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#to be ashamed of 🥺’
yuribalisms · 8 months
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So I answer this phone call, and the lady is like “I’m getting the documentation to approve this” and I’m like oh thank GOD but then she says “I have to order you specific ear plugs that the company approves of :)” and I’m like “wait ear plugs as in to cancel all noise” and she’s like “yes :)” and I’m like “no this was about ear buds or headphones, things being completely silent is just as bad if not worse for my sensory issues” and she gets real quiet and is like “I’m a going to have to talk to your doctor about this then for some more clarification” and I’m like HFDJSIDKJDKDJDK that is what the letter SAIDD it specified ear buds so I can play things that I know help regulate my sensory issues and it also said in the letter to contact my therapist if anyone had more questions why are we even having this conversation are you fucking stupid it’s already been a MONTH since I turned all this in and now I have to wait even fucking longer because no one can read and wants to be as difficult as possible
#also the entire call she kept saying shit like ‘it’s very normal for ppl with your conditions to have sensory issues it’s nothing#to be ashamed of 🥺’#like girl…. I never said I was ashamed why are you saying that…..#also hate hate hate that she specified they had to be ‘specially ordered and company approved ear plugs sent directly to the warehouse’#if they end up clearing this but do the same thing with ear buds I’m gonna lose my shit#just let me use MINE that connect to MY PHONE that I already HAVE that I like the adjustments on I’m BEGGING 😭😭😭#also she kept specifying that I could use a ‘calming app’ or ‘calming noise’ maybe once I said ear buds#if they try and tell me I can only use ‘company approve software’ for this I’m going to LOSE my shit#like no if you try and make me listen to the fucking ocean or like smooth instrumental shit for eight hours I will snap and go insane#I regulate with screamo and metal and edm THATS what helps with my sensory issues#overly ‘calm’ things tend to make them WORSE#I’m just so tired….. like idk could we maybe just trust that disabled ppl know what they need for themselves more than randos who had like#two conversations with them and then decided this was ‘better’#I’m so fucking tired#she also exclusively referred to me with my deadname the entire call#despite all my emails AND THE FUCKING LETTER FROM MY THERAPIST using my chosen name#like girl…. 😭😭😭😭😭#I hate it here I hate this company I hate it so much its unreal#kaz rambles
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clotpolesonly · 1 month
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Dream Thieves ch 30 // The Raven King ch 39
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myuminji · 6 months
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So........ What about vash and ww from Badlands Rumble? 🥺
there issss 🥺🥺🥺
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addoves · 7 months
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wait, guy, you have to be joking! a shrimp fried this rice? do you really think im that gullible?
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manawari · 10 months
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Cha Hae-in being the first person to pop into Jin-woo's mind. . .
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And Cha Hae-in being the first person Jin-woo wanted to spend his final moments with.
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somedaytakethetime · 4 months
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The best of this cursed year of 2023? 🤔
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Big Daddy of course 😌😌
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henry-old-hollywood · 4 months
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why does your ben have a lighter scar on his face, plus light hair and a red pupil?
