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gunsatthaphan · 3 months

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"okay. I will be your boyfriend."

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masonjarcollector · 6 months

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Not to be melodramatic but "you've got to get better, you're all that I've got"/"I've got to get better, I'm all that I've got" might be one of the most beautifully raw and heartwrenching lyrics I've ever heard sung before. Like. Shoot, man. I really am all that I've got.

#no joke this is motivating me to get some self care #And some past self forgiveness #no matter what I want or what I wish would have happen I'm all that I've got. And I have to get better. For myself.#Also can I just say Caiden vibes #Like her Bad Day episode/chapter #(and Dmitri vibes but for a spoiler-y reason)#But yeah this is so THC-core you have not even a clue #(I'm rambling about my original stuff by the way pay no mind)#I'm just super emotional about TMM #Imagining a TMM themed tattoo and it'll either be about Inertia or Maybe Man or 2085 #AJR #The Maybe Man #TMM #aaaaaa!#trying to think of other songs that made me this emotional but head is empty only full of 2085

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the-words-we-sung · 1 month

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Season 3 ending

So... It's been almost a week since the last episode, almost a week trying to wrap my head around the end of the show, trying to manage my feelings about it all.

It's hard to end up feeling the complete opposite of nearly everyone on my dash but I've come to terms with the fact that I didn't love the ending. I didn't love this last episode. (I shouldn't feel ashamed or weird for saying so but you guys loved it so much that I feel a bit like an outsider right now 😓)

I haven't been a fan of the show for as long as most of you, but it means so much to me. These characters carved a place in my heart and in my head, and they've made me happy for months now. They helped me get through some stuff, made me discover some amazing artists, meet even more amazing people through this fandom. And I loved the story. Even in its darkest, saddest parts, I loved it. I was invested.

I love Wilhelm and Simon, together and separately. They mean so much to me. And I loved season 1 and 2. It made me happy, and sad, and frustrated, and exalted. But overall, I trusted the show and I was not disappointed.

Season 3 was a lot. I liked the first 5 episodes. I can't say that I loved everything about them: I was not expecting things to get so hard for Simon, with no reprieve in sight. I was not worried about Wilmon being endgame (I know it was a big stress for the fandom but honestly I never doubted that they were endgame), but I was wondering how the show would go about tying all the knots it made (I should even say all the knots it added during this last season).

(Under a read more because it's a bit long and I don't want to bother those who don't wanna read more of my frustrated thoughts ^^')

And unfortunately the last episode was a huge let down for me. Yes, it's partly because nothing I was hoping for actually happened, but mostly, it's because the choices they made did not feel very satisfying to me: ⁕ Simon was barely there. We went from him being bullied online/offline non stop for 5 episodes to almost nothing. It makes 0 sense to me. ⁕ Kristina suddenly feeling better: she was having break down upon break down for an entire season, could barely look at her son or even just talk normally and all of a sudden she's back, smiling and agreeing to everything Wilhelm says? I'm sorry but I don't buy it? Where did this Kristina hid during the entire show? ⁕ Wilhelm deciding to not be king, talking for 3min to his parents about it, them agreeing and him running into the sunset with Simon. I'm sorry, what?? I love that they end up together of course, but it makes very little sense to me? It won't change any of the issues they had this season? They're still gonna be famous? And bullied online/offline? (Probably even more so now?). I'm not obviously saying that Wilhelm staying in line to become king was the only or the best solution, but I wanted more from this storyline. I wanted to believe it. And right now, what we got? It feels a bit cheap (and I feel bad for saying that because the ending was cute and romantic and all, but it felt too disconnected from the rest of the show for me ><)

