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Mystic Messenger - First Time With MC (Lemon)

(Author’s notes: These scenarios do NOT assume a gender for MC, but do write the boys penetrating the reader.)

– Zen –

This isn’t his first rodeo, but he’s not exactly experienced; he’s had, like, one-and-a-half relationships before you. It’s been years since he’s had partnered sex.

And he’s never had sex-ed, either, so his knowledge of the Nasty is kinda lacking. He thinks he can re-use condoms as long as he keeps it on, he believes coconut oil can be used with latex, he thinks birth control pills act as a spermicide, and so on.

You and him initiate sex pretty early on in the relationship, perhaps merely a few days after the RFA party. He’s very romantic about it, too, planning a whole day in advance with rose petals on the bed and scented candles dotting his room. But in the middle of making out, you ask if he’s clean, and he pulls back, confused. “... I think? I mean, I haven’t been with anybody in years, so ...”

Turns out he’s never been tested for STDs. He’s almost offended when you bring it up, like you’re insinuating he’s been cheating on you. You have to explain that getting tested is just what everyone does before having sex with someone for the first time.

So ... he’s not tested. “Can we ... still do it?” He’s blushing like crazy now, embarrassed he’s so behind on the know-how when he’s the one who wanted this in the first place.

Partnered sex can still be relatively safe even when an individual’s not been tested, so long as you use lots of protection. But depending on who you are, you might say no, just to be 100% safe. Either way, Zen’s disappointed - not in you, no way, but in himself. God, he’s been looking forward to this night for so long, and he fucked it up by being stupid. He stews in his thoughts silently for a while, and you can tell he’s feeling down so you cuddle him close to have a good long chat about sex, relationships, and communication. Afterwards, he feels much less insecure. The two of you take the rose petals and candles to the bathroom to enjoy your first romantic bath together, instead.

Two days later, he bounces back from the clinic with a negative on every test imaginable. It’s finally time to dig in, and go ham he does, passionately wrapping you into his arms while thrusting deep and slow, trying to have as much skin contact at all times. Oh, god, he loves you, and he’ll spend the whole night proving it.

(Except he definitely couldn’t last the whole night. Your first time having sex was a mere two turns before he clonked out. He’s still embarrassed about that.)

– Yoosung –

It’s his first time having sex, and he’s really nervous. He wants it, wants you badly, but oh my god what if he messes up? What if he farts? Or scratches you in the face? Or he thrusts weird and hurts you and you start bleeding or something?? Dear lord help him

He considers proposing sex like, eight different times. He’s always chickened out, just kissing you on the doorstep before saying goodbye, or letting you leave his dorm without offering to stay the night. It doesn’t help that his dorm is tiny, he’s got a twin bed barely big enough for him. And anybody passing by the door would hear what’s going on inside clear as day. Take his word on that.

He had spent several hours worth on his laptop, doing research on ‘how to have sex for the first time’. He’s got his list of positions to try, how to minimize pain and discomfort, etc, all memorized.. He eventually goes out to get condoms and lube, making sure to use the self-checkout.

You and him are hanging out in his dorm after a date, and he wasn’t even planning to suck it up and ask you, but you saw the condoms in the shopping bag he forgot to stow away, and you asked him gently, “do you want to be intimate with me, Yoosung?”

He blushes like crazy, you could swear you saw steam lines radiating from his face. But you take his hand in encouragement and he nods eagerly, looking anywhere else but your eyes. “I - I really want this, MC. I’ve been thinking about this for so long ...”

You can tell he’s nervous. The two of you sit on his bed and talk explicitly about what he wants, how you should proceed, what lines to avoid, and lots of other important details. A safeword is confirmed; ‘server maintenance’. He feels much more confident.

The two of you begin by just kissing on his bed, he slowly dares to feel up your shirt and eventually the clothes come off bit by bit. His body is lean and soft, and he’s loud, too. Just nipping at his pillowy tummy makes him cry out.

You give him oral, and he’s twisting around, grabbing at pillows and sheets like he’s tumbling down a cliff. He comes without warning and collapses, wrung out and overwhelmed with pleasure.

Some cuddling afterwards, and then he’s hard again and kissing at your neck. He asks you to ride him, and when you do, he’s sobbing without shame and grabbing hard at your hips.

Some time afterwards, when you and Yoosung are trying to cuddle on his bed without either of you toppling off, he remembers just how loud he’s been and dreads facing anybody in the building tomorrow. You just laugh and tuck him into the bedsheets.

– Jaehee –

She shyly shows off a beautiful new set of lingerie as her way of asking to ‘take the relationship to the next level’. And she’s a real bombshell in it. It’s sometimes easy to forget that Jaehee’s got a bod underneath her suit/cafe uniform.

Unlike certain younger boys, Jaehee didn’t feel the need to agonize over this night over a period of several months. This is a natural progression for her. Once things feel ready between the two of you, it’s natural that the question eventually comes up.

She first shows you her new lingerie in its original packaging, and waits to hear your ‘yes’. Then, it’s time to hop into the bathtub for a long soak and thorough wash before putting it on.

She also gets new toys. Entire shopping bags and shipping boxes filled with insertables, vibrators, pumps, impacts, (and also the supplies needed to maintain them). She didn’t come out and show you these all at once, she’d probably die of embarrassment if she did. But she had them all unwrapped, clean, tested, and ready to use in a discreet box.

You and she actually end up making out on the couch rather than the bedroom. She’s sitting in your lap dressed in her lingerie, you’re fully clothed, and things get so heated the two of you decide to go at it right there.

She’s surprisingly wild. She keeps as much of her lingerie on as possible, even while you’re knuckle deep or pelvis-to-pelvis. The floor is eventually lined with toys as one is used after the other. And she loves taking the initiative with a gentle but firm hand, directing the positions one after the other, or deciding what toy to be used where, and for how long.

A round on the couch, and Jaehee cools down long enough to freak out about staining the upholstery, so she ushers you into the bedroom while she busts out the Lysol.

After she cleans up, she joins you on the bed for some belated cuddling, and perhaps a second round. Or three.

And it’s actually in the middle of the day, not during the night, so the two of you are completely worn out by dinnertime. Food is takeout, and there’s a lot of it because you need to replenish all that energy.

Jaehee doesn’t get blushy until you feed her a bite of dessert. It’s cute how confident she is when it comes to sex, but shy about small acts of intimacy.

– Jumin –

He’s not a virgin, (not that it’s any of your business, Luciel), he had sex with a random girl back in college just to see what the fuss was about, and nothing else since then.

Jumin’s a conservative guy. “Liberalism can only flourish with a good foundation of conservatism.” He believes unmarried couples shouldn’t live together. Of course he’s not gonna be fond of having sex before tying the knot.

It’s not like he rushed the engagement for that reason, but if he was perfectly honest, he did wake up in a cold sweat at 3am when he remembered that this meant the two of you would be intimate very soon.

Jumin’s got that reputation for being some d/s sex-mad sadist daddy, but that’s not the full picture. You might be able to get him into that specific mood after the two of you establish your relationship more. But for the first few times, it’s all vanilla.

It takes a long while before the wedding actually happens. And, no, Jumin’s not gonna really want to have sex for that entire period. Sure, he’s excited about it, but it’s not a driving, burning need. You, on the other hand, might say differently.

So if you don’t want to wait four to five months, you’re gonna have to breach the topic yourself. And he’ll be torn - on one hand, he rationally realizes that it’s completely harmless to have consensual sex without martial ties. But he also believes in that supposed virtue of being abstinent until marriage. He also liked the romance of waiting. It’d make the moment more special for him.

Either way, he’s excited. The bed’s furnished with fresh sheets, the lights are dimmed, and there’s five dozen roses in crystal vases throughout the bedroom.

It’ll start with wine while sitting on the bed - if you don’t drink, you have a glass of something you prefer while he’s sipping on some $12,000 vintage - and he drills a hole in your face with his loving gaze while singing your virtues. He wants you naked before he is, so after some kissing you’ll be nude on the sheets while he finally takes his clothes off.

Jumin has no idea what sex is ‘supposed’ to look like, which is both good and bad - you can tell him to do anything, and he’s not gonna worry about feeling awkward or stupid. But he also needs to be told to do anything.

If you want him to go faster, or use more tongue, you have to tell him. He’s not gonna take the initiative. If you want him to switch positions, you need to describe exactly how you want to position yourselves. It’s a mixed blessing.

The first round goes quite a while because Jumin was taking it slow. There’s a second round where he gets more adventurous, and maybe a third round depending on how you feel.

The next morning, the chef’s been hired to prepare a special breakfast, and you can tell that they know. Jumin doesn’t care. He just smiles all day.

– Saeyoung –

He actually was a virgin, which was kinda a surprise. His agent job never require any sort of sex-related work, thank god, and it’s not like he ever earned the attention of anybody else before this point.

If an agency job had enough time to have sex while in the field, then that meant the job was going down the dumps fast. And whenever Agent 707 was involved, a job never nosedived that far.

It’s (semi) canon that Saeyoung asked to be intimate during the after-ending, while on the search for his brother. It was the night before all your plans would come to fruition, and he didn’t know he would come back alive. “I want to leave evidence on you that I existed.”

But it’s ALSO canon that in Saeyoung’s ‘dark chocolate’ Valentine’s Day ending, he asks to ‘take the relationship to the next level’. Which implies that the two of you haven’t had sex yet.

So what’s the dealio? Basically, Saeyoung wanted to have sex with you that night in the cabin, and after some kissing, you realized that you (1) didn’t have protection, (2) neither of you have been tested recently, and (3) your current emotional states weren’t ideal for sex, especially since Saeyoung was a virgin. He left a lot of hickies on your neck instead, and the two of you held each other close the whole night.

By the time Valentine’s Day rolled around, it had been two months since Saeran was rescued and Saeyoung was feeling a lot happier. You made it to the end of the scavenger hunt to find an amorous redhead that was ~prepared~ this time. An entire shopping bag full of prophylactics, lube, band-aids, water bottles, and everything.

He managed to fake a confident persona up until he undressed you fully, then he found himself blushing like crazy when you undressed him in turn. Damn, he really was hiding muscles underneath that hoodie. His arms were woven cable, and underneath his pudge you could feel shapely abs.

He asked to be on top, you complied, rolling over and allowing him to explore your body with his hands and mouth. It took three tries to enter you, because without his glasses, you were a bit of a blurry blob. But once he was in, he went at it. Maybe even a bit too enthusiastic for the first few thrusts, he was just running on some animalistic instinct he didn’t know he had.

Two minutes later, he was blindsided by a surprise orgasm. Embarrassed, he rolled off of you and buried his face into the sheets. You had to stroke his hair soothingly for ten minutes before he would look you in the face.

Saeyoung’s first evening of sex had one ‘disastrous’ first try, then a much better second run, and then after dinner there was a third ... and also .5 a prance while in the shower.

– Saeran –

You’re his first sexual partner, but more than that, today also marks a big step in his self-confidence. He’s cashing in his newfound tolerance for his body and constitution. Saeran spent most of his life hating his ‘weak’ health and thinking anybody’d be repulsed by him. He wouldn’t have sex if he didn’t believe differently.

So it’s probably several months - perhaps years - into your relationship that he even brings up having sex. Even though he may be ready, he’s still nervous and shy and unsure about how to proceed.

Before the big night, he spends several minutes in front of the mirror, looking at his body. He’s gained weight and a new color to his skin thanks to his healthier lifestyle, and there’s this confidence to his posture that wasn’t there before. A sparkle in his eye. It’s incredible how far he’s come from hating every inch of himself. He smiles.

He prepares one of his Patented Saeran’s Romantic Dinners, complete with candlelight and ambient music. The two of you have done this several times before, but this time there’s an electricity in the air ‘cause of what’s to come. You notice that the food has no garlic, or other strong smells. Saeran’s more cunning than he looks.

As dessert finishes up, he gets more quiet, until the conversation dies down and there’s nothing for it; he takes a deep breath and says, “....Sh-shall we go to bed?” Like this hasn’t been planned weeks in advance. The two of you walk hand-in-hand to the bedroom, where there’s even more candles and another stereo playing soft music, and you picture Saeran putting together a ‘having sex for the first time’ playlist.

You begin by kissing Saeran lying beneath you, but he stops you with a hand on your shoulder and asks to switch positions, because he doesn’t like the feeling of you hovering over him. It’s another mark of his progress that he asks for adjustments.

Things progress slowly. Saeran feels out what makes him feel anxious, and what makes him feel good. The two of you end up side-by-side as he takes you, facing each other with your legs wrapped around his waist. Very intimate. Very sweet. He loves threading his fingers through your hair, and he mewls every time you fondle his ears.

His health is still shaky, so he only has the stamina for one round before he needs to rest. He all but demands you inch as close as possible so he falls asleep holding you tight. When he wakes up the next morning, he’s got a 1000-watt smile.

– Jihyun –

Out of the entire wacky cast of Mystic Messenger boys, Jihyun’s the only actual experienced one. You don’t have to tell him that a single pack of five condoms is waaayy too little, you don’t have to explain what dental dams are, or worry about him using oil-based lube on accident, and he’s the only one who actually showers thoroughly beforehand.

It begins with your typical night of cuddling-and-kissing, then Jihyun says he’s clean and he’s got a bedside cabinet full of supplies. He gently holds your hand and asks, ‘”if you’d like …? We could … if you’re comfortable. If you’d have me.” He’s blushing, but he’s confident.

Of course, even if you’re experienced, the first time with anybody is gonna be awkward. And Jihyun’s a surprisingly big guy to maneuver. There’s a lot of accidental elbowing, bonking of the heads, kneeling on sensitive bits, and little scrapes. His long limbs seemingly end up everywhere on the bed, and it’s like you’re playing twister.

Mistakes just make him laugh. You trip over his outstretched forearm and face plant into his shoulder, and he just chuckles and pulls you into another kiss.

He’s just so soft and loving. ‘Cause to Jihyun, it’s about ~making love~. He wants to go slow, looking into your eyes, cradling your head and burying his face into the crook of your neck.

Tries to get you off first, either through oral or otherwise. He’s not a big fan of any positions that turn you away from him, it’s just too rough and aggressive. He’d rather carry you on his shoulders before he prefers doggy style.

Checks in with you constantly, asks what you like and where you like to be touched. Tries to get you to literally guide his hands. In turn, he asks you to please, touch his legs, his thighs ... yes, kiss me there -

For your first time, he’d rather have a one-two long sessions than multiple quick ones. He believes sex is one of the most intimate methods of non-verbal communication, and the longer you go in one sitting, the more is passed between the two of you.

He’s never used toys in his life. If you decide to pull one out for your first time, he’s gonna blush like crazy and actually decline. He wants the first night to be 'organic’. And he’s so driven towards that romantic face-to-face lovemaking, he won’t go too hard or fast, even if you’re begging him.

After the sex, he wraps you up in a cozy blanket before fetching some hot tea and fresh fruit. Then there’s several minutes spent reviewing how things went, what things worked well, or how they can improved. He catalogues it all for later.

He rarely wants to fall asleep right after sex, so you might pass out peacefully, but he’s gonna stay awake, just gazing at you for a while.

#mysme zen #Yoosung Kim #jaehee kang #jumin han #saeyoung choi #saeran choi #jihyun kim #mystic messenger #mystic messenger imagines #lemon

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apenapaperandadoofus · 3 years

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in relation to my drowsy share, anyway can we have the rfa + minor trio's take on an mc that is so crazy for a fictional character meanwhile they are in love with mc? they be like: hELLo - crackhead anon

Hey there crackhead anon! I’ve missed yaaaaa

RFA+minor trio with an MC who is in love with fictional characters (instead of them *insert sad violin music*)

Part 2 here!

Zen:

Aight listen

At first he’s chill about it

He just thinks you don’t know how to pick up hints, because he’s literally been flirting with you for a while now

But then, after time passes and you still don’t realize he’s hitting on you, and you’re still sort of fangirling over this fictional character, he WILL be a bit mad

I mean why do you need to romance 2d boys when he’s there??? Do you just not like him??? What was wrong with him, mC pLeAsE

Truth be told, he will try and act like your anime/game character. He WILL do it, all he can to get you to understand he LIKES you

You like angry bois? He will become an angry boy. Tsunderes? Well, it’s not like he l-likes you or anything baka! Cool flirty type? He will up his game

Although it takes a while, Zen finds out one of your favorite confessions from your favorite game, and decides to copy it! He will be all romantic and everything

Thankfully you were FINALLY able to understand that he likes you, and it’ll probably be a funny story you tell everyone in the RFA

Yoosung:

Angry boi angry boi

Yoosung has never flirted in his life

Well, he’s not good at it, it’s not something he has really done before

Imagine the PAIN this poor guy must be through when he finally takes the courage to flirt and...

You don’t get it

HOW?

Zen has even tried giving Yoosung some advice, which usually works,but you’re still not picking up his hints!

One day Yoosung finds you smiling at your phone screen and he’s lowkey ready to fuck a bitch up

But then he sees you’re playing a game... ANS GETS EVEN MORE JEALOUS

I mean, come on! You’re choosing an AI over him? Why MC WHY T_T

After curling up in his bed and crying for three hours, Yoosung decided to just tell you and get it over with.

He was really scared, and his hands shook as he dialed up your number.

You immediatly answered, which made him let out a little yelp, and after a bit of stammering Yoosung decided to confess his feelings for you.

“I...I love you Y/N. And, I-I know I’m not exactly your type of guy...like the ones in your game. I’m not really like...like them but I, I promise I will do my best to become the type of man you want to be with!”

....

“Y/N please speak I am panicking.”

You laughed. “It’s alright Yoosung. Truth is...I like you too...and you’re exactly like the guy in my game, why do you even think I was romancing him? You don’t have to change, I love you for who you are.”

Yoosung tried his best to hold back his tears, and after the two of you hung up he gave a little WHOOP

Jaehee:

So, Jaehee was really taken aback when she realized that she had feelings for you. After all, she never really thought about having a partner before

She was really new to the experience. Sure, she had been confessed to in her high school days (I mean look at her she probably got so many love letters AHG) but that was all she knew.

So she went to Zen for advice, which was great! The thing neither of you had planned though, was that you would be far too focused on your anime waifus to realize that Jaehee was flirting with you

Honestly she isn’t even mad. She’s just confused. I mean, she gets what it’s like idolizing someone, but I mean, Zen was real.

So Jaehee lays low for a while. To be honest, she feels a bit jealous whenever you gush and fawn over this character, or this other character, because your eyes light up in such a beautiful way, she can’t help but want them to light up like that for her.

After months and months, Zen finally decides to tell you that Jaehee likes you. He had taken you out to dinner, and you almost dropped your fork when he told you.

Immediatly, he drove you to Jaehee’s house. She came out in her cute pijamas, with no glasses on. You were honestly about to die.

After saying bye (and thanks) to Zen, you went to sit with Jaehee in her living room, and there you confessed your feelings for her. Jaehee was super confused,after all you would never shut up about the character you liked, and she really believed she had no shot. Yet, here you are, confessing to her. Jaehee can’t help but smile and blush.

She will always tease you about your character crushes, but she understands you. She has even found a few of her own! (But she’ll never tell you.)

Jaehee thinks it’s really funny how you never understood that she was trying to give you hints, or even the time she used a pick up line on you (Zen’s idea) and you two laugh about it when you lay in bed, cuddling.

Jumin:

He is very confused

First of all, he’s dealing with a LOT of emotions right now

And then second, when he decided to express his feelings for you, you don’t really understand?

Which is super confusing, I mean, it always works in his soap operas

Instead though, you are in love with a fictional character.

Excuse me what?

