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thatfizzyyyy · 10 months

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every 2-3 months i post a "what if i started writing again" post and then i write for 1-3 days and never again. but what if i started writing again.

#oops im rambling #the time will pass anyways yk #im a bit tired though so idk #maybe ill do some world building plotting etc

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mamawasatesttube · 16 days

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i wish it wasn't so normal for people to complain about unfinished wips or fics that take a long time to update. because sometimes i think i have a really fun idea for a fic but it'd take a while for me to write, and i like talking about my work as i do it and i don't like writing entire fics over like 20k without sharing, because i lose steam. so if i were to write and post that cool fic idea, it'd be as a wip. and then i think about all the people who just refuse to engage with wips, or all the other people who would just go "update pls" all the time, and of how people only really comment in the first 24 hours something is posted and then it's lost to obscurity, and then i just go "actually whats the point in going through the effort writing this out? i'll just daydream about it now and then and be done with it." and then i don't write it. alas!

#rimi talks #shoutout to that one person who followed me from resi fandom and commented on one of my dc fics like ''pls update that resi fic''#also shoutout to all those tumblr posts about how theres nOthInG wOrSe than finding a GoOd FiC but its uNFiNIsHeD #i used to really like writing longfic but these days i kind of shy away from it bc it rly does get discouraging #like they say ''write for yourself'' and i do but i certainly dont share just for my own satisfaction yk???#anyways. i already have space fic and theres no need for me to start another fic. even if it would be fun.#ive also just been in a Mood about writing since yesterday and thats not helping matters 😔#but it feels like a stupid thing to be in A Mood about. idk. whatever jdlksk hopefully itll pass and ill be normal tomorrow :/#bc talking to duck earlier today we came up with a really fun mermay fic premise. but. writing? me? multichap again? lol. lmao even #like i would love to!!!!!! having two ongoing multichaps wouldnt kill me i like to pingpong between wips #but dealing with people whining about update times or telling me they refuse to read bc its a wip...... dunno if i can do that again fellas #okay. enough woes and whining. i guess i will go play a video game

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deus-ex-mona · 2 months

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been thinking about how asuna’s [spoiler] scene in the last chapter of idol sengen is oddly underwhelming in the volume version compared to the piccoma release?

i mean l i ke (spoiler reveal under the cut)—

idk if it’s just me but seeing it in colour made the scene hit harder somehow? in some way?

s o . im just. thinking ahead here but…

what if i tried to overlay the colour panel onto the page when i eventually tl it in a few months?

i’m not good at picture editing at all.

b u t still.

i kinda wanna try to go the extra mile for asuna anyway… hmmmmmmmmm…

#oh welllll. in the end that’s for future me to decide ig…#i’m not even sure if anyone would be interested in it anyway…#maybe i could pay someone to do it for me instead (<-has 0 connections)#hm. maybe i should’ve tried to socialise more in school. maybe i’d have met a p.shop guy or two lmao #oh well. ig it’s video tutorial time… maybe… i hope i don’t fall asleep~~~~ bc it’s for asuna….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#in any case!!!! my mind and productivity has been completely ruined by thoughts on my newfound doomed crackship of asuna x sena #like it’s a ship that could go wrong in so many ways (whether asuna gets with sena or not) and im just. ✨thoughts✨ yk???#i love the concept of rivals/enemies to lovers asumona but. like. asusena. yk.#like picture this: pov you just realised that your loving gf’s sister is the same newbie idol you’ve been unfairly antagonising and such #a n d knowing how strong sena’s sisterly love for mona is… yk??? doomed crackship is ✨doomed✨#aighhtttt ok im done with asuna thoughts for the day i s w e a r #(though ngl if they somehow end up giving asuna a cv and she somehow turns out to be ✨e m i t s u n✨ of honoka-chan fame (very unlikely)…)#(…i will pass on in ✨peace✨ idk i just think her powerful yet soothing voice would suit asuna (<-fell back into ll phase))#o k o k im done fr this time i s w e a r anyways stan asuna frusu ok bye

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astrxealis · 7 months

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hi guys please wish me luck for my college entrance exam tomorrow for one of my dream schools xoxo

