ANDREY STAMATIN

Keep a close eye on Peter. You'd become desperate and turn into a villain without him.

I spend a lot of time thinking about daniil and peter, but something just clicked into place for me with andrey. so!

I am. currently untangling this thread of thoughts about the stamatin twins and daniil and this kind of. triangle that's happening. a three fold bullet for sure, the kind of recognition-awareness-understanding where three people become one, but to step back from that. when daniil and andrey talk, there's a specific shape of peter that stands in his conversational absence. so: triangle formation. it's opposite-adjacent-complementary to daniil and peter's conversations. it all goes back to that first conversation you have with andrey. it's giving knife. love it!

bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost

Damn the more I think about The Hunger Games trilogy the more I regret reading those books for the first time when I was 11 and just a liiittle too naïve to realize some important themes in the books, my thoughts were like:

“Awww that’s sweet that Peeta confessed during his interview ☺️ why is Katniss mad at him?! 🤨”

“Wait, Katniss is pregnant?!?!?!?? How did that happen?!?!? And why is Katniss confused about it?! 😳”

Basically my reaction to the trilogy back then was literally:

The hate towards forcebook is so pushed. What have they even done? Everything they do is criticized. Accounts I have never ever seen hate an actor before are rallying behind it even for the tiniest reason that seems almost ridiculous. It's just quite confusing because they seem genuine and like the least problematic people. With the amount of haters they have if they were indeed problematic in the slightest they'd on the jumbotron getting blasted. It's not even like they're bad actors. Just random hate for no reason. Are you all okay?

if you as a fic reader ever become possessed by the urge to do a popularity bracket with the fics other people wrote and shared for fun and for free, consider:

don't ❤️ 

can y’all not use butch / femme for non lesbian characters��..?

okay 1. butch/femme have been terms used by gay men, lesbians, nonbinary people, drag communities, forever. 2. I’m a dyke and if I want to joke and say that man is a lesbian I will. 3. please get off tumblr and interact with real queer people and read about gay men who called themselves femme and lesbians who like being called bears and I promise you will feel better and this will not be so important. the crossovers and interaction of queer identities and cultures and experiences is a beautiful thing! revel in it! expand your world past the inane discourse of the Tumblr Queer Community that tries so hard to convince you that isolating yourself in some bubble of label and "who can call themself what" politics is how we should be. kiss a girl fall in love

Can we please see more of burnt out AP student kirby. Reminds me of highschool lol

return of burnt out AP student kirby :]

(also gentle reminder to pls credit me if using my art as pfp or banner!)

Ngl I should probably go to hospital rn but I don't want to cuz I have class tomorrow and I don't want to miss it

Alex has game, but at what cost >_>

/First/Prev/Next/

giving my ldb a daughter. embarrassing for all involved. mostly me

Wouldn't it be cool if mermaids had mobile gardens planted on the backs of decorator crabs, and they'd just have these little critters wander around their homes and brighten up the scenery as they went? No? Just me thinking that 24/7? Okay.

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just wanted to thank everyone that's been encouraging me or offering some kind of support the last few times I talked about getting a cane... because I went and got one today and I didn't think it would make that much of a difference. I underestimated how much it would change for me.

So thank you <33

No with the Elemental thing I was just ranting to my friends about this. As someone who literally IS biracial, seeing biracial relationships portrayed like it is in Elemental really pisses me off... sometimes I really just wish they'd make movies about an actual HUMAN biracial couple. Don't mess up a good story (even though elemental wasn't even a good story imo) with a messy and harmful allegory. Also I love your art and your WONDERFUL WONDERFUL zine please keep slaying king

THANKS and yeah i 100% agree that stories about prejudice (especially racial prejudice) benefit from human characters. in my experience i've seen a lot of people pitch/create story ideas about marginalized identities and experiences told through allegory to make it easier for people outside of said marginalized group to understand. sometimes it works alright, but when it feels like that's the main way these stories are told... it loses that human perspective and kinda just becomes about nothing. people shouldn't be afraid to tell their story as a member of a marginalized community through a human lens, especially if their target audience is kids and DOUBLE especially if they're working at a massive studio like disney. allegory done poorly ends up meaning nothing

Flynn, taking a break in a sunny little clearing, which we stumbled upon a few years back, hidden away from the main path through the woods. 

Comm for @hirokiyuu of their OCs Yuujin & Leona!

I AM SO SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME A MONTH!!!!! CRIES THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE!! And I'm sorry the draft i tried to send didn't work- I hope this is something like what you had in mind regardless. ^^;

EDIT I JUST REALIZED I LEFT OUT YUUJINS PIERCINGS..... i'll add those & modify the post in a bit 😅 dang it. sorry bout that

Des Rocs was fucking AMAZING, y'all. Like. I had the time of my life. Genuinely the most fun I've had at a concert, I think. I was sweaty and overheated and my voice is horse from how much I was yelling and singing. And I have Zero Regrets!!!!

Here r the pictures I took at the concert. Took a few videos too of some of my favorite songs!! But overall I was just kinda Feeling it. No time for filming. Jumping and yelling and punching the air. I was so worn out I was lightheaded afterwards, but it was so much FUNNNNNNNNNN

I got a few things of merch, but the hilarious impulse purchase that I do not regret at all. Is. THIS.

I bought a used & signed drum head from the merch table hfkshfkd. They only had two (I bought the smaller & cheaper one), so I was just like. Fuck. I Gotta. So I bought it before the show & the vender was nice enough to keep a hold of it for me until after the show. Maybe in time it'll be worth a Lot of money. Maybe not! But either way, it's worth a lot to ME, so that's what matters ❤️

Des Rocs just has such wonderful energy. That was the most I've ever gotten into a show before. He was silly, joking around, seemed to be having so much fun!!! The opener couldn't make it bc their van broke down (I think is what he said), so he played extra to make up for it. So I got to hear a few songs I wasn't expecting to!!! Like Hanging by a Thread and Nothing Personal. The 2nd one especially was WONDERFUL bc it's the song that got me into his music!!!! It was a slowed down version, but it was still rly nice to listen to & a wonderful surprise. Overall tho he played stuff from the Dream Machine album & his two EPs. White Gold and Nowhere Kid were transcendent to me. Neverending Moment was so much fucking FUN. Honestly all the songs were tho. So so so good. So fun. I had the time of my fucking life.

I may or may not end up losing my voice from this. No Regrets!!!!!

Bruh, I feel so mentally ill

I can feel myself being needy and desperate for attention. I get SO excited at the idea of having people to talk to and I realize just how isolated I feel all the time. I'm trying desperately to make a connection ALL the time. It's exhausting. I want more than anything to just have a quiet moment with someone.

on MONDAY, I texted that dude I had really delicate and nice sex with and he barely got back to me last night. I don't wanna hang anymore, lol he took too long, I feel like some weird side chick. Only getting a reply on the weekend. But also, uhm, I am a weird side chick, lmfao. There's no intimacy or emotional vulnerability, just physical needs. It's strange how his hunger is satiated in small careful bites.

Do I want to do that to myself? Intimacy from physical need or no intimacy at all?

The guy from highschool messaging me had my brain all scrambled too, he said "we need to catch up" and my stupid baka heart was going a mile a minute thinking of all the possibilities. I made up all kinds of scenarios in my head of us going on dates and hanging out. Like, I feel so pitiful. I'm like a child. I can't help but immediately have these huge hopes and then they are dashed so quickly.