Jumin really doesn’t understand

MC he’s fake pls love me

Honestly I think this would lead to a really funny montage of Jumin buying you super expensive things, and making the biggest romantic gestures, while you just remain clueless as to what’s going on lol

He gets a whole orchestra to play your favorite song, he always gets you your favorite flowers or chocolates, he’s always doing the most romantic things he can find on the internet! (Yes he had to look up how to flirt lol)

One day, you’re both talking on the phone, and it’s late at night. The moon and stars are getting the both of you super sentimental, and at one point while Jumin is looking out into the balcony, he smiles and then whispers your name.

You immediatly stop talking and blush like crazy. Then, before you could say anything else, he starts speaking again.

“Y/N. There’s something really important I have to tell you. In all my life...no one has ever gotten to make me...make me feel so much. I’ve always been told to bury my emotions, to never show them. Then you came along and I found that I could never stop myself from...from feeling...I’ve never felt like this before, the feeling of loving someone, of cherishing someone. They weren’t feelings I hadn’t known until I met you. You have changed my life. And I mean it, Y/N. I have become more open, it’s as if my heart was a frozen lake and then you came and melted me away and well, what I’m trying to say is that I love you.”

“Jumin that was the best confession ever, I- I love you too!”

Afterwards Jumin is fine with you going crazy for a fictional character, as long as he always ends up getting tons of hugs and kisses too.

Jumin was never really jealous, except the times when he left for business trips, because he knew that some games had these audios to help you sleep (you told him a while ago) and that was the only thing that made him a bit worried.

One time when he came home early, you jumped up from your bed where you were playing and ran up to hug Jumin. Your phone screen was still on and he could see the character smiling seductively at you. He may or may not have stuck his tongue out at it for a split second (he had all the right to though, I mean why would you want a fictional character when you have JUMIN ajfbdbsb)

Saeyoung:

So, after the whole ME ordeal was over, you two still hadn’t really tied the knot. You weren’t even together.

Saeyoung had realized that he liked you, more than he’s ever liked a person before, and he felt that it was alright now...after all, there was no more agency, or weird cults or whatever.

He thought it would be fine.

Oh how wrong he was

Saeyoung does have his own way of showing his affections, by bulding apps or robots, anything of the sort! Yet you still didn’t seem to understand that he liked you

Instead you were head over heels for this one guy in a stupid game.

Listen, Saeyoung was pretty jealous alright? He kept trying to flirt but you didn’t understand, and you actually seemed to be in love with a fictional character! What was he supposed to do now?

Well eventually he figured out how to make his feelings clear for you.

One night, you opened up your game after a long day. You loaded your file and hummed the games background music as you progressed through the story, and giggled whenever your favorite character would appear.

Then, when your favorite cutscene was about to happen, your computer froze.

You frowned and gently tapped the screen, seeing if that would make it work. But no.

You panicked and clicked your screen, trying to restart your computer, to close the application, just to figure out what was wrong.

Then suddenly some text appeared, as if from the game, and a sprite you had never seen before (but was familiar) appeared on the screen.

Saeyoung?

You raised an eyebrow and went out into the living room, looking at the camera and trying to ask Seven what was going on, but he didn’t seem to reply.

You then grabbed your computer and kept clicking through the game.

“Y/N” it said. “It’s me! God7! Aren’t you feeling so grateful right now? Knowing that the one and only Savior of Justice is right here, inside your computer! Not everyone gets this sort of treatment you know? Anyway, the thing is, I hope you’re not mad that I hacked into your game. Oh, don’t worry though! I will fix it as soon as we’re done talking...well...the thing is....Y/N. I know it’s really weird that I’m talking to you through this, but I feel like it’s the only way I can get you to understand how you make me feel. Thanks to you I got my brother back, and the RFA is closer than ever. I don’t even have an agency to work for anymore. You’ve done so much for all of us. And the thing is, during that process I...I fell in love with you. I love your smile, your voice, your eyes, your face, everything. Yet you only seem to have eyes for that game character, hmph! How dare he try to get between my beautiful 606 and me!? To be honest...I don’t know if you like me back. For all I know you’re ready to marry that one guy, but I just have to be honest now, and tell you how I feel. That’s all. You don’t have to reply yet though! I’m sorry I can’t be like those guys in your games, but I’ll show you that 707 can be way better than them! Anyway, I think I’ve kept you for too long. I’ll go now...bye!”

A woosh sound effect was heard, and then your computer turned back to normal, your character smiling up at you, the romantic music playing on the background. But you just sat there, blushing.

Seven....liked you?!

Holy shit! And you didn’t even realize!

You quickly turned off your computer and ran over to the living room, getting in clear view of the camera. You waved your arms frantically and smiled at the lens as you said “I love you Saeyoung!”

Did he hear? You didn’t really know. Well not until you heard a knock on your door and when you opened, Saeyoung quickly ran over and hugged you.

He lets you still be crazy for fictional characters, the only rule is that you can’t buy any body pillows of them.

“Why buy them when you have me! Y/N, you know I’m the best quality for a body pillow” he winked at you, and you rolled your eyes.

In conclusion, the two of you always laugh remembering how you never got that he was flirting, and how in love you appeared to be with the fictional character.

#mystic messenger #jumin han #saeyoung choi #saeran choi #mysme #yoosung kim #jaehee kang #jihyun mysme #choi bois #mysme zen

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anonymousbaev · 3 years

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aaa i loved how you wrote the coming out one!! it made me smile so much :’) could i request the rfa and v and saeran and when they knew that mc was the one? like the one they wanna spend the rest of their life with

RFA+V and Saeran reaction when they realize Mc is the one

Aww thank you so much!!! ＼（＾○＾）人（＾○＾）／ I’m glad it made you smile! Thank you for the request, I hope I wrote this the way you wanted it, or at least similar :)! I hope this one makes you smile too! (Working on two other lovely requests as well! Check my Masterlist regularly to see what I’m working on!) (｡♥‿♥｡)

!!WARNING!!

!!PROFANITY AND TRIGGERING SCENES!!

☆ Yoosung ☆

☆ Since day one of you joining the RFA, he definitely had his guards up against you but, ended up always somehow taking an interest towards you. That interest grew to an attraction and soon into love. Yoosung just knew you were the one. You understood him so much and you had a deep connection with him no soul could break it. You loved him too, you also felt like he was the one for you. The person to marry, to have kids with, the person to hold hands and grow old with till death did you apart. However, it wasn’t really that simple. Every time he tried to express his love to you he gave you rather aggravating compliments as he compared you to Rika. It made you doubt yourself, did he really love you? Or did he see you as a substitute for someone that couldn’t be with him anymore. All you wanted was for him to see you as you. It hurt you everyday and even if you have never mentioned it, he could take the hint and he regretted it every time he compared you. But it was like a habit, it was almost like he was programmed to say it.

☆ One day you had been sitting against the bedpost as you read a book before going to bed. Yoosung came in as he took a seat next to you, he suddenly apologized to you. Out of the blue he says, “Mc...I’m so sorry.” This was so random but his voice was so gentle and he had such a guilty expression on his face. You were a little scared as you replied, “Why?” You place your book down on the nightstand.

☆ He held your hands together, as he began to tear up. You only had a baffled expression before gently swiping his tears with your hands. You tried to calm him down but he only continued to apologize, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I always compare you to Rika but I don’t mean to. You’re so sweet, understanding, lovable, supportive, and...and so much more! But I don’t tell you that...I always only tell you that you’re like Rika. And that’s not true. You’re, you.” Your heart stings at his last words. They were exactly the words you wanted to hear. Either way, you continue to hear him out still a bit baffled, where was this all coming from? He takes a while to breathe in to continue, “It was never my intention to hurt you, but it doesn’t change the fact that I did. So you don’t have to forgive me. I’d understand.” He begins to sob as you hug him. “Yoosung, It’s okay. We’ll get over this, I know.” He continues to cry as he barely screams out, “Don’t...act like you’re fine when you’re not! You’ve been hurting yourself!” You let go of his hands, now he’d just doubled your confusion. “Babe what do you mean?” He leads you to the bathroom, he points to the trash can. In the can there's Toilet papers soaked in blood. Did he think you were harming yourself? But that wasn’t true in fact... Your face blushes red, they were from wiping blood from your ass. “Babe...IM ON MY PERIOD!” (┛ｏ`皿′ｏ)┛彡┻━┻

☕️ Jaehee ☕️

☕️ After moving in with Jaehee, you would notice the two of you getting into arguments quite often, but they always ended up in fluff. You've always thought Jaehee was the one for you. You wanted to get married and start a family of your own with her. However Jaehee didn’t really mind, she just lived in the moment. Just happy you were her girlfriend and she was your girlfriend. This is what she thought, until one day, you were invited to your friends wedding. You offered Jaehee to come with you, and she gladly accepted.

☕️ The ride to the hotel where the wedding would take place did not take long to get to. You linked arms with Baehee as you greeted your friend. Your friend looked beautiful in her glamorous white bridal gown. Jaehee had never been invited to a wedding before. She thought everything was cool as she explored with awe in her eyes.

☕️ When it was time for the main event you and Jaehee took a seat at your table. The lights went off, the only light in the giant ballroom were the spotlights that flashed the charming groom. The music started playing as the beautiful bride entered with another spotlight flashing at her. The Processional had started. The bride slowly walked down the aisle, linked arms with her dad and a flower girl throwing flowers along the sidelines. Jaehee just imagined it for a moment. She imagined she’d be standing waiting for you down the aisle. She imagined Seven proceeding the speech for both of you, as you walked down the aisle in a alluring white gown. You would mesmerize everyone in the room, but you’d only walk down that aisle for Jaehee, and Jaehee only. Her heart thumped so fast at the thought.

☕️ It made her realize that in fact, yes she did care. She did care if you got married to her, and she had exactly wanted to start a family of her own with you. And when she looked at your twinkling eyes as you watched your friend. She just knew you were the one. (◡ω◡✿)

🎤 Hyun/Zen🎤

🎤 Like Yoosung, Zen just knew you were the one. When you first joined the RFA his lighthearted flirts may have just been a simple interest towards you. But as time went on he was so curious about you. You were always patient and kind hearted. You gave him so much support, and he saw that. You were the only one to know his inner scars, the pain he had never told anyone before. Even with the RFA members he’d spent years with, you were the first he told. You felt the same, and it was like you were both meant for each other.

🎤 However, it had never crossed his mind to be married with you. It wasn’t because he didn’t love you though, it was because he had never thought about it. He was always just focused on you, like Jaehee he just lived in the moment, treasuring every second he got with you.

🎤 It wasn’t until one day you had been over at his house. You both drank until your heart desires. Soon you became drunk and started feeling light headed before collapsing on Zen. He sweetly smiles as he helps you sit back up before kneeling in front of you. He places his hand against your cheeks, “Are you sleepy?” You nod, still drunk. He blushes as he quietly mutters ‘cute’. He helps you walk to the bathroom as he guides you to brush your teeth. Half awake with the help of his hands you’re able to use the spare toothbrush he had kept.

🎤 He places you in his bed and lays down on the floor right next to the bed. He tries to fall asleep but every 10 minutes he’s awakened with the sound of a loud crash. He feels something heavy on him as he notices that you keep falling out of bed into his warmth. How’d you manage to fall out of his king sized bed every time? You’d whisper to him about how you wanted to feel his warmth. He had to calm his inner beast several times after hearing that. After it happened over and over again he was not having it.

🎤 He laid you down on his bed again but this time he got in with you. He spooned you with his arms around you. You finally stopped wriggling and stayed to fall asleep. The next morning he jumps up to see your adorable sleeping face first thing in the morning.

🎤 He blushes seeing you in his bed, sleeping so soundly, not even a earthquake would wake you up. His mornings have always been boring, he got up and everyday it was always lonely and empty in his apartment. Then having to wake up by you he felt something. He felt so warm and relaxed. He realized how much he had wanted you to be the one to wake up with every morning. He just instantly knew you were the one he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. (◡△◡✿)

♛ Jumin ♛

♛ After everything you both had gone through, Jumin just gradually came to know he wanted you to be the one he would be with. Nobody else but only you, could ever fill that desire of his.

♛ The small things you would do for him, or the small things you would say to him, they just all piled up into an emotion he was unaware of, love. Even after marrying you so soon he never stops finding even more reasons to love you.

♛ There had been one day when the two of you had been visiting Jaehee at her café. The place was so busy Jaehee didn’t even notice the two of you come in. Jumin hated how the place was so loud and cramped, but you’d begged for the two of you to come and if you wanted or needed something he would do anything to get it for you, so here the both of you were.

♛ “Sweetie what should we get? I came here with Saeyoung last week, everything tastes so good!” You lean over to him as you share a menu with him to look at the category of appetizing drinks and desserts on the list.

♛ “You came here with Saeyoung? You could’ve always brought me-” You place the menu down before crossing your arms, “That’s not important right now!” You giggle as you hold the menu back up to continue looking for what to eat.

♛ Suddenly, a child with a tray of drinks in her hands accidentally trips spilling the liquid all over your black pencil dress. Jumin is in a hurry to help you get napkins for you, he doesn’t want you to catch a cold.

♛ Yet, you give him a quick smile before proceeding to crouch on the floor to make sure the child is okay. Jumin’s angry at the situation but he would never be angry at the child, he knew it was an accident. He crouched next to you as he kept a arm around your shoulder. You help the child up as you say, “Are you okay, little one?” The child nods with a apologetic look. You assure her it’s okay and she returns to her parents. They apologize to you as they are in panic not knowing what to do before telling them you’re fine. He’s surprised at how good you’re with kids. It makes him wonder what’d be like to have a child with you. Especially one that resembled you.

♛ “We can come back in the future, let’s get you some new clothes darling.” You nod as you both leave after waving at Jaehee who finally noticed you two when the child spilled her drink on you. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

👓 Saeyoung 👓

👓 Saeyoung became more busy by day, he was tasked in a pile of work but weirdly, you felt like he was just overworking himself in a excuse to push you away. With the help of Saeran and Vanderwood you successfully took Saeyoung out with you to a park for a date.

👓When you got there, the fresh smell of flowers were the first thing you noticed. There were not a lot of people, but it was better this way. You were also glad you wore jeans because the grass was untrimmed it looked like a jungle.

👓 You laid down on the grass near a river as he reluctantly followed you and sat down. It was quiet for a while before you pointed out at the clouds that had funny shapes. You pointed one particular cloud out implying they looked like Saeyoung glasses. He chuckled a little before noticing it. He looked away embarrassed as he tried to act like he did not just laugh.

👓 You laugh...a little too loud it makes him refuse to look at you. You pout as you push his shoulders to make him lay down. You smile a little mischievously as you block his view from the sky. You place a small peck on his lips and holds his chin, “I know what you’re afraid of, but I won’t leave. I’m here to stay, unless you continue pushing me away. Or... is that not why you’re avoiding me? Have you...lost interest in me?”

👓 His eyes widen at your words as he furiously pushes you to switch positions. Now he’s on top of you. “No! That’s... that’s not true. I love you. I’ve always wanted you to be my little 606 from day one till the day death would do us apart.”

👓 “Then you need to show me that. You need to stop pushing me away because that will do us no good. Cause...I’ll always be here for you and you will always be here for me in the end.” He nods with a grin ear to ear before leaning in to kiss you. (◕‿-)

🌚 Saeran 🌚

🌚 Let’s be honest, Saeran just knew you were the one when you showed him love and sincerely cared for him. But if there was one thing stopping the both of you from happiness, it was that he kept pushing you away like Saeyoung because he thought he wasn’t good enough for you. He thought you deserved so much more than a “mess” like him. But you knew that wasn’t true. He was more than what you wanted. He just didn’t have the confidence to see it though.

🌚 It was another chilly day, the house felt so hard to breathe in. Maybe it was because of the rain that came overnight, or the silent treatment and cold shoulder Saeran gave you. Saeran had been in the bathroom for so long it had started to make you worry.

🌚 “Saeran? You okay darling?” You knock on the door, but you don’t want to barge in because you know he’s having a hard time. You want to respect that and give him space. He yells back at you, “JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! UGH...” You hear his groan at the end and feel something is terribly wrong.

🌚 You rush in and thankfully the door is not locked. You see him on the floor with a razor in his hands. His arm is bleeding and you fall weak on the floor in front of him. You hold his hand gently before hurriedly trying to get napkins only to end up ripping them by how quickly you are trying to rip them. You continue to sob as Saeran sits not knowing what to do. He instantly feels bad, he wouldn’t have done it if he knew it would hurt you this much. He knew you were always usually a happy person. And you rarely cried. But for you to be crying it meant that you were painfully sad.

🌚 You press down on the wound to stop the bleeding. You place your other hand against his cheeks as you cry out, Saeyoung rushes in with Vanderwood. They immediately take Saeran to treat his wounds. It takes a bit but after noticing the therapy sessions Saeran went to weren’t helping him he stayed home with you. At first everyone worried because he was so clingy to be with you, he wouldn’t even let you go anywhere.

🌚 Later, that got better when he came to realize that he didn’t need to change for him to deserve you because you always reminded him that he was already perfect. \m/(>.<)\m/

♧ Jihyun ♧ (In reference to his song “The Compass” ●´ω｀● )

♧ It was the day before V would leave to travel around the world so he could learn to love himself before rushing into another relationship with you. You wanted to give him something before you left so you went over to his house. You ringed the doorbell but there was no answer. You found it strange because Jumin had told you Jihyun would be home. Worried, you peak in the window. Yes its kind of creepy but for the sake of this headcanon... You see that he’s home but he’s going over his pictures with Rika, pictures he’d taken of Rika, and her belongings. A unknown wave of emotions rushed over you. Why were you crying? You knew that what Rika and he had was just obsession not true love. But you still understood that he needed to recover and forget about Rika. So... why were you were crying? You calmed yourself down reminding yourself that you needed to give him time to heal.

♧ You look up when you notice Jihyun, he’s crouching down in front of you, a hand on your shoulder with a concerned face. “Mc? What’s wrong? I didn’t know you were coming. Sorry for leaving you out here in the cold. Since when were you here?” You are in a hurry to wipe your tears as you refuse to look at his eyes your gaze somehow ends up on the box of Rika’s belongings.

♧ He glances down at the box before looking back up at you with a smile. He places the box down as he places his hands on your cheeks, “I’m sorry I never made it clear to you. I don’t love her. In fact I never did and I only realize it now with your help.” You place your hands on top of his as you feel how cold they are. “I didn’t mean to stare...sorry.”

♧ He shakes his head, “Please. Don’t apologize.” He soon then looks down at his wrist watch, “Ah...my cab will be coming soon. It would break my heart to leave you here in tears...” Before he says more, you cut him off. “It’s fine, I only came to give you this.” You hand him a small brooch shaped as a sun. You smile, “To remind you, that you're like the sun.”

♧ He stares at you baffled for a minute, before he returns a sweet smile, “Thank you. Ah, that reminds me...I also have something to give you.” He rummages through his pocket to take out a small compass. “Please see it when I leave. Oh, sorry. Of course you could see it right now...but that would rather be...embarrassing. So please, I would appreciate it for you to read it when I’m gone.” You nod and he smiles to pick up Rika’s belongings. “I’m going to leave this at where it should go. It would do no good for me to keep it.” You don’t quite know where he’s exactly bringing the box. But regardless, you nod as he walks you back home. He promises you that he will often call and text you as before he leaves for his cab.

♧ When you’re back on your bed after a warm bath, you fiddle with V’s gift before opening it. It’s a vintage compass with a small sun in the East heading West. You find a note with it and it says, “The sun always sets in the West. In the West, you’ve always waited for me. You were always the one for me.”

HBADBJADGADBJAB KILL ME V’s is so cringe...T.T Please listen to his song “The Compass” if you want to understand it better because I suck at explaining...heh...

