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dilflover-4ever · 9 months

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“Just help me forget...” t.k

Summary: When something happens and all you need is your bestfriend to help you forget about it, even if it’s just for one night.

Content: lil bit of angst, smut (17+), comfort/fluff, sweet Tom, upset reader, slight sa/mentions of sa

"SCHREEEIIIIIIII" is all I heard before the crowd around me erupted into cheers and screams. I jumped up and down clapping my hands from the front row, the amazing spot gifted from my friends a.k.a the band. "GO BILL" I yelled out, knowing how hard that last scream was to hold. After a second of looking into the crowd and catching his breath, Bill started his thank you's and goodbye's, with the rest of Tokio Hotel waving from their spots. Tom found me in the crowd and waved me back, knowing this was my sign to meet them backstage I started heading there.

It was always "tradition" for me to meet them backstage. I guess you could call me somewhat of an assistant manager because truthfully I did help plan and organize some things but the only reason I toured with them was because I was their closest friend. I was definitely closest with the twins but all four of them are my most trusted and reliable friends.

Finally getting past the screaming fans I made it to the back door. The security guards gave me a look and before I started explaining why I was back there, the door flew open and Tom came out, arms opened wide. I ran and jumped into his arms, wrapping my legs around his torso. I felt his arms wrap around me almost immediately, shoving his face into my shoulder. "Tom that was so good! Y'all performed so well!" I told him pulling his face out of my shoulder and kissing his forehead. I slid off of him as he placed my feet back on the ground. "Thank you! I saw you singing in the crowd, you were so into it," He said while laughing. He was looking at me? I thought to myself. "Come on I know the others want to see you." He says dragging me through the door.

As soon as Bill saw me he ran up and hugged me, squeezing so hard I had to take a minute after he set me down, to breathe. "Oh my God you look stunning tonight! I love your outfit!" Bill says, I look down at my black mini skirt and short black, rhinestone tank top, literally my most basic outfit ever. "Aw Bill says you" I say and point to his hair and makeup, I lean up and kiss his forehead. I leave Bill and walk over to Georg and Gustav who are sitting on one of the couches, conversing with one another. I kiss each of their foreheads and pat Georg on the back, then give Gustav a shoulder hug. I sit next to Georg and start talking to them about the night, unknowing of the conversation behind me.

"Bill what the hell was that, 'You look stunning'? what were you trying to do? You know how I feel about her!" Tom whisper-shouted to his brother. Bill scoffed with an eye roll and shoved his brother. "Tom come on you know I don't think about her like that! I was just complimenting her outfit for christs sake!" Bill sighed after saying that. "Didn't seem like it!" Tom quipped back.

I turn away from Gustav, Georg, and I's conversation, hearing hushed conversation behind us. Tom looked mad with Bill just annoyed. "Will you guys stop arguing and come over here so we can figure out what we're going to do tonight!" I yelled over to them. The twins' conversation stopped as they both looked over, Tom leaning back to whisper something into Bill's ear before walking over. Tom sat next to me, pretty close at that, our bodies basically pressed to each others, his arm on the back of the couch behind me. Bill followed behind him, sitting next to Gustav.

"Guys, it's our last night in town, we HAVE to do something." Bill exclaimed. I quickly agreed with him but what I didn't expect were the groans of disagreement from the rest of the group. "Come on Bill we've gone out every night in this city." Georg said, scrunching up his face. "Yeah and we have a long day of traveling tomorrow." Tom added on, which was followed by 'yeahs' from the other two. Bill looked forward, trying to think of something they could do. An idea popped into my head, "What if we just hung out here for the evening, maybe have a few drinks." I said pointing to the mini fridge with a suggestive smirk. "Sure! We can do that." Bill said clapping his hands together and standing up. The other boys agreed and Bill came back with some shots for all of us.

We all held our tiny glasses into the air and toasted, "TO THE START OF A NEW TOUR!" we all said together, cheering then quickly drinking the liquid.