And apart from these few points, the big issue I had with this episode was: The Angst. So that might be a me-problem, but it was too much for my poor little heart (I haven't rewatched the episode yet, and I'm not sure I'll be able to anytime soon ><). I spent like 40min of the episode with a huge knot in the stomach because the heartbreak between Simon and Wilhelm was too much to handle for me. I can see how it was beautifully made, that having lots of throwbacks to the previous seasons, the Wille song, all of that was great cinematography. But it was just too much for me. I got in the season spoiler-free but for this episode? During the lake scene I had to take a break and check online if they were actually endgame because it was starting to actually give me a stomachache. So yeah, this part might be me being too sensitive but I did not like that they made me see them fight for each other for 2 seasons and 5 episodes, but then just giving up for 40min before finally running back to each other during the last 10min. It was just too much sadness for me ><

So yeah, maybe my expectations were too high? But I feel sad, and kinda cheated. Too many things are left wide opened. Too many things make zero sense to me. And of course I'm happy we got our Wilmon endgame, but I'm less happy about how it happened.

It's a bit hard being on Tumblr right now and seeing everyone who thought it was the perfect episode >< And I don't want to "yuck anyone's yum" (as the saying goes), but I still wanna be able to share my thoughts! I probably won't write super angry/unhappy/complaining posts about the season/the finale, but I still wanna be able to chat about it. I did see some posts on my dash from people not being entirely satisfied with this ending so it's a bit comforting. And I hope we can share some nice headcanons, or just discussions about different plot points.

But yeah, I guess that's why I haven't really been active this week! Trying to get over the double heartbreak of the end of the show + being disappointed with the ending! I'm gonna come back though! I miss hanging out here, I just need to strengthen my heart a little bit more :p Gonna get back to writing about my thoughts episode by episode for this season (I can't promise I can rewatch the last one though 😖 It might take me a bit of time to get there). And I want to continue my song analysis of the show!! I'm not even done with season 2 yet, I have some work to do there ^^

So see you back here very soon 😘

#young royals #wilmon #prince wilhelm #simon eriksson #yr season 3 #young royals ending #it's hard to feel negative about something everyone seemed to love ><#I still have a lot to say #to try to express #I have a hundred emotions about this finale episode #all mixing and fighting in my poor brain #and it's hard to put them into words #but I'm gonna try #because I think it'll help me feel better about this whole experience #and I did like some things!!#not everything was bad!!#lots of plot points were actually great!!#(Sara for example!!)#but yeah #a lot to process #(and I'm super up to chat about it all if anyone else feels a bit or a lot disappointed too ^^)#(and thank you Lisa for being there to lament with me 💜)#(also yeah me watching gåsmamman this week was clearly a way to not think too much about young royals ^^')#but on another note #I got my Omar concert tee shirt and it made me super happy #and I still love the cast #to the moon and back #and I'm excited for their next projects #and and and #that's too many tags

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fansids · 11 months

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Welp, I've finished the season 4 special...

Anyway-

#the finale wasn't bad btw. It's just it coupled with season 4 and 3 has me tired #I'm sure a lot of people like it #I'm honestly just really tired #I think I've just fallen deeply out of love with lmk #which is sad cause it had me by a chokehold for years #I could rant but I no longer like the show enough to give such an emotional response #Season 3 was already very high stakes and emotional. Season 4 did not need to be #even if I agreed with all the decisions they made. Having 2 high stakes world ending situations with so much angst is emotionally exhaustin #what drew me to lmk to begin with was the villain of the week format it had going #low stakes episodical things with super fun and endearing characters yk #sure they could have an overarching story. I don't actually mind the LBD plot at all #but what they did to SWK... I started watching the show because I saw a clip with him in it and I loved it so much I sought it out #they've massacred my boy #and then the continued angst and stress they tossed onto Mk. I don't appreciate it #maybe I can focus on making aus instead #season 1 and 2 still hold a special place in my heart (season 1 waaayyy more than season 2)#so maybe I'll rewatch those and see if I feel anything #but as of now I think I'm done with the show #ah well

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oneguardian15 · 8 months

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holy smokes, 1074 was flipping insaneeeee

i’m amazed, flabbergasted, emotional, in love!

