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erobret · 4 years

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FERGIE’S JOURNEY

corny title aside . yeah i’ve had a journey , both online and out in the real world . the whole thing is probably unnecessary buuuuut i don’t really care . fair warning that i’m typing as my thoughts flow so if anything doesnt make sense then yeah ( also grammer and spelling is gon out the window sooooo )

so i started my tumblr life back in 2010 i do believe ( another reason i wanted to write this bc it’s almost been a decade ) . i think i started with an oc of mine that i no longer write nor remember who she was . 2010 tumblr was honestly the best . no one cared about aesthetics or formatting . it was just the writing , interactions , and making friends . the release of brave brought me to my first muse that i still write to this day ; merida . then i think holo followed then my oc ami .

tumblr rlly started to change in i think 2013-2015 the most maybe ? ppl focused a lot of the graphics and aesthetics of a blog more than anything . ppl began focusing a lot of appearance rlly . . . and sadly i was into it . wasn’t any good at it but i was so desperate to fit in , ya know ? i was fresh out of high school back in 2013 . things were still super chill up until hmmmmm 2014 ? trying so desperately to keep with trends and shit . i was my most childish back then . got jealous and was a bit petty at times esp when things didn’t go how i wanted them to. i cringe at the memory .

then 2015 came and i made a huge decision with my life . i joined the military . took a couple month hiatus while i was training to become a marine . i was so hyped for that to be my life . protecting my country and those i cared about and helping those around the world as well as getting to see the world i lived it . buuuuuuut i got pretty badly hurt and got medically discharged before my first year was even up .

depression really hit then --- on top of the ptsd i had gotten from my time in service . i had lost my calling . my dream . and do u know how hard it is to go back into every day civilian life after the shit i went through ? it was hard . went back to working in a deli and it was bad . someone would drop some pans and i’d flip out bad . i was irritated . i was short tempered . i’d snap at any little thing no matter how hard i tried to keep calm and pretend to be happy. this actually went on until sometime this year .

now from 2016-2018 regarding tumblr . for a little while i had what going on back in 2010 . it was nice . buuuuuuut drama and callouts were starting to become more evident on the dash . honestly ? kinda lived for it and it’s awful . rlly the only drama i find entertaining now is youtube/beauty guru drama . i would read every call out and any little thing . i loved it bc it took me away from my own problems . i got into a bit of drama myself but then i caught myself and i didn’t like what had happened so i stepped back . took some time for myself . that was back in 2017 ? got into a bit of drama again in 2018 about the same thing really .

that’s when i fully stepped back and took a hard look at myself . i’d finally quit my old job and got a new job . i still wasn’t happy tho . my main issue was my horse . she was over a hour away from me and my horse has always been my outlet bc i could just talk to her and care for her and calm myself . i didn’t have that . i knew i had a huge issue and i hated myself . on top of that i was actually going through some physical and emotional abuse at home . so what did i do ? i got help . i found a therapist . did it for a few months until i found a place only 30 mins away from both my work & home . i could see my horse every day . so i quit therapy .

then my grandmother moved in not too long after and it was nice but had it’s own drama within the family . there was a lot of tension . i think she was with us for half a year . things were steady i think ( this is where things have gotten blurry for me bc so much happened all at once )

i ended up taking a 6 month hiatus . took a step back from tumblr . mostly bc i had lost internet again ( still don’t have it but i do have hotspot on my phone ) . during that time i focused on bettering myself as a person . i focused on my main hobby which is cosplay . i started rlly getting into doing princess parties . recently i have come back with a whole new outlook on everything regarding life as well as social media .

i’m gonna do what i like . i’m not here to impress anyone or keep up with trends or anything . drama ? over it . it’s in my rules that basically i no longer care about any of it . to me ? it’s in the past . i’m over it . it never happened bc what i’ve started on this blog is a new start . don’t come to me and bring up my past like ppl do to jeffree star every so many months . i won’t respond and i’ll keep doing what i enjoy doing . i’m honestly happy where i am . i’ve started doing chairty work and volunteer work as disney princesses . i’ve done hospital visits and walks and fundraisers . 2020 is gonna be such a good year for me . why ? i’ll be paying off my car . i’ll be able to focus on paying off my credit card . and once those are outta the way i’ll be finally able to focus my finances on getting a place of my own instead of living with my parents . my poly ass is currently happily in a poly relationship . i have a job i like and i get to see my horse every day and get paid to take care of everyone else’s horses . i have 2 new puppies and i know that maybe next year i may loose both my older dogs but i’ll be okay

i’m at that point in my life where tumblr isn’t my main focus but a small hobby i can do when i’m laying in bed and give me smth to do on a day off of everything or b4 i head to bed . i have so many responsibilities and things going on with my life . i’m moving on . what i may or may not have done in the past is there in the past . and though i won’t look back on it i’m glad to say i’ve properly learned from all of my social media mistakes . there are so many more important things in my life than petty internet things like who hurt who’s feelings and such . i refuse to let any of that negativity take over my life again .

anyway not sure if i went the way i wanted with his or if i got everything out but i do know i got most of it out . if anyone has any questions just dm me . no anons no asks . don’t hide . just come to me “face-to-face” and lets have a talk as equal humans , yah ? anyway thanks if u read this i love y’all so very much . you are my special precious jellies and u mean the world to me . hope the rest of 2019 is great for u and i hope 2020 is even better .

