im a joel s tier truther and i have all the evidence to back me up

exhausted by people saying cory has a big ego, like 70% of these house guests have a big ego that’s what you need to win this damn game. why are people so mad at Him specifically?!

talk about The Bouncer

The Bouncer is a video game released on the ps2 in 1999 by squart enix. It has garnered critical acclaim by many people who dont know anything. Lets examine why it received such high ratings :

Length of the game: The BOuncer is chock full of content. clocking in at a massive 1.5 hours of playtime, you will be absorbed in this game for an entire portion of your afternoon. maybe. with over 8 unlockables, zero sidequests, and an unbranching storyline to explore, this game is surely worth the investment of 0$ on coolrom.com

Cinematic Maserrpiece Unlike most great videogames, The Bouncer breaks conventional boundaries by devoting 1hr15m of its 1hr30m playtime exclusively to cutscenes. It seems that squanq enix has hit the nail on the head here in realizing that people dont like playing videogames

Rewarding Challenging

THIS GUY FUCKING SUCKS HES THE FINAL BOSS AND LITERALLY FOR THE ENTIRE GAME UP UNTIL THIS POINT IT WAS EASY AS FUCJ AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN HES KILLING YOU IN LIKE 8 HITS AND PERFECTLY BLOCKING ALL OF YOUR ATTACKS AND I SWEAR HE FUCKING READS YOUR INPUTS BECAUSE AS SOON AS YOU DROP YOUR GUARD LIKE LITERALLY THE FRAME YOU DO IT HE THROWS AN ATTACK OUT ITS BULLSHIT I DIED LIKE 30 TIMES TO HIM WHILE FOR THE ENTIRE GAME BEFORE THIS I ONLY DIED LIKE 3 TIMES AND ALSO HE HAS TWO PHASES AND YOUR HP DOESNT GET RESET BETWEEN PHASES AND FOR SOME REASON YOUR ALLIES LOVE TO JUST STAND THERE AND NOT ATTACK AND THEY JUST DIE FOR NO REASON LIKE WTF

In conclusion The Bouncer is a really good game and probably the best game ever made. i Just pee peed in my pants and its really warm, and comfortable. i know it will start feeling icky ones it stops being warm but that is a problem for future me to deal with

back at it in KAKARIKO!! finally...they better let me climb these damn ruins ive been waiting to do it for 165 hours

FINALLYYYYYYYY

god and these poor kids can visit their moms grave again...

MINERU, SAGE OF!!!!! oh man i knew it i KNEW it. i love to be right

man calip is such a fucking loser. he's been blocking people this whole time & now he's mad about getting upstaged by a woman. get a life dude

WOW and hes making tauro say "fantastic" again. dude, COME ON!!!

ok wait i changed my mind. before i go to faron i wanna go back to the castle. i know my tunic and shield are both there!! i doubt i'll wear the tunic much bc i got my oot gear but i NEED my hylian shield. ive been using a zonaite shield the entire game!!!

man the music here is still SO intense

i remember zelda's diary said the tunic was in the throne room behind the throne but i dont see any way of moving it...

okay i looked it up. torches!!! and i GOT IT!!!!! wah......

now the shield...NO idea where this is, i'm gonna have to look it up fr

oh.

you have to go thru hands :|

well. how badly do i want it...

wtf this korok had extra dialogue???

"id heard korok forest was allw eird there for awhile but now its back" what the hell?? the other koroks just say ya ha ha......

korok hunting is so stressful here btw. why would anyone put so many seeds here. evil evil evil

OH my god okay i found a video that shows you a way to go around the hands. WHEW. thank you internet. im gonna try it!!!

oh i do Not like it in here. i thot about getting all my korok seeds rn but it is like 1am. no fucjing way. this whole goddamn place is cursed

GOT IT!!!!!! i am getting the FUCK outta here. i can't believe i could have done that the whole time lol

apparently it's 3k to rebuy it if it breaks but...i got the cash.

also tbh. im gonna keep wearing my oot armor bc i was gonna anyway but also bc i think the tunic looks nicer in botw. shoulder guard bad. i mean its more practical but less stylish

lol i went to the tower next to the zonai ruins and calip is there like waaah tauro had to go on ahead wahhhh im slow

suck it up!!!

man i remember being SO put out there wasnt anything here. but i guess there is!

quick stop to deliver this mf claw...

