the one sad thing about transitioning is that women are scared of me at night now, when i was freshly on t and had just started passing i was on one of my night jogs and the lady infront of me at one point got super nervous and i was so confused why
it wasnt until much later that i realized she was scared of me im so sorry random lady
Watching a YouTube video about Pokémon and… Kanako’s theme just started playing. Like the beginning of Suwa Foughten field from MoF.
Still not as weird as when I was watching a Super Smash Bros. Melee video and Gate of Steiner from Steins;Gate started playing, but not JUST Gate of Steiner, it was specifically the 8-bit version from the Phantom Breaker: Battlegrounds DLC that included Makise Kurisu as a character and Akihabara as a location, a game that was a beat ’em up spin-off to a not great Japanese exclusive (at the time) anime fighting game that had Kurisu as a fighter in it. And I recognized it was that version of the song because I am not normal about Steins;Gate.
im gonna be deactivating my old kirby blog (@rainbowrxsorts) because i don't use it anymore and the constant notes the meta knight post get annoy me a lot lol. i'm gonna reblog a couple of my original posts here so i don't lose them for good
My doctor finally called me back about me wanting an x-ray. She said she looked at my ER notes, and said at one point that "when they redrew your labs, they were worse." but then she was like "okay, maybe not worse, but not better." 👀
like what, the ER did the obligated maximum bag of fluids and was like "welp, we've done our due diligence" and sent me on my way? Might explain why they just gave me discharge papers and not tell me anything after my second bag lmao
doc is gonna send in for a CT. We think maybe I've just got a lot of scarring.. like no duh,,,, (҂⌣̀_⌣́)
I'll deal with the chronic pain if I must, I just wanna know it's not gonna literally fuck shit up.
i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.
I'm reading about how Israel, in the immediate aftermath of the 1948 Nakba, deliberately replaced olive trees and other indigenous flora with European plants. This ecological disaster, which is now proudly hailed under the banner of 'making the desert bloom,' was done to 'de-Arabize' the landscape, and to cover up - often with fast-growing European pine trees -the ruins of Palestinian villages that were destroyed by Zionists forces.
And I just need everyone to read this passage from Pappé, because the symbolism of what happened to those European pine trees in the desert speaks for itself:
The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine, by Ilan Pappé (2006, p. 227-228.)
nothing makes me go "ooooh we are NOT the same" quite like reading some post about how people talk with their parents about their interests. what do you mean you told your father about stevebucky. what do you mean he asked further questions
my new thing whenever an embarrassing memory jumps up out of some backwater neuron to t-bone my present-day thought process is to declare a statute of limitations. like i can burn down an entire building in the state where i live and the law deems it both unfair and illegal to prosecute me after six years have passed, i think that thing i said in high school can be expunged from my record.
It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.
I hate when an artist gets exposed for being a bad person and people start the narrative “why would you even want to listen to their shitty music” when are we going to be freed from the idea that only good people create good art and bad people create bad art. It just makes it harder for these types of people to be exposed because now you got people thinking “how is this possible, his music is so good!”