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dontdowhatisayandnobodygetshurt · 5 years

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Even numbers. Fuck you 💙

:’) 🖕💙

Under the cut… oh my god… lord give me strength… if any of y’all wanna get to know me… read this monster X’D

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

I think a bit of both?? I’m the type of person who’d willingly get lost in a strange city but also suddenly develop a stutter when I try to communicate with my fellow humans. :)

4. Are you easy to get along with?

lmao no.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

Kind ones. Who can tolerate me.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

An ex friend/abuser atm. :))))

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

What qualifies as deep?? I guess, my Dad?? Maybe??

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Dodie Clark - Monster

Easy Life - Pockets

Lorde - Buzzcut Season

Zack Hemsey - The Way

Fits and the Tantrums - Roll Up

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Yeah, I think so?

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

I kissed my Mum on the top of her head. So, yes. XD

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

That would be Jesse. So, yes. Hope he doesn’t find this blog yikes. X’D

20. Do you like your neighbors?

Yes on one side. No on the other side.

22. Where would you like to travel?

America firstly. Then all over the place to visit other friends. I promised my Mum I’d take her to San Francisco one day, so I gotta keep that promise.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

PETS :DDDDD

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Try my best not to murder anyone while I get my cup of tea liquid life ready. XD Say hi to doggos and beep babies. Check to see if any of my friends need me urgently. Then eat toast.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My pets. My parents. My friends.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

I really don’t mind getting married or living in sin. XD It would depend entirely on what my partner wanted, I’d do whatever would make them happy.

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

No one. Guess you could say I’m demisexual.

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Does horseback riding count?? I’ve dabbled in a bit of cricket. But my lungs don’t like intensive exercising, especially cardio stuff.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Story of my life, every single time. I’ve never told anyone I liked them. I’d rather die than make them feel bad or uncomfortable bc I know they don’t feel the same way.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

At the moment all I can think of is my crush lmao. :’)

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Absolutely nothing bc I’m a dropout. XD Be a completely self-taught author, hopefully.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

Online, I’m probably just really tired and don’t have the energy to be upbeat and/or talk to people. In real life, it’s nothing abnormal; I hate my voice so I don’t talk much and I like quiet. If I’m not using a bunch of emojis (you know how I normally do) when I’m talking, you know I’m either being super serious, or I’m pissed off, or both.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

NEITHER YIKES I LIKE MY SOLID EARTH THANK U VERY MUCH

46. What are you paranoid about?

Being annoying.

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nope. Not really planning on it, either. I’m kind of curious as to how I’d be, though. Like I have deep-rooted buried anger issues so I might be angry, but I’m also depressed so I might be a puddle of tears and sadness, BUT my personality is v energetic and happy so… who knows, dude. X’D

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Blue and grey. It has “yo” on the hood. :D

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

Biologically male. please.

54. Favourite store?

?? don’t have one.

56. Favourite colour?

Navy or a kind of dark aqua-navy kind of colour, like a bit of a green tinge as well? I’m also really fond of yellow too.

58. Last thing you ate?

LEFTOVER HAMBURGER AND IT WAS DELICIOUS I FORGOT HOW MUCH I LOVED HAMBURGERS!!!!!!1!!

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Yeah, dog training competition with our German Shepherd when I was 11.

62. Been arrested? For what?

No yet lmao.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

I’ll be sure to tell you about it when it happens. XD

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t have any irl friends so… HELL YEAH!!

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr. Obviously.

70. Names of your bestfriends?

I could literally just list all my Tumblr friends here. I’ve learnt not to get specifically close to any one or two persons. So… all my beans!!! Love you!!

72. What colour are your towels?

Blue! :D I was forced to use the pink towels in the set when I was little and not out as trans so now I surround myself in all the gendered blue bullshit X’D

74. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

….. maaayyyybbbeee.

76. Favourite animal?

D O G

78:Chocolate or Vanilla?

Neither.

80. What colour shirt are you wearing?

It’s my very yellow button down!! :D

82. Favourite tv show?

S E N S E 8

84. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Never seen either oops.

86. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

88. First person you talked to today?

Enna aka Cinnamonpuff aka steverogershield

90. Name a person you hate?

My brother, Mackenzie. :)

92. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

Anyone who mistreats animals.

94.How many sweatpants do you have?

I rarely wear anything but sweatpants, so I have 8. THEY’RE COMFY OKAY. And since it’s usually cold or hot here with no real warm in between, I’m either wearing shorts or sweatpants. It’s only in the rare in-between weather (like now) that I wear my jeans.

96. Last movie you watched?

Can’t remember. I watched the first season of Jessica Jones tho, so… show instead of movie. XD

98.Favourite actor?

TERRY CREWS

100. Have any pets?

YES!!! 3 dogs (one German Shepherd named Ria, a Whippet named Granger, and a mutt named Maude), 3 chickens (Haymitch the black one, Cinna the dark brown one, Effie the pale brown one) and 2 ducks (Peeta and Katniss.) THEY’RE MY BABIES AND I’D DIE FOR THEM!!! :’D

102. Do you type fast?

LMAO APPARENTLY I DO??? My Dad thinks I must type gibberish and makes me type out what he says because he doesn’t think I can type that fast. I only type with 2 fingers normally too. X’D

104. Can you spell well?

w e l l (idk. maybe.)

106. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yup.

108. Have you ever been on a horse?

Many times. I LOVE them SO MUCH.

110. Is something irritating you right now?

Yeah.

112. Do you have trust issues?

No. *insert canned audience laughter here* Yes, I do. Big time. Just bc I’m friendly doesn’t mean I trust anyone.

114. What was your childhood nickname?

Matt, actually!! :D

116. Do you play the Wii?

Used to, now I don’t have one anymore and it wasn’t my favourite console.

118.Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Y E S. GIMME!!!!!! :D

120.Favourite book?

Bird by Crystal Chan.

122.Are you mean?

I think I definitely can be very cutting when I lose my temper. But I haven’t done that in years now and I try very hard to be a good person. Luckily my first reaction is normally hurt, so by the time the anger kicks in I normally try and get out of the situation before I can say something harsh.

124.Can you keep white shoes clean?

NOPE. I can never keep anything clean, probably why I like dark colours so much. I literally do not own any white clothes anymore because they always get stained within a few hours of me wearing them asdfghjkl. 😅

126.Do you believe in true love?

Kind of. I believe that no relationship is ever perfect, but if people gel well and COMMUNICATE OFTEN AND HONESTLY the relationship can be amazing. I guess it’s its own kind of perfect relationship. I definitely think there’s people you get along brilliantly with, better than anyone else. There’s somebody in the world for everyone! :D

128.What makes you happy?

Animals. My friends. My OCs. :’)

130.What your zodiac sign?

Pisces!! I definitely think I’ve grown into it over time. X’D

132. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

??? depends on whether I like them back or not, obviously. If I do, I’ll probably scream for a solid week and then decide if I want to drag them into my mountain of bullshit with a relationship, or leave it be. If I don’t, let them down as gently as I can. Also I’m a raging bi, so gender wouldn’t matter. :P

134.Favourite lyrics right now?

My all-time favourite lyrics are from The Judge by Twenty one Pilots:

“When the leader of the bad guys sangSomething soft and soaked in painI heard the echo from his secret hideawayHe must’ve forgot to close his doorAs he cranked out those dismal chordsAnd his four walls declared him insane”

136.Dumbest lie you ever told?

“Did you let Haymitch jump on your back again?”

“Uh… noooo.”

“Then why do you have massive scratches in the clear shape of chicken feet on your back?”

“UHHHHHH-”

i”M A HUFFLEPUFF OKAY I’M NOT GOOD AT LYING X’D

128.How tall are you?

I’m not.

140.Brunette or Blonde?

Like, people I’m attracted to, or for me? I honestly don’t care attraction wise. For me, I guess brunette bc I think I look really weird with pale hair lmao.

142.Night or Day?

NIGHT. Dear god, night.

144.Are you a vegetarian?

NOPE. Honestly think I’d go insane if I didn’t eat meat. XD I mean, I would if I had to, but I’d really prefer not to.

146.Tea or Coffee?

TEA. I hate coffee, I’ll leave that to other people. XD

148.Mars or Snickers?

SNICKERS. Mars are good but… Snickers!!!!

150. Do you believe in ghosts?

Hell fucking yes you bet I do pal!!!!!!

#I love you so much #you asshole #X'D #<3 #BUDDY :D #asks #Matt speaks #about me #get to know me #yike #alex--blue #thank youuu

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emptypokedex-blog · 7 years

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hi so i'm trash and i was scrolling down your blog and i saw the homestuck au and i want to draw art of it so do you have any like, references or ideas as to how everyone looks? like, horn shapes, symbols, outfits, etc? or are they just like the same from the manga? sorry for bothering you btw

2: hi, specialstuck anon again. any ideas for like their online handles and ancestors? sorry about bothering you about this bc i just realized that your posts about that au was from like months ago and idk if you care about it anymore i’m so sorry

Hello! I’m sorry for not responding. I’ve just been a shitty blog-runner, and haven’t been here. This ask makes me really happy because I honestly still like Homestuck and genuinely think its well written. I was really into classpect assignments back in the day, so this was a fun little project.

I didn’t post about it because I didn’t think anyone liked it, but here you are, proving me wrong-ish!

AND OH MY GOD YES, I LOVE WHEN ASK TO DRAW ART OF MY IDEA!Don’t worry nonster, you’re not bothering me at all! I’ve literally done nothing over the summer.

I’ll post the pictures separately too just so you can zoom in.

I’m putting a cut because this got longer than expected.

Okay, so I had a guide with all of their horns and symbols, buuuuuut…I lost it. So, special for you, I made a new, updated one! My hand was cramping so bad after this. I would scan it, but I don’t trust my printer/scanner right now, because last time I used it, it completely crumpled my drawing (its the kind that eats the paper and scans it)

BTW I changed some stuff.

