Had a conversation with some coworkers today about our complicated parental relationships and I've been feeling nauseous ever since. I'm so surprised I didn't puke tbh. Which is a new reaction to talking about my mother that has me kinda wanting to schedule an extra appointment with my therapist cause I'm obviously hitting the next level of processing.
Also I tripped over my words today when referring to myself as a woman. It's like gender specific imposter syndrome hit me right upside the head with a sledge hammer and I really wish being never perceived at all was an option.
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sometimes i think that maybe i should just invest in popular ships and characters for the stuff i make so i wouldnt feel so fucking out of place constantly but i also know it would come with the cost of my motivation and happiness so its like
which one is a lesser evil for my mental health, doing something that would make me feel important but not happy or vice versa
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How old was mike when he died? What happens to evan in this au? (Death swap au)
Is henry death too? I was searching through the tags but you know how much tblr loves to hide posts
Michael was 16 when he died in 1986
Evan still got his head chomped on. He then spent most of his childhood in and out of hospital and intensive care. The bite and long hours alone only worsened all of his inherited mental illnesses Which William exploited. In the present day at 20 William and Evan work together on the whole we're gonna find immortality through killing children thing.
Evan always feels incredibly bad after they do a murder but rationalizes it as progressing science and generally making things better for people.
Nope Henry is alive and well! He still had his depression after Sammy died but Charlie was able to pull him out of it easier and stayed with him once her mother left. In the present day he's doing fine and doesn't know what his business partner is up to at all
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I wasn't gonna comment on Dream's appearance or the face reveal in general. Not for any particular reason, I just don't really have anything to say?
However I saw the video just now and...
Mans got a 3/4 perspective on his head the entire time you see his face.
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