2 down, 1 to go. i have dinraal's claw but idw go back to the power spring bc theres hands near it lol

YOOOOO charged SHIRT

omg lol this is so skimpy and girly. love it <3

this outfit is SIIIICK i LOVE dragon armor!!!!!

DAMN OK....................THAT WAS SICK AS HELL

the storm is gone above the dragon islands!!!!! which is a shame almost bc this armor would have made me so deadly up there lol

man i think calip just has a fucking crush on this dude. problematic gay rep happy pride

ah, too bad i never was able to get a fast travel point up there...

i can fly over from the great plateau though. goddammit. great SKY ISLANDS

ooh, i still see some flashing...maybe an opportunity to use this new armor after all

there are storms! and the music is so cool...

right where i landed before...i know bc i DID get this gacha machine. and i remember this trio of like likes lol. very hard to do with zero visibility

ah man there's so much to see here!! but it's getting late so i have to pause for now :(

I actually don't ever want to know what's going on with mcyt I don't want to loose the ability to look up minecraft and see the most emotionally heavy art about betrayal and murder and grief I've seen in my life and wonder how tf this is about some fucjing gamers playing the block game

A day in the life...

of a diseased person.

12:38 am- Put away the fanfiction and box of tissues (by put away I mean toss them to the end of the bed)

12:39 am- Fall asleep immediately after making yourself comfortable.

12:40 am to 7:14 am- Have a wack dream that you can remember vividly when you wake up and forget straight after you sit up.

7:14 am- Pass out when you sit up. Wake up again as soon as your head hits the bedframe.

7:15 am to 7:34 am- Wait for everyone else in the house to leave for work so you can get up without spreading your curse. Don't bother getting dressed.

7:34 am- Slowly get up to avoid passing out again and hitting your head. You have chapped lips from breathing through your mouth (blocked nose). You find your lip balm.

Putting a continue reading thingie here because this is a pretty long post and tw: periods

7:48 am- Covid isn't enough. The universe needed to make sure you were absolutely d e s t r o y e d. You now have to go into the cupboards and take two packets of a certain sanitary product back to your room along with your tube of acne cream and a packet of chocolate. You now know why you were so dizzy and sluggish this morning.

9:13 am- Make breakfast and lunch (don't forget some red meat) and pack them both into containers to take back to your room before everyone gets back for a midday rest (farmers). This will sustain you until everyone has gone back to the farm and it is safe to emerge again. Go back and do your dishes while wearing a mask. You also take a daily test.

10:26 am- Back in your room constructing a fanfiction queue to keep you occupied. Eat breakfast.

11:00 am- Absorbed in enjoying fanfiction.

12:35 pm- Eat lunch. Yummy oven cooked hashbrowns.

1:00 pm- n a p

2:00 pm- Play horror games. Take a quick recess because you got too competitive and now your heart is doing concerning things.

3:30 pm- Wait impatiently for everyone to get the fUCJ out of the house.

4:15 pm- Dance to your ringtone for your sister in the living room. Let it ring out because she wants your apple id to download subway surfers and that is not something you are willing to deal with today.

5:00 pm- Back in your room reading and watching random videos.

6:58 pm- Everyone is back.

7:30 pm- Someone pushes a plate with one piece of toast and some minced beef on top towards your door with a stick. Five star meal and customer service.

7:40 pm- Same person comes to take your plate away. With a grabby pole.

8:20 pm- just vibe

9:46 pm- Start reading fanfiction again.

10:17 pm- Start struggling to keep your eyes open to read fanfiction.

11:20 pm- Concede defeat.

12:47 pm- Unable to rest.

Repeat.

my exes new gf was so rude to me last night for no reason??? she came up to me and was like “hm lol u blocked me on instagram” and i was like “oh sorry it’s just because ur dating my ex do you want me to unblock u” and she’s like “no you don’t know me” like what the fucj.

also how does she know i blocked her why is she checking my acct if i don’t know her apparently? and then she just looked at me smugly the rest of the night like she had won some sort of game

weirdchamp as fuck

Good morning to you all as well

Day 25 - Making Up - Boardwalk Boys

I swear not all of them will be for the boys. They’re just underrated and for the like 5 other people that ship this I’m feeding you.

tw fighting and yelling

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Fighting, while uncommon, still happened within the bois. And there was a fight going on right now between Jeremy and Michael.

