#they sure were experimental
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rubin indulgence
#i know he has the most insane arm veins i just know it#these were kinda experimental so im not sure how i feel about how they turned out. but! they sure were interesting!#pathologic#rubin#stakh rubin#stanislav rubin#digital#fanart#original art#i am kissing his forehead so sweetly
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Is this about cockles or about Jensen vs destiel? yes
#cockles#i won't use my taglist since this is a bit more experimental#but yeah i had a lot of fun making this#and also cringed at some of the stuff i had to watch for this ofc#make sure you watch till the end!#(deleted some additional tags cause they were too rambly and serious for this video lol)#tess makes untaggable things again
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Just the little hints of the human experimentation the Kirijo Group did that we get from Strega and Sho (ESPECIALLY SHO) are terrifying...
#persona 3#welcome to chili's#sho minazuki#takaya sakaki#jin shirato#chidori yoshino#i'm sure some were just experiments for the sake of experimentation#which is fine if its not ya know DONE ON LIVING BEINGS
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marker practice ayumu
#love live#ayumu uehara#my art#myon's marker training arc#i think the light grey i have is running out of ink#it was a bit of a struggle#markers are scary#how do i graduate to colour when b/w is so comfy... LMAO#i was writing a lengthy blog post that featured all of my experimental ugly wips with explanations but then tumblr did an oopsie and#none of it saved and like; man.....#but i'm pretty happy with my progress!! the really early experiments were super ugly LMAO#once i feel comfortable with b/w ill probably toy with colours but its a bit conceptually foreign to me#cus there's only like#select colours#so you have limited colours to pick from? and to blend with?#and i dont really know how to mix pigments#aand on top of that im not sure what are the best ways to mix mediums (like if i wanted to do a colour wash#i can use water colour right??? is there an order??)#(like water colour is obviously water but copics are alcohol based so like does it matter what order one goes on the other??? AHHHH PANIC)#i have many questions... and for whatever reason started rambling in the tags#i like ayumu 😊#(im have a lot of tutorials to watch)
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a yet to be fleshed out scene from my ct lives au is more or less just ct going "I cannot believe I have to go on a mission with these 2 strangers whom I don't trust in the slightest because my former teammates mercilessly slaughtered all of my boyfriend's teammates so now his boss doesn't think he's qualified for field work anymore"
#she's more used to the director's bs than she wants to admit okay#she's also not sure how to deal w /not/ being seen as the cringe fail loser girl (affectionate)#ct: you want *me* to take point on a mission that is clearly of great importance????? ME????#also 'yet to be fleshed out' i say as if the whole fic is not just a vague collection of ideas that have yet to be connected or solidified#rvb#red vs blue#agent connecticut#the two strangers are felix and locus btw. and the mission isn't chorus. but that's all im gonna say lol#like it's not that ppl didn't get punished for messing up in pfl but most of the time being dropped lower on the board was the punishment#being temporarily removed from the active roster for a mission or two was generally seen as an extreme measure considered pfl's nature as#a highly experimental high risk unit#re: felix and locus in my ct lives au im debating on if they were marines or ODSTs prior to working for charon#ODSTs would make more sense in being able to keep up w wash and lina but the colors of their armor for the warrior test thing says marines
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I love Yun Chuan joining the union and all but dislyte can we please talk about the fact that CANONICALLY Li ling and Tang Xuan BROKE IN TO A JAIL and also all three CANONICALLY assaulted AT LEAST one prison guard (Li Xiao) and probably at least a few others
#Dislyte#Ok note 1 I'm pretty sure a chunk of battles are not canon. Like they werent beating prisoners up I think. But like they were ready to#Throw down like Constantly. Well mostly li ling but yknow. But anyway note 2 this seems DRAMATIC considering idk exactly the divisions but#It does seem like the locations are closer to like Countries than cities so. The union is VERY gyrate based and Neither Gaol IS in Tangton.#So like even if they are totally rogue (which. Yeah) they're still WORKING FOR THE UNION so like. Politics? Politics????? Hello????#Raven is going to comit homicide I think#And also yes there was human experimentation but they found that out LATER#Oh I should say that I think this was cool as hell of li ling and tang xuan but I want so SO badly to see the fallout
