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paigeyintheclouds-archive · 3 years

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I am currently running on no sleep + I only know of DR, DDLC, and OMORI, so I'll solely be analyzing you on those specific kins (sorry /gen /nm). I've been maybe planning on opening up kin analyses in the near future, but if this is inaccurate in any way, shape or form, please don't hesitate to say so /gen /nm /nf

You most certainly put others first before yourself. You usually do, at the very least. Whether it's in the form of lifting a supposedly heavy burden off of someone's shoulders by doing something for them, completing work and tasks to a solid T, or so on, you rather put the needs and wants of others first before your own

Speaking of work, you're a very hardworker, and a good worker at that! Perhaps... you're too much of a hardworker. Whether this is because of strict parents, past bullying, previous trauma/trouble with past failure or the fear of failure, and/or self-loathing simply getting the best of you, you tend to overstress and overwhelm yourself easily when it comes to any kind of work (but more specifically, academic work). And when that happens, it can greatly affect you emotionally/mentally. Even a sign/hint or the possibility of failure scares you and causes you to self-loathe, making you believe that you're a horrible and/or dumb person (when you're not either one of those things)

You tend to keep self-loathing/self-deprecation more to yourself (whether that be due to the first thing I stated or because it's not that bad and/or frequent), but when it leaks out, it's nothing too heavy. It's not a sprinkle, but it's not overly concerning either

You sometimes see yourself as average. When your self-loathing isn't bad/when you're not distressed, you sometimes find yourself wondering what others potentially see in you. Talent? Skills? What could they possibly mean by that? You're just some average individual and that's it (that's what you might think btw; not what I think /lh /gen /nm)

You enjoy trying new hobbies/things, but can sometimes be a bit hesitant depending on the circumstances and/or overall mood

It doesn't take a whole lot to fluster you and to boost your mood, making it a benefit for others whenever you're feeling down. Of course, this may also most likely apply vice versa; it may not take a whole ton to cause you to become sad either, though this specific tidbit is a hit or miss

You enjoy nature, literature, outdoorsy things, cute things, and anything that has a fresh, reassuring, adorable/neat aura to it

You can be pretty creative, and you'll sometimes experience sparks/spikes in creativity more randomly than intentionally. This isn't to say that you don't welcome said random creativity though!

You're the type to sort of cheer on and boost the moods of those around you. Again, this could be due to the first thing above, but I also think it's because you genuinely cherish your relationships with those around you (platonic, romantic, and familial). You like making others you care about smile and happy; it makes you smile and happy, too!

You probably have a handful of hyperfixations, and if anything, hyperfixating is probably common for you (not /neg)

You're not super outgoing and out there, but you're not necessarily shy either. Mainly in the middle, but you possess a warm, friendly aura to you. You're an approachable, reliable person, even if you don't think so at times

Hmm... that's all I can currently think of? This is probably really bad lol, so sorry! /gen /nm /lh

You’re honestly so accurate about that- I tend to be like the mom friend to anybody first and it usually takes me hours before I say “hey by the way I’m kind of sad too” /lh /neu

Ahahaah... *Looks at Kiyotaka, Shuichi, Izuku/Deku, Hero* You’re very right about that too. I was literally known to all of my teachers to get everything done a day early or on time from the due date and whenever I have to do things like my teachers have to remind me it’s not the end of the world even if I think otherwise. This kind of comes from my dad and as well as being the “gifted kid”

This is right too, but if I do experience extreme sadness or extreme anger than the extreme versions of my self loathing does come out, but usually that resolved itself on my own or with some help

I’ve had many moments where I do consider myself as “boring” so yeah this is also accurate, and I’m glad to know you don’t think of me like that /gen

Also very true about me, I’ve been wanting to learn an instrument since forever but I’m always hesitant because of, a lot, but I’m trying to stop that /gen

The flustered part is especially part, I mean, my partner could say anything romantic or cheesy and I just become a tomato, and yeah the sad part is also true about me (though I try not to be sad because I don’t like to be sad) /lh

So true and so right about me!! I really enjoy things like cottagecore and I do like to write sometimes!! And yes the cute things I love cute things- I’m a sanrio enjoyer <//3 /lh /pos

