not to jinx myself, but after an adjustment period of about a week and some transitory anxiety sobbing the first couple days, I think my new meds are working!! God, I forgot how it feels to find the right combo. Like, a window opens somewhere and I am a plant feeling sunlight for the first time. Or like, Aloe vera to some soul-deep burn that you didn’t know could be helped.
More than anything, I am so grateful for whoever created medication, because there is such a relief when you remember, it’s not you. You’re not the thing that’s broken. And however, twisted you think you are, things can be different.
People write about emotions in very particular ways with phrases like “overcome by grief” or “overcome with rage,” but there is something to be said for the days you are overcome with hope.
speaks volumes to kabru's character that he figured out who everyone was while under the fish-man illusion via body language, but tried to kill a sea serpent by this
what a man, couldn't ask for a better foil to laios honestly
Really quick doodles of a few scenes from the stream yesterday. Including combat flirting taunting, gale’s magnificently distracting shoes and.. whatever you wanna call gale agreeing to give 15 gold to astarion 😐😑😐😑😐 (that’s me blinking)
Cannot overstate how much that spongebob scene that went
Somsone: "spongebob you look like a girl"
Spongebob: "am I a pretty girl?"
Like was such a legit game changer for me as a kid
I remember that family and grownups and other kids at school would tell me in a sort of mean-spirited way "you look/sound/act/dress/talk like a boy" and I'd just be like
"Am I a pretty boy?"
There were other unexpected things that came from that long-term I think but that'sprobably where it started being fun