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beybuniki · 1 month
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todobaku random kiss (& deku sorry he has to be there for each of bakugo's milestones it is what it is) ty for the $10!!k, dsföllm,
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mclqren · 26 days
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STARTING ANEW ★ CL16
PAIRING ✦ charles leclerc x fem!ex girlfriend!reader ; niall horan x fem!reader
SUMMARY ✦ when your relationship with charles ends up falling through, you find comfort in a certain singer's arms [ SMAU ]
WARNINGS ✦ cursing, some hate comments here and there but idk if that's actually a warning
REQUESTED ✦ here!
NOTES ✦ to preface: i usually don't write for anyone other than f1 drivers & football players, but i liked the idea of this so i decided to go ahead with it! for the plot of this, charlotte & charles broke up september 2022, and the dating timeline for charles & y/n is nov 2022-dec 2023. the logistics honestly make not a lot of sense but BARE WITH ME PLEASE. the fc i've used is hailee steinfeld, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are open so feel free to leave a request :)
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yourusername bigger and better things are coming in 2024 🪩
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user4 oh she is glowinggg!!
user5 y/n is living her best life and we love to see it!
yourbsf nyc was sooo much fun w you 😘
yourusername had the best timeee 💗💗
user6 SHE'S IN NEW YORK RN??
user7 OKAY SHE'S STRAIGHT FIREE 🔥🔥
charlottesiine you're sooo perfect! 🤍
yourusername all you cha!! 💗💗
user8 MOTHERS SPOTTED TOGETHER??
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( caption one: the only cha i need 😘 | caption two: night out 🌃 )
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yourusername idk this weekend's been kinda fun!
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user13 THIS FRIENDSHIP IS SOMETHING IM ABSOLUTELY HERE FOR.
user14 charlotte x y/n WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!
user15 okay but the mysterious guy in the third pic??
user16 she's in another relationship??
user17 how has she already moved on that quickly tf... neither of them deserved charles.
user18 shut uppp!! you have no clue about y/n's personal life, for all we knew that literally COULD be charles, or it could be someone else! she should be able to do whatever she wants without some troll deciding they have a relevant opinion ❤️
charlottesiine the best weekend everrr!!
yourusername love you 💗
user19 CUTIESSS
user20 the way charles liked this ☹️☹️
user21 missing them hours
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charles_leclerc testing is all doneee - let's smash the race next week!
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user22 MY OH MYYYY
user23 he knows what he's doing w those pictures of himself
user24 no real im sweating over here.
user25 sooo...are you ever going to mention the breakup??
user26 or the new pics of y/n and her mystery man??
user27 to everyone asking charles to speak on his breakup: leave him alone! it's clear him and y/n are still on good terms as they're still liking each other's insta posts, but that doesn't necessarily mean they're together! they're people too, i think we all need to just leave them alone to process their breakup ❤️
user28 okay but y/n clearly is over him?? she's already processed the breakup, so why shouldn't he have?
user29 everyone needs to honestly just leave them be. this is sooo old rn and they're probably tired of it.
carlossainz55 all ready for the new season 🏎️🏎️
charles_leclerc 👊👊
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yourusername sitting still, looking pretty! 😘💗
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user30 OH SHE'S STRAIGHT FIREEE
user31 THE DRESS THE MAKEUP IT'S ALL SO PERFECT
user32 i needdd a grwm asap ur gorgeous girl!!
user33 okay but the second pic??
user34 we already knew she was over charles?
user33 yeahhh its just so strange to see her soft launching another guy
user35 idc what anyone says i LOVE that y/n has found another man she's happy with!!
user36 sooo real for this!! she deserves all the happiness in the world 💗
charlottesiine 😍😍
yourusername chaaa!! 💗
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( caption: heyy just came on here to say that me and charles are still broken up. i’ve seen a lot of rumours floating around the internet about the nature of our relationship, and while it is no one’s business except our own, i would like to just say that the break up, as previously stated, WAS mutual & we are still friends. mine and charlotte’s friendship also seems to be coming under a lot of fire recently, for whatever reason. she is an amazing woman and has been so supportive during this time of my life, so i kindly ask you stop bashing us on social media for simply being friends. thank you to all of the people sending me lovely messages - ur support isn’t going unnoticed 💗 )
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niallhoran and who's that handsome fella 😘
yourusername just some annoying irish guy i met, idk how to get rid of him
yourbsf Y/N!! 😍
yourusername MY REAL LOVER 😘
charles_leclerc ❤️
yourusername 💗💗
charlottesiine me when i have to third wheel now ☹️
yourusername no neverrr ur my baby angel he can third wheel us 😍
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rs-wonderland · 2 years
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Doing f! and m! Students meet!
Sebek,Ace,Deuce,Vil,Rook and Epel
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•An god damn Malleus simp
•They are gonna yell all the time
•Malleus baby be ready does to are gonna be on your left and right
•Will talk about Malleus and book all day
•I personaly think if the other one do somethint wrong the other one will giggle or smirk
•I bet that ONE at list one of the 1 year squad will simp for her!
•Wife material
•They will try to cook together (idk why) Diasomnia dorm students will but there picture next to Lilias. With the the text- "Don't let does students in the kitchen!"
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•Oh are poor Riddle( i think he will simp for her a little but still SHES a f!Ace)
•'ThIs PlaIcE aBoUt To BlOw'
•They are goona yell in fun but at the same time yell in emberrest (when you teased them hehe~)
•Tease each other
•Deuce is gonna simp~
•Btw. When they have a test they will look at each others papers and on are not suprised both get and F
•She will be more funny and more tsundere them original version
•You can't fight me when i tell you they will do the 'Mom jokes'
•Play together with little headgehogs
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•A SWEET LADY
•Deuce will simp for him self
•She is sweet and calm and will get along with Riddle better then the original (Lol)
•Will probably look at eacho ther first time they meet and just say shy 'Hi'
•Do homework together
•We have another wife material
•They will help Ace on the test and after that yell at him
•Lady can be violent more than m!Deuce when you mess with her loved once
•They will listen to 'That my best friend' song and do that tik tok
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•Okej they are both beautiful and they both say that but the say that they are beside of the beauti level
•Spa day
•Rook will probably simp and he will spy on her
•Poor Epel my baby boy! He will be out of the dorm for 24 h.
•Do each other make up and tefenetly tell each other where they buy clothes and make up
•Drama Queens👑
•They will spell the good tea sis thats what im gonna tell y'all
•Afternoon tea 🍵
•Have a there own fashion show and holl dress design
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•Material girl but old song all over the dorm
•Long talks on french
•Vil simp. Sping on Vil together.