And that’s true as well! I sometimes go days without feeling like I want to draw or anything but then there’s also days I can’t seem to stop wanting to draw something-

And that’s right!! I genuinely like to make everybody I love feel nice and warm, and whenever it works out I feel all nice too!! It’s cause and affect positivity addition for me- /lh /pos

Ahahaha *looks at DR Omori and now animal crossing* yeah <33 /lh /pos

I have been told I’m like that, and while I do kind of struggle to see how I’m approachable (self loathing), it still does make me go “:0” to hear /lh /nm

Overall this is very right about me, this is a kin call out I’d say <//3 /lh /pos

#✉️paige answers you!#🤍paige has mutuals #🍊orange supplier ally tag🍁#i feel very called out but in a nice sense :)) /gen /pos

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arthurtristankingsmen · 4 years

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Let's go with the obvious: Arthur. I'f someone's beaten me to the punch: Lance

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Sexuality Headcanon: Arthur is Demi-Aroace! He likes people well enough, but sexual/romantic feelings can take-- months, maybe years. And they need that emotional connection for him to be like oh hey I like this person??? Then he suffers the gay panic when he realizes lol. He’s poly and doesn’t really have a preference for any particular look or gender-- his type is kinda whoever can get close and he has chemistry with who ignites that spark he will carry with him secretly to his grave :p

Gender Headcanon: Arthur is trans! When he was a little kid he always played guys in video games and made boy characters when given the option and felt weird about people calling him a little lady. So at some point thanks to the internet he figured out actually, I’d rather be a boy and that’s a legit thing not everyone feels and I can just do that?? He told Lance. who was very supportive and bought many books for Arthur and himself. He was never good at talking but he tries haha.

A ship I have with said character: Lewvithur! And any separate pairing from the three. I really enjoy the goofy fun dynamic of Vithur and how they help each other through difficult times, and Lewis and Arthur being there for each other after they deal with what they’ve gone through. I love both facets and them all together. They have great chemistry!

A BROTP I have with said character: Mystery! I like him and Mystery having a good relationship and when in Hellbent he pet him because he saw he was worried, it did me so much good. I love them being comfy with each other even after what happened between them and them being good friends and sometimes pulling pranks or having pun offs or just enjoying talking to each other and lounging. I like the idea that whatever happened with Mystery and Arthur had rough patch and sometimes stuff is still difficult-- but they genuinely are friends, and that bond was only shaken, not broken. That they still care about each other and look out for each other!

A NOTP I have with said character: Probably chloe and shiromori. Chloe seems very young (iirc ben said she’s 17 or 18 too) and pairing her with him feels a little awkward. Plus it feels kinda ‘pair the spares’ esque. And shiromori is a hard no because-- she’s violent and wants to hurt his friend? And attacked Vivi? Like I don’t know what’s going on exactly, but she’s very aggressive and wants Mystery’s blood and is actively trying to hurt him. Characters who act like that are fun and neat villains, but not good partners in a relationship when it’s purposeful and malicious like that, so the idea of pairing shiromori with anyone feels kinda-- like a toxic manipulative relationship I can’t get behind, personally. I’m sure people can enjoy it as a crack ship and no one who does like it is terrible! You do you! But as someone who’s dealt with aggressive and manipulative people in the past, I just can’t enjoy it as a ship. The one comic i did like in that vein had her flirt with arthur and him being like ‘u can’t handle this’, but that’s it haha.

A random headcanon: Arthur has ADHD and gets hyperfixations. His biggest one that he’s basically dedicated to now is robotics, but he loves medieval stuff and space and rocks and anatomical studies and instruments and sculpting and metalworking and and and-- His room is neat but it is essentially a quirky museum dedicated to all his past fixations that he has on display, and a bunch of projects and parts for projects he’s surely going to get back to or at least use for something else on shelves lol.

General Opinion over said character: Love him!! Good friend and sweet guy who need a nap and a break!! Let him not die and also rest!! 10/10 should appreciate he is friend-shaped!!

#answering things #ask meme answers #headcanon meme #headcanon #arthur kingsmen #haha you're the only one who's sent in so far and i appreciate u!!#phantoms lair #long post #i may have done extra but they don't call me tristan is concise lol

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