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#LET'S GOOO MGA PAREH 💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅#i'm so chill for some reason even if ik i will never forgive myself if i don't get in. anyway. manifesting!!! i will pass with flying colors #IT'S REAL DAMN STRESSFUL FOR ME bcs i am aiming for honors courses which means i have to be top 15%... i am top 15% (and higher) in my batch #in school anyway but... urgh...#so. yeah. give me all your best wishes thankyousomuchxoxo AHHEHEHWHSHFJAH sobbing (but fr. if you do. i really appreciate it!!)#i believe in myself :] mostly. the time limit scares me and math and abstract reasoning bcs 5 minutes for 30 items but yeah. okay.#i am Smart ..... bro i literally got perfect on my physics exam and got 100 in statistics (i am really proud of these in particular)#my extracurriculars are good !! all my math scores are insane (cue a math nerd) and science (science nerd) english (god. no explanation #needed) honestly every subject is slay and so is my essay-making but ERGH. honors course... top 15%...#i will try to be chill! honestly i am already lol the nerves aren't getting to me somehow. gl to me and all that i know and do not know.#both here and irl :3 also to fellow ph kids (who are most likely younger than me if they aren't older and yk not worrying abt cets anymore #LMFAO) err idk if . okay idk what i was going to say LMFAO anyway i'm busy af and idk if i'm good with teaching others #but if you ever want any tips from me (honestly i don't really have tips. i do what i do and just make it. but there's a lot involved there)#feel free to come to me for anything ^_^ anything at all tbh. doesn't have to be acads idk i like helping others in general. BUT IT DEPENDS.#but yeah just hmu whatever i will have you know i am genuinely a smart & responsible kid and i am proud of that bcs my family is amazing w #smarts but also the Hard Work is there so :3 !! english is my forte science is my forte math is my forte. also socsci and whatever tbh.#i'm probably insane but i genuinely love all those topics and what we learn in school FISHFK so yeah !!! okay i shut up now #will do my best... zzz... and then i will work on myself. to be better than i already am and even better than i could possibly be. ya. fun!#the mga pareh is a joke btw i like imitating filipino kids like that. like yooo mga pareh let's goooooo wahee!!!!!

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xiphoid-processing · 1 year

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The Descent of the Nelyar

this took me almost ridiculously long bc i lost inspo halfway thru lmao anyways

Name stuff under cut!

Early, middle, and late Quenya = EQ, MQ, LQ. Primitive elvish = PE. early, middle, late Sindarin = ES(Gnomish), MS(Noldorin), LS. anything with a ? is unknown or debatable

Enel [PE] - Three (Masc.)

Enelyē [PE] - Three (Fem.)

Turuksrawā [PE] - Strong-body

Kalþexē [PE] - Bright-Eyed

Airomālō [PE] - Friend of the Ocean

Ayphel [PE] - Sea Foam

Phānagorē [PE] - Clouded Mind

Kalnauthē [PE] - Bright Imagination

Nē̆nsak [PE] - Water-Drawn

Uklā [PE] - Gloomy

Wanwakhīnā [PE] - Lost Child

Esteler [PE] - Person of Hope

Walamai [PE] - Well Fortuned

Khūer [PE] - Cursed One

Túramo [PE-MQ] - Great One

Rilyalitsë [PE-MQ] - Glittering Sand

Tanoquetië [EQ-LQ] - Word Smith

Laureóma [EQ-LQ] - Golden-Voiced

Melian [?ES-LS?] - Dear Gift?

Elwë [?PE-LQ?] - Star?

Singollo [EQ-LQ] - Grey-cloak/Greymantle

Olwë [?MQ-LQ?] - Dreamer?/Becomer?

Alhonda [EQ-LQ] - Fair-Heart

Maiwehlón [EQ-LQ] - Gull-sounding

Mélamo [EQ-LQ] - Loving One

Elmo [?EQ-LQ?] - Star-person?

