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kreidewaltz · 3 years

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YEAR END LOVE.

happy holidays and advance happy new year everyone!! this was supposed to be for christmas but.. yeah hope u had a great time w your loved ones <33 this is for my friends who helped me get thru shitty times, who made me laugh so hard, and made me feel appreciated :) to my mutuals, thank u for taking ur time to talk to me!! any interactions from u guys makes me so so happy <3 im proud of you for getting through this year!! this is gonna b a long one .. hehe <3 sorry if i didn't mention u!! i still love u :( this is in no particular order dw dw ily all d same

to my followers, mutuals, and people who likes my stuff in general ツ

AAAAAAA guys ily you rock !! thank u for supporting me and just being there for me (esp for the ones who listened and stayed w my shit !!) ty for liking, reblogging about my stuff, or just interacting w me!! pls pls talk to me let's have some good convo hehe i hope no one will send me or any blog hate bc that isn't cool >:( happiness and love only are allowed people!!!

@sunakissses ツ

my bestie, my bae, babe <3 you rock val if im honest :( even tho we haven't been friends for a long time, we just clicked !! and yeah talking to u is just makes me at ease n u have that comfy vibes :)) and our interactions r so funny and wholesome <33 i just love when im talking to ya you know :(( and idk i love ur supportive aura whenever i do something hehe :( lets keep going next year and be more closer >:) and yes u and suna r going to be the cat's first ever aunt and uncle <3

@romaune ツ

okay .. the literal meaning of sunshine, yes you gracie baby :( you're so wholesome i wanna cry thats me 2 u !! i love your aura and just everything, i get so excited when u reply to my asks fr, because ure so enthusiastic n i like that a lot !!! :( ik we don't talk a lot yet but from our interactions (or just us screamin abt our mans winks) i know i gained a friend, a good n funny friend for that:) and ure so like hinata i wanna squish and hug and talk to!! i love how we scream abt our ongoing suna brainrots HAHA can't forget that <33

@cryoqi ツ

people put ur hands up 4 the coolest person ive met !!!! >:( istg you're so kind and so funny even if thats not ur intention T_T at first i was intimidated by u but then yeah <33 we vibe :( only the real ones know abt us and me bein your bread anon <33 ure rlly great and can't forget d time us and dove sang thru texts ...? yes that i cried while laughing HAHA, and yes i love the way u write 2!! so you and just amazing overall :)) n yeah i like to talk to u a lot in the server !!! ure so funny & relatable at times hihi

@miyasangel ツ

arden bae !!! you're so ... cool and pretty and one of the people i want 2 talk to in here <3 you're like cool and the way you write is chefs kiss >:( and i love it whenever we talk abt random things AHSHS and when we talk abt atsumu <33 i love love that !! n yeah good thing i interacted w u b4 on ur old blog and get to talk to you more !!! i was so shy n nervous while sending you asks sometimes LMAO idk why :(( ure rlly a great friend <3 n i think u also became a factor on why im liking inarizaki :D

@cafemiya ツ

omg hail to issy !! i know we don't talk that much yet but i literally like u a lot >:( you're rlly great w your long fics !! n handmade heaven lead me to you and ur asks <3 and you're so chaotic too HAHA i like that :) dw ill always shower u w compliments bc u so deserve it bby !!! and i squeal sometimes when u reply to my asks w the same energy :(( n yes i just love you and your vibe in general <3 and im so excited 4 the collab !!! <3 thanks for reaching me out hehe or my slowburn fic journey wont happen :( anw ily and keep slayin issy baby!!!! :D

@kuro0luvr ツ

omg kieran .. the big phat supporter of chlojime is here people !!! <3 i just love loooove talking to you esp in the server & we scream abt anything n everything :( and thank u for always giving me support and everyone else when we're down!! you're one of my sunshines 2 :( i love how we just talk and instantly b close friends you know!! even tho we dont chat like in dms we r so close hehe :( and yes ill never forget how happy u got when i complimented that u have akaashi vibes <3 ty for being a good friend n supporter to me :(((

@oikawasbliss ツ

milo everyday !!! >:) i missed our interactions tbh :( you're just so chill n i vibe w u a lot!! your themes omg i want em its so aesthetic and everything <3 and uhm i love ur love for oikawa >< i mean who wouldn't but whenever i see smth kawa related i think of u immediately T_T and yes ure just so so cool :(( lets talk more soon gah and maybe talk abt aot hehe smirks <3 and yes i just like ur themes and vibe a lot <3 lets talk more soon gah >:)

@himichii ツ

I KNOW we didn't talk really like until few weeks ago but ... you're so funny and kind n lowkey sweet HAHA u were so intimidating before i can't talk 2 u <//3 but im glad i did !! not me writin this and listening to the playlist u made for me :( omg thank u for that and the other that u posted, i felt nostalgic and (good) sad on d inside <3 HAHS lets talk more omfg idk what 2 say :( OH oh ure a greatt writer :( the angst u sent yesterday made me sad gah <3 let's talk more in the new years!!! :(

@hajimine ツ

oml lexy bae where do i start??? omg ily like <3 because you're so nice n sweet n so funny 2!! glad i started participating in your ask games and on that we became friends hehe :( i love how we just talk abt anything on your asks <33 like ur life keeps me entertained HAHA and when u became more chaotic n all that .. i liked it!!! :( and oh u write so well if u didnt know >:( can't wait 4 more interactions w you bae !! <3 and ugh omg ily <3 literally cannot express how much :( you have good vibes n i wanna have that too !! and love how we just scream over one man ;D

@lcaita ツ

omg kai ... hi <3 HAHS sorry if im so awkward wtf but ure so cool and so funny !!! i like ur vibes always even tho ure not always around <3 and when youre around i just get happy !!! >< for some reason i love ur name hehe and uhm i love ur aesthetics hehe on ur acc !!! >:) and yes thank u for being a kind friend hehe :( lets talk more next yr abt anything!!! maybe abt ur mans (kaashi, semi, others) hehe ;)

@kemochie ツ

nea !!! i just . wanna say that you're a sweet human being :( and deserve the world :( ik we didnt interact much yet but !!! i love u already n your aura in general <3 and i just get soft on ur username for some reason T_T i love our little interactions from time 2 time n i wanna boost that more on the new years!! <3 idk i like u :( that's it thats my say :(

@nightmareupondaydream ツ

kana baby !!! im so grateful for u whenever u send me sweet words at random times ... and when i need it <3 and i missed our chats in dms :( lets do it again sometime !! im gonna be here for u okay :( and you're so sweet fr i love u,, and yeah just talkin about how shitty life is or how my writing goes, let's do that on the new years oki!! <3333

@ravscrii ツ

thank u for being there like really >< ik u have own probs to solve but you still helped me :( ty for being a great listener and supporter hehe <3 u deserve great things !!! and pls dw okay we're good even tho we arent talking that much :( i miss that hehe n ure a kind and funny person ASHS esp in the server ur replies n everything make me laugh :( lets talk more soon like the old times AAAAAA i miss it hehe <3 and goodluck on genshin HAHA pls entertain me w it even tho i don't play </3

@rintaroll ツ

olivia babe <3 omg i missed u sorry 4 not checking on u :( forgive me <//3 just wnna say u totally made my 2020 better n a little more bearable <3 i like ur vibes sm and ur name .. olivia wow i like it :( and oh you're so aesthetic like ur blog in general ??? hello pls step on me :( and u also influenced me (for some reason) to like tsumu more ?! which i dont mind at all .. i like it when we scream over tsumu or i tease u n him getting horknee :D yeah and god i can't forget the time we fangirled over gojo on ur asks ... and u sent me gojo gifs which made me scream <3 one of my unforgettable moments w ya!!

to my hajime anon + mod ツ

thank u for always being here :( and you just chatting w me makes me so happy <3 i hope you'll see this hehe and just thank u and ily yknow :( when im down or happy, or shitty you're just there, supporting me always <3 im so grateful for that!! and hajime anon mod ily :( thank u for taking ur time to chat w me and make me so happy hehe <3 take ur time okay :)

to my baby, stella ツ

AAAAAAA idk if you'll see this but shoot me an ask if u saw :( uhm i love ur vibes and you're so cool !! promise <3 and your theme changes r always so beautiful <3 pls pls i love you so much agh im so worried when u deactivated :( pls dont overwork okay whenever ure working :( i love talkin to u always in ur asks !!! ure so sweet and lovely grr >:( u deserve all d good things okay ily stel :((

