecy and his mother must bring him daily suffering. I don’t doubt his vigilante lair is in the basement, a haven he can run to to remind himself, see, I’M educated. I’m better. I’m not like THAT rabble. Look at all my books! I’d never be so lowbrow, so unrespectable, so, so...common. He wears his freaking work suit(s) there—not even comfy clothes. That place is his validation zone.

Not only does his elitism set him apart from his father and past, it sets him above all others, making it easier to run around killing folks as Lunatic. I’m BETTER than you. I know best. Only I can deliver true justice. That smacks of self-protection run sociopathic. A mechanism of injecting self-worth and righteousness into himself using literal lives as props. It also justifies killing, rightfully so, his abusive POS father.

And yet, AND yet, he still upholds his father’s black and white sense of justice: an eye for an eye. Like, my dude, where do extenuating circumstances come in? How can you just go around inflicting your trauma on everyone and call that justice and yet someone who does something similar to survive, or that’s all they’ve known or have access to is a criminal?

I think Yuri is caught in some loop that makes it impossible to see this reality. He needs to be better, he MUST punish evil to be better. But he never figured out for himself what evil is, simply accepted his abusive father's version. It's more cognitive dissonance hissing away in his life, distorting reality.

Killing his father never needed justification, but he’s continually searching for validation through reenacting that act of self-defense as murder then calling it justice, and validation is a helluva drug. Whether he's getting validation through the act of murder or his perceived respectability by class elitism, it's all a coping mechanism that elevates him above his trauma.

He will never admit these truths to himself with where he’s at now in his healing journey, because there’s still an empathetic kindness that’s intrinsic to who Yuri is. To admit his Lunatic doings are just a means of validating to himself he isn’t a useless, unlovable nobody? I imagine that if he were forced to accept that now his psyche could shatter instead of being barely held together by spit and will power.

If Yuri actually is the kind, empathetic person we see glimpses of in the manga and anime who wants to “rid the world of evil”, he’s gonna need to realize good and evil are constructs. Which Keith alludes to in the manga.

There’s being beneficial to society as a whole and being harmful, not “good” or “evil”. Yuri’ll HAVE to realize justice is most importantly a beginning and not just an end. He’ll have to realize that his persona, or at least the inauthentic parts he cultivates to exude class and respectability, are a huge part of the problems he wants to change and faces daily in and out of court.

This cognitive dissonance cannot escape him and must take a heavy toll. Everyone needs to deal with their emotions, hopefully healthily, and Lunatic is another of his better-than-you coping mechanisms that lets him go ham using the emotions he doesn’t allow himself to acknowledge, articulate, process, or share with anyone. That's peak privilege using others as your trauma-cope and calling it justice.

I don’t think the Lunatic persona is necessarily NOT part of Yuri, but actually one he can’t afford to face head on, examine, and integrate at the mo’. I don't even think Lunatic is his "dark side" as much as his internal protector run amuck, high on that sweet righteousness.

Everything Yuri, and his protector, does is to enforce he’s not like his father or his upbringing. He’s a sensitive man who was a sensitive boy, which from what we saw, his father was not. Child abuse and witnessing abuse as a child is always horrific, and when that child is sensitive, the abuse is magnified and internalized in ways that are very difficult to shake. In extreme forms we call it PTSD. The hallucinations, flashbacks, etc.? The repeating of habits and patterns from your abuser? Classic PTSD. It does NOT get better on it's own nor even with the help of loving friends or coworkers.

We see it in his people pleasing, despite having power, or maybe because of it. We see it in when he engages with the heroes, and when he shrugs off thanks. It’s there in the manga where he says he won’t escape his punishment or even try to. We see it in season 2, cour 1, when Kotetsu confronts him about doing something about Mugan and Fugan and Yuri looks helpless and comes across as sullen and angry. I reckon it’s at himself for not knowing the best course of action. Being helpless feels awful to him.

We can agree the man is soft in the best ways, and if he can ever figure out what’s him, what’s trauma, what are healthy coping mechanisms (being an elitist, murdering prick in order to feel validated is not on that list), and how to integrate it all, he’ll be a strong, kind, man who has access to all of himself. He’ll be horrified by what he’s done, be able to forgive himself, and try to make amends.

