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so grampo.com is having a sale right now, and of course i snatched up some things: including the marble hornets comics !! i bought the physical and digital versions and i’m so happy! i read through the digital versions already and all i can say is:
OH MY GOD.
might make a post on this, but, please buy the comics, if you’re able to.
#marble hornets#signed in blood#my head is so Full right now#i love women#ALSO I GOT AMY CONTENT FOR A BIT-#so glad my characterization of her isn’t completely destroyed LMAOOOOO which means i can keep writing her the same#i also have reference for how skully speaks now >:3c#this was the dopamine boost i NEEDED#anyway i can’t wait for issue 5
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I wanted to know how do you interpret Tanya's gender. After reading chapter 58 of the manga i got the impression that she is definitely trans coded, but maybe thats just me
Very good question.
To be honest, when I think too hard about Tanya’s gender (and sexuality, for that matter) it gives me brain worms. Fun brain worms, but brain worms nonetheless. I can’t explain it. Everything she’s got going on is complicated as shit there’s way too much to think about.
Like, she was a man, but now she's a girl. But at some points she says she still sees herself as a man internally so is this MtFtM? How does that work. And if she accepts she's a woman now, is that just MtF or do we add more letters. More importantly: Was Being X being Transphobic or being the Greatest Trans Ally of All Time with the free divinely issued sex change.
Ok ok, jokes aside. Confession: I actually do not keep up with the manga, so I had to go find the chapter and read it first. Having read it now though, I see what you mean.
The conversation she has with the Salaryman/herself in that chapter really does read as essentially saying “I’ve accepted who I am now.” It’s a far cry from a much earlier part of the manga I remember where she has a breakdown about being a man/people seeing her as a girl.
A friend of mine was actually showing me stuff from more recent chapters of the manga (don’t know which chapter tragically, but I know it’s not currently translated to English) and from what I gathered of it, Being X was showing Tanya a dream of being back in her past life and in response she basically demanded to go back to being Tanya immediately. It is definitely not just you, I 100% see the trans-coding you’re talking about.
As for my personal interpretation of her gender, I touched very briefly on it once before, but I honestly think she wouldn’t want to label herself as anything. At first, this is out of hesitance and not wanting to acknowledge that anything might be ““wrong”” or ““different”” about her. Later on it turns into character growth, more along the lines of, “I don’t need the label to define me, I just am what I am/like what I like. I don’t care about it any more than that.” Yes this is 100% projection on my part. No, I won’t apologize for it lmao.
Of course, that's entirely my own headcanon. I definitely am not saying it’s the only way to interpret her, it’s just my personal thoughts. Especially since my opinion is subject to change on a dime depending on what I’m reading/working on myself. The Tanya gender is, in fact, transient, shifting like water.
Like. A transfem Tanya fic that focuses on her adapting to life in her new world and coming to discover she doesn’t actually hate her new body? I’d totally read that. I’ve seen a few fics that include that as a part of the narrative and those scenes of acceptance were among my favorite parts.
I get the feeling this is the route that the manga is going as well. It’s a bit of a shame that we don't have those aforementioned scenes in the light novel (or at least, I don't remember them), but I don’t think that Carlo Zen really intended that to be the focus/narrative in the first place. And honestly, I also think that’s a good thing because it allows for so much more room for interpretation and headcanon around Tanya’s character.
Anyway, the other direction is also compelling to me. A transmasc Tanya fic where, after feeling uncomfortable and hating how feminine he looks for years and years, he finally goes ‘Fuck this, I’m gonna go back to being a man’? I would read the fuck out of that too.
Could also be paired with him finally choosing to defect, where they think about it like, ‘Well there’s nothing to hold me back now, right? I don’t have to maintain appearances anymore. Also, since I’m defecting this would be a great way to hide myself. They’d all be looking for the wrong person. Two birds with one stone, how efficient.’ …Now we’re getting to fic ideas I won’t ever get to so it’s time to move on I think.
Semi-related to the Trans Tanya Concept, this actually brings me to a bit of a lore/headcanon/idea/question I want to present to the public for opinions. In Norden, during the inciting battle of the war, Tanya uses magic to “dope up” so she could enhance her strength and reaction time and kill pain. I took this to mean she used a formula to synthesize the narcotics/adrenaline hormone/whatever else directly into herself, right?
Can you see where I’m going with this? As long as you know which hormones to make, how they’re made up, and what quantities you need… Well, don’t you think magic HRT is completely possible? Of course, as I'm not sure it makes sense for Salaryman to have known the detailed specifics about it from the modern world, it would require a lot of in-universe research/science advancement for someone to actually do that, but theoretically...