#advance happy new year !! <3

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ilyuqi · 3 years

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oooh since we’re on the topic of og dttwt my bestie was actually the one who introduced me to that side of mcyt in summer 2020?? she became interested after watching dream’s videos and she would send me dnf videos made by space croissant (uhm back when dnf was better becuz it was less blatant pandering and more bro-joking, imo. i mean i feel like dream said a lot more obvious things stemming from homophobia to george in that era but their dynamic just seemed more natural? and less caring of how stans would view it, if that makes sense). she literally made a twitter so she could follow the dteam. (she quickly stopped liking dream’s content but thats besides the point) but she never used twitter after making it initially so if u go through her follows u come across og dttwt accs that still haven’t deactivated which is cool i guess. thinking about that period makes me nostalgic becuz mcyttwt now is a hot mess but back then it was smaller so it was more bearable…? i guess. i mean im not in dttwt or anything becuz im a tubbo main and only follow tubbotwt accs on there but like from what ive heard it seems like dttwt has become drastically different from an year ago yea

yeah no it was insanely nice. like . think of a bunch of people just genuinely all together like a family, so corny to say that but it really was like that. everyone knew everyone and like, one gc was basically half the fandom. it was so insanely nice and cozy, its really sad it went to shit LDNJDDJ

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transrightsjimin · 3 years

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@trespassers-will ok here we go

i also watched the various videos hidden inside each photo and the videos that were posted today as well and took notes too hjfhk

1. hobi’s room

okay so i thought i would rank jin’s room first but then i saw hobi’s room and i saw that couch nd went OMG okay thats no.1!! i love this interior so so much, like i normally hate orange and blue as a combination but this seems almost more like red and blue and it really reminds me of hopeworld. there’s many pop art-like graphic design posters adorning the walls, showing lines like ‘hope‘, ‘sweet’ and ‘my way‘. the shoes on the closet(?) behind him were disaplayed bc those are the colours we wears the most in his fashion. and then there’s this iconic inflatable clear pink couch and him wearing a pink robe and just GOD what a mood, i want a room like this!! the chair reminds me a lot of the type of fun quirky furniture i fantasized about and incorporated into my drawings as a kid when i was around 8-11, probably because i got inspired by stuff like totally spies and polly pocket, which had all these designs clearly inspired by 60s and 70s space age design but more in pink and purple i guess.

also i hate the search for such stills bc even w safe search on, you still have godawful f3tish drawings depicting those kids from totally spies ending up in search results and it’s disgusting. but yeah it reminded me of that

youtube

when i say polly pocket, i particularly mean this quik-clik (magnetic clothes and hair) era in 2005 which was what i had some stuff from. i had that couch / movie night! set and the pool and that

also i just really like hobi’s room because with all the posters and cabinets and clothing items laid out and a carpet and fun colours and whatnot, it really feels like an actual room you could live in, unlike any of the other rooms which feel very empty or too minimalist to me. but YEAH hobi’s room is my fav, i love the way a fuller room feels more cozy and habitable and floaties and inflatable floaties are AMAZING

2. jin’s room

jin’s room is so prettyyyy!! jins explanation of the room was very uhm confident and funny but i love that. the couch looks like a lilac shell, which makes sense as everything else looks very pearlescent. i really love cool-toned pastels like lilac, powder / baby blue, periwinkle and everything just looks like it’s part of a waiting hall for mermaids or something. there’s also gems in it which took me a while to realize bc i only noticed the glass chandelier and lamp but then i saw them in his hand nd on the table. i dont rly care abt gems / jewels but overall i just love how this whole room speaks ‘pretty‘ to me. robes are always a plus. as i was writing this, i was also reminded of hair extension mullet jin with iridescent clothing and all and that is actually my all time fav photoshoot / look of him. him saying he’s the gem of the room makes sense too as he’s sitting in the shell like a pearl. jin pretty pretty mermaid

ok from here on its getting harder bc place 3-8 is not so much abt which is nicer but which one actually makes me feel any emotion bc i just feel too exhausted for excitement over comebacks or anything really. also minimalism doesnt make me feel anything either. but ill try

3. jungkook’s room

ok ive been staring at a screen w few sleep for too long so ill try to go through my ranking faster bc ive been working on this post for too long, also partially bc i cant focus nd partially bc theres some i just rly dont feel much for but i feel bad for ranking one lower than the other or ranking smth higher when ive talked to someone who dislikes a room i like dghkfdf

but yeah i like jungkooks room! its a very intense blue tht might make you depressed if youre in it too long but again i love how theres multiple items stacked in the bg and intense blue lights, and the ceiling looks like it has soundproof padding. its like youre in a recording studio or at some vaguely nostalgic party of a friend of my mom, who had plants in her home nd rock music nd the tv on and was smoking nd it was a bit dark and mysterious. i like it, it intrigues me a bit nd makes me miss going to concerts. also this pic rly just reminds me of 2008-2010 pop music videos where theres always a party and dj and people are wearing sunglasses or something and theres a dance break at the end

4. yoongi’s room

also blue!! the first time i saw this pic it was bc someone sent it to me to say how ugly they thought the decoration / editing looked w the metallic dripping stuff from the couch and whatnot but i kinda like it :( i like his velvety clothing and the light blue in the rest of the room is really pretty. i like mirror themes when done well nd i like how the reflectiveness shows also in the metallic dripping nd metallic spheres and the mirror hes standing on nd the way light reflects on his clothes and from the lamp. only the lamp feels a bit too much like a contemporary art installation for me nd his room already is a bit too empty for my liking nd i had the feeling when i watched the vid of him walking through the room that there was not much to interact w in the room like it was a bit dull. his voice in the explanation videos made it feel more like a place of peace / solitude rather than boredom or loneliness though.

5. namjoon’s room

ehh i think place 5, 6 and 7 are interchangable at this point. namjoon woulve ranked lowest but i listened to his explanation videos and saw him goof around in today’s video and appreciated it a bit more. the room still looks quite minimalist and not super comfortable, like youre not allowed to touch anything there (which is the same for jin i guess but i dont view that as smth meant to look like a living room). i do like how the wood theme is present throughout each wall nd in various items and w the windows nd use of space it feels a bit inspired by japanese interior design and that that is inspired by his bonsai tree nd love for woodwork, but im not sure. i was actually quite shocked some of his explanations were so short. so yeah i place this 5th bc i like how coherent the theme is but it doesnt feel cozy or inviting nd still very cold to me, maybe bc it looks too expensive or minimalistic in terms of colours.

6. jimin’s room

i like the flowers but also i dont like tiny flowers nd they tend to be the stinkier ones. i kind of like how jimins room feels the most like a grandma one w all the flowers nd offwhite and the lamp and beige i think? but the colours are so muted and if anything it feels like a place for a bridal photoshoot nd im just so bored. i love jimin nd feel bad for ranking a room he curated so low but it rly creates no serotonine in my brain, just melatonine bc im sleepy. i like how the room i obviously quite packed w stuff, but then the washed out colours make everything still look very bleak. hmm. i do like how the flowers reach outside the borders unlike w any of the others’ photos. im about to fall asleep so let me quickly finish this post

7. tae’s room

the picture in the middle behind him is interesting nd i dont know how he made that, nd i do like how he described his room as a place where there would always be enough food for visitors. i know it’s meant to communicate some highbrow, artsy vibe but w the weird editing and lightning nothing looks real in the room he’s in (including himself, like it doesnt even look like hes in the room) and it just looks kitschy instead of artsy. yeah i dont gravitate towards this one, it’s like deep-fried and desaturated at the same time nd i tend to avoid looking at it subconsciously

8. the first room photo

i first posted a long description here why but it disappeared but in short. this photo evokes no emotional response to me other than think of kind of crappy hotel rooms i was in w my parents while on vacation nd we slept in the same room or something nd the beds were awful nd made my moms chronic pain worse. the clothing is very boring and so r the colours of the room. i know bangtan curated stuff but its still the least interesting photo to me, maybe im too depressed to feel anything idk

im sorry this was prob very boring TT_TT i tried my best to make a ranking but i rly dont know nor care as much as i would want to

#asks #trespassers will #rambles #long post

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parisakamali · 3 years

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30-36?

omg anon hello!! thank you so much for asking so many damn 😳💛

30. Favourite sad song?

most of my playlist: full of sad songs

me when i have to name a sad song: 👁👄👁

maybe happiest year by jaymes young, but mostly bc of the story behind the song cause it used to make me happy but then i read what he said about the song and now it makes me cry...

