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cloveroak · 1 year
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silenthill by @thelifeofsararenee
DA: 0647-1658-0187
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acnliv · 7 months
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i had a very spooooky dream of @thelifeofsararenee's island SILENTHILL! i loved getting to visit some of my favorite horror movies, especially cabin in the woods and jennifer's body!
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nimbasa-city-gym · 2 years
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New video! I toured @thelifeofsararenee 's island! There are so many amazing movie references on this island! I felt so nostalgic walking through this island! 😭
Dream address in the description!
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thelifeofsararenee · 7 years
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Not everyone you lose is a loss
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To the friends who I spent countless hours with
To the friends who laughed with me until it hurt
To the friends I shared tears with
To the friends who experienced the pain of a rough childhood
To the friend who hated that I went to church
To the friend who was self absorbed
To the friend who used me to get what they wanted
To the friends that dropped me like a fly when I needed them most
To the friends who claimed to care for me
Thank you for teaching me that friends aren’t forever and that’s okay.
Thank you for only needing me when you needed money or a ride
Thank you for walking out on the jobs I helped you get
Thank you for leaving me in the middle of the street to go smoke weed
Thank you for leaving me alone in your home so you could have sex
Thank you for flirting with the boys I was interested in
Thank you for the Facebook posts and tweets when my dad died
Thank you for not doing emotions
Thank you for talking bad about your “friends” in front of me
Thank you for trying to make me feel like I was the one who ruined it all.
We have this expectation that when you grow up with someone you are going to be best friends for life. In some cases you may, in other cases it’s okay to grow apart. Lately I’ve realized that friendships aren’t forever, but the gratitude I have for them will be.
I am grateful for the hours spent laughing, crying, fighting, and sharing life.
I am grateful I realized how self absorbed you are
I am grateful you couldn’t be there for me when my dad passed
I am grateful you cared for me when it was convenient for you.
I am grateful you showed me that friends aren’t forever.
Everyone struggles and I get it, I’m not perfect and I’ve probably hurt you too, but I’m done apologizing for your actions. I completely accept my role in this. I’m realizing now that I’ve let myself down by taking on all the blame and allowing you to dictate how I should feel. It’s not like you meant to hurt me or your goal was to ice me out when I needed you most, but it happened.
I’m no longer going to say sorry to you
I’m no longer going to worry what you think
I’m no longer going to be a part of this lie you’ve made up in your head that you’ve done nothing.
I’m no longer going blame myself for the things you personally struggle with.
When I was at my weakest I found out who my true friends were, and they are amazing and I am blessed. To think I am so worried about what I lost and not what I have is ludicrous and it needs to end here and now. I want to enjoy my life with the people I love and that love me back.
I want to enjoy honesty
I want to enjoy the friends who try
I want to enjoy being free of toxic people
I need to enjoy this one life I have to live
I’m sad that we grew apart, but i’ll never be sorry for you again. Friendships aren’t forever, and that’s okay.
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thelifeofsararenee · 7 years
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“I don’t know who I am, but now I know who I’m not I’m just a curious speck that got caught up in orbit Like a magnet it beckoned my metals toward it
Make my messes matter Make this chaos count Let every little fracture in me Shatter out loud.” Jupiter : Sleeping At Last
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thelifeofsararenee · 7 years
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Growing up I was always very skinny, and in the past few years I’ve gained a significant amount of weight. When I look back at pictures of me when I was a stick, I remember thinking I felt huge. I hated my body then and I hate my body now.
Women truly are at war with their bodies no matter their size, and not just our bodies but our appearance in general. Our hair isn’t the perfect color or length, our make up is rarely ever on point, our clothes don’t fit right, and forget about wearing a bathing suit of any kind! It’s an overwhelming feeling not being confident in the way you look. Not only that, but you’re too tired, depressed, hungry for junk, and some days too busy to make a change.
Levi reminds me everyday how beautiful I am. Some days I see that and some days I don’t. No matter how many people tell you positive things you will still see yourself the way you want, and only you can make that change.
I think as women we should be confident in our bodies, we should uplift other women, we should workout because we like to, we should eat healthy because we want to, we should ignore the stigmas of social media, and we should love ourselves because God created us and we are special to many.
“Darling girl, don’t waste a single day of your life being at war with your body, just embrace it!”
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thelifeofsararenee · 8 years
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I love him so much 💙 @svardajl
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thelifeofsararenee · 9 years
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As I lay here half asleep and exhausted… I’m pondering so many thoughts. Why is it that we as fragile humans care so much what others think? Why do others feel the need to tell friends, co workers, family, or even strangers how to live the one life they have? I find myself puzzled when someone acts as if they are superior to another human being… maybe because they are “wiser” from age or “smarter” because of experience. Or simply they just seem to “know everything.” Then I grasp onto the thought that the problem lies within our hearts feeling as if we’re victims. As humans we can be stubborn, prideful, conceited, or maybe just maybe we THINK we “know everything.” svardajl
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thelifeofsararenee · 9 years
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A little over a year ago I started my first film series called “The Anonymous.” At this time in my life I was soaking up what true forgiveness and patience was all about after hurting a few close friends and a second family. I had multiple people send in short creative writings which I then turned into videos. I wanted others to feel how these others were feeling through these entries. I wanted people to KNOW there are those who struggle with many different types of things and emotions yet hide it from the world. This may make you feel confused… Tap into your sappy side and you might just find yourself relating to a lot of these hidden disturbances. Check out the rest of the series on my YouTube account!
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thelifeofsararenee · 9 years
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Have you ever dreamt of an old house or neighborhood? Maybe you dream of completely random things like a stop sign or a creepy little amusement park. I decided one day to just drive with my boyfriend and film anything that resembled something I’ve dreamt. I brought them to life in the simplest forms… My dreams are too weird to actually bring to life.
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