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#🍥 drawings !#i like to imagine vil thinking “ ah theres my autistic guy ” everytime kyo pops out of nowhere#GUYS I SWEAR ROOK IS NEXG OKAY HES JS A WIP RN I JUST HAD TO GET THIS OUT MY MIND#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#vil schoenheit#vil x oc#oc art#kyo x vil#vil fanart#twst fanart
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on june 11th 1993, mike wheeler drags his vaguely amused (and highly endeared) boyfriend will byers to the movie theater, shells out for the largest size popcorn they have available, and gets 2 premium, middle-row seats to watch steven spielberg’s jurassic park
(he’s been vibrating with anticipation ever since the first trailer came out. he makes will go see it with him another five times before it leaves theaters.)
#he would be jurassic park’s number one fan this is so important to me#as someone who is jurassic park’s number 2 fan#the book also is in my top 5 books of all time i think. just absolutely brilliant#and mike would LOSE HIS FUCKING MIND#THE T. REX ANIMATRONIC??? IN 1993 ?? ARE U KIDDING??#he makes the whole party go see it too and they also lose their shit#like this boy would ride this high straight through the 2010s#52 year old mike wheeler is watching it with his husband will byers rn actually he told me so#everyone just went home after his bday dinner and they’re having movie night#anyways this popped into my head earlier (for reasons) and now u can pry this hc from my cold dead hands thanks#also like. will would also be so excited dont get me wrong#he would be losing his shit#but in my head dinosaurs are like marginally more mike’s thing#yk#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#/astro posts
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dont u ever think that one thing achilles & patroclus had in common was that both of them were willing to kill themselves after seeing the other dead?
#im throwing tomatoes at myself rn#sorry for this guys it just popped in my mind#achilles#patroclus#patrochilles#achilles x patroclus#madeline miller#greek mythology#greek myth#books#tsoa#the song of achilles#circe
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"Ah want tae eat t'ey t'em pussy roight now."
#suggestive#(NO IM WORKING RN AND STOPPED JUST TO POST THIS)#(CAUSE HER SAYING IT POPPED INTO MY MIND)#(BACK TO WORK WITH ME)#(Nothing even prompted it im literally minding my own business)
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Y'all are gonna think I'm so weird.
But I'm running with this idea I've had for a while for my mcl ocs. Well, other than the actual other mcl ocs I've made.
It's part lazy, part bizarre.
Clones.
Yep, clones.
My MCL NG oc is a clone of the original Puku, but different. I haven't figured out the details yet, but it's like what I did with Pukun, Puku's male clone. It has the idea of a type of clone theory idea of nature vs nurture. The DNA and nature of the puku clones is the same, but the nurture is always a bit different depending on circumstances. Puku "prime" is the parent of all the clones made, but Puku "prime" had a different parentage and upbringing than the clones. Not to mention, the events of each mcl game has different outcomes for clone Puku.
This Puku has -teal- hair and is a zoomer, I guess. Raised by Puku "prime" and has the existential grappling of dealing with being a clone in general.
There's... still a lot of ironing out to do. Like... Where does Kentin fit into all this? How should I incorporate the family given to Puku 2.0 in New Generation?
Why am I giving this plot to an MCL OC!??
lol
#my candy love#my candy love new generation#mcl ng#not that it matters at all. i don't believe I'd really write much lore on all this. it's just what my mind thinks of when regarding thispuk#actually I'm leaning more towards Puku 2.0 being raised by the family in universe. but Puku prime is like the creepy person that pops in#from time to time to make sure teal puku is doing alright#all of the pukus are adopted anyway lol#i have to study zoomers so I can know what zoomers are all about#wait... being a zoomer is all about upbringing during a certain time period.. so technically this Puku should be a gen alpha but JUST GO WI#dw guys I'll program this puku with the memories of a gen zoomer#When the teal puku was “born” from the test tube#puku prime put all the things zoomers grew up with on a crt television and had her watch it for a couple years while the body grows rapidly#it's all good fams we got this#teal puku would be like to peers “what do you mean your parents didn't have you watch your memories before they became memories?”#so like... teal puku will be “raised” by puku prime for about 4 years with programming. Then she'll be dropped off at the door step of the#family in NG with the instructions that she needs them to be her new family#yeah it's perfect!#just... so many of those gen z starter packs that I seen around#like minecraff and fortnite and the wii... yeah it's perfect#i need to remember how much aging happens in one year that I must have decided at one point. like a dog.#i think it was 1 year = about 4 years of growth but I can't member rn#but as per usual that growth cycle only goes on until reaching the age of the dna sampled. then it goes back to normal puku dna human growt#so actually 1 year of zoomer childhood programming#wait... the plot holes... are still.. T__T#I'll workshop it.