31. Nostalgic song?

heaven is a place on earth by belinda carlisle ; it’s the first one that came to my mind idk. great song

32. Song which makes you productive?

nothing has that much power over me, but josslyn by olivia o’brien makes me walk fast so uhm,,,

33. A song you have to dance to?

NOW BY OLIVIA O’BRIEN - A BOP!!!

34. A song that hits different?

isabella by vaughan

35. A song that represents your love life?

my what now yeah no i dont associate anything with that

36. A song that fits your aesthetic?

ok so this is hard cause i dont think i have a very defined aesthetic, but maybe lonely dance by set it off ? idk it has kind of a happy melody and semi-sad lyrics?? thats my aesthetic i guess

spare some music asks?

#this took me so long cause i couldnt remember the last song #like i literally could see the cover art in my mind but not the title or band #ask game: music #anonymous #human interaction

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kyouxa · 5 years

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Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Shu Sakamaki (Story 04 + CG)

In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too! I’m an amateur translator, but I hope you do enjoy it anyway!♡

Monologue

I took care of the bite marks I got from Shu-san, afterwards I headed to the living room.

Reiji-san frowned, but he didn't mention yesterday’s incident any more and concentrated on the reports from Yuma-kun.

Yuma-kun talked about today's inspection while everyone enclosed the dining table.

After listening to the two reports, Reiji-san started discussing about them.

Place: Scarlet Mansion — living room

Reiji: After all, it seems that Violet, which is headed by Carla, is pretty strong.

Yuma: Yeah, while comparing the people, we noticed that they got more members as we do.

Kino: But, the others just follow the first son, Carla. I don’t think they’re a big deal.

Yui: (Yea, the scarlet family is led by Reiji-san and the other families are—)

(The Orange family, which is led by Ruki-kun)

(And the last family, which is led by Carla-san is Violet... that’s it)

(In the present report, they both said... that they were looking for a chance to capture me)

Reiji: We can’t allow being attacked by both families at the same time. We need to crush one of them first.

Yui: ... !

Reiji: A large number of members would be a great deal. First of all, let’s defeat Violet’s lead Carla and after him we could break the other members.

Yui: (If that’s the plan, there really will be a fight ...)

(If they’re going to Carla’s mansion, there will be Laito and Subaru. And, if they really kill each other—)

Yuma: Actually, why isn’t Shu here?

Kino: I think, he's probably sleeping in his room? He’s always doing that.

Reiji: Good grief, despite what was said, without escorting Eve, this man really is...

The sleeping princess of the legend is still awakening firmly.

Yui: T-That’s right...

(Shu-san, who should’ve returned to this room after that incident, has no sign of coming to the living room at all)

(He said he was feeling sick and he’d like to avoid having a meal ...)

(I still remember clearly when he first sucked my blood. The mark is still visible)

(But, I can’t afford to leave Shu-san’s side because of his memory loss)

Place: Scarlet Mansion — Corridor

Yui: Shu-san, can I come in?

(No reply... he’s probably really sleeping)

Excuse me, I’ll come in.

Place: Scarlet Mansion — Shu’s bedroom

Shu: It’s you again... what is it?

Yui: (Oh, he’s awake. Then I was probably just ignored... Shu-san looks shocked to see me though)

How are you feeling?

Shu: Does that matter?

Yui: Yes, because I was frustrated a while ago, please tell me, I won’t be able to leave if you don’t.

Shu: *sigh*... You really can’t stop being annoying like that. I just slept the whole day. Nothing else.

Rather than that, you felt like you were sucked dry awhile ago and now you’re smiling at me again. Are you a masochist or something?

Yui: That’s not why ...

(If I’d say I was worried about him, I might be troubled)

I just wondered if Shu-san would get in trouble if he doesn’t watch over me.

Shu: So that’s why you came to my room? Hah... so you really are a masochist. If it was not for that, you must be stupid.

So you wouldn’t complain if you were killed while your clothes were ripped off?

Yui: (Uhm... even if I’m being threatened, I can’t help it but stand here)

(If I don't want to get caught up in Shu-san’s fantasies, I’ll just have to change the topic!)

Because you didn’t came downstairs, I brought you a soup instead.

Shu: ...What? I don’t need such.

Don’t you understand that vampire don’t need any human food?

Yui: (I know that human meals aren’t necessary for vampires... but maybe)

Still, I want you to feel better as soon as possible. Can you at least try it, please?

Shu: It’s way too bothersome to eat.

Yui: I-Is that so.

(Shu-san really doesn't want to eat, it’s useless)

(But, I hope he’s not in a bad condition)

(Oh ... yeah. Maybe if I’d play it like this, he’ll actually eat something—)

How about making me feed you if you think it’s too bothersome to eat?

Shu: What?

Yui: If I hold the spoon down, will it be enough for you to open your mouth?

Okay. Now open your mouth.

Shu: You really, are completely crazy.

Yui: I’m fine if you think like that. Could you open your mounth now, please?

Shu: I guess, I can't help it then... I’ll do it.

Ah...

Yui: (... ! He really opened his mouth!)

How does it taste?

Shu: The same as always.

Yui: I think it was delicious but ...

The potatoes that Yuma-kun has grown are well-cooked and I like the taste of the onions in there.

Shu: Wasn’t it Reiji who cooked this? You shouldn’t talk so proudly about his food then.

Yui: Certainly, that might be true. I’m sorry...

(Cooking... speaking of which, I haven’t eaten once since I woke up at the church)

(If he’d start doing something more for this family, maybe Reiji-san would forgive him ...)

Shu: ... Tell me, can you cook?

Yui: Me? Yes. I love cooking.

Shu: About this mansion... have you ever stood in our kitchen?

Yui: Nope, never.

Shu: ... I see.

Yui: (... ? Why did he ask that? I’m really curious now)

(What is he suffering from? Shu-san, maybe he’s worried about something, but what is it?)

Err... how about, another sip?

Shu: ...Not of this soup.

Yui: Hm?

Shu: This is not, what I want. Neither I need to eat any food.

Yui: I understand that... didn’t you like the soup?

Shu: I don’t know.

Yui: ... I, uhm...

Shu: It can’t be helped. Anyway, I don’t feel like eating it anymore. Get that soup away from me now.

Yui: Understood...

(Hmm, I thought that Reiji-san’s food always was pretty delicious, but what is he comparing it to?)

(Maybe ... I might just think about it, but maybe he’s thinking about the dishes I made at the Sakamaki family?)

Um, Shu-san! About the soup, are you rememb—

*Shu grabs Yui*

Yui: Huh?

(He, grabbed my arm... Ngh!?)

Shu: Give me a break already. I just want this kind of food right now... Aaah

Yui: No... wait...

(From my finger... !?)

Shu: I guess that was what you expected. That’s the reason why you came to my room, right?

Yui: No, I really just wanted to deliver the soup. If you aren’t watching me—

T-That’s right. If you're sucking my blood again, Reiji-san will be angry again, right?

Shu: Thats why, I’m sucking it from there. It would be obvious if I’d suck from your neck.

Yui: Wait, Shu-san! I... ngh

Shu: I hope you won’t break the spoon. It's bothersome, but if you’d do that, other people might notice what we did.

Yui: I could never break a spoon...!

Shu: It’s true that Reiji’s bothersome. But, the smell of your blood was filling my room.

*Shu blushes*

Shu: It’s unreasonable to suppress it like this. But most of all, you secretly wanted me to drink your blood, right?

Yui: (I wasn't coming here for that, neither I want to get preached at anymore...)

(I’m scared... but—)

(I won't run away from Shu-san anymore, because I love him—!)

I understand. Please suck as much as you like until Shu-san’s feeling better.

Shu: Ah, why did you change your mind now?

Choices

1) — It’s useless to resist (black)

2) — To face each other (white)♡♡♡

— It’s useless to resist

Yui: I thought it would be useless even if I resisted...

Shu: Hmm. Are you really trying that hard to show me a dedicated attitude so I’d let off my guard?

Yui: Such a thing... ! But, I seriously don‘t want to run away from Shu-san anymore.

