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so i was thinking about neurodivergent white dudes again and had a vision
#hdb would LOVE will wood's music and nothing can convince me otherwise#also they;re both disco and queer and have alcohol issues etc etc but i only had so much room in the diagram ok lol#disco elysium#jerma#will wood#harry du bois#train wreck of a post
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Every time I'm not thinking about Miles I'll be thinking about this bastard instead
#outlast#outlast trials#hendrick joliet easterman#dr easterman#the outlast trials#my art#fanart#originally I just wanna post this on official outlast server but I didn't have the role yet so rip orz#Also I've been reading the latest released documents and man...this guy is truly something lol#I like him but more like I wanna watch how he fall to his demise like a disaster train wreck you cannot look away#while sitting at the front seat with my popcorns ready
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personally? the slow deterioration of their relationship and their love for each other slowly growing into all consuming hate may actually kill me.
#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#rhaecent#hotd spoilers#hotd#it’s like watching a train wreck you just can’t look away from#post*
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the women on yj are all suffering from ambiguous disorder because the writers aren't sure yet what happened in their past
#this isnt hate this is a joke post i swear BFBDGDBSBSBSB#their traumas get updated and then they shift a lil. adult shauna is now traumatized by the pregnancy mostly not by eating her best friend#NEWS to s1 shauna#if you hate those types of jokes you should unfollow me i have been through so many train wrecks tv shows i have learned to uh#joke abt the things that worry me in terms of writing. TO COPE#yellowjackets blogging#yellowjackets spoilers
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biting things is so good why aren’t there more things to bite
#I fucking love chewing on things!!#realizing I was probably stimming by chewing on my hair as a kid#I did that until my parents got me to finally stop when I was like 11#then it was those butterfly earring backings#and like my nails#I should get some things actually designed for chewing tho#I’ve broken too many earbud thingies by gnawing on them#sam’s ramblings#I just. I love chewing on things gahhh#why can’t I be normal lmaoo#Jesus this post was a train wreck my brain was not working properly
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#like okay I refuse to shit on anyone’s queer rep parade#and apparently so does everyone else who agrees with me#because I see so many posts about the alleged healthiness of Stede and Ed’s relarionship#and I know I am not crazy. nor am I alone in thinking ‘what healthy relationship???’#in the finale they are At Best taking their first solid steps towards a healthy relationship#but they haven’t achieved that shit yet. they are actually still the men who didn’t talk to each other. who ran away from each other.#you want to hope for the best. but it throws me off when ppl act like what we got was the best#posts like ‘oh even when he is furious enough to smash a chair into a wall he still wouldn’t hurt stede’#the scene that reveals that Atede didn’t explain anything and Ed didn’t allow himself the closure of hearing explanations really should be#NOT considered evidence of healthy relationship#okay I’m done I just get sick of seeing that gifset with its reblogs saying that and#’oh they did so well balancing the inherent violence of pirates against healthy relationships’#girl WHAT healthy relationship?? there’s not a single damn person at that dinner table that knows what a healthy relationship is!#(wait. forgot about Buttons)#(I want to ship these two losers but I want to ship it for the cringefail ongoing train wreck it is#not the perfect queer happily-ever-after-SOMEHOW fairy tale that I don’t think canon supports)
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@servonium for some reason I missed your tags earlier but Oh my God.
I’VE NEVER ACTUALLY THOUGHT ABOUT THE IMPLICATION THAT TURBO SPED ACROSS GAME CENTRAL STATION AND THEN THROUGH THE CORD TUNNEL WITH HIS CAR!!??
First off. INSANE visual
Perhaps it was similar to how Ralph’s hijacked spaceship flew everywhere in GCS except it’s Turbo in his racecar screaming OUT OF MY WAY!!!! And clouding up dust everywhere .. and then characters are like. Was that Turbo ?? Oh no…
But It would be SO COOL to see that event play out real-time in the game world instead. Cuz the flashback is Highly Condensed. Did it really all happen at once? Probably not, maybe over the course of a day or two ..? But I find it so interesting that the sequence is all from the perspective of the outside world… there’s just something about that that presentation that made him all the more mysterious and unnerving.
