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thestaroffeanor · 6 months

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Marriage of Finwë ...and the thread of destiny is spun ever on. aka Fëanaro is not impressed :) Not-so-transparent ghost Miriel under the cut

#my art #feanor #finwe #house of finwe #indis #tolkien #silmarillion #miriel #Míriel Þerindë #tapestry of time #this took me an embarrassing long time #but hey at least I have now a Finwe and an Indis design #weeeh

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its-malarkey · 6 months

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I realized this this morning and forgot to go confirm it until right now but THE TREE WUKONG AND MAC SIT IN FRONT OF WHEN HE GIVES HIM THE POPSICLE IS THE SAME TREE THEY SAT IN FRONT OF WHEN THEY WERE GIGGLING TOGETHER

#I’m actually a little embarrassed it took me so long to notice #this scene shouldn’t still be able to bring me to tears after I’ve watched it this many times #but god these monkeys really get me #this parallel is so so good man I hope they expand their relationship in season 5 #they make me insane #lmk monkey king #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk sun wukong #lego macaque #lego sun wukong #shadowpeach #lmk shadowpeach #lmk #lego monkie kid

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jjk-eugie · 5 days

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Afterhours

(Slightly less uncensored version in my twitter/X)

#my art #kusahigu #kusakabe atsuya #higuruma hiromi #idk why I do this to myself #I don't know how to color #but I guess for kusahigu ill try #this took me an embarrassing long time to finish #I love them both so much your honor

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beesinspades · 2 months

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reaching out

#vashwood #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun fanart #beelio draws #im. probably gonna be embarrassed to have shared this later but it took me too long not to sdfjkln #i was just going for vibes #so idk if this is in character tbh #but shrugs i just wanted to practice and try doing a comic for the first time #I tried!!!!

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moami · 1 month

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being German and only finding out that the original book is named twilight when you saw the movie because you read "bis(s) zum morgengrauen" and assumed there's no way they would have made a pun out of bis=until and biss=bite aka "until/bite to dusk" unless they had to AND YET!!?

#twilight #books #german #germany #text posts #god how long it took me to realise that those are the same books?#an embarrassing amount of time when i was like 13 #and my english sucked #i hope i am not alone in this embarrassment #diese bücher waren doch ein fiebertraum oder #was WAR das junge!!!

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skunkes · 3 days

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didn't know you were a dorm warrior cheye, how' was 'd you like the experience of living away from home?

(general) unfortunately i didnt have a cawr then, and also the kitchen was communal (and had the washer and dryer units in it) so I tried to avoid being spotted in there due to the Embarrassment and Shame of being alive, so it was really not too different than living at home where my room is my entire world...just a bit more quiet and peaceful loafing.

(specific) the college i attended is surrounded by water so was nice to walk around the few times I did. I saw Raccoon in person for the first time in my life ^_^ and many smunks and osprey, pelican my best friend pelican

#skunk mail #Anonymous #there was a bus i took around several times but it never seemed worth it to go #(until i made the friends i did and we'd go on it together to the mall) but ykwim #id eat at dining hall but if they didnt have anything i wanted id have to get creative #not only bc getting to the grocery store by bus was a whole planned ordeal #but also because well id be on edge in the kitchen all the time. like please dont walk in on me making embarrassing meals.#im embarrassed.#but as a whole was good experience #those posts about how the ideal living experience is like a college dorm is true in the way that everything is close together #for ex. i liked that i had to take a long long walk to get my mail from the mail room...forced to get sun

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radio-volta · 1 year

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Your shirt sticks to your chest.

The shoulders of your disco blazer grow heavy.

The cold finds its way in under your skin.

You shiver, and the city shivers with you.

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As always, open the pic for better quality.

#disco elysium #disco elysium fanart #shivers #pointillism #THIS TOOK ME SO LONG #and even now i still think if i'd just kept going it would be better but at some point you just have to stop #anyway shivers is our signature skill on the current playthrough and i'm feeling it #but by god seeing the skill icon in the game now gives me the horrors because i've been staring at this for an embarrassing amount of time #multiple pens were harmed in making this #my art

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thelastharbinger · 1 year

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Tenoch on the difference between white as a racial category and the culture surrounding “whiteness” as an identity construction.

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snakesinsocks2005 · 6 months

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Isn't it weird how a major achievement for you could just be another weekday for someone else

#i just went out (alone) and walked to shops and paid for things(with my own pocket money) at the register (no help needed)#(ive never done that before)#which is a Thing for me #but literally every other person my age has done that 10 times over Years ago and doesnt think twice about it #so im unsure whether i should feel proud of myself or embarrassed that it took me this long #snake hisses #might delete later

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tstain-is-an-idiot · 2 months

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New (mini) hyperfixation unlocked???

yeah... him🥺🥺

#hi-fi my beloved #i got into a show about seven toys #and got emotionally attached to the one with an obvious speech impediment #now where have i heard that before??#anyways im trying not to be too autistic about the raggy dolls anywhere else #especially on twitter #the three known raggy dolls fans are on twitter #and it just feels awkward you know?#it took one hour long video essay to get me into this show #which is a new record for fastest time obtaining a hyperfixation #though of course im nowhere near done with CU #also weird little hc about hi-fi but he definitely has at least a partial endoskeleton #fuck uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #the raggy dolls #whatever that just means i can say whatever i like without fear of embarrassment

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prowerprojects · 11 months

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Tails: Thanks, but you really didn't need to pretend to be my brother to get that guy off my back.