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#dont know who else to talk to about this because it feels so personal but i feel anonymous on here#yesterday i had an ultrasound of my chest and they found something abnormal and ordered a biopsy#and its been on my mind every minute since then#the mass looks uncomfortably similar to the google images that pop up when u search 'malignant tumor'#and ive been doom scrolling on the breast cancer subreddit lmao#and im aware that its just stressing me out more but i couldnt stop and almost started crying#like the results could come back completely normal but.... im terrified of that not being the case#and i dont know how to deal with it until the actual procedure#its on friday but time is going so slow#all day ive been wanting to just blurt out my feelings to everyone ive talked to#but it feels so embarassing at the same time#so thats why im posting abt it on here i guess#i just literally dont know how to process my feelings rn
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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought#i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy#its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere#bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like#normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes#possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my#reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it#i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything#in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place#i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass#i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired#god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or#read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill#so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating#its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage#bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn#unrelated
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I KNOW there is a pipeline from teen wolf to doctor who (or the other way around) but I haven't figured it out. I just. I see you. I see stiles stilinski pop up far too often for there not to be one.
and I don't even like most of you bc it's the same fuckin sterek hating scott mccall lovers (me) vs scott mccall hating sterek lovers (you), but in a completely different fandom. it's absolutely tragic.
#going through it rn as I try and piece this together#I'm just so curious. it's such a little group but it's big enough that I notice it nonetheless#and never the scotty lovers either mind you#it's JUST the stiles kids. the sterek girlies#I'm trapped as a scott mccall defender-till-I-die with the scott mccall hating stereks. hell. hell on earth#I swear to the high heavens I've seen “bad friend scott mccall” pop up once in the dw tag on ao3 and I about lost my shit#WHAT IS IT DOING THERE!!!#Idk if I've just gotten completely and utterly unlucky but I don't want to be any of your guys friend even with our common interests#I kinda hope I've just gotten unlucky honestly but I don't think I have#like what's the appeal of dw to sterek lovers. I want to know#why is it MOSTLY attracting you lot?#anti sterek#putting that there so you can ignore me I'd feel bad if you saw this#but it irritates me LOL I wanted to rant and rave about this#teen wolf#doctor who
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You have abducted me into too many webtoon fandoms. It’s my turn now.
You should read Paracosm (Canvas)
I will write this down thank you....
#Good timing I'm. Going through some on my list rn#I love trying out new series cause I really want to support all the authors! But some reading feels like more of a chore than enjoyable so#Ive gone through and unsubscribed from some. I just pop in once a month or so#Number may decrease more a lot of a series I follow early on to see whether I keep reading or whether I drop it... just depends on how the#Story goes!#BEE REMBER#webtoon#paracosm webtoon#Asks#a-being-of-chaossss#I trust yall you guys have AMAZING taste so far (only thing that comes to mind I've stolen is Sable Curse so far but still)
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j-hope - more
happiest of birthdays to you darling @ipromisedthesunset ♡
#bts#bangtan#jung hoseok#jhope#hobi#ftd: be#shelby ☀️#zzarchive#tosnimeat#cianshine i know you like bangtan so i hope you dont mind the tag!#anyways. shelby darling hi!!!!#happiest of birthdays to you love!! i just realized idk your timezone but it's 4am for me rn so i hope that counts as on time adajgkfh#we havent talked in a bit but pls know i adore you lots and every time hobi pops up on my dash i think of you <3 (i hope you dont think that#is weird. youre just the number one hobi lover in my head)#i hope you have the most wonderful day full of love and light and laughter and peace and that you get to spend it just the way you want#i wanted to make you something really really lovely but then i got covid and my energy is still a bit non-existent sorry :( also ps hates me#and kept crashing so yeah. this is not a lot. but i hope it makes you smile either way <3#pls pls pls ignore that the coloring doesnt match :( i couldnt get the pinkish coloring to work on all the scenes so now its just. three#different colorings ahdjkshl. at least hobi's pretty always!!#sending you all my love and all the hugs (((hugs tightly))) may you be happy and healthy always love bye now im going to bed <3
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The only reason why my main paracosm will always keep its title as "main" even tho I have like a dozens more which aren't AUs & in which I pass more time now is because no matter how caught up in another world I am, the paras of my main paracosm will always find their way back to me as impulsive thoughts if not in another way
#my main parame spends a lot of time unconsciously popping up in my mind as if he was an alter fronting for someone who should not be real#like he keeps accidentally breaking the fourth wall except he doesn't know it but i can see/hear it all clearly babe i see u showering rn#not complaining tho i love his energy and his unexpected 3-hrs long monologues#also not trying to brag but i did pass years both irl and inside on that paracosm & its funny people#and its the only one that feels so natural to me like its home. its the first place i think of a safe place to go#its my whole world but so were other paracosms before which is why im so glad this one just refuses to let me go no matter what#these are my people in there and it feels good knowing theyre calling to me too like we all know i belong there#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#paras rant#paraportal#paracosm : Q
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srry for the sad posting
#personal#i cant believe I'm crying in the work bathroom over this#i wish i could just feel mt feelings rn abt this instead of having all the nuances pop into my hear#i desperately wish she hadnt apologized yet#she put a ball in my court that i didnt want yet bc i still needed to ice my ankle and do PT before playing again#<< metaphor in case its unclear to the like 1 or 2 ppl who might read this#but like i cant stop thinking about this stupid apology#ik she said it bc she probably meant it#but i wasnt READY FOR THAT#the only reason i even reached out was to say “hey give me my stuff back im giving you yours back”#i tried so hard NOT to engage with the emotional side of the convo bc i did NOT have the space for it#and now i feel like the bad guy bc im not answering her for this apology#bc im not READY#and its been in the forefront of my mind for literally like 48hrs now#oughghgh
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ive been trying my best to make art that is Not venti or Not vntl (or any of my pixel blorbos) and goddamn it is hard. and i would love nothing but to just keep making food for myself if i didnt need it for a portfolio where i can only put original works. i have none
#tulip says#im going to explode#i am very much less interested in doing art when its not my faves#i realize this now#immmm lowkey really worried abt this bc i need TEN original works and i have ZERO and i need it done in about 2 months#ill just die#why am i not one of the oc machine artists who have a bazillion little guys popping up in their minds and sketchpads#on another note. my skills really have deteriorated cuz i cannot draw some stuff or paint for the life of me anymote#im painting rn and while i was never the best#i sure was better before#auhghfhf
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hello :) im taking a break (not abandoning the blog)
just wanted to like, let you all know I'm taking a break from tumblr rn. I was gonna say it earlier, but my internet has been whacked for a little bit. It's better now, and I figured I should just tell you so nobody's wondering what going on!
