i may not be good at much but i’m great at pushing people away :)
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i’m still thinking and i obviously don’t wanna make this about us fans, and i imagine we’re just a small blip on her radar when something huge like this occurs but i just hope she knows that we love her endlessly and we will always be there for her with open arms :( like i just want her to know that she’s loved
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thought seasonal depression would be over now that it's spring, turns out in carries to all seasons
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The sudden desire to delete myself
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not feeling good.
i just read about another death of a trans teenager. why would someone do this. she was just trying to live her life. why would someone destroy that. how do people do that and not even feel bad. im crying so bad rn. just let people live their lives. she deserved to live.
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michael misses his siblings a lot i think,,, i think hes lonely a lot,,,
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nobody told me how hard it is, to pack (/move) when you're overly attatched too personal Items (- that you can not all take with you 😔) like those are my friends!!
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Sleeplessness comes to me suddenly
Like a breeze over the sunken seas
Eyelids are weights on my face
Ceiling a captor reigns over me
Eyes with no light adjust fittingly
They never tune out the space
Sleep debt deposits' no longer free
Overdrawn apathy banker's fee
Payments come due at a cost
Restlessly tossing I cannot flee
Think of green pastures beneath my feet
Sheepless the Shephard whose lost
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I can never keep good things..
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I want someone to hold me through these cramps it really sucks :(
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I don’t know how my work expects to fit 19 one hour calls (I’m a HCA so I got to peoples houses and give care and what not) in an already 15 hour day. Let me live please
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I think little me has gone into hiding for a while. Too much adulting.
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