i like to play and draw

Probably I should care more about the possibility of being overheard while I talk out loud to the spider who lives on my patio but 🤷🏻‍♀️

I just watched the new Bad Batch ep and I am having. so many emotions?????

I mean, for one their compassion is their weakness, the Jedi code is like an itch---

But also. it just goes back to the clones and the Jedi for me. like. The reason the batchers even went to Cid in the first place was because the Jedi had dealings with her. Gungi tells them not to shoot and they listen. Even the Bad Batch, who were probably among the clones with the least contact with the Jedi, trust them so much. And even though Gungi is afraid, when they tell him that they won't hurt him, he believes them, and he trusts them to bring him home. Their relationship is just---

Which begs the question: Does Omega even know what a Jedi is? DId she ever meet Shaak Ti? Have the Batch told her stories about the ones that they worked with? Does she know about Order 66???

Also the soundtrack was on point this week.

warmups when making a reference page for him

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My psychosis has gotten really bad this week and I started seeing faces a lot more than “the normal amount.” We have something in our brains that recognizes faces in patterns, towels at night, etc. However mine has gotten really unsettling so I see them in darkness, windows, corner of my eyes and doorways especially. It does happen the most at night but my illnesses always get worse at night so I kinda contribute it to that as well.

I was talking to my therapist yesterday and I saw a really gruesome face on my door and I stopped the convo turned my head to look at it and it disappeared and I told him and I think he knows I’m losing it 100% now 🤣

It’s so hard to be so aware that your mental health is in a full decline and there’s a chance that it will develop into something such as schizophrenia or just be permanent.

If you find yourself drinking heavily for a good period of time, please stop and consider the damage you will do to yourself and others. I’m still working on this but I’m at the point where if I suddenly stop, I can have a seizure and die so I’m slowly weaning off, and it only gets harder the longer you drink.

Took some pictures of this big momma spider with babies all over her back, but I made the mistake of zooming in and seeing all those little legs, so instead of having to look at that again, here’s my cat Oreo:

So you just watched your best friend die and haven’t told his girlfriend yet

Spidersona bc it looks cool and my old was ass

mike telling sarah off for her “shameless display of feminine wiles” as if he doesn’t do his hair and pull on his tight little corduroy trousers and tie on his slutty little ascot every morning in order to take full advantage of his pretty little twink looks

*bolts upright in bed* DO MY HOUSEPLANTS KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM

who up experiencing shameful anger. frustration even

spider boy

VERY IMPORTANT UPDATE!!!

Baby’s upside-down :D

What a silly goof!

What a handsome lad 💕

i love seeing jailbird burrowing but it's bad timing because i just bought more substrate and was gonna put it in her enclosure this weekend since i feel like it's kinda low for her and i want her to have more space to dig... she hasn't done much since i replaced her old substrate with coco fiber several months ago, except for painstakingly removing the longer fibers in the substrate and putting them in piles in her water dish for me to remove. i'm gonna be combining it with peat/vermiculite mix, which is closer to what she had before, so maybe she'll be happier

I really am just an ever turning circle of hyperfixations huh.