We did that quite a few more times, more than a few actually because now Gustav and Bill were up on the coffee table dancing. On the side me and Georg were tossing a bra, tossed on stage by a fan, back and forth to each other. I felt a warm hand on my thigh, I looked down and saw Tom's hand resting up near my knee, I looked back up at him and gave him a warm smile. He returned a lazy smile back, he was being awfully calm tonight, maybe he's just tired.

Another two hours of us jacking around passed, Bill, Georg, and me almost painfully drunk, with Gustav and Tom just being tipsy. Georg headed out murmuring something about wanting to call his girlfriend, I shook my head knowing she would not want a drunk call in the middle of the night. I looked down at my small cell phone, seeing the time I realized we have to be back at the hotel soon otherwise tomorrow would be hell. "Guys we ha-" I was cut off by the sound of somebody throwing up, looking into the left corner of the room I saw Bill, two feet away from the trash can. "Oh god Bill!" Tom yelled plugging his nose.

That sobered everyone up as we realised we needed to get him back to the hotel. "Hey you guys take him back I will be right behind y'all, I need to clean this mess up." I gestured to the trashy room. Thankfully the hotel was only a block away so Tom and Gustav had Bill supported on their shoulders, helping him walk out. Tom turned back towards me, "Are you sure you don't want me to stay? It's late and I don't know what kind of people are wandering about." He asks. I give him a reassuring smile and say, "Yes I promise I will be fine, the hotel is right there, you don't have to worry about me. Plus I will be two minutes behind you guys." Tom mumbles ok and starts off with Bill and Gustav again.

Ugh Bill that was so disgusting, I thought, throwing away the final paper towels and putting the cleaning spray back into the small maintenance closet. After sanitizing my hands I checked my phone to see it had actually been 35 minutes and not just 2. I knew the boys were already back in their rooms. Probably asleep by now, I figured they were tired from their show.

I grabbed my bag and headed towards the street, shivering from the breeze. Unknown to me as I walked, Tom was on the verge of falling asleep in his hotel room, phone in hand waiting for a call from me. "God where is she, she should be back by now." He spoke to himself. I was walking for a few minutes about to turn the corner, onto the street the hotel was on. Before I could turn I felt a hand harshly grab my upper arm. I dropped my phone onto the pavement. "Why are you walking around the city alone sweetheart?" I heard a gruff voice grunt into my ear, the smell of booze and cigarettes filling my nose. My eyes shooting wide and looking frantically around as i'm being pulled into a small closed off alley. Finding the eyes of the perpetrator I saw a dirty looking man. I couldn't speak, I couldn't yell, my throat closed off as harsh breaths heaved my chest. My lungs expanding so much, yet I couldn't pull in any air.

No, no, no, no, no, I can't let this happen again. Images of my ex best friend, a guy who I once would've given up my life for, a man who I trusted with everything in me. Images of him, forcing himself onto me in my own bedroom, a place of comfort, a place of my own, now ruined. Him gripping my throat and holding my mouth closed to cover my screams. Then images of him, minutes later, shrugging his pants back on and threatening me to not tell anyone then walking out of the door.

I snapped back to reality when I felt another hand on my waist, a bruising grip trying to hike my skirt up. I screwed my eyes shut and started thrashing around even more. Until I felt his hands leave my body and a voice yelled out behind us. "Hey what's going on over there?! Man get your hands off of her!" The guy ran around the corner leaving the scene before anything could happen, yet his scent still lingered.

I heard the voice again, "Ma'am are you ok? Do I need to get the cops?" I stumbled back, eyes blurry with tears as I shoved past the man, grabbing my phone and started lightly jogging down the street desperate to get back to the hotel, back to my room, no that's not where I wanted to go. Entering the elevator I hit the button to our floor, wiping my eyes and trying to stop my shaking hands.

Mindlessly walking down the hallway I stood in front of the door. The door of Toms room. I need him right now, I need his touch, his comfort, even just for tonight. He can forget about it in the morning for all I care but right here right now I'm pushing my feelings for him forward. I need him right now, so badly. I lifted my hand to the door and knocked, checking my surroundings while I waited for an answer.