They were supposed to be hanging out at Jeremy's house, which probably meant getting way to damn heated with Just Dance. When they knocked on the door Mr. Heere opened instead of Jeremy or Michael. He looked frazzled.

"Thank god you boys are here. They've been fighting about I have no clue what for the past like 15 minutes."

The boys looked at each other and back at their boyfriend's dad a few times. Out of anyone in their relationship that would be expected to fight would be Jeremy and Michael.

As Mr. Heere let them inside they awkwardly walked up the stairs to hear yelling.

"OH, REALLY!! I THOUGHT WE LET THAT GO!"

"I HAVE EVERY FUCKING RIGHT TO BE MAD AT YOU FOR THAT SHIT!! IN LIKE TWO MONTHS I WENT FROM MILDLY DEPRESSED TO SUICIDAL!!! AND THEN YOU FUCKING GO AND CALL ME CLINGY!!"

"YEAH CAUSE YOU KINDA ARE!"

"YOU WERE THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON I HAD! YOU FUCKING SILD ME OUT FOR POPULARITY THAT A FJCKING TIC TAC OFFERED YOU! IT FUCJING HURT!"

Rich hesitated as he was about to knock on the door.

"That really doesn't sound good."

"Yeah, it doesn't. I'll knock if you don't want to."

"No, I got it." Rich knocked on the door and the yelling stopped. "You guys ok? Why are you fighting?"

Jeremy and Michael let out a sigh of "oh shit" and Jeremy went to open the door. Both of them knowing that there is no way in hell they could play it off like they weren't just in the middle of a screaming match.

"Hey, guys... hows it going?" Jeremy asked sheepishly. Michael shot him death glares as he ruined the fraction of a chance they had to play it off.

"That's irrelevant why where you two fighting?"

Michael pushed Jeremy out of the way of the door. "That is also irrelevant now are you planning on coming in?"

The tension between Jeremy and Michael was so thicccckque not even a knife could cut it. Try the chainsaw Heather Chandler fucked herself gently with. Even then it would probably break.

"You know I don't think we will." Jake really hated it when any of them fought. "Both of you need to cool down. Come on Jere." Jake grabbed Jeremy's wrist and practally dragged him out of the house.

(Prepare for weird timing because idk how to do proper timing for this part.)

In the time it took them to get a few blocks from Jeremy's house Jake's grip had slowly moved from a "bitch" type of dragging to the two of them holding hands.

"Baby where are we going?"

"Somewhere for me to know and you," Jake booped Jeremy's nose, "to find out."

"Did you just boop my snoot?"

"I just booped da snoot."

"Bitch."

Jake laughed. "I like how we went from wholesome to bitch."

Shortly after they had heard the door shut Rich turned to Michael. "So now that it's just us you wanna head to your place, play video games, and get high?"

"Sounds amazing."

Cut to Rich and Michael being high whole vibing on the floor doing the think where their heads were right nest to each other and their bodies were going opposite ways and talking while Jeremy and Jake are walking into Pinkberry.

"Micha?"

"Yoooo"

"Why were you fighting with Jere?"

Michael looked at Rich.

"I don't remember how we got to that point but be called me clingy and it sorta jist blew up I guess. I feel bad tho."

Rich closed the gap before turning around so he could actually cuddle with the taller of the two.

"You should apologise," exhaustion coated Rich's voice.

Michael smiled running his hand through Rich's hair. "You tired baby?"

"Maybe."

"Then sleep."

Rich pouted. "I'll sleep if you promise to apologise to Jere."

"I will. Besides we both know I can't live with him bring mad at me. None of us can."

While they were off being cute and passing out at noon because they was doing the drugs this was happening off in J land.

"Hey Jere?"

He looked up from his froyo and hummed in response.

"Why were you can Mikey fighting earlier?"

"We were bored waiting for you two so we just sorta took turns asking each other questions and he asked me what was the worst thing I thought about him and I said it was that he was kinda clingy. Then he understandably got defensive and so then I fought back and we started screaming. Somehow the SQUIPcident got brought up and yeah. I feel like shit."

Jake grabbed Jeremy's hand from across the table. "You should apologise tomorrow."

"Yeah. I was a jackass."

Then the bois apologised and all was good in the land of boardwalk bois.