•Tea party with Vil but they wouldent snich on Epel
•Hunting timeee~
•Will be dramatic BUT when one of them is they will lay on the sofa (you know the ones for dramatic fall yea,yea that one!) And the other one will like to the nails or get them a drink something like that yea
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•Sweet and more sporty that original
•Vil is gonna love her but at the sametime be like "YoU aRe A gIrL, gOd PuLl YoUrSeLf ToGeThEr!"
•They will play magift and be them true selfs
•Like a sed Freshman squed is gonna simp
•They will make a candy apples
•Will totally have a night talk and will say Sh!t about Vil
•Also gives me the vibe like 'Im shy im so shy' and then 'IM GONNA BEAT YOUR ASS'
•They will probably escape Vils afternoon tea partys
•And when he gives them a lesson after he turn hes back to them the will make a funny imitations of him.
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lucy-sky · 3 years
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luucccyyyy luuuceee if you havee timeee,,,,, i have,,,,, a zaphod request,,,,, like,,, the reader and zaphod just dancing like dumbasses in some outer space club, having fun and mayhaps it leads to a love confession? it can come from either person like in the heat of the dance (or after) they just confess how happy @ other person makes them sumn like that??? [you can 100% take ur time/do this whenever u wanna, ik u're in your shea era ;))) ]
Bri, love!!! HAPPY TOWEL DAY TO YOU!!!
Thanks so much for this request (it was highly motivating!!) and also I’m sorry - I haven’t written anything for almost 5 months so I became super rusty and it took me ages to write this small thingy.
The Longest Party (Zaphod Beeblebrox x Fem!Reader)
1,133 words, no warnings; see a couple of notes in the end.
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Where did you meet Zaphod Beeblebrox? At the party, of course! Where else? It’s a good question what brought him on your planet, in your country and your town, in that same nightclub you went with a bunch of friends that night. No one can tell, even Zaphod himself. All you know is that the attraction was instant and mutual, probably because you both have always been a little bit crazy and adventurous.
He was fun and charming, and slightly (okay, not slightly) weird, but being normal is so boring, right? After quite a few drinks he decided to tell you where he’s from, and of course you didn’t believe him at first, but still chose to play along.
“This party is getting so boring, baby doll! I know a much better place for the both of us…” he said, leaning closer to you and smirking as if he was telling you a secret.
“I bet you have an eye for really good parties, huh?” you raised your eyebrow.
“I sure do,” still smirking, he grabbed your hand. “Look, my ship’s parked nearby…”
“Ship?..”
“Yeah, the spaceship I told you about! Wanna see it?”
He was truly ridiculous, that guy. But at this point you got adventurous enough to say “Why not?”
Honestly, you expected to see anything, except… the actual spaceship. Maybe you just drank too much, fell asleep at the party, and it was your dream?.. No, y/n… You simply couldn’t be that drunk. It was really happening.
“You coming, doll?” Zaphod waved at you. For a few moments you hesitated. Some of your girlfriends considered leaving the party with a stranger already extreme enough, and you were about to go to another planet with a guy you knew for only like a couple of hours… Insane! Then again… When else you could possibly have a chance like that?
“Darlin’?”
“I uh… You know, I should be at work on Monday morning,” you blurted.
“So? It’s Saturday night, doll, we’ve got plenty of time,” he shrugged. “It’s not that far anyways. Oh, and don’t worry, you won’t need to hitch a ride back - I’m a gentleman after all,” he laughed, and then extended his hand. “Come on, it’s gonna be fun, promise.”
You took his hand, not knowing yet this decision was about to change your life forever.
How many parties have you attended with Zaphod since then? One wilder than another, in different parts of the galaxy, places you could never imagine even in the craziest dreams. You sang, danced to all kinds of music until you could hardly stand, drank all sorts of cocktails, and saw so many gorgeous sunrises together. With him, it was never boring, you really enjoyed his company, and he seemed to enjoy yours as well.
Beeblebrox wasn’t perfect though. You found out very soon about how much he loved himself. You also couldn’t imagine talking to him about any serious stuff. Zaphod hated to be bored and didn’t like thinking too much. And it was okay, until you started to realize you were growing a bit too fond of him, more than you wish you were. It wasn’t good at all. Zaphod was fun to hang out with, but falling for him? Nope, he was far from being boyfriend material. You decided that if he doesn’t take anything seriously, you shouldn’t either. Just have fun while you can. You’re such a lucky girl after all! Not that many people from the Earth have a chance to see the galaxy.
The party you attended that night was by far the most epic event you’ve ever seen. The Longest And The Most Destructive Cocktail Party* - that’s how it’s called. People say it’s been occurring for four generations at least! And it started with a bunch of drunken rocket scientists - who knew the nerdy guys could party that hard?..
“So, who was that guy you’ve been talking to, huh?” Zaphod asked casually, twirling you around.
“Oh, you totally won’t believe it! That was Loki** himself!”
“Who?..”
“Loki, you know, scandinavian god of mischief. Come on, Zaphod, don’t tell me you��ve never heard of him!”
“Ah, that Loki…” He shrugged as if it was some random guy next door. “How do you know that’s really him anyways?”
“Well, he showed me how he can shapeshift, he turned into his brother Thor, and then…”
“Ugh, can’t believe you’re that easily impressed,” Zaphod rolled his eyes and you frowned.
“Hey, what’s the matter with you? If I didn’t know you, I’d say you’re pretty jealous,” you told him teasingly.
“Me? Jealous? Ah, come on! I know that there’s no one like me in this Galaxy,” he laughed.
“Yeah, of course you do,” you muttered. It’s just Zaphod being Zaphod, what else to expect from him after all?
“What’s wrong, doll?” As much as Zaphod could be a complete dumbass at times (or most of the time, to be completely honest), he was quite good at noticing the changes in your mood, so you tried to shake it off. What did you tell yourself? Just enjoy partying while you can, there’s no need to ruin it.
“Nothing,” you beamed at him. “See, I’m smiling!”
“Oh good!” he grinned back at you, reaching your chin with his fingers, “‘Cause I want the girl I love to smile, yeah?”
“Wait, what?..” your eyes widened as you stopped dancing.
“Huh?..” Zaphod seemed pretty confused.
“What did you just say? I mean… I probably misheard you, or did you say the uh… L-word?..”
