I wish I was born beautiful so my melancholy can too be painted into songs by the poets.

needed something soft. so here are They

teen girls need to watch elfen lied it’s just healthy

Wait Chrom from Fire Emblem Awakening was traumatized, from what?

i meaaannnnn he did kinda watch his sister die (or, if you consider the emmeryn spotpass canon -- which i guess is canon to extent because of FEH -- almost die) and also probably by the fact he went to war

Tbh maybe it's good that I can't Ratrace on main because like we have so many mutuals whose heads would explode if they heard anything edgier than MCR

Thinking of admitting a very cringe fandom I find myself genuinely unable to tear myself away from just so I can post pics and ramble abt The Fav without having to be vague or not tag it properly. Like I know "oh you can be cringe here" "be cringe and free" okay but what if I'm really really scared. What abt that. Granted if I do it now the mental backlash I give myself will be minimal so. And I may genuinely be overreacting but y'know what if I'm Not. Like. You ever take a character associated with your trauma and just make them your traumabitch (I don't know how to describe it if you don't know. I'm sorry.). Yeah. Maybe I'll write the post and try to schedule it for sometime I know I'll be asleep.

it feels like a miracle to have found a therapist who I don’t just get along with, but I also really vibe with for lack of a better word. I really thought I would only ever work with severely overworked cis people who are at least vaguely supportive of my whole deal at best. in my long and storied history as a traumabitch I have had many a therapist and consider myself something of an expert and connoisseur, and may I say that this is the finest therapist I’ve ever had

WASTEISOLATION is never not gonna be absolutely fucking devastating to listen through holy fuck. last time i did was probably sometime in 2022, and it hit very hard then bc i felt like Literally A New Person with no memories of what had hsppened to me previously. and listening through it now, when ive been that New Person as well as who i was before, now also having recovered trauma memories that just hit me sometimes, holy shit this album is sooo fucking painful to listen to!! like actively triggering curled up in fetal position on my bed uncontrollably crying level painful. :D actual masterpiece of an album on all fronts genuinely, probably one of the most impactful works for me ever, every song works amazingly on its own and the instrumentals and layers of harsh noises alone are enough to feel in your fucking bones. i love this album shoutout 2 all traumabitches worldwide

What I wish I could have said during that conversation at the very end of Endwalker (spoilers incoming, obviously):

Zenos, we are not remotely the same.

You are a murderhobo. I am an autistic traumabitch.

You seem to only care about challenge for its own sake. I care more about having interesting experiences and expressing myself.

Please, get yourself a real hobby.

I read about pain like it feeds me. I imagine myself in their shoes and feel a sickening bliss.

anime traumabitches and vriskas run the world