In terms of online handles, I dunno. Those are haaard. Ancestors, ignoring the sexes of the characters, would be the character’s parent of the same gender, unless there is only one parent, or if the character has no known parents or no living parents, they would be a sibling. If there are no siblings belonging to that character (Emerald, Red, probably someone else I’m forgetting), they would be a fictional character or OC or someone else from the canon that has some sort of familial or social relationship to the character. So for Silver it’d be Giovanni, Sapphire has Birch, Ruby has Norman, Crystal and her Mother, Green could either have Oak or Daisy. Yellow’s could be her Uncle. And so on.

Clothes would probably be the same, except for the trolls, all their shirts would be black instead of the color they normally are and for the humans all their shirts would be white.

In terms of Lusi (Lususes?) for the trolls, their starts fully evolved forms would be them. So, like, Swampert would be Ruby’s Mudbeast Lusus or Meganium would be Crystal’s Neckbeast Lusus. The same for the humans’ consorts, except in that case, they be the unevolved versions.

Gonna get my caveats out of the way now, I wanted to stick to the ‘one-of-each’ format Homestuck has going on while adhering to the gender-roles, so, at the end, some characters were left with God Tiers that didn’t really fit them *coughsilvercough* So, for those characters, I’ll provide what they were left with and the alternate I would have preferred. The hardest was finding a Breath player. Only the humans had repeats of the trolls.

(Top: Gold, Silver, Crystal Bottom: Pearl, Diamond, Platinum)

Gold: Knight of Blood, Land of Sap and Bells, CueKind, Non-Psionic Yellow-Blood, Prospit.

I forgot why I designed Gold’s horns the way I did. I think it had something to do with resembling his hair. His symbol is the logo for HeartGold.

Gold is a character who’s arc is about feeling inferior to his friends and overcompensating. When he finds out that he didn’t have a title, it broke his heart. The Knight class experiences change and growth throughout the game, and the Blood aspect is about platonic relationships and bonds. Come to think of it, I think Gold could also pass for a Page.

I can see Gold being on the characters who starts one of the teams and competitively tries to get the people he wants to join his team.

Silver: Rogue of Breath*, Land of Dust and Masks, IcePickKind, Non-Psychic Rust-Blood, Derse.

*Not only could I not figure out what Silver would be, but he was also the one to get the most out of character God Tier. I can see him as a destructive class, like Prince of Blood, but both that class and aspect have been taken. I am very unhappy with the result.

I had so much trouble drawing Silver’s hair, that I ended up putting it in a ponytail, but, let’s admit it, we all need for more of that. His horns are supposed to look like an ‘R’ when put together, so one is curved and the other has a hook on the end. They’re asymmetrical. I know its hard to see, but they are. His symbol is supposed to be the logo for SoulSilver.

I refuse to explain Rogue of Breath because there is nothing to explain. Rufioh, in canon, is a Rogue of Breath and these characters have nothing in common. A Rogue of Breath would steal Breath – or Direction – for the benefit of others and I genuinely cannot make this work. So, instead, I’ll explain Prince of Blood. Prince is a destructive class that destroys with the aspect, in this case Blood, or bonds. Prince can also be one who destroys the aspect. So, Silver destroying past bonds he no longer wants.

Silver would befriend Blue over the chat, become fascinated by the concept of siblings and request to be Blue’s sister (cause she was explaining it in terms of being his unrelated sister), to which she’d agree for him to be considered her brother.

Crystal: Thief of Doom, Land of Wheels and Flood, FootKind/ShoeKind, Non-Psychic Teal-Blood, Prospit.

One of Crystal’s horns is supposed to be straight, only curving at the end, and the other one has a star on the tip. Her symbol is, surprise surprise, a Star.

I know what you’re thinking. Thief of Doom? Crystal? No Way! Well, I’m gonna explain. Thieves take the aspect to benefit themselves, and the concept of Doom ranges from just a simple burden to death itself to complete planetary destruction. In the Pokespe canon, Crystal was hired to complete a job Green and Red failed to finish, and she was happy to do it. This makes me think that Crystal is willing to take on certain burdens that coincide with her interest, something a Thief of Doom would certainly do.

Potentially the other team leader, maybe the only one who thinks this is an awful idea. Begrudgingly agrees.

Pearl: Seer of Space*, Land of Peaks and Frogs, FanKind, Slightly-Psychic Brown-Blood, Derse.

*Could have been either a Seer of Space or a Mage of Space, but Seer fit his behavior more.

Pearl’s horns are supposed to look like the antenna and tail of a Chatot, so the one behind his hair resembles a music note (see Chatot for reference) while the other one just has a ball on it. I think I’ve seen his horns drawn like this before by other artists, so I don’t think this is the most original decision, but I still really like it. His symbol is a Circle/Pearl.

One of the most important parts of a Seer is their ability to observe. This is why it was so hard to me to pick between Black and Pearl when it came to choosing a Seer. However, because I wanted Diamond, Pearl, and Platinum to be Time, Space, and Void no matter what, Pearl got the honor. A Seer of Space observes Space and exists in the present moment. They may also oversee or take charge and are creative types.

Pearl’s weapon is FanKind because he picked it when he was young and practiced in the art of fan-to-fan compensate.

Diamond: Heir of Time*, Land of Fruit and Geysers, LadleKind, Non-Psychic Cobalt-Blood, Prospit.

