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sporadicallynightmarishbees · 6 months

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I can't be expected to be normal after hearing the words:

" 'I've seen enough,' he says, 'I know exactly what I want

And it's this life that we've created

Inundated with the fated thought of you

And if you asked me to, if you asked me, I would lose it all

Like petals in a storm

'Cause, darling, I was born to press my head between your shoulder blades, at night when light is fading

Just to let you know, I'm old, waylaid and feels like I am wading

Into carpet burns and carousels

Christ, you'll be the death of me' "

Like??? How am I supposed to exist after this ripped open my ribs and played them like a xylophone

#Fair #the amazing devil #joey batey #madeline hyland #this is my millionth listen #im so normal about them actually #so normal #musical musings #music #there is cocaine in those songs #heartbreak #i want to cry #im sobbing #how can i survive when this exists #emotional #the amazing devil invented emotions actually #love #love songs #love sick

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astrobei · 11 months

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byler x jurassic park. thank you for your time.

#listen jurassic park is one of my Medias Of All Time #like. fundamental to understanding suni astrobi fr fr fr #i watched it for the millionth time on the plane a couple days ago and was thinking Such Thoughts #re: ellie will #bc they r both empathetic and sweet and nerdy but brave and will not take shit #and also paleobotanist will is so. SOOOOO.#and also re: alan mike #bc they r both a little grumpy and aloof and closed off at first interaction #but warm up to their loved ones and are protective and strategic and kind and also a huge fucking nerd #i can’t get them out of my head #they r in there like a worm in my brain .#also re: the scene where ellie helps the triceratops #imagining will pausing to help it when it’s sick #internally gagging while shoving his arms into the poop pile bc it’s disgusting but Powering Through #hm.#this one’s for thea btw my jurassic park loving partner in crime #she gets me. she rly gets me.#mike wheeler #will byers #byler #/astro draws

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corvid-khaos · 7 months

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patron saint of relapsing right in front of your chaos goddess wife

#listen you can’t have my favourite character have a halo for whole ass episodes and expect me to be NORMAL about it #the millionth simon petrikov post it will happen again sorry followers #he’s skittering in my brainspace #fionna and cake #adventure time #simon petrikov #adventure time fanart #adventure time fionna and cake #ice king #golbetty #betty grof #<- sort of #unreality

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specialbluehens · 5 months

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my dude listens to alice in chains i just know it

#he is me #sdv #sdv shane #stardew valley #my art #sorry that every time i post art here it's shane standing there looking to the side number a million #n e wayz shane is/likes grunge #this is the fifty millionth time i've brought up alice in chains on this sideblog like LOOK.#i listened to the 'dirt' album on repeat last summer & it was just. shane

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spookberry · 2 years

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you might find this all a bit shocking

#frankie stein #fanart #my art #monster high #i was just listening to their song for the millionth time and felt a deep need to draw this one shot of them

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chazzielynx · 10 days

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mAkE YoU fEeL SoMeThINg 🤪

Hahahaha funny, you hilarious man.

I'm so close to punching a wall.

/pos ofc

#these characters will be the death of me /pos #no im not on my millionth re-listen of the sovereign state what do you mean #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted #redactedverse

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gatzbright · 8 months

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superstar & spotlight; dnf

dream @/dreamwastaken: I’ll have an appreciation for you for the rest of my life ... you have a place in my heart and I’m looking forward to finally meeting you ...

Dream: They are the most important person in the world and the only one in that spotlight of love and admiration, and I want them to know that.