"Hel- Woah what happened!? Are you ok? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" All of Tom's questions flooded my ears as he guided me back into his room. Once the door shut he pulled me into a tight hug. "Tom, this man he-he grabbed me and started touching m-me." I got out, shuddering from sobs. I looked up at Tom through now tear filled eyes. He didn't look into my eyes, he exhaled harshly and leaned down to kiss my forehead. He turned towards the door and picked up his shoes. My eyes widened. "I'm going to find that motherfu-" "No Tom! please just stay with me," I pulled him into me, pulling his face down close to mine our breaths mixing, "Just help me forget..."

His eyes held a concerned look, "look- are you sure this is what you want? I can just lay with you if that's what you need." He said in such a soft gentle voice. "Tom this is what I want, I want you to help me forget, I need you to take away the memory. Tom I need you." I think the desperation in my voice proved that this was truly what I wanted because soon enough his lips were on mine. A gentle, very soft, loving kiss. No rush, no forcefulness, just straight tenderness.

He laid me back onto the bed then leaned down to take off my shoes, peppering soft kisses down my legs. On his way back up his hands raked up my legs until they reached my skirt. "Are you 100%?" He asked again. "Yes Tom, it's you of course i'm 100%" I reassured him. His hands tugged down my skirt. I did the trouble of taking off my tank top, both items being discarded to the side. Tom kissed his way up my body, maintaining eye contact. "I'm gonna take care of you tonight baby, don't worry, i'm here for you." His sweet words made my eyes water, my emotions already being all over the place from the night.

His face came back up to mine, our lips meeting, less gentle than the first, yet still loving and sweet. He took off his shirt setting it to the side, on the floor. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down onto me, in a hug. I felt his warm arms slide under my body as he picked me up, turning us around so I'm sat on his lap. My legs came around his back, his body now locked onto mine. We kissed for what felt like hours. The kisses speaking so many words and thoughts. I could feel love through how he kissed me, I tried to reciprocate that back to him with my returning kisses.

Soon enough our kisses became more heated and sloppy. His hands were no longer around my back but now placed on my waist, grinding me down onto his lap. Soft moans leaving my mouth, his low groans meeting with mine in the kiss. His hands delicately reached around behind me, unclipping my bra, dropping it from my shoulders. I unwrapped my arms from him to slide it off. His soft eyes held contact with mine. "You ready?" He questioned. I nodded my head. He flipped us over softly setting me down and moving to get his jeans off.

My chest heaving softly with my breaths as I admired him. I really do love him, not just as a friend, I am in love with Tom. I don't know if he loves me romantically, like I know he does as a friend because we say it all of the time but i'm unsure if he loves me the way I love him. Before I knew it his hands were back on me, so were his lips, trailing down my neck softly sucking once he got to the base. He slid my underwear down my legs, them dropping to the floor. My hands held the back of his head as it trailed farther down my body, his warm lips capturing my nipple while his hand squeezed the other. "Mm Tom" I whispered. He looked up at me, still working my nipples. My feet found the waistband of him boxers, trying to slide them down. His mouth detached from my tit and he smiled up at me. "Babe give me a second I was gonna get there soon." "I need you now Tom, I want you in me" I whined.

His stood and stripped himself of his boxers. His cock hard and red as he slowly grabbed it leaning back down over me. "Tell me if it gets too much baby" He said before seizing my lips with his. I felt his tip at my entrance, he dragged it up and down a few times collecting my wetness. I felt the pressure at my entrance again, then him sliding into me. Our kiss breaks as both of us groan, his head dropping onto my shoulder.

He starts rocking himself slowly, allowing me to adjust. He starts moving faster, lifting himself up onto his hands. My hands thread into his dreads, resting on the base of his neck. I start feeling the build up in my lower abdomen. His thrusts are now faster and harder. He leans back on his heels, pulling my legs up over his shoulders. My eyes are shut but they open when I feel his hands reach mine that are resting by my side. He lifts them with his, locking our fingers together.