*I originally listed him as a Page of Time, but changed it after giving Wally the role of Page. Either works for him.

Dia’s horns are supposed to look non-threatening, so they are wide and not very sharp. They’re kinda Munchlax-esque. His symbol is a Diamond.

When picking between Heir and Page, I went with Heir because Wally took Page Diamond has a sense of time from the beginning. Heirs become their aspect in one way or another, hence why they’re called ‘Heirs,’ and Diamond has such a grasp on his flow of time (not to mention his major-legendary equivalent being Diamond), that I see this working. If he were a Page, which would also have been good, it’d mirror his rise against Pearl is the DP chapter.

Diamond makes food puns constantly in chat and there is no way of stopping him.

Platinum: Sylph of Void*, Land of Snow and Tomes, UmbrellaKind, Non-Psychic Violet-Blood, Derse.

*To be honest, a lot of the female-based classes in the Void aspect fit her character, except Witch.

Platz horns should look like the faceplate of an Empoleon. Same situation as Pearl, I think I’ve seen this done elsewhere my multiple artists. Her symbol is the Berlitz family sigil.

Void is nothingness. Pretty much any class enacting Void is lacking something, since Void is the lack of anything. As a Sylph of Void, one could create Void because Sylph is a creative class, and Platinum does this in a social sense by ignoring the claims of other people and acting as though they never happened. In terms of her behavior in early chapters of the DP chapter, she also acts as though she isn’t supposed to emote.

She will never admit she is friends with a lowblood.

(Top: Ruby, Sapphire, Emerald Bottom: Black, White, Wally)

Ruby: Prince of Light, Land of Mirrors and Silk, NeedleKind, Non-Psychic Rust-Blood, Derse.

I exaggerated Ruby’s scar a bit for this. The horn on the side of his face with the scar is broken, but both of his horns used to be symmetrical. They’re supposed to look like the antennae of a Milotic. His symbol is the pattern on Groudon’s arm.

A Prince of Light would destroy knowledge, which, at first, sounds very out of a character for Ruby. But knowledge doesn’t only apply to books and science. Instead, is refers to anything known. Considering how Ruby acts at the end of the RS chapter, throughout the Emerald chapter, and again in the ORAS chapter, where is constantly pretends as though the confession never happened and lies about a variety of things, actively destroying what people know, I think this is the most fitting God Tier I’ve provided. Ruby is also a character I can definitely imagine playing the role of minor-villain at some point.

He’s super salty about not only being the lowest of bloods, but not having any psychic powers to compensate.

Sapphire: Witch of Rage*, Land of Thorns and Thunderstorms, ClawKind, Non-Psychic Indigo-Blood, Prospit.

*Would rather have Maid of Rage, but White fit the Maid role better for multiple other aspects. Witch was all that was left.

Sapph’s horns resemble Gamzee’s, but are thicker and less curvy. They’re just supposed to look wild and are not based on anything. Her symbol is the pattern on Kyogre’s flipper.

As much as Maid of Rage fit, I had to give her Witch of Rage, which, in actuality, would probably belong to an incredibly unstable person. Witch’s have completely control to manipulate their aspect while also fully embodying that aspect, and when that aspect is Rage, chances are that person isn’t to in a safe psychological place. Maids, on the other hand, start by relying on other people for their aspect and where to enact it before learning on their own to use it as they please. Sapphire would have gone through this change twice: once when she was younger and changed when Ruby was hurt and she realize she couldn’t that girly anymore, directing her Rage towards her younger self and/or people like that, and again when she changes in the RS chapter and compromises.

Sapphire leaves animal pelts at Ruby’s doorstep to make stuff out of. She brings most of the meat to Dia and feeds the rest of it to her eggbeast lusus.

Emerald: Bard of Mind*, Land of Dunes and Towers, PistolKind, Non-Psychic Olive-Blood, Derse.

*Couldn’t for the life of me figure out what this kid was. Rald

I used his current design because I couldn’t draw his croissant-hair. You’ve probably already guessed it, but his horns are based on his eyebrows. His symbol is the pattern on the head of Rayquaza.

Again, same as Silver, I’m not going to explain it. But for Rald, I just don’t have anything else to say. I’ll put it simply: I don’t think Rald is a destructive player (in fact, he might be a manipulative player), but I’m out of stuff and I’m stumped.

Immediately joined Crystal’s team without a second thought and before knowing what the heck they were doing.

Black: Mage of Hope*, Land of Kaleidoscopes and Skyscrapers, RockKind, Powerful-Psychic Brown-Blood, Prospit.

*Seer of Hope was also an option, but it is taken by Pearl. They both make great Seers.

Hexagon. Everything about Black is based on hexagons here. Horns and Symbol. Put his horns together and you get a hexagon.

Mages fully experience their aspect at some point. Admittedly, a Mage of Hope would be naive and maybe a bit too hopeful, but Hope is definitely something Black has a lot of, even up until the end (y’knoow, up until he became a rock). A Mage of Hope would be dedicated to making it to their goal because they would genuinely believe that they’d get there, a la Black when he wants to become a pokemon master.

Sees the world in hexagons a lot like he does with Musha on his head.

White: Maid of Heart*, Land of Roots and Carnivals, WhipKind, Non-Psychic Cobalt-Blood, Derse.