He might even become a vigilante that goes after corrupt politicians, slimy marketers, lobbyists, and corporate heads, not killing them, but ruining them socially so they can do no further harm. He could even start advocating for restorative justice as Judge Petrov. He could start having one-on-ones with the heroes as Director Petrov and slowly get them to become more socially-minded as a whole instead of being cogs making money for people they’ll never meet. That’s an integration of his whole, authentic self I can get behind. I'd watch that spinoff series, #Sunrise!

I do think upholding justice is a part of Yuri, a justice that starts in local policy, community, and is a thread throughout everything he does. That’s what good, kind, empathetic people do. They create social justice. To do so, he’ll need to grapple with his privilege—both what he was born into and what he’s cultivated, and to realize the societal problems he despises stem from an inequity he possesses the power to change. That change starts with accepting the inequity perpetuated upon him and by him. And therapy, soooo much therapy.

*This is bullshit as “upper” class folks can also be abusive alcoholics and working folks can most certainly be educated, loving, and sober. Fuck classist stereotypes.

#tiger and bunny #yuri petrov #taibani #lunatic #Yuri could be a literal social justice warrior #You can change the system Yuri and prevent crime once you stop mainlining coping mechanisms #Therapy for Yuri #Yuri is part of the system he hates and can't admit it yet #I love you taibani scholars #Yuri enjoyers and your theories get me outta bed in the morning

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bellafragolina · 7 months

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Yyaayaya I'M BACK WITH IDEA.. Yesssss...

As i said back then no need to make this since your Inbox/request are closed :D just give me your thoughts hahahha I'm dying-

Just imagine Pokemon with and Digimon Reader

Reader out of nowhere Got into Pokemon worlds and damn confuse af like what is this thing- (taking about the Pokemon)

And just imagine when the Villain and the protagonist and whoever there with them seeing this GIGANTIC BICH LOOKING THING IN THE SKY (it's literally Big that Gigamax Pokemon lmao), they be like shock so shock, screaming, panic, scared and shit fr Reader be like :

Villain/Protagonist/People : WHAT THE- WHAT THE HELL HOLY ARCEUS THAT THING IS BIG!!! <<READER>> YOU LIVE LIKE THIS!! HOW-!!!?!?!! *literally panic and about to shit themselves*

Reader : yeah... I live with this crap :) *calm at this situation*

And just imagine arceus literally panic/maybe he not, and there's literally bigger than a planet it self and Literally like reader out of no where calm rather than like panic, i mean they already live like this on the digimon world so there no things such as panic, kinda except if you want to fight god there like literally A whole buch of them but yeah... Let's not talk about it too much..

I just like have this idea out of nowhere/jk youtube.. And i just like remember my damn dad use to play this type of game and back then i use to love watching him play it, no lie i literally love it and i try to play it and i just give up and give it to my dad since i sucks.., i just damn imagine all of the villain try to capture Reader just to do what they want or making the reader being their Work just for the things they want Freedom for Pokemon, or rule the world with it or maybe they piss their pants and run off when they see reader.. I mean no lie like that thing is huge and i probably scared as a mouse if i see one

- Anon with many idea [ Anon enjoy Rambling like this yyaayaya :) ]

I will admit to you I have never played a Digimon game only see half a season of the anime

But! I do like this!! I love the idea of a character just so unfazed by whatever totally chaotic thing that’s happening while everyone around then panics. They’re so tired. They’re so done with it all. It’s so funny and charming to me!!

I really enjoy this!! Please ramble more about it if you think of more!!! Just know I’m a little uneducated so I might not understand everything, but that doesn’t mean I won’t enjoy it!! But I really enjoy this!!!!

Tell me more pls!

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locklylemybeloved · 1 year

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You are a racist and a colorist ("especially if you are white"). "Do not judge by the color of my skin but the content of my character" – MLK (I bet you believe all "white people" are white almost all Jews are "white people" and so many others.

Who give af what color someone is? It's vagina and she do what she wants with it.

Taylor Swift is not your barbie doll that you can dress up when the Ken that you want.

