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queer signalling: louis and harry living their beautiful queer lives, collected by me
since we must take note of our fellow queers when they signal that they are very much one of us, despite being closeted. since i've had a very very queer few years thanks to them, thanks to their signalling, thanks to them being brave.
(!! this list isn't exhaustive, and if i've forgotten your favorite, by all means let me know. there's always room for another edition. it's been a while since i made a compilation and felt there was a need of a new one on my blog. this one goes a few years back, since my last one dates from 2021 :'o. so yeah. here we go.)
harry in my policeman, playing a closeted queer man, based on the book that's long been one of his favorites. lauded by the director and co-stars for how well he portrayed this character, how well he understood.
harry wearing a green flower on his chest for the mp premiere, placing himself (once again) in the same line of history as oscar wilde.
louis's green flowers on his initial 28clothing jersey at the first afhf, which includes bonus roses and 28s all around
the entire late night talking mv bc!!!!!
louis's rainbow stage lights during sibwawc. he really did that. every single night.
the entire dazed magazine happening. “I’ve always tried to compartmentalise my personal life and my working life,” he explains. / “I have unlocked an ability to be myself completely, unapologetically,” he says with conviction." / “I think through my own sense of self and personal journey, I am realising that happiness isn’t this kind of end state.”
louis's gay exit songs: most notably 'ever fallen in love (with someone you shouldn't've)'
harry flirting with stanley tucci
louis and his gay ass tank tops !!! we must point it out !!!!!!
all along
harry kissing a pride flag during harry's house ono in nyc
rainbow flare during the btm mv
harry being gifted a mask of his own face at munich n2, which prompted him to say that he feels like he's wearing a mask sometimes
28 in a triangle for 28clothing!!!!!!!!
kit connor soft launching 28 clothing. a young actor starring in a queer coming-of-age series, who was forced to come out after being accused of queerbaiting. he was the first one, besides louis, to wear 28clothing
harry's grammy's speech "people like me" (which ppl sadly misunderstood), echoing what he's been saying on tour for years. this doesn't happen to people like him. if they only knew, right?
harry's freddie-inspired outfit for the grammy carpet (which also brought back his theme for clown/jester fits, like harryween 2021 n2. wonder why)
louis's merch graphic where a boy is trying to smash a glass ceiling
harry posing for david hockney, actual living legend, gay artist of the ages. "Styles seems to know how lucky he is, adding, with a tinge of disbelief: “I’m in awe of the man with enough one-liners for a lifetime.” As to what those one-liners might be? Styles and Hockney’s mutual silence on that question suggests that what happens in the studio, stays in the studio."
louis having suspicious visuals during back to you, the only visuals of that type on tour
harry's 2022 harryween outfit: dressed as danny (literally. he did that. he went grease on us.) but wearing sandy's jacket
louis at barricade aka held safely in the arms of strong security personnel
harry singing man, i feel like a woman and still the one with shania twain. while wearing a rainbow discoball jumpsuit (parallel with kacey musgraves wearing a rainbow dress to sing it with him years ago.)
louis's gay ass merch for the away from home festival
harry dressed in nina ricci by harris reed, an explicitly gender-fluid line. "At 18 I found myself living in london creating ruffle blouses, corsets, fabric flowers and flares from my kitchen floor (...). My creations at the time were met with nothing but criticism for being “too feminine” or “costume”, teachers said I should focus on “menswear” or “womenswear”. l remember it really wasn’t until I started dressing for myself and who I was that it all clicked. @harrystyles was my first ever client who embraced the fun, fluid and expressive clothing I was creating."
continuous bluegreening. to name a few: harry's werchter fit, all this time lights, satellite caps in two colors only, louis's smiley flickering bluegreen on tour in 2022, the james cordon shit, louis in uncasville. enjoy this post here
harry's snl shoot unseens: him as ariel
louis out in amsterdam at a gay bar
harry going to the women's only swimming pond (on a day it was open for men, but this is important to me okay)
harry's use of orchids in his visuals during 'she' during love on tour '23
the 'hairy mermaid' tour visuals
harry as a mermaid during the mfasr mv. as a supreme physical manifestation of harry as the mermaid he truly is inside. but in his true form he gets chopped up and consumed. literally
as it was mv and its parallels with the matrix, hints to harry as the woman with the red dress.