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feels like such a slamdunk fic concept/prompt but. beatles-monkees 4 for 4 fucking at some random party in the 2 or so years when the monkees were relevant. there's soo much that can be done here
#lord forgive me but god psuedo/semi hero worship is always a fave trope of mine going back to da hrpf days#like not hero hero worship but guy who's a few years older than u and very successful and cool and you want to impress them type beat#and the beatles rly fill that niche when u consider their timeline aka rounding the bend of their meteroic and def becoming more jaded/#experimental. yaknow#and im so sure that they did all meet at one point in history i just cba to look it up rn#anywho. as an amateur monkeeologist my pov would be john-mike (shared Waddahell is wrong with this guy factor/general malaise/glittering#wit and intelligence and mean streak (affectionate)/kid(s) and wife they do Not fuck with/seeing the projection of the Self in others#that includes your best and worst aspects reflected back at u/glittering brightly sososo doomed just like you were. and are/and so forth)#peter-george because of that one pic of them. so fucking good man. and vibes i guess they were compatible in that way#paul-micky for that insane showman vibe i guess. i dont have the best handle on micky Yet but i would enjoy this. manic energy off the wall#plus sleazy charming paul who dgaf who you arebeyond getting his dick sucked to whom everyone is a groupie because hes#fucking paul mccartney. best paul#and ringo-davy i guess they're both short and i like it when tiny dudes get destroyed by massive cocks. sue me
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real talk for a sec: in what godforsaken reality/dimension/parallel universe would Andrew's drugs be considered medication?
this kid, who's normally known to be eerily quiet most of the time (with occasional violent tendencies when provoked), is legally forced to take these "meds" and he starts talking randomly in book/movie lines, they make him look and act high when on them, give him extreme withdrawal symptoms, make him fall asleep in places and around people he would never fall asleep otherwise, make him think that pulling his knives to someone's neck as a (more believable) threat is somehow the correct way to handle a situation.
like?? if anything that medication made him even more violent.
what sane person would see him react that way think "yeah, those are the right meds for him"?
#correct me if i'm wrong but i'm pretty sure Andrew started pulling his knives so readily only after he started taking those drugs#before then he was more chill and calculated about his actions#that 'medication' had the opposite effect of what it was intended for and no one said anything??#Bee definitely could've and should've done sth bc THAT'S NOT NORMAL#not from a court ordered drug which visibly didn't have the desired effect (<- make him less violent)#i'm reading a fic where it was implied that those court ordered meds were experimental drugs which are often high risk#so they were only tested on criminals and delinquents (Andrew)#and that coming off of them would leave long-lasting damage on mood & emotion balance#(<- which they only figured out after testing them on unwilling subjects)#and this somehow sounds more believable#the fic is:#Blame It on My Youth by youreyestheyglow#and imagine if riko sent those guys to harass them at eden's and the whole medication thing was fully premeditated and deliberate#<- this is also from a fic which i don't remember the name of sry#aftg#all for the game#andrew minyard#fanfic#fanfiction
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still have the original good tumblr layout but i live in constant fear. if you change the placement of the buttons i will kill you
#skye's ramblings#i thought they were rolling it out to everyone?? if that happens im going back to being a mobile only guy idc. heart <3#funny how its 'experimental based on user feedback' and the feedback was it fucking sucks. so theyve given it to everyone. sure
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I See Real - November Növelet
#november növelet#i see real#music#reel to real to reel...#black jackal crawling#death industrial#experimental#sure would be fucked up if genres were real#a favorite#one of the greatest songs of all time
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"the difference between a conspiracy and fact is time" isnt always true because some things are just genuinely loony and wrong but. boy oh boy is it true in too many cases