So... I don’t mind how much blood you might suck.

Shu: You really, are a strange woman.

— To face each other♡

Yui: I’d like to face Shu-san. So, even if you’re sucking my blood, I won’t resist it.

Shu: Hm ... those eyes. Well, you really are a little aroused, aren’t you?

end Choices

Shu: If you say so, I won’t decline your offer. Get closer.

Yui: Yes...

Shu: Like this you‘re way too far away... ngh

Yui: ... !

(He hugged me... This feeling, it‘s so nostalgic)

(After all he’s still the same Shu-san. The power of his arms, how he’s hugging me hasn’t changed at all...)

Shu: What are you so happy about? Don‘t tell me you‘re really getting aroused just because of this.

If you really are, I might take off your clothes too. Raise your voice now. Your screams are pretty satisfying.

*Shu blushes*

Shu: Ahh... Ngh...

Yui: ... Agh... I...

(Oh ... he put his fangs in my skin pretty slow... it wasn’t as painful as I thought?)

(This feeling, I like it...)

Shu: Your blood, it just became sweeter and thicker... Ngh.

Yui: Ah...

Shu: I honestly prefer the bitter taste, but this isn‘t bad at all.

Such sweet ruddy blood isn’t something I usually see. After all, is that because you’re Eve?

Your blood really is something special. *kisses*

Yui: Agh... !

Shu: What, is such a thing really getting you aroused? The sweet smell of your blood, it’s getting stronger because of it.

Yui: (Shu-san's hot breath echoes in my ears ...)

Wait... Shu-san...

Shu: Hehe... what a lewd woman you are.

Yui: (Shu-san's breath and body are all so close. My cheeks are getting hotter...)

Shu: Your blood, it’s really getting sweeter. In addition of your face, you really are aroused.

Yui: I uhm...

(No, I‘ll lose my consciousness like that... !)

Shu: Do you feel that way because I sucked your blood or is it a genuine acting of a masochist?

Yui: T-That‘s because, Shu-san was so kind to me...

Shu: What? Kind? It’s not funny if that’s supposed to be a joke.

Do you really think, I’m thinking of you as my partner instead of my prey? ... Ngh... Ahh

Yui: Agh... Ngh

(But, he sucked my blood so gentle. He always did it like that—)

(Shu-san, I wonder if you still can’t remember any memories with me ...?)

*strange noise*

Shu: ... Agh... shit...

Yui: ... What?

Shu: Again, this feeling... ngh. Agh, ngh...

Yui: Shu-san... ? Do you have a headache or something?

Shu: Ngh... it‘s nothing, I‘m completely fine.

Yui: But, your breath is rising. Can I help you somehow—

Shu: Shut up.

Yui: ... !

Shu: I‘ll go to bed for now. You‘re free to leave if you want.

Yui: Wait, Shu-san!

(He really, fell asleep after he told me that...)

(The bite marks... they’re pretty visible, but they’re not as painful as they were before)

(After all, I believe that there’s definitely an opportunity to regain his memories)

(I promise you Shu-san, I‘ll get your memories back)

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doriansbutt · 6 years

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gaming meme

im wayy late to this but ye so i was tagged by @karanan and im tagging whoever else wants to do this bc...yeah im late to the party as usual

1. Favourite game from the last 5 years?

Oh, man. SWTOR and Dragon Age for sure.

2. Most nostalgic game?

Star Wars Battlefront II (the original one aka probably my favorite game of all time i literally still remember the cheats on ps2 lol)

3. Game that deserves a sequel?

hmmm I would love another Portal game. Not necessarily a sequel since I’m not really sure where that would go, but another game in the Portal franschise would be excellent.

4. Game that deserves a remaster?

Dragon Age: Origins, for sure. Or KotOR 1 and 2!

5. Favourite game series?

Dragon Age. which is not a surprise at all probably.

6. Favourite genre?

Probably RPGs, including MMORPGs.

7. Least favourite genre?

ooh fps games along the line of call of duty. im just so bad at them and theyre all the same

8. Favourite song from a game?

ooh shit hmm...i love the mando’a songs from republic commando...uhm god i just fkin love video game music i have a lot of favorites....

9. Favourite character from a game?

you cant make me pick!

10. Favourite ship from a game?

dorian/inq, definitely. i just cant help myself when it comes to dorian.

11. Favourite voice actor from a game?

ooh shit i have a weakness for the male agent in swtor when he has an american/”republic” accent....is that weird? does that count? it does now.

12. Favourite cutscene?

....scenes where people get hurt? should i admit that? i am the angst master general, after all....im blanking right now on like actual favorites, though...but a lot of ffxv ones were really good!! i cried!!

13. Favourite boss?

GLaDOS was a fun boss. the boss battles may have not been super memorable, but as a boss thru the games she was good. Also Ardyn in ffxv. He was just not your typical boss and I had no idea what to expect from him which I liked.

14. First console?

playstation 2. we had an atari but never used it.

15. Current console or consoles?

i mostly use pc, but i also have an xbone bc my laptop is...in bad shape and probably should definitely not be used for gaming anymore but does that stop me?? no absolutely not.

16. Console you want?

i would love a switch. or a vr headset though im not sure how id handle that with my sensitivity to just everything w migraines

17. Place from a game that you’d like to visit?

oh man i’d love to visit thedas. or aya in mass effect andromeda. or skyrim.

18. Place from a game that you’d like to live in?

hmmmm maybe somewhere in thedas i guess

19. Ridiculous crossover that would never happen but would be super fun?

hmmm idk like dragon age and swtor lol

20. Book that would make a good game?

ooh uhm what about the chaos walking books? i think thatd be interesting.

21. Show/Movie that would make a good game?

hmm hmm hmmmmmm i think coraline would make an interesting game. like you play as coraline (or even like just a kid and you can pick an “origin” so to speak) and you discover the beldam’s world etc etc it seems cool at first but then things seem weird etc you gotta figure out whats up w this dimension and defeat the beldam idk i think thatd make a cool game.

22. Games you want to play?

uhm idrk tbh im kinda picky about games and im p good with what i’ve got rn

23. Have you gotten 100% completion in a game?

ugh no. i was working on it w dai but some of that is just gathering shit or grinding like fuck and thats all the achievements i have left. i mean ive probably got something 100% but idk. im so close to 100% in skyrim too...

24. Have you cried over a game?

uh absolutely. i cried several times over ffxv most recently.

25. What power-up or ability would you want IRL?

im stealing this answer bc fuck yes the force would be sweet af

#who let this butt speak #long post #gaming meme #tagged me

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atreewithin · 7 years

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Bittersweet Shimmer, Mellow Yellow ;))

Bittersweet Shimmer - What is your favourite memory?memories are like my prized-possessions I’ve been known to cry when I can’t remember things about my favourite memories and I’m scared of losing them all when I die but I also find peace in the fact that no one knows like ¼ of my thoughts or memories,, so every memory is important to me, since they were the moments that mattered most when they happened (like for example anyone with a knife or something could take my life in any moment if theyre near me, thats a bit dark but you get me)I could have gone into detail about the types of memories I like, like when I realise that these moments will never happen again, and I get to experience them when i do. things like that i remember, and although they make me sad and scared, it still interests me. I like happy memories, sad ones, and nostalgic or sentimental memories. I just love memories in general because they make up who I am and I wish I could remember everything (and the name of the ask is ironic, maybe purposeful, because memories really are bittersweet :)).—Mellow Yellow - How calm are you?I’m calm until I get in the could-be-pissed-off mood them like yeah anything can piss me off,, but like one of my “base moods” is anger like when I’m tired or hungry I get angry (and then sad because I was angry but basically I just need sleep and food) but like if I’m drunk I’ll probably just cry loads so uhm,, idk??? In really stressful situations I’m reaLLy calm but in less important stressful situations I’m not calm and I’m panickythis is a long answer okay so i’d probably be calm 2/3 of the time if it weren’t for my mental state so I mean I’m quite calm I guess ;)

#sorry this is late oops #also I havent reread this so it probably doesnt make sense its just me trying to put my thought process into words #kian tag #asks

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just-jordie-things · 7 years

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Oceans - Stuart Twombly

inspired by the song Oceans by Seafret word count: 4614

The scene was picture perfect. Bright smiles, twinkling eyes, the fairy lights hung around the outside of the cafe illuminating the dark night. Every time I looked at the picture, I could feel my heart beating in my chest. My friends, all sitting around this horrible metal table. Arms loosely wrapped around each other, cheeks pressed together, peace signs, a typical picture of a bunch of goony young adults.