“The what word?...... Oh. Oooh…” You could see the realization hit him, and for a little while you were just staring at each other, standing awkwardly in the middle of the dancefloor. “Well zark… Guess that just slipped from my tongue, doll,” he giggled a little nervously.
You blinked for a second, and then… You couldn’t really tell how it happened, who exactly made the first move, but all of a sudden your lips were on his, his lips were on yours and you kissed each other so passionately as if your life depended on that. And honestly? It suddenly felt just right.
“Zaphod,” you breathed out after what seemed like forever, when your lips finally parted.
“Yeah,” he murmured dreamily, cupping your face with both his hands.
“Are you… squeezing my butt with the third hand?..”
“Oh, that…” he giggled again, releasing you from his embrace. “I thought you were about to trip so I just… caught you.”
“That’s okay, I don’t really mind,” you smirked, taking his hand and letting your fingers entwine. “So, Beeblebrox… Are we dancing or what?..”
“We absolutely are, baby doll,” he grinned and pulled you closer, swaying to the music.
And it was just right as well.
The Longest Party kept going.
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* “The longest and most destructive party ever held is now into its fourth generation and still no one shows any signs of leaving. Somebody did once look at his watch, but that was eleven years ago now, and there has been no follow up.” ― Douglas Adams, Life, the Universe and Everything
** In Life, the Universe and Everything, Trillian met Thor at this party, so I just thought why Loki couldn’t be there too? He totally could, right?.. :)
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Thread of Dorcas playing Persona 3: Portable whilst Regulus watches (Very Out of Context)
(Dorcas is playing as a female protagonist)
Regulus: This unknown boy is creeping me out
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Regulus: OO PRETTY GIRL SHES HOT Mitsuru queen
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Regulus: Awe Yukari’s cute
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Regulus: WHY DOEES SHE HAVE A Gun
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Regulus: HOBBYY???? WHAT HOBBY NEEDS A GUN
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them: was everything okay?
Regulus: NOTHING WAS OKAY!!! THE STATION WAS WEIRD AF
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Regulus: when the game says you need to sleep you sleep
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Regulus: 'dont tell anyone what i saw???' tthats not concerning at all!
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Regulus: HELMET MAN!!!
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Regulus: 11TH GRADE???? THE PROTAGONIST IS SO SMALLL
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Regulus: sexism??? in this economy??? its more likely than you think
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Regulus: GOOD GODS THE PRINCIPAL IS SO CREEPY WTF
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Regulus: 'SMIRKING CLASSMATE????' THATS WHAT THEY CALL THE LIAM OBRIEN???
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Regulus: OMG HE LOOKS LIKE A FRAT BOY AND HES GONNA BE OUR FRIEND!!!
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Regulus: yukari didnt havve to come for junpei like that but she really did
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Regulus: omg junpei sweetie, hes such a himbo but also not a himbo???
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Regulus: LIN MANUEL MIRANDA????
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Regulus: I dont need to but im gonna ask ALL THE QUESTINs
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Regulus: HES GASLIGHT GATEKEEP GIRLBOSSING US HOW DARE
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Regulus: idk why but whenever he talks i hate him
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Regulus: mysterious old gentlemen?? thats me
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Mitsuru: the moon is beautiful tonight
Regulus: SO ARE YOU
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Regulus: I THOUGHT SHE WAAS GONA CONFESS
FOR A HOT SECOND
AND THEN I REALIZED THAT WOULDNT HAPPEN CAUSE PEOPLE ARE COWARDS
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Regulus: THESE MONSTERS ARE FIGHTING CAUSE THEYRE DISTRESSED??? WELL IM ALWAYS DISTRESSED TOO YOUU DONT SEE ME STARTING FIGHTS EVERYWHERE
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Mitsuru: are you ready
Regulus: never
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Regulus: DEPRESSION IN THE BUILDING BAYBEEEE -ooo blood
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Regulus: FIGHT THE GHOST MOPS YASS
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Regulus: oof them good beats im vibing
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Regulus: merlin, this game takes the english out of me
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Regulus: smollenemy boisss
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Regulus: ITS A GHOST PIXIE WITH A HAND
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Regulus: THAT HAND HAD A FACE ON IT??? or am i SEEING THINGS??
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Regulus: we love the mcfucking stairs, thanks Dorcas
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Regulus: aweee ghosties wearing cute pink pyjama pants
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Regulus: i wish these hand things fought with their middle fingers, would be so mucch more interesting
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Regulus: Shuffle time -EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING
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Regulus: junpei's me; burning my mouth with the hot food knowing FULL WELL THAT ITS FUCKING HOT
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Regulus: yukari??? tired?? EXCUSE ME???
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Regulus: im love fortune telling lady
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Regulus: EAVESDROPPINGGGG TIMEEE
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Regulus: apparently rio is Dorcas' beloved lmaoooo
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Regulus: YUKARI FLIRTING WITH USSS YESSS
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Regulus: FRIENDS THAT ARE GIRLS??? NOPE YUKARI IS OUR GIRLFRIEND (remember they're playing as a female protagonist)
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Regulus: akihikos mood changes tho; one minute hes like 'you better be training' and the next hes like 'go have some fun'???
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Regulus: YUKARI FLIRTING WITH USSSSSSSSSS
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Regulus: WE GOING ON A DATE WITH MITSURU!!!
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Regulus: YUKARI DATE WITH US ON A DATE SHE SWEETIE SHES POURING HER HEART OUT TO US THIS IS TOTALLY A DATE
Regulus: LOVERS ARCANA??? I WAS CORRECT THEYRE DATING
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Regulus: HORROR HOUSE??? I THOUGHT SHE SAID WHORE HOUSE!
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Dorcas: are you ready to hang out with junpei
Regulus: im always ready
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Regulus: hes stopping to stare at us??? well, we are beautiful
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Regulus: sausage fest??? JUNPEI WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
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Regulus: what type of life has theo been living??? wtf??? spoonfuls??? my guy does he need help??
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Regulus: fuck tanaka, and not in the fun way
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Dorcas: you wanna take theo out on a date
Regulus: FUCK YES I LOVE HIM
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Regulus: men are cowards
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Regulus: the way junpei talks about akihiko is like hes in love with him like dude you tryna set us up or yourself???
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Dorcas: you can date any man in this (as a female character)
Regulus: disgusting
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akihiko: i dont want u to rely on me during fights
Regulus: thats completely fine we have Dorcas
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Regulus: i love being talked about behind my back
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Regulus: SIT YOUR ASS DOWN AKIHIKO
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Regulus: MOTORCYCLE??? IM EVEN GAYER NOW
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yukari: what are we gonna do?!