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knowing how to end a fic? who’s she? never heard of her-

God fucj, its a block game.... u get trees and beat up stuff

Okay.

i don’t think anyone I know irl has my tumblr so I’m just gonna vent here.

so in May I met this girl on tinder, and we hit it off super fast and we talked nonstop it was honestly pretty overwhelming because I didn’t remember what it was like to have someone into me. she was trying to move very quickly and I’m very emotionally unavailable so I didn’t want to get into a relationship with her.

we remained friends. super good friends. she even considered me her best friend which I didn’t even know she felt that strongly until we started to fight. thought I was just some dude she talked to when she wasn’t hanging out with her irl friends.

our first fight happened when I realized how deeply she’s into the awful college student drinking partying culture. to be clear because this is something she doesn’t fucking understand, I DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH DRINKING! I DRINK, EVERYBODY I KNOW DRINKS!! but every week sometimes multiple times a week she would drunk text me random stupid shit like she couldn’t even spell properly and like she doesn’t remember shit in the morning you know like, actually fucking drunk. i can’t stand how people think that’s normal or okay. if you can’t control your drinking then don’t drink. if you can control, then have a couple drinks! enjoy yourself! BUT THERES A POINT WHERE YOU ARE DESTROYING YOURSELF. okay so here’s why I’m extra sensitive about this topic. my parents were alcoholics. also did heroin n shit but yeah I wasn’t allowed to live with them. and every time I see someone fucking wasted, it reminds me of them. i remember my grandpa taking me to restaurants to visit my parents and by the time we finished eating they were drunk. couldn’t even talk to them as a little kid. I lost my childhood due to alcoholism. i know this girl is just a college student partying blah blah blah but it can lead to worse and like.... seriously who the fuck wants to talk to someone who can’t even produce sentences? when you’re that intoxicated it’s simply not healthy even if I didn’t have trauma related to alcohol I would probably still be concerned. anyways, I progressively got more angry with her. i said a lot of things I shouldn’t have . i tore her apart in response to my anger. i hate myself for the way I treated her, but GUESS WHAT? she still doesn’t listen to me. still regularly getting wasted and it fucjing pisses me off because she goes around telling people that I don’t let her DRINK. LIKE SHES MISSING THE WHOLE FUCKING POINT!! IM GOING TO COPY AND PASTE EXACTLY WHAT I SAID BEFORE I GOT INTO DETAIL ABOUT THIS: I DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH DRINKING! I DRINK, EVERYBODY I KNOW DRINKS!! but every week sometimes multiple times a week she would drunk text me random stupid shit like she couldn’t even spell properly and like she doesn’t remember shit in the morning you know like, actually fucking drunk. i can’t stand how people think that’s normal or okay. if you can’t control your drinking then don’t drink. if you can control, then have a couple drinks! enjoy yourself! BUT THERES A POINT WHERE YOU ARE DESTROYING YOURSELF.

anyways, now as I said she still fucking gets wasted all the time,BUT SHE DOESNT TALK TO ME. but she posts about it on her Instagram story (which I’m blocked from seeing but.... I have my ways🤷🏻), she talks to other people JUST NOT ME. THAT WASNT MY FUCKING INTENTION WITH MY SERIES OF INTERVENTIONS. I WANTED HER TO BECOME MORE RESPONSIBLE WITH ALCOHOL? AND THEN SHE CAN ENJOY A DRINK AND STILL TALK LIKE A NORMAL FUCKING HUMAN BEING. GOD IT MAKES ME SO FUCKING ANGRY TO KNOW THAT SHES STILL BEING WHAT I LIKE TO CALL A GLORIFIED ALCOHOLIC, BUT SHE JUST DOESNT DRUNK TEXT ME ANYMORE.

ooh then another fight.... I was venting to an NOW EX FRIEND FUCK THAT BITCH SHE BOILS MY BLOOD JUST THINKING ABOUT HER of mine ..... AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER GOD I FUCKING HATE HER FOR WHAT SHE DID.... DECIDED TO SNITCH ON ME AND MESSAGE THE GIRL AND TELL HER THAT I WAS VENTING. AND SHE MISINTERPRETED AS ME “TALKING SHIT” WHEN I NEVER EVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT HER IN A NEGATIVE LIGHT. SOME PPL SAID “SHES TOXIC” I ALWAYS FUCKING DEFENDED HER BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH WE WERE FIGHTING I STILL ADORED HER. so yeah that put even more tension on our friendship. AND I DROPPED THE SNITCH GIRL RIGHT AWAY, I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGIVE HER BECAUSE MY FRIENDSHIP WITH THE GIRL COULDVE BEEN SAVED IF IT WASNT FOR HER. FUCK HER. I FUCKING HATE HER SO MUCH AND NOW THEYRE FRIENDS AND COMMENT ON EACHOTHERS POSTS AND IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH.