The rose gold frame sat on my desk, catching my eye every time I typed away on my laptop, or watched Netflix, or worked on a new project Google handed to me. I’d look at it for a few moments, it was never just a glance. It probably took a good chunk of my day actually. I’d stare at it, eyes flickering to every little detail. The whiteness of Neha’s teeth, Lyle’s glasses slipping slightly down the bridge of his nose, one of Billy’s eyes was half closed, my hair was messy, spilling over my shoulders from under Stuart’s beanie. My gaze would linger there, and if I was feeling peculiarly nostalgic or depressed, I’d gently caress the glass protecting the photo with my fingers, then go back to my work like nothing had happened. Oh the vicious cycle of depression.

Today was the day where I got up early, ready for whatever my job would bring me. Some days were harder than others, but never usually too difficult. Though every night I walked back into my apartment with heavy feet. But that had nothing to do with the difficulty of work. No that was just plain anxiety and stress.

See, it used to be incredible. Working on the greatest team of delinquents, that had quickly become my closest friends. Winning the intern competition last year was probably one of the greatest moments in my life, that I’d remember forever. Us dorks felt like we were on top of the world. We’d even gone out for celebratory pizza afterwards. That’s when things started happening. That’s when I grew closer to Stuart Twombly.

The irritating and sarcastic boy that couldn’t handle being away from his phone, had seemed to transform into a completely new person in a matter of forty five minutes. I hadn’t spoken much with him, in fact we’d never even been alone together or held a solid conversation without the rest of the team being there. So when he’d sat in the same booth with me, I was slightly confused. Neha had quickly slid in across from me, which I silently thanked her for, seeing she was the closest person I had on the team. Lyle was on the other side of Stuart, fitting three of us into one booth (which left absolutely no space between our legs) and Billy and Nick and Yo-Yo were squashed in with Neha.

The night was fun though, we’d ordered many pizzas, and stayed until closing. We joked around, made fun of Gharam, and his relentless act towards asking me out.

“I mean, how many times did he try?” Nick snickered. I blushed and looked down at my lap.

“Seriously, the creep should’ve left you alone after the sixtieth decline” Lyle said, an awkward laugh following. “How about a date with a real man?” My eyes widened slightly as I tried to see of he was being serious or not. I couldn’t really tell.

“Come on man, Gharam just started leaving her alone give her the space to breathe” Stuart spoke before I could say anything at all. I looked up at him for a moment, just as everyone began laughing again. But he somewhat ignored my glance, pretending to be interested in whatever Billy was saying. When I realized he wasn’t going to look back at me, I turned away and picked at my meal.

We’d stayed for another few hours that night, until a waitress came over and told us that she couldn’t let us stay any longer.

Her eyes were bored, dull as she looked over our table. I’d figured we’d annoyed her. We weren’t exactly a quiet group. But they landed on Stuart, to which she’d grinned mischievously, and her blue eyes lit up with what I could only describe as desire. Though the look didn’t bother me, it did confuse me greatly.

“Alright, we’ll be on our way” Nick had said, and everyone began sliding out of the booths. Stuart stood, and our waitress opened her mouth to speak, but he turned away from her, smiling softly towards me as I scooted out of the seat. Stuart held his hand down to me, and it landed on the small of my back as I stood. It stayed there as I walked with him to the front door of the restaurant.

Again, confusing me greatly.

But as soon as we were out of the view I looked wildly up to him, my eyes wide and brows furrowed with confusion and question. But he shook his head, just barely, but enough for me to close my mouth before any questions could be asked. The others had caught up to where we were waiting and we all left.

We walked up to the Golden Gate Bridge, as we’d done a few times before to go relax. I’d been there countless times, (I lived in San Francisco) but every time I went it was still just as breathtaking. The group of us laid down in the grass, enjoying the view of the night sky.

“Does anyone know any constellations?” Yo-Yo asked, a few feet away from me.

“Yeah I do” I said, already searching the sky for familiar ones. “There’s Orion” I said, pointing up to where I recognized his belt. “That’s Delphinus, Taurus, Pavo” I looked for more, licking my lips as I tried to remember them all. “I think.. Yeah thats Scorpius, and that’s-”

“How do you remember these all?” Stuart asked from right next to me. I turned my head, meeting his whiskey brown eyes. I blinked for a moment, then chewed on my lip.

“I uh… I minored in astrology for two years” I murmured. I didn’t mean to be quiet, my voice just sorta failed me. Stuart smiled at me, eyes flickering between mine and making my breathing shallow before he looked back up at the stars. I continued to stare at him for a moment, how freckles scattered over his jaw, and long strands of chocolate brown hair poked out from under his beanie, slightly over his ear. When I felt I’d stared for too long, I blushed and quickly looked away.

I think I was growing very fond of this Twombly boy.

When it became so late, the sun began to poke up, I was nudged. Apparently that night I’d fallen asleep in the grass.

My eyes fluttered open to see Stuart and Neha hovering over me. I waved them off and closed my eyes again, turning on my side.

“Come on y/n” Stuart sighed, and a few seconds later I felt strong arms pull me up. I yelped, jolting and opening my eyes quickly, only to hear his chuckle. “You’re fine, just go to sleep” Again, I’d found myself confusedly staring at him. But he didn’t see. He was talking quietly with Billy and Nick. This time I fell back asleep.

When I woke up again, I was being shook gently. I yawned, eyes landing on Stuart.

“Wha-where am I-”

“Calm own would you? Don’t you trust me?” I thought for a moment, opening and closing my lips. That was when I registered I was sitting in a taxi cab, and my head had been laying on his shoulder, cushioned by his beanie. Which still sat there.

“S-sorry did I fall asleep o-on you?” He chuckled and shrugged.

“Your fine. This is your complex right?” He asked, pointing up at the building lot we just pulled into. I nodded. “Good, that’s what Neha told me” He said. I straightened up, cracking my back as the driver parked. Stuart opened the door, stepping out and holding his hand out to me. My eyes locked on his for a long moment, before slipping my palm into his and letting him help me out of the car.

In fact, he’d walked me inside, and into the elevator to the third floor, down the hall to my room as I’d directed. I stuffed my hand into my pocket, grabbing my key and unlocking the door. When I stepped inside, I realized our hands were still conjoined.

“Would you like a drink?” I asked, not wanting to let go for an unknown reason.

“U-uhm sure” Stuart nodded, and I gestured my head for him to come inside. I released his hand, kicking off my shoes and padding my bare feet into the kitchen, and searching in the fridge for a beer. “I-I’ve never been here before” Stuart spoke, looking around. It was a pretty open apartment, the kitchen and living room practically conjoined. Only two doors, one leading to the bathroom, and one to my bedroom.

“No one has, really” I said, plopping two glasses onto the countertop, then searching for a bottle opener.

“Seriously?” Stuart walked over to me, standing on the other side of the counter. I nodded, going through drawers until I finally found it. I easily popped off the caps of the two glasses, and slid one over to him. He took it happily and I picked up mine.

“No, I don’t have company over for anything” I said with a shrug, heading to the living room.

“Not even Neha?”

“Not a single person” I said, plopping onto the couch. Stuart sat next to me, turning sideways to face me. “To you Stuart Twombly” I said, raising my glass. “For being my first guest” He rose his glass, to clink with mine.

We must’ve sat there for an hour, drinking until I was out of beer, and glasses of empty alcohol bottles were all over my coffee table. Not necessarily to get drunk, but we were having too good of a time. It was as though if we’d stopped, then the night would be over. We were enjoying ourselves so much, talking and laughing about little things. To think, the day before, that the only thing could tell you about Stuart Twombly, was his name, and he had an obsession with beanies and his phone.

“Okay okay okay…” I giggled and slurred drunkenly. “I’ll pick… truth” I said with a big smile. He was pensive for a moment, then grinned when he came up with an idea.

“Why’d you move here when you were so young?”

“I wasn’t that young. I was nineteen” I started, taking a swig of my beer. “My hometown sucked. I was bad at making friends so I didn’t have any, my parents… I didn’t have daddy and mommy issues by any means… but I needed a change” He nodded, content with my answer and took a drink. “Now, truth or dare?”