louis jumping up on barricade against the one spot where a pride flag was draped over it
oh yeah that exact same thing happened in 2022 too
harry forming a skirt with a pride flag in brasil after his pants ripped
that gay ass denim getup with the fur collar?? while wearing the fucking peace ring????
harry and phoebe breaking gender norms in the tpwk mv dance. no i'm not over it yet shut up
louis wearing a basquiat t-shirt, another famously queer artist joining the ranks
harry bought an actual genuine basquiat. flex
harry dressed in skirts for gucci
"happy pride! happy pride! 'tis the season! can you tell i'm relaxed?"
"isn't all of this sparkly bi music?"
satellite mv rainbow planet tshirt
louis's bigger than me promo where he's literally george michael like??? IM SORRY???????
harry kissing lewis capaldi at the brits
harry kissing nick kroll at the dwd premiere. lol
and... harry as friend of D O R O T H Y. sang over the rainbow. we all cried. especially me at this clip of harry glancing in relief at his band after over the rainbow.
#queer signalling#my posts#long post#anyways............. hmu if you have more bc i know there's more that i've forgotten but i didn't want to wait#but these were my personal highlights#this is for me more than anyone i know. i don't really know if anyone's really waiting on this#but i personally have been feeling like i gloss over a lot#and forget a lot#and minimise a lot for fear of making a big thing out of something small#but... then i make big things into something small.#which i hate#going through my archive just shows how fast an event passes by and i just stopped talking about it#ive complained about this many a time i know#anygays#for whoever wants to come scream with me <3#also i have left out some events that were too easily deniable and i didn't want to clutter the post#since what's actual tangibly real and straight from them is so insane already#also that gif is how i feel rn.#how i often feel tbh#i want to be braver again
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that scene in s10 where york calls wash the worst fighter and gets instant karma for it via getting punched by the sleeveless innie is easily 100 times funnier by imagining that wash (as the petty grudge holder he is) knew the sleeveless innie was there, but he chose to not say anything about it to york
#it also makes wash's “you were saying?” in response 100 times more smug which makes the scene even funnier#wash mentally asking himself “should i say something?” while asking york or loud if he really thinks he's the 2nd worst fighter#and then going “naahhh.” after york says “no i was being nice you're easily the worst.” is just. muwah#rvb#red vs blue#agent washington#agent york#mine#wash: one punch won't kill him so I'm going to let this happen#it makes the scene even more funny if you picture wash focusing so hard on exacting petty revenge on york that he momentarily forgets that#the sleeveless innie isn't on his side#like he didn't forget forget but he let his petty-ness and personal satisfaction take control for a hot sec#and what does wash get for it? getting chased by a car lmao
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when I was 12 I was sick and missed a science test. when I was back at school the teacher told me I could make it up after class but it completely slipped my mind and I went home on the bus
the next day I went to the teacher to apologize and tell her I could stay after that day if it was still okay and before I could she was like “You saw the zero in the grade book” in such a matter of fact way
I, in fact, had not looked at the grade book?? I had no idea that she’d put a zero in for my test. I was just a distractible kid with undiagnosed ADHD who… forgot to stay after school because my usual routine was to get on the bus
I didn’t say that of course. I just nodded in absolute befuddlement and then stayed to take my test that day
I’m much older than 12 now but I still remember my confusion and shame and the bolt of momentary panic before she told me she would let me do the test and I’m like. idk. it kind of stuck with me. I was 12. I was a pretty good student otherwise, yeah distractible but in a quiet “doodle on every paper near me” and “has two to three books on hand at any given time so I don’t get bored” kind of way.