(It was also probably to prevent spoiling what his 3D model looks like but Yeah)
Also some more speculating ..
Do you think he was able to get out of that Terrible Fiasco he caused because running into the other racer corrupted them both into Glitches ? The Roadblasters guy was probably corrupted too badly.. but maybe Turbo somehow glitched out to escape and then tried to alter his code to repair himself- Maybe in some old debug menu where nobody would notice. Maybe THAT’S where he realized he could code himself into whatever he wanted.
FOR BEING A MAIN VILLAIN (twist villain to be fair. But Still .) THERE SURE IS A LOT OF MYSTERY AROUND HIM.. but maybe if we knew more he wouldn’t have been as mysterious and the twist wouldn’t have worked . BUT I NEED ANSWERS!!!!!!!!???
#speculation#Also the fact he’s probably SEETHING MAD and then puts on his “I’m So Happy Look at Me!!” face in front of the players LOL#I also love the detail of fix it felix’s having a rickety little train car :’]#In a BTS they said they wanted that detail to add to the small town feel of the game#and that’s just so. CUTE.#now I just need to get my Grippers on a copy of the directors commentary version#um.. dm me .. ….#wreck it Ralph#turbo#turbo wir#txt#rambling#long post#🐛VIRUS OFFERINGS
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Grabbing myself by the shoulders and screaming: IT IS OKAY TO NOT WANT TO BE COMPLETELY BINARY MALE LOOKING, IT IS OKAY TO WANT TO BE IN BETWEEN MALE AND COMPLETELY NEUTRAL, IT IS OKAY TO WANT TO LOOK LIKE AN ANDROGYNOUS GUY, YOU ARE NOT A TRANS MAN STOP TRYING TO FORCE YOURSELF INTO BEING BINARY AND THEN FEELING GUILTY BECAUSE YOU DON’T WANT TO BE A FULL MAN, YOUR TRANSITION GOAL IS COMPLETELY NORMAL AND NOT HARMFUL, JUST BE HAPPY FOR ONCE AND ACTUALLY WORK TOWARDS THE BODY YOU NEED INSTEAD OF STRESSING OUT ABOUT NOT BEING ‘TRANS ENOUGH’ BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT A MAN
#it’s okay to be nonbinary it’s okay to not have fully binary transition goals#I have to keep telling myself this because I have so much shit to work through ugh#nonbinary stuff#trans#nonbinary#transmasculine#idk if I should put the tag but this is very specifically about non binary transmasculinity and internalised exorsexism so it fits#I want to make an actual post and analysis about this one day but I can’t be bothered to rn cause my life’s a bit of a train wreck lol#exorsexism
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Another alternative Effloresce pov. Azriel, as the slow moving shitshow train wreck his life is is quickly becoming a fast moving shit show train wreck.
I cannot tell you how much I love this one!
So, I would say across all my fics Azriel is a character who is the most consistent? Especially since almost all of them were written before acosf TERRIBLY let us in his actually creepy little headspace, and I've additionally chosen to keep my made up shadowman as he is.
Effloresce Az is basically Starlight Az but SADDER. He's Daylight Az without a kiddo and husband, Shoreless Sea Az without the absolutely beneficial retirement, and man is he TIRED.
You're Azriel, and your job sucks. Your inborn skillset leaves you zero other options, and you know this. It's better to be the left hand of power than in a cell for life, but you know what? Sometimes you can only do so goddamn much.
You're Azriel and that's kind of all you've got. You're one of a kind, literally. Alone forever in that. But you love Cassian. You play the little games with Mor for harmony. You respect- alien, ancient, different, probably what you'll feel like in a thousand goddamn years if you live that long- Amren.
You see the good in Rhysand, limited as it is to personal things, but you also see the vast potential for failure.
You see him listening to this CHILD OF A GIRL- who seems nice, yeah. You're worried about her, frankly. The Courts of Prythian revived her and will not just let that go- but that doesn't mean you think she has, shall we say, good ideas.