The magic system in this universe has so much potential to be explored, I’m fascinated by what you can theoretically do with it. Although, this is long and off-topic already I think this should be the end, lol.
I think I talked too much? I’m sorry, you were probably not expecting such an answer. I told you, Tanya gives me brain worms (mental illness).
I guess the TL;DR is this: that kid definitely ain’t cishet.
#marathehomosexual#ask#not a daily post#you could ask me a simple yes or no question and i would STILL find a way to make the answer multi-paragraph#i STILL have things to talk about. im just choosing to throw it in the tags now#LIKE. if synthesizing hormones is something completely possible in universe#is birth control possible as well? how about anti-depressants?#how far can we go with this? can you get addicted to these magic-synthetic chemicals/hormones/whatever?#say you need a little pick me up in the day. you give yourself a little boost in the happy-brain-chemicals (dopamine or whatever)#(im not a biologist or knowledgeable about most biology-related things honestly. please just go with it)#would a mages body start to rely on magic to produce it and stop creating it naturally anymore?#could this create a dependency? would you start to need to make more?#its insane. i feel insane#you ask me a simple question and i refuse to stop elaborating#rimu be quiet now
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extremely self indulgent clyde doodles in these trying times
#sp#south park#clyde donovan#i dont wanna tag tweek n craig because THIS AINT ABOUT THEM#kas draws#been having a very rough few days i needed the dopamine boost#also sry if you cant read my handwriting. i try my best#clyde w his minecragft backpack is the most important part of this anyway#clyde
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so I turned on my computer for the first time in a while earlier and I CACKLED at my search history
clearly I got a bit distracted in the middle of my college work- 😭😭😭
#what can I say#sometimes you need those little dopamine boosts in the middle of a mundane task#zame si čisti dopamin and all that aksjakshsn#bojan cvjetićanin#joker out
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Real gif of me begging for comments in my author’s notes on ao3
#I need validation#it gives me a dopamine boost#chronically refreshing my stats page#ao3#writer things#ao3 writer#fanfic#fanfiction memes#ao3 memes
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Just scored an Eddie Munson plush toy, who now can join my Robin and Steve plush toys in my bed. The only problem is I don’t have a Nancy plush, and I don’t want her to feel left out 😭
#he was only £2.99 in the shop what’s a girl to do other than take Eddie home 💕#I got the matching Steve and Robin ones for Xmas the funko ones#and couldn’t find any Eddie plush toys online then at all and funko only had the matching stobin#but I found him today for soooo cheap it’s dznr which I haven’t heard of before but the boxes r cool inside#I also got my first Joyce merch last week I got one of her funkos!!!!#buying things to do with my hyperfixation when I’m poor gives my adhd riddled brain the biggest dopamine boost on earth#and makes my heart happy forever <3#I don’t want Nancy to be left out I need to find a plush toy of her 🥺🥺😭💔#stranger things#cc chats
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Diagnosis
A 100% serious,short King Of The Hill fanfic about Dale Gribble
Set in a world where autism evaluations are easy and less lengthy for writers convenience.
There is no nsfw under the cut,simply didn't want to make my post incredibly lengthy for people who are scrolling past.
Any jabs or insults to certain politicians are not meant to be political in any way shape or form,I talked to my great aunt and used the first politician she brought up.
Any criticism on my writing is accepted as I'm hoping to get more into writing fanfic. Any criticism on the story itself or the characters is not allowed.
It was a hot day in Arlen and Dale,Hank,Bill and Boomhaur were standing in the alley as usual.
“-and then,I'm going to hitchhike to Canada and expose the whole operation! Blow it all up right in their faces!” Dale shouted excitedly.
Hank groaned loudly,he hated hearing about Dale's terrible plans, especially when Nancy was away like this,that meant he was going to have to bail Dale out...and usually have to bail out Boomhaur and Bill when they undoubtedly got dragged into Dale's problems “Dale,you cannot go to Canada”
“and why not? Are you in cahoots with them?” Dale turned to Hank quickly.
“I am not in cahoots with whoever 'them' is,you've known me thirty years,I would've told you”
“well then why can't I go?” Dale huffed loudly and left,a few seconds later,he returned, grabbing another beer out of the cooler and stomping off again, shouting “I'm going! And return with the body of their leader!!”
Hank shook his head “how're we gonna keep him from getting into Canada?”