*I also really liked Maid of Hope for her.

Y’know White’s hair-antennae? They’re her horns now. They’re close together and bend back over hear head, not outward. I didn’t know what Symbol to give her, so I just made it a box.

Heart and Blood are very similar in that they’re both about relationships, but Heart is more about the impact of those relationships. A Maid of Heart starts by relying on someone else for their relationships and enjoyment, but would eventually come to do it on their own. If anything, regardless of aspect, White is definitely a Maid.

Had Black sign a contract that ensured he would join the same team that she was on.

Wally: Page of Life, Land of Pumps and Corridors, PumpKind, Non-Psychic Teal-Blood, Prospit.

Wally’s horns are tiny because I felt someone like wally wouldn’t have especially large or threatening horns. His Symbol is the pattern on the face of a Kecleon.

Wally was hard, but I eventually settled on Page of Life. Pages and Maids are very similar in my eyes, because they are both classes based around personal growth. In fact, I wouldn’t be surprised if it turned out that Pages were the male equivalent to the female Maid. A Page of Life would lack Life in the beginning, which would manifest itself in physical or emotional health. As a Page, he’d grow in health, perhaps to the point of overdoing it. I think this God Tier mirrors his subplot pretty well.

Blindly follows Ruby around where ever he goes.

(Red, Yellow, Blue, Green)

Red: Heir of Blood, Land of Rivers and Lightning, BallKind, Prospit, Consort: Bulbasaur.

I FORGOT HOW TO DRAW RED’S HAIR! His Icon is a Pokeball.

Heirs have a need for their aspect, and one thing Red really enjoys is his pokemon and having a group friends, and even protecting people/showing off to neighborhood kids. As an Heir of Blood, Red would need to embody the Blood aspect and pretty much be the connecting force between the other characters. I picked this because he essentially started the series and, as the first character, I interpret him as the driving for keeping older characters together. Heirs also have a natural talent for their aspect, and I think the term ‘natural talent‘ in general is a decent description of Red. Plus, he’s really good at making friends.

Yellow: Sylph of Life, Land of Keys and Ink, RodKind, Prospit, Consort: Can a Snake be a Consort? ‘Cause I’m thinking Ekans.

Her Icon is a Lightning Bold (Also could have done a feather.)

I mean, come on. Like I said before, Sylphs are a creative class and Life is synonymous with health, and, therefore, a Sylph of Life creates health. Naturally, Yellow would be the teams healer. She could probably bring things back to life or give like to inanimate things by creating Life itself.

Blue: Thief of Space, Land of Coins and Frogs, CrowbarKind, Derse, Consort: Squirtle.

(Oops, she looks like an axolotl) Her Icon is a Mask.

A Thief of Space would steal Space for their own benefit. Blue would probably use this by stealing size from one object and applying it to herself or transferring size between things, switching the location of herself and something else or the locations of two items. It’s be great for stealing from other people.

Green: Prince of Time, Land of Fog and Beats, FistKind, Derse, Consort: Charmander.

His Icon isn’t a pomegranate seed, it’s supposed to look like his pendant, but I can understand the confusion.

Prince is a destructive class, so Green would be destroying with Time. As a result, a Prince of Time would be impatient and easily annoyed and unable to cope with the passage of time. Some of these aspects match Green at an early age. As we known, baby Green had a lot of trouble with patience. They’d be stubborn and have trouble listening to others. This pairs well with early-Green. Current-Green is a lot calmer and smarter that he used to be.

If I didn’t feel the need to have one of each, the cast would look like this (In the same order as all of the above):

Knight of Blood, Prince of Blood, Thief of Doom, Seer of Space, Page/Heir of Space, Sylph of Void, Prince of Light, Maid of Rage, (Whatever Emerald would be), Seer/Mage of Hope, Maid of Hope, Page of Life. (Minus the Humans)

#thank you nonny #pokespe #pokespe au #specialstuck #au #homestuck au

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aquacure · 7 years

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i saw someone doing this on my dash and i want to distract myself so here we goooooo

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag others!

the last

1. drink: water... gotta stay hydrated 2. phone call: my brother 3. text message: i don’t get like. text messages a lot. but i was messaging kenna! 4. song you listened to: red hot chili peppers - snow (that’s my favorite song from them!) 5. time you cried: earlier today... this comic got a good amount of tears outta me 6. dated someone twice: no. god no. 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yes 8. been cheated on: no and i’m glad 9. lost someone special: yeah... yeah in lots of ways. close family, friends... the friends part is the most upsetting though, bc i feel like most of those occasions were preventable 10. been depressed: depression is kinda in my brain all the time. 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: uuuhhhhhh yes...... it was a weird circumstance

3 favourite colours

12. lavender 13. goldenrod 14. baby pink

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: yep!! 16. fallen out of love: nope!! 17. laughed until you cried: uh i don’t think do that... i do have laughing fits sometimes but like. never cried during any of em. 18. found out someone was talking about you: no? i don’t think anyone really talks about me 19. met someone who changed you: yes! 20. found out who your friends are: i know a few people who are my friends but i’m not 100% on a lot of others because... bpd pretty much 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: i haven’t kissed anyone this year are you kidding me

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: except for like. one or two. almost all of them i know, they’re people i went to school with 23. do you have any pets: no but i would really like to 24. do you want to change your name: andy is nice. i like the sound of andy. and my birth name [REDACTED] is pretty uncommon and kinda cool, but no one calls me that, not even my family.