Dream: Once the cameras are off, once we're not doing anything, it's our time. It's me and you. There's no one else. No one else exists in the world ...

dream @/dreamwastaken: just felt better leaving things up for larger interpretation

dnf is real

#likewhwat am i doing grhuerghuorghougre #i was meant to go to Sleep then listened to superstar by marina for the millionth time in my life and had a Moment realising it was dnf #then i ran here to do a tiny post and idek #smaller web weave i guess ????#constant dnf insanity u know the drill #dnf #dreamie #georgie #web weaving #compilations #IM GOINGTCRAZYYYYYYYY RGEUHGREIHRHU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#goodnIGght #my webs

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cosmicrhetoric · 1 month

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REVENGE IS NOT REDRESS. REVENGE IS A WHEEL AND IT TURNS BACKWARDS. THE DEAD ARE NOT YOUR MASTERS

#deep in the denouement of my nine millionth listen of the monstrous regiment audiobook and it's still the only book ever #maybe its cause im hearing a new voice/version but the duchess/wazzer scene was SCARY i got fr chills. ty jen from the it crowd #and pollllyyyyyyy polllyyyyy my friend polly. i forgot she decked strappi at the end #monstrous regiment #discworld #the vimes voice is growing on me though hes such a bastard in this book. more so than normal #hes like......my fave vimes moment (or one of) is the feet of clay fakeout where he pretends the plot to break his sobriety works #and hes pretending to be passed out and then gets up and breaks rusts nose and downs a packet of what looks like arsenic and goes #MMMMMM DELICIOUS. YAY. that's my fave moment and hes giving elevated That energy in this book

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omppupiiras · 10 months

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I didn't watch UMK this year (I never do honestly), but watching bits of it now bc of Käärijä I wonder if I would have lost my mind over this man sooner if this is how I would've been introduced to him

#käärijä #I only watched his umk performance on youtube after the fact and nothing else #and past me did not like cha cha cha after first listen #or after the millionth time it played on radio #but the line between love and hate was so thin I ended up completely on the other side eventually 😂#but he's just so precious I'm sure I would have been immediately sold on his personality if nothing else if I had watched umk #my posts

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sunfishsiestalah · 9 months

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Midnight Conversation

#my art #cod #bocw #cod bocw #cod bell #🔔#second #cod perseus #perseus #bell x perseus #i miss these two #as i said for the millionth time #im channeling that wannabe visdev artist energy #im an absolute idiot for trying to redraw that map so accurately #it's gonna be blurred anyway #alternate title:#розмова з тобою because i can't stop listening to that song #absolute banger

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happyk44 · 4 months

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*points at the ocean* that's my wife and she wants to eat me

#ocean #blows a kiss to the waves outside my office building #happy's babblings #anyway im gonna listen to ruthlessness for the millionth time and fantasize about shipwrecks and eldritch ocean deities 👍

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asktherae · 1 year

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baby we were born to runnnn 🎸

#beach bear #rock afire explosion #non ask #throws my one millionth beach bear drawing at yall #ok listen hes the most fun to draw plus i am rick baileys biggest number one fan ever of all time in existence in a normal way

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no-distance-left-to-run · 11 months

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demon days is one of the most perfect albums ever made, there’s truly nothing else like it

#yes I just finished listening to it for the millionth time #probably my fave album of all time #gorillaz

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ivorypiano · 7 months

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some thoughts on sara jane moore and lynette fromme :)

i think it's really interesting how their scenes are the only ones in the show played almost completely for comedy. byck's monologues usually get the most laughs, but you also find yourself agreeing with some of his critiques on society/the government. emma goldman's "not mine alone... but mine" is usually played as a joke, but the rest of the scene is tender and serious, and the line gets later re-contextualization in the ballad of czolgosz. i think in most of the comedy in assassins, there's a part of it that can be taken seriously.

however, in the kfc scene and gerald ford scene, it's almost completely played as comedy. it's joke after joke after joke, and while it's definitely dark comedy, you don't relate to anything they say or find yourself with a new perspective on something. and i think that's really interesting! most of the time when the audience is laughing at moore or fromme, we're just laughing at them.