Boomhaur piped up,looking over “Dang ol' talking 'bout the news,man,they talking about immigration,dang ol' autism,Canada won't let 'em in”
“Boomhauer...I don't understand half of anything you say,but,I think I get the jist...maybe we can get Dale a diagnosis and then they won't let him in”
A few days later and Dale and Hank were sitting in their office,Dale excitedly talking about meeting the guy who caught Bigfoot,Hank busy worrying about how Dale was gonna try and escape when he realized he was here for an evaluation. Soon enough,the doctor called his name and Dale and Hank got up,they went into a back room and Hank quickly shut the door as Dale realized this was a doctors office.
“no! No! I am not going to sit here with a doctor! They'll just steal my urine! Or my hair! Well..what's left of it!”
Hank sighed,shoving Dale down on the couch “no,no,no,sit,they're not going to take anything. They'll just ask questions, alright?”
Dale reluctantly allowed himself to be shoved onto the uncomfortable couch “alright,alright…fine,I'll answer this guy's questions…but if I think he's a spy,I'm taking him down…shi-shi-sha!” Dale grinned a little,doing a karate chop in the air to punctate his sentence.
“Dale,you are not attacking the doctor.” Hank groaned,reaching over to smack his hand out of the air “attack him and you'll lose your hat.” Dale nodded quickly,reaching up to keep his hands over his hat tightly as the doctor walked in.
“Hi there,boys,I'm Dr.didntwannathinkofaname,good to see you two today. Now,Hank,you've sent in a large…uh,fax of some.. interesting stories about Mr.Gribble here.”
Dale immediately looked over at Hank,horrified “you told him things about me?! What if he's with the government?!”
Hank sighed “I'm sorry about him,Dr.didntwannathinkofaname,he's uh…very into conspiracy theories.”
“yes…I can see that…has this been a lifelong interest of yours,Dale?” Hank and Dale both nod a little. “Alright,thank you..if you two don't mind,I'd like to talk to you both separately. Dale,I'm gonna have you go with my assistant to take a few tests to see how you do. Just some facial recognition tests,memory tests. We just need to see how you play,behave and communicate with your peers.” Dale nods a little and gets up,leaving with the doctor's assistant.
Hank's POV
“Dale's always been…special. When we were kids,he didn't talk until he was about six…he just growled at everyone.” Hank rubbed the back of his neck,chuckling awkwardly “Then there's the fact he's never been good with people. He never really got invited to play with us in first grade,he just sorta…started playing with us,not that we minded,but,after he started being friends with us,he would just run away from other kids.”
The doctor took notes as Hank spoke “and..who is 'we'?”
“Bill,Boomhauer and I. We've all been friends since first grade. We all still talk. Hyup,every evening in the alley,have a drink,unwind. Heh,we used to spend about a half hour before the streetlights came on,sitting on the sidewalk by my house and have some rootbeer” Hank nodded,smiling softly at the memory of when they'd all become friends.
“You four have had the same friend group for…nearly thirty years? And you have a very…similar schedule to when you were kids? That's…very interesting. Mr.Hill,how do you think you and Dale would react if you weren't in the alley in the evening”
“Well,it just throws our whole schedule off. Dale can hardly do anything until the next time we're all in the alley,his brain just turns to mush..and,well,I'd be lying if I said it doesn't mess with my mind too” Hank nodded a little.
“I see..” the doctor kept writing as Hank spoke. He asked a few more questions,listening to Hank ramble on about Dale as a kid and of course,after those stories,Hank talked to the doctor about propane.
Dales POV
The assistant led Dale into a room connected to the doctors office and pulled out a book with pictures in it,some book about frogs and…some games,by the looks of them.
“Alright,Dale. I'm going to have you identify some facial expressions,then you'll read a book to me,we'll do a memory test and then I'd like to know about some of your interests and hobbies that sound good to you?” the assistant looked at him,smiling softly.
“No…but,Hank said he'd take me to get ice cream if I was well behaved…so,let's do this,I guess” Dale nodded,sitting up a little.
“Great,alright,can you…tell me what this woman is feeling,Dale?” she asked,opening the book of photos.
Dale stared at the woman intently,studying her face “she's not feeling anything,she's obviously a robot,duh. You can see where her fake skin stops,right there under her tank top strap, probably didn't put any 'skin' under her clothes to save the government a few pennies”
“Alright then,enough of the facial recognition test for now. Why don't you read me this book and then tell me about it?” The assistant handed Dale a book about flying frogs,which,of course,sent Dale on a rant about alien frogs and all the politicians they're controlling. The assistant nodded,writing everything down as Dale spoke. “Alright,that's very interesting,Dale,I'll make sure to fact check Mitch McConnell the next time he talks. I'm gonna have you do a math sheet for me,please show your work,it's very important.” Dale nodded and filled out the sheet,breaking the numbers down to add them.