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i don’t remember. i actually don’t remember a thing. 26. what time did you wake up: 10 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: putting away dishes while fighting the urge to sleep bc of advil pm 28. name something you can’t wait for: halloween bc candy and planning out some kinda closet cosplay 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: at like. 3pm. she went to sleep around that time 31. what are you listening to right now: regina spektor- oedipus 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i know a few guys named thomas, no one named tom.. 33. something that is getting on your nerves: writing bios for my ocs... i gotta word these things just right 34. most visited website: twitter/youtube for sure 35. hair colour: black 36. long or short hair: short 37. do you have a crush on someone: ...yes 38. what do you like about yourself: my fashion sense. i’m very proud of it 39. piercings: i had pierced ears, but they probably closed up by now... you wouldn’t be able to see them with my hair anyways 40. blood type: i forgot... whoops 41. nickname: one friend used to call me mama (bc my twitter name), another called me andy dandy... not much else besides that 42. relationship status: single 43. zodiac: capricorn 44. pronouns: she/they 45. favourite tv show: the a-team. i’ve been watching reruns for a long time now. also american gods, but season one is over 46. tattoos: none, but i desperately want one 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: wisdom teeth 50. sport: jogging 51. vacation: i went on a cruise to alaska last year (and had a few days in seattle), i went to the philippines twice for family, 52. pair of trainers: are you talking about sports shoes? bc i have underarmor shoes for jogging. if you’re just talking regular shoes, i wear my purple high top converse shoes pretty often

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: pizza 54. drinking: water 55. I’m about to: wrap up this character bio and this rp reply then sleep probably 56. waiting for: my brain to make a good sentence 57. want: a hug. but that’s like all the time so 58. get married: sure! that’d be wonderful, i’d love to be with a gal n just have a lovely life together 59. career: i’d like to have a career in illustration or at least some kind of writing path... either or.

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: hugs bc you can get them more often from lots of people 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller... i just say that bc most people are taller than me 63. older or younger: older, but not by a lot. 64. nice arms or nice stomach: all arms n stomachs are nice 65. hook up or relationship: relationship, i’m pretty sure i wouldn’t be able to do a hookup 66. troublemaker or hesitant: i’d prefer hesitant tbh, troublemaker people in my life generally have been bad news

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: i’ve lost sunglasses and non-prescription glasses before. 70. turned someone down: yes, i believe so 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: yeah but i don’t care, he was TERRIFYING 73. had your heart broken: nope 74. been arrested: nope! 75. cried when someone died: cried a ton when my dad died... cried a lot when my grandma died too. soooooo yea 76. fallen for a friend: i’ve never dated someone who wasn’t my friend before the relationship

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: it varies day to day but i do my best!!! 78. miracles: yes 79. love at first sight: i’m sure it’s happened before 80. santa claus: i want to but ever since i started ordering my christmas presents online and stopped baking cookies for santa on christmas eve i think that magic’s kinda gone 81. kiss on the first date: i don’t think i’d be cool with that. maybe a kiss on the cheek but like. nothin else. 82. angels: yeah and they’re badass

OTHER:

84. eye colour: dark brown 85. favourite movie: PAPRIKA BY SATOSHI KON please watch it if you can i absolutely adore that movie

#yadda yadda daze #long post #about

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welcometoteamz · 7 years

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LIST OF RP FAVORITES AND LEAST FAVORITES ! / repost, do not reblog. TAGGED BY: @phiiltatcs TAGGING: @posttraumaticennui @psychiczombiebarbie @chakrabcrti and whoever else wants to

FIRST NAME: Tim FAVORITE FCS TO PLAY: The actor who portrays the character? whoever fits the character? FAVORITE SHIP YOU’VE EVER HAD: i mean, bliv is up there but idk if that’s bc iZombie is still an ongoing thing. I would say Frankenwolf from OUAT, even tho they kinda screwed over the actors and that ship. abandoned the plans they DID have for it. FAVORITE FANDOM YOU’VE BEEN IN: probably this one. Least drama. FAVORITE SONG TO GIVE YOU MUSE: I’ve made Blaine playlists in the past. There are so many different ones depending on the Blaine in question. Human. Zombie. Cured. Amnesiac.

For Season 1 Blaine? Villain by Theory of a Deadman. With S2, there’s so many really... that’s when we really got into his character...