And before you make an assumption about me, I'm a poc, don't care because it's none of my business, and I don't agree with racist and colorist term/phrase, "person of color" because we are all of color (poc is clearly a racist and colorist term used to hate a fellow human being that is a caucasian.

All of you guys are using the same propaganda about nazis that Putin used for invading Ukraine to attack Taylor Swift. Now, you are Putin sympathizers and the same as him in every sense.

Go fuck yourself with your reverse racist childish uneducated mentality and poc supremacist beliefs.

#^actual footage of me reading this anon #sometimes the way some of yalls brains work lowkey confuses me #not even gonna dignify this with a real response tbh #anon #anonymous

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ok in have a lot of questions about this but what is the prevailing fandom theory as to why gee and linds got married if they are both probably queer or even lyrically gee reads as ace to me at times, or if triple r, then WHY did they get married when they’d literally known each other for like two months? and it’s been….almost 15 years. like that’s a good long track record for a marriage of arrangement/agreement/convenience/appearances for both whatever you want to call it. but it doesn’t answer why…to raise a family? to make their families happy? i guess i need to read some good theories because i’m nosy af about this aspect.

ummm... okay sorry but I can't tell if you're genuinely doubting the validity of gerard's marriage here or if you're just curious as to what theories exist around it. If you're doubting the validity ohhhh boy you are wrong i'm sorry.

If you're just looking for theories, and know their marriage isn't a scam, i'm sorry i don't really know any specifics other than 'she's a beard!!'

I'm going to answer this under the keep reading because i have a lot to say.

gerard and lindsey are both not straight to the best of our knowledge, but that doesn't mean they can't get married. I think a lot of theories created around this time were both completely uneducated on sexuality and just hated the woman gerard was dating. No offense, but I don't think either of them are asexual. Like maybe I can see where that's coming from with gerard seemingly awkward about stuff, but I'm sorry they were making the bus stank i know it....

Gerard started dating lindsey a few months after publicly announcing they broke off their engagement to Eliza. There's a lot of speculation around that relationship, but if anything it proves gerard is an all-in typa person. Plus the two knew each other from a few shows MSI and mcr played together back in the day. There's even an article in which they both admitted they both started working out before projrev when they found out the other was going to be there.

In terms of why people think their marriage is a scam, I really just a mixture of think people's inability to imagine a non conventional relationship and having a shipping agenda. If we give people the benefit of the doubt, they were being protective of gerard and wanted to make sure they weren't getting taken advantage of. If we don't, these people were just (even subconsciously) jealous of a woman, whereas the already fan-popular Frank was pre-approved and just enough not like the audience that it didn't feel like he was 'taking their place'. Again if you're asking for theories, i really just think people did not think deeper than 'lindsey is a beard'

I think a lot of confusion about all this is that the gerard and lindsey romance all happened while on proj rev, which a lot of people consider to be the 'gayest tour' with all the stage nonsense happening. Admittedly, it is confusingly hilarious. By accounts i have read, Jamia was also on the tour with them so there was no reason all that repression needed to come out on stage. I do however think that they were just all having fun and feeling themselves, which leads to my next point -

We literally have no idea about the dynamics of their relationships. Nor should we, as the public, know. The idea of a non-monogamous relationship is hardly talked about now, let alone back in 2007 when these theories started. I'm not going to go into a trutherism theory about this, but I just think it's something these people need to keep in mind before they claim the marriage is a coverup

This relationship was all happening around the time Frank was sad-posting on his 'anonymous' blog about being heartbroken. Again I'm pointing to my previous bullet.

People hate Lindsey. At first, probably just for being a woman. Now, for genuine reasons that are completely valid and well founded. I don't think people are able to differentiate between "hey this woman has done some shitty stuff" and "she is completely unredeemable" So people extend that to their relationship.

So yeah, if you want my personal opinion here - I think Gerard really just found love and didn't see a reason to wait. it's hard to say it was a crazy impulsive move now because from all accounts they are still hopelessly in love and I just can't feel anything other than happy for them, even despite the issues.

Again sorry if you weren't even trying to deny their marriage. I at least hope i was able to explain why people had misplaced doubts if that was the case!

#ref

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