“Alright,I'm finished..” Dale nodded,handing the math sheet back “is that memory test next?” The assistant nodded,setting the test up and having Dale go through it.
“I'm very impressed with your memory,Dale,you have a very good memory” The assistant smiled and took some notes. “Okay,I'm gonna send you back to the doctor and he'll give you the diagnosis. Dale nodded and went back into the room with Hank and the doctor. The doctor went over everything.
“alright,Dale,Hank,here's a packet of both of your diagnoses'” the doctor nodded a little.
Hank took the packets “mine..too?”
“Well,I can't give any official opinion on you,but,it is my recommendation that you come back for an evaluation of your own,Mr.Hill.”
“Haha,your plan backfired,Hank” Dale grinned,looking at him.
“Hwell,not really,Dale,this isn't an official diagnosis,yours is. You can't go to canada” Hank grinned as Dale's face fell,realizing Hank was right.
“you traitor. You're temporarily suspended from being my emergency contact.” Dale mumbled as he got up and left with Hank.
#Koth#king of the hill#Dale gribble#Hank Hill#dr.didntwannathinkofaname#nancy gribble#boomhaur#boomhauer#bill dauterive#king of the hill fanfic#fanfic#this was written by an author whose last experience was a gay novel when they were like 15 so please excuse them#please boost#i need the dopamine#reblogs and replies are ADORED#notes are also great
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You didn't know I was low on hearts bro? After you quite gleefully smacked me in the face 20 times?
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Haha you fools! With every boop I gain more power and once I inevitably reach full boop capacity I'll be unstoppable
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youd assume being able to fix my mood by just eating smth sweet would be easier than this but no bc SOMEONES BOYFRIEND fucking ate EVERYTHING SWEET WE HAD LEFT
#LISTEN HERE YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH HALF THE REASON I SURVIVE LIVING W YOU IS I CRAM SWEET THINGS#DOWN MY THROAT TO FORCE MY DOPAMINE TO GO UP N YOU CANT EVEN LET ME FUCKING HAVE THAT?#I THINK YOURE FORGETTING I HAVE THE FULL POWER TO GET YOU KICKED OUT THE SECOND I DECIDE ALL THE DRAMA#FROM THAT WILL BE MORE WORTH THAM TOLERATING YOU.WHERE THE FUCK IS THE COOKIES PACKAGE I LEFT IN THE#BROKEN FRIDGE.HUH? HUH DO YOU FUCKING NEED TO EAT EVERY COUPLE HOURS#EAT YOUR OWN FUCKING PILE OF JUNK ITS LITERALLY ON THE OPPOSITE OF WHERE YOU FOUND MY DAMN PACK OF COOKIES#BITCH.#ok vent over sowwy 🩷🩷🩷 im just not coping particularly well today n iii RLY NEEDED THAT SWEET BOOST!!!#analiceoriginal.txt#those packages last.two days.he ate my two days dopamine fix in 10 minutes while i wasnt looking.why me god.why.is this punishment?#have i sinned? have you left me? what have i done wrong? why me lord? why?
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why is paneer so good. why is it SO good. i could eat paneer every day
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todays mood is printing fanfiction on my uni printers
#i needed a dopamine boost#and i get print money every semester that i hardly use#therefore fanfiction#and also im a hoarder who likes to have a collection of silly little things#so i like printed better than online#it was klance ofc#rambles
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Current hlvrai wips
#posting these bc hlvrai is the only thing that gets me notes and by god i need the dopamine boost#as art#wip#hlvrai
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Sega I'm gonna need a Sonic and Tails hug soon, its been rough
#i need the dopamine boost#im entering finals season yall ima need it#sonic the hedgehog#sth#miles tails prower
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Tumblr has eaten my accountability post now who’s gonna hold me accountable. Myself? Can’t trust that bitch she’s a mess
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My crowning RPC achievement will always be writing this one gut wrenching reply in a private RP I was doing with a friend & then immediately getting the message “YOU MADE ME CRY YOU BASTARD!”
😎 Shit was radical
#x: Out of Sin#That’s why I keep tormenting them#I need that stream of dopamine & ego boost again#The only other time I felt that good was when Trini shouted in all caps ‘NO! I DONT WANT YOUR GIFTS SATAN!’
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