the animations were GORGEOUS for the main part of the battle (and luffy is stunning as usual 🥰) it was so fast i’m gonna have to rewatch it like 50 times to try and see everything clearly, like wow. but it was SO. COOL

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aylinaliens · 1 year

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i know i’ve been talking about scoy for like a week but my love for this silly little show just keeps on growing. the supposed “extra” side comical characters gets to be the “main” characters. they get a real and honest story that revolves completely around them. every character is just…themselves. their true selves.

they make mistakes, they are cringy at times, they have fears and vulnerabilities and dreams and hopes and big hearts full of love. i love watching their love stories bloom and the growth that everyone went through. they never had to change any fundamental part of who they are…they just blossomed into their most authentic selves. toh, nuea, sky, jao, som, daisy, touch, tor, kongkwan, and fon deserves so much love. they honestly have so much love to give and it’s so real of scoy to show the process of learning how to self-love. scoy might be labeled as romance but that is the real beauty of this show. i feel so proud when i think back to his far everyone came and how far they will go, now that they are on the road to finally taking some of that love they willingly give to others and directing it inwards.

how is it that the show that gave me the most second hand embarrassment, the show that is so wacky and weird and goofy, manage to sneak it’s way into my heart.

#nuea comparing his love to toh as being definite as 1+1=2 made me pop off #secret crush on you #secret crush on you the series #scoy #scoy the series #and by that i mean get super emotional #idk i just feel seen and loved. it makes me yearn for that unconditional love #that exists between the pairings and friendship groups #i only have 3 episodes left and i’m savoring every moment because i don’t want it to end #i don’t want to say goodbyeeeeeeee #kay watches bl #nueatoh #skyjao #touchdaisy

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pencilofawesomeness · 2 years

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Day 1217 of Young Justice not giving us the Jason arc

#young justice #young justice phantoms #look I am beyond thrilled that the legion is getting love #and imra and cham are written so well #but I can't keep taking these jason teases #i know why the caged cat sings was a great episode #but like nobody questioned him???#just standing there???#barbara honey you were watching???#granted cass being kidnapped was super distracting #but guys I can't take it anymore #seeing dick in the newest episode just made me miss jason more #can you miss someone you have barely met?#I do #although I do want to see conner and imra be okay so i'll wait #s5 better pick this storyline up i swear #honestly i'm really interested to see how combining the early jason and calm ra's arc bode #although that spiel ra's gave about family at the end of that ep had me feeling all types of emotion #LIKE SIR YOU HAVE TWO OF BRUCE'S KIDS #TWO!!!!#i swear if we gotta wait until damian is 10 i'mma cry #tinya I meant conner and tinya #though now imra bart and cham are all in need to #I love too many children in this show #but greg i'm begging you #just give us the jason arc already #btw i edited this because i'm dumb and he does have like two speaking lines #he just doesn't have a credited va that i can find #still they haven't actually name dropped him as jason yet so

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cityontheedgeofforever · 2 years

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“Ties of Blood and Water” is such an underrated episode. It is so heartfelt, emotional and complex that I don’t even know where to begin.

Kira’s obvious love and adoration of Ghemor, his return of the sentiment; two people that lost their family in the occupation and have found a new family in each other, with the beautiful parallel of Kira showing her not-father her not-son but both are her family! Her crippling guilt about leaving her father to die alone, especially with him repeatedly asking her not to leave, and how seeing Ghemor, her father figure and also a Cardassian, one of those responsible for the occupation and therefor the death of her family, in a similar state, and using his past as an excuse to not visit him in the end before changing her mind. The gentle way Bashir tries to coax her to visit and later his support of her facing her fears and her trauma, not just of her fathers death, but her own guilt associated with it. The beautiful, beautiful ending of the camera zooming out and us seeing that she has buried Ghemor next to her father, on the hillside that was once barren end empty, now covered in bright green grass and beautiful flowers.