Sonic: Sorry, didn't mean to embarrass you. I just hate creeps like that and—

Sonic: Wait what do you mean pretend

Tails: Uh.

Sonic: ??

Tails: ...

Tails: *voice cracks* it's nothing.

Tails: Hey, can we get ice cream?

Sonic: Well I'm not stopping you but. Uh. Can I borrow some money? For the ice cream.

Tails: *laughs* Don't worry about it. My treat.

Sonic: Sweet! Race ya there?

#tails #blue blur #sonic & tails #tails the fox #miles tails prower #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #project.txt #I've been having ~thoughts~ about them but it feels embarrassing to type out so have a shitpost instead #in my hc it took sonic a long time to realize that he sees tails as his younger sibling (happened sometime between sa1 and colors)#but once it did happen it became like. a fundamental of life to him #tails was already dreaming about sonic being his brother after they knew each other for like a week #but it was always like 'i wish sonic was my brother' or 'sonic is like a brother to me'#he wouldn't have ever dared to claim him outright until sonic did it first

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scaramutuall · 6 months

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in my recent correspondence with the wanderer, i've found him mentioning you more and more frequently.... it started out quite rough around the edges, but he truly has come to love you! he fears the intimacy of being known, of losing someone as important to him as you... but in his heart of hearts, he truly wishes to stay by your side as your companion for good ♡

- buer

#HI SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO ANSWER THIS BUT #I've literally been thinking about this for days it is actually embarrassing #<- guy who keeps smiling in situations that are NOT APPROPRIATE !!!!!#psychological torture of the highest degree #AUGH THANK YOU FOR THIS I love it so much. hello.thank u one million times forever #fave #✉️#🖇️

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criscura · 4 months

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I wish I wasn't so exhausted and I could make more art.... I even planned out a whole prompt-a-day month for Saigenos/Genosai, TWICE, but the first time no one seemed like they could participate when I asked about it, and the second time I friggin lost the damned plan. I could remake it a third time, but I just....I don't know.

I've been really struggling to get along for a while, and I think if it didn't hit it off--or even if I just got really productive and it seemed like I was reaching crickets--I'd be so incredibly discouraged that it would bring me down even further. It usually takes my stuff a few months to a year to get reach, and that really doesn't do anything for me when I need the support immediately.

It's not that I don't have a billion ideas for so many different things, but my battery has been taking longer and longer to charge up and it's been running out faster and faster, and it's been like this for....a year?? Ish?? Maybe longer, I don't know.

I wish I could just stop needing so much fucking time to bounce back.....

#written from my bed as I'm almost crying from exhaustion and hopelessness #I'm PMSing and I had a really tiring day so i know this feels worse than normal #but when you've been struggling to fall asleep for months because waking up means being disappointed in yourself #for everything you failed to do the day before and everything you know you're going to fail to do again today #it's really hard not to feel like shit about yourself #trying to be constantly hopeful but never living up to your expectations #and then the few times that you do you completely crash for days #and then the only way to not crash is to have your big accomplishment be 'i went to the gym' 'i took a shower' 'i answered a message'#and just. again #to have the be the way you're living for months and months and months #it's so embarrassing to admit how little i can do and it makes me so ashamed knowing how much I've done and see what everyone else around me #is constantly doing #and then when i do share things it just kind of dies off because I've been too exhausted to maintain most relationships #which ALSO makes me feel like absolute fucking shit because i think people think i just don't care about them #when it's really that it takes me hours to get out of bed and I'm lucky if i remember to eat before 4 #and I hate so much of myself and see it as such a huge waste of time that it uses up almost all the energy i have to take care of myself #but if i don't do it I'll just hate myself even more #i know i keep on complaining about this but I'm. I'm trying to fix it #i have BEEN trying to fix it actively for so fucking long #but it's.....i think I've stopped believing anything i do has significant worth and it makes it hard to keep trying #and i know people will read this and say take something for it but when you're only interactions with medications and drugs #are one experience that scarred you so bad you didn't go to the doctors for ten years and one experience so bad #that you couldn't even explain it at first without HARDCORE disassociating #it's hard to convince yourself that anything will ever be any better and that it won't make everything intensely worse for years

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mythicalrobyn118 · 1 year

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I'm posting this while I still have the courage to...

#rhink fanart #rhett and link #college boys #digital art #im still learning #this took me an embarrassing long amount of time #and i added a filter to make it look somewhat presentable #i cant get the lips or fingers right #idk what im doing

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writerfae · 5 months

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Well, after learning that beautiful piece of information

I'm gonna send you the ask I was planning to even before this, which is kinda strange (but cool)

What I noticed was that everyone we know from Aiden's family tree had a story that would fit into a fairy-tale book (for better or worse)

We have what happened to the Alder king that became a legend

We have Aiden's story as the Seer who saves the world

We have the prince and the hunter with Henry

And Milan and Ranva (apparently my current obsession for some reason, so please talk about them!). The love story of a human and a fae princess(?). Stealing a beautiful girl from her evel husband and making a family. A tale ending in tragedy.