i think the condition is called "poliosis". when a person has white streak in their hair + sometimes a patch of lighter skin surrounding that area. looks similar to vitiligo
BUT as far as i know it doesnt affect eyes so yeah i made that part up. his left eye is light blue and pupil may appear red like in the cases of albinism
so, because of the albino rabbits. ya know
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okay no but thinking about ritsu with tourette’s, right? and this boy is like… the king of suppression because he feels like he needs to be the perfect student and son and all that jazz and he’s also so embarrassed by the fact that he can’t control his body. so he suppresses like there’s no tomorrow and it hurts so much but he does it anyways. he lets himself tic at home, but even then he’s so used to suppression he forces it to be mild so his family thinks it’s better than it is. he lets loose more in his room by himself, but even then he sometimes has trouble doing it. he frequently has tic attacks in his room:/
anyways so let’s say one day mob and reigen and serizawa and teru and tome and shou and dimple are all at spirits and such, right? and like ritsu has student council stuff or something idk anyways and serizawa asks reigen where he gets his fidget toys because one of his classmates has ts and has been searching but can’t find any they like. and before reigen can respond, mob speaks up and is like “oh you should ask ritsu” and everyone just. stares at him because reigen has like a box of fidget toys in his office and an individual stress ball for each person and ritsu has quite literally never used them. and they’re like “why?” so mob is like “he has some fidget toys in his room—he doesn’t really take them places. i don’t know why he doesn’t. they really help his ts”. and everyone just stares x2
so eventually, reigen is like “ritsu has ts???” and mob just cocks his head and says “yes??? did you guys not know this?” and absolutely NONE of them knew he had ts because ritsu is THAT good at suppressing and if he’s in a position where he can’t suppress, he finds a way to leave so he’s alone. and like mob didn’t fully realize that ritsu was suppressing because he lives with ritsu and sometimes hears it from his room and sees it at dinner and he notices the little signs that other people don’t see unless they know and he’s like “you… really didn’t know??? does he not tic around you guys?” and then everyone comes to the realization that ritsu is HARDCORE suppressing
anyways i think it’d be sweet if reigen sat down and talked with him and ritsu is super stand-offish at first and snappy and then reigen says something like “we’d rather have you as you are—you don’t need to try to be the perfect ritsu because you’re already the perfect ritsu” or something along those lines. and ritsu starts having a breakdown and like it takes awhile for him to be comfortable ticcing in public. he starts small with the spirits and such gang and then slowly lets it happen during school and stuff and everyone is just. so proud of him. he’s less tense all the time and it helps him be more vocal about when he’s in pain and needs help and he starts to actually use his fidget toys and. yeah. feelings.
#oops this got longer than i intended uhhhhhhh#anyways i just think he has ts#he told me personally#and i just think that ritsu slowly becoming comfortable enough with everyone around him to simply BE himself and like him realizing that he#he isn't embarrassing to be around and that just having ts isn't embarrassing and just like. reigen giving him massages for free and teru#finding fun kt tape for him to use and shou giving heated massages and serizawa picking up fidget toys he thinks ritsu would like and tome#and tome and dimple just supporting him and calling him out if he's being all broody and self-deprecating about it (in a Good way not mean#way) and then mob sitting him down and having a serious talk about emotions and pain and suppressing with him and how he shouldn't do that#anymore and he wouldn't want mob to suppress if it were him and that he has nothing to be ashamed of because he's fine as he is and mob#loves each and every part of him and. AHUGFXDGCHJKLNBHVGFDCSVBGHJTGFDCSDXVFBGHNJKHYGTFDVCBGVNHBJKLJUYJTFCDGVBHJKUYTFRDFXCGVHUJYTFRDFXCGVHBJK#i just. have feelings.#and if anyone is ever mean to ritsu about his ts he's got like the whole spirits and such gang on his side and also the awakening lab kids#and the ex-claw members and the mob recruits the body improvement club to look intimidating and the telepathy club and just#🥺🥺🥺#it's about ritsu learning to love himself and to not find who he is embarrassing and not putting on a front because he feels like he has to#ahem#i am. fine.#sO ANYWAYS THANKS IF YOU ACTUALLY MANAGED TO READ ALL THIS IUYGTFDXFGCHUIJOMNUBYVTFG DCGVBHNJMK#mp100#ritsu kageyama#ritsu with tourette's
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br1ghtestlight · 9 months
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kinda. gay
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kangals · 1 year
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hi! sorry about your work week, i had a bad week myself but hopefully it gets better for us! so anyway, sorry if youve been asked this so much but i was wondering if you do art anymore? I was an avid fan 2011-2015 and was obsessed with your speedpaints and i understand you stopped posting because art theft was RAMPANT back then on DA/FA. But then i kinda fell off the grid for a bit. Your yearly art dumps were, no joke, smth i looked forward to all year back then. Thanks for your time either way!
first week of april grumpy buddies 🤝 the art theft was definitely part of the reason i stopped posting but tbh mostly i just got really burnt out after i graduated college and then for a long while my mental health was mmmmm not great. i do art very, very seldom at this point, but it's actually something that the last few weeks i've really started to find myself wanting to pick back up again. plus last year i accidentally bricked my laptop that had my art programs on it, so i'm in the process of getting a new one once my tax return comes in. i'd really like to get back into making art, even if it's just a few finished pieces a year that'd still be more than what i'm doing now. i miss my art dumps too ;_; i was just looking through them recently and wondering if i had enough stuff from the past several years to cobble one more together. i'm glad someone else also remembers them fondly, that makes me very happy. i hope i have some new stuff to show to you soon!