I feel like it stands so symbolic that in the end, she also does it alone, seeing as the only person who had come to see her, Furel, has now also passed away. The resistance camp is gone, and so is Furel, and so is the resistance as the occupation is over, and Bajor is healing; grass and flowers flourishing over the once barren rockside, and we know, like it -- Kira is finally healing too.

#also she throws a cup at dul dukats face!!!!#best episode ever!!!#i didnt even touch on the praying but yk the praying in the middle and the end hrfuirsr #makes me feel #avery brooks you fucking outdid yourself here #its a super emotional episode that didnt make me cry but instead made me ache #kiras pain is so visceral #ties of blood and water #ds9 #star trek #star trek meta #ds9 meta #kira nerys #avery brooks #tekeny ghemor #julian bashir #gul dukat #furel

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whatsagirltoblogabout · 9 months

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Neal Caffrey in all black and a leather jacket got my heart aflutter, hot damn. Emphasis on hot. Damn. Like, he’s a good looking guy normally, but something about the stealth look just hits different.

#we’ve finally made it to the part of the show bingeing experience when I start noticing how attractive the cast is #to be fair I’ve been making heart eyes at El’s bangs for a couple seasons now #but she’s not around super often #Neal on the other hand…#got me twirling my hair and kicking my feet #is it a coincidence that I have this realization in the episode where he goes through a deep emotional dilemma?#we’ll never know…#white collar #episode 3.08

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cescalr · 2 years

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high guardian spice is to me what sword art online is also to me. better in the abridged version. though for wildly different reasons

#hgs abridged is a pure comedy and it's super fun as this lowkey low budget type deal. it's halfway a shitpost and a labour of love for the #creative medium of writing an actual fucking coherent story #even with all the memes and stupidity inherent to the shitpost abridged show format #whereas SOAA is just. so good like it's amazing Something Witty Entertainment is doing fucking great things for the medium. pls watch it #sword art online and high guardian spice are terrible in different ways. both of them have a couple things in common though; extremely gener #generic and super mediocre #but while hgsa is stupid fun. soaa is like. i wish this was the actual show. level of quality. so i enjoy them for different reasons #also soaa gets like 1 episode every year or two. which. yeah. its worth the wait though #soaa is high art to hgsa's shitpost. and i love that for them #some of hgsa is like. too stupid for me. they used big chungus recently and i was just like... sigh. but other than that it's pretty good.#i don't understand the jojo refrences but like good for them. glad they're having fun #soaa is like. i genuinely don't need to know anything abt soa or anything else to enjoy it. it works as a standalone property #might as well be original work. except it isn't. so the only reason i'm glad soa exists #is so that i can wath soaa #it's just. it's superb. it's that good. there's Some problems with it (I don't always jive with the humour) but the actual like emotional #beats are REALLY well done. you actually kinda like the characters even though they're #objectively worse people than in soa #somehow #it's just. it's fun. i enjoy it immensely #there was a really good choice in hgsa that made me cackle though #and that's the rework of cal's character. that was a great choice #anyway #done rambling... for now...

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katnissgirlsmakedo · 2 years

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i think that was normal i think that went really normal

#i care less now i think the instant infatuation got to me last week #i’m very excited to be friends with her i definitely need that to happen #again. i can’t ignore the cosmic signs #but like. i can just stop having a crush on her it’s fine it’s easy i suppress emotions all the time lol #wow that definitely made me sound super normal #whatever. time to drive home and then tonight i think i want to watch the sword in the stone episodes #beth.txt