anyways, like I mentioned I said a lot of terrible things to her. i was really fucking angry and I said some terrible things which I deeply regret and I tried apologizing and making it up but now already our friendship was messed up.

also, she eventually ended up getting a boyfriend and like, if I said I wasn’t a little jealous I’d be lying but I was the one who rejected her in the first place so 😳😳it’s whatever. but she told her boyfriend everything about me and this guy now hates my guts LOL . ever since she started dating the guy she talked to me less and less.

and during a short period of time when we weren’t fighting I introduced her to a friend of mine and now they talk a lot and she likes him more so YES IM FUCKING JEALOUS AND I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.

but this friend of mine she started talking to leads me to my breaking point. so you know she’s been distant because apparently every time we talk it’s a fight but I’m like BUT WHY?? and this next fight will show exactly how ITS NOT ALL MY FAULT, SHES TO FUCKING BLAME AS WELL!!

so she’s been ignoring me for a couple days after a PETTY FIGHT THAT I FELT WAS LITERALLY NOTHING JUST A SILLY LITTLE FIGHT THAT IDC ABOUT. basically she got mad because I was bullying that friend of mine about his league of legends stats 🤣 literally a fucking video game that she doesn’t like and she’s mad at me for TEASING MY FRIEND.

so I got kinda sad.... like why is she ignoring me??

she eventually responded after I sent her a looong paragraph with some identifying info so I’m not gonna show it. BUT HERES WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW SHE ISNT GONNA TALK TO ME WHILE SHES GETTING DRUNK !!

okay the next screenshot has more identifying details so I’m not gonna share but basically she LIED TO ME SAYING SHE HAD NO SERVICE FOR 3 WHOLE DAYS BLAH BLAH BLAH WHILE I COULD GET PROOF THAT SHE WAS TEXTING MY FRIEND LIKE EVERY CHANCE SHE GOT . HE TOLD ME THEY STILL TALKED AND SHE WAS PURPOSELY IGNORING ME BC IM TOO STRESSFUL FOR WHATEVER. BUT SHE FUCKING LIED ABOUT IT

so basically, here’s how it’s not just my fault . yes, getting angry is my fault I could be a little less harsh. im working on it. BUT THIS GIRL HAS BEEN IGNORING ME FOR DAYS AND THEN LIES TO ME?? COME ON ISNT THAT A VALID REASON TO BE UPSET

anyways this is the last thing I sent her before deactivating my Instagram (I have her number too but we rarely talk on there). but the fact that she said we aren’t friends anymore.... broke my fucking heart. I broke down in tears. I had to stop myself from hurting myself or saying something dumb. so I ended it there.

i tried to hard to fix what we once had. yes, I’m at fault for being a dick and not being able to control my anger. but she’s at some fault for giving me valid reasons to be upset. i tried to hard to fix our friendship. but the more I try the more angry I get. she isn’t going to listen to me. she doesn’t even care about me anymore. it’s over.

ive been pretty suicidal lately. a few months ago I started cutting myself again after years and I hate myself for it. i pushed everybody away. she was the last person I regularly talked to. maybe now I can take a break from the fighting, try to get to a better place mentally, and try to get back in touch with some of my other friends, or make new friends.

idk I’m still very upset but this long ass vent that no one is gonna read helped a lot. this all happened over a few months and today was where I ended it. time to start a new chapter I guess

Papi dads i ask for him go come back

Pitch black air

The town was pictch black

The love sories of white love

Scary as it is

The town was dark

The moon showed the black air

The black demons love to get money with the main gangster key main man made man egotical hard baller

Never mine his boyches

The buutches

are hard rocks

Ten local woman shegods

They come to see

The main man

But his like sound asleep all the time boyches come but up he is and main girl rock the town with candy candles of love

