"we have dr ratio at home"

hi!

i just started crying because the world is beautiful. the world is beautiful & im missing it

Cancer, death talk below cut

Today marks six years since my friend died of cancer. She was actually the younger sister of my best friend, but she was the younger sister who was always around and we loved it because honestly she was way cooler than all of us. And she was the nicest and funniest person I've ever met. I know people say that all the time but in her case it was the absolute truth. I've never known a single person who was just that genuinely GOOD of a person, and who could make me laugh so hard with a single word. And she had the BEST smile and the most infectious laugh and she was so loving and protective and SMART and I loved her so much.

And I thought I was okay, but I decided to take some time and look through old pictures of her and some made me smile but it also made me cry a lot and it also made me really angry, because she was only 22 and she had her entire life ahead of her, and it's not fucking fair she had it all taken away from her so early and it's not fair she spent her twenties fighting cancer when she should have been just going out and having fun and figuring out what she was going to do when she graduated college and stressing about cover letters.

And also it makes me angry because honestly the past few weeks have been really hard and they've been hard because people have been extremely shitty and maybe this is not the most rational reaction and it's not their fault that they're not grieving a friend who died too young but seriously what the fuck are you doing with your lives? Life is SO short and you're spending it being nasty to people? Being mean? Picking fights and spinning up battles in your head that don't even need to be fought? Just...why?

idk maybe I'm also having a delayed grief reaction from all the death over the summer/fall as well but I'm just...

Not to turn some very real human emotions into a fandom thing but we only have this one life. Treat it that way.

An unexplored dynamic: the WoL being in love with one of their fellow Scions, who doesn't return their feelings and gently but definitively rejects a romantic relationship with them, and the next several years of the WoL trying to figure out what to do with their unrequited longing with nary a healthy coping mechanism in sight.

i don't wanna hear it

I want to splash my face with ice water and scrub it really hard with a washcloth, what does this mean

Guys, I'm sorry if I will sound rude, but unless specified, REQUESTS ARE NOT OPEN.

I will open them in the future, when I'll be less stressed and have a bit more free time, but for now, I don't accept them.

And even when I will, I am not a machine, don't get into my asks like "draw this now". A "please" and "thank you" go a long way.

Let's be civil.

;; 20 likes and I’ll draw Robin in the Dress

happy "everyone forgets that icarus also flew" monday. i want to throw up !

DISAPPOINTED

ramadan mubarak to all those who are observing. may this holy month soothe all of the aches lingering in your heart, wash away whatever burdens that may be weighing you down, reward you for all of the sacrifices that you have had to make in order to survive, shine light through whatever darkness that has made you doubt your place in this world, and grant you the inner peace, genuine happiness, and relief that you have been praying so patiently for.

"im so tired of dog/cannibalism/religious metaphors" then write something different & share it with the world. do it. if youre so special & so talented. at least the ppl writing cliché stuff are writing

hey underale is on sale for 3 dollars go buy it

here is my semi controversial outfit opinion — jorge jimenez’s dickbats suit from earth 2 society was cunty and shall never be topped

“i hate capes” GIVE HIM A COAT ! JORGE YOUR MIND!!!