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faillen · 8 months

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#a was like your life today was a sitcom episode and it really was cause the a plot was the whole [redacted] scare #and the b plot was the 'let's take a step back' moment and they tied in together really well narratively and from a character perspective #i reacted to the b plot with the utmost level of chill but am not being distinctly unchill not cause i'm sad we're taking a step back #but because i really want them to want to still be friends with me #so that's also a fun little tidbit thing that will have emotional ramifications for sure #anyway i kinda stress cooked for four hours and my whole fridge is filled with food #i'm going to be having chicken toretellini and kale soup for literal days #and i literally made two different kinds of sides AND chicken AND roasted potatoes for the protein bowls i'll also be eating for days #my produce drawer is empty of anything except for a single bunch of green onions and half a white onion #i am drinking blueberry stella rosa on a sunday night and trying to pretend that i'm not having a moment about this but i definitely am #and i'm super annoyed about it #why can't my dreams of n propositioning me into throuple bliss w her and her husband come true cause then i would have NONE of these issues #i should also note that i literally stood up to my LAST WEEKEND about me dating queer people and having queer relationships #and that i really need her to start fucking Dealing with it instead of pretending it isn't happening #alls to say that a is probably onto something i /could/ dramatize my life into a fun little queer coming of age sitcom #and tbh maybe i should start anonymously blogging about it #what i should actually do is pull out my journal and actually fucking journal #and also take these contacts out and put on my goddamn glasses #if you got all the way down here i'm so sorry lmao

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mathswizard · 11 months

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FUBAR... is not great.... I wish i had the ability to express why i dont like something like if i had media analysis skills id be god

#especially episode 6 #this is just a rapid fire of ''super emotional'' moments its so crammed in like why #did you run out of episodes to cram all this character development into?#whats going on #also the only lesbian character fits the stereotype of the 'mean lesbian' and its just come on #'nerd falls in love with beautiful woman and tries to hide the fact hes a nerd but it turns out shes a nerd TOO' trope as well. exhausting #fubar spoilers #AND holy fuck they just swept the main guys sons relationship with his father to the side ur telling me they made up from one hug #and they do so much fucking cheating but never really paint them out as the bad guys for it

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nutmeggery · 8 months

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I need Neil Gaiman to know that Good Omens 2 made me feel emotions I haven't felt in nearly a decade.

When I heard there was going to be a Good Omens 2 I was looking forward to it, of course. I just wasn't expecting it do anything super special to my emotions. I was sure I'd enjoy it, though. I really enjoyed s1.

But, for the last few years, I watched shows and afterwards basically thought well, that was fun, and I quickly moved on and didn't think much about them. There was only about 3 shows in the last 5 years that had made me feel truly emotional and stayed on my mind to the point where I felt like I needed to engage in fandom for a while. (Good Omens 1 was one of them.)

I wasn't spoiled by the leak. I never even knew there was a leak. So I had no idea what was coming in s2. And oh boy...

See, I'd watched Our Flag Means Death, a show where you don't expect the lead characters to kiss, because, well, that never happens in these types of shows, right? And this is important because when they did kiss, it felt like a door that had been locked with just about all the high security locks in the world had suddenly, inexplicably, been opened. Something switched inside me. It took me months to understand what it was, but when I thought about Good Omens before s2 came out, I realized what it was.

I would never truly enjoy a bromance they're-only-queer/in love-by-your-own-interpreation story ever again. Stories where nothing is confirmed, just subtext that anyone who doesn't want to see it can easily deny and mock those who wish it was more.

While it was clear that Crowley and Aziraphale cared a lot about each other in s1, and were probably in love, it was still just a fun ship for fans to play with in fanfiction and fanart. Do they love each other? Oh sure. In what way? Well, that's up to interpretation. Ok, cool. But it's not quite Our Flag Means Death, is it?

Then I watched Good Omens 2. And from episode 1 I saw my favourite Angel and Demon duo love each other. And I was having the best time. I hadn't had such a good time watching a show in a long while. It was not only right up my alley, it was an alley I wasn't even aware was my alley until I saw it. I enjoyed seeing the old characters, the new characters. Oh, I was wonderful.

It was clear to me that, of course Crowley and Aziraphale love each other, are IN love with each other, showing it in their own way. And I wasn't expecting it to be THIS obvious.

And then when the kiss happened, I couldn't believe it. I covered my mouth with both hands and gasped and sat up straight in my seat. I had never expected it--the heartbreak it added to the already heartbreaking scene--it rewired something inside me.