That gesture makes me melt, tears brimming my eyes. Tom leans down to kiss my cheek when one slips down out of my eye. My orgasm is coming soon, I can feel it. "H-Harder Tom." I plead, my body rocking with his. He starts thrusting harder hitting me deep, I moan out his name squeezing his hand. "Fuck Tom im so close" I tell him. "Me too hon, me too", Right as he says that I snap, moaning loudly and my pussy clenching around his dick. I know that this brings him closer because now his thrusts are so much sloppier and his shaky voice is straining out grunts and groans.

He quickly pulls out and cums all over my stomach, leaning down and kissing me hard, like really hard. Once our breaths calm down he collapses on top of me. I wrap my arms around his head smoothing his hair.

We sit in silence before he surprises me with his words. "I love you, I love you so much and I have loved you for so long you don't even know." a light laugh leaves his lips at the last few words. "Tom I-" he cuts me off. "No listen, I love you so so much, and I promise I will protect you from everything bad, I will keep you safe forever and ever, nobody with harm you ever again, I want you to be with me, will you?"

Overjoyed I whisper to him, "Yes Tom of course I will be with you, I love you so much and you are always there for me when I need you." I close off my statement with a kiss to his lips. He lets out a content sigh and closes his eyes, laying on my chest. We fall asleep like that, not worried about tomorrow, or the next days, just tied up with each other.

note: This was a difficult and sensitive one to write but I hope ya'll enjoyed it!

#tokio hotel #tokio hotel band #tom kaulitz #tom kaulitz x reader #tom kaulitz smut #tokio hotel smut #tokio hotel x reader #tokio hotel 2000s

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lebdiesekunde · 2 months

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me when Bills side profile:

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kaulitzhotel · 9 months

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mhm can u do like 2009 tom kaulitz doing the deed with fem reader with the band in the next room( if that made sense🙏🏽😭🙏🏽😭🙏🏽😭)

Synopsis: All the band members are chatting about the upcoming tour. But it seems two people are not paying attention. You lure Tom into another room and try to stay quiet. (2009)

Content: Smut. Warning: Unprotected Sex - Choking - Riding!

Notes: This is one of my first times writing an actual smut so hopefully you all like it! Also, how the fuck did smut come to be a word. Whatever. Sorry about the vocabulary I have to use for private parts and that makes you guys uncomfortable. But it's what I got so... Dick it is.

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Quiet noises

The studio was boring as ever. We talked about their upcoming tour in Europe. Bill was trying to plan things out with the guys but one had their attention on me.

I look at Tom as he eyes me up and down. He was dazed onto my legs and up to my face. When he made eye contact he gave me a goofy smirk. His legs were now cris crossed and he continued to watch me.

I bit my lip as I watched his hand placement on his leg. I shuffle in my spot trying to get comfortable but it made him pay attention to me more. We look at each other and no one seems to notice. I then smiled at myself when I thought about something. He raised an eyebrow when he saw me smiling. I look at the guys as they continued talking. I motioned my finger telling him to come here.

After a few seconds, he came to sit next to me. Our legs rubbed onto each other. And his fingertips skimming the exposed part of my back.

“Y/N would it be best to bring toilet paper on the bus?” Bill asked.

“Yeah, most definitely.” I laughed.

We all laughed and I turned my attention to Tom. He inched his way closer wrapping his arm around me. I place my hand on his leg going up higher touching the details on his belt. He looked at my hand and then at me. His eyes are full of desire.

The guys started arguing about sanitary problems and this was my chance. “Follow me,” I said under my breath. I stood up and ran my hand across his chest to his shoulder. When I leave I take a glimpse of him grinning.

I went into the room that was next to the room that I was just in. It was cramped but a relaxing area to just lay down. We still had some renovation. The door slightly opened and Tom peeked in.

“Why hello there.” I joked. I laid down on the small couch teasing him by lifting my shirt just a little.