Regulus: cry
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junpei: what type of messed up ride is this??
Regulus: a fun one
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Regulus: YAS STRIKE A POSE JUNPEI GOOGLE MAP ALWAYS TAKING PHOTOS BAYBEEE
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Regulus: does someone know how to drive a train???? i feel like that would be a good skillset to have
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Regulus: Dorcas' making us cry and now junpei's freaking out, great
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yukari: how did you know which ones the break
Regulus: ITS CALLED GUESSING -or Dorcas has played this before
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Regulus: a yawn-b-gone??? do you mean energy drink???
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Regulus: someone pls get akihiko high, he needs it
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Regulus: Theo, my sweet boi i love him
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Dorcas: someone was injured their car fell-
Regulus: nice
Dorcas: ????
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Dorcas: i will cheat to get these questions right
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Regulus: not Dorcas losing her cool over rio
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Regulus: not Dorcas tryna murder headless ghosties while they couple dance
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Regulus: lets get us some boiiisss and by bois i mean personas and not actual bois cause yike
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Regulus: oh no, drunk man. we don't love drunk man
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Dorcas: Translate 'pan' into english
Regulus: BRAID!
Regulus: Wait- I MEANT BREAD
Dorcas: BRAID?????
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Regulus: i cant believe we have to do the test
Dorcas: REGULUS YOU'RE NOT DOING ANYTHING IM ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS
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mischiefandi · 4 years
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10, 11, 3 please! With a portion of Stiles Stilinski.💜also so glad you’re back!!!!!!
10. “You know you always do this-…”
11. “Wanna play a game?” “I don’t like games.” “You’d like this one.”
3. “So…about last night.”
Warnings: mentions of drinking and sex
A/N: ty love!! I'm so excited to start writing again on here, it’s been so long. thank you for your lovely ask and I hope you enjoy the blurb <33
blurb timeee (1k):
Rock music blasted through the bar speakers as Y/N slowly stirred her drink with her straw, metal occasionally meeting glass with a soft clink. She stared down at her almost empty beverage and sighed quietly. It had been a long night. 
Why, you ask?
Well, third-wheeling can often-times either be irritating, tiring, or a pain in your ass. Scratch that, it’s all of the above. 
Y/N had just spent all night holding her tipsy friend’s purse as she made out with her new boyfriend, the pair sucking each other’s lips off like a couple of blowfish. They just couldn’t keep their hands off of each other, the party-goers beside them awkwardly trying to ignore the not-so-PG-13 scene unraveling before them. This wouldn’t have been a problem if Y/N had had a special someone to keep her company, but it had been months since her last date, and she was alone. Completely, and utterly alone. 
She groaned and let her head fall onto the bar in front of her, hissing at the impact, a soft throb erupting in her forehead. 
“I see your mood hasn’t changed since the last time we saw each other,” a voice spoke, and her eyes widened. She would recognise that voice anywhere. 
“What are you doing here?” she asked sharply, looking up at the man she hadn’t seen in months. His amber eyes bore into hers and he smirked at the sound of her question, sliding into the seat beside her. 
“I’m just enjoying a Friday night after a long day’s work,” he answered, still smirking. 
“Did you know I was coming here? Did Amy tell you?” Y/N insisted dryly. 
The young man, straightened his tie and looked over at the dance floor, his gaze landing on the aforementioned brunette sliding up and down her lover. He turned back to Y/N with a grin. 
“I’m not even sure she knows you’re here,” he scoffed. 
Y/N rolled her eyes and pushed back her stool, ready to walk out the door and not look back. But he gently grabbed her arm, stopping her in her tracks.
“No, wait, come on, stay. What’s the worst that can happen?” he pleaded. 
“You know, Stiles, just talking to you’s already pretty bad.” 
“You always did have a flair for the dramatic-” Stiles started but quickly stopped at the sight of her glare. “-I’ll play nice. Please, I’ll even buy you a drink for your trouble.”
Y/N hesitantly looked at her ex, weighing her options. On the one hand, their relationship had ended quite badly, in fact it had taken months for her to get over him and the hurt he had caused. But on the other, she still cared about him, a lot, and she had thrown back quite a few drinks. Finally, she sat back down and took a hold of her straw once more, her eyes resting on her empty glass. 
Stiles sighed with relief and flagged down the bartender. 
“A beer and a cosmopolitan on the rocks, and could you make it with two lime wedges? Thanks.”
Y/N slowly turned her head to him in confusion. 
“You remember my order?”
“I mean, it’s pretty standard. You just like it with more limes.” 
She nodded just as the bartender placed the drinks before her and Stiles. 
“So, why did you want me to stay so bad?” she asked as she took a sip of her cosmo, the liquid soothing her nerves. 
“Wanna play a game?” he replied. 
She scoffed and shook her head. “I don’t like games.”
“You’d like this one.”
“Hm, let me rephrase. I don’t like your games.”
“Shocking. I thought you liked assholes like me.”
“Stiles, I’m seriously not in the mood for whatever this is.”
“Come on, you haven’t missed this? You used to love it when I pushed your buttons.”
“God, you know you always do this. You provoke me and you make your little jokes, because you’re too afraid to actually say what you mean. You’ve always been so scared of being honest and you cover it up with your stupid banter. Well I’m not gonna let you do that anymore,” she said, struggling to keep her voice down as her vivid emotions bubbled inside of her. 
Stiles looked at her, his lips pursed into a soft grin.
“What are you smiling at?” she snapped. 
“No one knows me like you do,” he answered, still grinning at her. 
“Yeah, well, that’s what happens when you spend months in a relationship with someone. You tend to notice things like that.” 
“I know you too.”
“Right, like you payed attention.” 
“I did,” he said, his voice uncharacteristically serious. “I know you hum to yourself when you make breakfast. I know you wrinkle your nose when you smell something you recognise. But more importantly, I know you’re devoted to your work and to your friends and family. I know you hate dishonesty and you value respect over everything else. I know you hate me for being so immature when we were together. I know you deserve much better than what I gave you back then.”
Y/N watched him, tiny pearls of water forming in the corners of her eyes and she struggled not to let them spill. After a pause, she finally spoke, her voice cracking with emotion. 
“Wh-why are you here?”
“Because I also know you’ve been waiting for me to come back.”
“How?”
Stiles smirked and nodded towards the brunette still dancing the night away in the back of the bar. 