You watch Cassian spend days arguing against this.
You rock up over the wall and realize these two mortal, innocent women have probably been taken captive by Spring. Your orders are a mistake, you have a war to fight that has nothing to do with these people, but you're here, and you might as well do some good.
You move to neutralize the threat.
Lucien Vanserra does not act like a vassal of Spring. No, not even at Autumn prince. You can drown fire in the dark, but you can't swallow the sun or an ocean of flame without end.
That doesn't matter either, because this determined little slip of blond sunshine just fucking stabbed you. And for the first time in maybe decades, you just want to laugh. You've fucked up, clearly, but you're okay. (You can live through so much worse than letting a human woman stab you to feel safe.)
You hear Cassian coming, and you know.
It doesn't matter what Feyre is saying. Has said. You're Azriel and you can't not know or not hear- she's wrong or she lied. You have a High Lord sweating blood to protect a stunningly, dangerously charming woman and you have her sister, who feels less like delight and more like a dream.
You're a shadowsinger, whose providence is secrets and these two woman are shrouded.
You're fucked, essentially.
You know they're not really human.
You know they're hiding, and Feyre is going to break that right open if Rhysand has his way, no matter how many times you point out that the Queens want nothing to do with Prythian's fae.
You're Azriel, and you've always been smart enough to stay quiet when you have no orders forcing you to do otherwise. You're polite. You're frankly, horrified. You have no idea what to do with the Archeron sisters acting like you're nothing to be afraid of.
You know, before Cassian knows, that every wind that has ever carried him had lead him right here.
(You remember what that felt like. The fear, the euphoria. You were young and stupid enough to consider it simple rightness, your extra senses on your side, pulling you toward the correct choice in fealty. You didn't know what it was until too late. You didn't know and you never even got to know or got to mourn. You didn't have the right to mourn a girl dead too soon, who would have never been anything but your queen had she grown old enough to wear a crown.)
(Dead before the start, just like you.)
You decide, immediately, you cannot let what happened to you happen to Cassian. Nesta Archeron might be a compelling power, might be a fighter with ash in her hair and a cunning mind, but Shahar was a High Lady born. Not even that could save her.
You understand the instant way you like Elain is magic, whether she knows it or not. (She does not). Real affection follows quickly, you are, despite all magic to the contrary, as Illyrian as Cassian. You cannot not know. You like Nesta too- if only for her ferocity. Her bleeding, present fury.
They treat you like a person.
Fearlessly.
Easily.
You watch as their sister breaks their hearts, cracks already laid. You watch Rhysand act more and more territorial, and of course you know why too. You watch Lucien Vanserra safeguard the lives and livelihoods of hundreds of humans and you understand this, here, is a Court too.
A better one.
You quietly, a secret, kill their father.
You bind yourself in blood to a favor, and use it to unshackle the Archeron bloodline and their vassals from the Queens.
You watch Nesta Archeron kneel in the snow, watch Elain Archeron pull a knife on a High Lord of Prythian over human lives, and think, with dread and barren exhaustion, you're making the right choice.
The hard choice.
(How many noncombatants died in Sangravah? In every city Amarantha occupied? How many servants in the Hewn City every year? How many Illyrian children in the starving north? How many deaths were Azriel's fault, because Rhysand didn't care?)
(The Archerons would rather die with their people than live. Were educating their maids. Sending their kitchen boys to university. Taking in the orphans of other estates, having never forgotten what it was to be forgotten, hungry and alone.)
You're Azriel, and you can't not know how badly this is going to hurt.