LEAST FAVORITE FCS TO PLAY/PLAY AGAINST: i don’t really give a fuck who someone uses as an fc. LEAST FAVORITE RP EXPERIENCE: I’ve been sort of guilted into playing with people in the past. I’ve dealt with people who have been petty and passive aggressive. Different people who were all to different degrees territorial, leading to misunderstandings.. Just a bunch of bullshit. LEAST FAVORITE GENRE OF WRITING: lmao action sequences. I don’t think I suck at them, but given how rarely I actually write them... I think that’s my weakest area. LEAST FAVORITE FANDOM YOU’VE BEEN IN: once upon a time. that fandom is as overly dramatic as they come. also, the show is p much shit now. LEAST FAVORITE THING PEOPLE ASSUME ABOUT YOUR CHARACTER: that he’s completely heartless and irredeemable, just because he’s done ‘evil’ things in the past. He’s pretty layered, actually. I hate that people assume if you like Blaine, you condone/excuse his actions. Recognizing his upbringing and explaining what made him the man he is/was doesn’t equate to woobifying him. I’m not excusing anything at all. He’s done some heinous shit. Murder. Turning a hooker into a zombie so she’s forced to work for him. It’s frankly disgusting, ngl. Yet he’s charismatic, and there’s still level of humanity there. You can’t completely despise him, even though you should. IDK, maybe some people do. OTHER CHARACTERS YOU’D LIKE TO PLAY: there’s a few, but IDK if I could keep up with more muses than I have already. Most aside from Blaine have dwindling to dormant levels of activity.

and, for the bonus round, bold whatever rp-related things appeal to you from the list below!

MUSE PREFERENCES: females / males / canons / ocs / corrupted / good / live action /animated / human / supernatural / other species / hopeless romantic / averse to love/younger (15-25) / older (25+) / easy for you to relate to / hard for you to relate to.

PLOT IDEAS: accidentally married / affairs / (legal) age gaps / angst / apocalypse / arranged marriage / boarding school / college roommates / criminals / enemies to lovers / enemies with benefits / exes / fake relationship / fluff / forbidden relationship !!!!! / friends with benefits / online relationships / pregnancy / prison / professor/student / road trips / rich kids/ royalty / smut / supernatural / toxic relationships.

POSSIBLE TRIGGERS IN PLOTS YOU’RE OKAY WITH: abuse (I don’t think Blaine would be abusive to a partner, but it’s a canon part of his backstory so it’d likely come up)/ bdsm / daddy kink / drinking / drugs / dub-con / gore (so much as brain harvesting/eating) / incest / kidnapping / murder / non-con / prostitution / stepcest / stockholm syndrome / torture.

The bolded triggers are things that I have no issue with, & the italicized ones are things that I’m fine with touching on/mentioning in threads, but that I’m probably not going to write explicitly. & incest is just a no for me. No thanks.

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phiiltatcs-archive · 7 years

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LIST OF RP FAVORITES AND LEAST FAVORITES ! / repost, do not reblog. TAGGED BY: @stolenbythegods TAGGING: @quixoticvixen, @welcometoteamz, & whoever else wants to

FIRST NAME: kath FAVORITE FCS TO PLAY: whoever fits the character? FAVORITE SHIP YOU’VE EVER HAD: i mean, i love all my ships but i was on rumple for the longest time & i suppose rumbelle was my favorite. particularly the rumbelle i wrote w/ leah in our verse with rosalie & liam ( our rumbelle babies ) FAVORITE FANDOM YOU’VE BEEN IN: probably this one FAVORITE SONG TO GIVE YOU MUSE: depends on the muse LEAST FAVORITE FCS TO PLAY/PLAY AGAINST: i don’t really give a fuck who someone uses as an fc. i prefer rping w/o icons anyway, but as it’s the fad now... LEAST FAVORITE RP EXPERIENCE: there is not enough time in the world for me to tell this story in its entirety, but basically i got emotionally manipulated by someone i thought was my friend, she did all sorts of shady shit & when we ( meaning me & the other friends in our group ) finally had enough & cut ties w/ her, she moved blogs, changed her name, & listed our urls on her rules as people who had “bullied” her. & then proceeded to stalk me for 3 years & vague post about me, although we never called her out. i might have even considered forgiving her for the shady shit if she’d shown the slightest bit of remorse, but... she didn’t. LEAST FAVORITE GENRE OF WRITING: lmao action sequences. i suck at them. LEAST FAVORITE FANDOM YOU’VE BEEN IN: once upon a time. bc of the aforementioned experience. & that fandom is as overly dramatic as they come. also, the show is p much shit now. LEAST FAVORITE THING PEOPLE ASSUME ABOUT YOUR CHARACTER: there’s two really fucking stupid fandom interpretations of pat: a) he’s a super badass dude who bathes in the blood of his enemies & madeline miller has his character entirely wrong, or b) his entire character is ‘nice guy who likes achilles’ & madeline miller made him bland. OTHER CHARACTERS YOU’D LIKE TO PLAY: beth, don’t make me list this. there’s a lot, ok. pretty much every character i like has crossed my mind at some point or another.

and, for the bonus round, bold whatever rp-related things appeal to you from the list below!

POSSIBLE TRIGGERS IN PLOTS YOU’RE OKAY WITH: abuse / bdsm / daddy kink / drinking / drugs / dub-con / gore / incest / kidnapping / murder / non-con / prostitution / stepcest / stockholm syndrome / torture.

Not all of the stuff here applies to Pat’s blog. The bolded triggers are things that I have no issue with, & the italicized ones are things that I’m fine with touching on/mentioning in threads, but that I’m probably not going to write explicitly. & incest is just a no for me. No thanks. I can jive with cousins, case depending, but parents/siblings/step-relatives? Nope.

#; out of memories ( mun )

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