I was listening to the song dancing and the dreaming from httyd 2 and it really reminds me of them.

You are right, the lives of Aiden, Henry and their parents do kind of feel like out of a fairytale book, but only in some aspects.

Yet their stories are no fairytales.

Henry’s is maybe, in a way. After all, he’s the hunter that married a prince. He went from not feeling like he belongs to finally finding his place. But now his life is quite ordinary, as ordinary as it can be for a king.

Aiden’s story, on the other hand, is much more like a heroic epic. He is facing situations that make him grow as a person and achieves great things. Before that, he was living an ordinary life. One he wants to go back to eventually.

And then we have Ranva and Milan. They are a tragic love story. Two people whose love mastered great odds and brought them happiness- only for it to be lost in the end.

And here we have it again, the wish to be ordinary. Ranva treasured their normal family life more than anything. This is as much a part of this family as the fairytale aspect of their life is.

None of them wanted to be those grand stories people will talk about, but somehow they ended up to be.

But more about Ranva and Milan’s story.

Ranva is a fae, but no princess. She was merely the daughter of a high lord. She was, however, engaged to a prince. And that’s where the problems started.

Because as you can guess since it’s Cameron she didn’t like her fiancé at all. But for her family’s sake she agreed to get married to him.

Now some time after her engagement there was a huge feast at their court, hosted by the wild hunt (a group of fair and wild fae that are hunters). So of course Ranva was there.

But you know who was also there? Milan. You should know that Aiden’s father was considered a very talented archer. So talented in fact, that the wild hunt invited him to hunt with them for a day and join their feast.

There he met what he considered the most pretty girl he had ever seen. So he went to talk to her and luckily, she seemed to be just as interested in him as he in her.

They spent hours talking and dancing and trying to hide from Ranva’s family and fiancé. And they decided they wanted to see each other again.

That’s when something pretty similar to what Henry and Callan did started. Milan and Ranva secretly met regularly in either of their realms. And they fell in love.

Ranva was very conflicted. She wanted to run away with Milan and live a normal life more than anything, but she didn’t want to leave her family hanging.

She saw it as her duty to marry Cameron and so she did, even though it broke her heart. She still met up with Milan behind her husband’s back and it was the only thing that kept her from being miserable.

Then Ranva’s discovered that she was pregnant. She knew it was Cameron’s child. She went to see Milan, distraught, and told him about it. She expected him to leave her, but he didn’t. He said whatever she’d decide, he would have her back.

Now for Ranva it was clear that she did not want her child to be raised at court with Cameron as the father. So for her baby, and also a little bit for herself and her love, she made the decision to leave everything behind after all.

So one day she ran away with Milan to start anew, as a family. Milan married her as soon as they came to his realm and brought her home as his wife.

The two were really happy, despite some people of the village not approving of them. Milan cared for Ranva’s, he loved her more than anything. And he loved Henry, too, as if he were his own son.

And then they had Aiden and they were happy for a long while, until Ranva’s past caught up to her.

#hey want me to make the sadness worse? if Ranva wouldn’t have died Aiden and Henry would’ve had a little sister one of these days #also fun fact Henry was actually born in the fae realm #Ranva was like no son of mine will be raised under the pressure of being a prince AND having a shitty dad #this took me an embarrassing long time to answer but I didn’t know how to explain the first part of my answer xD #writer speaks #writeblr #wip: the knights of the alder

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granlance · 7 months

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Hellooooo everybody! No, I haven’t disappeared 😅

It’s been a while since I posted anything, though. One thing after the other came up and I did not have the energy for anything, let alone posting in socials.

I HAVE been looking at all the love my works have gotten (specially the Princess Tutu ones ... you people have left me spechless) and I cannot put into words how grateful I am for all your support. Your likes, reblogs, tags and comments made my day even at the worst times

Speaking of works, I’ll talk about the next ones below the cut

Of course, it’s October, so my brain won’t let me skip THE challenge and therefore here I am again: it’s gonna be Pokemon this time

No list to follow this year, just somewhat of a plan/outline (or however you say esquema in english, I actually don’t know this one)

The first 20 days will be based on the Pokemon Legends Arceus poems. The rest will be Scarlet/Violet drawings, divided into the 3 main quests

And that’s about it! Hope you like these ones too 🙈 I’ll post the first one in a bit, if you miss it it will be in my blog for sure

#artober #artober 2023 #poketober #what do you even call a Pokémon theme artober?#rambling in the post #I really wanted to make an Arceus themed artober but also kind of wanted to draw sv #but didn’t want to make two artober about Pokemon #at least not consecutive #so a mix it is (it’s kind of embarrassing how long it took me to decide how to organize it)#also really wanted to try the Arceus art style with the simple ink illustrations #but I’m not comfortable enough with that technique so 😢#is there a tag for a post after months of not being around?#long time no see #long time no post #aha there it is #rambling in the tags #as usual

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