Elentir [EQ-LQ] - Star-Gazer

Lindaiwë [EQ-LQ] - Song-Bird

Filwalepë [EQ-LQ] - Thin Fingered

Lúthien [MS-LS] - Daughter of Flowers (also Wanderer or Enchantress in earlier versions)

Falasto [EQ-LQ] - Foam, Surge

Henkalino (Hencalino) [EQ-LQ] - Bright-Eyed

Éllindo [EQ-LQ] - Star-Singer (a play off Elulindo, a stated theoretical son of Olwë)

Luinpempë [EQ-LQ] - Blue-lip

Eärwen [EQ-LQ] - Sea-Maiden

Alquahéri [EQ-LQ] - Swan-Lady

Galadhon [MS-LS] - Tree

Malengôf [ES-MS] - Yellow Fruit

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theinfinitedivides · 5 months

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today on our monthly episode of my uterus is trying to f*cking kill me: it nearly succeeded

#also filed under things i did not know i needed to know personally: apparently one can turn white as a sheet without 1. being dead #and 2. having very little melanin. telling you this bc between me nearly passing out twice on Friday bc of cramps my mother #saying if i had passed out they would have had to take me to the hospital and me throwing up several times only to find #out today that all the color had literally drained from my face before that in the span of two minutes (which i could not see bc yk.#i'm trying to stay awake here) i think we can safely say it is not a question as to whether i have endo any more it is simply how bad #did i mention i had taken the pain meds and it still managed to take me out like that. dysphoria didn't even have time to kick #in it was just f*ck you f*ck you f*ck you etc etc #should i do a poll and vote on whether i just need to pry this thing out of me as soon as possible. you think that's a good idea #anyway i'm still here!!!!!! this is also why i wasn't really active from like 5ish Friday all the way up to now bc aren't blood loss #and six thousand knives stabbing into your insides fun :))))))

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ask-lilli · 5 months

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hi guess who got a makeover

#hi I’m back after like a year or two uhhhhhhhh #HI ANYWAYS YEAH #I decided to redo her design cause yk time passes and I needed to give her some swag #Plus redo stuff story/character wise #she’s now designed after the first variant m!Jesse! and has the hairdye/clip of the first f!jesse #I might revamp or just draw her in mcsm scenes if that makes sense????#but continuing off of that feel free to drop suggestions of what I should do in terms of scenarios #or if you have any questions cause I very much like rambling about my silly blorbos sorry it’s a disease 😔#mcsm oc #my art #mcsm #minecraft story mode #my bad for all the tags LMFAO

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da-proti-toku-grem · 7 months

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sorry i needed to say this somewhere and my mom isn't home rn so here it goes because this is making me too anxious

#honestly wtf?#i was going back home by bus right #and no one usually gets off in the bus stop where i get off because it's a bit in the middle of nowhere #but it's the one closest to my house so i get off there #and today was the first time i took the bus at this time so it wasn't either of the two drivers that i usually see #and this one was literally shouting 'do i have to stop in the next one?' and people shout back if yes #(which is not usual because there are buttons to ask for the bus to stop anyway but oh well)#so when my stop was the next one she asked and i said yes AND press the button just in case #also note that i was already standing next to the door by this point #but she just passed by my stop and i was like 'excuse me i had to get off there'#and she got SO MAD at me and started saying 'then why don't you answer when i asked?'#and i told her i did respond and she didn't believe me until a woman that was there told her i did in fact say it #so she went on saying 'i'm not going to do this again next time i won't ask and let everyone tell me when they want to get off #because it's already happened to me twice today'#like girl if it happened more than once i think it's nit my fault here yk #and also the next stop after mine is literally in another town so she got mad again because she couldn't go back #(technically she could bc there was a roundabout only a bit further away but she didn't want to anyway)#so she literally stopped IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. opened the doors and went 'are you going to get off or what? 🤨'#tbh i was so shocked that i didn't even know what to say so i just got off the bus #thankfully it wasn't too far away from my bus stop and there are not too many cars so it was safe i guess #but honestly wtf was that #like maybe i'm overreacting or something becuse i'm so exhausted after 12 hours at uni today #but that's NOT an appropriate behavior #i'm so fucking tired rn and idek how i went through 12 hours of uni with only one 30 minutes break w/o having a mental breakdown #but this was the straw that broke the camel's back #anyway #ranting #venting #random #maca speaks