#FAST MOVING TRAIN WRECK AHOY#I only covered what's posted because the next chapter is truly#THE BONES OF MY SOUL IN MY HANDS THE WORLD ON FIRE AND I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE BUT MORE DEATH#from Az's POV#he takes finding Shahars remains NOT WELL#plus you know#the war kickstarts#Cassian continues to act basically insane in a good way#And Nesta and Elain just keep raising the goddamn bar he was trying to ignore even existed#The Shahar stuff is actually really important#he does not tell Rhys#EVER!#Bones are literally he closest he's ever going to come#they weren't in love#they didn't even know each other#HE DIDN'T KNOW UNTIL SHE DIED#and of course#Rhys made that entirely about himself#Az just. I think he likes Feyre in this impish way canon always wants Cassian to (but then Cassian put her on such a high altar it failed)#but also? is too deep in the shit of it all#not to be like: she's a really powerful symbol#but she shouldn't be in charge????
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happy valentines :)
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so, something i’ve noticed, something we’ve all noticed, is that tmagp’s episodes don’t quite seem to fit in the same categories as tma’s fears. there was the theory about the fears actually being desires, but i don’t quite think that fits anymore. i won’t discount it completely but there’s something else i’ve noticed which makes… more. sense.
it’s said time and time again in tma that the fears are kinda blurry at the edges - defining them isn’t an exact science. protocol takes this concept to the extreme by having no episodes that can be defined under a single fear. it’s always two or more.
the janitor guy with the weird architecture was a spiral main, but had strong elements of stranger, lonely, and flesh. the guy in the garden was balancing corruption and buried, in both literal and the more metaphorical senses. hilltop road was seemingly a full ritual attempt with all fears, done by the stranger. needles was corruption/flesh to me - the metaphorical sense of corruption that comes with toxic relationships. maybe they even had some eye in them.
as for today’s episode with the dice? well... that’s tricky. but i’ve seen end mentioned but i’m not a fan of that. web’s been thrown around a little, and i agree with that, but i have another suggestion on top of that. extinction. web + extinction = the fear of bad luck. you know it’s coming. you can cheat it, by getting other people to take the falls. but you can’t - or at least you think you can’t - escape it forever. they could’ve stopped rolling the dice anytime. that’s very extinction to me.
#my post#tmagp#the magnus protocol#i didnt explain the extinction thing that well im hoping someone knows what im on about#pure bad luck is kinda end-coded which is like.#the only part of that statement that half convinced me on the end coding but i dont buy it#the subtle compulsion to roll them is so web but also . it’s a train wreck you cant look away. like. the extinction.#please someone get it. it makes sense to me#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol spoilers#tma spoilers#<- sort of. it’s been like 5 years though
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theres way too much salt in this venn diagram
#re:zero#rezero#natsuki subaru#heinkel astrea#rem#joshua juukulius#rezero arc 6 spoilers#rezero arc 5 spoilers#i remember once tappei said that heinkel wouldve been mc if subaru wasnt or smth and like cursed timeline where heinkel was the mc when#i would still bawl my eyes out over rezero with heinkel as mc tho bc that man and his family are the worst train wreck ive ever seen LMAO#if anyone seeing this knows disco elysium… heinkel is just the less funny harry du bois HAH…#suffaru post
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Today's Soukoku adventures in Sims 4:
So, Dazai and Chuuya are roommates, who have been in a complicated relationship for a while. They end up going on an actual date tho while I was playing today, and Dazai asks Chuuya to be his boyfriend. He says yes, and everything is great
...literally for five seconds. Because Chuuya gets kidnapped RIGHT AFTER.
So Dazai ends up having to go home alone while Chuuya is kidnapped.
(There's some awkward moments in between here, when the day following the kidnapping, Chuuya casually asks Dazai to go to a festival with him, even though Chuuya is still literally kidnapped. But I guess the kidnappers were nice and let him go finish the date that they interrupted?)
Anyway, eventually the kidnappers reveal where Chuuya is kept, Dazai goes there, and things don't end up well for the kidnappers. Chuuya is injured and tired, but otherwise okay, so they go home together and sleep.
Dazai wakes up first, and they are both starting to get really hungry. Now, Chuuya is the cook in the household, but he's still super tired. Dazai has yet to make any food, but surely things won't end THAT badly if he just makes them a simple breakfast, right?
...right?
...
He set the kitchen on fire. And himself. Right as Chuuya woke up. Because of course he would.
