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stephaniedola · 8 months

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i seriously wish i was fucjing normnal why would i rather die than go get my car checkjed out right now

#THERES TOO MANY VARIABLES AND I AM SO DEPRESSED!!!!#the drugs arent working!!!!!#thots et al #im just so scared im gona get stuck there for like 3 hours and i literally dont think i can handle it #like im gonna start eating people #im so angry at the fact i even have to be dealing with this #i could just keep putting it off its not like i have a fucjking life beyond school right now #im just sooooo sick of the up and down #i just wanna throw the car in a swamp tbh

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poisonedapples · 2 years

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Unpopular opinion apparently, but alcohol and drug dependency or addiction can happen at any age. While it’s common for young adults and teens to experiment with alcohol and drugs, there is no minimum age requirement to be addicted. And acting like it’s not a problem, just because you’re younger than 25, is absolutely detrimental.

If you’re 20 and you drink an absurd amount of alcohol until you black out about once a week, that’s not being a “college partier”, that’s binge drinking. If you regularly get wasted and can’t have fun without being drunk, that’s alcohol dependency. And it’s not a pretty game. No matter your age, do NOT take substance use lightly and think that you’re exempt from addiction just because you’re young. You’re not.

If you show any signs of becoming a little too reliant on alcohol or other drugs to enjoy yourself, quit while you’re ahead. It’s time to start cutting back and taking the issue seriously instead of treating it as no big deal just because of your age. It’s not cute, it’s not “just experimenting”, and it’s not funny either.

Addiction ruins lives, don’t pretend like you’re immune just because of your age. Acting like you’re fine will be your first mistake.

#bird chirps #alcohol mention #alcohol #drug use mention #addiction #I work with a lot of young adults now and the things I hear are so goddamn scary #Hot take but your story of all the times you got so wasted you almost died arent funny #You need to see a therapist

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ragingbullmode · 4 months

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the way i wanna fight this girl at work & turn her into paste so damn bad but instead i gotta play mental gymnastics to make sure me & my friends dont get fired

#personal #idk what her deal even is man !! shes sent several fake emails from burner accounts making up claims were all rude to customers & paints #herself as p much the jesus of the store to the point upper management had gotten involved but they wont do shit bc they dont have ‘proof’#which is like okay yeah its heresay but we all know its her & have proof its her but bc its outside of work shit we have we cant use it to #get her white ass fired 🙄 esp now that shes claiming my friends are doing drugs on the clock & planning to kill ppl #which is not true ????? but management hates the shit out of us so they arent doing anything to even help us while were getting harassed #in silence lolll like. man 😭

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pacifymebby · 5 months

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If you can be arsed with all those tags and fancy giving me brutal advice read away haha

#something is definitely going wrong for me because I want to go out tomorrow night with my mate who is thinking about getting a bag in and #and that lowkey sounds like a lot of fun to me and i wanna chip in but like i think B wants to come out and if he does i cant join in with #my pal because B would very much be against me doing that and like ugh #he doesnt even drink at the moment and i feel like out of nowhere hes matured but in all the wrong ways #like in none of the ways ive been wanting him to for the last few years #but in the ways which mean our nights out arent compatible anymore #and i know im the problem for wanting to be nihilistic hedonistic whatever #but i feel like im getting back the bit of my early 20s covid and working in care robbed me of #and hes already had his phase of that sort of stuff but like would be annoyed with me if i was doing coke around him and stuff #im definitely being selfish and should just say no to the drugs and like be a good girlfriend but #ahhhhhh idk if i cant have christmas like and i didn't get christmas eve at the pub then i kinda want boxing day at the pub with my mates #ugh #a tiny part of me is considering changing my plans with b and being borderline dishonest but also i know that #doing that is going to make whatever problem there is between us worse?#ultimately i know that im morally in the wrong here tbh and also like a bit of a loser

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anotherpapercut · 8 months

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people acting like there isn't still very much an active stigma against cannibas and cannibas users is going to be my joker origin story

when i go to the doctor they still put cannibas use under the tab "substance abuse". not even just substance use. it is fully assumed that people who use cannabis, even as a prescription medication, are abusing it. just because you're friends with a couple of dumbass stoners doesn't mean that we've abandoned the idea as a culture that weed is a bad and scary and dangerous and highly addictive drug that will ruin your life if you use it once

