FUCK YOU GUYS I NEED TO SAY THIS. PEARL AND SCAR ARE. SUCH AN UNDERRATED DUO. THEYVE ALWAYS BONDED SO WELL. IN HC DOUBLE LIFE AND IN SECRET LIFE. FAN ART OF SCAR BEING IN DISTRAUGHT THAT HE WON SECRET LIFE OR HES SEEING THE OTHER WINNERS. LOUD INCORREVT FUCKING BUZZRRRRRRRERRRRRRR SHENWOULD BE HUGGING HIM IN SPIRIT AND WHISPERING HOW PROUD SHE IS. SHE DIDNT WANNA FIGHT HIM AND HE DIDNT WANNA FIGHT HER, SHE WAS ENCOURAHING HIM TO WIN WITH HER MOUNDERS AND SHIT. AND ONCE SHE DEFEATED GEM, WHOM SHE ALSO DIDNT WANT TO FIGHT. IT WAS THOSE TWO. THOSE TWO. WHO STRUGGLED SO HARD IN THEIR LIVES. AND FINALLY FOUND PEACE WITH EACH OTHER. THOSE TWO UNDERSTOOD EACH OTHER THR BEST OUT OF EVERYONE. THEYRE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER (/P) THEU HURT MEY FUCKING SOUL.

I watched the first episode of My Stand-In very late last night (or more like earlier this morning) and loved every bit of it (but had no brainpower to write something sensible about it, so here goes).

My thoughts so far:

I love that Up gets to play a dubious role (more so than his role in Step by Step). He’s such an ACTOR and I LOVE HIM.

Joe is a really sweet character. Perhaps a bit naive and a bit of an idiot. But who hasn’t been an idiot when crushing on someone? (Ming’s also an idiot when it comes to his crush, but in a different way…)

Joe’s home is really beautiful with the green everywhere and the yellow/orange/reddish tones in the background. Not to forget the "The Kiss" painting by Gustav Klimt! Not my personal favorite of Klimt’s works ("Goldfish" is my favorite), but I love a person who appreciates art! It made me love Joe even more.

Joe has my whole heart, but Ming has my fucking soul. (For an ice queen like me, my heart is frozen and half dead but my soul is not, so now you know where my true loyalties lie.) I need that bad father fucker to break Joe’s heart into a million little pieces (because we all know it’s happening anyway) and pay for it by crawling through hell, only to beg on his knees for forgiveness when he realizes Joe is actually back and then pay with his own blood when he tries his utmost to stitch Joe’s heart back together. (Or maybe something a little less dramatic? No, I want pain!)

It was an amazing start to this series. I can’t wait to see more of it. And more Ming. I'm a wee bit obsessed (I know, it's a me-problem, but I'm fine with it).

(Also, Ming's call at the beginning was him wanting to explain whatever went wrong between him and Joe, right? I'm sure that call will be revealed later on to be the "I wanted to tell you [whatever], but your phone died and then you fell off a cliff and I never got the chance to" or something. I'm sure Ming will suffer after that accident, and it will probably be well-deserved. I can't wait to see it.)

BofB as Killers Songs - Renée Lemaire

Renée Lemaire - Human

my sign is vital my hands are cold and i’m on my knees looking for the answer are we human or are we dancer? (there is no message we're receiving / let me know, is your heart still beating?)

pt 7/? - band of brothers as killers songs

playlist for the series

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THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE BEGINNING AND THE END NOT ONLY IN THEIR EXPRESSIONS BUT ALSO IN THE COLOR GRADING OF THE SHOW FROM BLUE (STRANGERS ISOLATION COLDNESS SADNESS) TO YELLOW/ORANGE (LOVERS WARMTH HAPPINESS OPTIMISM) FUCKING TOP TIER CINEMA EXCELLENCE RIGHT HERE

I don’t think even I’m ready for just how feral I’m going to go for Madeleine Sami in ofmd s2

Still very much rotating @post-it-notes7 ‘s fic in my head

Specifically this is the scene where he first summons a heart spear ✨

having a "minor" crisis of self-confidence in my writing

it's just one of those days

really hope it goes away because i want to just write and enjoy it, and not care about views, kudos, and comments, but i do, and i don't want to—

when iida said “my legs are meant to guide wayward children” that hit so DEVASTATINGLY HARD 

just read the latest chapter for "I'm Going to Work On Believing It" and um . when i tell u my goosebumps started flaring and still have not stopped 6k words and however many minutes later....... i'm dead dying sobbing drowning in a puddle of my own tears my heart is three times bigger n full of ooey gooey love n joy n warmth i'm healed i'm—

open arms fans everybody clap and cheer for @arieava this fic would be so much shorter and so mucj worse without their brilliant input and constant moral support

listening to sonic frontiers music and thinking about how the games from now on are going back to lore-heavy stories and allowing there to be deep emotions and heavy stuff without brushing everything off with silly jokes and optimism and paying attention to all the little details of the characters and their development and bringing back the feeling of the old 3d sonic games and

it’s fucking weird to be emotional about insidious but i have a lot of precious memories attached to that franchise from @mxdam writing the best elise to me going to see the last key with my brother to it being the birth of my love of james wan. nothing could prepare me for how much of a punch it packs to see dalton all grown up. not another actor. same kiddo all these years later.

Who the fuck did I save in my previous life to be blessed with both My Stand-In AND Wandee Goodday at the same fucking time in this one?!

Ngl I love that I can read Harry Potter fanfiction FOR FREE and talk about/consume the books and movies I ALREADY OWN and therefore no more money is being spent and can embrace fanon more than ever before while still loving the books and have absolutely zero desire to play Hogwarts Legacy.

Confronting the fact that I'm partway through episode 93 of critical role campaign 2 and theres only ("only") 140 ish episodes

I very realistically could end up watching the entirety of the second campaign of critical role. Holy shit lmfao

ALRIGHT YOU KNOW WHAT I'M NOT DONE YELLING ABOUT POKEMON

WHY IN THE HELL DO NINTENDO/THE POKEMON ADVENTURES GUYS HATE DIAMOND/PEARL/PLATINUM SO MUCH?????

They make what's in my opinion the best Arc/Protagonists in the manga, then proceed to NEVER HAVE ANY OF THEM SHOW UP OR EVEN BE TALKED ABOUT EVER AGAIN

Then a couple years back they started selling Collector's Editions of the manga, which I bought. Only they STOPPED SELLING THEM JUST BEFORE THEY WOULD'VE DONE D/P/P. They put out Emerald and just CALLED IT THERE, THE BASTARDS

Then they release the ABSOLUTE ABOMINATIONS that were Brilliant Diamond/Shining Pearl, which were SO BAD that they just

THEY JUST ENTIRELY SKIPPED THAT ARC IN THE MANGA. Which was LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON I WANTED THE REMAKES (Well that and the Distortion World, which they ALSO DIDN'T ADD TO THE GAMES DID THEY??? GOD THESE GAMES SUCKED)

Does Gamefreak have some sort of vendetta against Gen 4 or something?? Do they hate me personally???

Because at this point it REALLY feels like they might hate me personally

Why can't I have my boys back?? Why can't I be happy???