#mysme headcanons #mysme ray #mysme v #Mysme #mysme 707 #mysme saeyoung #mysme luciel #mysme Jihyun #mysme hyun #mysme hyun ryu #mysme jumin #mysme unknown #mysme zen #mysme yoosung #mystic messenger headcanons #mystic messenger fanfic

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juminsmysticmc · 4 years

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hello! i love your mm imagines, so..., i wanted to ask you of you souls write how MC honeymoon (and/or wedding) would be with rfa + saeran, v AMD vanderwood. ps. have a nice day whenever you read this ps2. sorry if something i says sound weird but english is not my first language.

RFA + Minor Trio with Mc on their Honeymoon

Hello, thank you for your love! And please don’t worry! I understood everything you said! By the way, my first language isn’t English either, haha.

Do I even have one?

Okay, like, my parents are Italian, I grew up in Germany and I am learning Japanese and I know English...but none of these languages are perfect...ahahaha….

Okay, enjoy and please tell me your opinion, okay?

Jumin

Your head laid on your husband’s shoulder why you shut close your eyes and entangled his hand with yours.

,,Are you nervous?’’ he asked you and kissed your forehead.

,,No, with you by my side I am okay,’’ you told him as his private Jet flew up in the air.

Both of you just said ,,Yes,’’ to each other in front of God and now both of you were on your way to Europe for your honeymoon.

,,I love you, thank you for making this day so special for me,’’ you honestly told him and began to open your mouth wide to get rid of the pressure on your ears.

,,Hahaha...this and more, my love,’’ he confessed.

You slept for a few hours and then finally landed in Italy, your first destination.

Rome was a beautiful place.

The night view was making you breathless even though you were sleepy.

,,Let’s get a good rest and enjoy everything tomorrow,’’ he told you.

That’s exactly what you did.

You slept for eight hours straight and woke up for the most beautiful brunch in your little house.

The air in Italy was totally different, the coffee smell and the sound of the Vespa made you feel special.

The little Italian grandmas saying something to each other and the little streets taking you to the most hidden and romantic places.

The honeymoon with Jumin was something special and time seemed to go over like a nice evening between friends: too quickly.

You went up to Austria and Germany, enjoying the time in the capitals and listen to the story about the world wars.

,,I want to see Denmark again Jumin!’’ you said on your way back to Korea.

Maybe you should stop expressing your wishes so easily for Jaehee’s sake, three weeks later you were in Denmark again and she was overworked with Jumin’s work too.

Zen

,,Are you sad?’’ you asked him on your way to the Airport in the Taxi, stroking his arm.

,,No, why? I am here with you and married you, my wife...my beautiful wife,’’ he whispered and kissed you, expressing all his love for you with that simple kiss.

,,Why should I be sad?’’ he laughed and stroked your cheek.

,,Because I am here but I can’t replace your family...they didn’t come…’’ you whispered.

You felt bad for him as if it was your fault.

,,You are my family now. I made you wait long enough till this day, okay? Just be happy, yes? I love you a lot,’’ he told you.

You decided to trust him and ignored this on your way to Jeju.

,,Are we really supposed to wear them?’’ you asked your husband, Zen.

It was so weird saying husband now after you said fiancé for such a long time…

But the time finally came true.

,,Yes, we are finally Mr. and Mrs. Ryu, everyone should know now, sleep a bit, it’s good for your eyes and-’’

,,Okay, hubby!’’ you stopped him and took the eye mask out of his hand, putting on the mask and closing your eyes, hand in hand with your husband.

Zen and you finally arrived in Jeju and took a bus back to the Pension you would stay.

,,The house is so cute!’’ you exclaimed as you looked around, throwing yourself in the soft bed and inhaling the fresh scent.

Both of you enjoyed the place.

You looked at the sunset together, ate outside talking over and over again about your wedding, the past, and your future.

Even though Zen hated it, you two went into the sea and enjoyed the salty water, attiring a lot of eyes on your beautiful skin.

You guys also had a lot of memorable nights together.

The days in Jeju were so beautiful and after the Fire Festival, you two realized that it was really time to go back to Seoul.

But you promised each other to never ever forget the amazing time you had there and really go back there.

Yoosung

,,Woah, I knew that Japan is beautiful, but I never realized that Japan was actually that amazing!’’ you gasped when you and Yoosung were seated below a cherry blossom tree, looking up to the pink colors over your head.

Yoosung chuckled as he put a Mochi in his mouth.

The Honeymoon with Yoosung was romantic and cute.

Hand in hand you walked along the sea, the moon reflecting itself in the water.

,,The moon, so beautiful tonight,’’ Yoosung whispered.

,,You know,’’ you gasped and turned to your husband.

,,In Japan, you say that the moon is beautiful when you love someone.

,,I know,’’ Yoosung nodded and kissed you, placing his hand behind your neck, stroking your soft skin and pushing aside your hair.

The kiss was so passionate, the only light the both of you had was the moon behind you, illuminating this wonderful, romantic night.

And that night both of you loved each other for the very first time.

The next day you felt as if you were on a very high cloud.

Love was written all over your face but you didn’t just enjoy the romantic time but also had a lot of fun in the arcade, watched a lot of Anime, went to events and meat a lot of new people.

Japan was crazy, beautiful crazy.

Just like your young love.

Jaehee

,,Let’s go there for our Honeymoon,’’ you giggled after Seven acted as if he was your priest.

Marriage between two people with the same sex still wasn’t legal in Korea but it was Okay.

You and Jaehee were deeply in love, living together and happy.

And with that, you had everything you needed.

As long as you had each other nothing and none could tear you apart.

,,Ethiopia, are you sure?’’ Jaehee laughed as you nodded strongly.

,,That’s where coffee comes from!’’ you told her pretty excited, making her happy too.

,,So you know?’’

A few days later both of you were on your way for that amazing Honeymoon you waited for.

This experience would be special for the both of you.

The flight was a bit scary but Jaehee held your hand the whole time and even though you were in a to you unknown country, Jaehee managed to make everything work out.

The little hut was cute and enough for the both of you.

For the past days, both of you walked with natives through the place, looking at your surroundings.

And then the really amazing view started: the production of the coffee you guys loved so much.

You could finally watch them, every step was implanted in your head as Jaehee began to take pictures to frame them in your shop.

And while she observed you, laughing with them and helping them with their work, Jaehee realized that she found real love.

That finding you was fate.

That she was happy.

Saeyoung

,,A honeymoon is usually just between the bride and the broom,’’ you told him as you looked around you.

Well, you weren’t the only one who was uncomfortable and pissed.

Zen and Jaehee felt the same.

Yoosung even felt sorry for you.

The only ones who somehow didn’t care or notice the mood were Saeran and Jumin.

And of course Saeyoung himself, the one who was responsible for this mess.

,,I thought that a family vacancy could be fun!’’ he laughed and teased you, kissing you and stroking your skin.

You sighed.

Now you just had to think more about the good things.

And indeed, just a few hours later you were having fun with all of them, even though you wanted to be alone at first.

The second day for your honeymoon Saeyoung prepared a surprise at the beach, the table elaborated, the sunset behind you, and a romantic melody in the background.

,,This is perfect, Saeyoung,’’ you giggled.

,,I didn’t think that you were capable of this,’’ you confessed.

,,Well, they all supported me. I just thought that I had to invite them. They are like family, for you and for me. And I will make this unforgettable for you,’’ he confessed.

Saeran

You and Saeran wanted to get married earlier but since he couldn’t find any rest without first finding his brother, you had to stay patient.

And now both of you were off, Saeyoung behind you, waving and yelling through the whole airport, to come back with a baby and- it was pretty embarrassing what he was yelling.

,,I should have left him there where I found him,’’ Saeran hissed, however with a smile on his lips.

The two of you were on your way to America, something you wanted to see for a long time by now.

Jumin, who asked Saeran and Saeyoung to work for him after everything was settled, gave him a week off and three more moths to take a rest.

To you, it somehow gave you the feeling as if Jumin was trying to make up for Jihyun’s mistakes.

But you didn’t want to think about that now on your honeymoon.

The both of you slept a lot while flying with the airplane and were then off in New York to enjoy the time there.

But your goal was Florida, to the Walt Disney World Resort.

But first, you just had to visit NY, see Little Italy and all those surprises the big city had for you.

And afterward, you moved on, stopping in a few cities to look at how they lived.

It was amazing.

Your hotel seemed like a fairy tale, the stuff there was just beautiful and the Cosplayer was just so realistic.

,,This is with Mickey,’’ you showed Jaehee on a picture back in Korea.

,,And here,’’ you began to laugh, ,,this is after a ride on the merry go, Saeran was crying because he felt sick and so Cinderella approached him and he was so shocked!’’ you kept laughing.

,,She’s making fun of you,’’ Saeyoung said and laughed, while Saeran looked totally in love with you.

,,She’s allowed to, she’s my wife,’’

Jihyun

The Honeymoon of the both of you actually ended a week ago but Jihyun had some work to do and so you took a week off more.

It actually felt even better.

You currently sat on the balcony in Paris, the Eiffel Tower in your view, while you were holding a glass wine between your fingers.

Jihyun was on the phone with a sponsor who wanted to have an exhibition.

And it was totally okay for you that he was on the phone since he gave his best to not work the week before on your honeymoon.

,,I am back,’’ he told you and kissed you on your head.

,,So, should we take a walk?’’ he asked you and was ready to take your hand.

,,Mhm, with you I would like to even walk to the end of the world,’’ you laughed and got up.

The fresh air of Paris made you feel relaxed.

The yummy smell of fresh-baked Baguettes...

,,Would you like to live here?’’ Jihyun asked you.

,,Mh, I think it’s beautiful here. I love it, I love everything. But I think this beauty would fade away if I would live here,’’ you told him.

,,My wife always knows the perfect answers, let’s go home soon, to our home…’’

Vanderwood

The both of you decided on not doing something expensive but just enjoy the warmth of the both of you.

Your husband rented a house in the forest.

The next shop was three hours away and so you needed to make your food yourself.

,,Here we can drink the fresh water and we can fish ourselves!’’ you excited said.

You weren’t even on your phones so much.

You just had time for yourselves, cuddling a lot, kissing a lot, and sleeping in together.

Looking at the stars in the night together, listening to the nature.

Vanderwood and you experienced a fresh married life and you enjoyed it.

You also talked a lot about your wedding.

Since you didn’t have a family and Vanderwood was alone too, you only had the RFA around you and it was the best decision.

Throwing your bouquet, the food, the dance.

,,Everything was so perfect,’’ you whispered and kissed his cheek while he fell asleep on you.

,,Everything is still perfect,’’ you chuckled and closed your eyes too.

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marveloussupernerd · 3 years

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champagne problems pt 2 - Yoosung

Thank you all for requesting this i couldn’t have lived without writing a pt2

First part here !

Summary: you finally meet up with Yoosung to discussed what happened the other night. This is makeup fluff LMAO

I’m safe

It was the last text you had gotten from Yoosung. He was upset with you—as he should be—but still wanted to make sure you didn’t worry. He was always thinking of you, whether he wanted to or not.

He was probably thinking more, at the moment, of how you rejected his proposal in front of all your friends and his family.

He told you to go ahead to your shared home for the night and he would stay somewhere else: Zen’s if you had to guess. You felt bad. You wouldn’t be getting any sleep here.

How would you sleep?

You laid in your shared bed, feeling like a fraud. He wasn’t with you. He probably didn’t even like you at the moment. You couldn’t cuddle with his pillow or so much as stick a hand into his side of the bed without feeling like an idiot and a loser.

You wanted to be with him.

You weren’t sure about marriage yet. Marriage had a lot of implications. Marriage was complicated. You wanted to be with him but marriage made you scared.

You couldn’t sleep in this bed.

You couldn’t get over the hurt. You were being selfish; imagine Yoosung.

Yet there you were, pulling on one of his hoodies for at least a second of comfort, curling up on the couch. You needed to text him. This was stupid. But you didn’t want to pressure him.

I think we should talk. We don’t have to until you’re ready though

You didn’t expect him to respond tonight. It was okay if it took him a while to respond. However much time he needed. You wouldn’t be surprised if he even wanted to end your relationship altogether. You had hurt him badly.

You put on shitty reality tv and fell asleep on the couch.

You woke up to your phone ringing. It was... Yoosung? Really? You were excited to get the call but somewhat surprised he had called so soon. It was... 5:30 am. At least you were able to get some sleep.

“Yoosung?” You asked, answering the phone.

“Hi.” He sounded... hopeful? “I heard you wanted to talk.”

“Well I kind of meant in person but whatever makes you more comfortable! I know a lot went on and we didn’t really get to unpack it all...”

“Can I come over now?”

You almost giggled. Things felt so normal. “You live here, of course you can come now.”

“Thank goodness.” He groaned. “I’m at Zen’s and he got super wasted and I’ve had to take care of him all night. I just want to be home.”

“You want me to be here when you get here?” You asked hesitantly. You’d do whatever made him most comfortable.

“Of course. For our talk.”

“Yes, our talk,” you reminded yourself.

“Okay, I’ll be over soon.” He hung up.

He didn’t say he loved you when he hung up. Of course, you hadn’t really expected to, it was just habits. He always used to. If he accidentally hung up before you could say love you he would call back. It was a thing.

You needed to look at least semi-presentable. You had a feeling you knew how this was going to go. You had broken him.

If you dressed nice then he would probably take it as an insult that you were doing so okay after all that.

If you dressed like a bum he would probably think that you didn’t have any right dressing like that; you were the one who hurt him. You didn’t need to mope.

So you wore your everyday casual clothes. You couldn’t figure it out. You made yourself a caffeinated beverage. It was hard to sleep last night and still only 6 in the morning.

The house was so silent and filled with anxious nerves that you jumped when you heard his key in the lock of the door.

He didn’t look well.

He was wearing some of Zen’s clothes. The pants were way too big on him, the legs rolled up so he wouldn’t trip on them, and the shirt was oversized. He had dressed so nice last night. Of course he didn’t want to stay in that.

He looked tired.

You stood to greet him, taking a step or two in his direction. “Hi,” you said awkwardly. What else were you supposed to say?” You held onto your mug. “You want some?” You asked, gesturing to it.

He nodded. “Hi. You look tired.”

You went over and poured him a cup, placing it in his hands. “You do too.”

He took a seat at the table. You sat down at your normal chair, the one next to him. It would probably be easier to have the conversation this close anyways.

“So, Uhm...” where to even start?

He took a long drink, only speaking once he placed his mug down. “Yeah, our talk. Uhm... I wanted to say I’m sorry.” He was focusing on his fingers, messing with the handle of the mug, unable to meet your eyes. “I put you on the spot in front of everyone. We hadn’t even talked about marriage... I guess I just thought...”

You wanted to interrupt, to explain yourself and apologize, but you knew it was more important to let him speak his thoughts. You smiled slightly encouragingly, nodding gently.

It was odd he was apologizing. This was really your fault.

“Well, I thought we were living together and we were so close. But that was my mistake. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have made that jump without talking to you first.” He nodded, seemingly satisfied with himself.

Your turn. “No, Yoosung, I’m sorry. You have nothing to apologize for. I feel like I embarrassed you in front of everyone. I am so so sorry about that.”

He chuckled humorlessly. “You really don’t want to marry me?”

You sighed, biting your lip. You didn’t want to upset him. “It isn’t something I’m ready for yet, I don’t think. My friend got married quickly and her marriage went downhill fast so... I guess I’m just cautious and nervous. I don’t know... it’s hard for me to pinpoint the reason. I think I was so happy with where we were that I was afraid of jeopardizing it by changing it up.”

It was hard to explain yourself, but you would try your beet. Yoosung deserved that.

“Oh.” Was all he could say.

“I’m sorry.”

He shook his head, calculatedly, then more vigorously. “No. That’s not your fault. If I had talked to you beforehand I would have known that.” He reached across the table, grabbing your hand with his. “I’m so sorry I embarrassed you.”

You didn’t want to cry. But the fact he thought it was his fault? You didn’t ever mean to make him feel like that. “Yoo, I’d never blame you for that. I feel like I tore your heart into pieces... I’m just scared.”

“I understand. Your explanation made total sense.”

He hadn’t let go of your hand yet.

“So, I guess we need to figure out what’s next,” he proposed.

What an awful phrase.

“What do you mean?” You figured you knew what he meant.

“Do you want to stay together? Part ways? Maybe get married in the future? That sort of thing.” He tried to cover up his frown with a smile that seemed like more of w grimace. “I want to do whatever is best for you.”

He wanted you to come up with a choice? “Well I- I want to be with you.”

“You do?” This time the smile was real.

“Ideally. But I understand if it’s not something you think you can do...”

“No, please! Uh, I mean, yes. That is something I can do. I want to do.” He grabbed your other hand as well. “If you don’t want to get married? That’s okay. I just want to be with you. Last night sucked. Not being able to call you or fall asleep next to you or anything.”

“Really? I had an awful night too,” you confessed. “And I do want to marry you Yoosung, just not yet.”

“And I’ll talk to you about it next time before we decide,” he said surely.

“I’d like that,” you smiled.

He looked back down at your hands linked together, then up at you. “I- is it really wrong that I want to kiss you so bad?” He asked Shyly.

“I’d like that a lot, Honey.” Calling him Honey again felt so good. It filled your heart with so much joy.

You stood; he followed suit, taking a step closer to you to capture your lips in his own. It was a sweet kiss: not anything crazy. Just a declaration of love and a way to show exactly how much he missed you

“You still tired?” You asked, looking at the prominent bags under his eyes. This always happened when he didn’t rest well.

He laughed. “Exhausted.”

You took him by the hand and dragged him back to the bedroom. You dropped yourself onto the bed, a small bounce resulting in the motion, then he joined. He pulled up the blankets to cover you up, then curled himself into your arms. He liked being the Little Spoon. He buried his face in your chest, nuzzling slightly. It was so sweet.

“Good night my Yoosung. I love you. And I’m glad we could fix things,” you whispered, kissing the top of his head.

He grumbled, half asleep, “Love you.” Well, it’s the thought that counts.

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sunshinejihyun · 4 years

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A Stolen Kiss || Jihyun Kim

Summary: Two people so desperate for love find each other Word Count: 3.5K

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A stolen kiss underneath the stars, soft brush of calloused hands against rosy cheeks, a giggle as fingers brushed bare hips; those things haunted Jihyun Kim in his dreams. When he met you, he never would have imagined you to be of this importance to him, he was having dreams about someone who was this close to him all along, one of the RFA members. All he had to base these dreams off of was one real kiss from three months ago, when the only reason you kissed him was in the excitement of him coming back from his trip.

The RFA members were all at the venue for the charity party they were hosting. It was a good time, everyone was delighted to see Saeran and Saeyoung so happy together again and Jihyun was more than happy to sit back and relax and enjoy everyone’s bright smiles.

“What are you doing hanging out in this corner all by yourself?” Jihyun’s head turned lazily towards yours and he found you with a small smile playing on your lips and your hands shoved in your dress pockets. “Famous Jihyun Kim can’t even keep up at a party?”

Sighing, he leaned against the wall and you followed his cue. “No, just taking in the view. Not many times you get to see everyone look as happy as they do right now. Even Jaehee, who never gets a break, looks like she’s having fun.” Jihyun gestured to one of the members and you giggled as you saw her gripping Zen’s hands, him teaching her how to swing dance to the soft jazz playing in the background, no doubt the music choice of Jihyun’s best friend, Jumin.

“I get what you mean. None of us has really seen Saeran genuinely smile, let alone act like..” you trailed off, looking for the the right word and then sighing, gesturing toward the two brothers. Saeran was laughing softly at something Saeyoung said and Saeyoung looked generally very pleased at himself, laughing as Saeran quipped something back.