“Finally some peace huh?” He chuckled coming over to me and relaxing on me playing with my shirt wrapping it on his finger and pulling it down.

“I hope it's not peaceful,” I added.

Tom kissed my neck softly. My body got the chills when it made contact with his lips. He pulled my shirt down to kiss the skin now showing on my chest. I could hear my shirt ripping as the fabric stretched.

His knee rose between my legs and the heat started growing in the room. “God you are so beautiful.” His moan agonized. He placed one more kiss and took off my shirt and his. I licked my lower lip as I admire his figure. He put one finger on my lips gliding across and then he trailed it down to my bra tracing the pattern elements it had.

“Can you not,” I whispered. I felt him smile on my skin when he pressed his lips on it.

We slowly undressed each other. The tension between us grew of us teasing around. It didn't help that we couldn't make too much ruckus in the room.

“Tom please.” I muffled in his ear. He took me in his arms and our chests were pressed together. Making the heat of our bodies rise. We couldn't open the window, unfortunately.

“Just stay quiet okay?” He whispered feverishly. “Tom...” I breathed as I sat on his lap grinding impatiently. “Patience love.” His hands roamed my legs.

He helped me by putting his dick inside me. “Oh, fuck.” He hissed trying it hold back the noises. He held onto my waist. I whimpered low as I started moving. Which made him go crazy.

He started moving with me and a moan escaped my mouth. But it was immediately covered by Tom’s hand. “Shh, I know you love it but no need to get all excited.” He said with a smug look on his face. My mind wasn’t fully here to talk back. I rocked my hips back and forth gripping onto his shoulders. His hand moved away from my mouth down to my neck lightly choking it.

“I love seeing you like this.” His eyes watching me carefully. I kept letting out soft moans when I started riding fast but slowing down to play with him. In return he would slap my ass or hold his grip on my neck. I placed both hands on his arm feeling his veins pulse. “Please Tom...” I staggered.

“Please what?” He started moving again with me making it only challenging to speak.

“F..fuck me.” I demanded tiredly. Tom threw his head back in pleasure but removed his hand from my neck to be placed on my hips grabbing onto them tight. “Keep going and I will.”

I kept going and leaned it to give him a kiss. It was sloppy and our tongues swirled together. I couldn’t really control myself now since there was no way of getting off. I felt myself bounce on him for a bit till I slowed down making slow motions.

But Tom he held onto me and lifted me to get in a better position. And he started to thrust inside me hard. “Fuck, don't stop!” I said loudly. I was hoping the boys couldn't hear us now.

My nails dug into his back as he fucked me. I felt him holding back from creating noises but he rested his face on my shoulder groaning softly. Breathing out of control. He pulled out but straight back in making my head spin. “Keep going... Deeper.” I struggled to say. And he didn't stop. I felt my legs shaking each time his dick went plunging inside me.

And he hit the right spot making my eyes roll back, “Yes right there, please oh my god!”

“Right here?” He teased and hit the spot again.

“I can't hold on much longer if you keep doing that.” “Go, come all over this dick just as you wanted needy girl.” He kissed my shoulder now and I could feel him moaning louder on my skin. His eyes are now shut.

And I couldn't. I came all over him feeling my legs tremble. His dick was twitching inside me and I tried to catch my breath. “That was hot.” He panted sweat dripping from his face. The room was humid and it made us look messy. I nodded running my fingers through my hair as I felt it stick to my face.

“Tom, Y/N?!” Bill yelled out. “Where are they? I swear I heard someone scream.” Gustav implied. “I don't know but I know they are together,” Georg replied.

Me and Tom laughed kissing each other one last time before trying to escape the studio to clean up.

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tomscocksleeve · 1 month

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This man is so fine and literally so sexy like he would literally be the most gentle man yet so rough in bed like….

“Baby… I told you to stop being so loud.” He says in a bit of an annoyed tone. You kept moaning louder and he puts his hand over your mouth whispering for you to shut up before kissing your cheek. You groan and moan into his hand and he just has a smirk the entire time.