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carcinized · 1 year
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feeling of growing into my body is so nice too. god puberty sucked
#i mean i had other stuff too. and so do probably most of my followers bc Trans Things. i never had dysphoria from being trans tho#it was all from discomfort during puberty + depersonalization#so now that both of those have lessened + ive gotten better at managing them. HOLY SHIT ITS NICE#i dont feel ashamed of my body!!! ive achieved complete body neutrality its so fucking awesome#i dont even feel like i need to dress up anymore. nor am i uncomfortable with the idea that someone could find me attractive#bc i understand its not my job to be or not be attractive its just my job to EXIST. other ppl can think whatever they want about me#its SO NICE. i am growing into my life its so lovely.#just a bit of positivity for you guys :] this site (and online spaces in general) can be so negative bc it’s a safe place to ent#so heres a break from that. from someone who struggled heavily w mental illness for multiple years#i don’t want to disclose what or why but it wasnt just quirky depression anxiety etc it was like from real scary shit + near death experienc#<- not to say anxiety & depression don’t suck. what i mean is that it wasn’t quirky ‘omg i have anxiety im so scared of everyone 🥺👉👈’#type shit that every white girl highschooler insists they have. it wasnt just beingn sad cus of high school LMAO#NOT TO DOWNPLAY THAT BUT LIKE. U KNOW THE PPL I MEAN. u dont have anxiety/ocd/depression dude youre just Sad. fairly so but itsnot Disorder#but. from someone who went thru all that. IT GETS BETTER. also if ur like 13-15 ur brain hormones suck and it gets better 100%#like everything feels So Bad but its just uour brain chemicals and i am so sorry uour brain does that. BUT IT GETS BETTER I PROMISE. <3#it doesnt make your struggles easier but you should know that it DOES get better. <3 love u#ok <3 take care guys#tobin talks
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fieldsofbone · 1 year
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gets assaulted and traumatized in grad school > reports it and gets retraumatized by the hearing process and the person not being held accountable for anything they did to me > can’t function in academia for an entire year > starts therapy and gets diagnosed with ptsd > starts feeling okay enough to come back in fall 2022 > has to take on full class and teaching load to try to make up progress lost in the year i had to take off > gets covid at the end of december and has to jump into a new quarter with an extremely difficult class and three courses to teach and grade for before i’ve fully physically or mentally recovered > gets to the end of the quarter so burnt out and exhausted but still has to finish two impossibly difficult assignments and finish grading all before tuesday night > hasn’t had an actual rest day in over a week > wakes up this morning so depressed i can’t do any work but i can’t afford to not do work because i won’t have enough time to finish if i don’t > 🤪
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heung-mins · 2 years
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screaming @ the pundits being like “city have soo much to be proud of tho 🥺” please!! city being unable to win the cl, not even making it to the final this season, considering how much fucking money they have pumped into that team is EMBARRASSING!! 
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faultsofyouth · 6 months
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Was ranting to my ex about this stupid humiliating scenario I've found myself in at school because I tried to have a heart to heart with my misogynist professor about sexual harassment, and ex asked me how this even happened, so I told him it all started because my professor told a female classmate that women are harder to work with than men are, and then my ex was like "...but he probably had a scientific explanation for why he thought that way" 🙉
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cherry-bomb-ships · 2 years
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Damnit damnit DAMNIT I seriously cant be adding another fucking video game baddie to my crushes BUT I had a dream abt this one last night that was kinda cute so I'm just gonna throw this out there cuz maybe confessing it will help me move on hsbxbf SO UH
I've always really rly liked King Dedede 😣💖💖💖💖
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battleaxepixie · 7 months
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Ok, so I'm like mentally incapable of furnishing or building anything right now sooo I'm just gonna make a ton of sims. Is that cool with yall? 🫣
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