“I knew it,” Y/N whispered, her glistening eyes still fixated on the man she had loved so dearly.
“Am I wrong?” Stiles asked, his voice hoarse as his face somehow got closer to hers.
She shook her head and inched her face closer, their noses grazing before he dove in and pressed his lonely lips to hers, pulling a soft gasp from her mouth. She welcomed him in a warm embrace, ignoring the music and the lights and the chatter, melting into his familiar kiss. 
The next morning
Y/N opened her eyes, the sunlight peering through the curtains forcing her to shut them almost immediately. Groaning she rolled onto her side, her bare chest meeting someone else’s. 
“Good morning, stranger,” she mumbled lazily. 
Warm arms wrapped around her naked body, pulling her into a peaceful embrace. 
“I missed waking up like this,” Stiles replied, his heart beating steadily. 
“So...about last night...” 
“I don’t want this to be just a one-time thing. Do you?”
Y/N reassuringly smiled up at her lover and shook her head. 
“I don’t either.”
“Okay, good.” 
The pair lay in silence until Y/N spoke again. 
“Did you really change?” she asked, doubt seeping in. 
Stiles looked down at her and placed a soft kiss on her delicious lips before answering. 
“I only came back once I knew I was ready to do better. All I ask is that you give me a chance to prove it to you.”
Y/N nodded with a grin. 
“Sounds good to me.”
hope you enjoyed this! I had fun writing it <3 thank you again for your request, lots of loveee
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subconfessions · 4 years
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Day 17
Hellooooo everyone 😋 I know you usually expect a blog post from Emma, and last time you got a blog post from Daddy, but today is Princess Tattle Tales turn 😜 don’t worry Emma will be back soon, but this has been a fun week for me hehe
The beginning of the week was a bit rough. The weekend held a lot of car problems and I was stuck out of the house for most of it. Meh. But thankfully by Monday things were pretty sorted out, and I was able to start catching up on tasks. I finally got my blog posted about my orgasms four days prior 🙈 and Daddy made sure to have a talk with me before reading it. As soon as he said that I knewwww I was in trouble. Punishments galore 😖☹️ some really not so fun ones too. Daddy had me change my name on wire to Naughty Girl, I lost my rope and plug to wear at nights, all my stuffies got put back in the box, and my brand new stuffie had to spend his last night with me in the corner ☹️🥺🙇🏼‍♀️ and of course the talking daddy gave to me really helped that lesson sink in.
After that daddy asked about the other sub and if he took my side when I got punished. That made me laugh. Oh boy was that funny. Every time I get in trouble the other sub either says I deserved it or a worse punishment or he tries to come up with a way for me to brat against the punishment and get me in more trouble 😛
Daddy was shocked by that hah
The other sub is basically prince tattle tale
Always looking for something to get me in trouble 😛 and daddy took dirty pictures of me away from him and I think he’s finally starting to miss them 😂 trying to convince me that videos and FaceTimes are technically not dirty pictures.
But I finished my edges for the night and went to bed, after daddy teased me about my bush for a bit 😒🙇🏼‍♀️ talking about how fun showing off was gonna be now and how humiliating it would beeee 😳😩
The next day haha oooooohhh the next day was a lot of fun for me 😋😂
Daddy let me become the sheriff of the sub police hehehe and he had a plan to send me after the other dom for abuse of power 😂
I was absolutely giddy about this idea hehe it’s always fun getting to meddle around with them again ever since the group chat disbanded 😂 so of course I took up the rank of sheriff and got to work, although I was a bit nervous about how she was going to respond to me threatening to arrest her.
And hehehe oh it was fun getting into character 😂 I wasn’t totally expecting her to respond to me and just accept my newly appointed position. But I definitely had fun coming up with ways to talk around her excuses and so called witnesses she had.
But oof she had a better case than Daddy did 😛 and she started hinting at me being a corrupt American cop and I couldn’t let that fly so I had to play this game as by the law as I could 😂 which I don’t think is daddy’s style considering he told me to arrest my sub friend purely for being Australian.
Eventually I was debating back and forth with her and with my sub friend who was her newly appointed lawyer and man he was not playing nice with me 😛☹️🙇🏼‍♀️ he was making it so hard and since I didn’t have alllll the facts of the story it was veryyy hard to defend daddy the way I wanted tooooo 🙄🙇🏼‍♀️ but I still stalled and did my best to go toe to toe with this bloodthirsty shark 😛
Eventually daddy got back and started defending me in the group chat to the other sub 😂 which was when he lost his dirty picture privileges and when daddy told me I should arrest him. I was so amused by how big this had snowballed 😂 but eventually Daddy went and fought his own battle with his dom and recalled his report, and sadly my lawyer friend lost his job on the case, and we closed the investigation into the abuse allegation.
Tragic.
It would’ve been fun to witness that court case 😜😂
But aside from that I got to go and experience the wrath of my little friend that day. After going behind her back and stealing her orgasms I knew she was going to be sooooo mad at me hehehe but when daddy suggested the idea I honestly couldn’t resist the idea of having a denial buddy, no matter how mean it would be if I’d actually accomplished it 😅 I know Emma was definitely hoping that Tim wouldn’t say yesss but for some reason the Baby Yoda I offered sealed the deal 😁
But going over to her house was scarryyyyy
She didn’t know yet 😅 and I knew when she found out she was gonna be soooooo mad at me.
And yikes when she found out. I ran for the hills.
I didn’t have many places to go though sadly 😛
So I crawled under their kitchen table and hoped I could just hold on so she couldn’t get me out from under it
But I really forgot how strong she could be when she wanted to 😅
So she dragged my ass out from under there, me pulling chairs along with me, desperate to stay away from her, and she grabbed my pony tail and yanked it and sat on my stomach and licked my face like what the fuck 😒 I was lucky she didn’t like spit on me or something though.
But in all it was faiiirrrr I pretty much gifted her with a month and then some of denial 😛
So I left her house and left Baby Yoda with her, I was sad to see him go after only having him for a few dayssss
Daddy though was mean and decided that every edge she does I have to do two 🙇🏼‍♀️ no faiiiiirrrr, and on top of that I have to still do all of Daddy’s edges toooooo
That wasn’t the end of me messing with my friend though 😅 in the morning she had quite the message for him, which I of course passed along. And not long after did Daddy get her to say looootttssss of naughty words 🙈 uh ohhhh
You know what that means
Tattling
But.