As he starts speeding up he decides to record the moment with how pathetic you look beneath him. “Look at you… tears in your eyes because you can’t handle it can you.” You groan and you moan and he finally lets go of your mouth before harshly pressing his lips on you “such a good girl…” “Tom please fuck me harder… faster…. Please bruise me” you plead desperately and he just laughs at your desperation. He records every second and he WILL be using the video against you later. He starts going faster until he cums inside your pussy and he had a slight moan and he bit his lip. You were so sweaty and out of breath. He slowly pulls out before kissing you and then just cleaning himself off. He wanted to cherish the picture of how destroyed you look. Your ruined makeup, the cum leaking out of you, your cheeks being all red from sucking him off. It was all too perfect.

He takes a picture before finally helping you up to take you to the bathroom to get cleaned. In the bath there’s bubbles some candles and he stays by your side washing your hair and your body. “You did so good princess… I’m so proud of you and how you kept going for me” “Ich liebe dich Prinzessin“ he then kisses your head before taking a cup and pouring it on you slowly to get any remaining soap off of your body.

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itzmaztercom · 6 days

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💔🙏Georg has not Space, CLOSE Y'ALL LEGS

#bill kaulitz #georg listing #tom kaulitz #billkaulitz #tomkaulitz #georglisting #tokio hotel #tokiohotel #2000s #2000s nostalgia #2000s bands #german bands #pop rock

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fuckitafushi · 1 year

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fighting the storm into the blue

and when I lose miself, I think of you

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jordanjump-scare · 1 year

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Bill Kaulitz will always be my fashion idol. XD

#bill kaulitz #tokio hotel #emo #emocore #emo aesthetic #emo boy #emo fashion #emo style #emo stuff #emo makeup #emo hair #emo blog #emo revival #emo band #emo music #jordanjump-scare

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mccocksuck · 3 months

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What is love? I miss spring/summer 2023

#tokyo hotel #tokio hotel #bill kaulitz #tom kaulitz #gustav schäfer #georg listing #2000s #2000s emo #what is love #i love him #bands

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cherry3th · 3 months

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#gustav schäfer #georg listing #tokio hotel #bill kaulitz #tom kaulitz #rock band

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dilflover-4ever · 9 months

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"Do you want to kiss as badly as I do right now?" b.k.

Summary: When a late night with bill sparks tension and reveals feelings

-"y/n" not used

-based with 2006-07 Bill but you can imagine whatever😙

Tried my best🫶🤞

Rolling over I check the time on the hotel's alarm clock. "Ugh" I groaned out as it read '1:37am'. I couldn't sleep, I kept thinking and stressing. We have all been so stressed with the start of this new tour, it seemed like there was something wrong with every show. The first show my mic just decided to not work and for the first two songs I had to share with Bill, which was so difficult. The second show, Tom's guitar was left at the other hotel, luckily he had a spare for the show. These weren't show-ruining problems but it just seemed as if we had bad luck. With the next show in two days, I couldn't seem to fall asleep. I sat up in bed and decided I needed to relax so I headed towards the hotel room balcony for a smoke.

I like having my own hotel rooms on tour because, even though I love my bandmates I need time to myself, it did get lonely sometimes, especially on nights like these when I couldn't stop my mind from wandering. This hotel was super nice and fancy. Even though my room was a single, I had plenty of space (for the three nights we were here). We also each had our own rooms, me being in between Georg and Bill with Tom on the other side of Bill and Gustav across the hall. On the balcony I pulled out my lighter and lit my cigarette, crossing my arms over my tank top. Damn it, I should've packed a sweater. I leaned over the railing looking down on the very alive city. I wondered if these people ever slept, it seemed like nobody in this city does.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw smoke coming from the balcony to my right. Bill! I thought, putting out my cigarette and turning on my heel to walk back into my room. Slipping on my shoes I grabbed my lighter and room key, walking out the door. I knocked on Bill's door lightly, looking down the hall. After a minute I knocked again, guessing he couldn't hear. After just a second, the door swung open to reveal Bill, no make up and no shirt. He just stood there for a second, almost lost in thought so I cocked my head and asked, "So can I come in?" He snapped back to reality and smiled with a small breathy laugh saying, "Oh yeah of course, sorry" while stepping back, giving me room to walk in. I heard the door shut behind me and turned around to see Bill with a confused look on his face. Aw he looks so cute- I did not just think that, uh ok anyways. "What are you doing still awake? You need to be getting rest." He asked, the same concerned look etched on his face. "I couldn't sleep, I've been thinking so much about anything that could go wrong at our next show, so I went to the balcony to smoke real quick. Then I saw that you were awake and came over here." I summed up, letting out a breath after that mouthful.