#idk what its like in other countries but in the us and especially in red states fear mongering about weed is alive and well #'it ruins lives' -direct quote from a library board member making it so we can be fired for testing positive even w a prescription #i just take umbrage with posts about addiction that go out of their way to mention weed which we all learned in 6th grade is addictive #but dont also mention that this true of all prescription drugs and that a person can be dependant on a drug for health reasons???#yeah i get anxious and cant go a day without weed. because i use it to treat my anxiety and pain. i also get anxious without my wellbutrin #but people arent lining up to make posts about it?? and like you CAN obviously become addicted to prescription drugs its super common!#so i kind of feel like it would be far more useful to say 'this is true of ALL drugs. including weed caffeine and prescriptions'#you should always research ANY drug you take. prescription or not. find out about addictiveness + side effects + other drug interactions #and you should talk to someone if you feel anxious about your relationship to drugs. prescription or not #there have been many times where i was prescribed way too many drugs at once and it made me feel anxious and uncomfortable #so i talked to my doctors and consolidated several and it actually made them work a lot better #locked reblogs because i KNOW people are going to read this is 'so you should never ever talk about negative consequences of weed'#and im pretty sure the people who follow me will be able to understand thats obviously not what im saying #but as soon as it leaves my blog whos to say. but anyway like. I think we should talk more about addiction to all substances #and not just the ones that were already covered in DARE #I feel like at this point everybody has heard all of the negative possibilities with weed use at least once #and that's not necessarily true of caffeine and even like. benadryl lmfao #I might delete this in 10 minutes if I psych myself out akbdjznsjf

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ear-motif · 1 year

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christ i hope in 50-100 yrs we look back on today's psychiatry like we look back on bloodletting and humors now. just. jesus those guys were trying but holy shit

#ITS ALL GUESSING!!! YES THERES SCIENCE BUT WHAT DRUGS SPECIFICALLY WILL WORK?? WHO KNOWS!!!#watched ice cream sandwich's vid on adhd meds and holy shit yea #adderall is great for ACTION but does nothing for FOCUS #maybe i can add vyvance then #i dont wanna give up adderall bc its also treating what i suspect to be cfs or narcolepsy (more likely just general excessive daytime #sleepiness but idk)#or maybe my ssris arent working anymore!! WHO KNOWS!!#delete later

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orcelito · 1 year

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Tfw I have an appointment tomorrow for my cringefail ribs which have not been fixed by the anti-inflammatory drugs in the slightest

Kinda don't wanna go lol

#speculation nation #i... Should... i am just so tired lol #my headache has not gotten better. shitty fucking close.#i just want to write but it's hard to write when my head hurts lmao #and i shouldnt stay up too late. i went to bed way too late last night lol #just. ugh. i GUESS i should go to my appointment.#but idk what theyre gonna do. at this point i might straight up need an MRI bc the drugs just arent working #i dont wanna do an MRI 😭😭😭😭 my birthday's in less than a week 😭😭😭😭😭

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pear1ridge-a · 1 year

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I just think. I think more violence. More horror.

#tate is so good for it bc of the natural horrors of his life and the people surrounding him 🥰#no but write intense shit w my muses always pls #i can work stuff out for any muse but tate is v similar to kurt in that i can put him in Any situation with ease #and i like to use that opportunity to physically and mentally fuck him up 🥰#bradley kidnapping him was top tier of me bc that was his best friend! he knows what makes him tick!#plus hes the one that. heavily encouraged tates drug use when he was younger and it wasn't addiction but it was. close #and for bradley to then force dose him when hes kidnapped when hes older and clean is just #its such an easy way to keep him more docile and to make sure that even if he gets away he has to deal with withdrawal #and it'll never be as simple as just escaping and being free #he still has wounds he has to heal and he has to go through withdrawal and he has two fingers that arent gonna come back #him shooting bradley in the dick is iconic and deserved and good #trying to turn the gun on himself after. less good extremely painful #drug abuse cw #kidnapping cw #ask to tag //#idk how this just turned into a rant ab me loving tate and hurting him but here we are

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bibberbang · 2 years

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i dont think you should be able to take coffee and alcohol together like it shouldnt be possible. that sounds like a combination of drugs that should kill you

#or like they fight inside you and cancel out like probiotics and antibiotics #i know thats not actually what happens but u know.#well on a more personal level i have realized i hate drinking at family events. no wonder! that seems like it should be obvious #given my backstory... like the FEW times ive had a drink at my parents house i was pretty uncomfortable the whole time.#i guess i dont understand why youd want to take a substance that lets your guard down in an environment where u need to be wary #but then i remembered most people arent wary at family parties. my dads family is just insanely toxic #and if im chilling at home with my butch it is nice to have one (1) drug on a special occasion #ok context #i went to my cousins wedding shower today and won a bottle of cranberry wine. its pretty gross but i watered it down and had a tiny bit #and i just feel reallyyyyy chill and comfy right now. so yeah ive figured it out!#the end goal of trauma is not always to engage with the things that once triggered you. but in my case it worked very well for me #because now i know i dont have to be scared of glorified dish soap. and in fact it can be fun on a rare occasion

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jrcarchived · 1 year

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Idk, i feel like people should not have to justify their lifestyles.