I think even after all these years I still don’t understand why she felt like she had to scare me
#my posts#i need to go to bed idk why I’m thinking about this#anyway fuck you ms clark#I DIDNT see the zero#I came of my own free will to own up to a mistake#that I (a TWELVE YEAR OLD) made on autopilot#idk something about her tone#even if I WAS a ‘bad kid’ I didn’t deserve that#she didn’t like when I finished work and would read my books#I don’t think she liked when I doodled on my homework or tests either#one of my least favourite science teachers#it was like our second class of the day or something#and I had ALL DAY to forget about it#I think even a non-adhd kid would have easily forgotten tbh#she stayed after school every day it wasn’t like she would have gone home early if not for me#I went in there to apologize of my own free will#without any external pressure#and idk maybe the fact that she assumed I only did that bc I saw a zero rubbed me the wrong way
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y'know, it probably feels weird for the scoundrel to admit, but they feel surprisingly comforted to be back on their ship for a change. they finally have control of the situation, they're finally around people they (vaguely) trust, they- wait a minute hold on what was that line
oh
oh no
oh no the horrors just keep getting worse and worse for them
#i dont think they're gonna be okay after All That. for a While.#fittingly i drew the merry gentleman card immediately after touching shore so there you go lmao#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#im weirdly enthralled by this line?? it's weirdly just. really effective#the implication that you've gone through All That over the course of weeks. idk. it's a little nightmare fuel#did you spend it with the mask on or off? does it even matter? do you even know?#ik days and weeks and the like in-universe dont really matter most of the time bc they dont really carry over#like a storylet will say 'over the next few weeks you do x' casually and you just accept that#but like. idk. something about it with the delight Specifically is sticking with me a lot.#how many times did you really go up and down those stairs. how long did you really spend staring into the distance.#how long were those birds screaming in your ears. how long was the naturalist screaming.#it's weirdly effective fringe horror on top of an already very good delightfully gory horror sequence#anyway. in conclusion i don't think the scoundrel is uh. Doing Good.#the delight scared the shit out of them. they arent the type to get scared easily. they were in autopilot fear mode for 99% of it.#they are putting that mask very very very far away on a shelf somewhere and desperately trying to forget it exists forever and ever now.#the end
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WACKY, WACKY YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME, I NEED TO KNOW BETRAYAL WITH ROYALTY BLUE NOW, GIVE ME THE TEA PLEASE
HEHEHEHHEEEEE
in response to this :0000
so. it wouldn't be on purpose. But royalty Blue would be extremely fucking easy to manipulate. An openly emotional person who has their heart on their sleeve and is literally always emotionally vulnerable. That paired with the fact that they often forget that they can use their magic for shortcuts makes them someone you would have to keep an eye on.
Like. someone could point a gun at someone they love and be like 'come let me use you for your magic or else I'll shoot' and they- not realizing they could use their magic to like. get rid of the gun- would absolutely comply.
One story I'm thinking about using is they end up working for Negaduck (the evil rival king of St. Canard) because he convinces them that he is going to win the war and so it'll be easier and less gruesome if they use their magic to turn everyone on their side in. even though like. Negaduck can't win because nobody can beat Blue. Blue forgets that and does what he says to save them, not realizing that their compliance here is what makes Negaduck win.
anyway. I think Blue could easily get stuck in doing things 'this is for your own good' style not realizing that they literally can just do whatever they want and aren't bound by any rules. they would be scarily easy to manipulate into forgetting that they can do whatever they want.
#thanks for the ask!#ai-higurashi#see and the thing is like definitely in a lot of these situations you can be like HOW. CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT#HOW CAN YOU FORGET YOUR MAGIC THAT EASILY#but like. when they were in prison there were weekly hangings and blue would have a breakdown every time#thinking about the people that were being killed#and it was something that not even I realized until later that they could've saved all of those people if they hadn't#forgotten their magic and made themself comply to the kings rules#so many people died because they didn't recognize that they can literally do whatever they want#blue often forgets they have an automatic backdoor out of any situation and so that can be taken advantage of#blue phantom#the blue phantom#ducktales#ducktales 2017#dt17#duckverse
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you ever catch feelings for somebody but you've spent your entire life convinced/convincing yourself that you're fundamentally unattractive and broken in a way that makes you unlovable and unsuited to any sort of relationship, and so instead of just enjoying that extra dopamine burst of seeing them around you just make yourself feel miserable for even daring to feel that way in the first place? or is that just me?