i like how assassins shows that we treat moore and fromme differently from the other assassins just because they're the only women to attempt it. their irl assassinations are so similar that you could write it into one event, which is exactly what the show does! when we think of fromme, it's usually followed by moore, or vice versa because we think of them collectively as "the women who tried to shoot the president" which is why the show lumps them together. maybe we don't think of either of them with much depth because they're women. they don't even get their own songs, unworthy of your love is a duet that usually ends up more focused on hinckley because his assassination is right after, and the gun song is a quartet with an emphasis on czolgosz.

i think one of the exceptions to this is moore's solo in the gun song. while most of the show doesn't focus on gun control, moore's solo forces you to remember how easy it was for these people to obtain their guns. the gun was on sale, and so was the shoe!

while moore gets a segment we can understand, fromme doesn't, and i think that's because she's generally the one we can't really relate to. while it's easy to understand and relate to czolgosz or zangara's anti-capitalist motives, most people will not have experiences being in a cult or being romantically devoted to a person to the point of murder. moore is a bit easier to understand, and while the show does make her motives kind of confusing, eventually you can get that she's a frustrated house wife who needs a way to express her anger at the world.

on moore's motives being confusing- i have mixed feelings on this. i think showing her irl political motivation is important, and gives the audience something to connect her with. in the show you don't really understand what the prize she's trying to win is. on the other hand, similar political motivations are already shown through czolgosz and zangara, and showing it again might be too much. it also goes back to a us treating the assassins as surface level, like how czolgosz is written as an immigrant while in real life he was born in america, most people won't know moore for her politics, they'll know her as one of the women who tried to shoot the president, so that's what she's shown as.

tldr i think it's really interesting how the way moore and fromme are written to directly parallel how we think of them.

#ive been wanting to write out something like this for the longest time and i was listening to assassins for the millionth time today and th #e thoughts started thinking. sorry if this is like too informal i'm not trying to write an essay </3 #i love moore and fromme esp the gerald ford scene its one of my favorites in the show #i am writing this b4 i go to bed. goodnight honk shoo honk shoo #assassins musical #sav.txt #ivorys assassins analysis

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msdk-00 · 7 months

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god when i go into yearning after a failed romantic endeavour im scraping the walls howling at the moon coughing up hairballs like i'm grateful for the experience but the Aftermath of horrific feelings for months and months makes me wanna throw up. i can logically be like it never would've been forever for reason a b and c but still i see their face and wanna delete every social media ever and live in a monastery until i'm normal about them again

#GODDDDD #GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i just do not know how to deal with it cuz i don't wanna go thru the feelings for the millionth time and possibly cry for the tenth time #but also what else is my option. just listen to music and ignore it and hope the feelings go away with time?#GAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GAHHHHHHH GAHHHHH GAHHHHRRGRHRHHH!!!!!!!#he never posts face pics his face is always obscured but now. i suffer.#anyways do i feel this way to this intensy because of insecurity and wishing to b a different person w a different life #even though i put up a wall with him and i didn't know him deeply he was always so kind and fun and gentle and mature #and on top of that so cute. like pick A struggle. why is there none #I MISS HIM i didn't just lose a romantic interest he was also my only friend besides my roommates in korea lol #i almost wish we never did anything romantic because at least then there's a chance we would still be casual friends and we would still #message occasionally #i wanna hear his voice i wanna know what he's up to and what he's thinking about #blegh #i liked him so much #self #ㅁㅅ

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rinas4ki · 13 days

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Save me independent artists… independent artists save me…

#.txt #rant in tags #going through it for the millionth time as a K-popper just to return to my faves and discovering new groups once again #knowing damn well I’ll be let down one way or another 🤡#when 1) I listen to my non K-pop faves more nowadays and 2) they have everything my K-pop faves lack and more.#my issue isn’t not paying enough attention to my non K-pop faves (bc I do)‚ it’s still letting K-pop occupy my mind and time #I don’t wanna be like those obnoxious ex K-pop fans who talk smack about the genre/scene every chance they get #bc the music and talent IS very much valuable. but these two things are undervalued by the industry + all these dumb standards and systems…#ughhhhh

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