It was like my emotions had been locked up in a stall like a horse for so, so long, and now the gate had been opened, the stable door kicked down, and the horse was running out onto the large pasture into the daylight, bucking and kicking up grass. Oh my god, I have to take a few minutes to process that entire 6 hour marathon of emotions.

And by a few minutes I meant a few days.

More than a few, actually.

I didn't need a kiss to understand how much they loved each other, but I did need the kiss to understand how intense and heartbreaking their separation is for them after everything.

But more than that, the kiss broke a barrier. They really did it, I thought. They really dared.

Aziraphale and Crowley aren't human males, no, but they're played by male actors. And that is significant. That makes the kiss significant. In the world we currently live in.

Weeks later, I'm still obsessed with the show, re-watching s1 and 2, reading the book again, listening to the audio drama. And I'm on tumblr, seeing people's posts and art to somehow sate my hunger for a s3 that doesn't exist (yet).

And I'm having a wonderful time.

#good omens #good omens 2 spoilers #go2 #neil gaiman #im queer and emotional #NEIL LIKED IT?!#asdsdksfksnvkjdnvdkjvd

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thisisember · 2 years

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supernatural is a really really sad show

#as in the emotion #just finished the first season and good lord #i knew the episodic plots were often super sad but like jesus christ these main characters are broken people #a fuckin twist in the season finale is that the kids know their dad is possessed because he forgives them for something #instead of being furious #and even tho it was kind of a very intense very stressful situation and thus people can be expected to act a lil different #he could not believe that his dad would forgive him for a mistake he made/disobeying even if it was to literally save the lil brother’s life #i just related to that so much and i’m like damn bro is that what hooked me to the show when i first found it?#how much i could relate to the damaged ass dysfunctional ass unhinged guys whose single parent basically ruined them emotionally #anyway #the show breaks my heart constantly #also it’s a lil scary and violent and gross. i was so young watching this shit bro #this is ember

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rreids · 13 days

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Hey love I have an ask bc I’ve been feeling super depressed lately and I haven’t wanted to get out of bed lol can you do a one shot when spencer leaves for the week on a case and comes home to the house a mess and the reader laying in bed crying and he makes her shower and eat and cuddles her

oh my love <3 i hope you are feeling a little better. please make yourself a nice warm drink and try to spend some time outside or doing something outside of bed, even if it's just five minutes <3 it's worth it, i promise — someone who also bed rots often

LITTLE BY LITTLE • S. REID X READER

hurt/comfort; reader in a depressive episode; mentions of emotional eating and food; perfect bf spencer; nonsexual nudity and intimacy; kisses; pet names; fluff; ~1k

Spencer being gone was normal, a common occurrence. You didn’t normally struggle when he was gone, but with a mix of bad days at work and him being gone, you could barely bring yourself to eat.

You liked to keep the house clean while he was gone so he’d have one less stressful thing to come back to. This time, it was a mess, clothes and food packaging left around. You’d raided the sweets stash, and made a mental note to replace his chocolate bars before he realized.

“Honey?” Spencer’s voice calls, and you blink away the sting of tears. You weren’t hydrated enough for more to roll down your cheeks, but you didn’t want to worry him. With a swipe of your (his) sweater sleeve, you work on rubbing away tear stains as he comes into the bedroom, tilting his head at the wrappers and mess on the nightstand. “You okay?”

You shake your head, not trusting your voice. “You’re home early,”

“It ended well,” he tells you, gathering the trash left sitting. He doesn’t even comment that his nice chocolate bars were clearly eaten. “How long have you been like this?”

“Few days, maybe?”

“Why didn’t you call?” He sighs. He sounds exasperated, but you know he’s not upset at you as he rubs a soothing hand over your cheek and lets you lean into him.

“I didn’t wanna worry you,” you mumble, voice muffled into his palm. You press a kiss to it, smiling softly when his fingers twitch at the ticklish sensation. “‘S okay.”