The boyches scary shemales

Gangster boyches bitches

Soon the love for the fathers

And for the ghost

Dad saw the night. But wheres kie

Im in brooklyn in his old apartment

In gorgia 34 ave

But my son is in far rockaway still

Looking for us and he lives by gradmas house kie said bullshit

Thise ppl indager him

And smite him

He diesnt understand they take his phone and ruin it

Sorry kiddo u lost

Check that guy who ruins kie phone and bkooks an blocks him and his family by taking the whole building

evertind u takke the buildi g u loose abd u sound the alarms tgat just sounded and uf u taje tge whole aoartmebts in the buildung u loose sgrught from tbe governent u decline the other ppl jobs. And them to steal

Too from kie his sign in that verizon and all the servise gave him and take his credit cards u loose and make a trander u loose cuse kie uses tvat cresit card and therers nomoney tbe giverment gets that decline and investigates who has its number

Thwy atstill wonderong mie has intruderes mybw whitenor black jamacans who know they in fexted thw building and kill keith

Now kie hangs out with murderes and rapits that on will for him and cops hw is

And they play in movies and kill pplv

gf

Sex scean

One gurwoman comes and touches him while he smokes the bitch loved

Him dearly she dp anything gangster love they have

Shes no ask and touch him in his balls

Ten other bitches come they cum tight

 

Dad arives whats up son

Ppl seen ya shit around town

Dont scare a key

Yeah i know i cerfitng most of the games

My job is to makes money and lwt my other gansters fron the all gangs

Make sure they steady rocking the borough

Yo most gus arr tight in bitches

They love some coke as soon as possible

Ight let me legalize and i send u a batch

Ight cool

Key

Ight verzon lets sertify the coke

Certify the scorpion coke

Certify the all med wake coke from the figer let me show u

Dam that all med coke has me up

That nigga asssk for a billion dollars

Let me ask the joker ight cool

Joker play with me

Sceen

Dad sees tight moon

Lives on the edge

Lover girls never stop jojing about his son and the bitches like that tight ass

Of ur son they want to do it live

Well i have ro certify

that for the girls to do shot like that

Woman cops

Yo shot thhat mother fucker loves to fuck bitches

That fucking gangster loves tight ass

Too well built tattoos bitches

Men cops

Yo dont fuck with himm likw that

That niger bossie

Captain

Yo that boy girl is certified to the fbi

And govermnet officials

U sse the moon be ight but that boygirl is passing doing somw shit

Smoking coke crack

And meds that botonic could run

Hood knows about him

U see

Fucj that boy that nigger says bring the bitches he certify his dick with them

Hahahhaahhah later ���� keyboytotonic

Boy if u only knew

About him wat his abouts

That player playes some risky shot the cops say

Dad

Sees the moon and talk to the fucking girls dad still on the moon and his mother fucking girls are fucking otger bitches

Key says smoke on till u drop the dick

Scean for now

Dad still on tge moon rides blocks securing shit from ghost town

amaty vill ocean bay

The ppl like to play games and jump but

The girl is fettibg tight

She want some of his dick cute dick

Keys sais smoke with me and i make u a tight woman to the baller key

Dad

passes by grabs keys sertified shit and bounces

Key

But dad i neeed doe im official internet money working on ai shit

Ight gotta goo cool lates nights other nights be harder bossy

Keith here kie ur superboy hello

I'm stories is feed the boys and girls and shemales and men

i hate the way people will say the most out of pocket nonsense about Latinos in the US and then act surprised when people say they’ve got some racism issues. “oh if it weren’t for the fact that people in the USA hate everyone with ancestry from Latin America, lock Latino children in cages even under democratic presidents, and regularly hop on tv to call all Latinos evil rapists and murderers, they’d all be considered white” yeah no SHIT if literally every aspect of how Latinos in the US are racialized was different, they would be racially categorized in a different way, that is a very intelligent thing to say about race relations and doesn’t at all exacerbate issues thanks you are so wise and educated and learned

blizzard and i have a rly complicated relationship like sometimes im like “fuck her! fuck her. deleted. blocked. uninstalling my game right the FUCJ now!!” and othr times im calling her up at like..3am and shes groggy answering the phone and im drunk and im asking her what shes up to and shes trying to tolerate it but neither of us know if i can really COMMIT thru her ups and downs and like..it just doesnt work like that. im in mystery heroes in the middle of the night crying