“So what about you?” Jihyun asked, letting out a heavy sigh and pushing his hair off his forehead. “Do you have anyone to be like that with?”

A blush spread across your cheeks as you looked down at your tattered boots. “No, not really.” At a questioning glance from Jihyun, you expanded on your statement. “I mean, I don’t really have any family around and I know it’s cliche but I fell in love with Yoosung after you left. I know, falling for one of my best friends. How stupid.”

“I don’t think it’s stupid,” Jihyun said, gazing at you intently. “I think it’s incredibly-” Jihyun looked down at you at that moment and cut himself off. You were standing there, so close to him; close enough he could smell the strawberry body spray you were wearing and you were biting your lip in a nervous habit, looking at him almost as intently as he was looking at you.

Jihyun wasn’t sure why he felt this way looking at you now. Sure, back then he had thought your soul was beautiful and he was curious about you, but he didn’t know that that would sooner or later lead to romantic feelings; he didn’t think it was possible to love again after Rika, even though he knew that one day he would want to.

All of his hesitation towards his feelings fell away, and all he could think about was softly cupping your cheek in his hand and guiding your lips to his, and so he did. It was a gentle brush of the lips, not even something you could really classify as a kiss but it left Jihyun’s heartbeat racing and you breathless.

“Do you want to go for a walk?” You looked at Jihyun as he asked that and he couldn’t quite place the look in your eyes.

“Where would we go?” You asked, already accepting his outstretched hand and following him to the exit.

It was chilly outside, in a way that only a summer night could be and Jihyun relished in the scent of South Korea’s air, something that he hadn’t been around in two years. Stretching out your arms, you turned around. “Welcome home,” You watched as Jihyun approached you, one of his hands settling on you hips gently. “Jihyun,”

Jihyun wasn’t sure who initiated the second kiss, only that it was sloppy and your lips were sweet, a faint taste of pink bubblegum on them and he wanted to taste them again and again. You pulled away too quickly, though and looked down at your feet. “That was stupid of me, I’m sorry.” Kicking at an invisible rock, you let out an almost sarcastic laugh. “I’m just a mess tonight, aren’t I? Telling you I’m in love with my best friend and then kissing you like that.”

Jihyun’s fingertips brushed against your cheeks and you glanced up at him, eyes stormy with tears. “I don’t mind. I kissed you back.”

Pulling your arm away from Jihyun, you shoved your hands in your pockets, much like how you had them the first time you talked to Jihyun that evening. “I should go. I’m gonna go say goodbye to Saeran and the rest of the RFA.”

Jihyun wanted to protest, he had just gotten there; he wanted to get to know you more, know what made you laugh, made you cry. “You should at least have someone walk you home. It gets dangerous late at night.”

You shook your head and started walking back to the party. “I don’t think so. I need time to clear my head.” Turning back to Jihyun, you sent him a small smile. “I’ll see you around Jihyun. I’m gonna go say goodbye.”

Watching as you walked into the party again, Jihyun let out a huge breath of air he didn’t realize he was holding. Sitting down on the edge of the curb, he let himself think back to earlier that night, the blush so prominent on your cheeks when he cupped them in his hands the first time.

Heading back down into the party, Jumin touched Jihyun’s elbow lightly to grab his attention. “Hey, where’d MC go?”

Glancing around the room one more time, Jihyun shook his head questioningly. “If I knew, I wouldn’t be here right now.”

Jumin was about to question Jihyun but he stopped himself when he noticed the look in his best friends eyes; it was the same look that Jihyun had when he first met Rika, but it was more intense and on second thought, it was completely different from when Jihyun met Rika, which was probably a good thing.

Jumin thought Jihyun and Rika were going to last forever. She was the type of significant other that he needed: headstrong and strong-willed. At least, that’s how it was at first. Jumin liked Rika, he thought she was a good person but when his best friend came to his doorstep partially blind, he knew his initial judgement was off.

Clicking his tongue, Jumin patted his best friend on the shoulder. “You should find her.”

Jihyun let out a sarcastic chuckle, something Jumin understood that Jihyun does when he’s upset, even if no one else would be able to tell. “If I even knew where to start I would. I don’t know where she lives.”

As he said that, Jihyun looked off across the room and Jumin followed his mint eyed gaze, eyes landing on the blond gamer, who also happened to be your best friend. “I think you know where to start, Jihyun.”

Sighing, Jihyun rolled his left shoulder before making his way over to Yoosung. “Hey,”

Looking up from talking to his date he brought to the party, Yoosung’s smile dropped a bit. “What’s up?”

Jihyun awkwardly grabbed at the hair on the back of his neck, scuffing his shoe against the floor, much like he watched you do earlier that night. “Do you know where MC went?”

Yoosung looked like Jihyun was sporting two heads. “She went home.”

Saeyoung’s eyebrows wiggled up and down. “We saw you both kissing outside.”

Jihyun felt his neck heat up and he looked down at his toes. “Yeah well…” he trailed off.

“You should go find her.” Jihyun looked up in shock at Yoosung’s statement. “As much as I’d hate to admit it, you’d be good for her. And let’s be honest, she’d be good for you.”

Jihyun glanced once at the door, desperately wanting to run out and grab you and just… he didn’t even know what he’d do once he got there. All he knew was that he wanted to go. “I can’t leave a party I’m hosting.”

“We’re all hosting,” Zen corrected. “Go, it’ll be fine.”

Looking back at the door once more, Jihyun quickly made his way through the crowd of diminishing party guests and pushed the heavy door open. “MC?”

Jihyun stopped as he saw you sitting on the front step of the venue. “Oh,” you sighed, glancing at him and then back at your feet. “Is Yoosung behind you?”

Jihyun sat down on the same step as you, careful not to sit too close. “No, he’s trying to start getting the rest of the rest of the guests to leave.”

Letting out a sigh, Jihyun watched as your eyes started watering. “There’s something wrong with me,” sniffling, you moved closer to Jihyun and he relished in the warmth that your body provided. “I’m out here sitting with a wonderful guy who kissed me and made my stomach all fluttery but all I can think about is my best friend who’s inside with all his friends and this cute girl from university he’s been seeing and I really wish I was that person.”

Jihyun awkwardly wrapped his arm around your shoulder and rubbed up and down soothingly. “You deserve someone who treats how you deserve; someone who puts a smile on your face even just thinking about them. Someone who will hold your hand when you’re sad and do silly things to make you laugh.” Looking at you, Jihyun found that you were staring at him intently. “Part of me wants to be that person. I don’t know exactly how I feel, to be honest, but I have to admit that I feel something and that I’d like to see if there’s anything possibly there between us. But not when you’re like this, I need to know that Yoosung wouldn’t be a concern and you’d have to be okay with being patient with me as well. I’m still sorting some things out about everything with Rika. So I’m here for you right now, as a friend and only a friend. And maybe, just maybe, one day we’ll both be okay where we’d want to try something for real.”

“Why would I be a concern?” You jumped at the voice and turned around to face your best friend, Jihyun hiding his head in his hands. “MC, I thought you were going home.”

“Yoosung I-“

“I was just telling MC that you’d be a concern because me and you, we don’t see eye to eye all the time.” Jihyun interjected and you grasped his hand and squeezed it gratefully.

“I would normally believe that, except for the fact that I told you maybe ten minutes ago that you both would be good together. Good for each other.” Yoosung deadpanned and you paled as he looked right at you. “Sounds like you and I need to have a talk?”

You wiped your hands over your face and stood up, brushing them against your dress. “I don’t really want to have a big talk, Yoosung. It’s always something big for you. It’s never just a ‘hey by the way I’m in love with you’ type of thing. You always make everything into a big deal and that’s not something I want to do right now. Yes, I love you and yes that is the reason I am very, very hesitant to try anything with Jihyun, even if seeing him gives me butterflies in my stomach,” you sent a small glance Jihyun’s way and he looked down at the ground. “I don’t expect this to change anything with me or you, or even me or Jihyun. It’s simply me stating facts on why it wouldn’t work between us now.”

Yoosung’s mouth dropped open slightly and he looked as if you’d just told him the biggest secret in the world. Jihyun wanted to walk away and hide but he couldn’t because he started this mess. He had to be there with you to finish it. “Why did you say anything before today, MC?”

You cleared your throat and stepped closer to Yoosung. “Because it didn’t matter before today. I never had to make a decision about what to do. But now since Jihyun and I kissed, there needs to be a decision made.” You turned and fiercely looked Jihyun in the eye and he felt his heart stutter. “I want to get over Yoosung, I want to be happy and I want you to be that person you said I deserved, but you need to know that it’s gonna take some time. I’m not just going to suddenly start anything with you until I know that I can be okay with Yoosung not loving me back and that I know you’re okay with everything that happened with Rika.”

Yoosung looked like he didn’t know what to say. “I’m really sorry, MC… Gosh if only I had known. I wouldn’t have asked for relationship advice..”

You shook your head and hugged Yoosung tightly. “No, I wouldn’t change anything. First and foremost, you’re my best friend. And that’s what best friends do for each other.”

He hugged you back just as tightly and kissed you lovingly on the forehead. “I think you need to finish this discussion with Jihyun.”

Looking at Jihyun, your cheeks turned a light pink and Jihyun’s fingers itched to draw this moment with charcoal. To capture this moment so that he could keep it in his pocket forever. “Hey,”

Jihyun grasped one of your smaller hands in his and smiled softly at you. “What now?”

“I guess for now, we’ll be friends.”

“Friends,” Jihyun repeated, a small smile darting across his lips. “I’ve never been just friends with someone I’ve kissed before..”

“Well, there’s a first time for everything.” You smiled back at him and leaned your head on his shoulder. Neither you or Jihyun really knew what your futures were gonna hold, but you both were excited to figure it out.

“Hey Jumin, you’re going near MC’s house after work today right? You mentioned something about taking Elizabeth to Yoosung’s vet clinic.” Jihyun had the phone between his ear and his shoulder as he picked up the paintbrush, a bright yellow gleaming on the tip..

“Yes, I did mention that, didn’t I?” Race asked and Jihyun could almost hear the smile in his friends voice. “Do you want to come with so you can see MC?”

Jihyun shrugged, brushing the paint lightly against the canvas in front of you. “If that’s alright with you?”

Jumin didn’t even hesitate to answer. “Of course, I will pick you up on my way.”

Jihyun set down the paint brush and wiped his hands on his smock before easing the phone off his shoulder. “Do you think I should let her know I’m coming before I get there?”

Jihyun heard a faint meow in the background and Jumin cleared his throat. “I think that if you’ve been messaging and calling each other back and forth for the past three months and haven’t seen each other in person since your first night back, you should surprise her.”

“Thanks.” Jihyun sighed out, looking at his paint stained jeans. “I need something to wear.”

Jumin hesitated for a second. “Normally, I would say dress to impress, but I don’t think MC is the type to care for what clothes you’re wearing. I’m done with my work for the day, when are you going to be ready? ”

“I couldn’t concentrate today, all day I’ve been picturing is MC’s face, not able to think of anything else...” Jihyun trailed off making Jumin laugh.

“Alright, let me call Driver Kim and I will be on my way.”

Jihyun nodded and pressed the end call button, his mind already in another place; a place where he sees you later that evening and you run and kiss him and tell him that you’re ready. Ready to be with him, ready to let him be the guy you deserve.

“Jihyun,” Jumin’s voice brought Jihyun out of his daydreams. Jihyun was sat on his front lawn, anxiously picking at some of the grass around his feet. “Are you ready?” Jihyun gave his friend a shaky smile in return.

“As ready as I’ll ever be.”

Most of the drive to Yoosung’s office was quiet once Jumin realized Jihyun wasn’t in a talkative mood. It contained mostly Jumin humming to himself and sometimes asking Jihyun what the tune was to a song he couldn’t quite think of at that moment.

Standing outside of Yoosung’s clinic, Jumin took a deep breath before turning to Jihyun. “So, we’re here.”

“We are,”

“And I’m gonna go inside and have Elizabeth get checked up.” Jumin lovingly rubbed her behind her ears and she purred softly.

“I’m going to go figure out where MC is.” Jihyun said, picking at a hangnail on his thumb. “I hope Elizabeth is well.”

“She will be. Good luck with MC,” Jumin responded, pushing open the door and walking up the stairs to the front desk.

“Jihyun?” He stopped as he heard his name and turned towards the voice he’d been dreaming about.

“I was hoping I’d find you first.” The mint haired boy admitted and you smiled at him. “But it seems you found me without even looking.”

“I just finished dropping off dinner for Yoosung. I knew he was staying late for Jumin and I wanted to make sure he was eating.” You paused for a second to really look at Jihyun. “It’s good to see you,” you stated warmly as Jihyun opened his arms and you stepped into his comforting embrace. “I was going to ask you the next time we spoke if I could come visit you because I had something I wanted to tell you.”

“Oh?” Jihyun’s eyebrows raised in a question. “And what would that be?”

You quickly pressed your lips against his own, much like the first one months ago and as you moved to pull away, Jihyun cupped your cheeks and pulled you back in, kissing you feverishly.

“Wow,” you whispered as you pulled away and Jihyun gave you a delighted grin.

“So what was it you wanted to tell me?”

“I think you know, Jihyun Kim.” You replied, wrapping your arms around his torso.

Pressing a kiss to the top of your head, Jihyun chuckled lightly. “I think I do too, but I want to hear it from you.”

“I don’t know how you did it, Jihyun. But you wormed your way into my heart. When I don’t get a message from you for awhile, I reread the ones you’ve sent me before. They warm my heart in a way that no one has done before and as I was rereading your most recent one - you know, the one where you were telling me about showing a group of children how to draw trees? - I realized that it made me just so…” you trailed off, trying to figure out the right word to use and as you did so, Jihyun brought your connected hands together and kissed the top of yours. “It made me feel so fuzzy inside. And I wasn’t sure what it was at first, but I did know I loved feeling that way. And then it hit me: love. That’s what I was feeling. I love you, Jihyun Kim. I love you from the bottom of my toes to the top of my head.”

“Well then glad what I came here to say today doesn’t sound as awkward as I was anticipating..” Jihyun couldn’t help but keep the grin off his face and he was glad you were the reason for that. “I came here today to tell you that I love you. And that I want to be the guy I told you that you deserved, all those nights ago on the front steps of my housing lodge.”

You kissed Jihyun again a nd he relished the feeling of your lips against his. “I want that too Jihyun. So badly.”

“Well then, I’m yours. Completely.” Jihyun replied as you rested your head on his chest and listened to his calming heartbeat.

#jihyun kim #jihyun x mc #v mysme #v mysme x mc #V mystic messenger #mystic messenger #mystic messenger fanfic #mystic messenger fan fiction #my writing

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rayroute-clear-saeran-text-sound · 5 years

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Hi! Could you do a ship for me? I’m 5’3 with long dark brown hair and grey/blue eyes. I’m interested in many types of history and media such as writing, drawing and photography and i’m currently taking a film course. I’m usually the mom of the group and am seen as quite sweet but i’m also very sassy, stubborn and teasing. I enjoy many types of games and play them whenever i get time i also have an extensive folder of memes. I’m a straight girl, Libra and an INFP. Thank you!💕

Yes, of course! I’m sorry, I went for kind of a low hanging fruit here, but I still hope you like it!

I pair you with Yoosung!

He obviously was first drawn to you through your hobby of gaming, so excited to have another gamer besides Seven in the group. But later, your variety of interests and sweet and nurturing personality made him feel at ease and comfortable, and he wanted to be around you 24/7.

He would love playing any type of game with you when ever and where ever, whether it be a casual card game, board game, competitive round of LOLOL or Smash Bros, or a fun game of tag and/or hide and seek.

Despite not wanting to be, he would be a sore loser. If you teased him about it, he would pout even more, probably retreating within the safety of his hoodie. You could only draw him out by saying you were leaving, which would startle him into profusely apologizing and begging you to stay.

Would constantly brag about you to his gaming friends. Any opportunity to bring you up in the chat during a party mission on LOLOL, he would take. He would invite you to join his guild and play with his guild members, but eventually he would regret this decision; he could get jealous pretty easily, especially when you were talking too much with the other guild members for his taste.

He would constantly ask to be updated on meme culture, as he would sometimes miss some trends due to his studies and LOLOL. He honestly thought it was adorable when you sent him memes, and his heart would absolutely melt if you ever sent him wholesome love memes. However, Seven would call a double standard because Yoosung would only get irritated whenever he would send memes.

He would act super annoyed whenever you teased him, but deep down he loved it. He would actually find himself sad if a day went by without you poking fun at his cuteness and childishness.

He loves your entire personality, but secretly, your sassy and stubborn side is his favorite. Even if he acts like it’s obnoxious to him (usually it’s poor acting and you can see right through him), he finds it fun to watch you refuse to leave something or let go of an idea, and adores when you tell him off; he thinks you’re at your most attractive when you tell him what to do, bonus points if you’re irritable about it. He’s a definite bottom.

This boy is impossibly happy whenever you take care of him. He gets stressed over having to care for himself, so he usually gives up on it entirely. He also struggles with making decisions for himself, but he’s trying to get better about it in order to “be more of a man” for you. A guaranteed way to get him to cheer up if he’s having a rough day is to mother him a bit. Your strong maternal characteristics and voice of reason for your friend groups really draws him closer to you, as your vibe makes him feel comfortable.

He doesn’t really understand your interest in history, as it’s one of his least favorite subjects; however, that’s not saying much considering he hates any class that has nothing to do with animals. He tries to take a liking to it for you, but unless it has to do with cool warriors and battles, he loses interest pretty fast. But, if he has any problems with history, he knows exactly who to go to for help. Expect a lot of calls in the middle of the night for help with last minute history homework or projects.

He honestly thinks your passion for the arts is so cool. He wants all updates on any stories you’re writing, and probably will present multiple story ideas to you; most are about his LOLOL character, and all the other ones aren’t very fleshed out, but you have found a few gems in his pile of terrible suggestions.

He would draw with you sometimes, but he’d start feeling bad when he began comparing his work to yours. You’d draw him his LOLOL character for a gift, and he would start tearing up. No joke, real tears would be shed that day.

He’s pretty fascinated with your photography, as he’s been around it when Rika and V were still together, but always assumed it wasn’t that difficult. Photography also left a bad taste in his mouth after Rika’s death, but you managed to change that for him. He definitely had more respect for V’s work after you explained all the different factors that go into a good photoshoot, and all of the little details kind of overwhelmed him. He loved to watch you take pictures, and would secretly wish for you to ask him to be a subject of a photoshoot. Would love it when you wanted to photograph animals, and would beg you to let him tag along. If you were interested, he would put aside his differences with V to ask him to give you a lesson in photography to give you extra tips.

He would be such an active supporter of all your film projects. He loves movies, and would love any short film or project you produced. Any time you finished something, he would absolutely go overboard and make a viewing party for you to show it off, inviting all of the RFA over. Usually, only Seven, and sometimes Zen, would show up, but it was the thought that counted. If Seven got a hold of your files, you know he would be on them in an instant, promoting them in the same way he got Zen famous.

Anytime you would cry, he would begin to cry too. Any fight with him would be incredibly emotionally charged, but there weren’t very many, as you both managed your relationship well.

You would often help him study, although it wouldn’t usually go well unless it was history. For almost every other subject, the two of you would either get distracted by games, the RFA, or yourselves. However, he would try harder in school for you

He lives for the fact that you’re on the shorter side. It makes him feel less pressured when he stands at a small 5’7”. He likes the fact that he can just lean down to kiss you on the forehead, and that he can rest his chin on your head.