Spencer shakes his head adamantly, you know he disagrees. “Find some nice pajamas for me, okay? I’ll be right back.”

He comes back after throwing out the trash. “I put some water on. Tea or hot cocoa?”

“Tea,” you mumble, rubbing your throat.

“With honey. Don’t even try to tell me not to add it.” Spencer grabs the pajamas you scrounged up. “I’ll fluff these in the dryer, too. C’mon, gorgeous,”

He helps you stand and lets you curl into his side as he walks you into the bathroom and helps you undress, pressing a gentle kiss to your shoulder as he tugs the sweater off. You shiver at how cold the air is, and he reaches behind you to turn the water on and let it start to warm.

Spencer carefully brushes your hair out of your face with his fingers, frowning when you pull away a little. He doesn’t comment on it, just studying your face with his intent stare.

“Stop looking at me,” you mumble.

“Just trying to see if you’re okay, sweetheart,” he whispers, ghosting a kiss over your cheek. “You’ll tell me about it after. Do you want me to help you wash up?”

You pause. “Dunno.”

Spencer chuckles. “Ok, well, I’m gonna go start fluffing your clothes and put water in the kettle. Let me know when I get back?”

You nod, wrapping your arms around yourself as his movement creates a draft.

When he peeks back in, you’re staring at the water.

“You have to get in, honey,” he reminds you, voice sweet. It makes you feel like crying.

“I know. I think I’m okay.”

Spencer pauses as his mind processes what you’re responding to. “Okay. Take as long as you need. I’ll be waiting in the living room,”

The water is nice — heated exactly where you like it to be —, and you take much longer than normal letting it run over corded muscles and wash away your sadness as you get clean. It’s nice, and you know you’ll feel better when you get out. Part of you hates that, because it just makes another thing Spencer is right about (and he’s always right about things, so you pride yourself on the times you beat him).

When you finally step out and towel dry, you find your warm clothes on the counter. He must’ve brought them in while you were distracted.

Finally dressed in clean clothes, you drop the dirty ones in the hamper and pad out to the living room.

Spencer is in comfortable clothes — a Washington DC hoodie, sweatpants, fluffy and mismatched socks — and his hair is no longer styled. That’s the first thing you notice. Then you notice the tea, the bowl of perfectly cut-up fruit, and the spread of cheese, crackers, and lunch meat.

“Figured you wouldn’t want a full meal,” he tells you, patting his thigh. You walk over and settle on him gently, squeaking in surprise when he pulls you into him more tightly and presses kisses on your face until you squirm from the contact, giggling. “C’mon, open,”

He taps the strawberry piece to your lips and you roll your eyes as you eat it.

“I love you, you know that?”

“‘Course I do, Spence,” you tell him, voice soft and scratchy.

“Then tell me. Please? Me not knowing you’re upset hurts more than being unable to be here for you. I can at least call you and leave voicemails or talk you through stuff.”

You sigh, shoulders dropping. “But you’re busy and dealing with hard stuff already.”

“And I will always choose to deal,” he says the word like it’s poisonous, “with what you are struggling with first. I signed up to be your number one supporter. Always,”

He hands you your tea and waits for you to finish drinking before he takes it and sets it back down. He holds your hands, rubbing his thumb over the back.

“Okay? Tell me.”

“Okay.”

Spencer smiles and relaxes, kissing you more gently. “Now eat up, sweetheart. It’s all for you.”

You whine at that, and he cuts you off with a stern look.

“My chocolate bars are not proper sustenance for an adult of your—”

“Spencer.” You mumble, picking up a grape. “Shut up. I’ll eat.”

He smiles, pleased, and leans his head on your shoulder. It should be weird, him watching you eat, but it fills you with warmth and happiness as he traces aimless shapes on your thigh and makes sure you’re okay.

title is bc: little by little you will be okay. i know you will. we all will be.

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