I was feeling a little bad for all the trouble I’d been getting her into. So daddy suggested I try blackmailing her 😅😂
For a stuffie.
I was sold.
So I went right too it, and it was honestly so easy to get her to cave and trade me a stuffie for the rest of the denial. I knew she didn’t want those spanks she would get for alllll of those very very naughty four letter words. I was feeling pretty proud of myself hehe managing to get a stuffie out of her, especially since she has my Baby Yoda 😋
And Daddy was proud of me toooo hehe and that definitely made me feel fuzzy inside.
And it was certainly nice when my friend handed me the dragon unicorn I requested the other night 😋
Till next timeee 😋😋😋
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Hey it's me, you know who. Can I have a (maybe long) blurb of like meeting Haz and like the whole advancement of the relationship when you have really really bad trust issues because of things from your past (and if it's not too much, maybe their first timeee too? How that would go with her trusting him finally but still being scared?)
You first met Harrison Osterfield at a party you didn’t really even want to go to. Your friend knew you were having a hard time and, in her attempt to get you to feel better, dragged you to a party some people she knew were having. You fought her on it, but eventually - just to get her off of your back - you relented and went. 
“But I am not going to have fun,” you said.
And you didn’t. Not at first. You sat in the corner, playing on your phone and sipping your (non-alcoholic) drink. Soon you felt the couch you were sitting on dip with extra weight.
“Let me guess,” a voice said. “You’ve been having a rough go and your friend dragged you here to boost your spirits.”
“How’d you know?” You laughed, looking up from your phone. 
“I might be in a similar boat.” The boy smiled; his light blue eyes lit up as he did. “I’m Harrison.”
“(y/n).”
The two of you talked for the rest of the night, but you were careful to leave your self-built walls intact. He noticed this and called you out on it, but kindly; you explained to him that you have serious trust issues because of things that had happened to you in the past. 
“I’m not quite ready to explain what they are,” you said, “but I just have a very hard time trusting people, you know? The last time I let myself trust someone they promised me - they promised, Harrison - that they would never do anything to violate that trust. And then… they did. In spectacular fashion, I might add.”
“So what does that mean for us?” Harrison asked.
“It means I like you, so far. And I want to be your friend. But it’s going to take a lot of work on your part to prove that I can trust you, so if you want to bail then now’s the time.”
Harrison shrugged. “I get that. But… I’m not bailing.”
Slowly but surely, the two of you became close friends after that. You were available at all hours of the day, when he needed someone to talk to. He liked to surprise you with your favorite coffee when he could tell you were stressed.
But… the wall remained.
Every time you felt him start to chip away at it, the barrier went back up, strengthened even. You tried to get him to leave - you knew you were being frustrating, knew it must be hard for him because you couldn’t let yourself trust him. 
But he stayed.
Why, though, you’d ask yourself. Why is he staying through all of this? Does he want something?
All he really wanted was you.
**
One day, you and Harrison went for a walk. The weather was finally warming up after a long, cold winter; you wanted to get out and enjoy the warm sunshine. 
“Hey, (y/n). Can I ask you something?”
“Sure.”
“Um… I really like you. A lot. And, um… would you want to… I don’t know, go out with me?”
You raised an eyebrow at him. “How do I know I can trust you? How do I know you won’t hurt me, like everyone else has? What do you want?”
Harrison sighed sadly. “You don’t know any of those things, I suppose. I know you’ve been hurt, and badly. But I just don’t understand how anyone can do those things, especially to you. You’re so wonderful, (y/n), and I’d love for you to be able to trust me someday.” He reached over, gently grasping your hand. “Even if it means I have to work hard every single day to prove it to you, I want you to know that you can trust me completely.”
“To be honest,” you said, “I don’t know if I can ever trust anyone completely again. But…” you squeezed his hand. “I think I can maybe start to trust you. Just… no secrets, okay? We tell each other everything.”
“I can live with that. Um… is it okay if I kiss you?”
“It is.” 
Harrison rested his free hand alongside your cheek, smiling as he leaned in closer to you. You drew a nervous breath before his lips touched yours. 
And at that moment, you knew… you knew you could trust him.
**
Two months into your relationship, Harrison had a confession:
“You said no secrets, yeah?”
“I did say that. And you’ve been wonderful about that…. why? Why do you ask?”
Harrison smiled. “I want to take our relationship to the next level.”
“You mean sex?” you blurted out.
Harrison laughed softly. “That kind of is what I meant by that, yes.”
“I… it’s just… I’ve never done that before. I’ve been scared to, after everything that’s happened to me. I’m scared that I won’t be good at it, that you’ll leave afterwards, I’ll never see you again, you’ll tell all your friends about how bad I was and…”
“Oh, easy, love. Easy.” Harrison took your hand, carefully pulling you into his lap. “I know trust is still a hard thing for you. It really is. And you only believe me a little when I say you can trust me. But please believe me when I tell you that I would never do that to you… I don’t mind telling you why.”
You cocked your head to one side. “Why’s that?”
“Someone did it to me.”
Your eyes grew wide. “What?”
Harrison sighed. “I was 19. She was a little older, maybe 22? Anyway, we went out on a few dates, she had me convinced that I was the one for her, that I was perfect, that if I was going to lose my virginity it would be an honor for her to be my first, because I was her first too.”
“But you weren’t.”
“Not only that,” Harrison said. “She was already married. She was cheating on her husband with me.”
“Oh, my God.” You instinctively kissed his cheek. “I can’t imagine what that must have felt like for you. I mean, I kind of can.”
“I just felt… I don’t know, small. Disposable. Insignificant. It took me a long time to be able to trust anyone again after that. Actually, you were the first person I let myself trust after that.”
“Really?”
Harrison nodded. 
You sat for a moment, trying to process everything he’d told you. Then, you finally spoke.
“I wish you’d told me sooner,” you said. “But I understand more than anyone you probably know why you didn’t. I know that must have been really hard to say, especially out loud. I’m glad you told me, though.”
Harrison looked up at you, a small smile on his face. “Thank you,” he said. “For understanding.”
“Thank you for understanding.” And just like that, the walls crumbled. “Harrison? I… I love you.”
“You do? I mean, oh! I just… I love you too, and this was a shitty response to that, and…”
Laughing, you leaned down to kiss him firmly. “Harrison? It’s okay, really. But, um… you said something about taking this to the next level?”
“I did say that, yes.”
“Well…” you leaned your forehead against his. “I think I’m finally ready.”
“You’re sure? Because if you really don’t want to, we won’t. It’s entirely up to you.”