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adw520 · 2 months

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cant believe no one told me about the fishing derbies

#adw's ramblings #stardew valley #i got 4 tags day one of the trout derby but caught 9 trout without getting a single tag day two #also pike my beloathed (dorado get a pass for being pretty)#other fishing trips of note: the day i hooked the legend 8 times in one day but i was at level 5 fishing and no boosters #bc casual fishing day yk #so i immediately failed every time #im assuming it was the legend anyway #the fish flying up and down the bar had a funny little hat

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marsneedstherapy · 8 months

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something insane to me is that I first read these violent delights 2 years ago like HUH WYM??? IT'S BEEN THAT LONG?? I literally remember when our violent ends came out like- I remember when foul lady fortune didn't have a title- like damn I've really been a fan for a long time 😭

#tbh i never notice the passage of time until one day i just go “DAMN THINGS HAVE CHANGED” and i remeber that time has passed #yk fun fact abt me is that i keep the receipts for books i buy so i could find the exact time i bought if i felt like it #neurodivergent things 😍#anyways no matter #chloe gong #foul lady fortune #secret shanghai #foul heart huntsman #these violent delights #last violent call #our violent ends

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incorrectquotesideas-deactivated · 8 days

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Person A: Do you want a beer? I’m paying.

Person B, going through the restaurant’s menu: No. Ugh, where’s the good stuff?

Person A, half jokingly: I thought you were an alcoholic.

Person B: Exactly. I’d need at least, like, four beers — without food — to get slightly buzzed, and my stomach can’t fit over 2 beers in it. I’m small. I’ll have a rum, neat.

#source: me #incorrect quotes #incorrect quotes ideas #incorrect quotes prompts #tw: drug mention #tw: drugs #i used to be so small when all i did was heroin and ketamine. since i started drinking (i only started drinking every night because the-#-opiate withdrawal was so fucking bad alcohol was the only thing that kept my legs from kicking all night long and my skin from feeling-#-like it was on cold wet fire somehow)#anyway. when all i did was opiates ™ i was like 45 kg and i’m 165 aka 5’5 like i looked like a sickly model #now it’s only been a month drinking and not doing morphine or some shit and i already gained 12 kg it’s insane i’m like almost 60 kg now #i’m queueing this for a month from now so hopefully it’ll have been 2 months when this gets posted #and like i say i’m an alcoholic cause i don’t think it’s normal to drink like 5 nights a week but i’m not chemically dependent on it like i-#-was with opiates like i’m sober half the time. ive never done surgery while drunk for instance. there was this one time i had just had 4-#-shots in the bathroom in secret cause i was having a panic attack and didn’t know what else to do but anyway.#and they asked me if i wanted to close up on a tubal ligation and i passed on the opportunity even though i was Fine bc idk i just didn’t-#-feel good ab it. which is more than i can say for my professor tbh #like some other medical intern said ‘wow it must be so hard having to be On Call 24/7. like i bet u can’t even drink’#and he said ‘oh come on surgeons have lives too. in fact i drank more than a few beers just a few hours ago lol’ and proceeded to cut-#-someone open #anyway. yeah. i don’t get drunk at work yk #felt like i had to make that clear

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deus-ex-mona · 9 months

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when the realisation ✨finally✨ dawns on you but it’s wayyyy too late

#so. to preface. i’m an idiot who often misses the point and stuff.#like it took me about 10 years to realise that i was being actively excluded from a group of girls #in which they went out of their ways to talk about all kinds of fun tall tales that all of them but me were involved in #(but i completely missed that they were trying to exclude me bc i was more interested in listening to their stories lmfaooo)#but anyways! a few weeks back my brother’s gf mentioned in passing that my bro told her that i went on the trip to look for bl manga #at first i was like ‘hahaha yeahhh i kinda read ‘em sometimes but not all the time yk’ but then i just realised that…#…he must’ve assumed that i was buying bl manga back when i bought vol 4 of idol sengen. fml #tbf!!!! there was a huge display of bl manga in the girls manga section of the store my family followed me into #so i guess i can see how he thought that i was buying bl manga? esp since i refused to let my fam see the cover of the book i bought?#but still… man. most of the bl manga on display there had v e r y spicy covers… lord knows which one he assumed i had bought…#there’s no way in heck i’m gonna correct him thought. nope. i don’t need him to go poking around in this fandom too #i’d d i e fr if he found this blog. so ig letting him continue with his assumptions is the lesser of two evils…#anyways. um. how was your wednesday~~~~?#it is suiyoubi my dudes

