I am so... empty and happy and idk... experiencing withdrawal after that baldur's gate 3 epilogue yall

I can't get over everything around the endgame scenes with Karlach and Astarion (and I mean the "good" endings!), I am literally still processing it days later 😭

Plus Gale being a professor, free of the orb?? Shadowheart being at peace, finding herself and able to adopt the Owlbear?? Her visiting Gale and Tara for tea??? Making her own cider and wanting to do a reunion party every year??? Being invited to lecture Gale's students and bring Astarion too and also stay and chat in his tower??? Halsin gets to be a dad like he's always wanted with all the orphans??? Karlach has hope for a new engine and may return home and might be more than friends with Wyll??? Lae'zel raging her dream, riding red dragons and learning to be more diplomatic? Jaheira being Jaheria and Minsc visiting Astarion much to his dismay (and somehow when he's not with my Tav in the Underdark or looking for a cure lol)?? Just... everyone living their best lives??? All of the hugs!???? My heart is so full the more I think about it but I also want to see it in the game and not my head 😭

Only issue is who gets Scratch??? Where has he been the past 6 months and where is he staying afterwards?? Did I miss this detail??

Basically that epilogue is so so wholesome and hopeful. Got me feeling like this once again

John N sharpens his pencils with his teeth.

Realizing that Jane fell for the equivalent of a caveman is really something else, tbh

ALSO!!!! have a RARE sporks sketch!!! had to do baby girl Vash after 4 years of not drawing!

And people bitching about Yaz’s gay arc or whatever because it doesn’t fit their personal experience need to shut up about it, really, you are not a monolith and you’re just betraying your ignorance. Just because it’s not relatable to Your personal lived experience, doesn’t mean it isn’t to others, and the casually offensive bs that is spouted in some circles is both inherently self centred and most ironically, pretty homophobic. 

this might be the funniest thing to come out of a scrapped draft of a fake outer wilds care manual

hi sorry I disappeared for like two weeks but I was overwhelmed with the news that there's a significant chance I may be on the autism spectrum (and possibly have a nice side helping of adhd) which if true has a fuckton of implications for how poorly many, many things throughout my life have played out, so needless to say I am not doing very well

(and by that I mean I was mostly crying on and off for days, and then cried some more when I realized it will cost thousands if I want to get a proper assessment done and I'm not confident my insurance would cover all of it, and also depending on how much my hours continue to be cut this month I may not even have said insurance for much longer at all hahahaha)

i havent draw anything bruh, my artblock is so bad rn

i told y’all this would be my top song 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 i have never predicted it correctly til this time lmao

Man... I really really want to make either a Visual Novel with my art, writing and OCs or create an original Comic Series.

I lack the programming skills and have zero clue about publishing games for the first one and I lack the time and still the skill for the latter...

GUESS WHO FUCKING GOT THE JOB EVEN THOUGH THEY FORGOT HOW TO SPELL 'ACCOMMODATE' AND 'OCCURRING'-- ME, CLOWN CENTRAL

lmao I haven’t posted anything so have a dragon egg that I drew for a future au. He needs a name though, any suggestions?

Sometime next month I'll probably open comms back up. 😳

i’m afraid of very little in this life, but if you want to see my constitution drop into the negatives within seconds? put me near a spider. ‘cause that’ll sure as hell do it.

A playlist, in honour of flintcoded and his Anakin post, with songs that make me think of Anakin Skywalker // Darth Vader

// Burning Alive - 8 Graves // Malevolence - Acacia Ridge // Sweet Dreams of Otherness - Alexisonfire // Boden - Amenra // Sleep Now - Angelspit // Animals - Architects // Riot! - Arrested Youth // Show Me How To Live - Audioslave // A Dangerous Thing - AURORA // Glitter & Gold - Barns Courtney // This Night - Black Lab // Degausser - Brand New // Heavy Is The Crown - Daughtry // Day I Die - DeathbyRomy // I Feel Like A God - DeathbyRomy // The Curse - Diary of Dreams // Bring Me To Life - Evanescence // Centuries - Fall Out Boy // Soldier - Fleurie, Tommee Profitt // Drumming Song - Florence + The Machine // Blood Water - grandson // Gasoline - Halsey // Orphan - Holy Wars // Warrior - Holy Wars // Arsonist’s Lullabye - Hozier // Ready For Combat - Icon For Hire // Bones - Imagine Dragons // Half God Half Devil - In This Moment // Worldwide Torture - Jazmin Bean // The Imperial March - John Williams // Burn - King Woman // Coming Undone - Korn // Art Deco - Lana Del Rey // Dark Matter - Les Friction // By Myself - Linkin Park // In The End - Linkin Park // Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park // How Villains Are Made - Madalen Duke // Depraved - Mammals // IN NOME DEL PADRE - Maneskin // The Hearse - Matt Maeson // Tear Me To Pieces - Meg Myers // The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance // Mama - My Chemical Romance // Head Like A Hole - Nine Inch Nails // Antagonist - Nova Twins // Black Sheep - Palaye Royale // Counting Bodies Like Sheep - A Perfect Circle // Devil in the Details - Placebo // Where Is My Mind - Safari Riot // Black Hole Sun - Soundgarden // Endless War - Within Temptation // Napalm - Zheani //

i bought three of those sonic boom surprise figures and now i have knuckles, sticks and tails!!! :D