He would constantly try to get you to wear his hoodies, even if you didn’t want to. He thought you looked adorable in them, and it made him so happy.

Always sending pictures of you to the messenger, trying to flex on everyone with his beautiful girlfriend. Zen is of course always jealous, and Seven always refers to you has his best friend, which makes Yoosung jealous for two reasons: he’s pretty possesive over you, and he thought he was Seven’s best friend.

Your phone rang out and pierced the silence of your dark room, and without sparing the caller ID a glance, you knew who was calling you. Who else would call out of the blue at three AM?

“Yoosung...you do know what time it is, right?”

“Yeah, I know, and I’m sorry...but I need help.” You sighed, grasping the covers in one hand, holding your phone up to your ear with the other.

“I’m sorry too. You procrastinating until last minute on your history homework really isn’t my problem. Goodnight-”

“Wait, Cala! Pleaseee?” His voice took on a whining tone, the one he knew would get him what he wanted one way or another; whether that be you getting so exasperated that you just give in, or you feeling bad enough that you agree to his terms.

“Fine. You know all these favors are stacking up, right?” You sat up in bed, pinching yourself to prevent yourself from dozing off.

“I owe you big time, I know! I just...haven’t figured out how to repay you yet.” His voice got smaller the longer his sentence went on, and you felt yourself smiling.

“Oh really? Because I know how. You could gift me your ultra rare-”

“Anything but that! I’ll even come be your maid for the day!” You examined your nails in the dark, smirking at his sensitivity when it came to his LOLOL items. You could imagine his red face despite the fact that he knew you were joking, and it made you miss him more than ever.

“Just come cook for me this weekend and we’re even. Anyways, what era is the assignment on?” You could hear him heave a massive sigh of relief, so glad that you would help him, regardless of the time.

“Have I ever mentioned how much I love you, Cala?” You heard the shuffling of papers, and pictured him organizing his history homework meticulously.

“Yep, all the time.”

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marshmallowprotection · 5 years

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How do you think the RFA (+ V if you don’t mind) would do with a MC who has brittle bone disease? What would they do if MC broke something?

Oh, another Anon who wants an ask like this! I love writing for people who struggle with their own chronic illnesses because nobody ever really writes stuff for us. I did my best and I hope I have a kind of accurate experience here for you? I love you guys, I want you to know that you are valid, and if somebody is ableist towards you, never put up with that. Whether you have a visible disability or an invisible disability, you are valid and deserve all the love in the world.

Yoosung Kim

° When you tell him he isn’t sure what to think. That’s not any bad thoughts on his part he’s just not been around a lot of people with physical issues that are young. He’s has a few preconceived notions but they’re mostly defined by his ignorance and confusion. Yoosung assumes that you must bruise easily and have to be extra careful when you’re doing anything extraneous.

° That’s not exactly how that works but he’s got some kind of idea that’s close enough that you could correct him with some minor education, and that little bit of effort would make the world of difference with him. Once he knows what he’s doing he is a great support system.

° One afternoon while you’re with Yoosung, you’re working in the kitchen and you accidentally overextend your hand. You can feel the familiar pain before it seemingly happens. You wind up with a fractured finger all because you gripped something a little too hard.

° “Oops.” is the only thing that you can say.

° Yoosung who was oblivious to this could only stare at you holding your bruised hand in terror, “…Y/N, what do you mean oops?”

° You just look back at him. “Well… I may or may not have broken my finger. It’s a surprise.”

° Needless to say, you’re the one that is calm and collected while Yoosung is the one that panics. It’s just his instinctual response. He’ll get you the care that you need it will just take him a few minutes of babbling before you can calm him enough to get it together. He’s very empathetic and it’s almost like he can feel more of what you’re feeling at that very moment and he’s doing what you would have done if you weren’t used to this happening.

° Yoosung is a mess but he’s somebody that cares about you with all of his heart. He’ll do his best to take care of you when you need his help!

Zen

°Oh… so what you’re telling him is that you have to be gentle with yourself otherwise you’ll get hurt. It isn’t your fault that these happen but you have to deal with them as they come. Zen cannot possibly imagine what that’s like for you, but he’ll be the first one to try to understand what you’re going through. He has to be careful with his own body thanks to his own condition, you know, he fries a little too easily in the sun and some lights can be hell on his eyes.

° But in regards to you… his instinct, however, is to put you on a pedestal and do everything for you. That can be grating even though it comes from a positive place; You’ll just have to be upfront with him about how you can handle yourself. He means well. You know that. It can just come out wrong sometimes.

° Zen will go through the motions just as you do and put that fear in the back of his head. Of course, he’ll tell himself that he’s prepared for an inevitable outcome but he. is. not. at. all. Zen absolutely cannot handle the idea much less a reality where his MC gets hurt. It makes that it that much more difficult to handle when it really does happen.

° At least he manages to keep his cool when you keep your cool. As long as you are level headed then he is pretty much calm. Today just wasn’t going to be your day. You weren’t clumsy by nature and you typically went out of your way to watch your step as you walked but for some reason today was just not a good day for you and you wound up tripping over a crack in the pavement and twisting your poor ankle. It’s obvious to you that you likely went down too hard and there might be some damage on your insides.

° Zen is quick to your side, but you insist that you’re alright but all you can do is mutter a few soft curses underneath your breath and groan in disdain. It wasn’t the most graceful way to happen but its not like you ever have a say with it. “Are you serious, body? And after all the work I put in with you… ugh. One fall breaks it all.”

° “Have no fear, your prince is here, Jagiya!” Zen, are you going to hoist your MC up and walk her all the way to get that checked out? Yes? Oh. Okay. I see how it is. At least you’re dedicated to your craft.

° Zen is worried about you when you get hurt, and he really will do as much as he can to make you feel alright about it. He hates it when you feel awful or when you cry. He’ll be the one to try and keep happy for you, just so you don’t feel like everything is out of place.

Jaehee Kang

° Jaehee hadn’t heard of your condition before but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t read up on it when you mention it to her in passing when you’re chatting on the phone. She assumes that you must have a difficult time handling everything. She wants to educate herself further and learn more about what makes your life what it is; Of course, she’ll inquire you from you as well, because it’s always good to hear what’s the best way to handle things from the source.

° She isn’t as abrasive as some others might be when it comes to treating you as you are. Jaehee knows that you’re more than capable of functioning on your own, and it would be wrong to assume that you couldn’t.

° She is the most steadfast and controlled in a chaotic situation. Her brain might be on alert or popping but she manages to keep a straight face in the face of whatever is happening around her in that instance. If you can keep your cool then things can be diffused sooner or later. That’s the sort of rationale that she uses to get by, and has for a long time. In that same regard, she wants to apply the same theory to you if you have an accident.

° There’s no stopping you from working as hard as you do in the cafe at her side. All she asks is that you act carefully in order to minimize any incidents. Haha. You promised you would but today happened to be one of those days when you couldn’t help it. In short, let’s just say that it involved some heavy bags of supply and your inability to give up on what you were doing.

° Jaehee found you loudly cursing, that was out of character, clutching your now aching limb with a sheepish smile on your face. The first reaction is to ask you if you’re okay, “Y/N, are you okay? I heard some loud noises but-”

° You can only explain yourself, a little embarassed and very red-faced, what you had done. “Well, you see… the thing is…”

° She sighs in that way that only you understand, and holds out her hand in your direction. “We’re going to get that checked out.”

° Jaehee means well, and she often worries about you. That’s because she cares about you very much and she wants you to experience as little to no pain as you can. It’s not because you need anyone to do that for you, its because of how much she cherishes you.

Jumin Han

° For Jumin, it’s about everything that he can do for you that will make your life simpler and more comfortable. He realizes that your struggle in your day to day can be difficult at times when you least want it to be. He’s a little guilty of the same thing that Zen is guilty of, he wants to protect you from anything that could hurt you but nobody can do that. Things have the tendency of just happening to you and you won’t let that fear control every aspect of your life as it’s tried to do in the place. It’s okay to be hesitant or to take things with a few extra steps if that’s what helps you, but you can’t live your life in a gilded cage.

° But just as you do in his route, you have to reassure him and remind him of the reality of everything. With a lot of careful discussions and treating him as he deserves, he’ll come around and understand your perspective and lay off his inevitable onslot.

° Oh, boy. Today had started off like it was going to be like any other day but that's shoved to the side the moment that you fell flat on your face. You braced yourself with your hands and now you kind of regretted that because everything aches and you're just silently praying that nothing is broken. Giving it a test, it doesn't feel like it's broken but it definitely needs a compress and ice. So that's what you wind up doing lost of the day just trying to combat the pain.

° When it didn't go away, that's when you figured it was wrong. And when Jumin finds you tending to yourself when Elizabeth the Third at your side it doesn't take much for him to guess what's wrong.

° "Y/N." Jumin is giving you this look of concern, and something else that you can't quite identify. "Did you injure yourself?"

° With a heavy sigh, you just nod your head and let him cart you away.

° Jumin works well under pressure in some regard! He can keep it together as long as he needs to even if its hard, there's only a few things that make it incredibly hard to maintain that level of professionalism. When it involves you, V, Elizabeth, or the RFA, it's harder for him to deal with it. When all is said and done, he needs some gentle reassurance and kisses to put reminded that its okay.

° In the end, Jumin has the most intent and plans in regards to future incidents. He'll be sure to get you things you need to ease your accidents and the best care possible if you so choose to take him up on the offer. He cares in a very specific manner and I'm sure you wouldn't have it any other way.

Saeyoung Choi

° It’s something that he comes across in his research of your background and instantly those alarm bells are going off in his head. It’s seemingly more a reason to try to stay away from you to keep you from getting hurt more then you do, but alas, the heart wants what the heart wants and he winds up with you in spite of how hard he tried not to do it for your own sake. He figures it out firsthand that nobody should underestimate you because of something that is out of your control. You’re more than capable.

° Seven really doesn’t like the idea of you getting hurt at all. But your own body is fighting you every day. It’s not utterly out of your control but its a very slim kind of hold. He goes out of his way to make you little things that make it easier for you, and by little, I mean he’s making a hell of a lot of things… is it a good excuse for robots? Probably.

° He hadn’t seen you properly in three weeks, and the moment that he had a chance to go and catch up with you he is surprised to see a cast on your leg. Needless to say, he begins to ask you in rapid fire succession, what happened, who hurt you, what’s broken, or is it just fractured, can I do anything, do you need anything?

° His eyes are worried. “Y/N. I would have been here if I knew this happened!”

° You wave off the look he’s giving you right then. You know how worried he can get when he wants to. Which is why you didn’t exactly tell him the extent of your injury on the phone when you spoke. “I’m fine. I’m totally fine, Saeyoung! I just tripped over my own two feet in my apartment, it’s not a really big deal. I didn’t wanna worry you.”

° “Well, now I am.” Seven replies.

° He understands why you wouldn’t have told him. Seven would have put everything down to come to you. He’s been trying to sort things out with his brother this entire time and he had to dedicate all if not most of his energy to that endeavor. You understood that, and not letting it slip to him kept his head in a better space. In some regard you were right. Seven just hated that you were going through things alone.

° It makes him dedicate himself to working harder to put everything back together. He is just very compassionate about two things in his life and you happen to be one of those things. He’s always going to be looking out for you when you need him and when you don’t.

Jihyun Kim

° It's just one thing that he never expected himself to ever be content with his life ever again, and its another thing entirely when that ideology is thrown right out of the window by your sudden appearance to his side. For V, it was like he could start over. You're like this perfect person in Jihyun's world and he wouldn't have it any other way then that. He just didn't expect you to be afflicted with your own kind of troubles that you couldn't get rid of either. It's not a bad thing. He just never thought someone as kind as you could be in so much pain. It really puts a lot into perspective for him again, and like some of the other RFA member's reactions, he needs to change some of his ideas about the world and the people in it.

° You tell him that you've got some difficulties with your body. It's too easy for you to fracture things and worse, break things. You could be doing something simple and the smallest miscalculation might have you in a cast for a few weeks. There is only so much that you can do to combat that. His reaction is to respect your choices. You know how to handle yourself and you'll know what to do, but that doesn't mean he doesn't worry about your health. He often worries that you might get hurt and he wouldn't be there to help you out. It's reflective of some of his feelings towards his Mom when he was a kid.

° Those fears are probably realized when you come to see him and you've got your wrist wrapped up. You smile sheepishly and admit that you had hit something too hard and in return you earned a small split.

° His face is lined with those fears at that moment. "Y/N, are you alright?"

° "Of course," you tell him. "I know you're probably feeling like I'm not but I swear I'm okay. Just a little accident and it'll be back to normal in a little while."

° His reaction is this calm, and quiet one. However, on the inside he is feeling so many things that he can't even quite process them all. On the one hand when you get hurt he's always relieved to know that you take it without fear, but he always fears that you might get hurt too much one of these days and it'll be too hard to recover. You'll have to really speak with him about this often to make sure those feelings are out in the open and spoken about with great care to your health and his.

° Jihyun is grateful that you're in this life and he really wants you to live in comfort for the rest of your days. You deserve that. Just like you'll tell him he deserves that when he forgets to imply for himself. He's going to make mistakes but he'll do his best to do the right thing.

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headcrossed · 6 years

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A/N: no one asked for this, but I can’t stop thinking about it so here goes. Also still taking requests for these guys, if anyone’s interested!

THE RFA PLAYS DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS FOR THE FIRST TIME

SEVEN

We all know he’s the one that suggested it. Call it a team building exercise, if you will. Besides, since they’re going to be having more parties now in the future, they gotta make sure they stay strong as an organization. What better way than this?

Since no one else is experienced with this game, Seven also takes it upon himself to DM.

Even though oddly enough, he’s never really played it either... at least, not officially.

He found a rulebook when he was younger at the library, and it inspired him, but he knew he couldn’t take it home where his mom might find it.

So instead he memorized it, and when Saeran was sick he would make up a story and roleplay with him. No stats, character sheets, or anything. Just two lonely kids getting enraptured in pure imagination for a little while. It’s one of the fondest memories he has from his childhood.

I’mma be honest: Seven’s DM-ing style is basically the same as Griffin McElroy’s in TAZ.

He keeps things pretty well-balanced. Plenty of humor and shenanigans, but the more serious and emotional moments are really moving, and everyone’s surprised by this.

Zen and Yoosung and even Jaehee and V probably shed some tears over the way the story unfolds.

He also does really good voice acting for his characters. Nowhere near on Zen’s level, like you could still kinda tell it’s him doing the voices if you couldn’t see his face, but he gets into character really easy (even Zen thinks he should audition to voice act for a game or something... ;) )

Yoosung

Aside from the obvious previous experience he might have, he probably played some one-shot campaigns with some D&D clubs on campus before.

The first character he makes is probably a literal recreation of his LOLOL character, since it’s familiar to him, and is a good place to start with since he’s not very experienced. Besides, he’s built like a tank in LOLOL, and if he knows anything about these kinds of games, it’s that balance is key, and they need at least someone who can soak up all the damage of whatever Seven throws at them (is he afraid that he’ll make them face bosses way to big for any of them to handle and they’ll all die in the process? GOD YES)

And it turns out that concern was legit. He dies like 5 minutes in.

Scrapping that strategy, he probably will end up making a half-orc , and he ends up really enjoying this character a lot more.

Plays him... surprisingly chivalrous, probably ends up saving a princess at some point in the game.

Seven lets him romance her and... wait... HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND NOW!!!

The game doesn’t count, my sweet summer child

It’s a little awkward that she’s voiced by Seven,and even though he teases Yoosung about it (both in-game and out), quite often it’s really sweet, actually.

He really, REALLY wishes he could commission someone to do fan art of them, but he has no money T_T

Might ask V if he gets desperate enough... might

Believe it or not, Yoosung will actually ditch playing LOLOL for this.

He likes being able to see all his best friends gathered in one place, laughing and just having a good time. It warms his poor college student heart.

ZEN

He’s not really sure how he was convinced to do this, but somehow he’s very into it

He’s not very good at the numbers part of the game (and he usually has to ask Yoosung or Jaehee to help him with it), but he really shines in the roleplay department (I mean he’s an actor! If nothing else it’s a really good opportunity to work on his improv skills)

Plays an high-elf bard, with a VERY high charisma stat.

“Not very original, huh Zen? Trying to make life imitate art?” “Shut up, mistah trust-fund kid!”

AND HE PLAYS THEM EXACTLY HOW YOU WOULD EXPECT.

Flirts with EVERY ENEMY. To the point that Seven has to make his character have near-death experiences MANY TIMES to get him to stop.

Still, somehow, by the end of the game he has amassed a harem of enemies who worship him for his god-like beauty.

VOICE ACTS FOR HIS CHARACTER AND SINGS ACTUAL BARD SONGS HE’S MEMORIZED BEFORE-HAND (rest in peace, Jaehee)

Oh but he doesn’t stop there.

He COSPLAYS HIS CHARACTER, AND HIS WHOLE FANBASE GOES INSANE

His bard now has a whole fandom and following irl too. He even made a separate social media account where he shares all the amazing fan art that people have drawn for his character. He even thinks that maybe they should start broadcasting their sessions or do a podcast.

JAEHEE

Jaehee is an absolute beast at this game.

She’s read over the rulebook at least 20 times and knows it inside and out.

Probably gets into arguments with Seven and maybe accidentally metagames once or twice.

She should be dm-ing not seven what the hell are they all thinking? She knows the stats better, anyways

She plays a rowdy dwarven paladin, and no one expected it.

Her logic is: it’s a fantasy-world. She can be whatever she wants, and she wants to smash things, be as rowdy as she likes, and be blunt and tell things like it is.

Also she’s semi-intentionally trying to recreate a gimli and legolas style relationship with Zen’s character, go figure ;) it’s actually really sweet at the end of the day though they make a great fucking team.

Has her own special routine for dice-rolls that she believes will increase her odds of getting a better roll.

They all laugh at her for varying degrees for it but FOR SOME REASON IT WORKS AND SHE HAS CRAZY NAT 20 STREAKS SOMETIMES.

She ends up stealing a lot of Jumin’s kills, but she’s just roleplaying, after all. (Seven gives her bonus xp for good roleplaying too like yeah good for her for using this as an outlet)

Frequents D&D forums a lot now. Thinking up new strategies and probably makes like a million new characters based on them that she may never play (but she hopes to, someday)

JUMIN

He’s heard of it before, and that’s no surprise with his extensive interest in small specialty businesses and the fact that the RFA has at least two members who have played it before.

But alas, he has never played it himself.

He agrees because the level of spectacle that he’s seen around playing this game is astounding, and he’s intrigued. Thinks maybe he’ll get a new business idea out of it.

“So Jumin, what race are you going to play as?” Seven asks, innocently, as though he doesn’t know the answer.

“... you’ll see.”

Everyone gets suspicious, but he keeps his poker-face as cool as ever.

When they go around the table introducing their characters, he puts on his most serious face, puts his hands up in front of his face like paws, and introduces himself as his character: Elizabeth the 4th, Tabaxi Ranger

Zen has to leave the room to get over a sneezing fit, Jaehee’s glasses shatter, Seven straight up dies laughing on the floor. None of it matters to Jumin. He’s living the fucking dream.

All that being said, Jumin is definitely tries to take a more methodical approach to the game. He carefully plans out his strategies for the best strategical outcome.

Although

He actually ends up really enjoying it, at the end of the day.

You know he’s looking into premium gear for future sessions. Buys all the rulebooks and lorebooks, buys a bunch of really cool-looking handmade dice (that he personally tests himself for balance, to make sure they all roll true). He probably even commissions someone to make custom mini figurines for their characters.

Like Zen, he’s also not quite sure how he got roped into doing this.