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jaqobis · 10 months

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yeah i'm thinking about rand in the trailer / the fact that sanderson is consulting on the show again

but

if season 2 starts setting up for the (frankly absurd) sanderson dragonmount assertion that rand ~ starts going dark ~ because he doesn't care about other people ~ i am well and truly going to scream

#it just worries me bc he really starts the angry behavior TOWARDS THE SHITTY NOBLES IN TEAR specifically IN HIS EFFORTS TO HELP THE POOR #not that rand is an angel in book 3 especially but in book 3 he's literally being tortured day and night and it's a different kind of #viciousness he's pushed to than we see in later books #like in tdr he explicitly acknowledges that his friction with moiraine is just an expression of his helplessness #it's also occurred to me that his outbursts in s1 could be construed as sandy thru egwene asserting that he always had #the capacity for anger and it just didn't come out till they left two rivers #instead of it being yk a reflection of the trauma he accrues over the series #and if that is an influence i'm going to stare into the abyss #anyway hopefully i'm catastrophizing #the more time passes the angrier i get about sanderson's wot takes #sorry to anyone reading this #every day i get closer to randposting 24/7 again i guess

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flutteringfable · 5 months

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if i wasn’t deathly afraid of hospitals i would take the first opportunity to get rid of my uterus the moment it happened but unfortunately i am deathly afraid of hospitals so.

#fable talks 💫#i think i say this to myself every time i get my period #but its true #like i have too many things ion wanna pass down genetically and also an extremely low pain tolerance #its not gonna get used to ever hold a baby so why do i even need it yk #i generally dont mind my body otherwise but this is something i want GONE #anyway back to your regularly scheduled fable posting

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prettydan · 6 months

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holy fuck its been 7 years since i made this blog what the fuck, that means i’ve been watching dnp for fucking more than NINE years… when did all this time pass

#i viscerally remember making this blog after watching the boncas #i was sitting on the couch with my shitty school chromebook and thought yk what #lets fucking just make a blog for dnp why not im obsessed with them anyways #god #how did i even get this old wtf #it still baffles me that im not still 16 #like no im 21 about to graduate from university in the spring #thinking about how quick time has passed just makes me dizzy #dnp

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scattered-winter · 9 months

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woe another tag vent session be upon ye

#one of the girls in my class looks just like her. oh my god.#like im not being dramatic i literally thought it was her in my peripheral vision.#literally almost burst into tears in the middle of the room lmaooooooo #and then for the rest of the day every time i saw someone with her hair color i just saw her.#this shit sucks fr y'all i have never almost cried in public this much #and then i had to drive to pick up some groceries and fuck.#ive never been an anxious driver. i quite enjoy driving actually.#but i literally almost had a panic attack when i first pulled onto the road. i was so fucking anxious the entire time i was behind the whee #someone came up behind me pretty fast and i legit had to pull over to calm down it was so bad #so uh. not gonna be driving for a while lol. gonna kill myself or someone else doing that.#idk. idk i think this has me pretty messed up and i probably will be for a while. idk #my roommates and i finally decorated our living room and it was . fun. we laughed and made jokes and it was fun #but well. predictably i am feeling guilty over having fun now. which sucks ass from every angle #should i probably maybe make an appointment for therapy ???? probably ???????????#idk. might be good to talk all this out out loud yk. but also i Know i will cry and i dont want to do that.#sigh. anyway.#also predictably i cannot sleep. couldnt last night either.#i might go paint in the living room. i dont know.#anyway if u read this whole rant ily ur earning the veteran's pass to Winter's Breakdown Sessions #winter speaks #personal #grief tag #<- once again if u need to blacklist. will not hold it against anybody i prommy #tw death #tw panic attack

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