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self-loving-vampire · 8 hours
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Cishet Girlpower Feminist incapable of the self reflection required to admit having deliberately socially ostracized the GNC little girls they went to school with until all the girls in the entire class thought they were too gross and icky to even be around: ever since I was a little girl I have known that GNC women are treated better by men, because men hate femininity. My proof? Well, they were always hanging out with the boys, weren't they?
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self-loving-vampire · 9 hours
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Past Me played Age of Empires 2 with people again and she's confirming something we already suspected: She seems to really enjoy building up nice-looking settlements (or siege camps) a lot more than I do. I do still like that, but she seems to prioritize it more.
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self-loving-vampire · 9 hours
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I need a sub whos only job is to be my maid and make me really good coffee on demand and not poison it and also clean the cat litter
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self-loving-vampire · 11 hours
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This ryona artist though...
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self-loving-vampire · 12 hours
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self-loving-vampire · 12 hours
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God I am sick and tired of people uwu-washing indigenous American history.
Did the Inca have exquisite building techniques, efficient messengers, and quality waterworks? Yes. They were also an expansionist empire built on violent conquest and the splitting up and relocating of conquered peoples.
Did the Aztecs have a gorgeous capital city built at the heart of a lake, with floating farms and towering temples honoring their fascinating pantheon? Yes. Guess what tho. They were also a violent expansionist empire who practiced ritual sacrifice of prisoners of war.
The Iroquois confederacy had one of the most unique representative political systems I’ve ever heard of, with women taking a forefront in most local government matters too. But their internal peace allowed them to redirect violence to their neighbors, as so often happens with tribal confederations, and they eventually violently conquered the Ohio valley and destroyed or displaced dozens of other indigenous groups.
Even my beloved Cahokia has the graves of sacrifice victims amidst its ruins.
A society should not need to be (and fundamentally cannot be) squeaky clean unproblematically stannable in order to be worth studying and remembering, and pretending that they were is no less disinformative than the European accounts painting them as godless savages.
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self-loving-vampire · 12 hours
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Was the attempted force-femming Why your ex lost it? Or just happened in sequence?
It was unrelated. She was being abused at home and kind of snapped. She came to strongly resent and envy me for managing to leave my own situation (this was during the Canada arc) while she was stuck in hers, and a life of exclusion, bullying, and poverty had generally led her to have a sort of bitterness to her that gradually made her kind of immiserating to be around because she just visibly resented everyone who was not suffering as much as she was.
She was kind when we first met, though. She used to show me games and was really into Deus Ex and Fallout, but gradually in her bitterness she developed this sort of anti-sex misogyny that she then directed towards me, saying stuff like:
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And generally doing things like calling me an impure slut or a filthy breeding sow or whatever. While having an explicit fetish for like... makeup and high heels and stuff.
She used to stalk Past Me's old blog a long time ago too, sending gems like this.
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To date I still don't see the appeal of that sort of aesthetic. It's just not what I do.
Anyway... I don't blame anyone for feeling pity for her given the circumstances but she kind of sucked.
Past Me was kind of a saint in dealing with her (while still cutting her off entirely) but I strongly recommend avoiding resentful and envious people like this. Surround yourself with people who make you happier and stronger, not people who want you to be as miserable as they are (which I should note is not the same as just being depressed, many depressed people are still kind and helpful).
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self-loving-vampire · 12 hours
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"strong opinions" implies the existence of weak opinions. What do you think is a weak opinion?
Stuff I don't feel much about, even if I have thoughts about what the optimal situation would be. Alternatively, opinions about things I don't now that much about and would more quickly update on as I read.
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self-loving-vampire · 12 hours
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This was the same person who really wanted to forcefem me, failed, and lost her entire mind.
Whenever apparent age discourse comes around I am reminded of an ex of mine who was generally neurotic and once had a mental breakdown about being attracted to me because I did not look like an adult and she was so incredibly guilty about it.
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self-loving-vampire · 12 hours
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I manage to have incredibly potent older sister energy despite this. I'm just also a vampire.
Whenever apparent age discourse comes around I am reminded of an ex of mine who was generally neurotic and once had a mental breakdown about being attracted to me because I did not look like an adult and she was so incredibly guilty about it.
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self-loving-vampire · 12 hours
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Whenever apparent age discourse comes around I am reminded of an ex of mine who was generally neurotic and once had a mental breakdown about being attracted to me because I did not look like an adult and she was so incredibly guilty about it.
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self-loving-vampire · 13 hours
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chilchuk is the "he's 3492083084 years old actually so it's ok" character for yaoi girlies too afraid to admit they're into shota
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self-loving-vampire · 13 hours
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Yaoi experts in the notes confirm that Chilchuck hentai is tagged as shota.
dunmeshi is funny bc chilchuck is exactly the same as every other 'looks like a child but is an adult' anime character, people just don't recognize that because of his gender + the story tone. eventually someone somewhere will be called out for making porn of him though
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self-loving-vampire · 15 hours
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I love RPGs so much I feel like I might start vibrating when I think about them for long enough.
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