“Dare” He replied and I clapped my hands.

“I dare you to do a handstand!” I squealed, and he eagerly jumped off of the couch, then awkwardly laid his upper back and neck on the floor, propping his legs up, then laying his hands flat on the ground. He was able to hold himself up for a few seconds, but toppled over in a fit of laughter right afterwards.

“I almost did it” He slurred, still chuckling as he sat back up on the sofa across from me. We clinked glasses.

“Oh so close” I said with a giggle before drinking.

“Alright y/n, truth or dare?” Stuart asked, and I thought while he took a long drink.

“Okay… I’ll do a dare” I gave in, to his surprise. I had been dodging that choice the past fifteen minutes we’ve been playing. “Give me a good one though, not some lame ass prank call, you can do better than-”

“I dare you to kiss me” He said, in the softest voice I’d heard all night. My rambling was cut short, and I felt for a moment like I’d completely sobered up. I was staring straight into his honey eyes. I licked my lips hesitantly, then slid forward on the couch. I set my beer on the table, as did he. The entire environment of the room changed, and I realized my eyes had lingered on his lips for too long. I sure had a problem with staring at this boy. I looked up into his eyes for a moment, before closing mine and leaning in.

Our lips touched in a gentle kiss, my hands sliding up to frame around his face, pulling him ever so slightly closer. Stuart’s arms wrapped around my waist, tugging me further against him on the couch, until our chests were pressed together. I sucked in deep through my nose before we parted. His eyes stared into mine, and neither of us moved. Just our chests as we breathed deeply.

“Th-that was my first kiss” I told him softly between quiet pants. His brows knit together, confused.

“What? H-how?” I blinked a few times, unsure of how to answer. Maybe because I’d never had a boyfriend? But I wasn’t about to admit that now. Stuart released my waist, a hand raising to tangle his fingers slightly into a strand of my hair. “Can you promise me something, y/n?” He asked in a murmur. I nodded as he intricately placed the hair behind my ear. “Promise me you won’t forget how beautiful you are” He said quietly. I nodded my head after a moment.

“I promise” I answered, cheeks pink in a blush. Stuart smiled a small but genuine smile, and pulled away from me.

We sat back on our respective sides of the couch, and continued our game.

I thought for a moment as I remembered that night. We were so carefree, and maybe it was the alcohol, but maybe it was just how we were in general. Maybe we were just two young adults, enjoying our Friday night, getting to know each other. Or maybe it was what I had thought. Maybe we were falling in love.

Two weeks later, and Stuart and I were still complaining about our killer hangovers from our long night of drinking and talking. I’d woken up the next morning on the couch, my head in his lap, cradling an arm that didn’t belong to me. He was sat upright, his head hanging off the top of the couch and groaning about a headache. I’d remembered the events from the night before, and somehow managed to get up to retrieve aspirin.

Stuart and I became close friends. Very close in fact. The kind people constantly think are dating, not that I minded. I wasn’t sure if he did. I wasn’t even sure if he remembered what had all taken place that night, but I didn’t push the subject. We became the kind of friends who walk around holding hands, or hug, share food and drink, kiss on the cheek here and there- hell even I would think we were dating. (i wish).

We were sitting in my apartment, the night after our photo was taken at the cafe, his infamous beanie resting on my head. In fact, I was wearing it as of this moment. The both of us were sat on the sofa, watching tv. He was scrolling through his phone while I laid across his lap, my head on the armrest of the couch.

“Hey Stew” I said softly, not sure if I really wanted to ask the question I’d been hung up on for the past days.

“Mhm?” He dropped a hand to my arm to show he was paying attention, seeing that his eyes were glued to his phone.

“Do you remember the night you came over?”

“Mhm, worst hangover of my life” He snorted, glancing to me for a short moment. “Why? Wanna get drunk?”

“No, no Stew it’s important” I said as seriously as I could, but my voice was still quiet. His brows furrowed as he turned off his phone and looked at me.

“Alright” He said, meeting my eyes. “What’s going on in that messy head of yours?”

“Do you remember anything besides the hangover?” I asked, finding it difficult to hold his gaze. “At all?” I asked when he didn’t answer.

“Hold on I’m trying to think… I drank a lot that night” His eyes were squinted, and my heart managed to sink and beat faster at the same time. “I… we played truth or dare…” He started slowly and I nodded eagerly.

“Yeah yeah we did”

“And.. and I did a handstand?” I chuckled quietly and nodded again. “And… and you told me ab-”

“You asked me to kiss you” Stuart’s brows raised.

“Well that would've been something to remember” Normally I would have laughed.

“But-but you don’t?” Stuart shook his head.

“No… why was I bad?” He chuckled awkwardly to himself. I pushed myself up, and crawled off of his lap. “Why- are you alright?” I nodded, even though I wasn’t. “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize I’d made things awkward for you that night” I just shook my head repeatedly, staring down at my lap, where my hands were wringing together. “Hey is there.. Is there something else going on?” Stuart asked, turning to face me but I shook my head again. “y/n/n don’t lie” He put one of his hands on mine. “y/n” He said more sternly. I hesitantly turned my head meeting his eyes and I felt my foot tap quickly on the ground.

“Sorry, sorry no I don’t know what- I don’t know what got into me” He frowned, but eventually got up and stretched a little.

“I’m gonna get a drink” He said, walking over to the kitchen. I watched as he opened the fridge, and surprised me by pulling out a pop can.

“No beer?” He shook his head.

That was the last time Stuart and I talked to each other. Three months passed, and he hasn’t bothered to talk to me whatsoever. I can’t really tell why, I don’t remember having done anything that would’ve driven him away. The rest of that night I hadn’t mentioned the kiss, and it’s not like I admitted to him that I was in love with him. At first, it just really pissed me off, but now I just keep more to myself than before, and tried to ignore him at all costs.

No, that does not mean I’m happy. In fact, I’m beyond miserable. I don’t remember the last time I’d spoken to any of them, I’d hardly spoken at work at all. Just on the phone when a customer or my boss called. I’m not sure when Neha and I’s friendship ceased, somewhere along the line we just stopped talking. Sometimes she sits at my small table in the cafe for lunch, but we still don’t converse. Just sit there silently.

I walked in this morning, not anywhere near as dressed up as I used to get for work. I was in jeans, old and worn biker boots, and a tee shirt. My hair was in a ratty and messy bun, I don’t think I brushed my hair at all this morning. In fact, I don’t even remember walking to the building (I lived just two blocks away) but I can’t tell you remembering the scenery or people I passed. I groaned, rubbing my eyes as I sat down at my desk. My elbows propped up onto the desk as I dragged the skin around the edges of my eyes, hoping to rub the sleep out of them. It wasn’t working. A small groan left my lips as I turned on my computer and began to sign in.

“Good morning y/n” I jumped slightly, dropping my computer mouse onto the floor by my foot. “Oh I’m sorr-”

“It’s okay Lyle” I mumbled. “What did you want?” He seemed to swallow thickly, and readjusted the glasses on his nose. It made me think of the way Stuart used to always crinkle his nose before pushing his glasses up higher on the bridge of his nose.

“Well uh, I’ve actually noticed your lack of interaction with the rest of the team, are you alr-”

“I’m fine, is here something important?” I snapped a little, but didn’t raise my voice. I didn’t want the others to notice my ‘coming out of the shell I’d been hiding in’ moment.

“Actually yes… someone from Communications is here to speak to you about your performance” I nodded my head.

“Well where are they?”

“At the door actually” I turned, and just as I did, Gharam walks over and stands himself next to Lyle, in front of me. I stared with wide eyes up at him, having heard many stories from Neha and Stuart about Gharam and his… foolish charms. “You look surprised darling” He spoke in an English accent, but something was off about it.

“I am, I wasn’t informed of any meeting, until here you are now” I straightened up, seeing that he was trying to intimidate me by leaning over, eyes downcast towards me. I pulled a slight smirk on, just small enough to be noticeable but not questionable. He only reciprocated it.

“Well love, I have an important question for you” You nodded, prompting him to continue. “Attention! Low life Google team!” Gharam held his hands out, earning the attention of Neha, Billy, Nick, Yo Yo, and Stuart, who watched me intently. But I looked back to Gharam.