So i did a lot of raids last night. Damn am i making a lot of enemies lately. Alkurna put me on blast cause i kicked him out of kp sm 8 man gf. Tbqh, i dont remember kicking the guy out...but either way the group was irritated with him and said he was "triggering" them so i wrote "you are triggering" or something. He thought i kicked him because he was criticizing me dying twice on first boss. Ok first of all, rancor didnt enrage so stfu. It wasnt a dps issue. But after that i couldnt tell because sasha (usually a healer) was tanking and pres (usually a tank) was healing. Yeah. So i know we gotta be behind the fucking rancor but i got the debuff so i died. It hit for 200k and i have 100k health. Bit this guy tried telling me i should bubble and im like....i dont need to be told how to sorc. That and i bubbled because healer got me up but didnt heal my health up. That shit should be able to be solo healed. Either way he got on allies bitching aboyt me but i really paid no attention because while he was bitching about 1 person (me), 6 people were bitching about him. Yeah, surprise bitch. 6 people dont wanna raid with you. It was a group decision. I was simply a figure head. Um i did snv before that tho. I noticed kell alting a lot. Surprise, i didnt do shit. If you noticed your toons out of the guild, surprise. I wasnt even in the guilf when you got kicked. Blame me now bish. I didnt do shit to you and i didnt tell them to do shit. Kell argued shes "quitting" the game. Fun fact. She alwqys disappears and comes back. She did it before. And the reason i said she did this to herself is because whenever shes not toying with boys in game, shes toying with guys in rl. I forgot his name, but it started with a 'T'. Thomas? Either way this shit happened in rl. She lost a lot of friends and idk she claims her friends told her another girl is talking shit but...bitch try that for me Try that for me. Its possinle the other girl did that, but try that for me. Cause i have ss. No! I have conversations that are uncut that show how toxic your own fucking words are...dare you to ss my shit and cut context out. Its so simple to but do you really dare to? I will fight back. Tread carefully. I have nothing to lose while you have everything to lose. Dont you realize that you had everything to lose to begin with when you made relationships on a foundation of lies? Dont even saybyoure fucking misguidrd cause youre a liar. You dont hurt people you love. I see the trash you posted on fb before i blocked you. You talk about love but youre a fucking snake and youre the one trlling our mutual friends *i* was doinf stupid shit. Do you know how *nice * i am? Do you onow how many times you fucked me over in the past and our mutual friends knew? Cause i fucking had a meltdown? But they fucking know how kind i am. They know ive supported cody, regardless of how fucked up the situation got for me or his friends. I never spoke any fucking ill will towards him when i had every reason to. Never. I just kept wishing him.the best. When kelsara popped into my life and kept harassing me? I had a meltdown. You fucking ran away and couldnt dewl with it. But aris and gold have seen me meltdown before. They were my rocks. I had every reason to be mean to kelsara and every reason to hate cody but you dont see me rubbing it in his face. Dor a reason. I still dont know how to really process it. But i know i have no ill will towards cody. I didnt even shit talk him then for christs sake. When he banned me from the ts and kicked me out of my home, the guild, i should have had every reason to hate him. He "chose" you over family. You even said i was on the "no" list but nobody stopped raiding with me. No one. I did however refuse to carry a fucking tank that doesnt know their rotation. Aka kell. Hell not even you have the power to get her into raids. If her rep is a shit tank, shes not getting into raids. That has nothing to do with me or her shitty being. But even i noticed you dont form raids for her the way i did....dont say i didnt fucking care dor her cause i did so much for that girl....so much. She took no appreciation and wanted more. But yeah, ven if she couldnt get into raids, i noticed you didnt form raids for her either. Shes bad news to run with. Her shit doesnt cleqr. She got cocky and formed a ravagers run without me because i was with muh doing ec. Fucking idiot could have brought an alt but nope. She was petty and formed for rav and kept saying "i hqte you lmlei". Yeah, no. She ender up inviting 3 healers. More on that fucjing later. Its on a stream though. Her fucking petty and immature ass attitude is on stream. Yep! What a gem! Bitch (kell) your love meant nothing to me to bwgin witg because you use people so often. Its why im so bothered youre toying with cody. But either way i formed raids for her qnd i see why...she couldnt form raids...not even in the fuilds she was in. I joined her ev sm run with,her guildies and shit did they aggro a lot of shit to the point i froze the entire time but dethhs qnd i cleared trash as soon as their asses