#hhhh i hope this doesn't come across as some sort of “ohhhhh you have to come fix me and save me” bullshit cus that's not it. it's just#i'm sick of my brain acting like this and i wish i could process my emotions in a healthier way#one that doesn't feel like i'm just using them to mentally selfharm you know#or at the very least in a way where i don't immediately think i'm being some sort of creep for daring to find somebody attractive#i just. don't have the self-esteem for it and my brain immediately sabotages even just idle fantasy scenarios#some sort of long-term relationship? god i'm so distant and easily distracted i'd just hurt them by inadvertently ignoring them#something short-term and low-key? well i'll still forget to check in or i'll fuck up some other way and feelings will get hurt#just fuckin? god i hate my body so much i. cannot convince myself that i'm desirable in any way#even if i literally know people who would tell me otherwise and mean it. it's just so deep-seated i think#i think i just have a lot of problems to work on. and i don't really know how to go through that process yet#anyway. this isn't like helpful processing of emotions or anything it's just venting lol#this doesn't even cover the “am i aroace or not” confusion spiral that i've got going on...#it was a therapy day so my brain is already primed to Dig In Deep to everything that hurts#:thumbsup:#vent#delete later
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Love Loses 😔💔 (aka second-worst festival you could possibly drag Moe into)
+ some rough sketches of the outfit!!!
I'm not too committed to fleshing it out, but I imagine it would most likely have a green color scheme, forget-me-nots and possibly pansies incorporated into its design (would probably have to figure out how all that would work together LMFAO but again. Not super committed to the thought!)
#fire emblem#feh#the pansies are a cool idea actually beyond the queer connection i have this bigass flower meaning book#and there's potential there!#i was just doodling though. plus i have other dod wips i consider to be more 'canon' in my heart#IT'S JUST. IT'S JUST. THE GOOFIEST THING EVER SOMETIMES.#like yeah i made this guy specifically to hang out w my blorbos. yeah it's going to fuck off completely now.#it's already fucking gone. good fucking luck finding it again.#moe is just. you're better off without me. the idea of leaving sharena behind fucks me up so bad i'm gonna throw up.#this doesn't say anything about me at all. i'm easily replaceable. and i'm okay with that.#yes i'm wearing the forget-me-nots. no that doesn't mean anything. and neither do the pansies.#don't worry about it 😊👍#also i think the dysphoria acting up is actually less about the outfit (esp since alfonse is wearing something similar)#and more about the social 'role' it feels its being forced into. even if its the only one feeling this way#dysphoria will do crazy shit to you and fucl your entire life LMFAOO#i do think its suffering w those thighs out though. poor thang 😔#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#my art
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sometimes people post things that make it so clear they haven’t actually watched st4 more than once and are basing their entire knowledge of canon on circulating tumblr fanon and treating it like it’s the same thing
#like ‘can you believe THIS FACT about season 4?’ and it’s something that’s just. blatantly untrue and easily disproven with a single#screenshot of the show fjsbdjejsbfhd#it’s fine if you’re not someone who wants to rewatch all the time and enjoys just hanging out in fandom#it’s just so funny to me#like maybe consider that you’re forgetting the context if you haven’t actually seen the show in a year
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"We should respect trans mascs and butches because they protect us at pride"
So I get what you're doing with trying to argue against the anti-masculinity crowd and trying to say that trans mascs and butches are an important part of pride as a way to emphasize our place in the community
But...
Why us?
Why are we disposable? Why are we not worthy of protection?
When are you going to protect us, too?