#like if someone uses drugs or doesnt work out a lot or rides motorcycles #dont even know why people take such issue with the last thing #if they arent causing harm to anyone leave then alone #why is that so hard for people to understand?

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reclaimedideas · 2 years

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Today during my therapy session I was talking about how I'm trying to find AA meetings closer to me to make more local connections and she suddenly told me that if I can't find any, I should go to Overeaters Anonymous (OA) meetings instead because they are still 12 step programs. I was like, "um...I don't overeat. I'm just fat." And she seemed frazzled by why I found her alternative to sound shaming and rude?

"Lol"

#personal #therapy tw #i hate my therapist but I'm stuck and if you arent gonna do the work of getting me a new one #then stfu about it #alcohol tw #alcoholic tw #drugs tw #addiction tw #alcoholism tw #food tw #eating disorder tw

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tinyorangepotato · 2 years

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Yo like straight up your parents kinda suck!

he tries but yeah that doesnt make it much better

#asks #anon #thanks for the ask #more ranting in these tags i guess #tiny talking #so like my mom died when i was 11 to a drug over dose. but even before then she was out quite a hit. probably doing drugs and hanging #out with people but i also think she was working too. and up till i was 8 i think my dad was a truck driver crosscountry so hewasnthomealot #but yeah i rmeber me and my brother filling up an enpty huge bubble gum plastic bottle with coins and coming to it one fay and it was empty #because of my mom. now my dads choices havent worked out for him since he wants to do things his own way #and not work for other people but over the course of rhe years hes leanring he cant do that anymore i guess #it actually probably woulve been so much better if my dad dient rush into moving because then he would have money saved up #and wouldnt have had to pay for an extra 8 ish people and all the time and money he put into that house #but yeah both arent very good people but my dad himself is just trying to stay afloat and i wanna help but i shouldnt have to #but he is getting more of his shit togwther which is good #hes started to pay me back and is forcing himself to work where he doesnt wanna #but yeah. anyways reading this ask and having someone else say it made me burst into tears lmao #nit a good thing seeing as i am in ym bed in the living room and i ahte for peopel to know ive cried but what are you gonan do #anyways time to get high. reblog and bury these then watch chilled chaos ✌️

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anotherpapercut · 1 year

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literally last night had my office Christmas party for the tutoring center I work for and we have a little group of math tutors that are all queer and we hadn't seen each other in forever so we decided to go out to the gay bar after and all night we were telling people we were all math tutors together and the look of shock on these people's faces when they realized they were talking to 6 queer math nerds was incredible

#literally how are there SIX of us queers just in the math tutors #i know that the science and cis tutoring centers also have several queer/trans people #also the math side boss is a pan woman married to a woman ❤️#anyway cranky because my work group is cooler than yours arent you #one of them is not only a math tutor but also like one of the best known djs and drug dealers in town #my friends are so cool sorry to brag

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corvidaedream · 2 years

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on top of everything i have to get a drug test tomorrow at 8 am before work but the drug test is an hour away from my house & then getting to work is another 30 min and I want to scream

#messages from the ouija board #1. drug tests are Evil. no i dont do drugs that arent prescribed to me except maybe ill do an edible every few weeks or so #like im gonna pass the drug test but thats really not the point #2. its fine that ive got an hour commute to this new job but the indignity of having to go back to downtown sucks #3. im stressed out and tired and i dont wanna go to work tomorrow bc ive still got anxiety about Today #i thought i was being brave about it but i lied!#it turns out im not brave im a baby

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brightokyolights · 3 months

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#*eye twitch* i hate how affected i am when people refute things i say that i know are true #and if its something that Technically could be debatable i try to be nice and find a middle ground but theyre a patronising prick about it #i just feel so dumb when i know im fucking not #like a lot of how the world works and is run is because of evil fucking people and their money #and to be told 'oh no drugs and gangs are the root causes of these problems' like sure they contribute but you think there arent a lot of #rich people that benefit and actively contribute to these systems???#whered the drugs come from. who uses trafficked people.#like ive watched documentries and read articles about this shit but in the moment i just dont know how to articulate myself and i cant #remember exact facts so i get brushed off as just being someone thats deluded #its so fucking exhausting #le text post #and the lesson basically is idk why i keep trying and i should just keep my mouth shut tbh

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teamkrissy · 4 months

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Today was my office holiday party and I let an older part timer that I don't know very well come out to smoke in my car. She was kind of rambling and she said she used to be a nurse and she's surprised how many rules and regulations you have to follow in a book store. She was saying there weren't really any guidelines she had to follow as a nurse :|

#shes worked here for over a year and like i get only working 20 hours a week means you arent thinking about the job as much so it takes #longer to learn #but she was saying shes been written up a lot more here #but like what regulations is she talking about? making correct change? not giving out personal or financial information?#im not a nurse but i have been to drug school with them and it seems like theyre pretty regulated #why arent you a nurse anymore?

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