fucking died and my fps fixed itaeld. Idiot. So yes you may have jumped the gun and banned me from ts and kicked me from the guild but i still felt i got the longer end of the stick. Cause i didnt have you looming over me like aris, wick, and gold did. They either didnt know when you were kicking them or if you even were or if they were leaving themselves cause they saw no valid reason for me to get kicked to begin with. They saw no valid reason cody. This is why im saying ask for the truth from them because in no way did i feed these bitches shit. They experienced and lived this shit. They know what went down. That and i raided then and i didnt stop raiding now that i had no guild. Jokes on you, ive been pugging and making friends a ling time before you came back...i hope i made you proud...cause my shit clears...so i did meet friends and i am familiar with fuckers you shouldnt raid with....but yeah... Jokes qlwo on you cause you put me on the "no" list for the prog team i helped solidify. Cody, i lovw you found these people. I love it. It means you still know what quality looks like. But while you were gone, it was a group effort to find the rest if the players and make sure theyd get along in the long run. We clicked pretty well. You came in wnd told them i wasnt allowed to be apart of that...who tge duck qre you or anyone to tell someone else who they cant play with That beinf said, even you xontinued to rwid with me. When kell wasnt invited to the group, you still raided with me. The man who made and put me on the no list...still raided with me. Rip. Secretly or not...you still raided with me. I just wish you soent less time pulling bs stories out of your ass and just played cause you xant relax when youre too busy lying qnd hiding. Cody, please. Play the fame you want it to. You know how i know they love you? Months ago i told them that rhey had to play the game they wanted to. So fast forward to kell and kevins shitty tanking and they notice neither of them know how to form tight vaginas at karraga. Aris initiqlly suggests that you might have to tank and i didnt even have time to unmute my mic before she and wick chime in qnd say "nvm let him decide what toon to play" . THAT is why wick hopped on his tank. He didnt want you to. They love you dearly and just wanted you to wnjoy playing the toon you wanted. Aka your sniper lately. Also when you died on n'hova at karraga no worries. We knew you knew your shit but your gear wont be able to hold aggro and your health is affected wince you were still lvl 65. It wasnt on you. But yeah, if you were completely upset or...whatever, or believed anything at all of what she says, you wouldnt be raidinf with me. Idk why youre raiding with me or raiding with me in secret wt all,but yeah. Ill tell you this much, if you spent less time secretly raiding with me and more time raiding with aris qnd gold and the peog teqm i heped make, you could be touching hwrd mode content. Just sayin. You qr3nt made for sm cody.. youre ready for hm...let me do that...i enjoy it...wventually it wonr be a chwllenge but....i meet people this way...teach them...and recruit them...i get people that stay in the guild cody....you should be trying hm with aris now...no more of this sm stuff with me cody...i enjoy spending time with you but imagine what you could have cleared by now... But yeah...kell cant take my ops or friends away from me...*i* made a name for myself...i knew that if my raids cleared, more people will run with me more frequently....and my friends? Theyve seen the ugly sides of me when...i had meltdowns...they saw the honest parts of me as well...but they never knew me to be a liar...so yes cody...i kept friends and burned bridges with one...why? Cause im not q liar qnd even if i tried burning bridges (believe me, i tried. I tried burning it with wick)....they wouldnt let me... I asked wick why qnd he said he thought i was genuinely kind...so i finqlly told him why i told kellavia to wqtch himself with her...thats a story for anoth3r day...but yeah... I have people who choose to stand by me because im not fake and im genuinely kind qnd im not even trying to tear kell down at all...shes doing it heraelf 2hen she approaches these "mutual" friends of ours...and shit talks me ans blames me I had no hand cody She has a mouth and im not gonna protect her. I told her that shit we ever talked about stays between us...my last straw? When she told klebis. She even told him your reql name. I just...i broke down from there. Im careful with your name cody...i have studf i should be blamed for but...i cant control ofher peoples mouths. Th3 onee that wr3 nontoxic and like understand the situation know this isnt their information to share. She made my life into a shit show by thinking she can share this information thays not even hers. Like i said, she has a naive view of thinfs so why the fuck would i want her of all people telling people qbout it. I never let her aee the bwautiful parts of you...i showed her your little dipper...so handsome... Sigh. Doing it again. This is pure torture.