“What’s this all abou-”

“Your very own lovely y/n here,has been given the opportunity of a promotion!” Besides Graham's clapping, the room was silent. I continued to stare at the englishman. “What? No applause for this stunning creature?” I wanted to be flattered by his strange way of flirting, but instead I felt like regurgitating. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Stuart walking out of the room, shaking his head. It would’ve broken my heart, if it wasn’t already shattered

“Why do I get a promotion?” I asked quietly, and Gharam grinned widely down towards me.

“Because you, my dear, would be a lovely head of the Communications department” My eyes widened like a cartoon, and my voice caught in my throat. How? My work has been average.

“I-I think you’re at the wrong-”

“Oh don’t be so modest, we can discuss the paperwork over dinner” Gharam smirked and winked, and I took a step away from him, huffing angrily.

“But I like working here!” I stated loudly, and angrily. My hands were in fists by my sides. “I like my group, I like my job I like my payroll, I don’t want a promotion” The man laughed loudly, holding his hands over his stomach like it was the most comical thing he’d ever heard anyone say.

“Oh don’t be ridiculous darling” He said, reaching a finger to swipe his thumb over my cheek. I smacked his hand away with a slap that seemed to silence the room even more. I didn’t notice that this was when Stuart came back into the room, I was too focused on the man in front of me.

“I’m not taking a job just so you can go out with me” I snapped at him, and moved to walk back towards my work space, but he followed me quickly.

“Problem? Gharam?” I spun back on my heel in shock of the voice I hadn’t heard in what felt like years. Stuart Twombly was standing in front of me, his back towards me and Gharam trying to tower over him. In seconds I watched as Gharam backed away, shaking his head and standing silently frozen. “Come on y/n” Before I could say anything, Stuart took my hand pulled me with him out the door of our large office flat. I walked quietly beside him, my hand still stuck in his as he led me through the hallways. I looked over at him, but he kept his focus on his walking. Dead ahead. He was on a mission it seemed.

“Stuart?” I spoke, my voice practically a mumble as we neared the exit of the building.

“Where have you been?” He asked as he pushed open the doors, with me still following right next to him. It was the first time his hand released mine.

“I haven’t been anywhere” I muttered, my eyes narrowing slightly at his apparent anger. “What, you’re mad at me because I haven’t been around?” He ducked his head down, instantly realizing his mistake. “Wow. Wow Stuart” I laughed bitterly, a passive aggressive grin on my face as I looked up. My palm pressed to my forehead as I calmed down my laughter. “If you don’t mind, I have work to get to” I said, turning to go back inside.

“N-no don’t leave” He quickly ran in front of me, hands out and a pleading expression on his face. “Please don’t just go”

“And why the hell not?”

“Because I miss you y/n!” He yelled exasperatedly, and my mouth hung open in shock. “I really fucking miss you” His voice softened, and I blinked, licking my lips before closing my mouth.

“I missed you too” I said weakly.

“And I do remember that night, I remember it vividly, every goddamn second of it” I couldn’t bring myself to tear my eyes off of him.

“Y-you did? Then why did you-”

“Cause I didn’t want to say the wrong thing… guess I did anyways” I frowned slightly, stepping a little closer to him.

“What did you think that you were going to say that would make me upset?”

“Upset’s not really the word… more like.. More like distant. I thought you’d be distant and I didn’t want to lose you or anyth-”

“What were you going to say?” I cut off his ramblings, stepping closer again, if I took one more step, then our noses would ‘bump together.

“I was going to tell you that..” He trailed off for a moment, looking down at his feet. “That um.. That I…” My eyebrows raised in anticipation. “y/n I really like you, I don’t know how you did it but you got me to fall for you in a matter of one night and I swear it wasn’t cause we were both drunk off our ass it was because you’re the first person I’ve ever met that’s… that’s real you felt real to me and I- I wanted to tell you that and I almost did but I didn’t want to mess things up-”

“You would’ve messed everything up” I told him.

“I know” He said quietly.

“Absolutely everything, you would’ve ruined everything” I heard him sniffle, and he still stared down at his feet. I chuckled quietly, and curled my fingers under his jaw, bringing his face up to look at me, even though he was practically above me. “But it would’ve been in the best way possible” I told him solemnly. I watched his eyes light up, and I smiled softly. Next thing I knew he leaned down, and gently pressed his lips against mine.

“I’m sorry” He mumbled between sweet kisses. “I shouldn’t have lied around it I should’ve just told you” I opened my eyes as his arms wrapped around my back, tugging me against him in a tight hug. I smiled, arms winding around his neck and holding myself there against him.

“Try not to ‘forget’ that kiss, okay?” Stuart chuckled against me.

“I’m not sure how I could”

guys i can’t tell you how happy i am to post again :) xoxo ~ joride

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moiraifaerie · 7 years

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20 Questions

OwO i was tagged by the beautiful @kotonoha-no-hana (bc honestly im actually still not over that selfie you posted that one time bc aaaaaaaaa ;o; )

Rules: Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 people you would like to know better.

1. Name: Jnyx

2. Nickname: Melody, Jnyxie, Jny (pronounced Janey), Nyx, or/and Kiwi!

3. Zodiac sign: Pisces (im a snake in the chinese zodiac though!)

4. Height: 1m59 (i think thats 5ft2??)

5. Orientation: Pan

6. Ethnicity: Born in Britain, but half Chinese and half Bangladeshi

7. Favourite Fruit: Gotta be either strawberries or pineapple :D

8. Favourite Season: Always Winter (I just got the cutest coat from a charity shop and i just aaaaaa can’t wait to wear it out and about!!!!)

9. Favourite Book Series: ;;;;;;;I am an English student who doesn’t like reading books;;;;;;;; im a disgrace :’o

10. Favourite Flowers: !!!! I actually have a list of these bc they remind me of my friend Shi!!! Yellow Roses, Coreopsis, Pink Carnations, Azaleas, and Orange Blossoms

11. Favourite Scent: I can’t describe it but it’s kind of damp and sweet, almost like the smell after rain but more honey like because its really nostalgic and always makes me feel like a child again!

12. Favourite Animal: Dolphin

13. Coffee, Tea or Hot Cocoa: Hot Cocoa, but only if it’s made with milk because I can’t stand the watery stuff :/

14. Average Sleep Hours: hhhhhhhhhhheckin,,,,,,,,, 8 or 9 hours i think??? but I do go to sleep at like 4am and wake up in the afternoon these days because its the summer holidays for me still

15. Favourite Fictional Characters: Idk how many i should name... Roxas and Zexion from KH, Natsume Reiko, Max from Camp Camp, Noiz from DMMd, Alluka and Kalluto Zoldyck from HxH, Fakir from Princess Tutu, and a bunch of others but yeah aha ^u^

16. Number of Blankets you Sleep with: 1 at the moment, but in the Winter usually about three??

17. Dream Trip: Oh uhm... I suppose either Japan or somewhere in America so I can meet a bunch of my internet friends (probably more likely Japan so Hana could take me to meet her grandparents because they both seem so cool and aaa!!!!)

18. Blog created: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont..... know??? i had tumblr is yr 7 so 2013?

19. Number of Followers: last time i checked it was 600 and smth...??????

20. Birth Order: I’m the eleventh child of twelve, so right near the end but not the youngest xD 6 older brothers, 4 older sisters, and 1 younger sister!

I don’t have 20 people to tag and i don’t wanna bother anyone by tagging them so........

#oh hush jnyxie #i was tagged!!!#:D #ur a cutie hanona thank youuuuu

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oflgtfol · 6 years

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omg i heard good vibrations on the radio today and i was like “OMG a new song for my 80s playlist!” but then at the last minute i was like “wait. fuck. is this 90s” and IT WAS. GOD DAMN. 1991. IM DYING

#its like.. a childhood song #but not in a super fond nostalgic way it was just.... there.............. in my childhood #im like 95% sure it was one of our warm up songs back when i used to dance?#so like.. yeah #THATS ALSO WHY UHM. REFLECTION FROM MULAN IS SO FAMILIAR TO ME DESPITE ONLY HAVING SEEN MULAN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 8TH GRADE #reflection was another warm up song #ok i AM fond of these songs but not because of the Childhood Memories.. theyre just good fucking songs lmfao #like i didnt enjoy dance at all lmfao my mom made me do it for like 5 years straight #delete soon #BUT GOD. LIKE. 1991??? I CANT PUT THAT IN MY 80S PLAYLIST #I WASNT PLANNING ON MAKING A 90S PLAYLIST BC I DONT RLLY KNOW MANY SONGS FROM THE 90S BUT.. GOD!!#IM GONNA HAVE TO HUH.