My energy to write for Stardew is just really low right now. This happens a lot, what with the whole interest in it coming and going whenever it pleases. I don't know when I'll come back, and I might not be back in full swing for a while, but I'm not yet abandoning this blog!
The asks are still open if you want to send something in, but please don't expect it to get answered right away. Thank you! :]
#ieatsmallorphansnamedtom#notice#yeah ive got 34 in my inbox rn which isnt great but on top of not being active rn im just kjsdbkdsfbjk#also if I haven't gotten to your ask for a while I'm not ignoring it! I'm just doing whatever comes to my mind first#I'll probably get those done first when im back#anyways yeah so happy new year if you celebrate that and happy [thing/holiday/idk] to any other holidays around this time!!#(sorry i dont know my holidays whoops lol)#ive also got a few personal projects im working on right now#im hoping to be back sometime january to february but im not sure#lets just hope for me to be back by that time#i may pop in every now and then but!! nothing conclusive just yet#thanks :)
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to dpr/skz/svt/& enha’s management team,
i am very sorry you have to deal with me everytime i feel sad and listen to the boys, but at least I’m streaming right 🤗‼️
#ik they see my Spotify account pop up and roll their eyes#sorry they make me feel better pls forgive me#ily dpr thanks for preventing me from losing my mind always#listening to awesome rn 😍#just queued flicker because ri made me remember it#next gone days & mansae 😍😍#chit chat with coco <3
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more transition rambling
as upset as i sometimes get about not passing, i still love what transitioning is doing for/to my body so much. like i never get sick of seeing how hairy i’m getting, i’m impatient for more facial hair and so excited to have stubble and one side burn (and i would love for both side burns to come in.) my chest hair has started coming in the past few weeks and THATS been a thrill.
every time i hear myself singing and actually like how i sound? every time i laugh weird and sound like my brother, who i love so much? every time i see a friend for the first time in awhile
it’s just, life has been so hard for like, a year and a half now, and while i do think i’m finally on the upswing, there’s a lot of new trauma to deal with. but one thing i’ve learned from all this is how to take care of myself so, so well. i can love and care for myself now in ways i never imagined being possible. and having a body that actually brings me joy makes that so much easier.
and like, it’s especially resonant to have a body that actually brings JOY when i’ve had chronic pain since i was 12. when this all started because i got a new disability. my body can do less and hurts more and i still love it more. its harder to care for, but i’m trying harder.
transitioning has saved my life in SO many ways i could not be more grateful that i finally did it
#separate ramble for the tags:#i deactivated my twitter for a day and realized i could just. not bring it back#and so i didnt! and while i will pop in occasionally so i dont lose it permanently and to check in w people and there and such#it is kinda nice. its also very weird#i also deleted the tumblr app#so i cant just like share every random thought i have with the internet#and i WANT to so badly i am so used to it lmao#but i think practicing being more intentional about what i share online and like breaking that habit of tweeting everything is good for me#even if its not permanent#but hell it might be!#i havent done a great job on breaking the scrolling habit bc i still have instagram for my sibling gc lmao#but reels are. way less engaging than twitter so.#reflecting on it though has made me realize like my memory is so bad and one reason i tweet so much is literally as a Record#but its like alright well maybe a Journal would be Better#and accepting that its ok to forget random thoughts i do not need to preserve every little idea i have#reflecting on internet habits on the internet is very online i admit#but i dont mind being online im just trying to find a way to do so that doesnt break my brain so bad#which is why this is on my mind rn bc like i do genuinely enjoy doing a little blog every so often lmao#might branch out and start actually blogging/writing about my interests too
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