He’s never played, or ever really even HEARD of this game before, let alone understand how it works, but given an opportunity to hang out with the rest of the RFA and relax, he takes it. It sounds like fun to him anyway.

He has to spend a lot of time making his character (this poor boy, he sees everyone else with their faces stuffed in the character stat books and he doesn’t wanna ask if he can borrow it ‘cause they need it to make their characters too and doesn’t want to interrupt them)

When he finally DOES make a character, however. He goes with a Tiefling Druid. Not only do they look aesthetically pleasing and unique, but also he empathizes with how they’re treated by society as a whole. It’s kinda the perfect fit.

He’s super clueless when they first start playing.

Seven says “Roll for initiative” and he sits there like “wait... what do I do? ^^; ”

Jaehee, Jumin and Seven usually help him out and explain things as they go along.

As the game progresses he picks things up bit by bit. Turns out, he’s actually really good at roleplaying.

In the beginning, he plays his character as this cold and distant, not really caring about anyone in the team, but over time that dissolves into unerring loyalty to the rest of the party. Probably created an elaborate backstory involving a long lost love, too.

Everyone gets super attached to V’s character.

But of course, OF COURSE

When they face the final boss of the arc, someone has to sacrifice themselves to defeat it.

V immediately volunteers, and is dealt a killing blow before any of the rest of them can so much as talk it through.

As he dies, he says “My people only know hatred because they have been so hated. But... I’ve never felt that. Not with all of you. Thank you, for showing me that there’s hope for all of us!” and his character dies, with a smile on his face.

DAMNIT V NO

EVERYONE’S FUCKING CRYING NOW LOOK WHAT YOU DID

All-in-all though, he had a really great time. 10/10 would play again. Maybe even starts constructing a story-based campaign in his head and wants to try DM-ing next time!

He’s always snapping super aesthetic photos of the sessions, and probably does a painting of all their characters together to commemorate their first campaign.

SAERAN

Saeyoung invited him to play, but he says no.

It’s childish and he has other things he wants to do.

Saeyoung doesn’t pressure him, and honestly he thought that would be the last he’d hear of it.

However, Seven’s house is usually where they end up meeting to play (since no one else really has the room for it, and playing at Jumin’s house is ruled outright due to level of c-hair)

He’s a little annoyed, and thus stays in his room for most of the night, figuring he can wait the session out in his room.

But alas, the one thing he didn’t factor in was wanting some ice cream at 1 am.

After a deep internal debate, he ultimately decides to leave his room to satisfy the craving, and unlocks his door.

He wanders into the kitchen, surprisingly unnoticed, silently grabbing a spoon from the drawer and taking the carton of ice-cream out of the freezer, when he overhears something... familiar.

“BOOM! BOOM! Drums sound in the deep. A mighty roar soon follows, as the chamber rumbles with the sound, pieces of the construction tumbling to the floor of the ancient hall in its wake...”

Seven roars, for effect.

“Oh shit...” Zen says.

“Louder and louder, the sound draws nearer, until the sound stops at the foot of the barricaded door. Large shadows overcome what little faint light shone from beneath the door...”

*pushes up his glasses* “Roll for initiative”

“WHAT?!”, screams Yoosung, “WE JUST FOUGHT A CAVE TROLL! WE HAVEN’T EVEN HAD THE TIME TO RECOVER!”

“Shame...” Seven says, “If only there was one more party member... then you might have a chance...”

Seven then looks over to the doorway, locking eyes with Saeran briefly.

Memories prickle at the back of his head. Memories of those same eyes lighting up as he told the same stories to him. He remembers getting lost in those stories, feeling happy deep down as he figured out what he would do next. He even remembers... smiling?

He runs back into his room, and slams the door.

And that’s the last the RFA sees of him...

Or so they think.

Half an hour later, he comes out of his room, pulls out one of the kitchen chairs, sits down and slams a hastily-printed character sheet.

“Looks like you’re running into some trouble with that Balrog... tch. Amateurs.”

He made a Kenku Monk, chaotic neutral alignment.

And he completely destroys the boss that Seven had planned for them.

DID SOMEONE SAY EDGELORD?

Probably splits from the party a bunch, but Saeyoung planned for that, so there’s usually a bunch of story-heavy side-quests waiting for him anyway, and they all eventually lead him back to the party somehow.

But truth be told, he’s not that mad about it.

Every opportunity he gets to describe exactly the kind of moves he’s exacting on the enemies they face, he takes. He explains it in creative, gory detail, and it shocks some of the other party members, but Seven seems cool with it.

That’s right kiddo, harness all that repressed rage. Let it out.

He’s helping clean the kitchen after everyone’s gone when Seven asks,

“So? You going to play with us next session too?”

He pauses washing the snack dishes for a beat, and the corners of his lips start to twitch, just a little.

“Y-yeah, I-... I actually had a lot of fun.”

His brother pats him on the back, his hand still on his shoulder when he says “I’m glad! That’s what I was hoping to hear.”

“... Wait... you planned this from the beginning, didn’t you?”

The sly smirk on Seven’s face says it all. Bih you know he did

“... you little shit.”

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an-ambivalent · 6 years

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RFA + V + Saeran comforting MC when MC receives a college rejection letter

Anon asked: Hi! If you’re not too swamped with asks, could you write a imagine will all of RFA + V and Saeran about how’d they’d comfort an S.O. When they get a college rejection letter?

Yoosung

You had applied at SKY University because not only was it one of the best Universities for you to study at, but also so you could study alongside Yoosung. The two of you were really excited for the future that was ahead of you. You had already planned how you could ditch your classes once in a while and go out on cute dates at local cafes and etc. However, all of this excitement and hope were snatched from you in one moment when you received the rejection letter.

You were absolutely heartbroken, and this rejection letter absolutely killed you. It destroyed your confidence, and it made you question your self-worth. Thoughts such as ‘why me,’ ‘am I really THAT stupid and incapable?,’ and other negative and self-destructive thoughts entered your mind. You entered an auto-pilot mode, and you allowed the negativity to overwhelm you to the point where you became completely discouraged to even put effort in your daily routine. At your state, Yoosung literally felt his heart-break. The dejection that you felt due to the rejection you received made him realize how fortunate he was to be accepted into his course in the first place.

At the start of your relationship, he had promised you that he would do his best for you. And now, this only fueled his fire to want to complete his major so he could build a good life for you and himself. However, before he could execute his passion in his studies, he needed to cheer you up.

Yoosung persuaded you to play a round of LOLOL with him. At first, you were too dejected to want to do anything. However, after some forceful tugging and scolding from Yoosung, you reluctantly agreed. And boy were you glad that you did.

The concentration that it required to pull off complex character combos, and the thrill that you got from killing and destroying everything, was exactly what you needed to release your pent up anger and frustration. As you were focused on bathing in the blood of your enemies and cursing out loud, you were oblivious to the lovesick gaze Yoosung was staring at you with.

“I win!” You exclaimed in triumph, as you slumped back in your seat, and turned towards Yoosung with a wide grin. That’s when you saw it: how in love he was with the sight of your bright face, and passionate eyes. He loved all of you, but your genuine smile was his favourite.

Unexpectedly, he grabbed your face, and pulled you in close, before kissing you.

“I love you so much,” He said sincerely, and giving you an adorable smile. That left you as a blushing mess, and the sadness from your rejection letter was long forgotten.

Zen

Zen was the sort of person who shared your feelings.

He felt happy when you were happy. He shared your stress because he easily became worried about you. He was angry when you were, so it was no surprise when he was just as upset as you were when you received your college rejection letter.

Zen left his studies at an young age, and he never did or wanted to pursue college (unless it might’ve been for acting purposes). Education did not hold much value for him, so although he shared your melancholy, initially, he did not understand the reason behind it. So, in order to grasp an understanding of your situation, he implemented the analogy of how he would feel if he lost a really big role that he wanted.

Just that thought itself was heartbreaking, but instantly, he realized that there was always another chance. It would not be the same, but another chance is better than none, and that’s how Zen came to a conclusion.

You were trying to continue with your depression nap that you had been having for the past two and a half hours. However, much to your distaste, your body was too well-rested physically and you were unable to fall-asleep again. So, you just laid on your stomach with your face dug in your pillow. That’s when you heard the creaking sound of the door opening, and footsteps heading towards you. You felt the familiar touch of Zen’s hand on your head, as he softly brushed his thumb on your cheek.

His touch was soothing. You shuffled under your covers so you could turn around and look at him.

“You’re awake,” Zen said, as his eyes widened slightly in surprise. You nodded grimly in response.

He gave you a pitiful smile as he continued to caress your cheek softly.

“Shouldn’t you at least get out of bed? I know you’re going through a lot but don’t let yourself fall apart this badly. At the very least, look after yourself,” Zen said softly, as he bent down and sat on the floor on his knees, so that he could be at your eye level.

“I don’t want to,” You replied simply, and frowned. Zen seemed like he expected your response, because he sighed.

He held up some papers, and before he spoke, he coughed dryly in his elbow, with red tinted cheeks.

“I know that you got rejected from your dream college,” He began, and you scowled at him.

“No shit Sherlock,” You snapped.

Zen’s eyebrow twitched in annoyance, but he did not return your sass, for now. He figured that probably was not the best way to start of his point with.

“As I was saying, I did some research and I found other colleges that you can study your major at. I was actually looking at the reviews too. It turns out that some of these colleges aren’t only close by so you can save your time from travelling, but they have some excellent facilities that your dream college didn’t have. I thought that maybe, you’d like to look at them together?” He suggested, and smiled shyly.

You stared at him for a few minutes, before you smiled softly at him.

“Ah, I didn’t even think of that! Zen, you’re a genius.”

Jaehee

Jaehee was familiar with the concept of rejection. Not necessarily with not being able to not achieve her goals, but more as in not receiving a genuine love from a family like she wanted. So, she understood your devastation, but she was confused as to how she should comfort you.

For a while, she just let you be. She thought that you may have needed your own space to grieve and wanted to be left alone. However, it slowly dawned upon Jaehee that the longer she left you to grieve on your own, the more your sorrow manifested. This made her worry a lot and she tried to cheer you up by putting on her favourite Zen DVD’s and spoiling you with your favourite food. However, none of it seemed to make you better. It was beginning to drive her crazy. So, she did what she figured she should’ve done in the first place: she sat down with you and talked to you. And that’s when she realized that was what you needed; you just needed her to be by your side, and talk everything out.

So, late at night, when the sound of rain hitting against the windows and the outer walls of the apartment was comforting, over a warm cup of tea, you vented to her about everything that you felt.

Jumin

Jumin held you in a warm and loving embrace as you cried because you had received a college rejection letter. As you were crying, you were subconsciously murmuring negative things about yourself. It was common knowledge that everyone had parts of themselves that they didn’t like, and that was fine. However, the impact of the rejection seemed to have taken a huge toll on you. It was like it was the last snip that was needed to cut some sort of thread in your mind, and let everything that you hated about yourself flood your mind.

Jumin saw you as his precious angel because you were always there for him. He loved you so much, and for that reason, the more negative things you said about yourself, the more hurt he felt. He knew that it was important to release all of your emotions but he was beginning to question whether being so self-hateful would be beneficial in the process of getting over the harsh reality.

It got to the point where he couldn’t tolerate the bad words you said to yourself. As a result, for each bad thing you said about yourself, Jumin countered it with something he loved about you.

“I can’t do anything right. I’m so useless.”

“You’re a person, you have your limits. You can do a lot, and one failure doesn’t define you.”

“I should have tried harder.”

“I watched you do your best. You’re smart, and hardworking, don’t be so hard on yourself.”

“I hate myself.”

“I love you more than I could ever love myself,” He whispered, and his deep voice sent shivers down your spine. His words had an instant effect on you because you froze mid-crying, and gazed up at Jumin with glossed watery eyes.

He looked really hurt, and the fact that he was giving you a soft smile to conceal his feelings caused a pool of guilt to form within you.

Jumin intertwined his fingers with yours, and gently kissed your cheek.

“You are everything, and you don’t even know it. Look at yourself through my eyes. Look at how much I love and cherish you. One letter doesn’t mean anything, it will all work out, I promise. So, please stop being so awful to yourself. ” He pleaded, before he brought your form closer to his, and hugged you tighter.

Your lip quivered, and you dug your head in the crook of his neck.

“I’ll try.”

Saeyoung

Saeyoung offered to hack into the college’s system to change the status of your enrollment. You were tempted to take the offer, but you didn’t because it wouldn’t be fair on others, who actually got accepted. The rejection did not bother you too much because you had a second preference that was nearly as good as the first. However, the reality of the rejection was still disheartening.

To distract yourself temporarily from your temporary sorrow, you were binging your favourite show. You were wrapped in a lot of blankets and you were slouched lazily on the couch. You had been in this position constantly for about two days. You only got up when you needed to use the washroom, sleep or get more junk food. You knew that avoiding your problems until they go away or distracting yourself from them were not healthy coping mechanisms. However, at this point, everything seemed pointless and you didn’t really care.

But Saeyoung did.

In some ways, you were very similar to him. Both of you tended to ignore everything and everyone so that you could isolate yourself in your misery. By this point, he felt like you were basically his twin because it felt like you had the same personality. That was both amazing yet frustrating at the same time.

“[Name],” Saeyoung called, as he tried to grab your attention. From the corner of your eyes, you saw him, but you didn’t look at him.

You were looking at the hot fictional character on the screen of your laptop, and focusing on their voice that was playing at full volume in your earphones.

The red-haired male made several attempts to get your attention, but his efforts were meaningless. Saeyoung grumbled under his breath. Then, an idea came to him, which made him smirk.

“How unfortunate. A young and sweet princess like myself is being ignored by her beloved peasant, for whom she’s willing to break all the rules for. I guess I will just go to my room to suffer in this mortal world of loneliness all by myself,” He exclaimed dramatically.

A few minutes passed, and your show was getting to a very intense and good plot point. You were getting really invested in it since you were leaning forward and biting your bottom lip in anticipation.

Just as you were about to get to the good part, your screen started to buffer.

You blinked and before you could do anything else, a video of a car being driven down on a road through the mountains started to play.

You watched it in complete confusion, before finally, it happened.

The scary pop up.

You screeched in sudden surprise, and leaped feet away from your computer. The earphones that were connected to your laptop, suddenly whipped out from your ears, which caused you to groan in pain. Colorful vocabulary left your mouth. Then, there was the sound of Saeyoung’s laughter bouncing off the walls of the house, as he walked into the living room to see you groaning in pain.

He smiled ear-to-ear and exaggeratedly blinked innocently.

“Did you like my surprise~?” He asked in a chirpy voice.

Your eyebrow twitched.

“I know that you’re trying to make me feel better and I know I shouldn’t be snobby. But out of EVERYTHING, was that REALLY necessary?!” You asked, and narrowed your eyes at him.

Saeyoung continued to smile cheekily.

“Yes?” He said, and your expression formed into one of utter disbelief.

“You have three seconds to high tail out of here and hide yourself to save yourself from getting beaten,” You warned.

“What if I’m into being beaten--” He began, but stopped when you lunged at him.

Usually, you were good at comforting yourself whenever you were feeling down. In this situation, you were able to not make yourself feel like a complete failure. However, the sorrow from the rejection still lingered. It wasn’t too bad, but it was still there.

You didn’t confess or talk about your feelings. Actually, you hid it quite well. If V wasn’t an observant person who knew you the way someone knows their favourite quotes from their favourite piece of literature, then he wouldn’t have noticed your sadness.

V saw through your melancholy in your gestures, your words, and your expressions. It was visible in the way your shoulders were slightly slumped when you were cleaning the dishes, in comparison to when you normally stood up straight.

When you spoke, you zoned out and in the middle of your own sentence, you would start to stare into the distance with a faraway gaze. And everytime you smiled, it was slightly forced. There were no wrinkles around your eyes that were usually visible when you smiled genuinely, and your eyebrows would furrow.

V wanted to confront you about it, but he wasn’t sure how he would. So, rather than making a big deal out of it, V decided to comfort you with a small home-cooked romantic dinner. He texted one of your friends to take you out for a bit in the afternoon, so that he could prepare the meal and surprise you.

For the few hours you were out with your friend, you were incredibly confused as to why they would buy food to fulfill their hunger, and not let you buy anything. Needless to say, when you returned home, you were hangry.

“Jihyun, you wouldn’t believe the audacit--” You began, as you removed your coat, and hung it on the coat hanger. However, you trailed off when you saw your living room.

The lights in the room were dimmed. In the middle of the dinning table, there was a giant vase. In the vase, rose petals and a candle were floating. Around that specific giant vase, there were smaller vases, which also supported a floating candle. The candles were burning brightly in the alluring darkness of the room. Lastly, two plates of your favourite type of pasta, and two glasses of wine were placed on the table. The sight left you in awe. Your eyes drifted to Jihyun, who was standing beside the dinner table, wearing a bright pink apron, and smiling beautifully. His blue seafoam eyes were shining in pride.

“Surprise~! Do you like it?” V asked, as he pulled out a chair for you.

Your eyes lit up like fairy lights on a christmas tree. Finally, after so many days, you smiled widely and You carelessly threw your bag on the couch, before walking towards the dinner table, with your stomach rumbling.

“I love this Jihyun, and I love you too.”

Saeran

(I had a major writer’s block for Saeran bc I can just imagine him comforting the MC with a mixture of V’s and Jumin’s scenario ;A;)

It was just a few lines imprinted on a piece of paper. They were just a few lines that shouldn’t hold so much power over you, but they did. The rejection was really devastating because you ended up locking yourself in your room. You felt like a failure because you couldn’t even get this right.

Saeran, who stood outside of your room, felt really upset because you were so upset. He felt helpless because he couldn’t do anything to better your situation, and in his eyes, you didn’t deserve this. You were so wonderful and selfless, and you deserved everything that was good. To him, someone as amazing as you shouldn’t have had to deal with so much pain.

He wanted to comfort you and let you know of all the things he loved about you, and everything that you were good at. And that was exactly what he did.

The next day, when you woke up from your slumber, you saw a few violets and a bunch of thyme tied together. Sleep was heavy in your eyelids, and your eyes felt sore and swollen due to all the crying that you had done. You blinked, before you picked up the adorable [favourite colour] card that was placed beside the flowers. You opened it, and read the handwritten message.

It read:

‘Thymes for your strength because you can handle and overcome anything. After all, you handle me. Violets for my loyalty to you, because you are amazing, and whatever you devote yourself to, you will achieve it. A piece of paper doesn’t decide your whole future.

-Saeran.’

Your eyes widened. Your cheeks became flushed in a hue of red, and you felt warm. Finally, you got out of bed, and stepped out of your bedroom. Upon entering the hallway, you basked in the sunlight, and it felt really refreshing. That’s when you noticed that there were more flowers which were placed around your abode, and sweet messages attached to those flowers. The messages were in regards to what the flower represented, and you followed this trail of flowers and messages until you got to Saeran.

From reading all the beautiful things he had written about you, you were gleaming in joy. You walked towards Saeran, who was smiling softly at you, and held a single bunch of a certain type of purple flowers out for you.

“Heliotrope because no matter what happens, I will always love you.”