He nodded his head walking towards his small couch, looking back at me over his shoulder, motioning for me to follow him. He sat down in the corner with one leg up, resting his chin on his knee. I sat down across from him, on the other side, taking my shoes off and pulling both of my knees up under my chin. "Also, you can't be telling me I need rest when you're still awake too!" I add, with a small smile on my face. I expect him to at least let out a little laugh but he just kept his face down, drumming his fingers on his other hand. Maybe I upset him? Or intruded by coming over unannounced, it won't hurt to ask.

"Hey Bill I'm sorry, did I upset you?" I ask with real concern lacing my words. His head shoots up as he repeatedly denies my assumption. "No, no, no, no, no, trust me you didn't upset me. I was just thinking about how I haven't been able to sleep either. Not just because of the tour but i've also just had some other things on my mind." He says, eyes finally meet mine when he says that last part. I get up and go sit next to him, leaning over him on my knees, wrapping my arms around his shoulders. I feel his arms wrap around my torso pulling me tight to his front. "Aw Bill I'm sorry I know how hard that is. Do you wanna talk about what's been on your mind?" I say into his shoulder, letting go and sitting back, but still close to him. He almost chokes? when I ask that, eyes going wide as he covers it up with a cough. Weird, I thought.

"Um well I don't really know yet. I'd have to gather my thoughts first." He gives me a small reassuring smile while nodding his head. "Yeah I know what you mean." I say trying to mask my confusion. "But we can talk about other stuff!" He exclaims. I laugh and nod my head, smiling at him.

We talk about the most random stuff for at least an hour, laughing at old memories and cringing on old embarrassing moments. It was really great, Bill has always been super easy to talk to. I am closest with him in the band, for so many reasons, he is my best friend and I love him so much! As a friend only.......I think. Throughout our conversation tonight something in the air is different, whether it's Bill looking into my eyes while I talk about anything, or just the tension. It's thicker and has meaning, unknown to either of us. I know that he feels it too because he's been getting me closer this whole time. At first he just held my hands and played with my fingers while we talked, now i'm full on pressed up against his side, his arm around my body that is curled into him, my head on his chest. Our conversation has shifted now instead of goofy talking, we've been getting more serious, opening up about things that we hadn't even told each other.

I want him to know I fully trust him, i'm gonna bring up "Did you know my dad never really loved me?" I asked Bill, "I don't know if i've told you about it before, but he said it to my face all the time when I was little, before he left." I added. I felt him shake his head above me. "No you;ve never brought it up, that's awful." He said with a soft voice. "I just wanted you to know, it was a big part of my life. Also you're the only one that knows about it so please don't bring it up to the others." I told him. "Thank you for trusting me and of course I'll keep my mouth shut about it." He gave me a reassuring squeeze. "I really do trust you, you're my favorite person, besides Tom of course." Bill says to me. I was stunned, I felt something new and burning inside of me, I knew what it was. I loved Bill. I looked up at his face. He looked down at mine and we looked at each other. After a minute or two, it's like our faces naturally gravitated towards one another because pretty soon we were basically inhaling each others breaths.