“Then I’m ready. Really, truly ready.”
Harrison grinned warmly at you, kissing you softly. “Then let’s go.”
(And I might write more of that later if you want it but I hope this helped you)
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toxic relationship 2015-2018
Ok so where do I begin?
My whole life I dreamed ab having a cute bf with a cute perfect relationship. I mean I did have some “relationships” along the way like when I lived in Brazil I had a little boyfriend in which we would gift each other presents on valentines day but that was it, or when I was in middle school I had 2 little bfs( during different times ofc) in which I would go to the mall with sometimes, seat next to each other In lunch , and makeout in the school staircase. but never really a REAL boyfriend.
Towards the end of middle school I started feeling the realll need to be loved and have a bf for some reason, but never in a million years would I have thought things would turn out the way they did. Get ready kids, its story timeee!
It all started my first day of freshman year, new school, new ppl, I was so overwhelmed and confused. Off the bat( not to sound cocky) all the guys were staring at me and saying I was pretty, I was so excited tbh. So it did not seem strange to me when a girl approached me and said “that guy thinks you are beautiful” and pointed at this skinny tan kid that was so ugly tbh HAHAHAHAHAH. Later on that same guy came & asked me for my number, and me being the nice girl I was said yes even though I did not want anything to do w him. 
My freshman year was definitely a blur. I was experimenting new things and honestly getting with so many cute guys since I was considered one of the prettiest girls in school. Mean while, the ugly kid that asked me for my number on the first day of school, actually became my best friend. I would tell him everything and even though I knew he wanted to be more, I was not interested at all, in fact, I was with one of his besties at the time. When his bestie and I ended things , the ugly kid that was now my best friend and I became even closer, so close to the point where he asked me a question. “ I know we are just friends but I have not had my first kiss and would love for it to be with someone as important to me as you” I didnt care so we did it and from then on we honestly jus became something. 
In the beginning lets just say I had him in the palm of my hands since I was kind of ashamed of being with this skinny ugly kid. He wanted to go public so bad and be something more than a h.u but I refuseddd. Until he started getting better looking(which until this day idk if he got better looking or I just caught feelings ) but I just gave in and became something. Honestly the beginning was perfect. We always went on dates, were always w each other, said our first I love you’s , lost our virginity to each other( could be another story time but I will see) and it was pretty great. One day, one of my best girl friends came up to me and said a girl told her that her and my boyfriend had sex and he cheated on me . Him and I  fought ab it but I honestly never rlly believed it since I was so young and naive,  so our relationship kept on.
I won't say our relationship was perfect bc it wasn't. As I grew to love him I became very overprotective and annoying since I wanted him all to myself(now ik it was unhealthy and I shouldn't have done that but I was my first relationship so I was confused) looking back we should've set boundaries but we never did. As time went on, he started to kind of mistreat me and say very hurtful things, he also started bailing on me to be with his friends and stuff. which is when things started to get bad. I should have never let him be so verbally abusive to me but he was and just kept on since I never did anything ab it. We just started to fight and fight and fight but I was so blinded by love that I did not let him breakup w me under any circumstance. Until one day, he just admitted to me that what my friend said was true , he had cheated on me. 
After that everything went even more downhill. he was always so nasty to me and never really cared ab how I felt. Sometimes we would be good but sometimes we wouldn't. The problem was, the good times were so good that I wouldn't want to let him go.He just started breaking up w me all the time for no reason and I would just beg and beg and beg for him back. That kept on for a long time until one day in the beginning of junior year, he broke up w me and even though I was hurt I had the strength to let him go. 
That break up was hard for me but it actually helped me a lot since I had a rlly strong support system. I was coaching cheer as well as actually being in a team with my besties which helped me a lot since I was always busy. When I wasn't cheering I was hanging out w my best friends and going to parties and stuff which honestly was smmm fun bc I was living the hs life and getting TRASHHHED every Friday, sat ,and Sunday. But ofc I would sometimes still see him and I was still very hurt since I would hear stories ab him getting w so many different girls. I was getting w one guy but it didnt mean shit to me lmao( it was cute though cause he was a football player and I was a cheerleader and he was HOT). I was actually so busy all the time that I lost sm weight and went from a kind of chubby girl to a skinny beautiful legend. Everyone wanted me.
Him and I actually got back after a few months and went to ny to start fresh. Even though things were going”good” there were too many trust issues towards him bc of the amount of girls he got w and stuff.The fact that he was so secretive w his phone(RED FLAG) was also weird. Our realitionshp became better when it was good but worse when it was bad. He started to physically abuse me sometimes, not beat me but but grab me hard here and there. throw me on the bed, drag me on the floor( I actually have a scar on my back bc of that). But we were sometimes good for days , even months, but bad for days also. He was so toxic and so secretive still, I knew something was up but I never rlly wanted to believe it. He broke up with me a few times more and would always add girls to the list of hookups he would have.Keep in mind, we lost our virginity to each other and at that point he was still the only guy I had been with and he had been w so many girls  .... With time( by the beginning of senior year) I started realizing that the way he treated me wasn't right and started getting tired but didnt want to end things w him bc I was just so used to us. Until one day we fought harrrrd and I just went to his bathroom wrote him a letter, left it on his bed, and left his house. The letter said I was breaking up w him and the reasons why.
Thats when the tables flipped again bc I stuck to my word. I left him and started living my life, while also finding out so much shit he had done being my back w other girls while we were still together. it hurt like a bitch but it made me stronger. When he started realizing that I was actually gone, he started chasing me and begging me to get back together and my answer was always no. I went to EDC with my best friends, started smoking again, going out whenever I wanted to, wearing whatever I wanted, dancing however I wanted,  and finally after 4 yeas of this guy telling me what to do, I started to feel free and happy w who I was again. Yea sometimes I would still see him and LOL I would always find out more shit he was still doing behind my back and stop talking to him again. But now I was much more stronger and knew my worth. He actually ended up dating( it think he still is) my ex best friend. which honestly wow they're perfect for each other cause they're both fakes and its cool cause he cheats on her too LMAOO, he actually cheated on her with me( karma is a bitch bc later on I found out he cheated on me with her). And yea , I became much closer to my girlfriends, made guy friends which I wasn't allowed to have in that relationship, graduated high school and never saw the fucker again . Now I am living my best life with a bunch of cool ppl, going out , and doing be happily ever after.