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apenapaperandadoofus · 4 years

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Helloo I just read your experience about that two crazy spiders running towards you in the bathroom , and man that was hilarious but I really feel sorry for you tho Σ(っ°Д °; )っ, so how about RFA + V reaction or scenario if they experience the same thing you do? ^o^

It was a traumatizing experience and now I have PTSD whenever I go to the bathroom lmao they both really went I AM SPEED pft also imma add my bby boi Saeran too as an extra cuz I love him :3

RFA+minor duo with two spiders running towards them in the bathroom:

Zen:

So he’s going to the bathroom

And he finds two spiders just chilling

They aren��t really bothering him so he doesn’t kill them or anything

Zen isn’t super fond of spiders but he isn’t really afraid of them

That is until at one point the two spiders just come running towards him, and that’s when he realized

That he fucked up

So he quickly gets out of the bathroom, and when you ask him what’s wrong, he tries to act as if everything’s fine and just clears his throat

But he was fucking scared for a second there lmao

Yoosung:

So he actually doesn’t like the spiders

Especially the ones that have those big ass legs (those are the ones I saw that time btw)

So he’s in the bathroom, just doing what he has to do, probably scrolling through his phone

When all of a sudden, he sees the spiders near the sink in front of him

And he panics, but thinks, they’re not bothering me, so I won’t really do anything to them

But then, when the two spiders just start running???

He just falls off the toilet and goes out of the bathroom with his pants not even on

He just stumbles out and let’s out a war cry as he’s just coming out pft

Also he may be crying

And you bet your ass he’s not going into the bathroom anymore until he’s sure the spiders are gone

Jaehee:

Dude spiders are scared of her LMAO

Honestly when she sees the spiders running towards her she just yelps and raises her legs a bit so they won’t touch her

But seriously, spiders ain’t messing with Jaehee, they know what she can do

She is a bit scared, but she won’t just bolt out of the bathroom like someone did

It’s me I’m someone

Anyway ya girl is just, she’s fine, Jaehee is a bad bitch you ain’t gonna kill her

Jumin:

Ok but why would there be spiders in his penthouse they shouldn’t be there lmao

Also do you think they’d be like posh spiders? For some reason I think they would just be fancy ones lmao

Jumin does not give a fuck

He doesn’t care

Not even when they start running towards him

When they see his poker face

The spiders just do a 180° turn pft

But honestly he actually gets sort of interested in spiders and it becomes his face for a bit

If the cutiepie ever sees a spider again he will just stay looking at it like a kid who’s super interested in something

I love my baby boyyy

Saeyoung:

Saeyoung doesn’t like bugs

We can say spiders sort of fall into that category (some people say that spiders are brighter bugs nor insects and I mean- am I the only one who thought they were both? 🥺👉👈-please tell me I’m not-)

So anyway, ya boi sees the spiders in the bathroom and his reaction is ew gross, but he doesn’t exactly kill them

Until they start running towards him, that’s when he becomes scared and runs out of the bathroom screaming for you pft

Then Vanderwood comes in and like a Mexican mom just takes off his sandals and starts running around the house trying to get the spiders (EL PODER DE LA CHANCLA BITCH)

And Saeran will be scared but he’s just so done with everyone he doesn’t care about spiders anymore pft

Aw ok listen

So he gets into the bathroom and then he sees the spiders

And he gets like shivers down his spine but he doesn’t do anythign

Until the spiders come running towards him and he honestly gets kind of scared

And I can just imagine him hugging his knees on the toilet

And he stays there for like an hour, and when you come to ask him what the he’ll he’s doing he just gives you a nervous smile and says

“I don’t want to accidentally step on the spiders.” With this face -> 😅🥺

He’s scared of them but he also doesn’t want to kill them

(I, I just made my heart go doki doki for this man, I- can someone draw V hugging his knees in the bathroom? I can’t, just imagine his cute little face omg I WANT TO TRY DRAWING IT BUT I CANT AHHGJGJ)

Saeran:

He hates spiders

He despises them

Lowkey I’m surprised he didn’t just kill them as soon as he got into the bathroom

But it was probs because he didn’t notice them

But when they start running towards him he just steps on them

Like, sorry spiders but

This man will not deal with your shit today

He is shaken up tho pft and he’s surprised at first

Honestly he kills the spiders because he’s panicked

Also he wants hugs afterwards, it was a very traumatic experienfe ok?!

#mystic messenger #saeyoung choi #saeran choi #jumin han #jihyun mysme #yoosung kim #jaehee kang #mysme #choi bois

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arielle0808 · 6 years

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Hey there! I am loving your headcanons and I was thinking... how would the rfa + minor trio react if MC was the little sister of a bodyguard?...Jumin’s bodyguard...

Hii! I’m soo glad you’re liking my headcanons

Thank you so much for your request! This was really fun to write ^^ I hope you like it :3

Yoosung

He had been a bit nervous when MC had said that her older brother wanted to meet him, but all nervousness transformed into confusion when she took him to Jumin’s penthouse.

“Is your brother Jumin?” Yoosung asked, starting to get scared, but MC laughed.

“He isn’t Jumin, you dummy! This is my adorable brother!!”

In front of him stood a man who was four times Yoosung’s size and heigth. He was going to faint.

“IpromiseI’lltakegoodcareofyoursisterpleasedon’tkillme?”

Fortunately, adorable older brother did not understand a word he had said and just nodded in awkwardness.

“I’m so glad Jumin let us go and see him at work!” MC continued chatting amiably as the bodyguard and Yoosung stared at each other, one with a stoic and unreadable expression, the other, in panic.

At that moment, MC tripped lightly, but fortunately enough Yoosung grabber her arm before she fell down.

He looked up at her brother and saw his expression, which remained exactly the same. Suddenly, he spoke up.

“Good,” he said and MC let out a smirk of content.

Yoosung’s soul almost left his body, but at least he seemed to have his approval. Right?

Zen

He is surprised at first, but afterwards he is relieved. It’s good that someone can protect MC while he’s not there! (Though come to think of it, for the way her brother flinches when she pats amiably his back, she may not need it.)

They get along well together, and chat amiably.

“I can’t imagine how terrible it must be to work for Jumin,” Zen says. “When I make enough money, you should become my bodguard instead of that jerk’s.”

The smile on the face of MC’s brother falls and he looks at him with a serious and almost angry expression.

“I don’t enjoy making fun of Mr Han.”

Zen goes pale. He’s going to kill him. He’s going to take MC far away from him and kill him.

The bodyguard’s face suddenly lights up and he starts laughing, MC following him shortly.

“Did you see his face, MC?” her brother laughs.

“Oh, God, you’re so mean!” MC replies, but she is laughing too.

So that was a joke?!?!?!?!?!

Zen lets out an awkward laugh, his heart still racing in his chest. That’s what you get for being mean, Zenny.

Jaehee

“Oh, my older brother is going to visit the café today,” MC told her.

Jaehee had agreed, happily. She just hoped he would like her.

“Oh, there he is,” MC said and rushed towards the door.

She couldn’t believe her eyes as she recognised one of Jumin’s bodyguards embracing her girlfriend.

MC left them together while she went to look for her “brother’s favourite treat.”

Jaehee let out a nervous chuckle and the bodyguard looked at her.

“I am aware of how capable and talented you are, Miss K… Jaehee,” he said. “Please, take good care of my sister,” he added, almost making Jaehee cry.

“She is the one that is taking care of me,” she replied, flustered.

At that moment, MC appeared with a cupcake with pink strawberry foundant icing on top and a small spoon. It was really cute seeing MC’s brother eating the cupcake, taking that mini-spoon with his big and clumsy fingers and Jaehee adopted him immediately. He shall be protected.

Jumin

MC didn’t expect to find her brother there when she got to Jumin’s apartment.

“MC??” his brother had looked at her in surprise.

Older brother didn’t like that. Whenever Jumin and MC were left alone, they would sense a pair of eyes looking at them.

Jumin felt weird (not only because his bodyguard had suddenly become his stalker, but also because he cared about what his bodyguard thought of him, which was something completely new for Jumin). It was just weird. There was no other way to describe it.

When MC and Jumin finally became official, Jumin decided he should fire her brother. Nevertheless, he didn’t want to make him stop his services without a plan, so he became the bodyguard of an acquaintance of him. He was invited to go over to the penthouse, though. As part of the family

707

“You can’t date him,” MC’s brother went livid when he saw Seven.

Jumin had almost wallpapered the walls of the penthouse with the picture of Seven as the cats-abuser. Of course he wouldn’t be happy that he dated his little sister!!

And because of that, Seven is anxious and scared. MC’s brother hates him. He hates him and he could kill him.

When they meet, he tries to get him to like him through laughter! He tries to make him laugh, to make sure he has a great time!

He’s having none of it. He’s just staring at Seven with a stone-face, and Seven wants to cry.

But MC has been laughing openly all the time, smiling brightly, and any time Seven glances at her, his look is one of adoration.

“You’re not that bad,” MC’s brother concludes before they part ways. “You have my number if he does something to you, right?” he whispers, side glancing at Seven and MC snaps at him that he is alright.

It’s not much, but it’s a beginning.

“MC, we should get a cat to show your brother I’m not really a cat-abuser.”

Keep trying, Seven.

Saeran

He is big. He is intimidating. And he knows him as the person who kidnapped MC. Saeran is not relaxed. Brother is not amused.

Not the best of the beginnings.

But then again, MC pretty much let herself be taken to the cult and Saeran actually protected her during her stay in Mint Eye????

Ignoring the apparent Stockholm syndrome of his sister and her boyfriend’s curriculum was not easy, but Mr Bodyguard was willing to do so after they had worked together against Mint Eye.

Saeran gets to relax after a while and so does MC’s brother and they can actually have a normal conversation.

It would take some time for them to become fully comfortable with each other, but MC will help them all the way

Of course, they knew each other thanks to Jumin.

V was happy that MC’s brother was someone he (sort of) knew already and seemed as a good person who could also protect her.

Similarly, MC’s brother was happy that V was someone who always seem so benevolent and that he had helped his sister out of Mint Eye (though it had taken him well enough *cough cough*).

The situation is comfortable when they first meet, and V is not intimidated by MC’s brother at all!

Vanderwood

Both of them had the words “dangerous guy” written on the forehead. Nevertheless, Vanderwood felt at ease knowing that MC had a brother able to protect her if she needed to.

It was awkward at the beginning. The bodyguard didn’t know what to think of Vanderwood, and Vanderwood is not the best one when it comes to social interaction.

After some conversation, mostly led by MC, Vanderwood decides to make open his intentions to protect MC if she needs it and taking care of her as he had done up until then, and thus they become friends.

MC smiles to herself. She will protect them as she has been doing up until now, too.

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thirstyfortom · 6 years

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Idk about “an act” thing, but I had an idea for this and got carried away LOL. Hope you like this! ^^

Third time’s a charm

This date is taking an unexpected turn. Also not the best one, to be honest.

You and Yoosung had been on two dates before, and they were fantastic, you went to the movies, took a stroll in the park and bought books, so when he asked you out again, you were as tingly as him when you said yes.

So now that it’s getting weird, you feel even worse, because you have no idea when things stopped making sense… is it your fault? Something you said? Something you did? Or is it because this is the third date? Yoosung watches and reads romcom, so of course he would be imagining the third date to end with only one possible closure… and considering how blushy he gets just by kissing and holding hands, it’s understandable that he is spiralling out with the possibility of… you… and him… going a little further than just kissing and holding hands.

But this is a little too much even for him… He’s not being himself at all! At first, it was pretty funny, he suggested that you guys should go clubbing. You were surprised, but it did sound fun, so you agreed, though you were curious about his choice.

“My friends from college say this club is very lit, so I think we should try it.” Okay…

You guys waited on the line for a couple of hours, it was getting a little chilly, and you noticed his ears getting red due to the cold.

“Are you okay? You look cold…” you leaned against him and brought your hands to cover his ears, but he pried your hands away.

“I-I’m fine, MC. I actually can handle cold very well, you know?” you just nod as he smiles in reassurance. Well, if he says so…

Then you guys managed to get inside the club, and you dragged him to the dance floor, holding his hand and making sure he was close. The lights, the smoke, the people bumping and grinding… all of this is overwhelming for you, just imagine to someone who has their depth sense still a little compromised due to the loss in their sight…

“I’m not a good dancer, MC…”

“Me neither, so why don’t we just…” you grab his hands, placing them on your hips “...follow the beat?”

“Oh… oh yeah! That sounds very cool, then I can…” he shakes his head suddenly, clearing his throat and shrugging. “I guess that’s fine.”

Was he really having fun? He seemed so aloof and uncomfortable, he’s not even smiling as much as he did in your previous dates… were you doing something wrong?

Then came the breaking point: a tipsy girl bumped on you, it was accidental, but it was hard enough for you to lose your balance and she noticed.

“Oh sorry, hon, but you should really look at where you’re going…”

“Hum… I was just here dancing with my boyfriend, you’re the one who showed up out of nowhere…”

“Whaaat? Are you saying I’m the one to blame?” she started sniffing. Was she… crying? Crying over something so silly? Both you and Yoosung frowned in confusion.

“Babe, what’s wrong? What happened?” a guy showed up. Huge arms, the biggest you’ve ever seen and if they wouldn’t drive attention enough already, he also had tattoos on his biceps, it was impossible to look away.

The girl kept sobbing in an exaggerated way, she was drunk, she was emotional, and she was definitely making a scene based entirely on nothing.

“Babe, they… they’re just so mean…” she hugged the inked guy, who glared at you and Yoosung.

“Hey, what the hell did you do to her?”

“We didn’t do anything! We were just-” Yoosung held your shoulder and stepped himself in front of you, as if he was protecting you. From what?

“Don’t even think about yelling at her.”

“Yeah? Or else…?” the guy crossed his arms in a threatening way, his muscles bulging to a point it made you gulp.

“Yoosung, just let it go…” you plead, holding his forearm.

“No, this guy is being rude at you and I can’t let this happen! No one talks to you like that, this-”

“They are drunk and it was just a bump, don’t mind them and let’s get out of here, please?”

“Get out!? But MC, our date-”

“Can continue somewhere else. Please let it go.” your voice was firm as you were bossing him, but you were actually begging. The last thing you wanted was him getting hurt or, worse, hurting someone and having to go to the police station.

And after that, you were ready to call a cab and take him to your place for you guys to chill and cuddle, but Yoosung had different plans…

So now here you are, sitting on a chair of an ink studio as he flips through the pages of a tattoo booksource. And now you know where it went wrong: the buff guy throwing a fit for his drunken girlfriend.

“It’s pretty cool how these places stay open late at night, huh?” he comments, and you just nod.

He felt like backing away because you asked was not the right thing to do as a man, not like that man in the club, add that on top of this being the third date and you can understand how pressured he’s feeling. Your boyfriend is worried he’s not manly enough… and the tattoo will be the proof that he’s not a coward, that he takes risks and that he’s as man as that guy.

Your poor boyfriend… if only he knew you think he’s the strongest man you’ve ever seen, if only he knew you wouldn’t care even if he wasn’t, because he’s great no matter what. If only he knew he doesn’t have to mark his skin and go through this pain just to prove a lame point…

“I could do a dragon! In LOLOL, there was a dragon that looked like this, what do you think?”

“Yoosung…”

“Or maybe a snake on my back… or a lizard…”

“Yoosung?”

“Yes?”

“You really don’t have to do that if you don’t want to.”

“Huh? But I want to, I’ve been thinking about it… for a while, yeah, I think a change would make me look cool and edgy…”

“Are you sure about that?”

“Yeah, of course, MC! Why… why are you asking me that?”

“I just don’t want you doing something you can regret later…”

“Oh… oh, are you worried I might be afraid of needles? Don’t worry, I-”

“I know you’re not afraid of needles, Yoosung, you’re studying to be a doctor, you handle needles in your internship, I’m not thinking about you being afraid or incapable or… I don’t see you as a scared little boy, Yoosung!” whew… you said it…

“Then… why did you want to get out of the club? I could have fought with the guy, it would be hard to win, but… I would put a good fight, MC…” he looks down, his voice is low and deep in a way you’ve only heard on that time he had just came back from Mint Eye’s headquarters and called you from the hospital…

“I know that, honey. But what’s the point in hurting or getting hurt over something so silly? What’s the point of getting something permanent in your skin just to prove a point to someone we’ll probably never see again?”

“I don’t want to get a tattoo because of the guy, I want to… impress you…” he blushes hard, like you haven’t seen him do the entire night.

“M-me?”

“Y-yeah! I… I just wanted a reminder that I can be strong and defend you, like that guy was doing for his girlfriend. I… want to be someone that protects you.”

Your heart flutters. Yoosung Kim can be so extra even in the way he manifests his insecurities. Insecurities that, if you could, you would rip them off of him.

You make him look at you, cupping his cheek, you lean closer and kiss his left eye, making him flinch as he gasps.

“We already have a reminder of how you protect me, Yoosung. I wish there wasn’t, but it’s here and everytime I look at it, it takes me back to that party where you gave a speech and… kissed me, and ever since then I’m never afraid because I have you to rely on. So… will you rely on me and talk to me before putting on an act to impress me? Will you believe me when I say you’re great exactly like you are?”

His face is on fire, it almost looks like he will burst out to tears at any moment, but all he does is smile. A pure, sunshine smile that lights up the entire room.

And he kisses you. A passionate and sweet kiss onle him is able to pull off so naturally.

“Uhm… did you choose the design for you tattoo, man?” a guy stands next to the door, not even fazed by the PDA, but quite bothered by it.

“”No, not really, I think… I need a few more days to decide, thank you anyways.” and you guys leave the ink studio

***

You guys ended the night at your place, eating junk food and cuddling in the couch.

“So… MC, I was thinking… this was our third date, right?”

“Yep…”

“Yes, uhm… so… I was thinking… can we redo our third date? I… I had a different idea for it, but ended up going with one of my classmates’ suggestion to go to the club, so… can we try again?”

You laugh, nuzzling in his chest.

“Sure. Say the date and I’ll be there.”

“G-good. Thank you for accepting it.”

“It’s my pleasure, just give me some time, okay? I want to do a little surprise for you as well…”

“A surprise?”

“Yeah, you know… tattoos might not be your thing, but I don’t know, maybe it could be mine, so… I was thinking of getting one.”

“R-really? Well, that’s good, I guess. What do you plan to get?”

“I don’t know yet, but I can tell you this: I want to have it in a place of my body only you are allowed to see.”

Yoosung stiffs in the couch, chuckling nervously as you press your body against him, seeking for more warmth.

“That’s… that’s something to discuss after our third date.”

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yoosungiib · 6 years

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Rfa, v and saeran find mc purposely making herself vomit.

Hello, darling. Of course I can do this for you, however, I want to ask quickly if you are ok and if you need any help? If you are struggling with bulimia or any other eating disorder right now, and need the extra support, please contact this number: 1-800-931-2237

If you are not in the United States and need another number, you can message me privately and I can find it for you.

Please know there are people out there who love and support you, and want to do anything in their power to help you. I’m here and others are here for you. We’ve got your back.

I did some research before writing this on ways to help someone, since I realize it’s different for everyone. If I did anything wrong, or you guys feel this was not done properly, please tell me and I will do my best to fix it.