#remember when mass surveillance was considered a crazy conspiracy theory? right. thanks snowden#remember when international elite pedophilie rings and islands were a crazy conspiracy? thanks epstein#remember when mind control and government experimentation on people and Mind Control were a conspiracy? right. thanks mkultra and proof of#postmodernism being infiltrated into everything artificially#remember when saying the war on terror is bullshit and the wars were faught for oil and infleunce would get u called crazy? welpppp yea mos#of us sure agree today. hey. u know theres government documents which talk about funding extremist rebel groups in south america in order t#justify us fucking around? hey. u know how many governments around the world the us collapsed?#.#hey?#what exactly makes the idea that they killed kennedy who was trying to stop the cia bullshit - and then the cia director he fired oversaw#the case crazy? and what makes the idea that they were involed in 911 crazy exactly?#and its allllll coincidence right. right#right...... you notice how with a lotta these fuckin things they ended up being very much true?#...... theyve got no fucking morals and an insanely bad track record#theyre responsable for how many wars deaths genocides rapes tortures coups throughout the world#i dont trust shit and there aint a think i think is too bad for them to do#anyway. ill place my bets on israel knowing the 8th was gonna happen and wanting it to#why fund hamas for years then. and how the fuck did all their intelligence and surveillance and million high tech american inventions miss#this
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wip wednesday
i have not been very productive lately and i'm frustrated about it so i'm sharing a little snippet of some more valentine whump for fun. she's alive but she's not happy about it. post devil-ending (canon-divergent)
content warning: severe emotional distress, voluntary medical sedative
“Alright. How about you just listen?” another pause. “I came here to talk with you, because I think you’re reacting very reasonably to something very unreasonable–”
grin wide. grimace. laugh like a bullet on pavement.
“–I suppose that’s a bit of an understatement. But you don’t have to be ashamed.”
“Fuck you.”
like that, rapid fire. she was burning hot, all over, like molten metal. she was supposed to be dead. now she was a husk. empty. discarded.
“I mean that. I know you’re not feeling much like yourself, and that is not an easy thing. Not easy at all. And you were very careful not to hurt anyone else, Valentina–“
“No.”
“You were very careful, V. You’re a problem solver. But no one has told you what is happening, and that’s why I’m here. Do you understand?”
as if there was any doubt to what the problem was. a problem could not solve itself. just twist inward over and over until it was worn through, until it could be put out of its misery, the misery–
no weakness, not here. sharp tooth, silver tongue, smile like a dog about to snap.
“Yes.”
“Alright, the first problem– stay with me, V–“
teeth creaking like bone: the problem was, the problem was, the problem
“The first problem, V, is that everything has been thrown at you too quickly. We need to slow things down. This is going to help you feel a little calmer so we can talk. Here, now, I need you to look at me, because I’m going to show you how it works.”
it was bait for a trap but there was nothing sweeter than oblivion. nothing. (sharp and bitter and sweeter than honey. a body can learn to crave the knife. sharp and strong and quick, don't hesitate–)
the doctor was smaller than her voice suggested. plain-faced with the most dizzyingly blue eyes –like the sky, the sky, the badlands sky endless aching gone gone gone– mercifully professional, as though she were giving a recorded lecture and not facing some huddled scrap of wretched humanity. she was holding a mask, demonstrating the little canister attached, speaking in a buzzing drone, giving assurances–
the performance was unnecessary. the mask was light, soft, comforting against the bruised flesh of her cheek. a muzzle for the aching, snapping teeth of despair.
in and out, in and out, in and out.
all the sharp edges of reality filed down to something soft and smooth and tolerable. (you don't get it, but you will. you will. you don't get it, but you will. you don't get it–)
“Feeling better?”
the doctor did not smile. did not frown. what she felt she kept tucked up and behind her breastbone, her face smooth like the surface of a pond.
“Yes.”
no visible vapor in the word, and yet it still thickened the sound. finally, her soul unclenched. she wanted to cry but could not.
she could not. she could not–
“Very good. Now the second problem, V, is that you don’t know what’s going to happen. Do you want me to tell you?”
despite best effort there was always a time other than now. (still here. Still Here. it’s alright. stop looking.) her eyes were heavy. they could not ask for anything more than sleep. it was all she had to give. perhaps they would realize their mistake, let her slip under and never come back up. there were worse things than death.
there were worse things–
there were, the doctor’s eyes were saying, things that still needed to be done. must be done. would be done.
“…yes.”