How love life is now: ik how to be in a relationship and I have also learned my worth so from now on I will only let good guys in. In case you guys are wondering I have had sex with other guys and im just happy overall while he is still stuck in a toxic ass relationship just with a different girl.
Karma is a bitch right?
with love, just me 
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School is about to start in my school and the only thing i cant think of is whether or not i can last a day or two without punching this guy in the face. I havent seen him in months but I swear, he is the biggest asshole to ever exist. He broke my heart, pretends to be sorry but then laughs about the whole situation with his friends?? what kind of person is that?? (im so sorry for ranting, i dont really have anyone to talk to about this and im sorry if this seems super petty) Send.Help.
Hey there sweetie! Do NOT be sorry that you’re telling someone this, we don’t think it’s petty at all. We both know what it’s to have stuff bottled up inside, and yea, not fun :/
This guy sounds like a total jerk! What kind of person would pretend to be sympathetic and then total disregard another person’s feelings for a laugh! Just remember that you’re better off without a guy like him >:( It’s a good thing you haven’t had contact with him for a while, maybe the next time you see him the whole situation will have cooled off a little? And if not, it’s a great demonstration of character to take the higher road :)
If he wants to be an ass, let him! Keep in mind that you’re better than him, and that someone like him doesn’t deserve you anyways!
It’s sleepover timeee!!!
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makumii · 4 years
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Answers to last rb - End of Year Meme
First things first, did you have a good year? kinda???? it sure was interesting and the first half sucked balls..
How old did you turn this year? 21
Do you feel your age? I feel 14 and 36 at the same time - it sure is fun to be alive
Did your appearance change in anyway? finally dyed my hair again! (currently blue) Also ears pierced in december
Post your favorite selfie. jokes on u i dont make selfies
If you traveled, where did you go? spent a week in cologne at a friends place for gamescom and another week in the middle of austria on a farm! (vacation - wooohoo)
Which fashion trends did you love? i dont even know any trends that occured this year help
Which fashion trends did you hate? see above
What was your favorite article of clothing this year? Post a pic if possible? very recent but that one fancy black coat i got myself for christmas (https://www.emp.at/p/malphas/397063.html)
What song sums up this year for you? Breathin - Ariana Grande but the Thomas Sanders cover
What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then? i dont even know what got releassed this year what is timeee
What was your favorite movie of the year? HOOOO boy okay: Klaus, Frozen 2, Joker and that’s about all that i remember
Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year? not really, i didnt have my eyes on many new faces this year
Favorite new TV show? She Ra probably?? Again, nothing overly new on that side |D Also not rly a TV show but I super got into critical role
Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears? Entrapdak all the way - those two basically killed me Also Critical Role (thanks B.) -> I’m only 40 episodes in the second campaign but BOY am I deep in
What food did you try for the first time? none as far as i’m aware?
Did you make any big permanent changes this year? uhhhhh i think my confidence got a boost in the second half of the year so i think that counts? Also ear piercings
What was one nice thing you did for someone else? sponsored an entire Christmas market visit for my best bro (Food and souvenirs included)
What was one nice thing you did for yourself? as cruel as it sounds, i broke up with my boyfriend which was quite freeing Also finally dyed hair again and I am LIVING
Did you develop a new obsession? Critical Role |D
Did you vote? Yeap
Did you move? Nope, but I might move out in 2020
Did you get a job? already had one, but thanks for asking <3
Did you get a pet? nope, only plushies
Do you regret not doing anything? OH Y E A H - there’s a bunch of things (not dancing with my maybe-crush at the christmas party, not breaking up sooner with my bf, and some other things i won’T remember rn but I am the master of not doing things and regretting it afterwards)
Do you regret doing something? probably, but i currently don’t remember; I’ll probably think of it during my next breakdown
Have you done anything that scared you? nope, didn’t do it because i was scared and now I regret not doing it |D
Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days? I don’t really get mad? But the biggest ball of negative emotions was caused by my breakup
Did you lose anyone close to you? my ex! we broke up and he didn’t want to stay in touch so there’s that
Did you fall in love? actually i might have; still working on figuring that shit out
Did you fall out of love? nope; even tho we only broke up this year it’s been over for me since the end of 2018
Did you start a new relationship? no, but there might be something in the works???????? IDK what to make of this situation
Did you go through a break up? ohhhh yeah - and it wasn’T as bad as expected (we already had a big major breakup at the end of 2018 so i already was prepared for the ‘final’ one)
Did you have to cut ties to someone? It wasn’t my choice unfortunately
Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year? the first person that came to my mind was important last year too so idk? no new people in my life
Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year? my ex (I love how he’s in most of the answers lmaoo)
If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it? heck yeah! if i had the chance to dance with that one dude?? I’d say yes immediately (he was kinda disappointed i said no so I SHOULDVE SAID YES)
What was the best moment of the year for you? have to name a few actually: - christmas party at work (including a mario kart tournament) - gamescom (and staying at a good friend’s place for a week!!) - christmas dinner at my granny’s bc i finally got to get back to my second half of the family) - my almost 1.0 GPA at school
What was the worst? - breakup (even if it wasn’t as bad, it still sucked) - my almost 1.0 GPA (SO CLOSE sklhgfsdköfjhskdö)
Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t? - the break up -> but i guess since i saw it comming it didn’t have as much power over me - a certain thing i might’ve done last year around christmas but wasn’t as bad as it seemed?? it’s all chill and just showed me some things about me that i wasn’t as certain of
Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did? actually no?? not that im aware of - okay maybe the maybe-crush accidentally helped me with my self confidence but uhhh idk if that counts or sth
What are you most proud of accomplishing? some sort of SELF WORTH got out of a toxic relationship
What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior? idk next
Did your opinion of anyone change for the better? honestly i don’t know, i still love my friends and no one is better off all of a sudden? idkkkk
Did your opinion of anyone change for worse? nope not that i’m aware of
If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year? even if i did make some I don’t remember them oops
If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year? maybe draw more? get back into piano playing? something like this also v important: 2020 me, dont let others ruin your self worth any further!!!!!! GO AND ROCK THOSE CLOTHES!!!!!!!!
If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year, where would you go and what would you do?  Who would you go this? I’m perfectly content here at home - the most adventurous I’d do is going to a friend’s place or something
What do you wish for others for the coming year? Lot’s of love and happiness, I wish for everyone to find their family and being able to surround themselves with people they love and that care about them!
What do you wish for yourself? That I stop being such a scared lil shit Srsly, if smn cute wants to dance with you u better say yes!!!!! Also that I can find more parts of my true self
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