Trigger Warning: Eating disorder, purging

RFA + V and Saeran w/ a purging MC

~~~

★ Yoosung ★

You didn’t expect Yoosung to be home for another hour. But he got off work early considering not many animals were being brought to the hospital due to his surgery.

So he was excited to come home and surprise you with takeout. But when he opened the door the apartment, he could hear gagging coming from the bathroom.

“MC?” he gently calls, and he hears the gagging stop.

And then he hears crying.

He’s running towards the bathroom, dropping the takeout and opening the door. He sees you on the floor of the bathroom, back against the sink and your head in your hands. He can smell the renaissance of your sick, and he looks in the toilet and cringes when he sees the remains from your stomach.

Slowly, he kneels down to your level and gently takes your hands away from your face. “MC?” he asks again. “Cutie? Are you ok? Did you get sick? That’s ok, honey.”

“No, no it’s not, Yoosung,” you sob.

“What do you mean?”

You take a few strangled breaths, wiping at your tearful face before looking up at Yoosung, straight into his violet eyes. “I made myself sick,” you say softly, a look of shame in your eyes as you bow your head, softly continuing to cry.

Yoosung takes a bit of toilet paper and gently starts to wipe around your mouth then flushing the toilet and all the sick away. He sits besides you and carefully wraps his arm around your shoulder, pulling you to his side. He rests your head on his shoulder, and his cheek on top of your head. He takes your hand in his and holds it tightly, giving it a few gentle squeezes.

“How long have you been doing this?” He asks gently.

Yoosung lets you take all the time you need before answering. He nods his head and lets you talk as much or as little as you want. He listens attentively and speaks back when he thinks it’s necessary. He gets everything he needs out of you, and gets you to talk as much as your are able to comfortably. By the end of it, he has you moved onto his lap, and he is gently combing hair from your face.

“I need to take you to the hospital, honey.”

“N-no, I don’t want to-”

“Honey, please. You know I don’t have a choice. I need to get you help, ok?”

“I’m scared.”

Yoosung smiles, cuddling you a little tighter. “Me too, honey. I’m scared too. I don’t know what to do and it terrifies me knowing how long you’ve been doing this. Trust me, MC. I’m going to help you. You’re not alone in this.”

After the hospital, for however long you were in there, Yoosung works to be become a nutritional role model for you.

He avoids the top of food, weight and eating habits, and helps you to recover at your own pace.

He is at beck and call if you ever need something from him, since he is devoted and determined to help you with everything he can.

♪ Zen ♪

Zen promised you he would deal with the horrible article written about you by an unhappy fan. He told you he would get help from Jumin, and he’d have Seven delete all traces of it!

It was written by a cruel and jealous fan, that was all, and yet, the harsh untrue words recorded in the article kept spinning around in your head, and it was those words that lead you to the bathroom and lead you to hunch over the toilet and make yourself sick.

Zen was just in the other room, and though the door was closed, he could still just barely hear the sounds of gagging.

Zen’s a smart man, he knew what you were doing, and he dropped everything and ran to the bathroom, and repeatedly slammed his body against the door until the hinges finally snapped and he was inside the bathroom.

You laid a crumpled mess on the floor besides the toilet, your body curled into a small ball, racking with sobs. “Oh, Jagi.”

He slowly and carefully got on the ground besides you and pulled your shaking form into his lap. He rested your head against his chest and let you cry, not caring if you got mascara or slob on his shirt. All that mattered was comforting you and make sure you were ok.

He gently rocked you back and forth, humming softly to try and soothe you. He stroked your hair and rubbed your back, and placed small kisses to the top of your head.

It took awhile for you to calm down, but when you did, before Zen said anything to you he lifted you up and removed you from the bathroom. He brought you to the bedroom and moved the covers aside so he could lay you down in the bed and wrap the blankets around you.

Zen wanted you to rest before you guys talked about anything. You’d have all the time in the world to talk, but for now, you needed to rest and that he was certain about.

While you slept, he looked up on his phone what to do. Most articles he found said it would be best take to someone you found purging to a hospital or to call their therapist. If you have a therapist, he calls them right away and explains the situation, and whether you want it or not he sets an appointment up for you to see them as soon as possible.

If you don’t, he jots down in a notepad as a reminder to talk to you about seeing a therapist.

When you wake up, had a cup of tea, Zen asks you what he can do to help you. He asks you why you made yourself sick. He is very patient and doesn’t force anything out of you – He lets you take your time.

He takes time off from rehearsals for a week to watch over and make sure you are alright. He talks to you about seeing a therapist (or making more frequent appointments) and suggests going to support groups.

Zen also makes damn sure that article is taken down and the person who wrote it faces serious punishment. God forbid he lets anyone get away with hurting you.

❀ Jaehee ❀

What lead you in this direction, you don’t even know; all you did know was that you couldn’t seem to stop, and you were silently screaming for someone to notice your pain and to notice what you were doing and to make you stop.

And it just so happened that Jaehee was closing the cafe up earlier than you thought, and she would finally hear your silent cry.

She’s booking it to the bathroom the second she hears the gagging. Her first thought is that you are just naturally throwing up, and she needs to help you, but when she opens the door and sees your fingers almost all the way down your throat, she know that’s not the case.

You yank your fingers from your mouth and try to play it off, acting as if Jaehee didn’t see what she just saw. You shake your head and say nothing is wrong, backing yourself into the wall as Jaehee gets closer.

You prepare yourself for her to yell. She’ll yell right?

No.

Jaehee just slowly wraps her arms around you and pulls your close. You let the initial shock flow through you before you start to softly cry into her shoulder and wrap your arms around her, squeezing and holding onto her for dear life.

“Jaehee, please help me,” you say.

“Of course, MC, of course,” she responds, rubbing your back and stroking your hair. “I will always help you. I’ll always be here for you. I’ve got you, I’ve got you.”

She turns the shower on and helps you to clean yourself and pull yourself together. She gently washes your hair, wipes around your mouth and massages the soap into you.

After the shower she takes you to the bedroom and lays you down, pulling the blankets over you and lets you sleep for a bit.

She has a small breakdown once you’ve fallen asleep since she is a little shaken up and in shock. She calls Jumin for advice, something she has never done before. He suggests calling a doctor or taking you to the hospital.

In the end, Jaehee takes up Jumin’s offer and has a doctor sent to the apartment just to check over you and make sure your vital signs are in check and everything, since your blood pressure may be running high after everything.

Jaehee is never critical or judgemental when the discussion of your purging disorder comes up. She is honest, she is stern, but she is considerate and compassionate. She listens to everything you have to say and she works to make sure she never makes you feel bad for anything.

She helps you to the best of her ability.

☂ Jumin ☂

There is only ever one thought that drifts through your mind when you find yourself in front of the toilet, emptying yourself into the bowl; I’ll finally be the perfect wife for Jumin.

There were other reasons too for your purging, but that seemed to be the most common reason.

You can imagine the shock Jumin is in when he finds you in the bathroom making yourself sick. You don’t even realize at first that Jumin is there since he freezes and doesn’t do anything for a few seconds until he finally snaps himself out of it and grabs you.

He pulls you out of the bathroom and into the hall way, almost dropping you as you struggle a little bit against him.

“I-It’s not what you think,” you start, shaking your head and trying to push yourself away from him, but he holds tightly onto your upper arms, not letting you move an inch.

“Not what it looks like? It’s exactly what it looks like,” he snaps, shaking you a little.

Jumin takes a few deep breaths. Shouting won’t help anything, even if shouting is all he wants to do. What drove you to do this? Are you that unhappy with yourself? He feels he has failed you as your husband. He should be teaching you to love and treasure yourself, but you hated yourself so much that you felt the need to make yourself sick? Or maybe there was something more to it – whatever it was, it was making him angry and he just wanted to scream. But screaming wouldn’t do any good. He needed to calm down, so he took a few deep breaths and you too, and then he rested his forehead against yours.

“Why did you do this, sweetheart?” he asks you, his tone gentle. You gulp, your body shaking in his hold and your voice cracking as you try to speak.

“I thought… I thought I could make myself perfect for you.”

Jumin sighs, collecting you in his arms and carrying you to the couch in the living room. He sets you down carefully and grabs a couple blankets folded on a nearby chair and drapes them around your shoulders. He takes Elizabeth the 3rd and sets her on your lap, then he goes to make you a cup of tea.

He comes back and sets it in your hands, kneeling down in front of you to hold your hands against the cup, the heat from the tea warming up both of your palms. “If I didn’t think you were perfect for me I wouldn’t have married you, MC,” he says, a little harsher than he meant.

“You have to stop with this. This idea that you need to be perfect for anyone. Can’t you be perfect for yourself? Or can’t you just see what I see? A wonderful, beautiful, smart, caring woman with a heart of gold who opened her arms to someone who was cold and mean towards others?”

“I… I want to see that.”

“Then let me help you to see that. Let me help you, darling.”

Jumin sets you up with a therapist, and he always helps you with scheduling appointments if you need it and making sure that you get to every one of your appointments.

And every night when you two cuddle in bed, he reminds you just how much he cares about you and just how much he wants to help you.

“If you ever know exactly what it is you need, please tell me. I want to help you, but you’ll need to help me for me to do that.”

☺ Seven/Saeyoung ☺

Seven knew something was wrong immediately by the solemn look on your face and how you meekly excused yourself from the dinner table.

He quickly pulls out his phone and looks through the security cameras in the hall and see’s you running to the bathroom with your hands wringing through your hair.

He starts to panic when you slam the door, and even in the kitchen, he can hear the sound of the lock clicking.

And then his heart drops when he hears gagging.

Yes, Seven has put small security cameras in the bathroom, and yes, Seven is frantically clicking buttons to connect to the security cameras in the bathroom.

He throws the phone across the room, startling both Saeran and Vanderwood who were continuing to peacefully eat the spaghetti made for them by you, and he’s running down the hallway towards the bathroom.

Once at the door, he tries the knob and he hears the gagging stop. “MC, open the door, baby,” he says gently, trying to coax you to open the door.

But after waiting for a minute and a half, you don’t open the door, and Seven begins to worry thinking you may be doing something else then making yourself sick like hurting yourself. He frantically starts to slam his body repeatedly into the door to try and break it down, until finally the hinges snap and he’s inside the bathroom.

He thanks god that instead of doing anything dangerous now, you’re just sitting underneath the sink with your legs pulled up to your chest and your head hidden between your knees.

Seven frowns, slowly kneeling down besides you under the sick and tangling his arms around you, pulling you to his side. He tilts your head up and he can finally see how much your face is marked with tears and how pale you are, and it breaks his heart. He never wants to see his beautiful 606 cry, and he never wants to see his beautiful babe hurting.

No jokes whatsoever. He sits with you on the ground for as long as you need, gently rocking you back and forth and stroking your hair, laying gentle kisses to the top of your head and face, and letting you sob into his shoulder.

When you calm down a little bit, Seven tells you that he’s going to take you to the hospital, and he promises that he will be with you the entire time.

He gently cradles your body close to him and carries you to the car, giving Saeran and Vanderwood a worried glance on the way out. The entire ride is silent; Seven just holds your hand and squeezes it whenever he feels you getting tense.

Seven is very supportive. He understands impulses and he understands urges. He educates himself better on eating and purging disorders so he can be better equipped to help you,

And after the trip to the hospital, if you didn’t have a therapist already, you now do, and Seven drives you in his best baby to every appointment, and he waits for you patiently every time.

He works on boosting your confidence every day too — he puts messages around the house, programs the house to give encouraging messages, and he’ll pounce on you at random and smother you with love. He’s trying to help you, and he’s doing everything he can.

“Baby? 606? I love you. All of you. And I’ll always love you. I’ll always support you. I’ll always help you. I’ll always be your Defender of Justice, your super hero, your god 707?… I’m being cringey? Aw, honey, you haven’t even seen my cringey side yet~”

❆ V ❆

The music was blaring through the house, so you thought he wouldn’t hear you if you went to the bathroom just to purge.

But of course, you should have known you wouldn’t be so lucky as to get away with it. You should have known, V would decide to go to the bathroom just as you decide to close the door and get yourself sick.

He hears the first initial gag, and he’s about to say something, but then he hears three more dreadful gags, and at this rate he couldn’t tell if you were just sick or making yourself sick. Either one wasn’t good, and both options caused his heart to drop.

He knocks gently on the door and he hears the gagging stop. That confirms it for him that you’re making yourself sick. Slowly, he opens the door and he sees you on the ground, staring aimlessly into the toilet. You don’t even bother moving. You just stay there, kneeling in front of the toilet with your head hung.

Carefully V wraps his arms from under yours and pulls you up, removing you from the bathroom and bringing you to the kitchen. He grabs a paper towel and dampens it before wiping around your mouth.

He then pours a glass of water and helps you to take a few sips, then guides you to the couch in the living room and sits you down.

“What can I do to help you?”

“I-I don’t know,” you say softly, keeping your head down. Gently, he lifts your head up so he can look at you properly. He gives you a tender smile as he wraps his arm around your shoulder, and keeps his hand on your cheek to keep you facing him.

“Can you explain to me what lead you to making yourself sick?”

You explain to him whatever your reason is, whether you’re feeling self conscious about yourself, needed a release, or whatever. Whatever the reason is, he listens attentively and he doesn’t judge you for it.

He avoids any discussions about weight or food, especially your own. He tries to make himself a good nutritional role model.

☻ Saeran/Unknown ☻

Saeran found it odd when he called for you, shouting the movie was starting, and you didn’t respond. But what he found even more odd was the weird gagging sounds he could hear coming from the bathroom.

He put the bowl of ice cream down on the table and pushed himself off of the couch, heading to the bathroom to investigate the sound.

Up close and in front of the bathroom door, the gagging sounds are much more ominent, and he can easily tell that you are getting sick. He thinks he should just walk away and let you deal with it on your own, since you making yourself sick is the last thing on his mind, but then he wonders if you need help, or if there is something seriously wrong.

So pushing away the anxieties that tell him to leave you, he opens the bathroom doors and expects to just see you hunched over the toilet.

Your hunched over the toilet for sure, but to his horror, you also have your fingers down your throat, forcing the chunky sick to come out from you.

Saeran rushes to your side and yanks you away from the toilet, pulling your fingers out of you hard enough to make you get sick again over your lap, and another to pull a loud squeak from you.

Immediately you start to cry knowing you’re caught, and immediately Saeran is yelling at you demanding just what you were doing and what you were thinking.

He takes a few deep breaths realizing that his shouting isn’t doing anything to calm the situation, and that he needs to calm you down since you are having a panic attack into his chest and clutching onto him like a frightened baby kitten.

“MC. Calm down, please, you need to calm down. Your breathing… I can’t help you until you are breathing.”

Once he’s got you to calm down a little, and the two of you are still on the bathroom floor – Saeran’s back is against the door and he has you against his chest, tired and worn out – he brushes your now damp hair from your face and tilts your head back a little so he can look down into your eyes. His thumb strokes your jaw, gently and soothingly.

“Why did you do that?” he asks once again, this time much calmer. When he sees you getting a little worked up again, he gently shushes you, moving his hand so he can cup your face. “Don’t cry, don’t cry. Come on, you can tell me.”

“I-I don’t know-”

“Don’t give me that, MC, I know that isn’t true, and you know that isn’t true. Why did you do it?” When you don’t respond, he sighs, gently turning you around in his arms and situating you so you can straddle his lap. He gives you a gentle smile. “I’m not going to judge you. Have you ever judged me? No. So why would I judge you?”

“I just needed a release. I didn’t like it, really, I just needed to do it. I-I’m sorry.”

Saeran pulls you closer, resting your head on his shoulder so he can gently stroke your hair and rub your back. He can feel his own tears brimming in his eyes – knowing what you’ve surely been doing this for awhile, breaking his heart. But he holds back his tears and keeps his focus on comforting you and making sure you are ok. “You know you shouldn’t do this, right? I understand, MC, I really do. But you have to find other ways to release yourself.”

“I know.”

“Then show me you know. I know I cannot ask you to not make yourself sick again, because I realize it doesn’t work like that. But I want you to promise me you’ll get help. You’ll talk to someone. I don’t care if it’s me or Saeyoung or a therapist, but you have to talk to someone,

“You’re not alone, MC. You’ll never be alone. I’m going to help you like you’ve helped me. I promise you that.”

Saeran educates himself on eating disorders and purging, and looks up support groups and lines for you to call. He understands not wanting to do them at first, considering he didn’t want to see his therapist at first, but he gently coaxes you into going to appointments and taking the small steps to a safe recovery.

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elizabeth3rdnotelly · 7 years

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Can I get an imagine where RFA + Saeran + V gets mad at MC but she freaks out because their parents were abusive?

I’m so sorry if you had to go through something like that, Anon :(

TRIGGER WARNING: Abuse

Yoosung

He was in the middle of a tournament in LOLOL

MC brought him some water

Cuz staying hydrated is important when you’re fighting monsters

But she accidentally spilled water on his computer

Which not only had and intense game going on, but also Yoosung’s coursepaper

Now, Yoosung doesn’t get angry very often, especially at MC

But the furious expression on his face was scary to look at

He was going to yell at MC

Until he saw MC crying already

This reaction seemed weird to him

Hey.. - he tried to grab her hand but she backed away

She looked so scared and Yoosung was starting to cool down a bit

It was just an accident after all

When she told him her parents used to beat her for much smaller transgressions, Yoosung was mortified

Sure, his parents are quite strict since they are government officials

But strict doesn’t equal abusive

Comforts her by reassuring her that now that she’s with him, MC won’t have to deal with nothing like that anymore

Zen

I honestly can’t imagine him getting mad at MC

One time he jokingly scolded her for not having a skincare routine

He honestly didn’t expect MC to be on the verge of tears, apologizing profusely

So startled

“MC.. I was just kidding” - his voice sounds soothing and reassuring

He gets mad for real when MC tells him about her family

He’s not exactly on good terms with his own family but it’s not that extreme

He is quite overprotective as he is but after this incident his desire to protect his princess from all evils of the world grows much stronger

Jaehee

MC accidentally spilled coffee on Jaehee’s documents, ruining the results of her overnight work

She doesn’t show that she’s mad, she knows it was an accident

But she is clearly FRUSTRATED

And her cold demeanor reminds MC of her mother

And her childhood times when she used to hide around the house to avoid her mother’s death glare whenever she did something slightly wrong

Jaehee’s frustration changes for concern when she notices MC is behaving like a scared child

Surely she knows that Jaehee’s not that angry, right?

“You know, it’s okay, I’m sure I must have a copy at my office, so it’ll be alright. Just be more careful next time^^”

MC is relieved that Jaehee’s not mad at her

She tells her about her abusive parents and that makes Jaehee really sad

She had a hard time with her aunt so she can relate

Jumin

It’s pretty different to make him lose his composure

He isn’t used to expressing his emotions openly

Which sometimes makes MC interpret his silence or stern facial expression like he was angry with her

Whereas he was just tired from work

So she was hesitant to approach him

These signs of her being afraid of him made Jumin confused

So he did the most logical thing: confronted her about it

When she told him about her family, it was hard for him to comprehend

Since family is the most important thing in his system of values

Asks if it would be possible to reconcile with MC’s family

He understands if MC doesn’t want to and he’ll drop that topic, but still insists on seeing a therapist to resolve the clearly remaining issues of MC’s abusive past.

Tries to be more open with his emotions so MC feels comfortable around him

Seven

MC has done the one thing she really shouldn’t have - scratched one of his babies

He is livid when he finds out

And he is pretty scary when he’s yelling angrily at someone

His anger dissuades when he realizes that MC is having a panic attack

Stops it by kissing her (that’s a valid way, as far as I know)

Saeyoung is so surprised that someone could have a panic attack just from being yelled at so he forgets all about the car

When MC tells him about her family, he feels very remorseful

He knows how it is to live in an abusive household better than anyone

“MC, I’m sorry I screamed at you. I know that you had to face many challenges but I promise you will never have to go through something like that again. Not with me by your side.”

I have a hard time imagining angry V..

Honestly, he doesn’t even have an angry emoji in the chatroom

But he notices when MC gets unusually shy and flustered whenever she is in a situation where other people might come off as rude/angry

Which is a drastic contrast to her usually cheerful attitude

So he simply asks her about the reason

After MC tells him, V starts standing up for her in these kinds of situations

He usually would just brush it off but now that he knows that it would remind MC of her abusive parents, he simply won’t have it

Saeran

He gets mad really easily but that’s the defense mechanism which he developed due to his abusive past

MC is the opposite of him in this regard

His behavior makes her freak out

And it is never his intention

After Seven told him about MC’s past from the background check, he changes his behavior towards MC

But only to MC

Becomes very caring but tries not to make it too obvious

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