#wip wednesday#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 fic#just because some feral ai papered over all the cracks in your soul with a dead rockerboy doesn't mean you can call in to work#you can't even leave work actually because they're studying you to see what happens next#i am once again thinking of the allhands call where i and all of my coworkers were casually referred to as human capital 🤡#it's a real term but using it to describe people you're ostensibly speaking to sure is a A Choice#anyway who doesn't love making a difficult mental and emotional recovery in the belly of a machine designed to crush your spirit#valentine#experimental style
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has anyone here read the maze runner graphic novels because i need to scream at someone over how stupid the maze trials were in those books
#the boys' maze was the same as the books but the group b maze was full of ice and they ice skated instead of running#and their ''grievers'' were like. pterodactyls#and like YEAH sure sure sure they were trying to give us something visually cool and different.#but THATS NOT HOW EXPERIMENTATION WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like smh. im not even a scientist but i know that u gotta recreate the testing conditions Exactly#for all ur involved groups.#smh smh smh. its been so long since ive read the graphic novels but thats always driven me batshit#winter speaks
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sorry. still thinking
#its just been on my mind a lot more especially since talking about it with my mom in california she told me a lot i didnt know about#bc i was like 13 when it all initially happened i barely knew/was told what was going on. we just all saw him nearly dead on his floor#and then suddenly there was an ambulance and he was gone#and then he went to one of the city hospitals hours away and my mom was gone most of the time for months to be with him#and i knew he nearly died and was told later it was bc he got hiv but like that was basically it? and i knew it was from drug usage#but she told me basically everything this time. and it was just a lot#apparently i have a group of students from a texan medical college to thank for him being alive. bc they did an experimental thing on him#after his original doctor had given up hope and told my mom he was just going to die#we're not sure exactly what they did i guess it was some kind of medicine of course but like. anyway whatever it was it worked#and the thing i remember most. was my mom saying 'at least that makes it so he can help as many people as he's hurt.'#bc my brother just...has a complicated past and the things leading up to his near-death were especially#and apparently the test is gonna be in some medical journal probably. im guessing its what helped them confirm their experiment works#anyways. im just glad hes alive. but its a lot to think about
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Saw a Reddit thread on AskWomen about women who thought they were lesbians until they ended up with guys and if that’s not the most invalidating and paranoia-inducing shit I’ve ever seen—
#like#i’m sure that is the experience for some#but as a lesbian it is super duper invalidating to see other women talk like that#because it’s like#you may THINK you’re a lesbian now but eventually you’ll get with a guy as you’re naturally and inevitably supposed to#is what they’re saying for me#not playing the blame game—okay maybe i am a little bit#but that’s just how it felt for me#gave me a miniature panic attack like what if i’m not a REAL lesbian even though I am#and then they talked about how sexuality is fluid and can shift over time#if that’s the case then why don’t i see anybody saying they thought they were gay until they fell in love with a woman like?#it just felt offensive like all women are expected to like men#and if they had just said they realized they were bi or pan then that would be fine#but instead no they had to go shit on all lesbians’ very sexuality and identity with the language they used#basically the way they said well i thought i was a lesbian BUT I’M NOT ANYMORE I REALIZED THAT I LIKED GUYS AFTER ALL#just irritated me severely#idk if i’m making sense here#i’m tired of lesbianism being treated as an experimental phase in a way that other sexualities aren’t#like just let us be lesbians and be fine that way goddamnit#and third and lastly why not put that shit in the bisexual or pansexual subreddits where lesbians don’t have to see it#the fucking audacity i swear#and maybe also while editing the language so that it doesn’t invalidate bi and pan women as well as lesbians in the process#just geez luisa people#okay rant over#for now at least lol#lesbian#lesbophobia#lesbian erasure#homophobia#comphet
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hi i watched hfjone in one sitting and felt the urge to draw something
#hfjone#hfjone airy#fanart#gijinka#tw eyestrain#a few bits of this were really experimental like holy shit i'm REALLY proud of how this came out#surprised my computer didn't die due to the several layers and folders this one singular file had on firealpaca#i think tumblr sadly killed the quality though </3#anyways hi airy sure is a character wow! (explodes)#ghost's art
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