#'mascs do the protecting but i prommie its because im woke and not bc i love to reinforce gender norms that posit men as the protectors of#femininity'.#also i wanna say something similar about how ppl sometimes treat trans poc like this#like we are valuable not as people but as battering rams as bodies for white protection#but my thoughts are too messy rn to form the post well#goddd and how ppl treat butches is so fucked up.#i understand that butch lesbians roles are traditionally understood as being protectors but like#when are you going to protect butches? when are you going to get in someones face to protect them? how do you think disabled butches feel?#just... i feel like. ppl forget that feminity can also be weaponised in a good way#(not that you HAVE to weaponise femin. in order to protect mascs for any reason)#but like. im a 5'3 small femme. i very easily pass as an upper middle class woman.#i may be black/mixed but i have a mediumish skin tone and i live in canada#i absolutely have the power to step in front of someone and raise my voice in feminine indignation#what are you gonna do? hit me? youre gonna hit a tiny 5'3 'woman' in a skirt that has kitties on it?#the idea of feminine people as weak can cone in handy! because esp large men know they WILL face social consequences for hurting ppl#like me.#especially if i start crying.#itd be more effective if a white person did it but i have that power too
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"tw: more abandonment!" im screaming 😭😭 that sounds funny ngl
poor reader tho 💔 first, satosugu leaves and then shoko 😞
OSDFJLSDF OKAY WELL THE ORIGINAL POST WAS ABOUT ABANDONMENT so i was like. i should probably add trigger warnings. but there was just. more abandonment LMAOO
yeah :( at least when shoko leaves it's a bit easier. reader has the ability to contact them unlike satosugu who disconnected their phone lines because they moved to east asia
i appreciate you taking the time to send an ask anon, smooches for u
#strawberry picking🍓⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡#shoko also wont admit it but#she loves u too much to stay too far away#so she picks a local college for med school#even though she could've easily gone further#meanwhile satosugu in east asia: hm did we forget something#also satosugu: why hasn't she texted us#completely forgetting that their phone lines got disconnected#also to the anon who asked me sugu fist fight#and toru bullying#i have not forgotten you im just cooking
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when will we finally start being normal about asian people
#NOT DIRECTED AT ANYBODY ON HERE DONT WORRY!! just saw a post i completely agree with#goddd ive been SAYING this shit with my family and friends. people are so easily & casually racist towards asians and its baffling to me#i remember being so excited to be in a school with more asian kids since when i was younger there was like. little to none of that lmao#but people are still racist. Blatantly racist . making fun of people out in the fucking open like???#i cant even say that thats brave because that would make it sound like theyre something other than a piece of shit#dont even get me started with the different aspects of asian identity. people automatically assume every asian person is chinese#and that that applies to Every Asian Person They See. forget filipinos they dont even know the philippines exists#also. it doesnt matter what your race is btw. if youre asking a chinese person if theyre ‘from squid games’ youre fucking racist#i dont give a shit what race you are. that isnt a pass for racism(and btw that quote is something one kid actually asked somebody!#lovely world we live in huh😍)#my ted talk#vent#sorry guys LMAO you can ignore this<3
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#sometimes i forget what website i'm on when looking for something bc i searched 'acna church'#aka the church i am currently happily attending#and everything here is very antagonistic and anti#and to avoid putting it in the tags you can easily see why if you just google#why did the acna split from american episcopal church lol#meanwhile i'm the prude going to the acna church instead of the episcopal church for um#well precisely those reasons#but anyways i was raised baptist so there really isnt much solidarity to be found#with my current long list of questions 😅#this post brought to you by my dad visiting my church tomorrow for the first time#and i'm mostly ok with it but whoo boy it could be a doozy of a time#ragamusings in the tags
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why don't clothes fit me the way they do on a skinny cis guy (<- isn't a skinny cis guy)