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alien-earz · 7 years

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about me

Fancy knowing anything about me?

1: Full name Kirstie Taylor King Turcotte

2: Age: 20

3: 3 Fears: deep water, creepy crawly bugs, pizza place doesnt deliver

4: 3 things I love: music, art, laughing

5: 4 turns on: if you funny, gentle, and can have deep conversations

6: 4 turns off: big ego, doesn’t show he cares, ugly shoes

7: My best friend: nobody wants to be close to me long enough

8: Sexual orientation: str8

9: My best first date: ohhh maaannnn.... somewhere in a waterfall in a foreign country

10: How tall am I: 5′3

11: What do I miss: not having to adult

12: What time were I born: 7:30 am!

13: Favourite color: dreamy purples and green and blue and anything lovely

14: Do I have a crush: yeessssss!

15: Favourite quote: let it go, let it leave, let it happen. nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you anyway. all you own is yourself.

16: Favourite place: new zealand or anywhere with a beautiful sunset

17: Favourite food: all da food! but mostly hummus

18: Do I use sarcasm: ....noooo :3

19: What am I listening to right now: bedroom-nostalgic feeling!

20: First thing I notice in new person: the beautiful smiles

21: Shoe size: 7

22: Eye color: bluuuueee

23: Hair color: dirty blonde

24: Favourite style of clothing: dirty mop grungy just crawled out of a trashcan unique

25: Ever done a prank call?: pretty sure i wasted my adolescence prank calling people

27: Meaning behind my URL: i like to get high

28: Favourite movie: oh maaann! idek. the grinch probs. i know err word.

29: Favourite song: i have a million favorite songs. but my favorite song at the moment is hodera-breathe easy because the guitar sounds so dreamy and beautiful

30: Favourite band: nevershoutnever is my guilty pleasure

31: How I feel right now: weird

32: Someone I love: everyone who ever made me feel loved

33: My current relationship status: d8ing

34: My relationship with my parents: terrible

35: Favourite holiday: halloweeny because i love being creepy

36: Tattoos and piercing i have: i only have my belly button pierced but i have 8 tattoos and ive had a million piercings in my life time.

37: Tattoos and piercing i want: i want to get my septum re pierced annnnndddd i want an avocado tattoo’d on my arm

38: The reason I joined Tumblr: because it was cool af in grade 10

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: no way, we were friends for a long time before.

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: ermm... sometimes i guess

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: yep!

42: When did I last hold hands?: yesterday in the car with my boyfriends mom cause i love her and she loves me and shes the best.

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: 10 minutes at the most

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?: loool no? its winter.

45: Where am I right now?: at work :(

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: probably my self or the cab driver. cabbies always pull thru.

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: as loud as it can fuckin go

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: no!!!! im a full time adult

49: Am I excited for anything?: summer time

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: yesssssssssss, most of my greatest friends are boys

51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: mm 70% maybe.

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?: yesterday when i was leaving my friends house. noice warm hugs

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: i would be confuuused.

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: no! i learned the hard way not to trust a distrusting person.

55: What is something I disliked about today?: that i had to get up at 8 and go to the bank to get money for my rent. and than pay my grumpy landlord.

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: Robert Plant

57: What do I think about most?: im mostly in dream land 99% of the time

58: What’s my strangest talent? i can spread all my toes apart and it looks like i have munky feet. its pretty bad ass.

59: Do I have any strange phobias? i dont think being closter phobic is strange. but FUCK that.

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? both! i like to capture beauty and be apart of beauty.

61: What was the last lie I told? i lied on my time sheet at work because i need the hours but i fucking hate working.

62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? talking on the phone is nice, it keeps the mystery going.

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: of course.

64: Do I believe in magic?: yes! i believe we all have abilities we cannot access, only some people get to that point.

65: Do I believe in luck?: sure

66: What's the weather like right now?: sunny, windy.

67: What was the last book I've read? celestine prophecy

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?: i would be dead if i did

69: Do I have any nicknames?: kerby/kerbz

70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?: uhm my brother snapped my pinky in half.

71: Do I spend money or save it?: both haha

72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? no :c

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? yes! my key chain.

74: Favourite animal? red panda

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? roasting my brain on social media

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? love

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? heaven must be missing an angel

78: How can you win my heart?: be sweet and semi obsessed

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? tried my best

80: What is my favorite word? rutabaga

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: i dont go on tumblr enough

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? love everyone. every leaf. every ray of light. forgive.

83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: nahhh

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?: read peoples minds

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? how do i feel honestly.

86: What is my current desktop picture? a red panda.. hahah

87: Had sex? i would be pretty sad if i was 20 and still a virgin.

88: Bought condoms? yessssssss

89: Gotten pregnant? noooo!

90: Failed a class? ha ha ha

91: Kissed a boy? yup

92: Kissed a girl? yupppppp

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? heh yes

94: Had job? unfortunately

95: Left the house without my wallet? all the time

96: Bullied someone on the internet? ya i was a dick in highschool

97: Had sex in public? how public? i had sex in a park at night. and in the forest. and in a car parked on the side of the road. idk how public that is. but.

98: Played on a sports team? soccer!

99: Smoked weed? everyday.

100: Did drugs? yea!

101: Smoked cigarettes? ive been ciggy free for awhile

102: Drank alcohol? if i could calculate how much vodka i have drank in my life i could probably fill an olympic pool. js.

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? vegetarian!

104: Been overweight? not really.

105: Been underweight? no

106: Been to a wedding? yess

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? probably.

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? when i was younger yeah

109: Been outside my home country? multiple times!

110: Gotten my heart broken? i think my heart is in a constant broken stage now.

111: Been to a professional sports game? yeah!

112: Broken a bone? if my pinky counts than yes

113: Cut myself? for a year i used to cut my self in highschool.

114: Been to prom? i live in canada

115: Been in airplane? yeaaaaaaa

116: Fly by helicopter? noooooo

117: What concerts have I been to? too many

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? mm no

119: Learned another language? no! :’(

120: Wore make up? sometimes

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? i was 15

122: Had oral sex? duhh

123: Dyed my hair? not for 2 years

124: Voted in a presidential election? i voted in the prime minister election in canada last year. my dude won. of couuuurse because hes sick.

125: Rode in an ambulance? yea when my brother shattered his head

126: Had a surgery? yup!

127: Met someone famous? no

128: Stalked someone on a social network? haaaahaha i have issues

129: Peed outside? ya gotta do what ya gotta do

130: Been fishing? yes! i caught the biggest fishy at my bf’s cottage this summer. he was pretty impressed.

131: Helped with charity? i dated a christian guy in highschool and his parents would take us to the mustard seed to hangout with the less fortunate and feed them :) it was really nice.

132: Been rejected by a crush? YEAA! its the worst.

133: Broken a mirror? no thats bad luck

134: What do I want for birthday? a big hug and an awesome concert in seattle to happen.

135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? 2 kids. they will be boys. Atlas/Onyx. maybe Eli?

136: Was I named after anyone? my dads highschool crush.

137: Do I like my handwriting? yeah! ive got pretty nice writing id say

138: What was my favourite toy as a child? barbies/teddy bears

139: Favourite Tv Show? one tree hill

140: Where do I want to live when older? somewhere peaceful, surrounded by nature

141: Play any musical instrument? ukelele!

142: One of my scars, how did I get it? my friend put a cigarette out on the back of my leg when i was passed out drunk. that was fun.

143: Favourite pizza toping? pineapple!!

144: Am I afraid of the dark? if i watch a scary movie or have a scary dream.

145: Am I afraid of heights? not really but sometimes when i look down it gives me butterflies

146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? HAHA ya. my mom is smarter than i thought i guess.

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? all the time.

148: What I'm really bad at: expressing myself.

149: What my greatest achievments are: moving out all on my own and paying all my bills on my own without any help.

150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: my first love told me to go kill myself and that i was spineless.

151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery: pay my parents debt off and move them somewhere they always wanted to go.

152: What do I like about myself: im funny i guess

153: My closest Tumblr friend: jen

154: Something I fantasise about: having my life be a dream pop music video

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