"Do you want to kiss as badly as I do right now?" Bill questioned, speaking at a low whisper. I nodded my head and threaded my fingers through his hair, leaning up to finally meet his lips. The kiss was long and slow. Months of pent up, hidden feelings going into our kiss. That kiss proved a point, the point being me and Bill loved each other. Once we pulled apart I looked into Bill's eyes. It was a second until he spoke up, "I haven't been sleeping because i've spent so many nights thinking about you." That literally made me melt, my lip pouted out a little before i smiled and said the words i've been thinking, "I love you so much Bill", "I love you too" He repeated.

Finally me and Bill got a good night's rest, laying with each other, a new found love surrounding us.

Edit: hey y’all also this is literally my second time writing anything sooooo hope y’all didn’t expect author level writing

#bill kaulitz #bill kaulitz x reader #tokio hotel #love #kiss #tokio hotel band

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lebdiesekunde · 3 months

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the sweetest boy <3

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kaulitzhotel · 9 months

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Please do all members of Tokio hotel x Virgin!Reader 🙏🙏

Synopsis: Headcanon of Tokio Hotel with the virgin reader. (2010)

Content: Fluff and very spicy.

Notes: Here it is! I might be doing slow updates since I'm working on the other fifteen requests and more I got today. I just want to take my time, especially with the fiction(s). Have a fantastic day lovelies.

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Bill

You guys are heavily making out and he undresses you while kissing your skin.

You pause him when he is about to kiss your lips.

A little embarrassed but you tell him that you are a virgin.

Doesn't seem to react but is happy to be your first in his mind.

“How lucky am I.” “I can't believe you never did it.” Finds it a bit funny.

But he goes slow with you so that you don't freak out about doing something wrong.

He asks you what you desire while he picks up and carries you to the bed.

You are a bit unsure since you're new to this so you let him lead the way.

He lays you down on the bed grazing his fingers up and down your legs. Begins to rub your clit slowly waiting for you to be turned on. He will leave some kisses and little licks before he gets rough.

But he makes sure not to hurt you as he fingers you inserting one finger and puts two in once you want more. He wants to prepare yourself for what might happen after that.

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Tom

Either he is sweet or sexually frustrated.

Before he gets a little wild on you, you tell him about your virginity. Looks at your body then at your face multiple times, “How?”

Thinks you're lying but when he knows you're serious he is a bit shocked.

Gets very close to you pressing his body on yours. “Where should we start?” As he whispers it in your ear.

Gives you light kisses on your back up to your neck and makes sure to leave those pretty purple marks.

“Don't be stiff, relax.” You feel his breath hitting the back of your skin when he leaves a kiss.

Teases you a lot. He likes to touch your body and trace the curves.

Teaches you how to do a handjob. And when you are ready to do it he throws his head back and wants you to pick up the pace.

“Fuck... don't stop. Your mouth will be on it next.”

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Georg

Finds it cute when you tell him.

He's soft on you and doesn't want to rush it at all.

Asks you if you have any concerns of questions about anything.

Goes easy. The makeout will be passionate or sloppy sometimes. He's gentle though while he holds onto you.

Tells you how much he loves your body. “I'll be the first and last to ruin this perfect image.”

Loves it when you start to feel embarrassed or nervous.

He laughs at it and gives you a long hug and maybe a hand holding onto your ass.

He won't do anything extreme on the first day.

So there's naked cuddling and lots of kisses.

But the next day he's going to want to try out some new things. A surprise you'll never know.

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Gustav

He thinks you're joking and laughs at it.

But you're not laughing so he's like, “Oh shit.”

“Well is there something on your mind that I need to know?” Needs to make sure because he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable at all.

He might be shy or a little quiet since he doesn't want to make it weird your first time.

But he loosens up when you guys start kissing.

Has his hands on your hips pulling you towards him. Don't underestimate!

Makes you sit on his lap when you grind on him slowly pressing your chest against his. He loves it.

It turns him on and you like the fact of teasing him.

There's a long way before things get far.

But in his mind, he is losing it. So it will have to start tonight.

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