#being trans masc is so frustrating because i forget i got the level 1000 gyatt#go forth and find a beautiful trans woman bodily curves of mine#i have so many cool pants that would give away im kweer if i wore them not because they're from alt fashion subcultures#but because my ass and thighs and hips are too femme apparently?!?!?#when will people stop associating allat with women or something#my cis male friends have the biggest fucking asses for some reason AND THEY KEEP ON TWERKING INFRONT OF ME WHEN IM MINDING MY BUSINESS#no but *im* the female and a girl apparently#i wanna go out in tight fitting clothes until i realise i actually have a female body like whatttt#ain't that crazy#im not saying those bodily attributes are inherently femme or indicators of being a girl or a female cause just. no#im just saying that many people think that way#and it's hard trying to be perceived as masc while trying to dress the way i want to#'why do you care about how others perceive you?' because being perceived as a girl makes me feel bad like what#its different from your personality being perceived differently#im aware my gender is something i define but i can also want others to perceive me as a guy too#i cant change the minds of everybody but in the end i still am a masc identifying person and i want people to easily identify me as one#transphobes and people who blatantly refuse to perceive me as one is something else entirely#and if adhering to the binary gender norms is how i can be validated in my gender then so be it#because gender is a social construct and mine is affirmed and solidified through social interaction#other trans people wont do what i do. others do. that's fine. gnc trans people are fucking sick /pos#but unfortunately i do not have it in me to NOT care about how others perceive my gender#because it matters a lot to me and being perceived as a girl hurts
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me about to read a shadowpeach fanfic only to notice that its tagged with “wukong is a bad person” or “wukong traumatized macaque” or “wukong hate club” or anything akin to that
#critical watches monkie kid#OK . OK I WILL SAY:#i totally understand evil/dark wukong aus. i get it. i like them. i appreciate them. i understand#and i can see WHY ppl write them. wukong is a character you can make mean easily#and mac is a character a lot of people relate to#and a lot of people really like him (i do too!)#i can see WHY ppl dote on him in fanfics or make him very much a victim of outside things#i see you and i appreciate you#but also i just. man. i feel like people forget that wukong is actually a good person and just want to always write him as this -#one dimensional abuser or something#and again : if you DO want to just write him as that as a fic au or SOMETHING by all means go ahead#no hate here#i think im just. :( i just wanna read a fanfic i guess where wukong isnt this one dimensional monster#if youre gonna make him evil/dark but keep it in line with the original characterizations (esp the ones in monkie kid) at least .........#idk ......... make it like . make it more then one dimensional? gah#this post is spurred on by the fact i saw a fanfic a lot of shadowpeach ppl were chatting about#and i looked into it (i havent read it. yet. i might)#and it seems to have the same premise of macaque is trying to escape wukong who is a nasty abuser!#and like. ok. im SURE its a lot more than that (i hope)#i jusssssstrttttttt#blaarghhhh
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Quark pie + Yellowfoot chanterelle pie + Pumpkin bread 💛💛💛
#nonsims#nuka.txt#i used to be really bad at baking#first of all i accidentally skip steps. like even if i read them again and again i still easily skip something#i also accidentally forget to put in ingredients wayyy too often#once i was making mocha squares and i forgot the butter??? how#i also used to ignore things in recipes and you just don't do that in baking lmao#ANYWAY all this has lead me to believe i suck at baking#and it's only in the last couple of years that i've started to realize i'm actually pretty good at it these days#that's my first ever quark pie and pumpkin bread btw!!! 😊
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♡ (Fleetinglotus)
Send ♡ to see what my muse thinks of yours
●●●●○ | ATTRACTION
●●●○○ | AFFECTION
●●●●● | INTEREST
●●●●○ | LOYALTY
●●●○○ | TRUST
In a nutshell: She has not completely forgotten his wrongdoings from the past and his personality can be incredibly infuriating, but at the same time she feels a strong sense of attraction. Lumine is a highly curious peson by nature and he triggers this side of her even more. xD Basically she'll be like: 'god leave me alone' and then proceed to actually follow him around instead lol.
@fleetinglotus
#;; ic#;; ask#// trust was a tricky one#// I think the whole Teppei thing still stings#// even if it was the Balladeer who did that#// it's not something you can easily forget and forgive
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