#the whole thing was like straight out of fanfiction#dazai did survive tho btw#posting#bsd#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#long post#em plays games#i was supposed to stop playing two hours ago#but this whole household is such a train wreck that just keeps going that i couldn't stop playing#bc this is not even all of it asdfkglfjd
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Love in the Air: Sky x Prapai (Episode 9)
I’m going to start off by saying - this episode HURT. They really aren’t holding back on the pain in Sky’s arc, and I wasn’t anticipating so much of it so soon. I found some of the scenes in this episode incredibly upsetting to watch, and I’m sure a lot of you will too - because we all adore our boy so much.
I feel like it’s going to take me longer than usual to digest this episode, because there were parts in this that were really heavy and dark, and I don’t know why but I didn’t expect them to go there. I already have a few things I want to do deeper dives on, but I’ll mention some of the key takeaways from this episode.
Prapai has already registered that something’s seriously wrong with Sky. And he deserves more credit than a lot of people gave him. He may not know what to do with that information yet, but you can tell he’s serious about finding out.
The other moments I really appreciated were the scenes of Rain firstly finding out about Prapai pursuing Sky, and then handing over care of Sky to Prapai when Sky gets sick. That was definitely protective best friend behaviour there. You could tell it was probably the first time Rain had seen Sky so vulnerable, and he wasn’t about to leave his friend with someone who couldn’t be trusted. The sad part of this is that the episode confirmed that Rain essentially knows nothing about Sky’s ex. Didn’t know he was a guy for starters, has definitely no idea the level of trauma that Sky now suffers regularly because of it.
And finally Sky getting sick. Yes, I’m a self-confessed sucker for whump, and characters comforting each other. I was however NOT expecting this scene to come up so soon and for it to be so darn painful. My poor baby was under an incredible amount of mental turmoil and pressure that it finally took its toll.
I think we are starting to get the first glimpses of Prapai’s love language, which is taking care of his loved ones by making sure their needs are met. He was constantly asking if Sky had eaten and whether he was taking care of himself. It made my already fragile heart ache every time Sky denied himself Prapai’s concern.
JESUS CHRIST, I don’t know how I’m going to live through this. This was so incredibly heart-breaking. I’m going to go sob into my pillow now.
#LITA#love in the air#love in the air series#love in the air episode 9#prapaisky#prapai x sky#sky x prapai#they said PAIN TRAIN for the 2nd episode of sky's arc#IM RUINED#i was NOT prepared#i've said it before but i'll scream it until the end of time#PROTECT SKY#this is not a drill#HE NEEDS PROTECTION#goddamn poor sky does not deserve so much pain#this is probably much more incoherent than my previous posts because i'm a wreck
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Can I be honest. I forgot to read her description and just drew her like this. So, she actually has silver hair and... maybe I'll give it another go.
#And green eyes...#Wow I really dropped the eye of balor on this one you guys#ha#That was such a bad joke. Why am I even posting this.#This is entirely a train wreck. I'm not even going to tag it properly.
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I like to think that the tags on your post are pretty much inner thoughts😨 and if I'm ready to deal with your crap,, I'd click on "see all" 🙏🙏
YOU LITTLE MENACE. (/lovingly)
how does such thoughts about a certain Frank Anthony Iero Jr. even CROSS your mind???
I MEAN
you’re not incorrect with your thinking. they are my inner thoughts. my tags are a stream of consciousness about the frimage or pretty much just what’s rattling around up there at the time.
:3 being a menace to any society is my little joy in life. it’s the small things~🎃
(also vanilla…i promise you…about 65% of my thoughts about a certain Frank Anthony Iero Jr. don’t [cant] even go on this blog so…count yourself lucky…or unlucky idfk)
#HES JUST SO PRETTY#i have no doubt you click ‘see all’ on my posts regardless if you want to put up with my shit at all#it’s like a train wreck that you can’t seem to look away from#sometimes I don’t know if i want to put up with my shit#and if i’m stuck with it#all you guys are gonna suffer with me#>:3#frnkiebby#oddvanilla#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#frnkie#mcr5#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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